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[ btw i love doubles i love same muse interpreted differently i love doubles interacting actually. and i adore that so many doubles are like ??? but then become pals while the guzmas are like
#❌|| ʏᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ɢɪᴏ 💀 ooc ||❌#mood still in the gutters but what can i say other than. we stay silly#dl sly 2 bc i need a game that isnt BULLSHIT <- ragequitted todays jak 2 gameplay lmao#ill see if i can put some stuff in the queue
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Bugthing’s brand-new Pinned Intro Post!!!!!!
Hi! I’m Bug, I’m a mentally ill emo artist and fic author. This is where I put my nonsense for you internet ppl to look at.
I’m transmasc, currently identifying as xenogender, and I use he/xey/it/they pronouns. Mutuals, and only mutuals, can use my other neos, blood/bleed and gore/gory. I’m solian/mspec veldian, fictoromantic, and fictosexual. Please respect that!!
Currently, I’m into Hollow Knight, the Kirby series, A Hat in Time, Bug Fables, Cult of the Lamb, Rain World, and Fate/Zero. Do be warned, though, I can fall out of these fandoms at any time — my interests are almost always fluctuating.
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@hollowknightinsanity — My HK sideblog.
@xx-scene4ngel-xx — My RP blog, where I act as my fursona.
Current works:
Kirby: Soul Journey — My Kirby AU fanfiction, taking place after Kirby and the Forgotten Land. (Read on Tumblr / Read on Wattpad / Read on AO3) (To be rewritten)
Kirby: Soul Journey oneshots collection — A set of oneshots created for K:SJ. (Read on Tumblr / Read on Wattpad / Read on AO3) (To be rewritten)
Hollow Knight: Empty Promises — A set of fics created for my base Hollow Knight AU, Empty Promises. (Read on AO3 / Wattpad link to be added)
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#buggie’s rambles — Text posts
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#buggie’s doodles — Doodles and sketches
#buggie’s characters — OC stuff
#buggie’s creations — Proper artwork
#buggie’s creations (in the making) — Work-in-progress artworks
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#buggie’s polls — Self-explanatory. My polls
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#quicksave — Stuff I want to look at later
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#besties doodles — Art from my mutuals
#besties rambles — Ramblings from my mutuals
#other’s art (it’s awesome) — Other people’s awesome art
#other’s rambles (sick af) — Other people’s sick af rambles (I tend to forget to use this one…)
#bbg tag — Posts both by me and by other people about my F/Os
#images that describe my gender — My gender envy tag. Don’t question the stuff that’s in there.
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I tag OCs with #oc: (oc).
If I make any new tags (or remember any ones I forgot), this section will be updated!
Also, please keep in mind that tumblr is a bit fucky and sometimes doesn’t show posts under tags for some reason! Some posts might have my old tags on them.
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People who support Israel’s genocide of Palestinians (Stay FAR away from me.)
People who ship The Knight/Ghost and the Grimmchild (I mean, you do you, but I don’t wanna. See that. Feels weird.)
A//I “art” supporters (this includes A//I generated anything. Text, music, images, ANYTHING. Go away.)
H//azbin fans (😐)
And I believe that’s it! Enjoy your time here :)
#text#intro post#pinned post#buggie’s rambles#FINALLY. FUCKING FINALLY I REMAKE MY OLD ASS PINNED. FUCK#i spent like an hour making this hhhhgggggggghghghggghhgghghghhgghg
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Mkay so help me out please
SO, here's a list of all the poetry I need to write AND all of the otherkin/alterhuman/therianthropy/non-human/ so many others/ stuffs I need to write PUT THIS SHIT IN MY ASK BOX PLEASE. TELL ME WHAT Y'ALL WANT ME TO WRITE ABOUT. Anything that y'all want me to write I'll get around to it quicker, but because I don't wanna ask more people about what they wanna see, I need others to motivate me to write, does that make sense? Basically seeing someone request shit mentally encourages me to write about that stuff. SO enjoy the lengthy list (I will do 3, one for poetry, one for werewolf stories cause why not, and one for non-human rants I can do)
First list, poetry:
Busy calming down
Wasting time (what I'm doing rn)
Something that makes you feel unreal (and tell me what makes you feel unreal if you request this)
Broken toys (but compared to humanity)
Sickness
Being able to put yourself first
Butterfly effect
Misunderstood
The Nimona book/movie
Nothing left anymore
Food magic
Demons
Going crazy
Out of originality
Too much of life
Losing a loved one
Silence
Rebirth
Love at first sight
Shouldn't have let someone in
Home
Small things that bring you joy (and tell me what does if you request it)
Fire
Aftermath
War
Controlling Fate
Any color (if you request it's your choice)
Full moon
Stranded on an island
Religion
Overcrowded
We always want what we don't have
Habits develop into character
Snow white
Ariel
AND THATS JUST SOME OF MY POETRY IDEAS (holy shit I'm going crazy)
Next list: The stuff people want to see written about non-humanity more (I am using this as an umbrella term)
We're normal people y'all
We have feelings
The day to day life of being alterhuman
Alterhumans complaining about humans ruining everything
Bugkin
Primatekin
Non-humanity being influenced by mental health
Species dysphoria
Kintype loss
People who are alterhuman due to zoanthropy or plurality
Ockin
Non-otherkin alterhuman Identities
Hearthome and otherlink
It's not a mental illness
Objectkin
Psychological kin experiences and about psychological otherkin
Transspeciess
Otherhearted representation stuffs
Fiction folk
Other vague representation
Multiple studies have come to the conclusion being non-human requires accommodations not fixing
Fictionkin representation
Otherkin being "disrespectful" with their identities
Respecting non-humans
The history of otherkinity
There's an interview I need to write up and post- if anyone wants to see that right away (it's with someone who has two spirits in one body)
The feral side of being non-human and the struggles that come with it
Relationship between neurodivergance and otherkinity
Recipes for alterhumans and their kintypes
The general pros and cons to being nonhuman
Otherkin not getting bullied (stories)
Not being comfortable in your own body
And that was a portion of the list I have for that :') NOW last list I promise. This one is for so many different werewolf stories (that I haven't gotten around to, I'm a failure, ik)
A werewolf ripping clothes they just bought due to transforming
A werewolf having to wear certain clothing to hide body parts when they're partially transformed (ex, a beanie for hiding ears, gloves for claws, etc)
A werewolf forgetting it was full moon
A werewolf growling at a dog cause it growled at the werewolf (also same thing for howling?)
