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cyberluvzu · 6 months ago

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I don't know if you will want to do it, but can you make headcanons of Ben Drowned? (The fanon version of him, not the canon where he is a child 💀)

I've been seeing some of your headcanons and I loved how you write !! (This is my first request, I don't even know if I'm doing it right ✋😭)

That's it have a great day <3

BEN DROWNED HEADCANONS

AJJGSKSHSK THANK YOU SM ILY. ALSO I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BEN SMSMSMSMMS. You're literally so nice I'm sobbing. I ALSO WASN'T SURE IF YOU MEANT GENERAL OR ROMANTIC HEADCANONS. YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY TOO :3 <3!!!!!! MWAH MWAH MWAHHHHHH!!!!

(I also had to edit this while it was posted bc I accidentally clicked post 😭😭)

General Headcanons

- Pothead

- LMAO SORRY

- But he would probably smoke weed here and there

- Hungry when he's high

- I also like to think that he has longer hair, just long enough to be put in a pony tail

- He mostly keeps his hair up

- Would probably dress more comfy if he's just relaxing at home

- Video game shirts, basketball shorts, sweatpants, PJ pants

- If he has to like actually get dressed for any reason he would just wear something comfortable but not exactly pajamas

- More like baggy clothes, y'know?

- Buys dumb shit with his money

- "Oh look a bag of mini plastic ducks"

- "I NEED IT"

- Likes to hack games, but when other people do it he gets mad

- He takes it as a challenge and pops through that person's screen to absolutely terrify them

- He thinks it's hilarious

- Going off of that, he LOVES to scare people

- Specifically likes when people have over the top reactions to it because he thinks it's the funniest shit ever

- Would definitely watch those 2 hour long YouTube video essays on a topic he's never heard of

- Frequently falls down YouTube rabbit holes because of it too

- Also knows random facts about obscure topics because of that

- Takes GREAT care of his PC

- It's in absolutely top notch condition

- I like to think that he's not THAT messy like some people see him as

- More of a "I'll put everything in separate piles" messy

- Surprising clean-ish room

- Loves brain rot

- In like an ironic way though

Romantic

- Let's you play with his hair

- Loves the feeling of your nails scratching his scalp

- Gives you dumb pet names

- Will absolutely call you the most cheesy, diabolical pet name and act like it's normal

- LOVESSS taking naps with you

- Like genuinely adores it

- Also really likes nose kisses

- You kiss him on the nose

- He's all yours

- ALSOOOO WOULD DEFINITELY WAKE YOU UP TO PLAY GAMES WITH YOU

- "Babe can we play Minecraft"

- "It's 3am, Ben"

- He loves you and wants to play with you

- He would definitely do most of the hard work (cheat)

- Makes sure you have the best items in games

- Loves when you wrap around him

- Big fan of hugs, especially yours

- He loves how you feel and smell

- NOT IN A WEIRD WAY 😭

- He just really likes you

- Will absolutely flirt with you in the stupidest ways possible

- Tries to pay attention to you, but if he's distracted by a game, you'll lose his full attention for a couple of hours

- He will eventually remember that he has a partner and will go bother you

- HE LOVESSS TO ANNOY YOU

- Will poke you when he wants attention or needs something from you

- Has a shit eating grin on his face the whole time

- If you get upset at him he'll fake being overdramatically upset just to make you laugh

- Loves seeing you giggle, laugh, or smile

- He would definitely let you borrow his clothes

- He thinks you're the cutest thing ever in his clothes

- Looks forward to getting into bed with you and talking about a new game he started, his day, or just about anything

- He's sweet, but can also be a complete dick

- IN LIKE A JOKING WAY

- He wouldn't really be mean to you

- Just annoying

- He's secretly hoping you kiss him to shut him up

- Would buy you and him matching jewelry

- Your name in his phone would probably be "player 1"

- Or something cheesy like that

- He loves being cringey and cheesy with you

- He's just really comfortable around you and loves you

- Sometimes he might not know how to express it because of how extreme it feels

- But he does get the point across eventually

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HELLO!!! So basically I didn't proof read this for shit 😭. BUTTTTT that's bc I accidentally hit post when I wasn't ready. BUT I HOPED Y'ALL ENJOYED, SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING AS MUCH!!!!! MWAHHHHH!!!!

#creepypasta #creepypasta x reader #ben drowned #ben drowned headcanons #ben drowned x reader #creepypasta fanfic #creepypasta headcanon

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imgoingtobiteyounow · 14 days ago

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Okay I'm about to share some truths that maybe someone else can relate too or whatever because honestly. Whatever at this point. Under the cut. It's about Covid times affecting stuff for those interested.

Also yes I know the answer is probably therapy BUT consider this. No.

So. Covid-19 happened. We all remember that joyful time right? Cool. I had covid twice. Had it for a month then had it for like two/three weeks or something similar afterwards. I'm not 100% those 2 1/2 - 3 years are pretty much a blur for me tbh.

THANKFULLY! I have had no long lasting effects on my physical health. Had a few hospital visits since covid but like irrelevant ygm? ANYWAYS not to get sidetracked. Mentally? I haven't been me since covid happened. I have blamed it on the seasonal (also see: year round) depression. I blamed it on the anxiety. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I REALISED? I DIDN'T HAVE THOSE BEFORE COVID! Well okay thats a lie but they didn't fuck me up so much before Covid.

AND it's not even just wah i wanna go blast music to get away from my thoughts or curl up in the fucking shower and just cry and rock like some kind of fucking rocking horse. I was talking to my mom earlier and she was like "you used to be so observant and now you don't even notice the things you're staring at" and I was like "well duh. I don't have the fuckin energy for that" (without the fuckin I don't really swear in front of my parents that much tbh) AND THEN I WAS LIKE WAIT

I USED TO LOVE GOING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND NOW I WANT TO LOCK MYSELF IN A DARK ROOM AND NEVER BE BOTHERED BY ANOTHER BITCH AGAIN (except you guys online ily guys sm my babies pls don't disappear :() but now I'm like "NO I DON'T WANNA MEET UP WITH YOU LEAVE ME TF ALONE" and hm

I used to be (before covid) the complete opposite. I used to be drunk on life as Hozier would put it.

SO YEAH

idk what the point of this was, but maybe somewhere out there someone feels the same way and can relate to my yelling. We are working on it though. Very slowly. Sloth pace. Even slower than that. BUT we are working on it. I just have so much brain fog now and I've had it since covid happened. Like I barely remember next week. Hm.

Odd.

BYE NOW :)

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chocotonez · 2 years ago

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jeongin soft bf headcanons

a/n: I’m hungry, also thanks for requesting ily

warnings/genre: fluff, swearing, gender neutral reader but lmk if anything implies otherwise!! brief references to arguments but everything is all good

-such a cutie where do we begin

-spoils you carelessly, and then teases you for being a “sugar baby” even though the second he sees you look at something in the store he’s buying the entire stock

-squishes your cheeks and tends to baby you, always get so giggly when he does this but he pouts if you do it to him

-he luvs matching jewelry especially rings, so expect him to get you those

-always shares food with you, even absentmindedly, where he’s eating some pudding and suddenly his hand instinctively has the spoon in your face yknow?

-he’s not big on planning stuff unless it’s for important events like anniversaries, birthday, etc etc

-but he always tries to put effort into everything he does in your relationship because he really wants the two of you to work, and it can get a little overbearing at first until u tell him to relax ur not leaving him because he didn’t memorize your family tree starting from the Stone Age

-he tried tho. <3

-there are some rocky parts of your relationship, insecurities on both ends, miscommunications, but he always finds himself apologizing with you in his arms

-he always tries to talk to you with a clear head because he doesn’t want to say something he’ll regret

-he genuinely just does so much to avoid losing you and tries rlly hard to be the perfect boyfie and also I’m crying he’s so cute

-LOVES holding ur hand sm especially if your hand is smaller than his because tiny !! cute!!

-if you wear makeup he wants to help, really loves putting lip gloss/chapstick on you

-is always really kind and caring towards you, is considerate and tries to take into account your feelings in every situation

-constantly reminded of you

-backstage he saw a water bottle cap on the floor and started crying because he thought of you for some reason?? he had to face time u and u had to console the poor boy

-he adores seeing you in his clothes but even better……..he loves matching with you!!

-I don’t even like matching fits but anything for him istg

-sometimes just pauses and admires you and wonders how he got so lucky but he’ll never admit that

-he feels safe w you :) he expresses himself freely and gladly supports you doing the same in your relationship

-tiny miscellaneous gifts bevause he thought of you when he saw them

-always teasing you

-back hugs!!

