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ezisregrettinglifedecisions · 4 months ago
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Everyone meet Wilfred.
Wilfred used to have a witches hat with the four hogwarts house colours on it.
Now Wilfred has evolved to wear ferrari merch and hold Anakin's lightsaber.
He means the world to me even if he took several hours away from my life.
Everyone give Wilfred some love because he deserves it. Look at that adorable snake face
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amburuthings · 1 day ago
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🔊Sound On 🔊 | Spoilers for the end of DATV
There it is, the Solavellan animation I spent an entire month making with little to no experience in the field ! It was a very daring bet but, to my own surprise, one that I did pull off nonetheless ! Takeaway : this is what being completely normal about The Character will do to you.
Many scenes pass by a bit too fast for you to get to watch them comfortably, despite my best newbie attempts. I apologize for the inconvenience. Storyboarding was hell!
→ Bonus scene I had to leave out for practical reasons (ノ▽╰、)
Thanks for watching !!
Lyrics :
I walked ten thousand miles, ten thousand miles to see you
And every gasp of breath, I grabbed it just to find you
I climbed up every hill to get to you I wandered ancient lands to hold just you
And every single step of the way, I paid Every single night and day I searched for you
Through sand storms and hazy dawns I reached for you.
– The Sore Feet Song, Mushishi's first opening theme and one of my wife's absolute favourites ( ´ ꒳ ` )
#dragon age#solas#solavellan#spirit cole#fan animation#clip studio#datv spoilers#amburu#WOOOOOOO I completed a long project !!#I emerged victorious on the other side of an ambitious WIP !#this is soooo rare for me i'm so proud i made it to the end#although it took me over an hour to convert to a video file because clip studio kept generating very bad compression at the very end#you can still see a little bit of it but it's way better than what I had to fight off#i'll just leave it at that and accept the current state#it's watchable it's alright#but gee that's an expensive software you know u_u#anyway I MADE THE THING :D :D#this kept me busy for WEEKS#this has been my entire life for the whole start of 2025#... bit scary now that it's over.....#i actually enjoyed the process... (although i HATED storyboarding it)#storyboarding requires thinking very hard and making a ton of choices#this is the HARDEST thing to do for me in any medium : the planning / layout#I had LITTERAL HEADACHES it was PAINFUL#at one point I had to make a change and i was agonizing over it for hours lol#but once the layout is done it becomes so easy i was listening to podcasts and streams all day while moving my little vector lines around#...phfew...#Hopefully someone will enjoy it but I can confidently say I did at the very least#early on when I completed the vallaslin cut I then watched it and it gave me actual chills because it was exactly what i was hoping for#it's so rare for me to actually experience the joyful part of art creation because im not passionate at all otherwise
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dmitriyuriev · 22 days ago
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Beast's Womb
Based off a scene from pixiv user Tono Ratel's fanfic 獣の胎.
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arolesbianism · 3 months ago
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Take some Fydd's I just realized I never posted
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#eternal gales#fydd is such a comfort character to me rn its not even funny I adore this lil lad#hes been helping keep me sane#Ive also been keeping sane by brainstoriming more abt how I wanna make eternal gales someday which is also helping#and lemme say its getting real ambitious folks this bad boy isnt getting made for a While lol#the more Ive been thinking abt eternal gales and how I want it to be formatted the more certain I become that while its not going to be a#game Im probably going to be making it within a game maker engine#like Ill still look into how feasible making it all into a website would be but I think for what I want to make this would work best#which is! very ambitious and is definitely not smth I can manage rn! but I have been wanting to re learn to code anyways so!#its mostly just a matter of like. doing some smaller projects first and getting my shit together#ideally I want to be able to be in a place to get started in about 5 years maybe? idk that feels reasonable to me#but Im fine if it takes longer as long as Ive gotten at least some actual real project started and worked on#Ive been playing around with the idea of maybe trying my hand at making a small game for fun#not right this second but maybe soon? idk depends on a bunch of shit#honestly eternal gales has dragged me through so much whenever I feel hopeless I just have to remember that I Need to make it some day and#imagine ppl asking me questions abt it and analyzing my writing and I go ok so I must persist no matter what I need ppl to read abt them
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hiddenbeks · 2 months ago
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obsessed with liah and alek's dynamic btw......
