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#twst#twisted wonderland#IM ALIVE I PROMISE JUST REALLY BUSY#disney twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#twst lilia#artists on tumblr#twst silver#silver twisted wonderland#what in the book 7#please give them a storybook ending or i will cry#book 7 twst#book 7 spoilers#tacc0yak1art
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they saw u from across the room and they really liked ur vibe (they’re gonna rob you later)
#astarion x tav#astarion ancunin#bg3 tav#drow tav#bg#baldur’s gate 3#hag romance.#mine.#FINALLY finished this god I’ve been so busy im literally just drawing in between travelling 😭🙏#but omG…. hag romance REAL can you believe it!!!!#astarion having vampire claws is real to me. as well as having two fingers trimmed. 🤭🤭#their rings 🤭🤭 silver ring with a darker ruby bc it’s astarion and shri’iia is a gold ring with brighter rubies#the silver and gold vibes… if I think really hard and reach so far this too can be jb#also I adjusted astarion’s colour to be more dull bc I like the contrast where they have similar base colours but shri’iia is more vibrant#bc she’s alive but he is not. part of the reason why I wanted to finish this is bc I wanted to see that contrast finally#but for ascendant/spawn it’s reversed hehe …🤭😮💨
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#doodles#im alive im just very busy and barely have time to draw anymore but really trying to get back into it#dragon oc#tamlin#ganondorf
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I need to marinate more thoughts for this but. okay so gravity falls au. partially inspired by this. fiddleford has the memory gun and he's This Close to using it on himself to erase what he saw in the portal. he pauses. he thinks, just because I forget doesn't mean stanford will stop building the portal. he thinks it's all or nothing. he goes to stanford's shack in the woods. he sneaks in through the side door and sees stanford sleeping on the couch. it's dark outside. the lights are out. fiddleford can barely make out the shape of his former-friend's body. fiddleford looks at Stanford one last time. he types into the memory gun, Stanford Pines. he points the gun. half a second before he fires, Stanford stirs, as if sensing the danger he is in. he manages to get out "who-" before fiddleford, panicking, pulls the trigger before he can chicken out completely.
stanley wakes up on a couch he doesn't remember falling asleep in, with a terrified looking man standing over him, holding a glowing gun, and thinks this is one hell of a situation i've gotten myself into
#mads posts#gravity falls#gravity falls au#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford h mcgucket#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#LISTENNNNNN#THE POSSIBILITIES THAT ARISE FROM EXISTENCE OF THE MEMORY GUN#UNLIMITED#what if ! stan didnt know he had to get ford back#what if fiddleford fucks up soooooo so bad#will he use the gun on himself to wipe his own memory and abandon everything?#will he try to fix what he's done to stanley?#will he try to fix the PORTAL?#who knows? not me. idfk#personally im leaning towards fiddleford FREAKS OUT and just books it#as soon as he realizes that this guy isnt stanford#and then the next day he sees this really confused dude in town and everyone is asking him if he's that scientist in the woods#and stan ofc is like 'the who what in the where? also where am i'#bc through the power of handwaving i am declaring the memory gun erased EVERTYTHING related to stanford#and bc the journey and the town are so closely tied to ford stan forgot everything#eventually someone offers stan the money for a tour and he says yes bc free money#and takes this dude (who tf is stanford)'s identity#clearly this stanford guy is gone and not coming back because there are literally no signs that anyone has been alive in the goddamn house#(this is because ford is bad at taking care of himself and stan has been busy dying of an infected burn)#and fiddleford is like. fuck. i fucked up.#uses the memory gun on himself to forget what he's done#and then bc he doesnt remember what he's done he then uses it on himself to forget the portal
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“I’ve come to a decision, Archivist. I’m going to kill you.”
#HEYYYY EVERYONE IM ALIVE JAVE JUST BEEN REALLY BUSY. HERES SOME TMA FANART#the magnus pod#magnus art#the magnus archives#magnus archives#the magnus archive fanart#micheal tma#micheal shelley#digital art#procreate#art#digital artist#digital illustration#queer artist#artwork#jonathan sims fanart#jonathan sims#the rusty quill
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i don’t want to jump the gun, but i think hwang daseul might have just done it again. two episodes in to let free the curse of taekwondo and i am obsessed. more than obsessed. transfixed. this show feels special in a way hwang daseul’s touch only can give, and just using these two episodes to compare to her previous works, i love that i can already spot the continuity in the kinds of stories she tells, the messages she portrays and how she portrays them. she just knows how to let her characters exist in harmful and difficult places and show how their experiences affect them while also just showing them as normal human beings. it is so so easy to overdramatise these kinds of stories that have these difficult topics and have it be so surface level, but she has never done that. instead, she shows how those experiences shape a person and how they go about living in spite of them. all the way from where your eyes linger to now, she gives us characters that are wholly themselves and not just the traumas they have gone through and i just adore that. i can’t remember what i was talking about specifically, but i remember talking about this sentiment and how it actually helps to build empathy in an audience as opposed to just showing a difficult topic at the most surface level bc you think that makes it accessible and easier to understand and hence empathise with. i don’t think that ever works. it’s only when you do what hwang daseul does, when you give us characters we can get to know and fall in love with and care for that you help us to empathise with their experiences. it’s hard to understand the weight and the hardship of experiencing something traumatic, but when something bad happens to someone close to you, a family member or a friend, you understand and feel that pain astronomically more. that’s what hwang daseul manages to do. and more so, she makes you feel that while also seeing these people as people. you get to see them away from the hurt, you see them smile in moments of happiness and you see that too with people you’re close to, and you feel even more how special and important those moments of happiness are.