A werewolf having to deal with stupid jokes
A werewolf having to explain claw marks around the house aren't from a pet to their landlord
A werewolf having to resist buying pounds of meat since they can't afford it
A werewolf doing dog stuff and not realizing it
a werewolf losing weight due to turning on the full moon
A werewolf not realizing their strength and accidentally hurting people
Werewolves with disabilities
These are all just portions of lists I have, anyways REQUEST ME STUFF FROM THEM. I will not shove it in my queue, it'll get posted as bonus content and also I will do anything outside of these lists to. I will write any short stories just nothing including nsfw stuffs or heavy gore (although I'm fine with some) and yeah. Please request because it will give me more motivation
#therianthropy#alterhuman#otherkin#therian#therian community#otherkin community#poem#alterhuman community#poetry#original poem#Poemblr#Short stories#help me out#Non-human#Sin Rants#Sin And Their Mission
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Any way we could get a comprehensive list of all the conditions, allergies etc. that you HC Melone with? Your characterization of Mel is my absolute favorite!!
First, thank you for the kind words, I'm very happy you like my characterization so much! <3
Your ask made me realize that I actually had something from my CuriousCat, so I will put that whole thing here! I also found some other drafts of mine that hinted at Melone stuff, so I will look those over and add anything that isn't here (and after that I will hopefully also finish up and queue those drafts just to stay on topic!)
From My CuriousCat
"What are all your medical HCs for Melone?"
The first time I discussed Melone's potential health issues was when I listed some conditions for him in my La Squadra headcanon/drawing meme, the full version of which is here. For this post I'll include my original portrait of Melone separately since it demonstrates some of what I'll be talking about:
(For the meme, I listed the following conditions: comorbidities, amblyopia, allergies.)
Originally I didn't think a lot about medical conditions, but after listening to some friends talk about potential clues to Melone having poor health (his mask hinting at eye problems, the fact that his Stand works remotely so he doesn't have to engage his targets directly, and even things like his stiff gait in the now-defunct JoJo's Pitter Patter Pop mobile game), I decided that this reading of Melone made sense, and started thinking more about it. That said, since I'm not chronically ill and have little experience with chronic illness in my everyday life, I can only talk in vague terms.
As mentioned above, I had amblyopia listed in the drawing meme, meaning one "lazy" eye that Melone might also be mostly blind in. I've seen others say that his covered eye could be an implant, which is also interesting! In the end I went with amblyopia for the aesthetic.
By comorbidities, I was thinking an autoimmune disorder and some comorbid conditions exacerbating it and causing symptoms like joint pain, chronic pain, or insomnia. My portrait shows Melone with vitiligo both as an aesthetic choice (adding even more visual interest, which makes his portrait one of my all-time favorites I've done) and as a way of reflecting this condition, and an added motive was that I just feel like these little things make a difference and might make people with vitiligo feel more seen. Basically Melone is usually in mild to moderate pain, and on his bad days, it gets progressively worse, so he takes a lot of medication and indulges in hot baths. I would also add in retrospect that I could see him having occasional seizures, which tend to land him in the ER from time to time - along with stuff like minor accidents, having alcohol too soon after taking medication, or allergy flare-ups.
Speaking of allergies, my headcanon came from talking to a friend and joking about Melone figuring out through trial and error what he can and cannot have. Lactose intolerance is definitely among those in my land, so Melone has to take his lactaid if he wants a milkshake. Other allergies that I can remember later thinking about were to gluten, possibly sea food, and maybe even stuff like latex.
I didn't go into more detail in the original draft because it sometimes makes me feel sad to think about these things (and as I am editing this, the sentiment holds true), but because of Melone's general design and Stand design, these do make sense to me and honestly, it also helps to flesh out other aspects of his character. Thinking about potential medical conditions for him led to my absolute favorite headcanon for Melone, which is him taking ER selfies of himself and with friends, so for every trip to the emergency room, he has a few photos of himself flashing a victory sign while hooked on an IV, etc. It's funny and eccentric but also heartwarming and heartbreaking in a way: he is just making the most out of his condition and he has friends to help him and make the journey feel less harrowing.
I hope this answers your question, and thank you again for your kind words! It always makes me so happy when people enjoy my version of the characters! <3
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do people really not know how to use the queue? look for months i only sorta liked stuff that i wanted to save and at some point i went "ill never find anything like this" so i went through every one of my liked posts to queue them and tag accordingly.
you just hit reblog and then select queue rather than reblog in the dropdown menu. default is 2 posts per day get posted from the queue. there are settings to change this too, and the timeframe that queued posts get posted. you can have a queue specific tag so people (and you) know that a post was queued. even just using #queue works.
i went from an unusable list of likes upon likes to posts tagged with #fav and #save for some posts i either really liked or posts with resources i want to easily find again.
but why add posts you see now to the queue? well, the way i do it is i hit fast reblog on anything i want on my blog. and then if its fanart, something cool and neat or just something that would be funny to see again in a month or so, i hit reblog again to queue it! its a great way to put your favorite fanart on peoples dashes time and time again. its a great way to sort certain posts. its like a mini time capsule where you can talk to your future self, even. reblogging is good. organizing your blog feels great. please do it this is what tumblr is about
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uhmmmm.... 👉👈 im still curious about your thoughts on why you think sope has kind of drifted apart these past few years. ive been watching the two closely since 2017 and kind of went mia last 2020. only got back in the fandom late last yr so im curious about your perspective on why you think so... ive seen some sopies share the same sentiments and i wanted to get more context as to why yall arrived with almost the same idea. i already asked you this before but i noticed you still havent answered it yet. if you wont reply to this, i guess ill just take that as a hint to never ask about this topic again hehe sorry if these ever came off as delusional or anything but im honestly just curious about what happened 🥺
Oh, of course; sorry about that, my entire Tumblr is on a queue, so I’m rarely actually ON Tumblr (except yesterday) and most asks I get are lowkey toxic shipping stuff, so I ignore it 😩
It’s not delusional at all; and if it is, I’m also delulu lol. In terms of Sope in particular, I always got the feeling that Suga had a thing for Hobi…a demonstrable thing, crush, feelings, confusion, call it whatever you want. Yes, BH feeds into the madness, but I don’t think they can fake every second on camera and he (Y) was just demonstrably happier, softer and overall more energetic with him (H).
But we stopped getting damn near any interactions a few years ago. Like. At all. Even the 2021 and 2022 memories were bare bones for us Sopies.
