#i dont know why and whats wrong with me
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ok all that walking has finally tuckered me out , but just talking to my school psychologist put me in such a good mood . like i was so happy!
it definitely made me feel assured , and i know the negative thoughts will probably come back but, something i needed in the moment
i feel so young yet so old. was told its normal to feel so lost at this age. she told me that people don’t even feel like adults when theyre into their 20s and 30s
ok now i forgot what else she said because it’s been a few hours
#log#i used to believe my futures gonna be fun and great but now i cant see anything anymore#and im scared#its like i feel like my life is over before it’s even started#but my life has already started#i havent really done anything in 18 years#i dont know why and whats wrong with me#i know my younger self is dissapointed in me#i’m not proud of myself for graduating#but she said i should be because i survived 12 years of school#and highschool sucks#txt#hey guys . dont turn 18 ok#/nsrs
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big fan of panels where they look like they wld beat me up
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#megumi#YUUJI WILL NOT COOPERATE TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME >:(((#is it the angle ? is it the expression?? the bangs??????? am i just a fraud and a fake yuuji liker i dont know at this point#god#just . just take it i cant fiddle with the proportions any more ill go insane#it was worse when i tried colouring it but im STILL not 100% sold on it no matter what i shift or tilt#megumi my darling boy i love u at least You always have my back :'<#honestly my leading theory is that bc my yuuji design looks objectively More different than his canon design#its more prone 2 looking Wrong in my head#but even so !!! if i *have* my yuuji design down why does it still feel like im fighting fr my gd life when i try 2 draw him#it feels like he is shattering my drawing hand and smiling at me n taunting me w those shiny puppy eyes th entire time#head in hands I Don't Get It#when will i get it#anyway scoreboard yuuji: 623453766235 hina: 0
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icarus
#‘dont forget what happened to icarus’. ough. ow. aough. Owwww OWWW#thry make me sooooo sadddd#Ughhh#the text says ‘whats done is done/you know this isnt real’#i was thinking of the tweet talking about the portal incident and how ford remembered it wrong#(where he holds fidds in his arms)#and the two interpretations of it being him viewing himself as a hero and/or as him trying to lessen his guilt#so this was made with all of that in mind#idk why i felt the need to explain that im normal. Promise. normal enjoyer of details#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#gravity falls#felix art
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mirage chilling wit the kagome veggie juice pack
#ULTRAKILL#mirage ultrakill#ultrakill mirage#MS PAINT#ALL ART#FANDOM ART#DOODLE#NO COLOUR#First Post!#THE GEIGER COUNTER#SMALL CAPTION#TAG YAP#EDIT FOR TAG TYPO#as a hafu folk mirage makes me very happy#i dont know why but she just does#it just makes me so inexplicably happy to draw mirage enjoying japanese goodies like how i did when i was small :-)#the purple kagome juice packet was (and still is) my favourite#so she has that here!#also mirage lowkey has that "hafu but cant speak japanese for shit” energy#SHES JUST LIKE ME......... FR FR..... /ref#i can feel it#god i literally just got this game last friday im already so attached to it#this is how you know its peak#go my autism /ij#i love my girlfriend picture meme but its the ultrakill logo#what the jib i talked so much#after a while this will be this blog's pfp >O<!! i think its cute#a lil nervous posting this but oh well i wont die#famous last words#if anything is wrong with this please be nice!
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#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#valyrianscrolls#i feel like i see people bring up this line all tje time to criticize theon and call him awful but its like.#the most blatant obvious line where he looks in the camera and says Haha My Dad Would Beat Me and Call Me Names. Fathers Do That!#and its like. oh my fucking god i knowww . I KNOW people think hes annoying or a piece of shit and he is atrocious dont get me wrong but#hes literally the most blatant metaphor of how abuse can affect a person into who they are#like no shit sherlock he desperately wants the starks to accept him. his actual dad would fucking beat him and he got taken outta that home#and placed in a new one where like one guy liked him as a friend but everyone else was kinda cold#<- WOAH! a metaphor about the foster care system and the way it affects a person.#like fucking obviously he bends over backward to try to get the approval of his peers or have fatherly approval#What else did you expect. Why do you think he makes all those choices ramsay suggests to him about trying to#get the respect of all of his men. he doesnt want to lose the respect. like.#Okay. Done now thank you#grace post
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another job application rejection :[
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#its the one i did a presentation for that took me like 3 days and i just dk why they didnt like me and im so broke i hate everything i hate#that there is never anything good in my life#i dont know whats wrong w me
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Part 2 to this post of my understanding of one piece characters from OPLA, 70-ish episodes of the anime and cultral osmosis - this time with a slightly better understanding of how to use ms paint
again, please not spoilers im only on episode 96
#i wrote all of this and then watched 20ish more episodes so i know a little bit more than what the notes suggest but i didnt want to edit it#one piece#OP#OPLA#one piece live action#one piece spoilers#dracule mihawk#buggy the clown#red haired shanks#sir crocodile#don flamenco#what a wild way to learn i got his name wrong#oh well#not going to tag the others since i dont really know their full names and im not getting spoiled looking for them again#guys why did none of you tell me how fun ms paint was
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Dark enchantress cookie redesign
#I've been thinking about her recently#my only knowledge of her is from kingdom so thats the only version i know but she actually seem pretty empathetic all things considered#i mean she raised velvet and keeps members of the cod that probably hinder her progress [COUGH COUGH licorice and poison muchroom COUGH]#dont get me wrong i like them alot and i think the are sweet but for a while i really didn't understand why she kept them around because of#the way all the cookies talk about her charater#she would seem verry tough love or just ruthless but in actuality she just keeps adopting these weird cookies she finds#she also knows what they are good at and plays into those strength. pome is good at keeping things organized. Mushroom is good at#keeping others guard down. licorice is willing to work hard to succeed at any task given#choco is good at fighting and keeping his team safe. she clearly knows them fairly well and also sometimes supports the stupid stuff they#want to do#i would say pome is more ruthless then dark enchantress herself#anyway i have more thoughts about her but I'll save them for a later time. thanks for reading ig ^^#dark enchantress cookie#dark enchantress crk#crk#cookie run kingdom
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I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.
