#im a loser fr

[loserfae]

learning that self deprecation isnt cool and just makes the people around you uncomfortable unironically improved my mental health a lot. like if you just stop saying negative shit about yourself you will genuinely like yourself more and other people wont be repulsed by your attitude and you will have more friends. it's true.

[mmmaruda]

I need to get this of my chest. My parents have had enough of listening to me saying the same shit over and over again.

I feel like nobody talks about this enough. I'm almost an adult yet I haven't experienced being desired by someone romantically. I naver hold hands kissed, texted with someone or even had a crush. I kinda accepted that theres a big chance of me being aromamtic but just because i am aro doesnt mean i want to be. Theres nothing wrong with being aro but I want to know how it feels. How its possible that one person makes someone so happy, I want to feel that. I want to be desired, to have someone that appriciates me and maybe an ego bust. Idk about being in a relationship but someone having a crush on me or smh. To confirm that Im lovable. Of course I'm still young and have plenty time to experience it but I feel like it will never happen. I want to feel wanted, to have someone that cherished me. To have a deeper connection. Maybe the issue lies in me being unlikeable? The last time I had someone I could call my best friend I was in primary school. I have friends, I'm just never their first option. We mostly see each other at school, but when we do go out I just know we don't click. I sit there all day waiting to go home. I feel very often sad and frustrated because of this. I'm not seeking a romantic relationship but a platonic one. Yet I'm still unsuccessful in finding both. People say that you find love when you dont try, it comes naturally. That I need to focus on myself but when I do this I only see my classmates and family so where would it even come from. I have a big problem with meeting new people. I don't know how to do it. For the past 3 years I have been working on myself. Since then I can actually talk to someone without stressing out and crying. I signed up for multiple events in my school just to meet new people and it never happens. I'm so lost, i dont know what to do. In primary school I felt fulfilled because I was around people I genuinely liked. They made me happy, my life didnt revolve around them but they were making my everyday life nicer. Still we werent that close and we lost contact. We dont call, meet, or even write to each other. Some of them met their current partners and just gave up on friends. People prioritising romantic relationships over platonic are shallow and fell victim of patriarchy. It seems like by society our only goal in life is to find a romantic partner, get married and have kids. Even if it's someone lgbt who cant have bio children, people still expect them to find their "other half", because it's "how life works". I feel like I'm never going to love anyone and nobody is going to love me. I have this one closer friend that always has my back just like I have theirs but they're always so busy with other people. It hurts honestly so much. Like half a year ago we went to see spiderverse since and I decided to be bold. I asked them If I could videocall them that night because I had so many thoughts after the movie. But they said that tonight they had already made plans with someone else. There's nothing wrong with it but at that moment it hit me. They're always doing something and I can never make plans with them because of it. I value them more then they value me. I'm not their first choice person. I was also restraining myself from becoming to close/depended on them because in the past being too clingy made me lose friends. So why everyone has someone close and I don't. Why I don't have someone I could do matching bracelets with or pfp. I'm a filler person. I here just because not bc anyone wants me. I want to make more irl friends but I don't know how. I know it's not my personality or looks but something is wrong with me. I think it's because I miss a lot of social clues but idk. I just want friends.

[mr-malumm]

Umm.... Alien stage but its human radiostatic...... 🏃💨

@chrizzisdead thanks for making the yummiest alastor ever and for watching videos with me during this 5 hour drawing marathon i lovr you

[starry-bi-sky]

mmm throwaway conversation between Dan and Danny that popped into my head that I had to write out:

"You spent ten years being a one-man mass extinction event, then went back in time and fought me, and lost." Danny snarls, arms crossed and throat tight. His mouth pulls back to bare dagger-sharp teeth, and his eyes burn with the familiar thrum of ectoplasm heating up behind his eyes. "If I didn't believe you were half of Vlad before, I do now."

His other self -- and really, can he even call him that? He's half of Vlad too. Two halves severed from each other and welded together to make a new whole, -- snaps his head over to him. Wild-eyed and furious, he looks unlike the man Danny fought before, the one unruffled and untouched, unbothered by the world around him. It's familiar, but not like the way a reflection is.

