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so so I finally found words for it but there is no way Annie as a character is meant to be with Jeff,,, and yes this does come from a place of hate for anything even remotely related to JeffAnnie but it's also more than that and totally based on their behavior towards each other throughout the seasons but I just found the perfect moment that incapsulates it
and that is in 4x13 Advanced Intro to Finality wherein Jeff is ready to graduate and there's sorta paintball with the darkest timeline and all that (which just saying is such a cool fucking setup but this is not the post where I talk about it) and both the Annie's (from the normal and darkest timeline) are facing off against each other,,, what the evil Annie tries to persuade the normal Annie with is the fact that they (jeff and her) are sleeping together in this alternate future and normal Annie literally responds with, and I quote, "No-one is supposed to sleep with him. Not even me." let that sink in
Now does this seem like somebody who has a serious romantic crush/is in love with the guy? What it seems like to me is a case of admiration (as a person and a human being) which is further warped into her assuming it's love because that's what we're supposed to do and told to do by society... What is more she obviously views Britta as a woman who (might not be the smartest and I will always hate on how the show ruined her character) but is still recognised and acknowledged as a woman,, something that Annie feels alienated from since most people look at her and tend to infantilize her (which is also a part in her dynamic with Jeff which is just,, n o),,, so a lot of the tines she tends to look at britta's choice of partners to turn to, to fall in love with (obv this is something that I derived from the 6 seasons laid out before me but this is my opinion and yeah)
and yeah the question then becomes why didn't she do the same with Shirley,,, number 1. Shirley is obviously in a different place in her life with her husband and kids,,, number 2. Shirley and her also have quite a big age gap which is again only widened by number 1,,, and number 3, if you notice properly there are episodes wherein you can see her try to emulate Shirley,,, the easiest and most off the top of my head example being the one where they are the campus security together which does end with her professing that she wants to be a grown powerful woman like her.
Now, if we talk about her other main crush, talking about Troy here throughout the first few seasons,,, it's again based a lot on her admiration for him for being popular and again THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO AND WANT TO BE especially when you're literally at the sidelines of the high school hierarchy so much so that you would busy your ass to score good and do good but still never be known by anyone or acknowledged for anything you do,,, and she technically knew nothing about him which at most i can grant her being infatuated w him and yeah
and most of her attraction to anyone feels very surface level,, in the this-is-what-i've-seen-people-do-so-this-is-what-i-need-to-do-as-well,, instead of being properly attracted in a,,, i want to be romantically with you sense,,, she's essentially creating a fairytale of her life and idealising it and all the models she has for them are heterosexually inclined,, so this is the kind of behavior she ends up adopting and emulating,,
so a large part of Annie's behavior I do chalk up to heterosexual compulsivity (or comphet) because there are moments throughout wherein she shows more admiration and love for women than men in a i-want-to-be-with-you kind of way (and it would be really interesting to look at her struggle as a difficulty to differentiate btw I want to be her,,, and I want to be with her)
a large part of her character is also so interesting to me because of the fact that it feels like she gets away from the writers quite a bit,,, because a lot of the instances you can see how the writers want her to be perceived vs how she ends up being perceived by us (but that's true for most things related to media concerning the expected reception vs the actual reception)
i didn't know this was going to end up being a lesbian or at least queer Annie post either,, but apparently that's my truth and I stand by it
(also I do acknowledge the fact that the part of all this (the part about her being queer) can be chalked up to my own desires and biases and a little bit of projection but regardless,,, in any case, JeffAnnie is still weird and bad and doesn't really fit for their characters regardless (technically for both of theirs but this too long already) and I'm a firm believer of that (anti JeffAnnie till the day I die fr)
#jeff winger#annie edison#what can i say?#guess im a (JeffAnnie) hater at heart š¤·āāļø#they deserve it#its weird#and both of them deserve better#(in the sense that somebody who complements them better)#they are still my emotional support blorbos#but just hoping praying crying that the movie doesnt include JeffAnnie#ik its unlikely#but one can hope#community#community tv#shirley bennett#really really hoping they dont fuck it up#troy barnes#britta perry#anti Jeff Annie#it should've never been canon#and i will die on that hill#lesbian annie#my beloved
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stranger things season one 2016 was so fucking incredible. it exists as an entirely different entity to me than the rest of the show. you literally just had to be there. to this day nothing has ever come close to the amount of universal love for a fictional story that stranger things first received. ive been chasing this high for eight years.
