#im at work rn i cant think of words
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felgueirosa · 2 years ago
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there is being more attractive accessibility/disability/medical gear/equipment/garments made but where are the nice compression garments?!
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targarrus · 6 months ago
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does it look okay? i cant tell anymore
anyway nace jordan
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pinkseas · 1 month ago
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i miss writing so fucking much 😭😭😭
#'but aly you have been writing' and there has been no fulfillment no enjoyment. writing is something where i THOROUGHLY enjoy the process#i love it!!! i love writing so much!!!!! and i love that i love it!!!!!!!!! but right now it is just. borderline a chore. and anything#i try to write just frustrates me because i KNOW i can do better than this but the words just. arent working in my brain!!!#its been at least a couple weeks now and i still have sososoSO many ideas that are just. sitting there gathering dust#that i want to write and i want to love writing but i Don't. its something im like. making myself do because i know i should#instead of something im doing because i love it and i want to#and thats exactly what i NEVER want writing to become for me. ever. i refuse to push myself into burnout or disliking it#but that means Waiting and the waiting is driving me up a fucking wall i feel gross i feel like im losing my mind and usually writing would#HELP that and yet!!!!!!! here we are#no matter what i think of no matter what i try im not enjoying it. diff fandoms povs the literal HUNDREDS of scenes i have planned out and#waiting to be written!! none of it!!!! none of it has been doing anything remotely positive for me#i cant even use it to calm down when im overthinking because all its doing rn is making me overthink More!!!#delete later#this was Not supposed to be a vent 😭😭😭#im just so fucking sick of it its one of the biggest and only things that consistently makes me feel good and i miss it so much
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randomwriteronline · 1 month ago
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The resplendent being sat before him, his body of pure energy free from substance gently angled in a polite pose, equal and alien to him in every way; the faint anthropomorphic shape of his self looked upon the opaque man before him with mellow eyes in a saddened, drooping cut.
"I am not an object anymore," Mata Nui spoke kindly, softly, without anger - only a great tiredness. "I am self-aware enough to know the differences between us are not as marked as they once might have seemed. I have grown up."
What a horrible, terrible, wondrous thing to hear.
"I still hold pleasant memories of you."
"I am not your father," Angonce said with a voice that shook and trembled in his throat.
The words left his mouth with a sound similar to the warble of a juvenile bird, still unsure of its song, still scared of singing it out loud; his eyes were lucid, reflections gleaming bright in the distance that separated them like stars of different solar systems. His hands laid down at his sides, perfectly still, just as tense as if they had been balled into fists. His breaths wavered as they clawed their way in and out of his chest, crushed by an emotion he was scared of giving a name to.
"A father should not feel the way I do about the possibility of you being my son."
Mata Nui smiled.
"You are an honest man." he said simply.
He did not stand, for he was too tired, too catastrophically, unthinkably fatigued to do so. But he leaned his head to the side slightly, only slightly, and the man knew from that minute movement that he would be gone soon.
"Goodbye, Angonce." the Demiurge said: "Thank you for allowing me everything I ever asked of you."
Then the god was alone.
He sat down heavily, grasping his face in his hands as though a part of him had died; a long shiver wrecked him, and his gritted teeth clattered against each other to replace his sobs.
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basils-dreamhouse · 2 months ago
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yknow something i didnt realize while with them was how little i wanted to vent or open up because they made me feel guilty about it or made it about themself every time i did (even if they didnt mean to, they still did)
and how much im more willing to randomly vent to my friends now and admit im not doing okay or hell, *even tell my boyfriend when i have issues in the relationship*
hindsight is 20/20 for sure, but it's crazy how much has changed in the timespan of a little over half a year just because one person left my life permanently.
it should not have been normalized for me to be scared of telling my partner things.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought#i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy#its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere#bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like#normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes#possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my#reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it#i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything#in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place#i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass#i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired#god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or#read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill#so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating#its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage#bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn#unrelated
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smokeys-house · 8 months ago
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The heat of summer has taken from me the ability to write so until it cools down consider me retired
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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 11 months ago
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OH I DO ACTUALLY HAVE ONE QUESTION IM CURIOUS ABOUT & i dont Think it'll be big spoilers? feel free 2 ignore if it is. but like wheree is rockfall/newhaven/surrounding area, like, geographically. assuming the country they're in is somewhat analogous to the usa. r they east coast west coast midwest.... i wanna knoww... 👀👀👀
OH OH UHHHH. THERE IS ACTUALLY A MAP theyve neber posted it because its pretty much just taken directly from the mutants and masterminds rulebook with a handful of names and places changed (i cannot send it to u yet bc there are a few places u havent heard of yet so remind me to do that later) BUT. IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY. rockfall is either slightly north or south of new haven, new haven is on the east coast, [other big city u dont know the name of yet] is also on the east coast "a few territories away from new haven" so like. a couple states i guess (?), deadwood is pretty far away to the west, like. roadtrip/fly in a plane length away .
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professionallydeadinside · 11 months ago
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sometimes I have nothing to say to you but just have this strong urge to send you an ask & this is one of those times. Hi! Hope you're having a good day <3 same goes for Kirk, Silas, Yati and whoever hangs around this blog, I hope you all are having a lovely day today. Bye bye now :)
HIIIII THIS IS GREAT TIMED BECAUSE IM NOT HAVING A GREAT DAY BUT I LOVE GETTING ASKS SO THANK YOU WKAJHGFDSDFGHJJH :DD
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marv3l-drag0ns · 2 years ago
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there are so many things to do and i am just a little guy
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everymlmhybrid · 7 days ago
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I'll be honest kinda don't like OP of that post scolding people like I hate that kind of attitude. But also. Only post I've seen abt the 504 plan suit + the news about Kansas gives me a bit more hope that maybe we can pressure Missouri's AG who I fucking hate
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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ragnars-tooth · 2 months ago
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I forgot time... passes
So if im unable to wrestle this fic chapter by new years I will throw you some other tldc wip snippets as a little present!! (I will probably do this whether I finish the chapter or not)
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chaninfused · 8 months ago
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me finding the person who hid this fic from me for years
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caged in this lullaby ⤖ lee felix
❖ genre : assassin au; cop au; action; fluff; angst
❖ word count : 7,2k.
❖ warning : explicit language, mentions of blood, arson & violence 
❖ summary : felix ultimately lets go of all and allows himself to drown in the ashes of bitter tragedy to see what stays. the last thing he’d expect is a stranger with his greatest secret. 
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❖ dedicated to @blueprint-han​ : a continuation of aria of an assassin. song used — the lullaby by sophism, all credits to the owner. 
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prologue.
Fire cares not for the time it vanishes, only that it gives the world heat and light.
The entire building burns deeply in red, orange, and yellow. The cries of the neighborhood echoes into the night with sirens blaring in the background. Your frozen figure can only watch in terror as glowing embers dance and twirl, searing through the ground, ripping through the roof in despair. Tendrils of smoke are reaching into the sky desperately as if attempting to escape the blazing inferno below.
Keep reading
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jacklesraised · 1 year ago
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sometimes i forget that i have to physically look at my tag
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