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HI i just remembered to respond to this FUCK ok so
I MASSIVELY AGREE with the binjpipe takes. i think ETS was good/iconic if only because it was so like. JARRING in a good way. but it was so lighting in a bottle tbh, and like u said it isnt rlly good horror. only rlly shocking if ur actually attached to cookie, which ppl are. cookie gets replaced by an AI tried to be ETS all over again, and it wasnt, and it kinda rlly showed, like you said, how they shine best with comedy. also I FULLY AGREE. fuck, im pretty sure its one of the reasons ive just grown tired of jackbox by now, both me and my gf (we met thru shared jackbox love), its bc every time binjpipe happened we were just like "THIS SHIT AGAIN?????" like it just made any sort of investment in it or hopes of cookie getting better just. feel so fucking moot. why bother getting invested if its just constantly going to get dragged back up. the "evil streaming service" joke is dead. its BEYOND dead. we havent even heard of the binjlady anymore. its lost any sort of omnious buildup. to me binjpipe's appeal was that it clearly wasnt going to last long. it was a nightmare that was just going to keep on ramping up until it crashed and burned horrendously, and fuck thats SO cool to consider and write about. but they keep dragging it out, and now its just sad. its boring. fucking. selling adult films?? give me a break.
ok about the party packs, HONESTLY SAME. like idk the writing is what really gets me about it tbh. i guess theyre good party games (tho i can get bored really fast, save for roomerang, and even so thats mostly bc of the goofyness of the responses), but YEAH youre so right. like idk if its because theyre ALSO doing the international translations but ithink it goes with the fact that the hosts severely lack character. when its like for some games, its ok if they dont have character (quixort), but its like that means theres A BALANCE. pack 8, ok? games like job job and weapons drawn, that CALLS for the hosts having character because its putting you in a situation WHERE the host is an active part of that situation. its like "wow im really in funny office" or "wow im really doing a murder!!!" right now, yknow? Push the Button, DODE was her own character and had noteworthy quips and she was a vital part of the games story/framing device! todd is iconic bc hes such a chill internet guy and then he sends you to hell! felicia is all morbidly romantic bc youre on a MONSTER DATING SHOW. a lot of the games stand out BECAUSE of the unique situations ur in that envoke unique prompts/unique gameplay, meanwhile something like fixytext? i dont know SHIT about the host. and its kind of a shame that the cannon jackbox lesbian host we have is SO FUCKING BORING GOD. most i can get is that shes introverted, but i gen cant tell if its genuine, if its some kind of "akward bacon unicorn moment! #millenial" type shit, what the fuck even really IS Fixytext at the end of the day. what makes it more than google docs shitposting simulator. its such a fucking shame, esp for the TENTH PACK. like god maybe they rlly do need to take a hiatus bc the change in. writing quality is. idk it just didnt help my dropping fixtation i'll say that.
also wait FR????? JESUS CHRIST thats actually a shame, i wanted to try and play that game!!! (namely bc funny objectum) and like. the ONE naughty pack exclusive host and we get NOTHING about her. i dont even like the fucking conch shell design im sorry. jackbox crew yall are great but how in this green unholy earth do you expect ppl to draw and remember your designs when your hosts are so. flat. fuck, mayonnaise, fucking M BUBZ, is more memorable than nickolas kranrker whatever and dr nanners and jerri, i cant tell you a SINGLE thing about jerri tbh. its such a shame. i want to love these guys i really do but theres nothing that endears them to me.
tbh if they end up not doing anything for ydkj it'll be funny in a kinda sad way tbh. on the one hand it'd BE nice on the other hand yeah its been nothing since full stream, eh. could they even do a YDKJ anymore? i remember once upon a time there was all this hype/discussion of a "ride 2" where the only real roadblock was that buzz's VA has well moved on from voice acting i think, but ppl had ideas for giving him a new voice, maybe even making it a transgender reason, all this stuff. this was like a couple of years back. but its like god i'd be shocked if they even remember guy exists at this point. or nate. hes sorta got a chance given his VA is literally a core part of the crew.