#ik theres a lot of young fans of this show that are teenagers rn and listen#if you were too young to watch this when it first came out I DONT THINK YOU REALIZE HOW HUGE IT WAS AT THE TIME#THE FIRST TEASER FOR SEASON TWO LITERALLY PREMIERED DURING THE SUPERBOWL#THAT ALPHABET WALL DID SOMETHING TO OUR BRAINS AND CHANGED THE WAY WE MAKE AND CONSUME SCIFI FOREVER#i genuinely believe that scene of joyce looking around at all the lights is one of the most iconic scenes in tv history#like i cant even explain it to you we lost our fucking minds over this show it was unlike anything anybody has ever seen#this was such a pivotal memory of my junior and senior year year of high school#everyone was wearing merch my teachers would gush about it in class everyone tuned in to watch the cast on fallon it was EVERYWHERE#and do not even get me started on halloween that year oh my god#it was just so fucking fun i miss it#just rewatched s1 and all i can think about is 17 year old me losing my fucking mind#its such an amazing season#i do understand why some people say they wish it stopped at season one im glad they didnt but i see where theyre coming from#stranger things#byler
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a very rough unfinished sketch/outline concept i did that i'm posting because my ability to actually finish anything is basically gambling on slots but i need to at least get it out there because kiss & tell is such a good song for them and i won't hear otherwise
#notandvmp#art#fanart#wip#gravity falls#bill cipher#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#the book of bill#book of bill#billford#no but actually kiss & tell billford anthem the voices in my head said so#also ik its weird that guckets glasses are in the cipher instead of sixers hand#it made thematic sense to me in the moment if i finish it up ill prob change it#also i was gonna do more on fords someone side but i opted to do a pine tree instead since yk he found family#unlike bill#because you know. he killed them#but hes just a silly little guy i forgive him#and yes i know the tear/line/hat is uncentered it pisses me off too
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dnf return day im manifesting there will be a little george reaction stream after the videoās posted
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as much as i love reading cherik fics, i do have to turn off my brain every time because every fic seems to have a line or two about how mutant issues is the most pressing social injustice. and like as a black person, that line is so tone deaf to me because racism in the x-men world is both visible and invisible, which is actually so true to reality that it lowkey makes me sick.
#it is painfully clear when the writer is a white person#especially on older fics#like yes these two white mutant men are peak revolutionaries#and its crazy bc erik and charles despite being part of marginalized groups can hide their sexualities and mutations#and like donāt get me wrong ik erik faces antisemitism and iām not trying to minimize that at all#but itās undeniable that black folks in america endure a degree of hypervisbility and erasure unlike any other marginalized group#also iām not saying letās hc cherik as men of color#i actually think their whiteness and the privilege that comes with it despite their mutations#is like super fascinating from a narrative point of view#itās just NEVER addressed in fics#at least not in any meaningful way that adds nunance to their characters as well as the larger fictional world#ā¦ i just have a LOT of feelings about race in xmen#cherik#xmen discourse#race in fandom#black in fandom
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hhhhidea...,,,, CUTE idea (kinda?) dust reading to phantom papyrus during night to lull him to sleep,,,, but really its just a way for him to pretend that everythings not really that shit (as if phantom paps isn't just dust's denial incarnate) and to help him NOT wake up because of a nightmare again or something
(and just because i can't resist now im imagining this with mtt. not that dust stopped reading to paps in place of killer and horror (because he wouldnt he simply wouldn't) but now the two join them for storytime. horror knocks out pretty damn fast and eventually dust falls asleep too after he makes sure that paps is satisfied with the amount he read and then killer's just left to sit there. maybe he tries to fall asleep maybe he doesn't,,,, maybe he picks up the book and continues reading but EITHERWAY,,,,,, this scene in my head so š„š„š„ššš)
#sweet soft mtt taking OVER triglycercule's brain has been invaded with them.........#horror probably sleeps like a rock man. dust is a very very very light sleeper. killer doesn't sleep at all and when he does#its just like that half asleep state. better than nothing tho....... those weeks of not sleeping probably leads to the most delicious naps#now in an ideal world killer learns to get a proper sleep schedule even if he can't feel his exhaustion#however in MY mtt dominated world killer doesn't fix his sleep habits and instead just takes a shitton of naps everywhere#they killerfied the house (made everything softer to sleep on) and killer always has 2 walking pillows to sleep on#sure he might not get 8 hours of sleep like during night. but he got that over the day so its ok TRUSY#this surely wont have any bad side effects but whatever its the mtt since when do they care about PROPER habits. if it works it works#ik i aaaaalways say hrkl wouldn't like phantom paps and find it weird but also now im considering#like. them being jealous of dust for always having kinda papyrus with him#like damn..... horror fucked up his brother permanently. he will never get the old paps back#and killer doesnt want to see his papyrus again because then he thinks hell just ruin everything again#but dust gets to talk and laugh and joke with his paps all the time!!! he got it better than them and thats just cus he hallucinates!!!! wt#i mean phantom paps isnt a 1:1 version of papyrus but hes close enough in my eyes#another idea....... horror (and maybe killer if he warms up to it) hanging out with dust JUST to talk to phantom paps#dust could easily just lie about what phantom paps says (although unless he had a reason he wouldnt risk upsetting paps like that methinks)#but theres something there. something something toxic mttpoly dynamic or whatever idc man. im in the mood for FLUFF!!!!!!!!!!