My theory? Sometime in 2019ish something happened and one or the other said something pretty bad to the other or feelings came to a head and someone, IDK WHO, put them on ice (I tend to think it was Hobi who wanted to chill out…idk, he just never seemed as into it). And they just haven’t been the same since then. We know they used to see each other outside of work in the past because both of them have said it and there’s photo/video evidence. Now, J-Hope says he sees Suga “in the office”; a far cry from two dudes who went to concerts together or sat around and drank at their new office.
Even Yoongi being the only one not at the JITB release party. That wasn’t sus to y’all? And, yes, I know they said he “felt sick.” But come on…he turned around and performed, in outstanding health, at the Psy concert right after that. That just looked…strange.
Anyway, I’m choosing to remain delulu and force myself to believe that they love each other and Sope is not divorced and they’ve kissed (don’t worry, I know this is all jokes and fantasy…I actually believe 5/7 of Bangtan are in or have recently been in, hetero romantic relationships).
I’ve literally never “shipped” anyone else in my life and BTS is the only group of strangers I actively enjoy keeping up with (I don’t even watch reality TV 🥴)—so I’m just gonna hold on to this as my OTP for awhile lol
This is all just conjecture and gossiping on MY part.
Hope that answers your question 🙃
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;-- might put some stuff out on queue but no promises. im going to disappear for some time until i can bring myself to come back again. ill be around discord so feel free to ask for it if you want. see ya.
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🌻 local sunflower forgets they are chronically ill and get surprised when they suddenly feel like shit for days in a row. nothing new. i was sitting on my bed and thinking why i am feelings soo bad and then it hit me. anyway
cultural hcs... yk i am very excited for snezhnaya cuz i am slavic myself and to see any kind of representation is!!! omg!!! a little scared tho but GAHSGHFH but it made me want to write something, probably with my miss alchemist, focused on like... snezhnaya. holidays. how people live. things like this. daily life of snezhnayans and stuff and the idea is sooo cozy and yum. i dont myself have much cultural hcs but i think there should be more of them, especially if people base them off their own experience because its just... so human. to put a part of urself wherever ure in. we should do more human things without shame
(on a side note, ive read both parts of achilles heel and i WILL be reblogging them soon. the next time i go and queue all my bookmarked posts AASGHHDGF but i already have to say, i loved them so much and i love dadlone. thats my guy.)
me and my anons and moots being chronically ill together fr....... i hope you feel even a little bit better soon though. i hope your pain becomes a bit more manageable. <3333 can relate though. i never learn my lesson. i feel good one day and overdo it and then i feel awful the next day
UNDERSTANDABLE i am biracial. latino and white descent specifically, and if you listen to natlan's theme, it has very... latino sounds to it. which scares me and excites me! is it too delulu to think that maybe we'll get a hair texture other than really straight or mildly wavy.... i think that is WAYYY too delulu of me to hope for, but i can hope. my hair texture is very thick and curly and i never see my specific hair type represented in popular media, which is sad, but it is what it is tbh. but you really are so right. i wish fans of... any media ever weren't afraid to insert themselves into the universe they enjoy. it is such an honest human experience to seek connection and representation. but people are soo afraid to do it for some reason? i personally think it is so beautiful to want to insert yourself into something you enjoy. it is such a human desire. i love it sm.
also AKDJHFDGFH take your time!!! those posts won't be going anywhere, i just like to advertise them a lot bc i am super proud of them <3
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I don't understand people who say the like button is completely useless or that they hate likes. I use queue for Everything. I never immediately reblog because I don't get onto tumblr every day, sometimes itll even be weeks or months before I get back on, so my queue keeps my blogs alive. In addition to that it rebrings attention to older posts that may be buried and no longer circulating by the time it pops out of my queue. I also have literally 18 blogs, not counting alt accounts where i have alternate people I follow (like one acc that shows nothing venty or triggering vs one that does, so when it would be upsetting i dont have to see it but when i Wanna see it i can). I also generally don't use my main blog to reblog things, I just don't like to.
So I use likes as a nod to the post. A little "hey i really like this!" Liking is my way of saying I put it in my queue. They wont know it but in a month or three 50 posts by them will start posting every day on several different blogs I own. It also means that they can see the random person who followed them actually looks at and appreciates their stuff, since I rarely reblog to my main. Since it doesnt show sideblog names when you like/follow, it looks like a random ass person reblogged from you 50 times over several days but didn't follow. If i like 50 posts then later some rando blog posts the same 50 posts, then they can make thst connection.
I also use my likes list to go back and find stuff I liked ages ago. Ill scroll randomly for a long time and then requeue things that I liked and forgot about, that are long buried in my blogs. So yeah I actually use my likes list so its not useless in that regard alone.
Im aware that I might be the odd one out. That other people dont do this. Im aware that there are blank blogs that spam like and dont seem to reblog anything. Im aware someone might not make the connection between my spam liking spree and a later spam post spree from my queue. But its not completely useless just because Some people don't reblog. Also they might be using queue all along and your aggression towards them might run them off your blog entirely just because you didnt make the connection between their main and their sideblog. Which is funny as hell since a lot of these posts will say stuff like "if it doesnt fit the aesthetic of your main blog just make a sideblog!!" Yeah they probably already have one they probably did reblog or queue it, but you just didnt notice so you got aggressive for no reason and lost a follower.
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not enough spoons to explain adherant to ffxiv lore
but dragoon jump powers+ wheelchair = crazy ass shit.
its just always arm day not always leg day in terms of aether powering ur muscles
just pretend for a sec that putting that amount of force into one push would just propel you fast and not go horribly wrong, but that could be cool as fuck!
if you are in any cutscene w emo mc dragon issues[estinian] u know dragoon jumps can be insane, so if you say used that power with a wheelchair?
it would be hard in of terms combat with probably needing some modifications in order to work around the fact for mobility you kinda need two hands to steer and most weapons need at least one hand.