-when he’s the big spoon sometimes he’ll just randomly like bear hug you and crush you in his arms because he thinks it’s funny lolol

-he’s honest with you tho, but he’s never hard on you. he’ll always praise your accomplishments and attempts

-but pls do the same for him he needs that affirmation :,)

-calls you when he’s on tour to wake you up for class/work

-just loves taking care of u

-okay I’m getting carried away but tldr loving boyfie with a wallet

#stray kids reactions #stray kids imagines #stray kids scenarios #stray kids x reader #stray kids blurbs #stray kids fluff #jeongin x reader #yang jeongin x reader #yang jeongin fluff

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cloudcountry · 9 months ago

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fuck i literally realized a lot of this is due to how much I relate to him IM SORRRYRYRYRYRY but i just wanna talk about him today (i have no fun insights this is just yapping... URGGBSHGRFYGH I RELATE TO AND LOVE HIM SO MUCH SOBS ON UR DOOR STEP)

im sorry, i believe a little warning for the first paragraph i bring up my own dead sibling cause I wanted to get that out of the way

This is decently specific to me: I have a younger dead sibling and idia is just i can relate just so hard to bc of that one fact, (gets out the idia journal) we were around the same age when our siblings died we think we both got them killed through harmless fun comments and just having someone so close to you as your younger sibling die at a young age kinda fucks with you and stuff idrk whats going on but something is

we both have social anxiety i don't think mine is as bad but if i had the option to just talk through a tablet i would, especially in certain situations where i'll freeze up (aka talking to any waiter ever) I genuinely a lot better when im there for someone else that has so we could have a symbiotic relationship for social situations

+ I NEED TO REASSURE HIM HIS DAMN IMAGINARY AUDIENCE ISN'T ACTUALLY REAL NOT EVERYONE HATES YOU YOU DON'T HAVE TO ACT LIKE IT IM RIGHT HERE I LOVE YOU SM :((

Okay funny silly time: love of cats omg cats i love cats he loves cat give him cat he would be unsure how to treat it exactly bc he never had a childhood cat but he has done so much research on cats that he probably could info dump on the cat on why it so cool and the best thing ever "Awww did you know you get a lot of your water from your food bcuz you're a dessert animal and you avoid still standing water due to your prey possibly contaminating the water" please let him see those stray cat cams in china he would love donating food to them,, he would be spear heading naming everyone and making sure they all get a wiki page

OKAY ENOUGH ABOUT IDIA AND CATS BUT HE WOULD SEE IF HE COULD GET THE FUNDS TO OPEN A CAT SHELTER AND FEED SO MANY STRAY KITTIES MOVING ON

baby noooooo,,,, :(( yes im looking back on his after overblot dialogue as a reference even though i just read it anyways,,, Idia will never be able to have his own life separate from his family, since yk cursed and shroud, it's basically a path that was bricked in for him. its like his life path is a long corridor that leads to the same road no matter what he picks. Especially since his unique magic locks him into working for STYX since he can just open a very vital thing and idk almost take over the world. if the shrouds acc got unique magic i think idia could have actually went on to lead a decently good life whether he was STYX head by choice or something else (game dev)

hes so passionate about the things he enjoys, there is so many examples of this, he's into so many things and loves them all with his whole heart it's so endearing (also uhsn dfbghrg bonding over media is the best, hes probably so fun to talk to about media... but he might lord knowing so much over you >:p ily just let me put my two cents in you can keep info dumping idia) OUGH (ignore me doing the hand thing PLEASE I LOVE IDIA I LOVE ORTHO IM ENJOYING WRITING THIS SM) OKAY ANYWAYS aww okay reading over idia's dialogue like im writing you an argumentative essay or something,, STAR ROGUE! the idia of idia (wtf r u writing edie) HIS SILLY ASS SLANG HRGBHRBGVLRHG "OUR LEGEND, POP OOOFF!" Anyways idia just recounting everything about star rogue without second thought he loves it sm he probably played it sm he knows the opening by heart (IDIA AND ORTHO SAYING THE TAG LINE TOGETHER THIS IS KILLING ME AUBURN)

hes heard so often that he was genius when he was really young it was just hardwired for him to think he was the best in the room especially with the advancements he has made from the ages of 10-12. like building ortho is genuinely a feat and he did it and two years definitely he's going to let that go to his head. ngl i feel that his parents were not too great probably absent most of the time since he can just lock himself in his room and work on something that no one knows about for two years. probably fucked him up developmentally too, he was NOT properly socialized the internet was his parents for the entire time probably

he wants to be FUCK THIS SHIT ACC OMG CRIES IN A CORNER SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HE JUST WANTED TO BE A COOL ADVENTURER HERO GUY HE DIDN'T KNOW THAT WOULD HAPPEN!!!!! WHAT WENT WRONG IS NOTHING YOU WERE JUST A TOO SMART KID,,, IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT AND NEVER WILL BE YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT WOULD HAPPEN OMG. DFGVJKDHJHBCBSHFBSFBSFR

it's like 12:30 right now my mental state is deteriorating this is stupid opinions for the most part i tried my best im sorry if this is bad but YOU SAID GUSH IN YOUR INBOX SO I MADE THAT HAPPEN???

-- with lots of love Edie

EDIEEE MY FAVORITE IDIA KISSER‼ THANK U FOR SHARING YOUR THOUGHTS READING THEM WAS SO INTERESTING!!

first of all holy shit im so sorry about what happened to your sibling. i totally get why you'd find him comforting because of that but Oh my gosh. im so sorry.

i think having social anxiety is something a lot of people can relate to with him, even myself. identity actually brought this up but seeing him being pushed into situations where he is ABSOLUTELY not comfortable makes me want to run in there and help him GET OUT. like i may not like this man that much but nobody should feel pressured or panic over entering a social situation they dont want to be a part of.

AH YES THE CAT CARD

RIGHT YEAH its so SAD how he will never get to live his own life and THATS one of the things that ive thought about a lot concerning him. like it would suck to actually have your fate predetermined no matter what. like he's just going to be stuck there with nobody else except for like ortho and his employees(?) but actually. yk what thats how he spent his school days which is even sadder hello

"the idia of idia" HELLO WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

actually! you bring up a good point about idia always being considered a genius since he was young and how that affects his self esteem and how he interacts with people now. i have literally never thought of it that way but it makes a lot of sense.

THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR THOUGHTS EDIE <3 I LOVED HEARING THEM!!

#edie <3

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starjxsung · 9 months ago

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hi angel <3 how are you? pls don’t apologize for not answering sooner. i totally get it, even if you never answered me.

buuuuut i’m glad you did tho bc i have so many feelings about skz and the met gala.

but lolla first! i swear im terrified of not getting a good spot too. and ik that friday sold out so its going to be full af. if i find a good spot i shall summon you, though. i read @ a reddit forum that for hobipalooza the best way to get good spots was to befriend the people next to you and ask them to hold it whilst you go to the bathroom/get food.

i’m soooo glad you’ve watched when marnie was there!!! it’s too good to not be talked about at all!!! plsss lmk when you watch the boy & the heron.

i love love love your matching pc holder and care bear plushies😭 that is so cute and cunty. keep cunting up your purse forever. (also, your sis’s minho pc👀 i need it)

and the met gala! honestly they looked fantastic because they’re them and they’re gorgeous even in trash bags. lee know, love of my life, i cannot continue gatekeeping you </3 the looks were okay but underwhelming. i absolutely love fashion and met gala (even if i have my beef with it) really shows some designer’s creative sides. tommy hilfiger really failed the theme imo (as well as many other designers). i think felix was most on theme. he looked like a fairy. my most toxic trait is thinking i could’ve designed better outfits for them😪

and the paparazzi😡😡😡😡 i swear im so pissed at that. those comments were so out of line. i feel so bad for all of them, but especially chan & felix, as native english speakers who register the negative connotations faster. i’m so sad that we can’t have nice things here :(( it really sucks bc i want them to actually like coming to the us </3

but other than that, im so proud of them for literally making history at the met gala. i hope that if they go next year their outfits will be better and the atmosphere too.

i just saw a bit of hyune’s ig live and like i adore seeing people painting. we love art here but also like, ✨hands✨ he should choke me 🫶🏻

ily bb i hope you have a gr8 rest of the week✨

-🐈‍⬛

Hi angel!!!!!!!

Not us both reading up about hobipalooza on Reddit to prep for skzlolla LMAOOOO I am on Reddit like it’s a full time job I swear I’m simultaneously so excited but SOOO NERVOUSSSSS 😭 I’m just hoping I get to see them even the tiniest amount from whatever spot I get but I’m also way too scared of crowd crushing to camp out or anything !

