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archiarthur Ā· 11 months ago
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Sometimes healing your inner child is drawing your childhood crush from your favorite game, and remembering you used to have an oc in your head then and now making the said fantasies come true
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synthsays Ā· 6 months ago
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I always loved this episode title :)
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RIP Jasper you would've loved these clear colorful touch tone phones
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icantthinkofausernamern Ā· 10 months ago
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Ok like.... I'm lowk kinda embarrassed of this but I wanna post it somewhere so... šŸ˜­
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AHHH
please ignore gojo in the second pic ik he looks so fucking goofy lookin mg šŸ˜­
Anyway jjk is making me crazy šŸ˜
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megumi-fm Ā· 7 months ago
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but nošŸ˜© this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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im-smart-i-swear Ā· 3 months ago
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short comic i made today. its rushed and short and soooo badly paced(too fast) and the dialogue is awkward and stilted as hell but whateverrrr i wanted to draw these two fuckers interacting. this takes place like a year into zora n bud knowing each other btw
zora and buddy made a deal when they first met: zora wouldnt rat them n the other clones out to BoM in exchange for bud not telling zoras family about the Faking Her Death To Join The Enemy thing bc shes scared them knowing would ruin any chance of her having a relationship w em ever again (the story zora gave em is that she got captured by the rebels and spent all that time in some prison and only recently got released, or somethin like that i havent actually thought this part out yet lol)(whether or not znahor and een believe her is another thing entirely tho).
so theyve got this weird relationship that started out as 'mutually assured destruction limbo' and slowly turned into 'begrudging respect and trust bc we share the same burden'. theyre not besties or anything but theres An Understanding of some sort there.
also bc of The Deal they both feel like theyre living on borrowed time, just waiting for their lies to come crashing down (and for the 'Just Punishment both of them deserve for being horrible selfish traitors' to be served) (and at this point zora wouldnt be able to sell the clones out even if she wanted to bc no matter what she still DID help them hide for a year at least so its over for her either way. she betrayed the organisation shed devoted her entire adult life to already, might as well post pone the inevitable a little bit)
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fur-bee Ā· 2 months ago
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how it feels to think rebirth is strictly okay
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sprolden Ā· 1 year ago
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ngl i do sometimes go all the way back into my personal tag just to readthe posts like theyre my old diary. my typing style between 2016 and 2019 was truly something to behold
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sparklingpax Ā· 1 year ago
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realizing only like a month ago now that Masashi Hironaka was the narrator + Wingwaver (and a Dinoforce member) in Victory is so wild to me. like how did I not know this immediately
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tylerjflynn-old Ā· 2 years ago
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Dissatisfied with life, Peter returns to his childhood home for his deceased motherā€™s estate sale. There, he unlocks the memory of his childhood penpal, Finn, and reconnects with him. When his life starts to fall apart, he runs away from his problems to live with Finn. There, Peter faces his demons while pining for the only person who ever understood him.Ā 
~ FTM MC ~ Childhood friends to lovers ~ Found family ~ Slow burn ~ Mutual pining Currently being revised!
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daveedmee Ā· 1 year ago
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christians will see that and think hell yeah
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Shackled By JESUS?
LUST Sets Free
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wonustars Ā· 2 months ago
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In Front of Me (Teaser)
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āŠ¹ pairing: jeon wonwoo x f.reader āŠ¹ genre: bestfriend to lovers, angst, smut (18+ mdni) āŠ¹ wordcount: TBA (this teaser: 679) āŠ¹ release date: TBA
āŠ¹ summary: jeon wonwoo has spent most of his adolesence and early adult hood unable to understand why he can't seem to stay in a relationship for more than a few months. as his best friend, you allowed him to vent about his worries without judgment. so what if you're in love with him? your friendship with wonwoo meant more to you than having your feelings reciprocated. that is until you hit your breaking point, while wonwoo finally realizes what has been in front of him this whole time. āŠ¹ tags: non-idol!au, uni!au, bestfriends to lovers (?), unrequted love, emotionaly stunted charcters, wonwoo has a bit of an ego, toxic!wonwoo&reader. (more tags and smut tag added to full fic when posted.) āŠ¹ note: im really excited to share this with you all. its not by any means done but heres a teaser for now since ive been away for so long ā™” also the teaser is not edited so pls just ignore if theres typos hehe. lov u all pls come into my ask box cuz i refuse to shut up abt this story :p.
