#im a hypocrite ik

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

do any of y’all kin a character you hate like it’s so embarrassing😭

[weirdsht]

Guys have mercy on my soul. I told y'all I can't handle angst well. I can't keep having mental breakdowns as I write fics

Just to be clear this post isn't made to discourage y'all from sending in your asks this is just me complaining how I can't handle angst, even the ones I write

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

when has anyone EVER said that homophobia is izzy’s only motivation. i’m on team “gay homophobe izzy” and i do not think this is his only motivation. i don’t even think it’s his primary motivation. it is another layer of complexity on a fascinating character. he is gay and in unrequited love with ed. he craves power and leadership but he is not good at managing those things when he gets them. he thinks men should behave a certain way and is aggressive and cruel to the men who don’t meet his standards. men having sex with each other is fine, but men falling in love with men falls outside of his rigid idea of how men should behave. he lacks the emotional maturity to be able to identify his feelings towards ed. he is so repressed he only accepts intimacy in the form of physical violence. he blames stede for ed changing. he hates stede because ed is changing. to izzy, the worst part about stede changing ed is the fact that stede is such a pathetic excuse of a man it shatters izzy’s image of ed to think that ed could find anything about stede appealing. he’s dedicated his life to the version of ed that he’s made up in his head. he is possessive of being the only one to call him ed, to be the only one who gets to call the legendary blackbeard by his name. but izzy has never been able to see ed without blackbeard. to him, knowing ed is a privilege only because ed is who’s behind the legendary blackbeard’s curtain.

i think izzy is fascinating. he's a fantastic character. he is incredibly well written. he plays a crucial role in the narrative. this show would not be the same without him.

im telling you now, having spent my time in this fandom primarily interacting with people who also read izzy as homophobic, anyone who is using this interpretation to reduce izzy's complexity is by far in the minority with that take.

[saym0-0]

toy soldier is like that one post about the guy in a polycule who isnt dating anyone but is just there send tweet

[xoxtaywor]

sometimes i think the best thing we can do as white people is shut the fuck up. “but i wanna speak out on this” have you experienced it firsthand? are you consulting a poc and using information you received? reposting infographics is one thing but trying to talk about stuff as if you know what it’s like is another.

listen to poc. let them speak for themselves. we can follow their lead.

[domwitch]

Thought about hypnosis? You could literally make me believe your pussy is the best thing I've ever tasted with nothing more than a word

I don't really like hypnosis bc I need the sub to choose to eat me out ya know? A big part of why I get turned on by domming is bc the man wants to submit to me and willingly does so. Hypnosis takes away their ability to say "no," which turns me off. Cuz then they're subbing bc I've hypnotized them, not bc they want to be dominated by me.

[otrtbs]

The day life gets tags is the day I start reading tags. Do you know where I was when I read the mcd in ahb? I was in a physics class where I then started crying and the professor stopped the lesson to ask if I was okay. And I wouldn't have changed a single thing about that moment.

you get the vibes!!!!! u get the vibes!!!!!

lmfaoo so sorry to cause a physics cry sesh. tbh i also cried in physics but bc it was hard and i was clueless in that class so im sure your prof has seen it before hahaha

[iqmmir]

Helo mimifans im awake

[anxiously-sidequesting]

I like doomed narratives but my ultimate Wizard101 NPC ending is the Young Wizard living in a nice secluded place with all their friends (all the necromancers, Ceren, Nolan, fuck you Boris you can live outside, Dasein, the Schismist Soldier, Mellori and the Bat) like a little village but they're all roommates and they do things like farming and brewing hot tea on Sundays free from Ambrose and the rest of the damned Spiral

[storm-of-feathers]

Ppl who brag ab not having certain social medias are a special type of annoying

[nonuggetshere]

GOD I HAD AN IDEA AS I WAS FALLING ASLEEP TODAY

About FaaF naturally

A sad one, TW fir near child death and harm

Involves Xero's attempt at an assassination, or it could be literally just any guard controlled by the Radiance

PK and WL need to talk about something private, and WL looks at the tiny vessel tagging along by her wyrm's side

"Should it be here?"

