#im a loser fr

[phayz]

learning that self deprecation isnt cool and just makes the people around you uncomfortable unironically improved my mental health a lot. like if you just stop saying negative shit about yourself you will genuinely like yourself more and other people wont be repulsed by your attitude and you will have more friends. it's true.

[mmmaruda]

I need to get this of my chest. My parents have had enough of listening to me saying the same shit over and over again.

I feel like nobody talks about this enough. I'm almost an adult yet I haven't experienced being desired by someone romantically. I naver hold hands kissed, texted with someone or even had a crush. I kinda accepted that theres a big chance of me being aromamtic but just because i am aro doesnt mean i want to be. Theres nothing wrong with being aro but I want to know how it feels. How its possible that one person makes someone so happy, I want to feel that. I want to be desired, to have someone that appriciates me and maybe an ego bust. Idk about being in a relationship but someone having a crush on me or smh. To confirm that Im lovable. Of course I'm still young and have plenty time to experience it but I feel like it will never happen. I want to feel wanted, to have someone that cherished me. To have a deeper connection. Maybe the issue lies in me being unlikeable? The last time I had someone I could call my best friend I was in primary school. I have friends, I'm just never their first option. We mostly see each other at school, but when we do go out I just know we don't click. I sit there all day waiting to go home. I feel very often sad and frustrated because of this. I'm not seeking a romantic relationship but a platonic one. Yet I'm still unsuccessful in finding both. People say that you find love when you dont try, it comes naturally. That I need to focus on myself but when I do this I only see my classmates and family so where would it even come from. I have a big problem with meeting new people. I don't know how to do it. For the past 3 years I have been working on myself. Since then I can actually talk to someone without stressing out and crying. I signed up for multiple events in my school just to meet new people and it never happens. I'm so lost, i dont know what to do. In primary school I felt fulfilled because I was around people I genuinely liked. They made me happy, my life didnt revolve around them but they were making my everyday life nicer. Still we werent that close and we lost contact. We dont call, meet, or even write to each other. Some of them met their current partners and just gave up on friends. People prioritising romantic relationships over platonic are shallow and fell victim of patriarchy. It seems like by society our only goal in life is to find a romantic partner, get married and have kids. Even if it's someone lgbt who cant have bio children, people still expect them to find their "other half", because it's "how life works". I feel like I'm never going to love anyone and nobody is going to love me. I have this one closer friend that always has my back just like I have theirs but they're always so busy with other people. It hurts honestly so much. Like half a year ago we went to see spiderverse since and I decided to be bold. I asked them If I could videocall them that night because I had so many thoughts after the movie. But they said that tonight they had already made plans with someone else. There's nothing wrong with it but at that moment it hit me. They're always doing something and I can never make plans with them because of it. I value them more then they value me. I'm not their first choice person. I was also restraining myself from becoming to close/depended on them because in the past being too clingy made me lose friends. So why everyone has someone close and I don't. Why I don't have someone I could do matching bracelets with or pfp. I'm a filler person. I here just because not bc anyone wants me. I want to make more irl friends but I don't know how. I know it's not my personality or looks but something is wrong with me. I think it's because I miss a lot of social clues but idk. I just want friends.

[mr-malumm]

Umm.... Alien stage but its human radiostatic...... 🏃💨

@chrizzisdead thanks for making the yummiest alastor ever and for watching videos with me during this 5 hour drawing marathon i lovr you

[starry-bi-sky]

mmm throwaway conversation between Dan and Danny that popped into my head that I had to write out:

"You spent ten years being a one-man mass extinction event, then went back in time and fought me, and lost." Danny snarls, arms crossed and throat tight. His mouth pulls back to bare dagger-sharp teeth, and his eyes burn with the familiar thrum of ectoplasm heating up behind his eyes. "If I didn't believe you were half of Vlad before, I do now."

His other self -- and really, can he even call him that? He's half of Vlad too. Two halves severed from each other and welded together to make a new whole, -- snaps his head over to him. Wild-eyed and furious, he looks unlike the man Danny fought before, the one unruffled and untouched, unbothered by the world around him. It's familiar, but not like the way a reflection is.