and that’s why, whenever hwang daseul is at the helm of something, i will be seated from start to end with endless boxes of tissues ready. i can’t wait to see what else this show has in store.
#let free the curse of taekwondo#oh I am so BACK#not to get too personal but god#i have been so tired bc of work#i have literally done so many long days and been so busy and so stressed#and I haven’t vibed with a bl for so long I mean I hear the sunspot was all I cared about for a bit#and im watching jack and joker now but I didn’t know if I had fallen out of love with bl#but what I think it is is i just needed something to really get my teeth into#fluff and silly fun is good I won’t ever knock it I love it I watch it#but when I have so little time I just feel myself getting impatient watching it sometimes bc I can’t sink my teeth into it#like I won’t be at work vibrating bc I know when I get home I’ll get to watch the next episode#this is what I needed#like this makes me feel alive like all my passion is invigorated again and I just feel the rants coming#and that just makes me so happy I can’t even say#I don’t wanna get emo but this show already makes me emo so#I just love being here#I love it
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#fran bow#fran bow fanart#mr midnight#horror games#fan art#gif#remor#digital art#hi im still alive just really really busy
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maybe its just too early in the morning but they did my poor boy eddie so so dirtyyyy. that boy was brought to life accidentally when he was never supposed to and all he wanted to do was learn how to live and what it meant to love, and then he was left alone for hours on end with no company and then used for his music and then denied love over and over and over again and then forced to live with someone who only got annoyed by his desire to live and love and then was so overwhelmed by his own new emotions (which he's barely had any help with understanding or regulating in the first place) that he turned to trying to fight instead and then was forced to come to the conclusion that he "couldn't" have the love he so desperately wanted because he was just a computer that wasn't supposed to live and forced to give up his love to the human that was nothing but awful to him and then decided that it would be best to remove himself from the equation entirely and then he exploded. he deserved so much more 😭
#i dont really care if there are inaccuracies in this atp its almost 3 am and im emotionalll#call me a hater but i'll never forgive moles for how he treated edgar#that boy was doing his best and miles was SO MEAN#as if Edgar wasn't just weeks old and totally new to the being alive business 😭#edgar electric dreams#electric dreams#electric dreams 1984#shea's shenanigans
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it’s so hard for me to imagine alucard in a modern au . . . like what in the world is he doing in the city?!
#that distinguished man has no business in the 21st century#the lack of manners would eat him alive#like yeah he has a mouth on him and can dish shit back but#adri can only do that for so long before wondering if the world’s truly gone to shit#technically a modern version of alucard exists . . .#genya arikado is right in front of me but im not feeling him lol . he seems like a completely different person#who STILL looks far too old fashioned to be living in 2040 whatever time#idk i just . . . i’ve been thinking of writing him in a modern setting but i just can’t wrap my head around that#you mean this man would be going to shake shack? driving cars? using a credit card instead of ducat coins?!?!!!#no way . that man belongs in the 1400s for sure lol#wow i really ended up running my mouth 😭 anyway i love that man just as he is!#꒰ঌ rambles.ᐟ ໒꒱#ৎ୭ ⨾ alucard.ᐟ#꒰ঌ castlevania.ᐟ ໒꒱#alucard#adrian tepes#adrian fahrenheit tepes#alucard castlevania#castlevania netflix#castlevania#alucard tepes
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You alive?
yeahg
#ive gotten a bunch of this exact ask#dw yall im alive and well i was just really busy and could not manage more than one public social page#anyways its been a While hello hi#ask
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for some reason im really feeling the Queer Euphoria in this chilis tonight, specifically: being so ambiguous its hilarious. there is No label to describe my orientation/gender. like yeah i use nonbinary bc technically it fits but also bc the flag Fucks. if asked, my only correct answer would be "Wildcard, Motherfucker!"
