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and when i finally get around to watching ep 34 onwards of house of anubis tomorrow it’s over for all of you
#i finally have time#i’ve actually had time all along i just didn’t feel like i was in the right headspace#and i have attachment issues (real not email)#so i was like basically afraid that once i finish the show like really finish it for real#ill feel empty#dunno why i feel that way about a 10 year old show#probably the menthol hill nest#but ehhh you know i am what i am#mine#hoa
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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I literally feel dead in a living body
#tw depressing thoughts#hitting styro#thigh cvts#mentally unstable#cvtaddict#sh things#depresssion#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressiv#tw depressive#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#alone with my thoughts#you are not alone#i feel empty#lonelly#dead inside#made of styro#sh#s3lfharmm#feeling alone#leave me alone#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#tw styro#mentally drained
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💖🎊the end, & thank you for reading!!🎊💖
im so thankful for all the support i got on this story, and i wouldn't have finished it if not for all of you, and for the love i got for seb and clora. so thank you again for giving me the motivation to write this 600k+ monster, and to see it through to the very end. LOVE YALL💖🫶 (ao3/wattpad)
#THAAATS ALL FOLKS#so surreal that after over a year i wont have the thought in the back of my mind of 'oh i need to start on the next chap soon'#its freeing but also empty🥲 im sure ill still have moments where im like CRAP I NEED TO UPDATE--oh wait nvm LOL#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#choccyart#my first ever longfic i managed to finish... all my other attempts in other fandoms i fizzled out at like 60k or 70k words#all thanks to yall supporting my brainrot 🙏🙏whether it was a year ago or a day ago🙏#there are some regular readers i had in the VERY beginning that i still think about BAHAHA......hope theyre doing good#and if they ever remember my fic and think about reading it again AT LEAST ITS ACTUALLY COMPLETE AND GOOD TO GO WOO#i feel so accomplished...SIDEQUEST COMPLETE😤
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the emptiness in me has teeth
#bpd#i feel empty#emptiness#mentally ill#overthinking#traumatized#trapped#exhausted#overwhelmed#too much and not enough#i don't belong here#i can't handle this#need another world#hate everything#tired and sad#it hurts#mental breakdown
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its a shame acnh was ultimately so insanely flawed and devoid of the Feelings of the previous entries bc it really is so beautiful
#finally got into my game after salvaging corrupted data and im walking around the museum.... so beautiful#talkys#THE MUSIC ISNT EVEN GOOD THOUGH#ok finished walking around and idk that ill restart solely bc i dont think that wld make it feel any less empty ykwim#smile fading as soon as i go to harvs island and see what has become of katrina and kicks and such.
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People talk about wanting to recover so that they can re-gain their old selves, their old passions, their old interests
What do you do when you don't have an old self to go back to and re-gain? There wasn't a 'me' before mental illness or if there was I don't remember them
When you start struggling with your mental health at a young age, it becomes all that you know and your identity can become distorted around it
Now I'm an adult who has no idea what they like, what they enjoy or even how to comfort themselves
What am I supposed to do with myself and how am I supposed to find reasons to recover when it feels like drowning is all I know?
#mental health#mental illness#neurodivergent#neurodiverse stuff#journal#journaling#diaryposting#sadcore#actually autistic#neurodiversity#numb#i feel empty#depersonalization
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⚔️🦈
#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#floyd leech#suntails#adding tags retroactively bc i dont want to be too worrying. so ppl know my brother almost tried to . and i had to take care of it#and i got a 900 dollar medical bill today. and im unemployed. so it um. kinda broke the last straw. and twt has been miserable to touch#got in a small fight w my friend and i felt physically sick and ive been having little mini breakdowns like 3 times a day and im not used t#i dont get sad like this. i dont GET soul-crushingly upset. i dont get nervous. i normally j shut down and get thru stuff so im rly lost#sry for the vent i dont intend for it to act as such. i j wanted to give context for whats been going on bc a lot of ppl here r tumblr-Only#i rly liked this when i drew it bc i love silly meme outfits. i drew minions a lot when i was into hq so it felt like returning to my roots#im sure when i feel less empty ill be happy w this again
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I miss her...
#hiroi kikuri#bocchi the rock#ill post this to twitter tomorrow so for now it is...TUMBLR EXCLUSIVE#please ignore the empty stick shes holding on the right i didnt feel like drawing a bass
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Regretevator doodle page im not done with but am posting anyway :3
#i rlly liked dreamer folly so i thought itd be cool to make a folly design for if she ever managed to get her sense of self#not necessarily nice and definitely not the same but not feeling as empty inside#i think she can have that. as a treat#I’ll probably colour that one bc i like it#ik this won’t get many notes bc uncoloured/traditional art rarely does but idgaf im happy with it and think ill share#anyway#regretevator#roblox regretevator#regretevator fanart#folly regretevator#regretevator folly#split regretevator#regretevator split#bive regretevator#regretevator bive#pilby regretevator#regretevator pilby
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Knotted and ready to sleep. Already so needy even though I've just cum, I'm going to be a mess when I wake up I just know it 😳😣😣
#feel so full#good pups get stretched#going to be ridiculously wet when i wake up#ill be so sad if it dosnt stay in all night#why have i never done this before#imagie going to sleep with it in and waking up to someone playing with it or sliding it out to replace with their own#why do i feel like im going to start a thing#cant sleep with an empty pussy#Ns/fw post#ns/fw blog#ns/fw#ns/ft blog#ns/ft#fdom#bd/sm blog#bd/sm kink#bd/sm community#k!nk blog#k!nk community#petpl@y#puppy sub#subby puppy#soft fem dom#pet pl4y#cvm wh0re#br33d1ng#cvmaddict
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All vices are fair game with BPD, how many can you collect?