āŠ¹ masterlist, taglist, fic playlist.
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Rejection is foreign to Wonwoo.
Most times, itā€™s him thatā€™s doing the rejecting. He was the one to always initiate the break up, to lose feelings first, every decision was made by him. He has no control over whether youā€™re going to text him back or not, and to put it simply, he canā€™t stand that feeling.Ā 
Wonwoo hates not being in control. Whether that be his future, his relationships, and especially his feelings. At least thatā€™s what he forces himself to believe. That itā€™s not fair of you to ignore him when heā€™s worried about you, because heā€™s your best friend. You should answer him when he texts you. When he calls you, and especially when he shows up to your door, seeking your comfort. In his mind, that is what he believes the foundation of your friendship is. To comfort each other, just like it always has been.Ā 
Sure, maybe Wonwoo is entitled, perhaps heā€™s conceited and selfish, but he doesnā€™t care. Because in his mind, youā€™re his bestfriend. There was no way in hell that you were ignoring him. His ego doesnā€™t even consider it a possibility. You were busy, thatā€™s it. That has to be it.Ā 
{ą»’ź’°ą¾€ą½²ć£Ė• -怂ź’±ą¾€ą½²ą§§ Ā ā€§ā‚ŠĖš ā‹… ā‹†Ė™}
Less than fourty-eight hours in, Wonwoo couldnā€™t stop himself from texting you once more. Nimble fingers practically itching to open your contact to update you about the most mundane things. Maybe if he pretended that this moment of silence is perfectly normal, then maybe, you would eventually end up answering him.Ā 
12:36 p.m [wons <3]: class just finished. lunch at our usual place?
Nothing. Not even a thumbā€™s up reaction. Wonwoo had become antsy, guilt and slight annoyance gnawing at the pit of his stomach. Where the hell are you? What are you doing thatā€™s so important that you couldnā€™t even open his message let alone read them?Ā 
1:27 p.m.Ā  [wons <3]: this random girl asked for my number after class lol. weird right? i didnā€™t give it to her though šŸ˜
Cursing at himself, he regrets pressing the send button on that text. Double texting you is already out of the norm for him, but triple texting? He canā€™t believe how desperate he looks right now. He wishes he could bring himself to unsend it, but he just hopes itā€™ll be the text that finally gets you to respond.Ā 
2:10 p.m. [wons <3]: saw a bunny running thru the oval today u shouldā€™ve seen it! reminded me of u.Ā  [1 photo attachment]Ā 
Absolute radio silence from your end. Wonwoo is starting to think that you had him blocked, but his messages are still delivering. Unsure of whatā€™s worse, you ignoring him or blocking his number, Wonwoo still tries his best to remain calm.
4:00 p.m. [wons <3]: im about to head home soon. r u riding w me today?Ā 
The sight of you getting into Seokminā€™s car made Wonwoo scoff. Since when did you start getting rides home from Seokmin? And why was he the one opening the door for you? Buckling your seatbelt instead of his own? Wonwoo is completely dumbfounded at what he had witnessed.Ā 
4:30 p.m.Ā  [wons <3]: saw u get into seokminā€™s car, lmk if u need a ride tmrw.Ā 
Seeing you laugh and smile while walking to the student parking lot with Seokmin of all people solidified the fact that you are actively ignoring his texts. And he just canā€™t stand the thought of it. How dare he be ignored? Especially by his best friend, the one person who had always responded to him, no matter the time or how busy you were, you always texted him back.Ā 
Wonwoo initially thought that even if the world ended, you would be there within arms reach, enough to hold you close, where he can keep you safe. You were predictable in that sense. But if the world decided to burst into flames, or swallow itself whole tomorrow, heā€™s unsure if you would be there right next to him by the time he woke up.
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āŠ¹ a/n: if u want to be apart of the taglist please fill out the form, comment or send an ask! please note that i'll only add those who have an age indicator somewhere in their blog! thank you ā™”
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thegentleriverflows Ā· 2 years ago
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so someone just said
that i was one of their favourite people and and i'm going to scream honestly
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leafostuff Ā· 3 months ago
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Private Appreciation [FT. TripleS Nien]
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Tags: smut, established relationship, slow stripping, body worshipping, cunnilingus (at least an attempt lol)
Author's Note: quite short but it was fun writing, really into Nien lately so i had to write something about her, it does count as my September upload
I have been feeling a bit down lately so it took me longer than expected to finally finish the smut (started writing in 20/8/24), i hope yall enjoy it even though the end may feel a bit rushed.