BUT still: i cant remember it saying anywhere that its a dragoon only skill, just that they were the only group that decided to go ham on leg day as oppose to spellcasting or archery when faced with big fuckoff flying lizards so its entirely possible that you could just spend a few years training, get a good wheelchair and boom. your faster than all most all modes of transport. and even if you cant do it withought dragoon training gimme a job crystal and a spear and ill kill all the dragons i want to be able to pop a wheelie all the way from dragons head to the astralogim observatorim or whatever
anyway tldr: in mad fantasy worlds you can almost always have a lore adherent way to be disabled and still kick ass. or at least have quality of life improvements without the whole 'we have healing magic so no disablitys exist exept for the occasional amputation'
squenix i still hate you but ff14s a banger and i will never again complain about queue times if i can watch dudebros have a meltdown over the wol being able to use a wheelchair and still, u know, kick ass and be the warrior of light.
its an mmo. you can play as furry bait [twink], bunny person, or furry bait [bear] among others i think we can have a goddamn wheelchair [and if u pull a 'it affects your charecters combat negatively becuase realism' im pulling a glock out of my ass and shooting you. its fantasy. ive already thought for five minuits and made some stuff work, and u can always dump new lore]
[prosthetics and other adaptive devices would be cool to. you have all the garlean tec and also the ironworks they can make a cool prosthetic for an arm [diff attachements for diff weapons/tools].look if u can be blind but not because u can see through aether currents you can probably also have magic hearing aids. the list goes on]
#note: not delusional enough to think this would ever happen its just a cool idea and also a fuck u to ppl who would say it would break lore#this is not coherent in any way#anyway this was promted cause i was feeling mid and thought about having a dragoon who ended up wheelchair bound#and started grinning cause it could actually work in lore ish#then spent god knows how long stimming like crazy cause man i want to be able to kick ass in a wheelchair by throwing myself around the#combat area like a human[ish] bouncy ball#fuking hades dashing outa all the aoes#i mean hell new class where you wheelchair is you weapon#cover it with spikes and have a quest-line about accepting who you are and how your still cool and valubale#[ofc it implies ur value is linked to your combat prowess but thats not unusually ableist that just normal wol shit]#ofc have it so you can be in a wheelchair outside of that class as well#but look: if u think about it so many ideas appare!!#oh wait why would a games company evr think about diabled people in an incluisive way#thebirdspeaks
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The next three weeks I have to work pretty much non-stop, but then there's a 2 week break in which I'll probably host an event. I have 3 more WIPs that are not requests, but other than that, I'll be focussing on requests, just to lessen the load a little :) let's hope inspiration flows my friends ♡
#update#hazel speaks#ill update my rq queue today#btw#and i have so many request wips#think ill be able to finish some and yeet em into the void#then ill think ill just focus on some shorter stuff like matchups and abcs#just to lighten the load again#and yknow#wherever inspiration hits#which is mostly twisted wonderland bnha and one piece atm?#we'll see how it goes uwu#so far my rqs come in slower than I can put em put which is good#so the number is actually going down
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"wow im sowwy i have such low spoons i couldn't possibly put an image ID in my post, can someone else do it for me uwu"
just admit you don't give two shits about people who use screen readers. you wrote up a whole ass text post with an image but your energy magically stops when it's time to be inclusive? lmao no. if you can't spare the energy to add an ID to that then don't post it at all you fucking cunt. and you don't get to act like it's a massive fucking burden on you that you have to shove off to someone else. actually vile behaviour from someone who's literally complaining about ableism. i hate this shit ass community
^ So this is actually ableism. ^ Lots of very nasty ableist projecting here which is disappointing but quite common on this site.
Chronic pain, fatigue, and brain fog are a thing. Limitations are a thing. My pain and meds wrecking my cognitive function, my symptoms demanding I take a break so I don’t go into the red and puke are a thing. My very nerve pain from using my hands is literally why I had to give up so many things, and why I can’t edit or type that much in a given day. It’s called disability for a reason.
(I queue most posts after chipping away at them. Only some posts are spontaneous.)
This is why we even use the concept of spoons. If I need to stop and save spoons to drive an hour to my doctor appt, or even just save them to cook a meal later, then I HAVE to do that. And I’d rather post something and ask for assistance from others who feel up to it than have a post keep sitting in my drafts for months and months. I have 2 year old posts I just can’t get my brain working for.
You’re so close with “energy magically disappeared”—so close. Bc that’s actually how disability and chronic illness is. Moment to moment we don’t know how we’re going to feel or when we’ll need to take a break.
It’s so funny bc the reason my backlog has gotten so much bigger over the past 3 years is bc I take so long to subtitle clips and write ID’s.
I’m not mad at you, but boundary-wise, it isn’t okay for you to take out your frustration with the community on me just bc I’m an easy and accessible target to anon rage at. I would recommend talking about this stuff in your journal or with a trusted friend or mental health professional before running off to say mean things you may later feel bad about.
Thank you to those who have always helped to ID things without judgment or projection. It seriously means so much bc I’ve got a lot on my plate with my health and home and job rn. I’m grateful for your kindness and for you seeing me as human and not just a content creation machine. I’m glad to be part of a community that understands that it’s okay to ask for help and to help each other. I’m glad we don’t have this unhealthy mindset of “I MUST do it myself or I’m a bad person.”
🙏🏻💙🥄♿️✨
#ableism#internalized ableism#disability#chronic illness#spoonie#ask#anonymous#competing access needs#ableist anon
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DEMY ARE YOU STILL WITH US?!
CAN YOU CONFIRM HE IS IN FACT REAL?!
I am on the other side of the world and still can’t move on from this. How does anyone with daily contact with him survive?
ALSO HIS SHIRT. ALSO HIS LIL CURL His curl I couldn't stop watching.... I got the good stuff men i was bless-ed my show fucking ruled so fking hard
Also orange shirt plus Teenage Dirtbag in Amsterdam? This plus that equals:
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I just wanna put this pic somewhere too where he might or might not be looking at me and my funny lil shirt im not gonna tell u what it is because i might wanna wear it again and i don't need to be recognised but like who knows its half a pixel but I love these pics lol like the experience bro to experience HIM. LIKE. HE'S REAL. HE'S THERE AND HE WAS SO GOOD. SO AMAZING.