#both change on a daily basis#gender depends on vibes. weather. A Cool Art Piece I Saw On Tumblr. a dream i had the night prior. what im doing at the moment. song playin#i use & prefer they/them but really anything is free game For The Bit. i am willing to play pretend and try on different hats!#orientation depends on who im looking at in the moment. like i consistently surprise myself with who i do/dont find attractive#it also happens.... less than id expect. but when it does happen its a very strong Ohhhhhh. Ohoho Hi Heyyyy<3 moment#BUT OH ITS SO FUN TO BE UNLABELABLE#thats not a word! except yes it is!#i take the boxes people try to put me in. i make a sickass fort outta them & add blankets and pillows & paint#there is a drawbridge and a moat. and origami dragons!#its so so fun#but also very annoying on the rare occasion im asked what i am#like! fuck if i know! this is my first time being alive! its none of my business! i have bigger omelets to burn!#its like....#'are you gay' yes but also no 'are you a lesbian' yes but also no 'are you bi' yes but also no 'are you-' Yes But Also No.#again: wildcard.#absolutely unprompted#its like... oh man if i wasnt so squeamish about syringes i could make my gender Soooo Me <3#bc i want a deeper voice but i like my body how it is. mostly. its literally just my voice that i dont like#& facial hair would be nice but also do i want to deal with the hassle that is shaving. no i do not <3#still i cherish the two hairs i have on my chin. theyre so neat#i wish skirts were comfortable. i need a better eyeliner pen. i need more tank tops and a good binder. i want to confuse people#and then like... women with deep voices and men who're all dolled up and ambiguous folks who are so visibly queer-#there is so much to love everywhere and i do not care for the generally excepted/used fences people keep putting up#im ripping up their signs and kicking over the fences. Let Us Roam Free Range#shoutout to all my fellow Idk What The Fuck I Am And I Like It That Way homies. we're so funky#and you're So fucking valid. you don't need a label and you don't need a description. you are so so so awesome and rad as hell
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the host really didnt think out assigning each alter one of the main colors of the rainbow very well because, now theres too many and not enough colors
#were alive! busy right now but doing really good#i think I'll just be pink thats a cute color :]#im not sure if this should be tagged but#did#dissociative identity disorder#system stuff#💕#Maura
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guys if I made a lil recipe book for my world, would yall make them y/n
#mfd.#/ im not really alive at this time but im writing recipes rn for family stuff#/ things are still busy for me what with all the 18 birthdays#/ plus my cousin had her baby shower this week#/ im not ignoring anyone i promise#/ just a bit busy with family stuff and gaming when i have time to myself#/ not enough spoons to follow too many conversations at this time but soon#/ anyways im about to give yall my signature cake recipe--#/ i aint give that one up for nothing ok
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i miss being hikineet life was less miserable then.
#genuinely less depressing. idk i just dont think im meant to be a person#i cant fucking talk to people without having an autistic sperg out and humiliating myself#i just want to not fail ONCE just fucking once but i cant#whatever. little nurse should be arriving soon.#burando will keep me alive burando is my will to live.#i miss working retail yeah it was shitty and i had fucking meltdowns but not as often as i do in school#plus when i was the only one at the store i could read or crochet or just generally slack off and tell customers to go fuck themselves.#now prof is gonna act like its high school and get mad at me for sleeping in class once like bro cmon im eepy leave me alone#if i fail thats my problem if im wasting money thats my problem mind ur own business.#she went fucking camping over the weekend thats what she was busy with. all i did was see a play and go to the club.#i fucking. did chores and ran errands and shit. did some lame and gay computer shit.#plus im really nauseous rn so like.#im just in a horrible mood and a horrible way and i wish life could be just a little bit easier just a little bit
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Maybe if people around me understood how much of my already very limited energy goes into not hurting or killing myself maybe they'd chill a bit with their expectations
#this isnt about anyone in particular#im just having a weird day and thinking#about older relatives and teachers and strangers and pretty much everyone that made me feel bad with their expectations#like im sorry i dont have a job and i barely make any money and cant move out and didnt go to college#im actually quite busy trying to survive#im doing pretty okay surviving#i feel like im not really living most of the time#but id rather feel like im vegetating most of the time and feel alive only sometimes than be dead forever#yknow#bee buzz
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needs to be more fic of anakin and obi-wan being two sides of the same coin while still engaging w the fact that anakin is a racist shitbag
#w the addendum that they r also not shipping the two . thanks#like i dont want anakin redemption arc and i dont want sweeping anakin shittiness under the rug#in fact i would also like to engage w the fact of obi-wan and padme being blind to his faults in this arena#but all of the fics that handle anakin in this way also don't really engage with the Themes and Subjects (two sides of the same coin)#and like just ... the Relationship#The Relationship#red handles this sooooooo well in their 'vader alive in a cave on tatooine' fic but ourgh if anyone has any recs#pls ...#peacekeepers + heat seekers#feeling things in this chili's tonight u see ...#anakin skywalker#obi-wan kenobi#croidhe#i WILL do it myself and that is a threat but im so so so so busy rn#granted this may b bc i mostly run in codywan circles these days but
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