Agreeeeed about their outfits! Apparently Tommy Hilfiger was the most talked about designer of the night (thanks to skz of course) so it’s unfortunate the outfits were a little underwhelming but they still looked fucking fantastic. I will NEVERRRR GET OVER FELIX….. he straight up looks like Legolas was pulled from lotr and put on the red carpet. The little braids in his hair too !!!!! I’m so glad they’re doing interesting things with his hair while it’s this long. Overall not my favorite red carpet looks of theirs but I am beyondddd proud of them 🫶

The whole paparazzi thing really ruined the whole fucking thing for me. The worst part is that skz are all over mainstream media right now and for something so negative! And the comments on all these news articles right now either saying they deserves it or comparing them to bts…… 😕 I honestly just want met week to stop being talked about because I am in emotional turmoil every time I see the video of the paps

I caught the tail end of Hyunjin’s live bc I was on a run and I needed to listen to music but GOSHHHH he is such a cutie and his art is phenomenal 😭 I love him sm (also Hyunjin’s hands are so fucking FIIIIINE why do I feel like he’s into getting choked in bed too)

Also cuntified my purse today w my favorite Jisung pc everrrrrrrr 👼💗💖💓💕💘✨ I love you bby I hope you have an amazing week !!!!

#🐈‍⬛ anon #ask

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basically-i-write-shit · 2 years ago

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Hows about... tsukkiyama, lost in time? Interpret that however you wish.

Very vague, very loose interpretation of this being Tsukishima getting hit in the face with the passage of time and how that -surprise- makes people different. Thank you sm for sending this in I'm sorry I took like a week to get to it ily <3

There is no denying that Tsukishima Kei is absolutely taken by Yamaguchi Tadashi.

Yamaguchi's hair is getting longer, in the waning summer months. He's in dire need of a haircut, but he's wary of it since the hairdresser took a little too much off last time (he hasn't cut his hair since that horrible haircut in their third year, and it's startling just how quickly a year has passed without Tsukishima noticing it). Says he'll make the call eventually, but he really doesn't mind pulling it back. He has a wide collection of headbands and hair clips, and there's this one that makes him look like coach Ukai that Tsukishima teases him over all the time.

Yamaguchi's wearing said headband now as they study, his fingers tangled in the hair at the nape of his neck, chewing on a pencil. Tsukishima had learned a long time ago that there's no use in trying to get Yamaguchi to stop that habit, no matter how disgusting it is, but whenever he and Yamaguchi's gazes meet across the coffee table he mimes taking a pencil out of his own mouth anyway. Yamaguchi always understands him and pulls the pencil away, only to return to chewing a moment later. They're at Yamaguchi's apartment, because Tsukishima's is taken over by Kyoutani and his boyfriend right now; they'd been arguing about something or another, and he didn't feel like third-wheeling to their weird sadomasochistic gets-off-on-beating-each-other-up shit. Yamaguchi's apartment is much cozier, warm, and his roommate is usually never home so they tend to have free reign of the place. It's- It's nice. Kei often spends hours at Yamaguchi's apartment with him, doing nothing, and not even notice the amount of time that goes by.

"You're staring."

"Hm?"

"You're staring," Yamaguchi repeats, a small smile tugging teasingly at his lips, and Tsukishima feels his cheeks flush ever-so-slightly. When had he gotten so confident? Where was his shy, bashful Yamaguchi who wouldn't dare speak up and comment on Tsukishima's blatant staring? Yamaguchi holds his gaze for a moment, his smile faltering a bit. "Something up?"

Ah. There he is.

"You need a haircut."

Yamaguchi snorts and rolls his eyes. "Of course, Tsukki, whatever you say, Tsukki."

"I'm just saying," Tsukishima raises his hands in surrender. "It's long. Do you even own a hairbrush?"

"I do, actually. The length is sort of growing on me. I was thinking, actually, that those shag haircuts are quite trendy right now..."

"Since when do you want to stick with the trends?" Yamaguchi is leaning forward a bit, his elbows propped against the wood of the coffee table as he twiddles with a strand of hair absently, and Kei can't help himself. He reaches across the table and grabs Yamaguchi's hair near the back of his head, giving it a sound tug.

Two things happen then.

One, Yamaguchi's head falls back and his eyes fall shut as a small moan slips from his lips.

And two, Tsukishima's jaw drops- though, whether in shock at his own actions or at Yamaguchi's reaction, he can't quite decipher. Either way his cheeks burn much, much brighter than they were just a moment ago and he pulls his hand away, clearing his throat. Yamaguchi rubs at the spot Tsukishima's hands had been a moment ago, opening his eyes again but avoiding Tsukishima's eyes, an apology probably already on his lips, but Tsukishima beats him to the punch-

"I'm- I'm so sorry," Tsukishima says, his voice barely a whisper. "I didn't...Sorry."

"No, I'm-"

"You don't need to apologize. I was the one that pulled your hair. You can't help what you like. My bad, Yamaguchi. We don't have to talk about it, if you don't want."

There's a dusting of pink on the bridge of Yamaguchi's nose, and he's gnawing at his lower lip, embarrassed, and Tsukishima wants to go back in time to thirty seconds ago before he royally embarrassed himself. "Thanks, Tsukki. I- I'm sorry, still. Don't know what came over me," Yamaguchi laughs and turns back to his homework, and Tsukishima watches him curiously for longer than is probably necessary.

He's always found Yamaguchi attractive. He's pretty in a way that most don't find appealing, but Tsukishima's very appreciative of. His dark hair, long or short, was a lovely dark shade of brown that Tsukishima knows for a fact is soft as all hell when he takes care of it. His eyes are a similarly dark shade, but unlike most people (in Tsukishima's opinions) it's so easy to see his emotions, his intentions, in his gaze. He has such a loving outlook on life that not many people, especially those who've been handed similar hands in life, have. And sure, Yamaguchi's face is bumpy and scarred and covered in freckles, but Tsukishima loves ever last bit of it.

Yamaguchi's face isn't the only thing Tsukishima loves. Sure, his appreciation for Yamaguchi's body is a new discovery, but now that he's realized his attraction it's like he's always felt that way. It's- It's just nice. There's no other way to say it. Lithe and toned despite the fact that he isn't in a sport right now, long limbs tanned all over, soft in just the right places. Tsukishima isn't afraid to stare whenever he feels the urge, and lately he's under the impression -no, he knows- that Yamaguchi's taken notice of this as well. What, with how often he's been wearing oversized sweaters and too-short-shorts lately.

"...I'm sorry, Tsukki, I don't think I can focus on homework anymore tonight. I know you wanted someone to body double with you, but..."

"Hm? It's fine, Yamaguchi. If you wanna go on your phone or whatever, I don't...oh." Tsukishima looks up mid-sentence and can't help but trail off when he sees that the flush on Yamaguchi's cheeks has spread, and that he's tugging at the collar of his sweater with just a hint of misery behind his eyes. "You okay?"

He decisively is not, and Tsukishima has a sneaking suspicion why, but he wants Yamaguchi to be the one to say it. Needs him to be.

"I'm fine, uh-" Yamaguchi swallows, and Tsukishima's stares uncaringly. "I'm just, uh...I'm sorry, I'm just a little restless all of a sudden. Do you want something to eat? I could-"

"Yamaguchi," Tsukishima says in a tone that says "Don't lie to me." Yamaguchi audibly gulps, and Tsukishima tries not to dwell on the fact that Yamaguchi being intimidated by him is actually a little hot.

"...Sorry, Tsukki. It's just- you...I..."

"Spit it out."

"I'm a little worked up all of a sudden, and trying to figure out a polite way to escape for a few minutes to jerk off."

Tsukishima had been hoping for an answer like that. He loved the idea of getting Yamaguchi worked up and teasing him, maybe making him cry a little bit with it. He just- hadn't expected Yamaguchi to be so honest in his response. Maybe he should've; they're both a lot different now than they were when they first met.

"You don't have to sneak off, y'know. Just go ahead and fix your little problem. I don't mind."

Yamaguchi huffs. His cheeks burn impossibly brighter, his fingers twitching against his sweater, but he doesn't recoil. Doesn't withdraw. "Maybe you should fix my 'little problem' yourself; you're the one that caused it, anyway, asshole."

He knew it, of course, but hearing it is a victory in and of itself. He grins. "Well, I've always been one to clean up my own messes. Though, is it really all my fault? You're the one that got turned on by just a little bit of innocent rough-housing. And here I pegged you as the innocent type~"

Yamaguchi rolls his eyes. "Are you going to help me out or not?"

"Gladly."

Tsukishima crawls around the coffee table and deposits himself in his friend's lap with a cocky smirk tugging at his lips as he pulls Yamaguchi in for a kiss. When they finally pull away a long, long time later the sun is long gone from the sky, and Tsukishima thinks this might be his new favorite way to pass time.