Okay I'll try to stop all-capsing now and tell you all about it. Gonna put a cut in because BLAAAAA about the entire thing including a lot of personal experience queueing and seeing the fans and stuff so if you're here to read a beautiful written concert review about all the songs you're shit outta luck that mans everything i have no words for how mindblowing it was but ill throw some pics at the end to make up for all the rambling ok:
Before the concert - So first of all I have to acknowledge how much of a privilege it is to even be able to watch him like that, not just that he's got a show somewhere close enough to you it doesn't cost you a fortune to even be there (and then still.. to even be able to afford a ticket), and managing to get a ticket in the first place, but I joined the queue in the afternoon the day before in order to be sure of a good spot without being an asshole about it sdfasd (with that I mean, others ensured their spots with other tactics causing quite the.. vibe.. at the front there. It's not even the "cutting line" I'm bothered by it's the part where they'd just brag over and over how they did that. Like you're trying to make people around you feel like shit or start an argument like do you wanna get punched by a horde of exhausted people or what like let's just all enjoy the show instead maybe). Anyway about the privilege thing. You have to be able to afford the time and money to accommodate yourself and also.. who the fuck does that for anyone? that's insane it's absolute fucking insanity what the fuck are all of us what the fuck does this man do to us that we do that for him like it's. ridiculous. I can't believe how willing I was to do that ksadjlakj. I didn't think I was. I don't think it makes sense to do this. I'm gonna be honest here I don't enjoy this aspect of the fandom, this need to be in the first box of people to enter, to run to barricade (tbh that part was kinda fun), to exhaust yourself for 24+ hours, remove comfort, perhaps endanger yourself if you aren't able to do it properly for health reasons or just naivety or whatever, to all keep inching the time you need to be there to get a regular spot further up and up and up as tour goes on until people are claiming the venue doors a full 2 days in advance. And even on the day like if you wanna be in the first 2000 to get in you need to be there for like 8 hours (im just saying numbers here like these are prob total bs but you get the point) like either you camp to be in the first lil clump of people that are let in, or you just arrive just before it starts. Those are your options really. To be honest I wasn't planning on sitting there for 24hrs but I did, like on the spot I decided to stay, because I was there the day before just to bring my friends ( @ialwaysknewyouwerepunk and partner <3 EDIT: @caralara !!! I didn't know if you wanted to be tumblr official so I didn't tag but EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HI) some stuff for camping and then the plan was for me to go to sleep and join them early morning. But once the system was explained it was clear that would mean a lot of queueing by myself and I just wanted to be with them so I stayed and we managed and were somehow still prepared even though it was an improvised thing. It was actually really fun, I didn't mind any of it really. But that was 100% the company. And in that regard I do get this whole... situation we got going on before every show where fans are just all have a big camp out. It's addictive even, it's part of the whole experience, I do really get it, but for that aspect of it, not for the need to be at the front over and over again. That's just... an amazing perk then. Like really I'd queue again if there are people in it that I wanna hang out with and I wouldn't see them otherwise, but in no way am I sitting outside for that long solely to get a good spot at a concert. Even if that's louis. And the best fucking thing I've ever seen. Anyway on friday we just snoozed with a view of the tour bus which was like.. a night under the stars get it asddsf. The next day we sat in the front lil box for the special first 150 and it was funny to recognize a lot of common fandom faces and then figuring out from what exactly.
I also talked to one of the people working at the venue, and they said they've only seen something similar 4 or 5 events in the 20 years they've been doing this work, but they were all huge and in Ziggo Dome, another venue at that square. They also let us store our stuff in lockers beforehand at that venue instead (but i think a lot of people already had means to store their stuff)... I guess they got the memo we would NOT take ANY time putting those safe whatsoever once the doors opened. literally people were willing to risk their lives and possessions for a good spot. Really just all logic is out the window for louis tomlinson istg and I knew this of course but seeing it all around me was new. Oh but talking to other fans? TALKING TO ELLA? my PEOPLE my PEEOPLLLEEEEE I'm SO happy I got to meet you two you are such amazing amazing kind souls we're absolutely gonna meet again weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
So it got pretty shit about 2 hrs before we could get in, because the sun was JUST behind the building and all of us had already stored all our stuff and the temp was being weird, like it almost heated up and then it didn't so we weren't doin too well luv and that was the first moment I really felt like this wasn't it this wasn't the way akasljsal.
Inside - Once the doors opened of course it was total chaos and we ran and managed to get on what I think was 4th row? but by the end it was like 6 or 7. We were slightly to the left, this is the exact spot with the help of louis pointing at me of course its potato footage:
There was a water sent into the crowd, us and the people in front and behind us had a job like we were constantly busy handing over plastic cups, both full ones into the crowd and empty ones back, it got a bit less motivated to keep that up after a while but let me tell you i NEEDED that water and so i also wanted everyone behind me to get it if they'd feel like me or worse. I was well hydrated, i needed to pee but you don't notice it at all with all the adrenaline, but with all the screaming and jumping and post covid lungs/throat you need it.
The intro is LOUD. LIKE. LOUD. Like I felt that everywhere and it adds to the buildup and anticipation perfectly and then the curtain falls and he walks in and I apparently look like a child with wonder in its eyes when he came on, because these bitches were filming me (<3) and I got to see my reaction and its .. askdljalks cute I guess. yeah and then he was just there. he was there. in HD boy real life in very high quality did you know that? and hes fucking perfect like seriously what the hell and he just-. I don't have words I don't get it. I was going in between losing my shit dancing and singing and everything, just standing there staring at him, and trying to take some pictures. Unfortunately the taking pictures caused me to miss his stupidass smileyface green wink flickering thing (did you pick that up online? Yeah it did.). I was taking pictures at that exact moment but it didn't catch it rip.
Another unfortunate bit was that my hearing got fucked from the beginning with all the screaming so I didn't get to fully experience his sound but it was already SO overwhelming in every other aspect I didn't even really mind plus the premise of seeing him again ASAP and experience it then, with the assumption I'll get a ticket (got my eyes on Antwerp so if anyone has one please) that is.
Then there were the stops... again... I don't know if it was just one person or multiple that needed assistance but the show got stopped 2 times and you can tell he's so fking sick of it. I was fking sick of it. Anyway shits not nice of me to say, perhaps these people were in big need of assistance for reasons out of anyone's control and it did end badly but you just get so desensitized to it when it happens constantly I'm just afraid people are either clueless to the point where they just didn't know they couldn't handle it, that with not knowing how to take care of themselves included, or knowing they can't but are willing to risk everything to see him... or they're exaggerating, perhaps not even consciously, to get an unfortunate notice. Like OmG LoUiS CaReS aBoUt Me yeah but do u care about louis anyway I'm just afraid of people, louis included, not responding anymore when there's a very critical emergency at some point and everyone yells to stop the show and louis is just like bitch here we go again whenever i stop the show everyones just good what are we doing lemme just continue? you know? I thought he said something like "really?" something too but it's all a blur.