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ā€œBabyā€¦im hornyā€
ā€œNien, what the fuck?ā€
Honest question: was this the appropriate time for such a saying?
you and your girlfriend Nien are cuddling on your couch, watching some random romcom movie on a saturday afternoon, you would've gone outside and had a normal date but today your laziness was next level so you decided to stay at home, it's not like it was gonna get any less hot.
And hereā€™s Nien, telling you the most random thing you heard this week (and for the time you know her, she said a lot of random things) during a movie where it's not like there is a sex or kissing since its was only the first 25 minutes of the movie, so there wasn't anything to trigger her.
ā€œWhat do you mean ā€˜what the fuckā€™?ā€ She whines while her eyes look as tired as ever. ā€œI am feeling hot, wet and it's sure as hell not making it easier for me with all of the sexual tension going between themā€ she complains while pointing at the screen.
ā€œThey are justā€¦ flirtingā€ you say, a bit confused
ā€œAnd?! I can tell 30 minutes from now they are bangingā€ she annoyingly added while her hand goes to grab some popcorn, cutely munching on it.
ā€œNien areā€¦is it that-ā€
ā€œNO ITS NOT THAT TIME OF YOUR MONTHā€ she responded, now angry at you. ā€œI am just horny, and wet, and i need you RIGHT NOW,ā€ she explains.
ā€œIn the middle of the movie though?? I already paid fo-ā€ You wanted to ask when suddenly Nien leans forward to capture your lips and quickly releasing, leaving you surprised.
ā€œPlease jagiā€¦?ā€
Its unfair how weak you are to her, the pleading puppy eyes that look at you with glimmer in her pupils, her innocent and sweet smile that will one day will be the cause of your death, and her nickname for you that sends tingles to your brain to switch into ā€˜yesā€™ mode almost automatically for her.
You sigh in defeat, its not like you couldve changed her mind anyways.
ā€œOk babeā€¦lets do itā€ you say
ā€œYayyyy, thank you babyā€ she responds, pulling you into a tight embrace. ā€œYou are the best, you know that?ā€
ā€œBratā€ is the only word you can think to yourself when you see how happy she is as you cant help yourself but lean in and mesh your lips with hers engaging in a slow, lazy yet very sensual makeout session.
It's quite clear how much both of you enjoy this, making hums and quiet whimpers in between each kiss while your hands roams around each otherā€™s back. Slowly you could feel Nien slowly fall into the couch with you joining her as now you are on top of herz still focusing on the kiss.
Release yourself from the kiss and look at her. Wearing a pink tube top that shows her smooth belly and tiny navel in their full glory paired with denim jeans that make her look more curvy than she is, her eyes look directly into yours with a mix of excitement and arousal, so you ask.
ā€œBed?ā€
ā€œNo, on the couchā€ she answers, ā€œdon't wanna moveā€ she lazily said with a wide smile, with that logic you won't look for any arguments with her.
ā€œOkay babeā€¦ what do you want me to do?ā€ You ask, in the end, it's her wish to do this so who are you to not let her have it her way?
ā€œMy tummyā€¦kiss itā€ she cutely pleads, you know how important foreplay is for Nien as in her eyes, foreplay is the key for having the best time. So nod with a smile before lowering your face to be parallel to her belly, take one last look at her before planting your first kiss barely above her navel, sending tingles directly to her brain.
ā€œNgh..yesā€¦ā€ she hums in excitement while closing her eyes, seeing her reception to your first kiss was good you continue peppering kisses all around her navel. Sometimes giving a teasing lick that makes her elicit a quiet moan.
ā€œMy pantsā€¦Ah-babyā€¦ā€ she breathesĀ 
ā€œWhat about them babe? I can't read your mindā€ You teasingly ask, knowing exactly what she wants you to do with them but hearing her say it is part of the fun for you.