also i getcha. glad i could offer a space to let ya vent like that lawl
roomerang completely fucking fumbled with giving rue any sort of character we could've had a fun host we could've had that snark we could've had ANYTHING to match the sheer amount of swag in her design but we got BASICALLY NOTHING/very vague hints of character ("I'm beside myself... and I look good!" And "dramaaaa!!! :3") which is CRUMBS compared to even the most one note hosts like glargan o'toe or civic doodle's hosts and as petty as it sounds it's kinda the reason I fell out of love with current jackbox </3
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the secondary colour sage squad
we may have a problem
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yoshitaka mine#tsuyoshi kanda#daigo dojima#snap sketches#the like. one time im actually bothered to draw anything for myself and it has to be the most niche bullshit i could muster#i just want mine to use kanda's head as a bowling ball at least once. itd be funny#anyway this is MY dead souls au any questions or comments will be seen by my lawyers#i didnt think id finish this today i thought id just save this for the weekend but my commissioner was taking A Hot Minute to get back to m#and i already have my week scheduled for other comm work and i figured 'fine i will be self indulgent ONCE'#ok bye im sleeping#or playing minecraft idk we'll see. or i will at least.
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i said i wasnt gonna do this, then immediately went off to go do this bc i realized i could procrastinate other projects if i did (im really responsible!!!)
anyway SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR THE TAGS AND STUFF!!!!! i wanted to practice drawing peoples lambs, i tried to mostly stick to people i know but we got 2 new ones here :D
@paintpaintpaintman (WAR), @lambment , @bamsara ,
@aychama , (me) , @spiderin-space
hope you guys like it!!!!!!!!!
#im not gonna bother actually putting any tags in the tags either#i hope you guys like it tho!!!!!! sorry if i missed or got anything wrong!!#i loved drawing each and every lamb. theyre all amazing and beauitful!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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wow ive been kind of off lately I should take a day to rest an[explosion]
#[.art]#self#complaining tag#I'm good. I needed to draw about it but I'm good. it's fine. whatever#love it when I barely ask you for money to Live outside of gifts and 30 a month. and then you withold the gift SOMEONE ELSE GAVE ME#that's fine it's totally not as if I told you I need that money before. and you decided I was a bit too mean#about you compiling a document I Need To in order to keep the room and board in the place I am living in. by the way#she proceeded to change topic completely to the weather and forget about anything ive told her on the clothes I have here#or about the courses I follow. she takes notes for my sister's classes but cannot be bothered to remember i dont have exams in april#that's fineeee it's fine. it's fine. I know my sistser needs the help and I don't. I would rather die than ask for her help anyways#you can at least pretend to forget about both of us equally instead of telling me I should graduate in two years because im smart enough#which I am not. by the way. At least when I will fail at something I'll have the opportunity to tell her I told you so thank god#dont get me wrong i know her giving me compliments is a good thing I just sort of wish the were things actually about me#and not about the idea she has about me being some kind of prodigy that's simply too lazy to actually be exceptional. anyways
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ur bartkon art legendary
TYSMM!!!!! IM GLAD U LIKE ITT!!!!! <33
heres a silly sketch i prolly wont color :3
#i dont actually have anything 2 say in the tags#huh! mshcjak#kart#konbart#bartkon#puppee answers#puppee art#bleehhhhhhh#OH I DO HAVE SMTH 2 SAY LNAO#I H8 DRAWING SIDE PFPS THEY R WEIRDD!!!#i have another kart drawing & both hvae side pfps & just kike AUFHHHFGHG#y do i do that 2 myself#ndohekdbkabcksf#anyways ty again <333333#i 4 somerrason dont draw kon w/scruff that often i should change that#scruff? is that the right word uhh#i go back 2 watching my show i actually finally got my appointment done in the middle of making this lol#FINALLY!!!#okok i need 2 stop rmablingg#im actually so flattered by this i skjfkskjfkskkg#anytime any1 like tags my art or compliments it i like RLLYYY wanna reply but i feel like that would get annoying#so like just know any1 whos reasing this#i love when any makes any comment whatso ever 2 my posts!!! i giggle i kick my feet its so fun!!#mayb ill start interacting way more bc its rlly bothering me that like im choosing 2 not go w/my urges its weird#I SAID I WAS GONNA STOP RAMBLING & THEN I CONTINUES SHIT SRRY#OKOK IM DONE NOW <3
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abt to say smthng deranged
but ive reverted to accepting my fate here especially since im really really lazy and stupid and just want to draw but the only sharp thing still poking at my sides is wanting to transition and how I know as soon as my birthday rolls around I'll wish I had done anything to get out and start that, while sobbing hysterically over how the years just keep passing me by in that regard. 14 years. 15 years. And many many more.