Now Featuring: Substance Use, Self Harm, Binge Drinking, Sex, Nicotine, Starving Yourself, and so much more!
#bpd#actually bpd#mental health awareness#bpd feels#bpd mood#mental illness#mental health#emptiness#mentally exhausted#vices#alcohol#tw self h4rm#disordered eating mention#tw substance abuse#tw self destructive thoughts#just cptsd things#bpd love#bpd fp#complex ptsd#mood swings
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#ts4#meme#delete later#simblr#pray for me i deleted about 20G of CC and now i feel empty and alone#listen i had 120G and my computer is a beast but all machines have their limits#i actually didnt even delete it i just moved it to a backup bc i'm so ridiculous#bc i lost some stuff last cleanup that i'm still so sad about#why can i not function with less than 100G of cc in my game#only for me to filter by basement treasures and give every sim every item from that kit#oh did you maybe want brohill counters from parenthood? sure that can be arranged#your neighbors all have them fyi#in the same colorway#but better make sure i have everything from every creator ever#there is some mental illness here i just know it#and all this to say...cc is a luxury#a;dslkjfa;dlfskjad;flkj
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The ultimate dogboy in Dunmeshi to me isn’t Laios, Lycion or even Kuro. It’s Mickbell.
Little dog man’s never had enough. Little dog man has someone in his hands already but it’s not all that he’s wanted and craved. He’s hungered for so long and now he doesn’t know what can quench it. When you’ve been hungry, once you have something it’s hard to not binge eat it because you never know when you’ll lose it. He wants more from them, more of them, more to chew, more safely locked within his teeth, more to taste on his tongue. Hungry greedy unkempt misbehaved. I think he loves like a dog I think he slobbers and digs his teeth in because he doesn’t want to let his bone go and he’s hungry and starved.
And he’s not like Laios he’s not like Kuro he’s not like Lycion, calling him a dog in any way would be the greatest offense to him but also it’s true. Sorry. Dogboy against your consent. You better be ready to unpack a lot of stuff you don’t like hearing about yourself!!!! The unwilling dogboy analogies are the most interesting ones get out Laios and Lycion. Mick doesn’t want to be a dog, it’s dehumanizing, demeaning, but he is, he loves like a dog.
Feeling dehumanized and demeaned by loving so much, by being walked on a leash by your feelings until your body acts on instinct like it’s primal and animalistic, for feelings you cannot control, and you’re drooling you’re drooling you’re clawing teeth snapping but you’re on hands and knees begging for scraps and treats. Just a dog picking up crumbs of a fine meal from where it’s dropped on the floor, affection from coerced hands, peanuts of self-esteem from judging others, anything to soothe while surviving.
It will come back by Hozier save me. "I love like a dog" and everyone is unhappy about this, it’s too much for everyone involved, 10/10. Dunmeshi animalistic metaphors you never miss. Stray dog mick. If I don’t use a dog motif in my mick fics it’s not me someone is impersonating me
This was my train of thought for the mickbell & kuro web weaving i made a while ago I guess. Dog imagery mickbell you will always get to me…
Little dog man wants a white picket fence family and house, somewhere someone to belong to :( Okay that’s more Kuro actually, happy to just have his little kennel day after day just following his owner, shackling yourself for the love. Ough.
Mickbell, my ultimate dogboy... He plays the part so well (derogatory)
Coughing blood
#My famous dogboy spiel everyone on discord has heard me give by now#The operas i could sing on this#I need to throw hammers at him but I also need to put him in a blanket burrito and make hot cocoa for him.#It’s ok Rin will do the former Kuro will do the latter. Perfect household ecosystem#Fumi rambles#Mickbell tomas#spreading my dogboy mick propaganda#Very defensive mick fans or mick haters please don’t start shit this post isn’t for you. Don’t like don’t read make your own content#Ok this is still pretty laios as well#i turn cruel when i am empty. if i cannot be loved then i must be fed#Angst & quotes#Mick & kuro analysis coming one day i swear#Little dog man has someone already but it isn’t enough… he has everything from them but it isn’t enough… he wants more more more#Barks and snarls#Crumbs to soothe the hunger pangs…. Feeling ill over him
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I think Im mourning my own death, my heart hurts so much. I feel so depressed and empty I don't know what to do. Sometimes I don't see reasons to keep living.
#jirai#jiraiblogging#jirai kei#jirai girl#mental illness#depressing shit#tw vent#venting#tw depressing thoughts#im really sa and i feel empty#i spent my whole day in bed again#landmineblr#landmine girl
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Sorry I ghosted you I was trying to find the will to stay alive.
#tw depressing thoughts#mentally unstable#depresssion#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressive#alone with my thoughts#you are not alone#i feel empty#dead inside#feeling alone#leave me alone#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked
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