#oc: liah#thinking abt them on this fine monday evening. also im back home from hospital again yay#anyway revan & alek/malak's relationship... it's something i need to study under a microscope#to me liah and alek r like theeee toxic worsties... always trying to one up each other... but also idk like#they make a perfect team they know each other so well. they hate each other they dont trust each other at all#no one understands them the way they understand each other!!!!#like they used to be actually genuinely good & supportive friends right?????? but there was always a teeny bit of rivalry#they were both so ambitious. and proud. and then the uhhh mandalorian wars began and so did their descent to the dark side...#and at first it's like... they're still besties... but gradually their relationship becomes a power struggle...#like the tension that always was there but only surfaced as playful banter or during sparring becomes full-blown hatred. and its nastyyy#and like on the surface they keep things professional and cooperative. however all the warmth of their friendship is gone#and beneath the surface they're like playing 5D chess#malak plotting his betrayal... liah trying to stay one step ahead and ensure that malak stays as number two...#and like??? maybe alek always knew he was second to liah... but back then he was ok with it...#but then the dark side took this feeling of inferiority and turned it into spiteful jealousy...#and maybe liah always knew she was the stronger jedi... and the dark side fed her pride and she grew obsessed with keeping it this way...#i still havent finished kotor btw. so this is all based on the vibes i've gathered so far... with my own embellishments.. etc#also the other day i learned that alek/malak is canonically 2 meters tall#and i lowkey wanna make liah shorter. to make the difference bigger#short queen and her tall sidekick (reluctant)... a fun juxtaposition...#but also i like 178 cm liah. hm#maybe if i make her like 173. still tallish but also noticeably shorter than the 2 meter guy standing menacingly behind her#anyway i need to listen to absolution again. u dont understand. it's The revan/malak/kotor album!!!!#i associate it with revan and kotor so strongly i can't think abt them without one of the songs starting to play in my head!!!!
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yunogf · 11 days ago
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I miss jaehyun :((
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eyeglassez · 7 months ago
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(insert time related joke here)
my attack for @atticustimestwo's oc, mr. sinister ! boy was this one fun to do
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nyanfish · 1 year ago
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this is from one of my p4 aus that requires too much explaining. all you need to know for now is that it takes place a few years after p4 and that Yosuke and Kanji's shadows are in cahoots
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mg549 · 9 months ago
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happy Final Week of Mermay!!!! here’s Giselle, a Shipsnarer Mer based on the Sea Angel!
Shipsnarers: Mers who can shapeshift to additional forms beyond human/mer, often with 3-5 monstrous forms they can take. Transformation is arduous for this group, but they can shapeshift to look like various sea monsters, often gaining or losing large amounts of body mass between shifts. Cast-off parts from shifts often turn up as blobsters. Their sea monster forms are more akin to mimicry than 1:1 replicas (think leafy sea dragons or mimic octopus). Their baseline mer forms can resemble any sea creature you could think of, rarely resembling a fish the way most mers do (e.g. cnidarians, siphonophores, polychaete worms) and those shipsnarers who do resemble fish often are most alike to atypical fishes such as seahorses, barreleye fish, frogfish, etc.. An extremely rare and solitary type of open-ocean mercreature.
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mainfaggot · 6 months ago
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the problem is that i have the temperament of a caged animal, but i also have no end goal lol haha isnt that funny. everyone start pointing and laughing already
#i used to be ambitious because i could see myself becoming someone.#im only 20 going on 21 but it feels like i died when i turned 17... i lost everything i used to run towards#and i don't know what to do with myself in the grand scheme of things which is why everything feels pointless in general#but also. if i don't force myself to get up and go through the motions#if i dont even try to push myself past my comfort zone in dose amounts#how will i ever figure out where to go.#it all feels meaningless on a day to day level because i have no goals or ambitions in terms of my entire existence but if i don't DO#anything Now how will i even figure out where to go? what to run towards again?#so i keep going. and it's so exhausting but i keep on fucking going#i hate the part of myself that's so desperate to be seen. why am i so desperate for recognition#it doesnt MEAN anything so many people get recognized and still feel alone and empty#a small tiny example of that: when i won second in a spanish literature competition this February#my prof and head of the department congratulated me and told me they thought i did really well...#my prof even told me she thought i should pursue literature#and i was immensely flattered but it felt fake.#it all felt like lies#i couldn't couldn't feel happy because i was so stuck feeling like an incoherent pile of experiences and emotions#rather than a Person#and because of that i couldn't believe anything nice or real that anyone that was telling me#i don't know what i need anymore. to disappear honestly. i don't think i was meant to be a person#z.post
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fiendishartist2 · 1 year ago
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putting a man in my screenwriting tv show concept with shaking hands knowing the fandom would completely disregard the sapphic main characters for him
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charcuteriecrab · 2 years ago
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that moment when it's chreon week and you have nothing prepared 🥲🥲🥲🥲
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barry2018-2023 · 2 years ago
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ok now I am starting to think I might be bipolar for real bc i think maybe suddenly im not depressed anymore and now im spending hundreds of dollars and planning out how im gonna post three videos and stream twice every week and im gonna go to big lots after work and look at recliners bc I think I want a recliner for my new apartment or is this how normal people act? Literally I have no idea.
