#2 am posts

[hunter-burton]

Hi guys it’s been WAY TOO LONG since I’ve drawn doai have Alex with Lashes !

[sanelyinsanemiss]

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[ninasdrafts]

Who would've thought it'd be holding your hand where I'd lose my footing? After all we'd been moving in tandem half our lives. The question plaguing me is not the why or the how, it's the when. When did we lose sight of each other? When did the ache of missing you turn into relief inspired by your absence? Perhaps when you started seeing my wins as your losses. Perhaps when you wanted to be heard to be so bad, you forgot to listen. Our story has two sides, I know. I turned into a ghost for you. An empty casket haunted by memories that'd lost their shine long ago. I no longer wanted to talk about the sunlit past, glorified treasures of time that felt bigger for you each day because nothing came after. I no longer wanted to pretend we had a future together going forward. We didn't. We don't. I knew, you knew, but we didn't voice it. We couldn't. Things like this happened to other people, not to us. Ugly truths are hard to admit, but how ugly are they really when they feel like the first breath of fresh air in a year? I'll say it: I miss the times we lived through together, but I don't miss who I was with you. I'm doing better now. I'm doing better than I ever was and that's what you can't stand. And this is why we can never go back to what we once were.

-the ugly truth / n.j.

[chaosinthemaking5678]

[dietwatergrape]

I have a habit of eating cheese at 2 am and a partner from wisconsin who is not awake at 2 am but will be almost awake when I get back into bed with said cheese

that is to say I have a habit of feeding my nearly unconscious partner cheese at 2 am and having to tell them that’s why their mouth tasted bad when they woke up

[allthatispeculiar]

[kilonovai]

—- we are cobwebs spun on rafters, the fruit of the bat. an upside-down sunset view drip - drip, dripping. I see you in dusty footprints, a burn left in the carpet like calico, a phoenix reborn. I feel you, somewhere lost, deep in thought, a chrysalis buried beneath your skin, in a new doorway unlocked. you’re like a tome that needs written.

[artifex-nb-2000]

it's 2 am

and this is what my brain got

insanity sparks inspiration

and

inspiration sparks insanity

my 2 am brain says it makes sense

N.B.

🌻

[uhohitsgeode]

It’s 2am and we up thinking about Bunborg Joe

[derzauberlehrling]

sometimes i wonder what radiohead were thinking when they came up with those modified bears blips or whatever they are called like

WHAT KIND OF EMOTION IS THIS GUY EVEN TRYING TO CONVEY?

also like am i supposed to give them all a very thick british accent?? a high pitched voice?? no voice at all??? ok sorry if i like to imagine silly creatures with funny voices i guess?

they be groovin’

aight that was fun, peace out.

[moistlettuce]

Anyone else relate to this :(

[mscloud]

CRAZY BRAINROT THEORY TIME!!

SO LIKE I READ THIS CAUSE LIKE I REALLY WANNA MAKE A KOBAYASHI MAID AU AND IVE BEEN SEEING OTHER PEOPLE AU'S BUT MY MIND HAS BEEN THINKING BOUT THIS FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS SO LEMME VOMIT MY NONSENSE ONTO YOU

I'll the link is here it's abandoned but it has a good start-up and the other still shoots out bangers so ye! https://archiveofourown.org/works/24496999/chapters/59132233

the theory that Proud Immortal Demon Way is a collection of random events and characters from different universes shoved into one universe to create an incoherent stallion novel using the author as an esper who writes these universes into a single narrative that doesn't make sense because it actually real-life moments and not a scene with an overarching story in mind makes an interesting and feasible headcanon/theory.

Additionally, it makes sense for the 1-dimensional behavior of said characters compared to Svsss as contrary to belief the world doesn't revolve around Luo Binghe as although he's the protagonist he is not god. He is not the creator, he is just an important figure who changes the way the world's "politics" "history" "laws" and "ecosystem" works.

For example, Luo Binghe has multiple lovers in PIDW but he only has Shen Qingqiu in SVSSS however if he can have whatever lover then there are universes where he has only married one wife or husband and if PIDW IS JUST A MASHING OF DIFFERENT UNIVERSES FATES/PLOT LINES then you can assume that there just a mashing of different spouses of Luo Binghe in one setting.

and if that doesn't make sense then think about relationships in PIDW, Luo binghe has a whole arch where they fall in love and do papaya which then is forgotten as they are collected into the harem, overlooked by the plot and overshadowed by the main wives which is bad writing HOWEVER if you are an esper who has just mashed into a story A SEPARATE LOVE STORY for a character and MADE IT INTO A PLOT POINT AND ABANDONS SAID CHARACTER AFTER instead truly investing the qualities that made them fall in love into the plot would you expect said character to be smart or stay smart? aswell this can also go with NPCs and male characters who are dumbed down from their original motives and mindsets into an MI DON'T LIKE YOU I MAKE YOU SUFFER state.

why because slamming random people's stories motives and actions as a single concept instead of them naturally being there wouldn't make sense to the reader or them SO YOU NEED TO DUMB THEM DOWN.

going back to my point, Luo Binghe is the protagonist things happen when he: WANTS SOMETHING OR NEEDS SOMETHING. however, we know things don't always turn out how HE wants them because he may tip fate in general and the world bends for him but he doesn't control it if he did all his parents would still be alive and Shen Jiu wouldn't have been so cruel; that proves the world still lives without him and the characters have separate lives and heartaches however Airplane was focused on him and universes that certain stuff happened to him in.

in general, I always do this but this goes to say that the original PIDW must have been beautiful, as to minus needless porn and focus on the characters which make sense to actually join the plot as they affect Luo binghe mentally and spiritually must have been cool to read.

ASWELL if all universes of PIDW including Svsss are all canon divergence to THE REAL ORIGINAL LUO BINGHE'S story then not only does that make that story the first and only real one it makes THE REST A GROUP OF COLLISIONS OF DIFFERENT UNIVERSES AND WHAT IFS based ON THAT ORIGINAL STORY.

IN CONCLUSION, someone makes an au of them 3 things up there in the image. then tag me! also please don't take this too seriously I'm just tired.

[creatingnikki]

I want to escape myself. And yet I want to fully embrace myself. This conundrum will be the death of me because it breeds inaction. But isn't fully embracing myself the real escape? But, then again, isn't escaping myself and becoming a whole other someone the path to embracing that new self? And you know at the end of the day inaction doesn't worry me as much as misaction or impulsive action does. I don't think it's fun to make mistakes and learn from them. I think it's stupid to make mistakes so freely. I think many things are stupid. I know I'm not one of them. It's funny. I think many bad things of myself. But not this. So, then, do I really want to escape myself? If there's even one good, solid thing you like about yourself, shouldn't you just stay? And because I'm not stupid, I am smart enough to know that you can keep some and lose some and change the rest. So, then, do it. What are you waiting for? Escape the parts that need escaping and embrace the rest. The relationship with self is not simple. It's the one complex relationship worthy of sitting through patiently. And repeatedly. And with compassion and grace.

[sanelyinsanemiss]

I would much sooner fool myself into thinking I can live without you than to intrude on your solitude. I will throw up my own blood before I come back to you because I know that you can not have the peace you deserve with me by your side.

[kerosnes]

I hate drawing os so bacd (gonna fix later)

First time seriously drawing banhamer how did I do