#im a HIGHSCHOOL GRADUATE now
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the way im just waiting for today to end so i can go to bed and watch the fnaf movie tomorrow
#SPEAKING COLORS#fnaf#im so hyped bro#I’ve been waiting for this for EIGHT YEARS#AND IVE BEEN FOLLOWING THIS FRANCHISE FOR ALL NINE YEARS#it’s so insane to think about it#bc im *18* now; and i was in like 4th grade when the first game came out#im a HIGHSCHOOL GRADUATE now#also if anyone spoils this movie for me i will actually just commit a crime
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Oh life update!!
Got accepted into uni 🎉🎉🎉
#zara rambles#im not actually going to a uni but a polytech but it sounds nicer when i make these announcements#still getting a degree either way so it doesnt really matter 🤷#kinda strange to be making this post since i made this account when i was 13 in highschool and now I'm 17 about to graduate highschool#if youre curious im gonna be studying graphic design ✨ really shocking i know /j
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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haii, im one of the anons that's always asking u to talk about your ocs. ive noticed you posting more recently with ocs tagged something like "uni 1" and i was wondering if you could talk a little about that universe and what it's all about (and maybe some of the characters from it if you want!!) also tysm for always indulging me, all your replies are a treat to read and the stuff you write is really cool! ok bye!
there's no way to be succinct about this therefore i'll ramble THANKS FOR ASKING!!!!!!
theres four main dimensions: heaven, hell, earth, and the spirit world. the spirit world is connected to the earth, and it is able to exude an influence on areas where the barrier between the two is weak enough. in these weak areas, where influence is particularly strong, you can see anomalies such as humans born with supernatural talents: for instance, luca, along with his mother's half of the family, are able to see and talk to ghosts. there's also taylor, whose family secret is being (cool) werewolves, and henrietta being a vampire (she was turned by some entity from the spirit world). given the rarity of these occurrences, however, there isn't any widespread, consensus belief in the supernatural (definitely a lot of speculation tho, a little more than irl)
heaven is home to angels. while there is some inspiration taken from traditional stories, these are not christian angels. they are an ancient, dragonic species said to have been created by an unnamed cosmic entity. as legends go, they were once pure dragons without free will, designed as playthings by their creator before eventually being shaped into the image and character of man; humanity, having evolved organically in a universe hostile to life, was said to have moved the entity and inspired it to change its own creation. no present-day angels live from this era of their supposed history, but the idolization and fixation on humanity remains a tenant of their society.
while long-lived, war and disease is able to kill angels. death is hard, but not impossible. the biggest war that occurred, one that killed a lot of angels, was the angelic-demonic war, otherwise known as the war of heaven and hell.
heaven is isolated from the rest of the dimensions, exclusionary as a matter of policy. interloping with the spirit world, human world, and, eventually, once it was created, demon world, is frowned upon. tensions began to grow in heaven as more and more angels began to interact with spirits, trading their own powers with those from spirits, altering their appearances and abilities. while initially punished and isolated within heaven as a deterrent, eventually numbers of these "deviants" grew so great that a war erupted. it concluded with the creation of hell, and the mass exodus of demons.
demons may be defined by their origins but they have no consistent set of abilities--some are long-lived, some are short-lived, some are succubi, others are descended from kelpies, and so on. it is so hard to consistently label them that they are often mistaken for spirits; most are very far removed from their angelic roots, with few having been alive during the war, but there exist some. one of my demons, yilmaz, was alive for it, and if i were to use him as an example: he made a deal with a grim reaper, barn, to acquire the abilities of a reaper himself (he had his reasons), and you can see this in his bird-like appearance and scythe tail.
hell has a large human energy economy, with it as a primary import--that is, many feed off humans for their main source energy, although not exclusively. some feed off of spirits, others on other demons, and some eat synthesized alternatives and food. it just varies on the type of demon. angels don't rely on humans in the same way, but have come to view themselves as the maintainers of their world's barriers--that is, they ensure that demons, spirits, and even angels aren't haphazardly revealing themselves or harming humans. while their society remains exclusionary, they have undertaken diplomatic relationships with specific sectors and "industries" of the spirit world, such as death; for instance, while most human spirits will cross over themselves with time, or immediately, some linger and cause problems. spirit guides, such as zacharias, help cross over wayward spirits. he is on earth a lot, but is most often incorporeal like the spirits he deals with (but he sometimes takes up a tangible human form). this means he is constantly making run-ins with grim reapers, who he cooperates and works with. however, "intermingling" is still frowned upon. as a side note, zacharias himself is somewhat of an outcast and doesn't agree w basically most of angel laws so yeah.