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xplore-the-unknwn · 2 years ago
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And to add to the fact that Elrond also suffered and is a victim of the generational trauma that his entire lineage/ancestors caused. His parents sacrificed themselves and died in his early years, then his foster parents suffered from the fate of the silmarils, his wife was forever emotionally scarred from the war that she had to leave middle earth- leave him and their children etc. What I love about him is he could’ve been anything; he knows the status that he held just by being a descendant of the most powerful elven kings. But Elrond was different, he learned from his ancestors mistakes - by choosing to be Kind. He is the descendant of all those legendary war heroes that were undone by the war; by general storytelling standards, Elrond’s character trope is to be the descendant who will avenge his ancestors - “seek revenge cliche”.
But NO. Tolkien wrote him to be a Healer, because Elrond chose to be compassionate. Elrond became a healer, because he has known loss and chooses to cherish deeply all the people he is with. Elrond chose
to be the healer of his lineage and mend the wounds that his ancestors caused in middle earth (literally and figuratively).
And I love Tolkien for that- for giving us Elrond, as kind as summer. Like OP said “He’s his ancestors but actually successful.”
crazy that elrond is just walking around in his garden with his hobbit friend reading books and eating dinner or something and then you remember he's. the great grandson of THEEE LUTHIEN. the luthien of legend!!! and then the great grandson of TURGON! literal KING OF GONDOLIN. and then you calm down a bit and then immediately stop again because now you've remembered that if we go back another generation we've reached THINGOL and FINGOLFIN – the merging of elwë and finwë's folk. you know, the OGs?? he could (theoretically) be king of both the sindar (and all the teleri tbh) and the noldor......... that's like 2/3 of the big three groups of elves? he's one of the only living descendants of the high kings of the past, and not in a ridiculously distant way like aragorn is. he... he could be the king of the whole world honestly. and he isn't. he doesn't want to be.......he wants to be the lord of a haven where people can rest and heal and grow and learn and talk and love.......he chooses peace and serenity and safety over glory. he's his ancestors but actually successful. he's the sun. he's beautiful. he's as strong as a warrior. he's as wise as a wizard. he's as kind as summer. he's the bestest boy in the whole world. I'm eating my hat
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computerram · 5 months ago
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man ive just nawt been having a good time with art recently ill be real i think im so cooked for uni next month if i cant get a grip soon
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d1anna · 6 months ago
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sorry i haven’t been online i’ve been hyperfixating on bolstering my dynasty in ck3
#on my fourth high king of ireland!! had a rough start since the vassals were all like you need a regent ☝️🤓 since your family has been rulin#g for so long#and i was like ugh fine for like a year and then i deposed my regent after she made me the scapegoat of making the crown a higher authority#(which she wanted me to do but i did it since i revealed that she was the one who forced 😋 my hand)#and then i had to wrangle the faction that came about after we lifted the crown authority and i tried to murder the earl who started it but#then i tinkered with my perks and did a feast with him as the honorary guest and made me him love me 😁#and then all was right#but now i have to figure out my succession since my wife decided to only birth sons (we have like five)#tried to get my second eldest to take his vows (become apart of the clergy) but he was like lol no i’m too ambitious for that pops#actually my third eldest since my second eldest did take his vows but now he’s my archbishop!!! so i’m like you still have lots of power if#u want dude!!! but now i’m going to have my two youngest take their vows (hopefully) but if not my heir might have to do some fratricide or#the like 😞#i at first wanted to set out on forming the empire of brittania but we’ve gotten super rich and famous just as the kingdom of ireland#also every monarch of england is super vulnerable (i would know considering i’ve killed six of them in murder schemes including one who was#my lover 🙄 sorry sybilla i just thought you were not cool for flipping me off after i won our game of chess just like super uncool you know#but if anything happens i will set my sites on the kingdom of alba since the king i was friends with just died but alba is almost as chaotic#as england like i married off one of my daughters to the king but then he got deposed in a liberation war (which he asked me to join him in#i did but i didn’t do anything to help since i hate raising my military since it takes such a big toll on my economy)#and i bought my daughter and her husband back to my court in ireland and the new king of england started bitching at me because he knew i#had him in my court and i was like well damn that sucks for you but im not letting this dude go if i know i have this boon on you 😁#(boon being his claim to the kingdom of england and all those duchies etc)#anyway i love political intrigue and making money it’s fun#dianna.moon
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