ā€œNghhā€¦take them offā€ she instructs as you oblige, your fingers working diligently as each button of her jeans that you pop, you place a soft kiss directly to her belly button, after the last button is undone you lower her denim clothing down her thighs, revealing her white panties with a visable stain in the middle.
ā€œYou weren't joking when you said you were wetā€
ā€œshut upā€ she moaned, giving you a light smack on the head. ā€œtake the pantiesā€¦ off too baby".
ā€œShould I continue kissing?ā€ A simple question in which Nien just nodded, your hands now went to her panties, sliding them off slowly, letting the friction drive her insane as your girlfriend takes her hands and plants them on the back of your head.
Eventually, you leave her completely naked waist down, letting you see her soft thighs and her glistening sex without any obstruction as you could feel yourself get harder by the view. ā€œWhat now babe?ā€ You ask, waiting for your next orders.
ā€œOne hand on my thighā€¦ and-ā€ she stops for a second to release a small moan. ā€œKiss higherā€ It's hard for her not to sound needy, especially when you pleasure her midriff with only your lips and tongue.
But, her wish is your command.
So let your palm rest on her right thigh, knead and massage it to your heart's content, all to amplify her pleasure from you tenfold. Meanwhile, your lips travel up from her midriff, eventually stopping near the in-between of her two mounds.
A glance at your girlfriend and you know exactly what she needs as your free hand holds the hem of her top, slowly taking it off revealing no bra and instead a pair of boobs neither too small or too big, just the perfect size for you to let your face dive into the gap between her tits, savoring their sweet taste.
ā€œYESā€¦moreā€¦.ā€ Nien whines a breathy moan while you alternate between each mound, kissing and licking all around her nipples while her hands get inside the back of your shirt, gliding across your back in an attempt for her to be as close to you as possible.
This goes on for a while, you kiss your girlfriendā€™s entire body while she instructs you, telling you exactly how she wants to feel good from you, each correct action you follow causes Nien to moan loudly but eventually she pushes you away from her tits.
ā€œWhat happened?ā€ you ask, confused by the sudden push as she looks at you with a horny smirk.
ā€œI want you to eat me out oppaā€
Pause, Nien letting you eat her pussy out is something quite rare for her to suggest since she always felt it was a bit uncomfortable for her. Disagreeing with her request would be foolish of you so look down at her glistening pussy, waiting for you to devour it like your next dinner and let your face close between her thighs.
One last look at her grinning smile and you start
ā€œYessā€¦ā€ she hisses, your first lick sends tingles to her brain, causing her to wrap her legs around your head, meanwhile her hands grab your hair, trying to not lose herself in the haze, after that you let yourself run wild on her inner thighs and wet pussy with long licks and kisses.
She is still not close however, it is just the beginning for the both of you. So increase your pace slightly to raise the volume of Nienā€™s breathy moans let her thighs squash your face signaling how horny she isĀ 
ā€œI'm close babyā€¦ā€ it's not hard to tell, how her moans are getting higher pitch, how her thighs are clamped around you and how her grip on your hair is harder, it may hurt but you don't mind, both of you are close to your high.
Eventually you let yourself enjoy the main course since Nien finally let herself go, her wetness flowing out of her as your mouth salivates her sweet taste, meanwhile her left hand gropes her left breast to amplify her own pleasure audible by her sensual moans
Eventually her climax comes to an end, her last wave of cum comes out of her pussy into your mouth. Raise your head and see Nien, a panting mess after the high she has been feeling all this time as now she also rises up from her lying position now seated near you, hands wrapped around you and leans in to kiss your right cheeks.
ā€œThank you, i feel much better nowā€
ā€œAnything for you babeā€ you respond, returning the favor with a kiss of your own. You were helping your girlfriend find her clothes when suddenly you heard sounds of moans coming from the TV.Ā 
You forgot the movie was playing the entire time, the main couple were now making out, half naked and ready to begin their own endeavours for their orgasm.