"What's that supposed to mean." The Other hisses, matching Danny's scowl one-for-one with fangs much bigger and sharper than his.

But there's a reason lions fear hyenas. Danny matches the rumble in The Other's chest with one of his own, and shoves his face close to his. "I don't lose."

[cherrybitezz]

men will never understand what it's like to be a jennifer's body, girl interrupted, twilight, mazzy star, lana del rey, loser gf, cinnamon girl, cherry coke, marina and the diamonds, kat straford, gilmore girls, mitski, chipped nail polish, girlboss, slip dresses, tim burton, black swan, thirteen, smudged makeup, lily rose depp, thrifting, fiona apple, courtney love, hole, locket necklaces, youtube video essay, lolita, the virgin suicides, mini skirt, esoteric whore in theory. they will never understand what it's like to be a real creep and a weirdo.

[gunsatthaphan]

I‘m????? normal?????

[w3brot]

[chains4w-gutzfuckk]

*ੈ✩‧₊I was born to be a final girl being chased through the woods by a big scary man in a mask *ੈ✩‧₊

[tenshi-agerasia]

new enstars characters (nice + 4piece) as tbh/autism creatures ◕_◕ also i color picked them and recolored some pride flags because i can

fuyume -> bigender

ibuki -> nonbinary

esu -> transmasc

raika -> aroace

kanna -> agender

[mysleeangel]

She’s me and I am her

(I really don’t care if she’s a walking red flag and I don’t care if it makes me a red flag to love her I love her sm)

[crushingcasanova]

This inspired me so >_<

Loser gf who can't help but bring you up in every conversation with others. Loser gf who only goes out so she has things to tell you about later. Loser gf who sits behind her computer just waiting for you to come back. Loser gf who can't help but stalk your accounts while you're away, seeing who you're with and what you're doing. Loser gf who's always got your playlists on while they like all your posts. Loser gf who's really bad at hiding their cyberstalking, but always looks for pictures to add to a shrine dedicated to you. Loser gf who needs to know about everything you like, letting you tell them all about it and researching it while you're gone. Loser gf who loves you more than anything else in her life.

[ryanthel0ser]

me when he's the older twin and wears glasses and has an entertaining dynamic with his brother (the pink is there I swear my phone camera just sucks ass)

yes I am procrastinating my assignments, we're pretending nothing is late

[sugaflare]

whenever I see current sunjae acting like a total stranger to im sol and not treating her like she hung the stars and moon herself I imagine all the past dead sunjaes watching him from heaven and getting frustrated and screaming "AISHHH THIS BRAT" and grumbling

[thy-lovelylionheart]

me after watching one (1) single video about Mike Wheeler & internalized homophobia/biphobia: wow okay whoa one second hold on I get it, I get it now, hold on I need a minute wow okay okay no you’re right wait—

[turnaboutstar]

my dnp autism is turning 10 years old next year and that means I'm gonna be 20 and for basically half my life is being a dnp fan damn....

[endykelopaedia]

what has happened that made people feel like transphobia isnt a "good enough" descriptor anymore ???

some of yall been out here dismissing the term out of hand so we can flatten transmasc subjucation to just being the result of misogyny and/as sex based oppression - which is terf shit - or at the same time mangling intersectionality as a concept so we can pretend misandry exists and all the rhetorical headaches that brings with it

even some transfeminists are guilty of this because i seen the way some of yall will try to claim all transphobia is transmisogyny actually - which, i get more than the other two, given the nature of the modern trans panic and well, this, but still - its born of an intersection involving transphobia, meaning it literally cant explain every instance of transphobia.

like... guys. transphobia cleanly and straightforwardly describes a huge chunk of the social and political difficulty that comes with being any kind of trans. its still real, and serious, and violent. people can and do organise, write, learn and unlearn with the intention of fighting it. why dont yall wanna say it like it is???