#haikyuu!!#haikyuu #tsukkiyama #tsukkiyama fanfic #tsukishima kei #yamaguchi tadashi

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aimixx · 2 years ago

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Happy Valentine's day everyone! I love you all so much and for liking my content! Thank you so much for your support I'm giving yall a bouquet of flowers and a basket of rubber ducks<33

I wanted to do the ship your moots thing because it's so cute and also Valentine's day! WISHING ALL MY MOOTS HAPPY VALENTINE'S MWAH MWAH ILY ALL SO MUCH

Starting with my bff @baeshijima

Soph, you fr are a blessing in my life and I'm so happy that we met and became such great friends! No amount of words can describe how much I love and appreciate you. I still remember how we met through me sending you asks and we instantly became besties. Now look at us, a healthy friendship and we love our fictional men with angst, but fr tho I see you as a little sister and I'm so happy and thankful for this. Thank you so much for always being there for me, I'll always be here for you if you need anything bff I got you<33

Have your Valentine's day date with Alhaitham!

You would expect Alhaitham to not care about things like Valentine's day, but he does. Ever since you two started dating and he started to care about all the things you care about, your interests, hobbies and many more. Not only does he feel closer to you, but he also gets to try new things with you. He knows how excited you are about Valentine's day, so he prepared everything, even went as far as asking Kaveh on date ideas which send his roommate into a shock. He prepared everything to see you happy. For Alhaitham, you smiling is the prettiest view he has ever seen in his life.

Next up, beloved bestie @stellumi

Omg we've been friends for a long time but we began to communicate more frequently and you are an amazing person and very supportive too. I see you as a big sister and also a great friend, thank you so much for this amazing friendship bestie. I love u sm and will always be here for u<3

Have your Valentine's day date with Vyn! (bcs u made me fall for him)

Vyn is ready for this day, in fact he has been preparing for a long time now to have the perfect date together for Valentine's day. From the nice breakfast and tea that you two will have together in his house, to a nice date all around the city of Stellis and visiting places you've never been to. Vyn knows you, and knows how to make you happy, your happiness is also his happiness. You are the precious rose that he wants to protect for the rest of his life and always make you happy. So when you took his hand and enjoyed the day together with all the surprises you two prepared for each other, you two were very happy. "Darling, did you have fun today?" He asked, in return you gave him a soft smile. "Everyday with you is happiness."

@astranne my beloved

Even though we knew each other for a short while but you really are a good friend and I really like talking with you. We either scream about fictional men (kazuha) or would talk about random stuff and I really like this atmosphere we have. Thank you for being my friend I love you so much<333

Have your Valentine's day date with Kazuha!

Poets. Poets are so romantic and Kazuha has an idea to spend Valentine's day together. While he was traveling, he found many beautiful sceneries that reminded him of you and also gave him more ideas for the date. When the day came, he took you to his favorite spot on top of a mountain in Sumeru where you can enjoy a great view of Port Ourmos with the sunset. He prepared a special Haiku for you and you two shared a lovely time together Kazuha makes sure that you always feel loved, and he never skipped a day to do so.

bff @lilikags

holds you gently and gives you a pat. We knew each other for so long and enstars made us become besties and thats a huge happyele w right there. You are a little sister to me and an amazing bestie I'm so glad we became close friends. I will always be here for you and will always have your back. Thank you so much for being my friend ilysm<333

Have your Valentine's day date with Nazuna!

He took a break from work and college for you. Today, he is not a famous idol or a college student, he is your boyfriend who will spend every second of the day with you. You and Nazuna had a cute amusement park date together. Getting yourselves matching headbands, going on many rides together, taking many pictures and enjoyed the fun atmosphere. At the end of the day, he gave you a cute matching keychain and a soft kiss on the forehead. All while muttering how much he loves you.

my bae @spiriteddreams

I really like the chaotic soft vibes you give, its so comforting and it's what made me want to get to know you. We recently became friends and honestly you are such a sweet and amazing person who I really am grateful to have in my life. Thank you for being my friend bestie ily<333

Have your Valentine's day date with Xiao!

A surprise date for Xiao. For the past few days, he was very focused on protecting the lands of Liyue and ended up exhausting himself even though he doesn't want to admit it. So you came up with a plan with the help of the adventurer's guild and the traveler. The adventurer's guild and the traveler made sure that the lands of liyue are safe from any harm as you prepared a nice, relaxing date with Xiao. A nice picnic together on the shores of Liyue as you two laid on the sand and enjoyed the nice weather. Xiao has never felt this relaxed before, he never felt so peaceful. As he held your hand and gave it a soft kiss, he wished you a happy Valentine's day.

my chaotic bestie @cherry-froggie

I love your energy so much omg I'm so happy I met someone as amazing as you. You are so awesome and I'm so grateful to have you as a friend. Happy Valentine's day bestie Ilyyy

Have your Valentine's day date with Scara!

Becoming a wanderer has its perks, and they are all perks that Scaramouche likes. The best part about being a wanderer is meeting you, you who treated him nicely and joined him on many of his adventures, you who always talked throughout your travels and he never complained, you who is always here for him. For Valentine's day, he decided to show you just how much he appreciates your presence in his life, even though he still doesn't trust people, but you are the one he trusts the most

#—traveler stories #—companions #HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO YALL ILYYYYY

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s3xtones · 2 years ago

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hiii ily,

this might be quite long so sorry about that :/

theres a pretty lady i’ve known a very long time who i am very much in love with. i feel as though we’re bound by that in a way, she knows i love her without me having to tell her and i know she loves me. ig the bond that we have isn’t enough tho since we’ve tried several times before and it never ends up working out for us. she mostly blames it on herself and her ‘self sabotaging tendencies’ but there’s been times where i’ve been so horrible and so obviously at fault and it’s almost as if we start off beautifully but we both become almost chaotic and end up splitting again.

we’ve spent a lot of time apart and as of right now i feel as tho we’ve both matured a lot and my love for her is just as strong if not stronger than before. we talk less but it’s almost as if we don’t need to, whenever we do however we always clarify and honour the love we still have for each other even tho we’re separate. i really do believe in a relationship with her and i’m not close to giving up on that but my problem is that i’m worried that she struggles focusing on someone long term in general.

we mostly stay out of each others way now, checking up every once in a while. she has a boyfriend now too which doesn’t bother me in itself but he’s sort of the object of the issue. i don’t mean to sound cocky but i know that i could take her back whenever i wanted, boyfriend or not. that’s where the problem arises tho because they’ve only been together around 2 weeks and in that time alone she’s flirted with me and mentioned (not directly to me) that she’d ‘literally die for me’ and hates that she sabotaged our relationship calling herself insane for doing it :( .

as i’ve mentioned i do see a future with her. i love her and i want her and i guess i’m selfish in the sense that if we were guaranteed to last, i wouldn’t have any problems taking her away from her boyfriend at all. the only reason i’m reluctant is because i feel like if she can’t focus on her current man for 2 weeks without running back to me at 4 in the morning, then she’s not ready for something long term and i’d hate for us to go through the effort of getting back together just for it to end in a couple weeks. i really feel torn because i want her to myself but i see no longevity in us. i think if tried to focus on the person she’s wit now it’d prove to me that it’s possible for us to have something long term. we’ve had a connection ever since we met and i feel so drawn to her. she’s a real angel to me and i wish her sm peace and happiness regardless of our circumstances. i really need a new perspective. tysm for reading this and giving advice if u do <3

oh and btw she shares ur first name <3

lots of love <333

A DOOMED LOVE STORY.

Idk taking her from her man is just an ego / pride move n a terrible way to get back into the relationship. Based on what you’ve told me , i think y’all are both confused on what you actually want from each other and what to do with the feelings you have for one another. the space is good for now and actually maybe there should be even MORE SPACE. Her Reachin out at 4am is not a good thing cause she’s creepin and even though to you that’s a sign you can “take her” it’s also evidence of the overlying problem, COMMITMENT!

If y’all both cannot commitment 100% it’s never gon be right.

Commitment takes trust, faith, love , discipline, loyalty and a lot of self reflection.

It feels weird to let go of someone so familiar they felt like home. You get to reminiscing bout old good times n wishing you could do it all over again but the reality is it cannot work with the way things are. People never change, they do grow and mature but people do not change their ways and who they are at their core.

idk im still trynna figure out my own situation and this made me cry. Reiterating what i said, there’s a difference yearning for the love once shared and missing someone you’re too afraid to let go of but you don’t really want cause then you’re actually alone.

Let her go fr n if y’all are meant it will be.

ily2 n i wish you the best, focus on u fr build ur dream life in the meantime

ARIEL WHEREEVRR U ARE U BETTER GET RIGHT N REALIZE WHAT U WANT AND WHAT YOU DESERVE. YOU ARE WORTH THE BEST!