"It wouldn't understand anything anyway."

"Still, it's...a little..."

He sighs lightly, "Yeah, I get where you're coming from... Vessel, come here."

He kneels down and orders them to sit by the door and wait for them while they talk, says he'll come pick them up once they're done and not to move, then the two go to talk on the balcony and close the door behind them

At some point, Xero/the guard bursts in and attacks PK in the middle of the conversation, managing to take them by surprise and so gets one good swing in before PK darts away and retaliates, pinning them down with soul blades, though he has to keep his wife from killing them on the spot - he doesn't want to be so hasty, knowing they're infected and not themself. He pulls out the sword from his chest and that's when they realise, it's covered in void...

Child harm/near death TW beyond this point

After a moment of shock White Lady, who's closest to the doors, runs out and all her husband can hear is a horrified, heartbroken scream. He feels nauseous, his stomach twisting into knots and feeling like his heart is in his throat as he runs out after her. He sees her in tears, cradling a tiny bundle soaked in void. There's- there's so much void. It covers the floor where he left their child vessel and soaks through his lady's shawl and clothes as she cradles them in her arms.

For a moment he's paralysed, before he just snaps. He flies back onto the balcony, screaming at the possessed guard that he'll kill her, he'll make her pay for this, and he slays them in his rage (something he'll regret and feel ashamed of later), still hitting and screaming at Her well after the possessed person is dead and she can't hear him anymore.

He collapses, panting, near tears, and just gets himself up and stumbles out the door and towards the two, he wants to see how bad it is for himself.

Flower survives, but just barely. They had multiple stab wounds and lost their left arm, if not for their parents immediately healing them they'd be dead. They're barely older than 5, still so very little and defenceless, PK is horrified at how could anyone hurt a baby this young and helpless (hypocrite), even if they're not alive.

They're still on bed rest because that was so much damage and their mother doesn't leave their side and their father only leaves when necessary. They still don't realise Flower's alive and they know they shouldn't be so attached but it still feels like their baby and they can't just leave them. WL spends the entire day by their side, gently stroking their hair and horns with her now permanently void stained hands and softly coos and sings to them

Of course, they quickly realise they ARE alive because no way in hell a toddler is getting this hurt and NOT crying and screaming the second they wake up <3

Which just makes this situation so much worse

[kairithemang0]

remembering that one time when i was like 13 and i really didn't want to talk to my friends about my issues anymore bcs i thought they found it annoying so i went and found a "venting discord server" (yeah i was that desperate) and then i posted my vent and they banned me for not spoilering the word school

[robotpussy]

anyways there really is too much interracial couples with white ppl propaganda going on rn cause I've been seeing white ppl left and right for MONTHS claim any black person either critiquing the abundance of this existing in media rn because it is not only a marketing ploy in some cases, they have to include white people because of the thing white people do where they force themselves to see themselves in anything they watch (which explains why they turn away from things that don't have a white lead because "they cant relate", or they have to change a character that isn't white to be more appealing to them in fandom)

but it is also done so white people can feel better about themselves by making themselves believe they are not complacent in white supremacy because they have a black partner or simply because ppl don't want to ship a black character with a white one (this month its been about spiderverse obvs) because they simply don't want to or because in the comics a certain character has a black partner are just a bad as racists like WOAH who gave you the authority to speak on shit like this?

[dipnomorpha]

it's literally so awesome that this guy who is supposed to do my adhd eval has forgotten to respond to my emails about 3 times already. i just sent him another reminder but it's like please god i have been trying to do this for YEARS please just fucking work with me here FUCK

[thekidsare-not-alright]

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[tenshindon]

I just saw the cell post and like, yeah, makes sense. Evil gay bug man. But then I started thinking "damn wait how many dragonball villians are straight?" And the only ones that came to mind were Mercenary Tao, Red, and Bu

Thoughts?

anon learns that most lgbt characters in media are antagonists, more at 11