ā€œI CALLED IT!!ā€
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Hope you have a good day leafies
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lilacgaby Ā· 2 months ago
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title: i'd fight the sun for you, my love
pairing: barbarian!kirishima x borrower!reader
summary: when kirishima finds you, a tiny human(?), stealing from his things, he finds that you've stolen his heart as well.
notes: ask, secret life of arriety inspired bc that movie is so cute, yandere kinda
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kirishima was sunbathing out in an open field. he had just finished a long treck through the caverns of a dragon. he was finally shutting his eyes.. when he heard a scuffling noise behind him.
he turned around to see.. a small human grabbing all his jewels? a needle keeping your hair held up, a fitted red leotard and leggings encapsulated you as you stuffed thing after thing into your small bag.
at the realization you'd been caught, you'd dropped all your splendors and ran to go back to your home, a hole in the ground.
it was too late though, the barbarian was faster and caught you easily.
he looked you over, sitting you in his palm as he examined.
"do you.. understand me?"
you nodded, feeling odd under his gaze. you were taught to fear people like him, to never let a human see you, to run as fast as you could away.
this guy was making all your red flags go off. sharp teeth? jewelry? tall? he had abs?
"what are you? some kind of elf?"
"i'm a borrower! not some elf!"
"huh? okay.. ms borrower.. why were you stealing my stuff? that's really expensive you know."
"it's what we do! and you can always get more random guy."
"that's not the point-- it's the principle."
"whatever! let me go to my home!"
"what's wrong..?"
he let you down, bending down to the grass to let you scurry to your home.
he turned around, getting ready to lay back down when he heard rushed running back. you tapped on his legs, tears in your eyes.
"[name]. and there's a- a spider. can you kill it for me? it's in my house!" you wailed, clinging to his leg.
"oh. i got you [name], im eijiro, just.. hold on."
he put you on his shoulder, looking at the small hole you called home.
he set off a bit of fire into the hole, killing the spider,
but burning all your things along with it.
".. did you just incinerate all my stuff."
he rubbed the back of his neck. "oops?"
you yelled directly into his ear, making him promise to travel with you until he got back all your stuff.. plus interest.
he agreed, and so it began.
he grew infatuated you to a strange degree, you'd catch him staring at you often, always wanting you in his arms.
you'd be safe that way, he assured you.
if anything so much as made you flinch it'd get incinerated.
it progressed as your travels did, the satchel with your stuff getting bigger and bigger.
he'd make note of all the things you'd like to eat, to do, to read, he'd fill your days with stories and happy memories.
he'd make sure you slept comfortably, foraging cotton and leaves so you'd sleep on a plush bed.
he'd never make you go hungry, adding days worth of travels onto his journey just to get you your favorites.
he'd dress you now too, grabbing flowers and snipping pieces of his fabric to decorate you.
like a little doll.
but his possessive nature grew too, it started only with bugs, but it ended with creatures. other humans too, he'd even hurt one of your own kind.
but it was all for you wasn't it? don't make him feel guilty, you're just so helpless, so small.
you couldn't leave, you needed your stuff back right? you needed him.
you realized, even though you weren't in a cage, you'd been caught.
and you could never escape the barbarian, who was now planning on taking you to his home. forever.
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tag: @eyeofthetiger501
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catboybiologist Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi! Iā€™m CatboyBiologist.
Formerly a femboy, now a trans woman just starting HRT, and a PhD student in molecular biology. I started using this online persona as a fun, shitposty way to explore gender a few years ago. I post selfies (generally sfw, but somewhat sexy, so minors and ppl who donā€™t like that have been warned), rambles about science, tutorials and advice from the stuff Iā€™ve learned by being a femboy in the past, nature pictures, stuff about the ocean, my adorable grumpy little tortoise, and unsolicited opinions on random nerdy topics. Any pronouns are fine. I donā€™t plan to socially transition for a while, and still present as a man most of the time, so Iā€™m used to whatever you wanna use for me (for now, Iā€™ll update this if that changes). Please send me pictures of your pets or other cute animals in your life!
As a scientist, Iā€™m also documenting my transition! This google sheet will be updated at least monthly. I also have additional metrics Iā€™m keeping to myself, and pictures that go with this, but Iā€™m not sharing them publicly yet. Keep in mind that this is just one personā€™s experience with HRT, and may not represent universal trends!
Adding a little something here, bc I think it was an interesting bit a writing: if you want to see me respond to a transphobe about what "biologically female" means, here's a thing I wrote about it. CW for transphobia and discussion, obviously.
Also, if any of my measurements look weird, its entirely possible I fucked up. Let me know if anything looks off!