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merlucide · 2 months ago

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crying that is so sweet 😭 shhdjsjsja I love you girl every time we talk is always such a joy ugh ily tysm<333 (ALSO HELLO?!? don’t be telling the world what we do in the bedroom, heh, heh /j)

oh man where do I start💀

@someprettyname words cannot express my gratitude and love to you my wifey. You are so funny and so fun to converse with like you get it!! One of my favorite memories with you is one morning I woke up early and couldn’t sleep, so we talked about bit about I think Hindu Goddess? It was so fun and we just talked till the sunrise came up :) Your so funny and every time i catch myself saying something like ‘____________, no?’ I think of you lol. I love our culture talks as well, I always get to tell my mom about the current festivals that’s happening over there heh. You are so kind and understanding, and a great friend and I love you terribly <3

@sharkissm a yes, sharkie :) My first friend on here!! I’ve said it countless times before and I’ll say it again, your energy is so refreshing. Your whole vibe just makes me happy, you’re unapologetically you and I truly admire that about you. You have such a beautiful heart and it’s one of your best qualities<3 I remember when you were just shark anon, it was so fun <3 and you were SO surprised I found out who you were— even though you were the only person that liked my posts heh. I love you dearly my friend <3

@kuro-min Michelle ma belle <33 I miss our long conversations!! It was truly one of my favorite things <3 I love how we can just ‘click!’. You have such a beautiful caring heart and I just want to combust when I talk with you. Really it’s like a burst of serotonin. I remember you sliding into my DMS and asking about our favorite Sanrio characters, now ever since then I’ll see Kuromi and go ‘Oh yeah, Chelle likes her!’. One of my first wives as well 🥹 I think you were my 2nd tbh? Anywho best day of my life 🥹 I miss our freaky sessions /lh *sighs in remembrance* I love how you just get it, like I don’t need to explain you just get it yk? You are very easy to talk to, like never once has there been a moment where I want to take a break with speaking with ya. I love and miss ya dearly <3 I hope time is on our side more often!!

@jujutsustraycats ISHY-ISHHHHHHH!!! I would fuck up my sleep schedule for you time and time again my friend 🥹 My first husband, *tears falls down* I love talking with you— YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. Like YOU GET IT?!? Like pls why don’t you live here we need to talk irl and write songs and poems and have karaoke night!! You are so funny istg and just so fun to listen and speak with, always feel smart talking to ya! Also in my mind you trademarked the word ‘fuck’— I CANNOT SAY/READ IT WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT YOU😭 HEAVAN knows id move time and space to meet you irl and giggle about Karasu :) I love you sm and miss talking /VCing!!! I’m so glad we’ve been able to do it recently!

@luvingshidou MY IZZY GIRL <33 I miss you soooo much ugh we need to have a freak off again 😔 I know we haven’t spoken much recently but I think about cha a lot <3 You are so funny and sweet, really is so fun speaking with you. I miss you sm and love you sm <3 I’m so proud of you for getting on top of school and everything bc girl I could never 😭 that’s an amazing skill I’m jelly

@biggestcharleskinnie RAAAAA MY CHARLES TO MY SHIDOU!!!! THE PEACH TO MY PLUM!! The freaks match I fear. You’re so fun to interact with and the peaches arc is so fun istg— traumatic— but fun! Your so cutesy and sweet and a great friend<3 Love ya!!!

@thebestsetter ALICIA MY LOVELY <33 sigh I wish we could chat more often *sob* You are SO SWEET. I literally love interacting with you like bae you don’t even know. You are so talented and I admire you truly <3 We should talk more often!!! :) I love you sm girlieeeee <3

Oh man the list is so long 😭 I’m sorry I can’t include everyone rn (I’m exhausted and need to sleep lmao) but I love all of you dearly !! Like fr all of my friends on here are so special to me <33 I love you guys

#merlucide’s dearest <3 #Tag games

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pink-lemonadefairy · 4 months ago

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HI VIVIIII ❤️❤️❤️ i'm so late to responding i'm so sorry D: im trying my best in school rn and so far its going well! ^^ i hope you're doing good too!!! ♪(´ε｀ ) new environments are always so terrifying but i believe that you can settle in well ❤️ i'm so lucky to live near my school so i can still live at home, you're so strong for living away from home i could never (･_･; and i hope you're able to connect with ur roommates too! i'm an extrovert so i think it'd kill me to not have anyone to talk to (｡ì _ í｡) i'm so glad i have the time to pop in to talk to you!! i saw u posted a little leehan fic and i'm so excited to read it!!! i'm gonna go do that rn heheh ALSO THAT TWEET??? literally me and sungho 💔💔💔💔 i literally was in tears when i opened that i can't believe it reminded you of me (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) ily 💞

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HIIII MY SWEETIE 💗💗 it’s okay omg don’t worry about it!! i know school can be so so busy (😒😒 why is it like that…) i’m soooo happy to hear it’s going well though <3 your hard working is paying off so much i’m sure (｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ i’m doing a lot better, i think!! :D thank you for asking ml. im enjoying my classes and ive been settling into a nice routine! and its getting better with my flatmates >< i think it was just a bit rocky at the start cause we hadn’t seen each other in like 4 months and before then we weren’t super close. but everything’s much better now :3 i need to be a bit more outgoing tbh, like…i could spend all day in my room without speaking to anyone and be completely fine 😭 its bad…gotta fix that lol!! its sooo lovely that you can living at home omg, i bet that’s so nice :( id kill for that scenario but its also really nice to experience being away from family too kinda…when the homesickness isn’t awful lol 💔

YOUR REBLOG GENUINELY MADE ME TEAR UP 🥹 like im not even joking my heart soared in my chest. thank you so so so much for the kind words, then and also every time before :( not sure what i did to deserve such love but i treasure it so so much! 💓💝💗💕

it’s literally you guys i swear 😭 anything whale related that i see i think of you honestly!! <3

here’s a bear for you my sweet :D 💓💓💗 LOVE U SM!

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#missed seeing you in my inbox 🥹#love letters.

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hotxcheeto · 3 years ago

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HII!! I see your requests are open, i hope you wouldn’t mind me requesting this, i hope you know her lolol, but anyways I’ll get started anyways…

Can you do Vi, Caitlyn and Jinx with a S/O who has a Doja Cat personality and That the reader sings exactly like her?? I love doja cat a lot so you know…

thank you very much and I hope you have an amazing day :D

━ 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐉𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 - Vi, Jinx, Caitlyn, Sevika

𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Cursing, sexual innuendos, alludes to sexual acts ( mostly Vi and Sevika but also in Caits at the end ), fluffy, angst if you look closely but barely any really

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ? - Yeah/Nope

𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG BABES!! I hope you enjoy!! Also I added Sevika at the end just for the hell of it, you don't have to read it at all it's most for myself because I liked the idea but I did the other 3 as well!! ily sm thank you and have an amazing week! <3

☼ 𝐕𝐢 – Vi is... well she's Vi. She herself is very cocky and very Violet. You, are a great match. The amount of teasing and back and forth you both have is incredible, you can go on for hours just fucking with each other. Poking fun back and forth but it's all flirting and you both know it. And when you do flirt with each other, you flirt.

Now what she really loves is how you can call out a person whenever you think someone has gone too far or just pisses you off. You're quite bitchy to some, and loud but Vi doesn't care whatsoever. Sometimes you piss each other off though, I won't lie.

With your personalities you can crash at some points, both of you kind of go for the jugular when arguing because neither of you are afraid to say what's on your mind. Even if it's something incredibly hurtful that you don't realize. But, it usually works out after a long conversation or a long something else. You know you love each other, that's my point.

Finds you very funny as well. The way you both make fun of people you don't like is extraordinary, the back and forth insults are the best. Anyone in hearing range has to hold back their laughter.

But when it comes to your singing.. Vi can't get enough. Loves when you sing her to sleep, or perform at the speakeasies and bars in the area. When you're up on that stage, singing and in your element.Vi drools. Straight up... drools.

You've got her wrapped around your finger.

You're just so fucking perfect. Vi will never be able to get enough.

☼ 𝐉𝐢𝐧𝐱 – Thinking about it makes me smile. She loves you, and love the protectiveness you have. Being that you'll stand up for her at anytime and anywhere. Not afraid to speak your mind at all or clap back when you're in an argument. She giggles menacingly behind you. Jinx isn't the talk type, she mostly shoots and then never asks questions... she gets distracted easily and forgets.

You match the energy though, she rambles on and gets very excited. And if she's excited so are you, you both with get loud and talk enough to annoy Silco into digging his grave deeper. I'm not sorry.

You're Jinx's main hype-man let's be real. You often bring her out of the bad mindset with your energy and compliments. You're so confident and cheer her up so easily, you're also great at distracting her and making things fun once more.

Speaking of distraction, loves when you sing to her. Or watching you sing in The Last Drop. Sitting at the bar, slurping on her straw while your voice rings through the microphone and floods the place. Jinx has fallen asleep at the bar quite a few times.