anyways, the spirit world is pretty much a sandbox of any folklore or legend you can think of. its a big place with different districts, not limited to any one cultural inspiration. because there's no limits i've ended up with a pretty bloated cast but i love them all :). some of my spirit characters have human alternate designs that they use when on earth because they're not allowed to appear otherwise. some characters, like mitsuki and yue, lived on earth in their true forms before rules were so strict and their presence wasn't a risk to their safety but those days r long gone. they all kinda coalesce in one location in the human world, in a specific college town, so most of my human or human-passing characters are either students or faculty or have some other reason to be there.
when the universe was originally conceived, a lot of attention was focused on this college setting and interactions between evanora, my one normal human character, and everyone else, but the project has evolved beyond the scope of her and i wouldnt even describe her as the main character anymore, the universe has become more like a larger collection of separate, sometimes interwoven stories i zoom in and out on. i don't have any particular, big ambitions for the universe but it is funny to think that i've been working on this since like...2018-ish and i'm happy to share with everyone!!!
#“lyra none of this makes any sense” yeah#what is WEIRD is to think about how i came up w this in highschool and college was so “adult” to me then and now im graduated lol#now i have to make them all adults with 9 to 5s or something so theyre more relatable to me#oc uni 1
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i am freeeeeeeee [collapses into a pile of dust]
#the last hour went okay bc we were just playing a card game and doing gifts/cards phew#also i found out theyre celebrating my bday on... august 25th? hewwo?? they didn't tell me until now 😭😭#my sister will be back at uni in sept and my parents are leaving on a trip the first day of sept so i'll be alone again for it fsdjkl#which. mixed feelings about that. i won't have to be afraid of them interacting w me but also :'( a little sad to be home alone for it#for the third year in a row fsjdkl#OH WELL. i should just be grateful tbh fdsjkl#the one thing i'm very sad about though is i can't go upstairs anymore bc the new security system has motion detectors#last year i watched jerma on the TV up there and sat on the comfy chairs... it was so fun fdsjkl. can't do that this year though AUGH#alas!!! i will somehow make it fun anyways maybe i will just ask if i can use the oven so i can make myself a cake again this year#SORRY FOR PERSONAL POSTING SO MUCH TONIGHT BTW. its been rough this evening fsdjkl but im going to go draw now :3#dandy.cmd#vent //#ALSO CONGRATS TO ME FOR BEING RLY QUIET AND AGREEABLE AND NOT ADDING ANYTHING NEW TO CONVOS HURRAY#finally i have gone back to highschool me thank GOD i've gotten too comfortable having opinions around them since i graduated fdsjkl#being around people (in the workplace and going to a counselor) who treat you like a Real Human Person will do that! wow!#abuse cw
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Oh yeah I graduated last week btw
Put Bug Hunter on my grad cap bc, I'm me. What more could be expected of just a little guy like me?
When do I start gaining direction in life?
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i think its hilarious i tried to be friends with the other theater seniors last year like. bestie you are the weirdest freak of them all theres no way they like you. why did i even tryyyy. i wouldve been better off not giving a fuck but i ruined prom and my entire graduation. wow.