Hereā€™s some of my favorite pre-HRT pictures:
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If you want to see more of my pre-HRT selfies, browse the ā€œfemboyā€ tag on my blog!
And as of this writing, Iā€™m only 2 days after the start of HRT, so hereā€™s a picture with my tortoise thatā€™s technically post-HRT (but with 0 time for actual changes):
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If you want to see my future post-HRT selfies, browse the ā€œtrans selfieā€ tag on my blog!
Also here's another really cute picture and fanart of my tortoise by @whalesharkcat:
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I have affectionately given my tortoise the title of The Grumpus.
I also wrote a couple of tutorials and general vibes about being a femboy before I started HRT:
Sometimes I make shitposts of myself, I donā€™t take myself too seriously:
This includes the way I came out on tumblr:
And hereā€™s an overly serious, long ramble about trans thoughts and things that I wrote shortly afterwards:
Later addition: Someone asked how I take selfies, so I wrote a quick and dirty guide with some tips on how I do so in response to their ask:
Oh yeah and apparently I was a 196 microcelebrity? I never to thought I was popular enough for that but apparently some people do šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø. So uh, hi 196 tags, I'm abusing you for my pinned post LOL
As for terminology, I personally do think of myself as a ā€œman who is becoming a womanā€ as opposed to having always been a woman. If that doesnā€™t resonate with your experience, I totally get that! But thatā€™s why I freely call pre-HRT me a femboy, while still calling post-HRT me a trans woman. Iā€™m also keeping the blog name as CatboyBiologist for the forseeable future, because at this point, Catboy just seems like a gender neutral term to me.
Iā€™m also trying to put together a script for a podcast regarding how studying biology influenced my perspective on sex and gender- lmk if thereā€™s any interest in that! Itā€™s probably gonna be way too long and indulgent but oh well.
So uh. Yeah. I donā€™t end these types of things well. Byeeeeee
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tojisun Ā· 4 months ago
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Riffing off of 141 coming home without Johnny.
I feel like itā€™d also be heartbreaking if instead of fully breaking down at first you have a moment of, oh my god are the others okay? Kyle are you okay?. Then it hits. Do they have his body? Where is he? Can you go see your Johnny? Are you even allowed to? Bonus points if the last time you properly talked to them before they all left you had a small argument with soap as he was leaving out the door.
HELLO
oh my god the questions. asking if you are allowed to see your spouse; ready to beg if they say you aren't. and theā€”
"your johnny." just how he always playfully calls himself, yeah?
he says things like, "won't you kiss yer johnny?", "won't you hug yer johnny goodbye?"
promises things like, "yer johnny's gon' come back, bonnie. swear on m'life."
you always did tell him not to bet it all on his life, grumbling as you tell him to take that back because you are superstitious and you've long since learned to avoid the insinuation, lest your words unfurl into realities.
then here, right now...
god YEA YEA I GET YOU!! i added these tags in my prev postā€”
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but holy shit thinking about how the shock is put on halt because you want to take care of kyle first. how the devastation did not even settle in yet as you grapple with the intensity of your worry.
you paw at the others, trying to pull them close ā€” trying to feel them because that is the only way you will ever know that they're alive too ā€” and when they press in, when you feel the brush of kyle's breath on your cheek and price's callused palm rubbing your back and simon's warmth on your side, the ache sinks in.
it spreads all over your chest, chilling the pathways of your nerves until you feel like you are suspended; like the rest of the world has frozen over.
"kyle, i'mā€” i wanna seeā€” i wanna see joā€”"
god, you can't even say his name.
also? are you tryna kill me with that last one? "bonus points" ON WHAT? THE WHUMP SCALE? THE ANGST EXAM?? BC UR PASSING IT W FLYING COLOURS
im gutted so hard oh my godddd
i just know you (reader) won't be able to forgive yourself; won't be able to sleep at night. hell, you can't even stay in the same house anymore because it's so full of johnny and his smell and even the phantom sounds of his laugh. and his room was still unmade and you are so afraid to walk in and see it the same way that he left it ā€” with his clothes on the floor, his extra pair of boots flung around, and there on his bed post was the scarf from a random girl he met at the bar.
you know he wouldn't cheat so why did you keep on insisting? why were you lashing out?
why did youā€”
"sometimes, i don't think you even truly love me."
why did you say that to him?
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