#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic#ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries#hazbin hotel sera#seraphim#hazbin sera#emily hazbin hotel#hazbin emily#hazbin hotel emily#emily seraphim#hazbin hotel#PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S#I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH#I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES#i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags#sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so#charlie is ALSO trans because i said so#i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but#i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans#rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh#like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her#sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔#gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨#my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️#im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL#like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨
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t4t misery
#i think theres more wips im forgetting but have this for now#i dont know why i made the canvas for the 1st one so tiny either dont ask me#touchstarved game#touchstarved vn#touchstarved#touchstarved mc#mhin touchstarved#my art#2024#sketches#ocs#noa#im shocked every time im reminded this game is a gothic horror as if i didnt already know that#when the devs said in the september update that the rest of characters who's routes u don't pick are fucked i was genuinely like WHAT#they already said that before in a q&a video 😭 and made it otherwise painfully obvious#also in that same video they were talking abt how they find it so funny that we latch onto these characters#and call them (and i quote) our meow meows without knowing Everything That They've Done yet#which will NOT stop me!! i support mhin's rights AND wrongs!!!#yeah they did all that ur honour and they looked good doing it!!!!
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Not enough people are talking about the scene in s2ep5 when Armand is telling Louis everything Lestat is telepathically telling him to tell Louis but when he starts BEGGING Armand to tell Louis he loves him and that little gremlin DIDNT??!!!?!
ONLY to turn around in the final epsiode and finally tell Louis that Lestat told him he loved him all those years ago because he thought the interview was over and he was SAFE?!?!???
AND HE WAS NOT????!!!!!???
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#thats what the fuck he get lmaoooo#iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#armand iwtv#the vampire armand#armand#vampire armand#daniel molloy#loumand#i was in my room TWEAKING when he wouldnt tell Louis Lestat said he loved him#and oh dont get me wrong I know EXACTLY why he didnt#but for him to think he was in a safe place and tell Louis#RIGHT as Daniel is about to serve up some PIPING HOT divorce papers#aksjqksksjakla#funniest shit ive ever seen
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why does every reconciliation fic go like this
#my dc posting#jason todd#red hood#jason todd fanart#ugh i forgot to change tim n dick's skin colours aa i already put my drawing stuff away whatever#bruce wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#<- main offenders#no but. jason will be making some absolutely great points#ill be cheering him on like YEAH know ur fucking value good job call them the fuck out dont fall for their shit!!#then there will be one (1) event n suddenly the author pulls a complete 180#all of jason's valid issues n complaints r swept away without ever being solved#at most he's given a few flimsy excuses or justifications#n suddenly hes all happy n dandy w them#like 🤨🤨🤨 what!!!#like nothing changes nobody makes any effort but apparently one sentence going 'omg no it wasnt like that jason 😭' is enough to sweep#everything under the rug#like why have i never read a fic where anyone actually works to change. to right the wrongs theyve done. to apolgoize and do better.#aside form of course jason going 'i see now that murder is wrong i was stupid n angry for no good reason good thing the pit madness has bee#solved/managed better n i have apologized to Poor Little 10yo Baby Tim whom i hurt and traumatized So Badly how will he ever forgive me...'#'fuck my family wtf is wrong w these assholes' 'i killed the joker for like 3 minutes' 'i love you i have no further issues aside from#Teenage Angst which will be cured via being told my anger is disproportional and of course one (1) hug form my Dearest Father'#when will i read someone 'pullin the alfred card' and jason respondin w 'fuck alfred'. he deserves to be an asshole w the way hes treated..#ok ill stop now im just. very done w this stuff
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What the fuck was that
X-men nation I don’t feel so good
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Send help
Edit: Erik’s probably fine btw, no corpse means no death. I hope.
