#im becoming ambitious

[ezisregrettinglifedecisions]

Everyone meet Wilfred.

Wilfred used to have a witches hat with the four hogwarts house colours on it.

Now Wilfred has evolved to wear ferrari merch and hold Anakin's lightsaber.

He means the world to me even if he took several hours away from my life.

Everyone give Wilfred some love because he deserves it. Look at that adorable snake face

[eyeglassez]

(insert time related joke here)

my attack for @atticustimestwo's oc, mr. sinister ! boy was this one fun to do

[nyanfish]

this is from one of my p4 aus that requires too much explaining. all you need to know for now is that it takes place a few years after p4 and that Yosuke and Kanji's shadows are in cahoots

[arolesbianism]

Take some Fydd's I just realized I never posted

[mg549]

happy Final Week of Mermay!!!! here’s Giselle, a Shipsnarer Mer based on the Sea Angel!

Shipsnarers: Mers who can shapeshift to additional forms beyond human/mer, often with 3-5 monstrous forms they can take. Transformation is arduous for this group, but they can shapeshift to look like various sea monsters, often gaining or losing large amounts of body mass between shifts. Cast-off parts from shifts often turn up as blobsters. Their sea monster forms are more akin to mimicry than 1:1 replicas (think leafy sea dragons or mimic octopus). Their baseline mer forms can resemble any sea creature you could think of, rarely resembling a fish the way most mers do (e.g. cnidarians, siphonophores, polychaete worms) and those shipsnarers who do resemble fish often are most alike to atypical fishes such as seahorses, barreleye fish, frogfish, etc.. An extremely rare and solitary type of open-ocean mercreature.

[mainfaggot]

the problem is that i have the temperament of a caged animal, but i also have no end goal lol haha isnt that funny. everyone start pointing and laughing already

[galactikburzt]

speaking of apollo and portal oc ramblings if i DO end up making anything huge with my characters i want to call the final boss something ''Lover's last serenade'' or ''World's last serenade''

that AND i want it to give kirby final boss theme vibes as well (more specifically Two Planets Approach The Roche Limit because it just has THOSE ethereal vibes and probably heart of nova from kirby planet robobot + MAYBE some influences from ''moonstruck blossom'' because i love moonstruck blossom and both houston and apollo are partially inspired by taranza and sectonia's story)

[fiendishartist2]

putting a man in my screenwriting tv show concept with shaking hands knowing the fandom would completely disregard the sapphic main characters for him

[charcuteriecrab]

that moment when it's chreon week and you have nothing prepared 🥲🥲🥲🥲

[sonicenvy]

so i decided to learn to crochet and my mom and i had an argument about it, which in retrospect was 50% funny and 50% depressing.

i was like just vibing crocheting a shitty scarf as my first project (as one does) and my mom was all like "you're wasting your time doing this and procrastinating on things that you need to do" (sidenote it is like 8:00 PM during this conversation lmao).

im all like "oh? why?" and she goes "well you can just buy a scarf from the store for like $10."

personally i think that this crocheting for me is a lot like pottery in that it is more about the practice of making than about the object itself. i am "getting my hands dirty" with a real, tangible and useful object. this is like the opposite of wasting my time playing video games or dicking around on tumblr dot com or something. i find making stuff and things, especially practical simple items kinda spiritual actually and i feel this sense of connection with the past and with our ancestors when i make stuff. plus when i use a thing that i made in my day to day life, like having a bowl of soup i made from scratch in a simple green bowl that i made with toast i made from bread i made from scratch on simple plate i made i feel things. there's something magical and wonderful about simple useful things and making idk.

that said, like no matter what i said she just ... didn't get it and insisted that doing this is a waste of my time. #momfinallyundestandhobbies2023

we circled around to the "you have nothing to show for yourself despite being out of college for almost 4 years" argument which was fun and the "you did nothing this week".

