#im always tired

[sagita-lxx]

[kyleecarrigan]

🥴.

[thejestofit]

Banbans arms look a little wonky but that's because I kinda half-assed him because I'm tired as shit💔💔💔

Would yall prefer an actual player/parent design like the first one or more of an insert parent like the second one? (He's sort of an oc ig?)

Also ask anything yall want!!

[p1ushpussy]

i havent been out to anything tht wasnt work related or grocery shopping related in quite some time

[mushed-kid]

wverytime i get home i need like 30min-2hour nap MINIMUM

[socksolotl]

would anyone like to come to my house and sit by my bed while i sleep and bonk me gently on the head with a hammer each time i wake up so i can get a full nights sleep

[mattsmemes]

[satiricaily]

everything feels so heavy lately

[staijey-the-creator]

HA!

bold of you to assume I have a sleep schedule!

[strawhatboy]

I don’t know about you guys but I get out of bed every day already thinking about getting back in

[noblemalone]

i want to go home

[deathwillsaveme]

✨️

[how-i-feel-diary]

I hate when people say things like "I really like waking up early to enjoy the morning, and I also really like sleeping but I also really like staying up until 2 am"

Lol I wish that staying up until 2am was my problem

It's 8 am, the sun is already up and I haven't slept yet.

Im tired, I want to sleep, I want to be able to wake up too, but none of those things can happen.

[pigswithwings]

above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.

[obeliskthetormentorsfeetpics]

i dont think i really have hobbies

part of me wants to draw or animate, part of me thinks playing an instrument or two would be fun, part of me wants to sculpt or do something with my hands, maybe fiber art of some kind, part of me wants to write a story or make a game or build a little robot or build a website or or or or

or just play video games even? maybe?

so ill get the stuff together right? ill get the pencil and paper, the second-hand draw pad, the clay, the needle and thread, the soldering iron, the arduino, and maybe ill even come up with a project, a plan, and be all ready and just,

not.

just sit there

i got all the stuff, i did the research, i came up with an idea,

do i actually want to do this? did i ever want to do this?

maybe i should just do it anyway right? the inspiration will come, the motivation will come, i just need some momentum, surely

but it doesnt come, the time will drag by like im filling out paperwork, most things ive worked on are abandoned at this point, some rare few get finished and sometimes that makes me happy for a little while, sometimes it just makes me tired, most things get left behind after that, sometimes i might come back to something, more often i just want too

or think i want to?

i cant really tell tbh

more and more potential hobbies dont even get off the ground, ive learned to kill them off before i start, no point spending the money on stuff i wont even want to use when i get it

not when ive got games to play (half my steam library is untouched)

not when ive got a guitar to learn (and a keyboard)

not when ive got sketchbooks to fill (been working on this one for 4 years, its less than a third done)

not when ive got books to read (even worse than the video game situation)

not when ive got electronics to tinker with (what did i even buy these parts for?)

when did my room get so cluttered?

why does it still feel so empty?

i dont think im going anywhere with this

this isnt supposed to be like a poem or anything, just, talking to the void i guess

i just cant help feeling like im doing something wrong you know? shouldnt this be easier?

[puppypawprince]

resisting the urge to be clingy is always so hard but im gonna be good