When the voices get too bad and you can't make her smile and forget about them. You sing to her, it calms her down and even makes her sleepy. Jinx will sometimes just plop down in your lap and beg you to sing a song, any song she'll listen to.

It's mesmerizing and she can't get enough. You're like her Shimmer, and she's addicted.

☼ 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐲𝐧 – Caitlyn can speak her mind, we know that. She's strong and independent and you're all the same. Just louder. Confident and very flirty. You made her bright red the first time you met her, and usually she has the best pick up lines, you definitely won that one.

You're very ' I don't give a fuck if you hate me ' energy is what makes her love you even more. The way you flaunt and hold yourself makes her drool and Caitlyn is usually drooled over. Not that you don't. But you speak your mind, at the right and wrong times. Especially towards her shitty coworkers that think she doesn't deserve her job despite working her ass off.

You do not like them and you make it very known. Much to Caitlyn's want to shut you up sometimes, she loves you for it. Very much, because you know her inside out and you're very easily to talk to for her. Caitlyn's knows her status, and knows how she's perceived, but you see her for Cait.

Not for Caitlyn Kiramman The Councilors Daughter.

And when Caitlyn first met you, adn heard your singing voice she about dropped dead. It was her favorite sound then and her favorite sound now. Sometimes when she can't sleep and the tea isn't helping, you'll sing to her quietly. Even if it's an upbeat song, hearing your soothing voice is the best remedy to her sleeping or stress problems.

And hearing you perform when she can, especially all dressed up at a fancy event. Cait loves to say how she's dating the singer, even if her mother isn't very pleased with it.

Cassandra likes you, just not when you sneak into Caitlyn's room after a very good performance to give her daughter another one.

☼ 𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐤𝐚 – You met her while singing at The Last Drop. The sultry gaze you gave her made sure you had a very long night after your song was over. And thus a relationship ensues.

You often sit with her while she plays poker, on her lap for everyone to see and you're a brat let's be real. You're catty and poke fun at the other players, you even get on Sevika's nerves once in a while which she makes sure to remind you of later. But the insults you throw out here and there and the flirty teasing you give the guys right before they lose practically everything.

Well it gets her grinning.

You are a power couple, she's quit but Sevika talks and teases. She's funny honestly, and you being the loud version of it, the much prouder talker, well you both are a force to reckoned with. You both are the couple everyone doesn't fuck with. And you're her soft spot, you're her little royal baby that comes and sits on her knee after you're done singing.

Speaking of singing, Sevika loves your voice. Hearing you up there will have you in bed for hours. But it's also something Sev finds comfort in, like a lot of comfort. Sev like all the others loves when you sing to her. Just for her. Whether it's while you're doing something or to her after a long and frustrating job.

She loves your voice. Singing and while making... other noises.

A/n: LOLOLOLOLOL

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the-virgoperspective · 4 years ago

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astro observations pt.2

thank you all sm for the love on my first obsv post!! let’s dive into the next one, round two, here we go! same rules apply! please keep in mind that every aspect, degree, house, and sign placement is unique and even though you may have the same, it still may not apply. take what resonates and leave what doesn’t ❤️‍🔥 the red theme isn’t intentional i’m just really feeling the color rn

❤️‍🔥 tw: mentions of s*x, bullying, depression, & body dysmorphia ❤️‍🔥

❤️‍🔥 mercury in 11th are the top tier peacekeepers! they always know what to say, how to say it, and when. they can talk to anyone about p much anything and usually have soft voices esp if it is in libra or pisces!

❤️‍🔥 hot take but cap moons are literal babies dressed in well tailored suits. no shade to them at all bc i’m just as much of a baby sometimes but i see straight through that wall they put up. i had a friend with a cap sun and moon and it was like she knew i knew how much she was feeling. she cried around me very often and liked expressing her stress and frustration through it! if anyone, i was the emotionless one in the friendship, and i think i only let her see me cry once after knowing her for a year

❤️‍🔥 imo water and air moons clash way harder than water and fire moons. the way air moons analyze and compartmentalize how they feel can be difficult for a water moon to relate to. their usual natural reaction is to comfort, which is not always what an air moon wants, but fire moons love that shit. *cough* aries moons *cough*

❤️‍🔥 leo ascendants command attention without them even having to try. they just walk in and people have to take a second look! they posses this air of confidence that is so captivating and at times enviable. ily hotties, y’all bad asf 💋

❤️‍🔥 it’s really true that someone’s pluto falling in your 8th house can make you envy them to the point of your own destruction. an old friend of mine had her pluto in 1st in my 8th and sweet baby jesus what a toxic friendship that was! everything that pluto embodied i felt hidden within me while she had it on display, front and center, and it made me so jealous. i’d always wanted to be seen in the way that people saw her and her energy was so powerful and alluring, that when we were out together people barely even acknowledged me! after a while, i began to resent her so badly that i was just waiting for her to fuck up so i could cut her off. eventually, she did, and i did just that; but i can’t help but kick myself for even staying in a friendship that deep down, was never a friendship to begin with (on my end) 😕 also our pluto placements were conjunct each other so this energy was verrry strong

❤️‍🔥 mars in 1st are such blunt and boisterous people, usually not in a bad way, they just don’t see the point in beating around the bush. they will not make themselves feel small for any reason and it doesn’t matter what their big 3 is, mars is at home in the 1st, and he will take control. they have a laughter that is loud and joyful with very lively and energetic spirits! however, their aggressive side is extremely powerful and not to be provoked

❤️‍🔥 taurus suns are the most fun earth sign, and as a virgo i hate to admit it, but it’s true! they really know how to enjoy the moment when necessary and highly value a good time. the type to have a company meeting at 6pm and leave for a party straight after😂 and they def had their outfit on under their work clothes

❤️‍🔥 aquarius/11th placement natives are so friendly!!! not at all like they are so stereotypically painted out to be. many of them possess so much warmth and love for other people and are truly some of the best friends you can have! they’re the ones to remember tiny details about you or to surprise you with something you’d been keeping an eye on. very conscientious natives with large hearts

❤️‍🔥 if being pursued is something that you want, do not expect a libra mars to do it! they most likely will not take action because they can feel restricted in this area. if they do, it was after hours of contemplation and weighing pros and cons. once they’re committed though, they are very romantic and intentional

❤️‍🔥 this is only a theory! but! something i’ve noticed with scorpio ascendants is that they can be keen on giving people nicknames that stick forever (good or bad). with their 3rd house usually falling into the sign of aquarius or capricorn, the names they call people can be very original and also hilarious! an old scorpio asc friend of mine used to call this girl in our class by a nickname that stuck throughout our entire high school career 💀 i felt kinda bad for the girl even though she wasn’t the greatest

❤️‍🔥 sagittarius venus/venus in 9th natives take a lot of interest in people who appear to be very well-rounded and educated! they usually prefer to associate with those who have a thirst for knowledge like they do to bounce philosophical facts off of. also there’s a good chance they are multi-lingual and/or are wanting to learn a new language

❤️‍🔥 to piggyback off the last tid bit, sagittarius placements/degrees in general can indicate an interest or natural ability to learn languages! sagittarius is associated with the expansion of knowledge and love for culture so it is very likely that a person with a sag placement will be interested in these things. my mom has a sag mars & a 9H venus, is fluent in spanish and sign language, and she goes on multiple trips every year!

❤️‍🔥 gemini with pisces placements (esp sun/moon/asc/merc) can make someone very emotionally and mentally erratic. like they are a walking contradiction 24/7! prominent earth placements can add some stability but that sporadic energy is still felt regardless. they also might have a lot of trouble going to sleep and/or staying asleep

❤️‍🔥 i’ve been seeing many people mention that virgos/virgo placements have a thing for making people feel horrible about their appearances and as a virgo raised by a virgo i have to chime in. it’s true. it’s sooo fuckin true it hurts. i even recognized that the way my mother would judge what people wore or how they looked was starting to bleed into my way of viewing the world. not only that, but i can’t remember a single day when she didn’t make a comment on what i looked like- and i mean every day. some were better than others, but it was extremely difficult hearing my mom say these things to me, especially when she thought she was being helpful. as a self-conscious, self-restricted, and insecure saturn in 1st baby trying to grow up, the things she said heavily contributed to my depression and body dysmorphia. it’s a daily battle but being aware and correcting the judgements i make of myself and others, and staying consciously open-minded, has helped A TON. virgos can be cut throat and their tongues are sharp as knives. there are ones that use those tongues for good and others for bad, and sometimes their intention is good, but the delivery can be severe in the most subtle of ways. but virgos are not the only ones who will tear your confidence to shreds! my libra sun granny is the most judgmental yet the least judgmental person i’ve ever known and it’s so infuriating??? (she deserves her own post tbh) also i had a cancer friend who’d literally never let me have a moment of peace if i wore something around her that she didn’t like, but she was just toxic as a whole 🤣 but yeah that’s my two cents, there are a lot of virgo placement people who are so terribly judgmental but there are plenty of gems out there who are working on their shit or have gotten it together! but psa, and i don’t care what your sun sign is, you never have the right to make someone else feel like shit for the way they look. and if you feel as though you do, there is a very special circle in hell for you ol’ buddy xoxo