"What's that supposed to mean." The Other hisses, matching Danny's scowl one-for-one with fangs much bigger and sharper than his.

But there's a reason lions fear hyenas. Danny matches the rumble in The Other's chest with one of his own, and shoves his face close to his. "I don't lose."

[itoshi-s]

tsukishima only ever realizes how satisfying and rewarding it feels to please someone else when he has you come for him for the very first time.

he’s never been big on dating or hooking up either, and barely put much effort into it whenever it did happen. so to see you react so sweetly to him, thighs trembling and fingers tugging at his hair so rough he groans, turns his world upside down — and he doesn’t wanna half-ass anything for just his own pleasure anymore. yeah, his jaw hurts and hand cramps from curling his fingers into you, and he’s breathless from how hard you had his face pressed to your cunt — but as he stares up at you, almost in awe, and you give him a breathy giggle — he figures he wants to replay it. over and over and over. he wants to see your back arch again, needs you to look down at him with that teary gaze a thousand times more, and then some.

(maybe next time, he’ll manage to not spill in his boxers barely three minutes in.)

[cherrybitezz]

men will never understand what it's like to be a jennifer's body, girl interrupted, twilight, mazzy star, lana del rey, loser gf, cinnamon girl, cherry coke, marina and the diamonds, kat straford, gilmore girls, mitski, chipped nail polish, girlboss, slip dresses, tim burton, black swan, thirteen, smudged makeup, lily rose depp, thrifting, fiona apple, courtney love, hole, locket necklaces, youtube video essay, lolita, the virgin suicides, mini skirt, esoteric whore in theory. they will never understand what it's like to be a real creep and a weirdo.

[gunsatthaphan]

I‘m????? normal?????

[w3brot]

[tenshi-agerasia]

new enstars characters (nice + 4piece) as tbh/autism creatures ◕_◕ also i color picked them and recolored some pride flags because i can

fuyume -> bigender

ibuki -> nonbinary

esu -> transmasc

raika -> aroace

kanna -> agender

[ambienangel-u]

She’s me and I am her

(I really don’t care if she’s a walking red flag and I don’t care if it makes me a red flag to love her I love her sm)

[crushingcasanova]

This inspired me so >_<

Loser gf who can't help but bring you up in every conversation with others. Loser gf who only goes out so she has things to tell you about later. Loser gf who sits behind her computer just waiting for you to come back. Loser gf who can't help but stalk your accounts while you're away, seeing who you're with and what you're doing. Loser gf who's always got your playlists on while they like all your posts. Loser gf who's really bad at hiding their cyberstalking, but always looks for pictures to add to a shrine dedicated to you. Loser gf who needs to know about everything you like, letting you tell them all about it and researching it while you're gone. Loser gf who loves you more than anything else in her life.

[softwarepony]

some weirdo took my old username, softpinkpony, on twitter & bsky so just a heads up they are NOT me. I am softwarepony on those platforms since i changed it on 10/11/24 kinda wanted to keep it as an alt, & for some reason thought I had time lol, but no they nabbed it within 24 hours like wth softpinkpony is still linked to my personal tumblr, discord, email, & other stuff PLUS ofc all my previous art so idk what theyre trying to gain?? being annoying or trying to claim my work who knows

[sugaflare]

whenever I see current sunjae acting like a total stranger to im sol and not treating her like she hung the stars and moon herself I imagine all the past dead sunjaes watching him from heaven and getting frustrated and screaming "AISHHH THIS BRAT" and grumbling

[turnaboutstar]

my dnp autism is turning 10 years old next year and that means I'm gonna be 20 and for basically half my life is being a dnp fan damn....

[whatthefuckisasweep]

screencap redraw from the paddle ball scene because i really love how they are all staring like, “wtf is that little fucking gremlin doing” … esp BILL , like that boy is dead in the eyes and it makes me laugh

[isatoru]

":/" character enthralled by loser reader <3 sprinkle in some like. Somehow became friends to lovers, and a sense to indulge you that makes no sense to character bc What Is It About You That Makes Me Want You So Bad. and you get my favorite trope ever in the entire universe