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But man the ENERGY? THE CONFIDENCE? THE even though i know every single fucking bit of this show because ive watched lives 30+x times this was still just all so .. another level. Ella warned me beforehand that it's nothing like it. The lives are missing the sound the vibe the entire stage his whole body how he moves how he talks where he is within the space how awesome his band is the crowd EVERYTHING and man I was not prepared. I have a lil confession i always thought he was a lil awkward. Cute awkward but still... I thought he was awkward and turns out you can make the most confident man look awkward when you zoom in on their face performing without showing the rest of the performance, environment, nothing, and perhaps further made awkward by you as the viewer sitting in your pjs snacking in front of a screen watching it, who knew, apparently. BOY OH BOY he is NOT awkward. He owns that fking stage. What the fuck. Not even a lil bit. I was so so so wrong. I'm. intimidated lol (somehow wasnt at all when he pointed ... i was like YUUUUUHHH BROOOO BRING IT [my partner is telling me to make an edit of mad max where hes like HE LOOKED AT ME HE LOOKED ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYE!!!! i just might]) but yeah so yeah jesus christ omg.
picspics this is a ramble
As for things during the concert I noticed that were cute outside of the regular program... there was a sign in the crowd that said stage dive or something so he saw it, laughed at it, and then pretended to stage dive. it was cute af. he did rock paper scissors, he pointed and agreed with a sign that asked if they could smoke a joint together after the show, he cracked the absolute fuck up about a sign that said "stroganoff to get it wrong? In front of all these people" which was all the way to the right of the stage. Like he deadass just stayed in it it was so fking hilarious watching him just crackling.
He was vibing with someone off stage and making funny movements idk what it was but i was just staring like oh. He really loved some signs all the way to the left as well but I didn't know what they were.
He REALLY hated someone else that seemed to be at barrier on the left of the stage too, it was like... like a fucking dagger stabbed me lol he just gave them the 2 fingers british fuck you sign, then walked away not looking at them and flipping them off behind his back but it was with SUCH force. He was MAD. No idea what he saw but he was not happy. He then looked at one of the bandmembers like yeah they deserve it kinda thing.
He said "I see ya at the back" at some point and we looked back and didn't really see anything. There was a group cheering and jumping, so my best guess is he saw them vibing. There were pride flags on the balcony tho so it could have been that as well.
When he jumped off the stage during kmm we lost him for a long time and then he popped up reaaaaallyl short he just went BLOOP and gone, not sure about that, maybe someone pulled him? idk.
Also he refused to acknowledge a sign that said something not very interesting because we were right behind it and every time he came close like CLOSE CLOSE like i can SEE YOU SO WELL RN close the fucking sign would pop up with the speed of 28 lightyears so stronk so high so present I couldn't see him basically at fucking all i mean... it needs an arrow to show you where louis is because you can't fucking seeeeeeeeee, this is no zoom what it looked like:
I mean.. after the 5th time he has stood right in front of you reading it you don't need to keep holding it up after that? He's read it. What do you want him to do? I'm sorry he's just not gonna interact with it the 28th time if he hasn't 27 times before. It's done lemme see him please :') But this is going somewhere I promise because after a while at more than one occasion he tried to look around it at fucking us god damn it and it was in the way and so I missed 2 or 3 interactions that were directed at either one of us or one of the people next to us because only one of us at the time could see him whenever he got near so I just got half of a sentence or movement or whatever that I couldn't make out now and then, no idea, maybe watch an uploaded live, I know this one was very close to us, maybe I will, but there's one happening very soon so. Anyway he could've been interested in giving us that lil pointypoint for many reasons of which half aren't mine to tell so I won't, but for me it was just 1) going fucking mental, and it wasn't to like get him to see me do that, but lemme tell you when he confirmed that he did and enjoyed it I just got such a fucking sense of like this is the tiny thing I just gave back to him that he's given me. That seems weird probably but I'm very very held back, not just with a celebrity everyone wants to get near it seems, but with anyone I'm just always thinking I'm violating peoples space and I annoy you when I alert you of my existence basically that's just a me thing and makes me not want to like, meet him, send him anything, just... nada. Like I just don't wanna bother anyone. But like this? It's perfect. He had all the freedom to not acknowledge me but he did on his own free will because he enjoyed it and fed off the energy there seeing how ALDKJSDKLJLK we were going from his music and performance? what the fuck else would i want like shit that's just. thats perfect. But then there's 2) which is my shirt, which again I'm not gonna say just yet but you're welcome to ask me in a dm if we talk of course, but it's just combining 2 things he's big on so it would make sense it'd catch his attention.
But that's not what I came there for. I don't wanna be like y/n moment xoxo let's get more (but also, I do now, because he RUINED IT. HE RUINED IT. nothing is gonna compare to him fucking being like YO THIS BITCH IS GOING FOR IT *P O I N T S* like fuck) I just wanted to see him at least once because I could, and I was honestly planning on getting there just before it started and standing at the back by myself, chilling. But that's not what I got, I got to meet amazing people and had the fucking time of my fucking life holy shit. Like everything went better than I could've ever imagined and he was better than i had imagined and i already thought he was everything.
LOOK AT THAT FUCKER WITH THE POINT THAT WILL SHIT ON MY FUTURE CONCERTS:
#also im tagging my pic posts#my photo#so i guess i should do this one too#also theres still more coming i just didnt make it before the next concert apparently rip im exhausted#maybe#maybe.#WITNESS ME
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Hi!! Could you do headcanons of Diluc, Kayea, Childe and Zhongli with a s/o who is touch starved but is too shy to intimate physical affection please? Thank you!💙
decided to answer the two of these in the same ask since they have similar personalities for the reader, and they evolved into scenarios. hopefully what i’ve written is all right!
edit: to the second anon, i’m sorry, i don’t know how people write more than 500 characters in asks. ㅠㅠ is it maybe a submission . . . ?
childe:
as a very perceptive individual, childe would pick up on your hesitations relatively soon, however won’t say anything about them outright.
while he may ask you if something’s wrong whenever you reach out, but self-consciously pull away, or when you’re on the verge of words but can’t bring yourself to speak, he won’t pry into your meekness.
he knows that some people prefer to keep things to themselves or away from others – he’s a prime example of this himself. so he doesn’t want to push you, but will continue to keep mental tabs on when you shrink away, or backtrack after you sound as if you’re going to ask him something.
if the trend continues for a while, he’ll eventually sit down to talk with you about it. he’ll discuss with you patiently, not wanting to invade past things you might not want to share just yet, but he still tries to find the cause of your hesitancies so he can better understand you.
“there’s something bothering you, isn’t there?” he leans forward across the table, and rests his chin on his hand. “you can tell me, you know. i’ll try and help you with it.”
as you take your time to answer, he grows increasingly concerned, but still wears a poker face to not influence you as well. across the table, he’ll slowly reach out his hand as a means of comfort, and clasp yours when you don’t pull away.
you begin to speak about your uncertainties, and childe listens intently. ah, so that was it – now that you mention it, the two of you don’t hold hands much, or really touch each other. he had assumed that’s how you preferred it, little to no physical touch. but now that you’ve explained why you’ve concealed those wishes . . .