#xmen 97#xmen#NOOOOOOOOOO#ROGUE WHAT THE SHIT#ERIIIIIIK#A-#WHA-#HUHH???#i don’t even know what to say#HOW DO WE WAIT A WHOLE WEEK#EMOTIONAL DAMAGE#AT ITS WORST#NOBODY WARNED ME ABOUT THIS#WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE GAYS#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#CHERIK NATION DONT LOSE HOPE#but more importantly#GAMBIIIIIIIIIIIIT NOOOOOOOOOOOO#LIKE NO WAY#NO HES FINE HES JUST SLEEPING#HES SLEEPING#VERY TIRED#SUPER SLEEPY#anyone who says otherwise is wrong#welp time to pretend like none of this ever happened and go back to my hole underground#magneto#erik lensherr#rogue#gambit#remy lebeau
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A loving god wouldn’t let such a filthy creature exist.
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#critter rambles#I DONT KNOW WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME😭😭😭#cw god mention#tw god mention#postal 3#postal 3 dude#theres something so deeply wrong with him……….#🥹he scares me so much /silly literally why does he look like that eww#Galaxy gas enemy number 1 please save me😭🙏🙏🙏🙏 and yes.. he slurps gas#(my galaxy gas enemy is p2 dude)#cw drug mention#tw drugs#i need to stop rambling now or else I’m gonna have to put more trigger warning on this post#I have very strong opinions on this guy#Number 1!! He looks scary and uncanny to me that man is so terrifying#numba TWO!!!! Why his forehead so damn small.. like I got nothing against small foreheads i mean like I got a regular forehead#it’s just that like….. that thing is so damn small in comparison to the rest of the dudes……. Rip#Number 3- OK IM DONE SORRY
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What if Andrias turned her into a literal brain in a jar to use as biological hardware for the Core because her brain is more powerful by any computer ever built in Amphibia so he gets rid of her body entirely like literally taking out her brain from her skull and throwing the body into the trash. And now she's just a blob of grey matter floating inside a pickle jar with all of these wires connected to her. And she doesn't have eyes or ears or a full nervous system so she can't see or hear or feel anything around her but pain pain pain but she can still think and feel through the paralyzing terror and she thinks she knows what's happening to her but it's so horrifying she desperately clings to the hope that it's just a nightmare, or that she'll just die soon, but nope! Andrias and the Core are keeping what's left of her alive. And it's all very real. Her body has been destroyed. Oh, but don't worry! He installed cameras all over the palace through which she can see, and look, they can even communicate through chat! There are microphones too, through which she can hear. And don't you worry, he's working on a new body for her. Well, it's not for her, but the brain would go in it. A slick metal exoskeleton for his Lord.
When Anne finds her, and realizes she can communicate with her, all Marcy can write back is "Anne, I'm scared".
#body horrow cw#horror cw#whump cw#im thinking they manage to give her the new body but. it's so horrifying she almost wishes she could go back to the pickle jar#my posts#i dont. i dont know why i wrote this im so sorry#im not usually this edgy idk whats wrong with me
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#iirc the datv embargo lifts in a few hours time#its exciting for sure!! ◕‿◕#(theres some good info out there about what u can expect etc)#everyones level of comfort/preference for spoilers or what they consider/dont consider spoilers or do/dont want to see beforehand#is different and thats valid#for me rn my pref is not seeing much more of the game than i have so far so i will probably not be watching/reading most of those bits of#coverage which are described as 'spoilery' due to this#im just at a stage personally where in the main the last thing I'd like to see now is just a good look at the CC and the CC options#and then just any of the more 'generic' stuff like any new official screenshots that get tweeted or if theres one more trailer or something#(know what i mean? maybe generic is the wrong word but like vague or general or something). and thats about it#so if i'm quieter on here or not postin about sth new that you've seen or focusing more on less-new stuff like V&V eps i didnt get a chance#to listen to yet or i dont know the answer to something etc thats why ^^#i've turned off asks and submit as well jic#sry for any inconvenience caused by that and for not following/posting everything in the coming weeks hh!!#its like a push and pull between wanting to be hyped with everyone/overanalyze every new crumb/wanting my blog to be useful and#not wanting to know much more about the game besides CC than i do atm hh#ultimately we will only get to go into this game and play this game for for the first time once so yea :D#(and in case it helps to know for your own curation purposes my datv spoilers tag is 'dragon age the veilguard spoilers'!!)#mj and the world
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