#theyre all out. doing things.#and i havent gone outside more than 10 times since i graduated. three months ago.#im really surprised i didnt get diagnosed with autism. its the fact i didnt fail school is what#“autism traits dont just appear out of nowhere” yes they do if you stop masking in the middle of covid#i learned very fast how to mask cause my mother is a awful person#autism + anxiety is a fucking hell of a combo#everything is so much all of the time. which is why i stay home and play video games and do nothing else#i do. miss. hanging out with people irl.#but its also the most terrifying thing ever because i cant tell if everyone secretly hates me or not#the one benefit to having a shit home life is that i lacked the energy to care about people at school.#unfortunately when the home life improved my brain latched onto school instead. because FUCK me i cant ever enjoy anything ever#and then since i never learned to properly interact with people cause of covid and shitty friends i fucking failed so miserably#and now i never want to show my face to people i knew in highschool ever again#i hate that miserable ass building and everyone in it#except the teachers i love them. they were nice to me
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Completed my Netflix doll set. This may be a hot take but I really love the Netflix dolls. I like the synthetic hair and how they can stand on their own. Theyre really pretty imo! Mad that we never got the rest of the girls or even some netflix style boy dolls
#lalaloopsy#mod rambles#yes i have storm e and jewel standing beside eachother ❤️#one of my most coveted dolls was the glitter make over jewel (i have her now so i no longer covet)#i would kill for a netflix style sunny!!!#yes i got them second hand i got a lot of the 2 I was missing (i got spot when i was in highschool as a graduation gift or smth)#she was still available on amazon then#jewel i got second hand and later found her cat#so i was missing storm e and crumbs. well low and behold someone had a lot with them and spot plus the pets and i nabbed em#their hair was kinda rough but i busted out some got 2 be and some bobbie pins (for storm e) to get them displayable#spot im customizing with some card stock to look more show accurate#since i already have a spot
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What was the point of giving the MLP characters inhuman skin tones if they were still gonna lighten some of them anyway?
Like the point in making them purple n blue n shit was so you didnt have to have people upset over what characters were what, lightening some of them just shows their all white (expect Zecora ig)
#I mean they shouldn’t have gave them inhuman skintone in the first place like WHAT WAS THATTT??#is it cause they’re not actually human hence all the magic bullshit??#still stupid as hell#almost as stupid as them being highschoolers bc of all the questions it raises#(Twlight is literally a Uni student who graduates later in the show lmaoo)#mlp#my little pony#equestria girls#im equestria girls number 1 hater sorry#like I enjoyed it at first being so much of it didnt sit right with me and now I dislike it
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(gets ignored by my group of friends that i’ve known my whole life when i try to ask as carefully as possible if they want to maybe go out to eat with me on my birthday): :,(
(remembers I now have new people in my life who are always enthusiastic about going out with me, and try out new games and anime just because i told them i like them, and say insane shit to me like “I really wanna do this thing but Only if you’re there as well when I do it because having you there with me is what makes it special”): :D
#it only took all of highschool for me to not be someone’s second choice#graduated from b tier friend to a friendgroup in which tiers dont exist because we all like each other tf#and maybe constantly worrying about being the next person voted out of the friendship or the weakest link is like uhh not normal actually#and whk knows maybe some day the other shoe will drop and this post will feel like a kick to the face#but today im just happy that rejection doesnt quite sting the same because i now have people who make me feel like the first choice#i think im starting to love this group of people god i’m a little scared about it. but they might be learning to love me too?#i mentioned casually how theres this one junk food place i always wanted to try as a kid but my dad never let me and-#one of my friends INSTANTLY went “Oh I’ll take you there! Promise! It’ll be so fun!” like what the fuck was that!!!#I need to be a better friend to them stat like everything they do I Have to pay them back theyre fantastic people#Six people bought TICKETS. to the FNAF MOVIE. they organized their collective schedules.#To watch a movie about a game franchise theyd never played#Because two of us!! LOVE the games. And our excited was contagious to them enough for that. What the hell
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yall would smone make a multichapter hurt/comfort fic about baki having a self discovery n going from "my fight with hanma yujiro would be the end of my fighting career" to "someone who works hard can never beat someone who enjoys himself" between the end of SOO n the beginning of DOU (2014) or should i do everything in this fandom
#I say 'should i do everything' as if i dont do shit#Welllllll someone gotta do it#Should I put this in the main tag n hope someone does it in my stead iandjdnsjhdhsh ._____.#Baki hanma#Im thinking a lot about that 1 year timeskip#Did baki ever graduate highschool?#What happend to kozue?#How does it feel to have the weight that challenged u for all ur life finally be lifted#How was baki's relationship w yuj now that shit settled down a bit?#What about strudym (how do u write his name again?)#What about emi? Does he ever visit her grave?#does he even know where was she buried?#Man i need to dissect him like a bug fr#baki tag#Btg
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lord i love kesha so much her music from all albums bang
#i was telling my friend that i love kesha music#and bc ive been listening to it so much i have started to associate some of her songs to pedro pascal#she was telling me i should make edits of pedro pascal to kesha like girl if i could i would#i only know how to edit on premier pro and now thats not free for me since i graduated highschool#like im not spending $xyz on adobe its so expensive and i am currently unemployed#kesha#editing#but yeah anyway if anyone knows how to edit and wants to give me pointers#or tell me what they edit on (capcut???) lmk#but also i want to edit on my laptop bc my phone will overheat ...