“i’d be more than willing to hold you.” childe’s words are soft, and he manages a small smile to encourage you. as soon as your face flushes, though, he can tell that there’s something else you want to say. so he pauses, expectant, but you still seem nervous.
he takes a gander and speaks. “we can start off slow, if you want . . . actually, anything you want, you can tell me. you don’t have to worry about being embarrassed.”
from there, the two of you work out what you want. you both agree to take it slow, since this will be a first for you; small touches against each other’s fingers as reassurance, and taps against his shoulder when you’re too nervous to outright ask for his attention. he also has something of his own to suggest:
“there’s some custom that mondstadtians have,” childe ponders aloud suddenly. “hm – something about tapping three times, meaning ‘i love you’?”
at his notion, you become bashful, and look down towards your lap. you know where he’s going with this, and at your reaction, the snezhnayan chuckles, unfolding his hands from atop each other to squeeze yours in demonstration.
“one, two, three. it’s just gonna be between us, all right?”
diluc:
diluc is arguably one of the most emotionally reserved characters in all of mondstadt. sure, he’s got a sense of dry humor and wit whenever he feels snarky enough, but when it comes to personal sentiments? he keeps them behind lock and key, with the exception of passive aggression.
if you’re self-conscious about asking for affection, such as when you’re about to reach out to tap at his hand yet pull back at the last instant, you find him looking at you expectatntly, his notorious half-lidded gaze fixated on you. if there’s something you want, you’ll ask for it is his mentality, since he assumes that the two of you are both comfortable enough in your relationship to do so. and relationships are built around trust. so why are you hesitating?
that is to say, he doesn’t stare at you until you crack. after a few seconds, he’ll look away, and resume whatever he was doing beforehand. if it were anyone else, he’d most likely ask them verbally what they want, since there’s no use in prolonging the time, and he’s an impatient man.
he makes a conscious effort to be more gentle with you. he can’t quite tell if you appreciate it though especially in these scenarios, since you always chew at your lip and refrain from looking at him afterwards.
diluc will only allude to these instances. he’ll ask “is there something you need?” or “is something the matter?” he has no experience with physical affection of any sort, at least since his father all those years ago. so he’d be quite lost with your circumstance; he doesn’t know at all what you want unless you make a verbal indication as to what it is.
one day, in the privacy of his office, he senses your fingers just near his forearm. diluc looks over in time to see you clasp his coat rather shakily, but your hold is there nonetheless. much like usual, he’ll peer at you with a half-lidded gaze, although this time he addresses how skittish you appear.
“something the matter?” he’ll say as per usual, but this time he isn’t vague; he’s referring to your sudden committance to reaching out as opposed to pulling away.
“ . . . just wanted to hold you.” your confession is a mere whisper, but your boyfriend still hears it. the two of you sit in silence for a bit, before he turns his body and puts his hand on the side of your head, pressing gently so that you lean flush against his arm.
you’re speechless, however the circumstance doesn’t need words anymore. content with you hugging his arm, and now understanding your wants, diluc continues to work as you drift asleep against him. while there’s still a ways to go, as he’s sure that this isn’t the only desire you have, it’s surely a start.
kaeya:
the astute captain that he is, kaeya can hone into your desires with relative ease.
before you can retract your hand after reaching out, he’s already grasped it in his own. you’re caught off-guard, not expecting his agility, but his grip isn’t firm or unpleasant; it’s gentle, as if he’s caring for glass.
he lowers his face so that the two of you are eye-level. “no need to be shy. it’s just us.” kaeya’s reassurance is playful at first, until your contemplative silence queues him in on the severity of your timidness.
he’s concerned: is there something serious that’s bothering you? he’d just assumed that you wanted to hold hands, or lean on each other. for how long it takes you to speak, he’s thinking the worst: is a coworker bothering you? are you ill with a fever? kaeya’s eyebrows furrow, and he immediately speaks again. “what’s wrong, precious? tell me, please.”
looking up at him, you realize that he has the wrong impression. tenderly enveloping your cheek with his hands, rubbing your skin with his thumbs, you sink into the affection – but he’s got the wrong idea.
“i-it’s fine,” you begin, and he blinks rapidly. “just . . . wanted to, uh,” you nudge further into his hands, and squeeze his arms gently, “ . . . touch you.”
ah. your meekness makes sense now, although considering your personality, his initial guesses probably wouldn’t have been far off. nevertheless, kaeya indulges you, even if you both continue the circumstance in silence. it’s evident that you’ve been holding back this request for a while, and as much as he loves to tease and would like to in this moment, he doesn’t believe now is an appropriate time.
so, kaeya continues to stroke your face, soothing away your nerves. his other hand clasps yours in your lap, giving you the time and affection you crave.
he finds your vulnerability endearing, but there’s guilt on his conscience: why have you been nervous to approach him about this, and why did he not pick up on it sooner? not that he expects you to come for him for everything – kaeya just theorizes that there must be some reason as to why you appear so touch-starved, and he’s thinking the worst about such a reason.
“feeling better?” he inquires, still cradling your face, and he pulls you into a hug. his warmth is reassuring to you – the security that you’ve longed for. if this is what affection feels like, you’re not sure that you’d ever want to pull away.
“yeah.” hesitantly, you lift your face from his chest, but your arms remain around his waist. your boyfriend grins slightly, and ruffles your hair, pushing your bangs aside so he can kiss your forehead.
���tell me about it. we can figure this out together.”
zhongli:
about three weeks into your relationship is when zhongli receives questions from hu tao: “hey, you and y/n don’t touch each other at all. i know you’re ‘professional’ and stuff, but jeez – not even hand-holding? thought it’d get more exciting at this point.”
and while he initially thought of her remarks as rude – your relationship isn’t any of her business – it did prompt him to consider her words.
specifically, she’s right: while he’s generally busy at wangsheng, he strives to make time for you whenever possible. and in that time, never once have either of you touched each other. he’s never minded, since he’s admittedly gone without it for so long and is used to life without it – but it’s the modern age, and isn’t it customary for liyuens to . . . ?
so he takes it upon himself to ask you over dinner. he’s made bamboo shoot soup for you tonight, and as you sit across the table from him, finishing the dish, he speaks so candidly it nearly makes you choke on your last bite.
“would you like to hold hands in the market tomorrow?”