~ i hope you all enjoyed this post, and once again if something resonates, please share! have a lovely day besties 💋

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hi! just wanted to tell you that i appreciate your blog sm<3 as someone who's pretty excited for ROP, it bums me out that there's all this hate everywhere, esp on here. tumblr is normally The place for all things fandom for me, this nice little refuge~ but the ROP tag is a shitshow, you can't even filter out all the negativity bc ppl don't tag it! can't believe twitter makes me feel more welcome rn, TWITTER. feels bad man u_u

anyways that makes your blog a beacon of light for me lol thanks for pushing back on all the hate and misinformation (!!), ily for this<33

tl;dr tumblr is where nuance goes to die sometimes and i never felt more like ~one of the olds~ lol

Sorry took me a bit to get to this but thank you! You bring up such a good point though, like I had no idea the atmosphere on tumblr had gotten so bad precisely BECAUSE I've been more on tolkien twitter lately and even those who are most pessimistic and least looking forward to it are still being like... polite about it. But yeah tHE main tag for Rings of Power is absolutely chock a block with posts about how terrible this still unreleased show is. It's so strange to me to come onto tumblr, THE site for getting excited about all manner of media, into a fandom that regularly talks about how coming into the fandom through the films is perfectly valid, the fandom who still loves the Hobbit films despite the havoc that production wreaked upon New Zealand workers laws, and find this massive vitriol in the rings of power tag, often from people I know within said fandom! Is the show with the first dwarrowdam main character, first black dwarf main character, first black elf main character, first black Numenorean Queen main character, is that really the show we want to be talking about with such disdain and derision? Has it actually deserved this backlash? I simply don't see how.

#the rings of power #rings of power #tolkien #chats #rop ama #erran ama

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Congrats on 300 love! I don’t think I’ve requested something yet from you even though I love your writing! Anyway, could I request a fic where Teruhashi and the (fem)reader are dating(usually I don’t mind what pronouns the reader has but for this one it’s kinda relevant. But you can make it gender neutral if you want)? So the two have been dating for a few months. The reason Teruhashi entered this relationship wasn’t because of “love” but because she wanted to get her fans off her back and what better was to do that than enetering a relationship with another girl. She this that it may help get her male fans off her and at first it’s great. Then the reader starts to see the relationship declining. At first Teruhashi was sweet and kind but now she is kind of rude to the reader, saying things like how she is embarrassing her or that if Teruhashi is so perfect why isn’t her s/o capable of being that way too. Mean ik (I don’t like Teruhashi if you couldn’t tell), the reader is also dealing with comments from her fans saying that the relationship is a charity case and such so she is feeling horrible in the relationship. A fight happens between the two and mean stuff is said. They break up and the reader isn’t taking it well. Not because she is upset she isn’t in the relationship cause she is happy to be out but because of the backlash from fans. Seeing this either Kuboyasu (jabjshsk I love him sm) or Saiki (love him too) comfort her and they begin to hang out more till they start to date. The two are now in a healthy and loving relationship and the reader gets to see what that feels like and how that wasn’t what she had with Teruhashi... I really just write this whole fic out lmao. I was going to write it but I’m simply lazy and I wanted to request something from you. As always ignore this or change anything if you don’t like it an take your time please don’t rush or stress yourself out. Ily hun❤️❤️

Hi!! Thank you so much <3! I wanted to say that I adore this request and honestly was ready to drop everything to write it, what an amazing idea you have here! I’m worried I focused a little too much on the Teruhashi part but, man, I’m a sucker for angst so it was a lot of fun. I think I may have gone a little overboard, as I don’t think I’ve written something this long before. I’m sorry if it’s wrong or not quite what you wanted. Thank you so so much for this request, I love it!

Small edit: I forgot to add I picked Saiki for this, as I think I write him a bit better than Kuboyasu!

— Reader is female! Warnings for slight angst, break up, fighting.

WC: 3041

Italics are Saiki “speaking” telepathically.

Teruhashi is the perfect pretty girl, on the outside at least. —————————————————–

“So, what I’m trying to say is… Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?” Teruhashi asked on the rooftop one fateful evening after school. She looked as gorgeous as ever, trying to hide her slightly blushing face as she avoided your eyes. The wind was blowing gently through her hair, causing it to sway ever so slightly to one side. The sun was setting behind her, giving her an even more angelic glow to her appearance. You said yes, of course, how could you not? It was magical, especially when it was from the world’s prettiest girl. There was no way you could reject her.

The perfect couple. That’s how it appeared to be. For some time, that’s even how it was.

Teruhashi Kokomi. Your stunning, admirable, and perfect girlfriend. She’s amazing. A few months ago when she asked you to be her girlfriend you were exhilarated. The thought of dating what many considered to be the perfect girl was a chance you knew you just couldn’t pass up. All the time spent with her felt like cloud nine, she made sure you were happy no matter what, and of course, you tried to do the same for her. Her reputation truly held up, even in private.

Over those months, it amazed you what a wonderful girlfriend she was, having seemingly endless affection and love for you. It felt like she was more in tune with your emotions than you’d ever been. She was always ready to listen to your problems, whether you just wanted to vent or needed solutions. She was such a giver in the relationship that you even felt a little bad about it.

She knew that, but she’d never tell you. Not yet, anyway.

So many precious memories flashed through your mind as you thought about her. From getting ice cream on hot summer days to study dates amid a cold, snowy winter (where there wasn’t as much studying as there was cuddling). All the late nights you had spent with her, talking about everything and yet nothing. Video calls at the bright and early hours of the mornings just so she could get your opinion on what she should wear for the day. Every little thing you did together seemed as perfect as Teruhashi herself.

So where had it all gone wrong?

The relationship seemed like it was going great. What happened? What had you done wrong? Recently, Teruhashi had been acting anything but herself. She’s been aggressive, rude, and not interested in anything to do with your relationship at all. She’d avoid you, ignore your calls and texts. When she did see you, she’d throw insult after insult your way, blaming you for problems that were far from in your control, ones that her in her life, not yours. But that wasn’t even the half of it.

What made it even worse? That was only in private. In public, whenever she was with you (or without) she put on her little show of being Miss Perfect. You don’t know how you didn’t see through it before, looking back it was so obvious how fake it was. While in public you were sometimes able to convince yourself she still loved you, clinging onto a desperate hope that things weren’t nearly as bad as reality would tell you. Maybe she was just having a rough time? Her life must be hard, with the constant stalking and fans harassing her along with the need to keep everything in her life completely in order. She must just be tired of it and need somewhere to vent her anger. You didn’t mind being that person, but just not like this. You couldn’t always expect her to be perfect, and you hadn’t. You did your best to make it clear to her from the start that you didn’t need her to be perfect all the time and that you’d be there no matter what. If she wanted to relax in private with you, she was more than welcome to. She never did.

You had it rough, too. Her fan club was constantly harassing you as well. They called you names worse than she did, and had gone to extreme lengths just to get you to break up with her. They stole your things, drew on your desk, and were all-around horrible towards you. They claimed the only reason Teruhashi was dating someone like you was that she pities you, Teruhashi could do so much better. Deep down, you knew that may be the case, but she still asked you out for a reason, right? You never once complained about it, nor told Teruhashi. It would be okay in the end, and being with her was worth it.

Looking back, the red flags were there from the start. It would’ve been better if you caved to the fan club’s wishes from the beginning.

Your arguments seemed to only get worse with time. Insults being thrown your way more than once a day. During a particularly bad argument, she expressed how she felt she was the only one keeping the relationship alive, the only one that truly cared. For the first time, you fought back.

“How could you say such a thing! I do my best for you, I’m sorry we can’t all be Miss Perfect! I try so hard and yet it’s never good enough, is it?” You yelled in frustration, your voice was a lot louder and far more powerful than you intended. Teruhashi was visibly taken aback, despite her constant berating, you had never once raised your voice at her. She paused for a moment, clearly to think. You could easily tell just what she was thinking about.

You had no idea she’d been keeping track of everything you told her. Well, you did, but you never imagined your insecurities would be used against you in the way Teruhashi has been. Screaming them, bringing them up to your face, and forcing you to face them without warning. Using them to insult you, making them worse, and letting them dig deeper into the back of your mind.