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hello! it is thy blog rec anon here to spread cheer! list a blog/blogs that fit the following criteria:
funniest mutual(s)
nicest mutual(s)
a mutual that reminds you of a taylor song
has the best tags on their post
has pretty colors
has the most aesthetic blog
favourite blog(s)
has a great url
a blog you think your favourite singer should scroll through
a mutual you would date (can be like platonic love doesn't have to be romantic xx)
😖😖😖 i haven’t been very active on tumblr lately, only coming on to post my fics and dip 😖😖
BUT!!! if there’s anyone who deserves to be blessed by the blog rec anon it’s
@cassiopeiasdaughter who’s not only extremely funny, their blog is so so freaking pretty hello??? fitting into my criteria for 1, 2, 3, 5, 6, 7, 8, and 10
then we have my love @halucynator who is so so nice and lovely, def contenders for 2, 7, 8 love u babe
i haven’t really interacted with @avalynlestrange but if there’s a blog that reminds me of taylor it’s theirs fitting into 3, and 4
#— asks#⇒ sent by: anon ‼️#i love my moots so much and wish i interested with them more but I’ve been so busy with graduating highschool#now applying to uni too but im coming to this blog bit by bit and moots will be annoyed by me#moots <3
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ok all that walking has finally tuckered me out , but just talking to my school psychologist put me in such a good mood . like i was so happy!
it definitely made me feel assured , and i know the negative thoughts will probably come back but, something i needed in the moment
i feel so young yet so old. was told its normal to feel so lost at this age. she told me that people don’t even feel like adults when theyre into their 20s and 30s
ok now i forgot what else she said because it’s been a few hours
#log#i used to believe my futures gonna be fun and great but now i cant see anything anymore#and im scared#its like i feel like my life is over before it’s even started#but my life has already started#i havent really done anything in 18 years#i dont know why and whats wrong with me#i know my younger self is dissapointed in me#i’m not proud of myself for graduating#but she said i should be because i survived 12 years of school#and highschool sucks#txt#hey guys . dont turn 18 ok#/nsrs
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so because I've decided to put aside my frustrations with the french language (and every other language that genders random words but I have a grudge against french specifically just because it's what I was required to learn in school and nobody could explain to me why some words were masculine and some were feminine) and finally buckle down and learn M.ichif (which utilizes a bit of french), I figure if I make Wardell be M.étis (like me irl lol) then maybe he can speak the language and teach Dandy, and by using him to teach my self-insert then hopefully I can help my actual real life self learn it too ,,,,, there are a couple flaws in the plan but I think overall this might work fhfkdl we shall see.... Wardell is going to be m.etis either way though LOL he would love the fiddling and jigging and overall culture so it is canon now :]
#yayyyy cultural connections with characters :]#still not sure how to fit that into my pkmn s/i but I'll get there eventually fjfkfl#anyways wish me luck i guess LOL I don't know how learning a language is going to go for me#I've learned a little bit of Norwegian in highschool and learned the starting bits of Gaelic/Irish after i graduated#but i didnt get very far in either#and now i can read/speak what is affectionately referred to as ''cereal box french'' LOL#meaning i learned it all throughout school but im nowhere near fluent but can recognize and pronounce a good few words#so .... not much proper experience trying to learn a language but im determined to learn m.ichif 😤#dandy.cmd#🕯️the warmth of your doorways
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idont think im emotionally prepared for this
#seeing enstars characters graduate is so much scarier now that im actually out of highschool and have been for 2 years#like jesuschrist. They’re just like me. chiaki is literally 19#txt
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