But at the same time its like. I wouldnt want to claw my way out solely to transition (which at this point would be the sole positive thing about leaving). Because whats the point. I want to be transitioned before I really look for or accept love, yes, but moving out and doing so wouldn't lead to that I dont think. Id be living the same life im living here, but Worse and more exhausting. So i also dont see the worth in fighting to do it.
I feel those 2 views are at odds, but, like, its never enough to do things just for myself even if I really need it. It always has to be in relation to someone else. There would not be a someone else so why bother. Im not finding love while I live here so it doesn't Really matter if i cant do it, but this wouldnt change if i left so why would I fight for it. Why be the true version of me if I have nobody to share Me with (especially considering it will ostracize me from most everyone else I love.) I dont know
#i feel this doesnt make sense but idk#its like how i would not have gotten a car at all if it wasnt for Someone i wanted to be able to drive around#if they visited#its the same here. i feel so incomplete without transition and my life cant begin without it#if anyone took interest in me now it would feel hollow until i was actually myself#but nobody is taking interest Now#and if i moved out solely to transition its not like changing locations would suddenly change anything.#so why bother. why do it. its going to be the same anyway#why make my life harder for no reason#why decorate a place you'll always have to leave why deep clean a home nobody will ever visit but You.#theres no point if its just You.#thsi also extends to a lot of things like how i want to paint but cant unless its for someone else#ill draw a billion characters Standing There for a friend before i do 1 for myself bc i dont see the point or Worth#delete later#it was a horrendous experience overall but id never been more motivated to do something than when i had a ''partner''...#nothing made me more willing to turn my entire life around. ill go back to school and study some miserable shit that#will make me rich so I can spend it on You and make You happy. i would not do this for myself.#im not doing anything for myself right now. no use in doing anything for that guy he doesnt deserve it
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soul powered? solar powered? what's the difference.
#shep arts#content smp#csmp#arathain#mason arathain#I was gonna caption this with something cooler and then I realized it was defo more of a RAT caption lol#i forgot to turn off the sketch layer but tbh it looks fine with it so im not gonna bother to export this again#dont ask me whats up with his armor I sketched this last night and even then I don't think I knew what's goin on with it lol#i actually need to draw more csmp stuff. they all seem like they'd be fun to design and draw n stuff#anyway gods i need to get caught up with the csmp again im very behind and do not know anything#if anyone wants to just ramble at me feel free to cause at this point that's the only way Im actually gonna know whats going on now
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#gintama#my art#konhiji#<- smirks evilly. hah. look whos in the konhiji tag now. (me) (im in the konhiji tag)#kondou lady justice drawing is here woooooooo (after. honestly over a month)#yknow that lineart was originally done in bright pink. as in the same pink thats all over the drawing (and has been run through many many#different layer styles. so uh. you cant actually see the colour i used) but i ended up not liking how it looked while it was still Hot Pink#(it was too bright and you couldnt really make anything out.. ah.....) so . ah well#my god i almost forgot. its manga colours this time babey..!!!!!!!!!!#anyway. rengokukan arc diner scene my beloved my one and only. you are everything to me <3#i dont think im going to bother explaining myself im. tired
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ughh why do i have to have njghtmares about them