Her face contorted in anger, even angrier than before. Listing things “wrong” with you as if her life depended on it, Teruhashi began her angry ranting. She wanted to get it across to you that she’s perfect and you’re far from that. She listed everything you’d ever done that irked her, every annoying thing you’ve said, and every problem you’ve ever told her about. She mocked emotions you’d told her in confidence and confessed that she always found them dramatic and ridiculous. She expressed how embarrassing it was to be seen in public with you, how she should only be seen with people on the same level as herself. If that wasn’t enough, she dealt one last finishing blow.

“I never loved you anyway.”

She turned and she left, slamming the door to your house shut behind her.

Your mind went blank and you barely noticed your knees hitting the floor as you collapsed to the ground. You didn’t realize you were crying until you felt the tears soaking into your shirt. You couldn’t see nor hear, everything around you felt numb and dark. Did she really mean all of that? There was no way you were that bad of a girlfriend to her.

Why did you still not want to break up?

Days passed and you still hadn’t left your bedroom, let alone your house. Your phone was blown up with texts from your friends, asking if you were sick. You learned from glancing at a few of the messages that Teruhashi had told them that. Reading her name hurt, it made you feel ill as you remembered what had happened a mere few days ago.

Your phone dinged once again. You reached out and grabbed it with a weak grasp, not having the energy to do more than the bare minimum. The name on your screen made a wave of nausea come over you, the content of the message not helping either.

From: Kokomi♡

I’m coming over.

You really needed to change that contact name. That wasn’t what was important, though. Why was she coming here? What else could she possibly need from you, and what on earth else could you possibly offer? You didn’t have much time to think about it, you needed to appear at least somewhat put together by the time she got here.

Your hair was just finished drying as you pulled on clean clothes. You made sure the entrance and living room areas of your house were clean, along with the kitchen. The knock at the door sounded so familiar, Teruhashi always knocked the same way. It sent chills down your spine. Pulling on the best neutral face you could muster and forcing your legs to move, you opened the door.

She looked different. There was no glow to her anymore. She’d never looked less like an angel in your eyes. Even compared to when she’d been yelling at you. It was jarring, almost like she’s a total stranger. It’ll make talking to her easier, you mused.

You wordlessly invited her in, stepping aside as she avoided eye contact and made her way to sit in the living room. Even once you were sat in front of her, she still wouldn’t look at you. You couldn’t tell if that was because she felt shame or disgust. You just hoped it wasn’t the latter.

“What do you need?” You started the conversation, keeping your voice as steady as you could muster. You were quite impressed with how well you were doing.

“We need to break up.” She stated, still not looking up. You rolled your eyes.

“As if I’d stay with you after that.” You spit out, trying to keep your words from sounding too venomous. A moment of silence, you could feel your heartbeat quicken in your chest. The nerves were starting to get to you and one of you needed to say something before the panic could set in. Luckily, Teruhashi did.

“They were right, you know - the fan club?” She said quietly.

“What?” You were surprised, she knew about that?

“It was like a charity case. I only dated you to get them off my back. Didn’t work though. Shame.” Her voice was calm, way too calm to be saying something so harsh. She was fine just ending your relationship like that, no matter what you’d been through together.

“Oh... of course.” She really had never loved you. You were just a tool she could use to escape the mindless drones that claimed to support her. So it all had meant nothing. It was just too good to be true.

She stood and wordlessly left, walking out of your life for good. Good riddance.

Your pain was only beginning to set in. You couldn’t care less that she broke up with you, you were miserable dating her anyways. No, the hardest part was you would be truly alone now. You knew once word got out that she broke up with you the whole school would blame you. There’s no way their perfect pretty princess could do wrong. It hurt to think about it, you’d probably lose your friends over this. There was one person, though, just maybe one person you could talk to.

Saiki Kusuo. An average looking boy, he didn’t stand out much. You had been friends with him months ago before you dated Teruhashi but she forced you to stop talking to him when you started dating. You never understood why, but she eventually told you that it’s because she used to like him before she got with you and she found it awkward for you to talk to him. You understood. The guilt ate you alive, but you complied. From that day on, you’d never again spoken a word to him.

You could tell just by looking at him he wasn’t like everyone else. He didn’t fawn all over Teruhashi when she entered a room and maybe that’s what drew you to him right now. He’d be the perfect friend, someone that wasn’t obsessed with her. You just hoped he’d forgive you.

“Hey, Saiki?” You asked, shyly walking up to him. He glanced up at you, an uninterested expression plastered on his face. He wasn’t visibly upset by you, but that only made you more nervous. You have no idea what he’s thinking. Realizing he wasn’t going to reply, you continued talking.

“I was just wondering if you’d be willing to have lunch with me. I-I know we haven’t spoken in a while but there are some things I’d like to clear up.”

Saiki knew exactly why you stopped talking to him. He wasn’t going to blame you for that, either. It wasn’t your fault. Sure, he was a little upset about it, you were someone whose presence he actually could tolerate. You were nice to talk to, mainly because you knew when was a good time and when to stop. Traits Saiki greatly admired and appreciated in a person. He might have even liked you a little.

He wasn’t about to let you go. Not as easy as the first time. “Sure.”

His response was curt and blunt, but you couldn’t help the small smile that graced your features. It was your first genuine smile in months. Maybe the whole world wouldn’t be completely against you.

“Thank you.” You stated simply, turning to sit back in your seat. It seemed like such a meaningless thanks, but Saiki knew there was more behind it than that.

Lunch came quickly enough and before you knew it you were eating under a tree with Saiki. You explained everything that happened over the last couple of months, how awfully you’d been treated behind the scenes. You apologized more than necessary for abandoning Saiki, trying to convey that you didn’t want to, but your ex-girlfriend had somewhat forced you to.

Saiki was forgiving, and far more understanding than he needed to be about the situation you were in along with the one you found yourself in now. Deep down, he was happy to have you back. Even if you weren’t super close before, he wanted to help you feel better and get over the torturous relationship you had just left.

So Saiki was there for you. The little lunch meets becoming a daily occurrence and he did his best to keep the Teruhashi fan club away from you. Talking to Saiki felt different, it was like he was genuinely listening and cared about what you told him. He was eager to help and aided as much as he could in your recovery.

Weeks passed as the routine kept up. On the weekends you’d meet for dessert and studying. Everything you did with Saiki felt right, it felt safe and healthy. You hadn’t realized how suffocating your old relationship was - even during the good days.

It wasn’t until Saiki asked you out and you said yes that you truly experienced what being loved felt like. It was late, well after the sun went down. Saiki had snuck into your house, claiming that his parents were being annoying but you knew that was a cover for the fact he missed you. There was no way they were awake these early hours of the morning. He saw your tired face under the dim light that peaked in from your window, as you woke up from his sudden appearance in your bedroom. Saiki felt a small rush. He needed to tell you. Now.

“Y/N” He spoke.

“Saiki?” The confusion was evident in your voice, “You spoke?” You were clearly tired after being disrupted from your sleep. Never having heard him speak before wasn’t helping with your state.

“Yeah.” He whispered, reaching a hand out to brush the hair out of your eyes, letting it linger on your cheek. It was a little more than platonic, just like the look in his eyes.

“I really like you, Y/N.” He whispered once again, so quiet you almost didn’t hear it.

But you did. Your eyes shot open, blinking a little in surprise. There was no way he just said that, you must be dreaming. There was no way this pink-haired boy that made you feel more than anyone else ever had was standing in your bedroom, at four o’clock in the morning saying he likes you.

You sat up, “You really mean that?” It came out without you intending it to. It probably sounded rude, but you were far beyond the point of being awake enough to care.

“Yeah.” He said, a small chuckle coming out, “I do.”

You didn’t say anything, all you did was slide back on your bed, making room for Saiki and open your arms. He took the hint and made himself comfortable next to you. He let out a small sigh, doubting he’d be able to sleep like this despite his relaxation. He wanted to protect you for as long as he could. He stared at you, probably a little more than he should. Saiki couldn’t help it, his eyes wouldn’t leave your form. You looked like you belonged in his arms, or so he thought. He was having a hard time processing his happiness at your figure in his arms. It had always been you, he was well aware of that now.

“You still awake?” he asked, going back to his telepathic communication. You mumbled a small yes, prompting him to continue talking. “Thank you,” he started, “for asking me to sit with you at lunch that one day. For coming back to me.”

You let out a tired giggle, “You missed me.”

“I did.” He felt you tense when you said that as if you were shocked to hear it. That didn’t surprise him, he had his doubts you were told you were cared about enough, especially in your last relationship.

Looking down at you once again, he realized you’d fallen asleep. A smile grew on his lips as he made a silent promise to show you what real love feels like. He’d cherish you to the moon and back. It’s what you deserve and he was going to give it to you.

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