“what?”
zhongli makes a strange face. he knows you heard him, so why do you also look startled, and are averting your eyes?
he repeats himself nonetheless, and while you do answer him this time, it’s by mumbling under your breath.
“ – odd question,” is how you start, and your boyfriend folds his hands underneath his face, yet doesn’t rest his chin. “um, sure. yeah, sure . . . ”
you most definitely do not sound sure, but it’s in a way that further perplexes him. you look . . . thrilled now? he can see that you’re refraining from smiling – the corners of your mouth flutter – but why? zhongli doesn’t recall saying anything that would be good news . . .
“is something the matter?” the archon supplies instead, to which you shake your head. your hands are in your lap.
“ah, no. what you said just came out of no where.” an unconcealed smile from you now, and zhongli finds himself relaxing. if you’re certain, that’s all he cares about.
he stands up, and prepares to take your dish to the kitchen. before though, he makes sure to bring you up to your feet, and intertwines his fingers with yours.
“may i kiss you?” he asks, suddenly, unexpectedly. he sees you nod, the slight pressing of your lips together, and gives them a quick peck before retreating; zhongli can still taste the slight bamboo left over.
when the two of you draw away, there’s a noticeable flush on your cheeks. once more, you seem giddy, however this time he doesn’t have to ask why.
“i’ve never done this before.” there’s trepidation in your voice that causes his brows to furrow slightly. “so . . . it’s all right if we start out slow, right?”
“of course,” zhongli doesn’t hesitate to respond. you could mean so many things, and he isn’t sure which you’re referring to: initiating physicality with him, or maybe that you’ve never had a partner before . . . ? but he doesn't dwell on that. “your comfort is what matters.”
in the market the next day, zhongli finds comfort in the slight tugs on his coat sleeve from your fingers, and the smile that beams on your visage.
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Clearing some stuff up Regarding the co-owning situation with Saphir, she didn't fucking "whine and beg" for the chow back. The chow in question is Blueberry Boba.
That chow was with her through 2 different owners, first to Lotus, who offered co-ownership of some of their chows to various ftos, including Blueberry Boba to Saphir, and then went to StudioCute, who agreed to continue to co-own with her. StudioCute posted an ad for resale stating explicitly "Please note there is a co-owner on this sylph" (the sales post was deleted after), and sold them to cryptidcreep, at the time called voltsoda, or "Lune".
However, Lune did not enjoy the idea of co-ownership, and literally the first thing they messaged Saphir was about they wanted to try and make Saphir's design and story of Astrid (chow's name) a seperate oc out of chows, then sylphlings, and said they prefer "a sylph with a clean slate". However, according to the chow rules, once a redesign is made, even if it's one for fun, they are bound to that character and you cannot void a single design.
This almost got Saphir banned for even trying, so Saphir had to use Astrid privately and not share them anywhere anymore. Because of the lack of co-ownership rules in the server, the mods did nothing to help despite Saphir having been with them and developing them for months before StudioCute needed funds.
The server still hasn't implemented co-owner rules, and I think this incident has kind of stopped most co-ownership cases as they pretty much seized until one case popping up recently with someone else outside the server.
So Lune carried on with using their character but eventually started putting them in a sales channel complaining they couldn't connect, to which Saphir's friends, without Saphir's knowledge, approached them asking for what kind of things they were looking for in trade.
People were pissed at Lune, and a bunch of people knowing Saphir's situation started offering in response, but Lune was really picky and back and forth with the ones talking to them, even going to try and make a huge trade chain with people in the sales channel before some people said it would make it confusing and uncomfortable. They were only really interested in 2 chows, one of them was 400euros (Snow owl, named Polaris at the time), and the other was Lilypad who was more on par of the value; blueberry boba was around 180 euros at the time.
Saphir's friend decided to do it anyway and in turn gifted Blueberry Boba back to Saphir as a surprise. chowlingspecies.com /character/C-128/ownership you can see the ownership logs here. I will also submit screens to prove as much as this as I can considering some things were deleted. Hope this clears things up.
PMs to Saphir
Lune's Sales post
Others upset at Lune's selfish behaviour, names hidden for their own privacy, taken from an old side server made by some chowling community members
Only salvage of StudioCute's sale post
Discussion with Lune for trades
Proof Lune/Voltsoda is Cryptidcreep
ill be real im about to go to sleep so this in on the queue and i did not read it because i didn't get any of the screeshots to try sending it again and i'll get to it when i wake up maybe
update: got the screenshots so ive edited this post to include them. im will admit i don't remember the initial 'side' people were on for this but I will be reblogging this with the proper screenshots so people can look them over and come to their own conclusions.
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And with that big ol’ update ouch my hands I’ll be takin’ a week off which is why this is all in my queue! There’s the technical reason and the “life is hard and sad” reason. So let’s just get technical and tell you what im doing!
Blog is gonna get a spit shinning including a new but simple theme, a new icon, and a new mobile banner
drew this baby over a year ago and it’s about high time I get it updated thanks to the new cast of characters! The icon also no longer reflects how many “Mews” are in the “Mewcrew” HAAH so that needs a little update.
I also need to revise the Patreon a little bit and making it more accessible cause the perks are wordy and if I have time a new banner. More things coming to it btw but stay tuned I’ll update here about it!
but thanks for your patience and loving the arcs/characters/stories I have to tell! I got loads more mewcrew content coming up! in the meanwhile between the above I might take some ooc questions and sketchy rough stuff like I did last time!
now the life bit which im gonna put under a read more cause it gets soppy but I dont like keeping people from knowing why I was working a little slower and etc
so besides needing the break to catchup to blog maintenance I also got hit real hard for the last two or three weeks with my current job and being terribly burnt out with it. I’m the only general manager on constant call and being unable to really work consecutively with art inbetween so at some point I kinda reached a tipping spot where I was just: you know what? I need to step back cause I literally can not breathe. It certainly doesnt help my depression and severe anxiety.
And just then after a visit to the vet my cat Guapo was diagnosed with late stage kidney failure. He’s only a year old which was why no one could figure out why he was so ill until they ran blood work. Sadly he had to be put to rest and I’m going to need a little buffer time to come to terms.
My time here is my safe space where I can escape you know? Knowing there’s so many people who really look forward to what I post and want to know more about the characters and stories despite them being a Pokemon spinoff. I can safely just get lost and forget troubles for a little bit, you know?
I cant thank you guys enough for rb’ing and asking questions and especially to those who support me on patreon so one day I can just make this my living. I’ll see you all in a bit and thanks for being here and so patient!
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