#in it i was fighting w him over text and then hetm gangsd uep on me#sorry uemin so tired#i did reflect a bit in my dream though... like#i have been having a hard time being labelled a quote unquote cheater when i very strongly feel like thats not what happened#and it bothers me knowing that they get to justify their side and avoid responsibility by calling me that#when again. we were literally broken up when i sent that text to the wrong chat#and to be even more fair to me it was the lightest thing of all time it was kissies and lovings#like all of this is so wack. like to be labelled that while doing something so small while we werent even together#the drawing stuff is literally normal . ive done that with my kther friends before i even met sable. you are ridiculous#like it just aggrivates me because thats such a sticky smear to put on somebody especially when thats not even what happened#its so overblown and i think thats on purpose to have one last thing to justify your side#and ignore the fact that he was not the best partner to me and stressed me tf out all the time#like how am i a cheater when i played by your rules the whole time we were together#because of how insecure you are. uou let your insecurity become your reality#and i realized how much more taken care of i was with angelo and how naturally we flow together#its so natural to talk to him he is what i have needed. i would be foolish not to pick prince charming#over someone who i felt only fed me stress and anxiety and worry about everything including potential addiction issues#knowing theyre bipolar. knowing they have bpd. participating in dangerous behavior all the time#i feel like calling me a cheater when thats not what fuckin happened is just to handwave away wtf you did wrong the entire time#if i actually cheated id have been slobbering on angels meat the whole time like im sorry#id have been doing spins on it and gagging on it every night but the thing is i didnt#i stayed loyal to you while with you and confided in them as friends while you continuously demanded time from me#that wasnt organic and it was forced half of the time . god i hated playing shit with your stupid ass#so fucking monotone always wanting to do the same shit no variety and always getting upset and throwing tantrums over the smallest things#n then when that behavior once again gets put on me and i get more fucking stressed yeah i turn to my other friends#that arent anything like the other friendgroup because they dont do shit about anything and dont really gaf about snything#except for their own problems#and i confide in the other group because they actually show that they care about me. they relieve stress for me like friends are supposed to
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#i was trying to get my music to connect this morning and it didnt because it only ever does like half the time#and now i want to rage quite life#my phone vibrated while i was holding it and it took everything i had not to launch it into the wall#i was planning on getting dressed and doing some light cleaning or an art projecr#and now i'm just lying in the dark trying to find the balance between#validating my emotions and remiding myself that s/h or rage quitting being alive is an extreme reaction to a minor inconvenience#turns out violent intrusive thoughts can be self directed too who knew#because that's kind of the thing do i actually want to die? no not really. am i fantasizing about being covered in my own blood? yeah kinda.#fantasizing is probably the wrong word there but its what ive got#if im faced with further inconveniences om going to start tearing flesh with my teeth#if its going to be mine or someone else's depends entirely on the inconvenience#i need markers so i can start drawing on my skin before i explode#i'm fine i just feel like a homicidal toddler thats all#im not actually gonna do anything mostly because im lazy and cannot be bothered especially if it doesnt go right#so im basically fine#pmdd is a bitch and so am i#screaming into the void#messy thoughts
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i love digital painting! i wish i understood how to do it
#キミガシネ#yourturntodie#yttd#dooblenauts#anzu kinashi#i need a new way to color eyes#you can not see her pupils and that bothers me a lot#i also chose anzu to try this cause i thought shed be easier#but turns out i dont know how to digitally paint so literally anything would be difficult#ive been playing star rail since its release. im sure no one follows me for my art#but im still sorry#i do wanna do some star rail art. im kinda scared cause..... mihoyo character design actually makes me want to die#thats why ive barely ever done genshin art. their designs are so much for NO reason#but i like star rail a lot. great characters. great story. 100% my aesthetic#if anyone can help me not want to kill myself when drawing star rail characters please do
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alright since i am at my wits end. fatt mutuals/followers. when you hear “i believe that justice given is no justice at all” what image comes to mind for you. anything in particular