which. like. i painted 3 doors on monday. i had CANCER removal surgery on tuesday. i went to work for 7 hours on wednesday and taught a group of children how to make paper snowflakes. today i finished some overdue online work training modules, went to the doctor and had blood drawn and then went to the craft store to buy replacement buttons for a dress im rehabing and then went to the grocery. i also worked on figuring out what was wrong with a broken family heirloom camera that i inherited. and i did crochet. so. like. i didn't do nothing this week. sure i slept the back half of the day on tuesday and overslept (in til 9AM) today, but like. i am in a lot of pain (between 5/10 and 6.5/10) from a burned hole in my head with stitches. so uh. yeah.

idk i think that the fact that im not dead (and still employed, if part time) despite months of extreme fatigue and crippling depressive episodes, lots of shitty death and family drama, and oh. yeah. fucking CANCER. TWICE, is actually pretty good. idk. maybe thats just me.

anyways 2021-2022 have been big ass FML years and i just want it to stop. god if you're real you're a bitch.

[barry2018-2023]

ok now I am starting to think I might be bipolar for real bc i think maybe suddenly im not depressed anymore and now im spending hundreds of dollars and planning out how im gonna post three videos and stream twice every week and im gonna go to big lots after work and look at recliners bc I think I want a recliner for my new apartment or is this how normal people act? Literally I have no idea.

[diancite]

this magical girl au has become Surprisingly developed and i am scared

[xplore-the-unknwn]

And to add to the fact that Elrond also suffered and is a victim of the generational trauma that his entire lineage/ancestors caused. His parents sacrificed themselves and died in his early years, then his foster parents suffered from the fate of the silmarils, his wife was forever emotionally scarred from the war that she had to leave middle earth- leave him and their children etc. What I love about him is he could’ve been anything; he knows the status that he held just by being a descendant of the most powerful elven kings. But Elrond was different, he learned from his ancestors mistakes - by choosing to be Kind. He is the descendant of all those legendary war heroes that were undone by the war; by general storytelling standards, Elrond’s character trope is to be the descendant who will avenge his ancestors - “seek revenge cliche”.

But NO. Tolkien wrote him to be a Healer, because Elrond chose to be compassionate. Elrond became a healer, because he has known loss and chooses to cherish deeply all the people he is with. Elrond chose

to be the healer of his lineage and mend the wounds that his ancestors caused in middle earth (literally and figuratively).

And I love Tolkien for that- for giving us Elrond, as kind as summer. Like OP said “He’s his ancestors but actually successful.”

crazy that elrond is just walking around in his garden with his hobbit friend reading books and eating dinner or something and then you remember he's. the great grandson of THEEE LUTHIEN. the luthien of legend!!! and then the great grandson of TURGON! literal KING OF GONDOLIN. and then you calm down a bit and then immediately stop again because now you've remembered that if we go back another generation we've reached THINGOL and FINGOLFIN – the merging of elwë and finwë's folk. you know, the OGs?? he could (theoretically) be king of both the sindar (and all the teleri tbh) and the noldor......... that's like 2/3 of the big three groups of elves? he's one of the only living descendants of the high kings of the past, and not in a ridiculously distant way like aragorn is. he... he could be the king of the whole world honestly. and he isn't. he doesn't want to be.......he wants to be the lord of a haven where people can rest and heal and grow and learn and talk and love.......he chooses peace and serenity and safety over glory. he's his ancestors but actually successful. he's the sun. he's beautiful. he's as strong as a warrior. he's as wise as a wizard. he's as kind as summer. he's the bestest boy in the whole world. I'm eating my hat

[computerram]

man ive just nawt been having a good time with art recently ill be real i think im so cooked for uni next month if i cant get a grip soon

[d1anna]

sorry i haven’t been online i’ve been hyperfixating on bolstering my dynasty in ck3

[arolesbianism]

Thinking abt the random card au again. Why must it go so crazy hard I miss it sm