#at my wits end is a phrase i like but rarely get to say. many such cases#anyways.#im drawing and i generally dont like to post (on here) about work in progress but.#well i genuinely have not been able to come up with anything. and its the last thing i dont even have a sketch for#if i dont figure it out within this week im just leaving it. fuck it one line without a panel will. immensively bother me actually#but probably noone else cares.#im gonna get ready for work now and try not to look at tumblr at work today. ive been doing it less but not less enough!#rosa talk
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guess on what i spent very little effort, too much effort and an entire month? (you can clearly see how i got sick of this somewhere after 3/5 lmaoo)
Part 1 (you are here)|| Part 2 (doesn't exist yet)
i haven't forgotten to put text there, its intentional ("Uh..." "This is quite pants, isn't it?." no shit bestie)
#art#fanart#mcyt#hermitcraft#mumbo jumbo#grian#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#honestly i didnt wanna posting it at some point because its kinda eeh but whatever#its a product of 'oh i will elaborate actually' because i cant get to actually do anything with this hc without explaining#brain be stupid like that#i kinda took lazy approach because i couldn't be bothered actually making a proper comic#honestly as of recent im more bothered with my exams than with drawing haha
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#my art#ive been so jsvgjsnsndjbdjks#just a big ol jumble of kahsjdbskdhi#and i wanna draw more but im so uninspired aahhaah#i kinda wanna do some studies or smth but ahhhh idk i also just wanna lie in bed when i can#i so tire#but being lazy and bored is also so exhausting haha it feeds itself#so yeah itd be good to try to push myself a bit in my free time to do smth kinda fun chill engaging#its crazy bc theres so much that i could be doing but i have such a hard time being self motivated...#so outside motivation like work or friends is the only reason i do literally anything#which sucks bc i have a lot of things id like to be able to do on my own but yeah. idk why its so hard to do things for myself#that being said if anyone sees this and wants to do lil drawing challenges or trades or smth together that might be niceee#im sort of painfully shy online haha tho im not so much irl#i think the thing abt it for me is the feeling of creating these lil digital footprints#like if i send a message or make a post its just preserved like that... forever.. actually i recently looked at emails from my childhood#and its really cool to see a slice of the past like that but still. idk why it bothers me tbh. i just never got used to it#memories fade and warp over time right? so it really feels like existing in the world and talking to people is just a passing moment#it doesnt really feel that way w the internet. as small and insignificant these small imprints might be#and im really just being neurotic but yeah. maybe i dont like the feeling of taking up space and slowly widening it with every little step#yea thats neurotic fr LOLL#anyways im really rambling away in these tags haha but if ima post this art anyway its such a good excuse to ramble into a void :D#and a good way to practice existing on the internet. im sure ill get used to it
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I feel like I'm lying to myself about how much pain I'm in (surely it can't be that bad right?) But now I'm aware of the pain in my toes and my fingernails and my ears and like. It doesn't feel like the rest of my pain anymore because I tune it out, it's like a completely new feeling almost. Idk how to explain it cause I feel like you could argue it isn't even pain but I can tell that it is, it's just really weird
#usually i only feel pain in those places when its triggered by something#and only when it hurts bad enough to draw my attention from the other pains#usually i notice my ear pain when im laying my head against something because#anything that bends/flattens my ears hurts#and my fingernails only tend to hurt when i pick at them (which is admittedly... way too much) or when something presses on them#or when the nails just decide to do their own thing and like detach for some reason?? idk why that happens but occasionally it does#my toes hurt either in the joint or the muscles pretty much just whenever i use them. like every time i use them#and sometimes the skin there hurts too because wtf not i guess#ok no now that i typed that out it actually makes sense why all those places would hurt#they all hurt enough to draw my attention at least once a day which means theyre probably hurting#on a lower scale much more often than i noticed. hmm#oh yeah! i totally forgot the ear pain i get from having anything in my ears. like my earbuds that i use everyday#its usually not enough to bother me though
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