#i think it would be funny if phantom paps says dusts deepest thoughts about hrkl. and then if he wants to say it dust has to filter it a LO#they could be sitting near killer and phantom paps would provide a detailed description of why killer has the mannerisms of a cat#and then dust would (hesitantly) agree to everything paps said (he was thinking it too) but when killer looks back at him#(he's been staring at killer for the past 10 minutes to see if what paps said was right) dust just says like. you remind me of a cat#OR BETTER YET he doesn't wanna admit that he thought of that so he just says paps says you remind him of a cat#insert horror version of this moment here. and killer quickly realizes that dust's just using papyrus as an excuse for why he says stuff#like that sometimes. horror just thinks dust's a weirdo freak (but unlike killer he takes the little observations to heart. loser)#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule hc
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joost's phone background in 2022 š¢
#im aware this is kinda creepy but i saw someone on tt point this out and i wanted to check it for myself#ik its very unlikely to happen again but i'd like to see him in his friend's vlogs again#i have a feeling he's going to become a bit camera averse#for obvious reasons#joost#joost klein
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Genuine question, where are yall getting the ārobins eye dots + the stuff behind her are Xipe colorsā from?
Because like I donāt see it, like at all. Xipe has like every color under the sun behind them and the shades arenāt similar to Robinās at all, they arenāt in the same order and thereās like three million other colors mixed in there. I do think the āthat rainbow behind her represents moon lesbiansā is a little silly because even if it looks like the flag I doubt hoyoās devs know what those are (I learned about them today š).
However, the other colors on the traffic lights and her cheeks straight up look like they are meant to look like a lesbian flag or at least a pastel version of one, and for the life of me I canāt see where people are coming from when they say itās related to Xipe. I guess her eyes cover the other colors, but purple and yellow are still missing if she truly wanted to represent them on her face alone
Idk man, let me know your thoughts
#honkai star rail#hsr#penacony#robin hsr#robin#ik āerm colorsā doesnāt really count as coding but if you combine it with everything else#It really does seem that they want Robin to be a lesbian or at least sapphic#However she did make a lot of flirty comments towards Boothill in the trailer#So ?!??#Might just be a Ruan Mei situation though#Bc apparently she made some flirty comments towards ratio in the 1.6 livestream#That doesnāt at all reflect her actual personality + ratiomei is ass#I mean the livestreams arenāt canon anyways#I donāt really think what Robin said was anything more than hoyo talking through her tbh#āLook at this cool cowboy#Maybe itās a conflict of interest#Livestreams arenāt canon anyways and unlike demos they contain the least canonical version of a character#Its where the character Va really gets their time to shine#Honestly people need to realize that livestreams and demos and content like the concerts arenāt canon#As much as I love it#the Aventio interactions in avens demo didnāt literally happen even if they are accurate#Representations of the characters#and made to be in character as if it did happen#So canon but didnāt literally happen#Itās weird
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the satrinyavas
#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#fanart#the arcana#the arcana fanart#cat au#THERE i am done with these designs#ik some look ugly but idc its unlikely ill draw these characters again (as cats anyway?)#like i hate nasrin's but ill be dammned if i try to make sense of her hairstyle in my stupid cat style again. who cares#and i hate all of these braids they beat my ass#anywayz#i always had in my head the thought to make nadi's sisters (they're all sisters right i forgor. not that it rlly changes anything BUT)#different tabby patterns so she doesn't look so out of place#so we have classic. mackerel. broken mackerel n spotted + nafizah n nasmira who r solid (tho u could argue mira is like an abby cat)#and nadi is a smoke tabby (pictured in another post)#their dad is a sokoke and i like to think their mom has a secret pattern āunderneathā her white to make all of these colors (like a tortie)#do u love my half-walls of text btw. can u imagine how much more i would ramble if there wasnt a char limit in the tags?#i could say all of this shit in the actual desc but whats the fun in that#i wanted 2 apologize 4 not posting in a week but thats content creator brainrot. happy new years anyway
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i kinda hate the friend characters in pluto like why are u accusing some random woman you dont know of faking her blindness and attempting to kill her ex w like literally no evidence
#also the fact that they keep insisting on it even when ai is like its not her guys#like ik ai isn't exactly reliable but shes at least talked to her unlike you freaks!!!!!!#vinnie talks
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" i think barbara took this. it's so far out. in my head, that is me now: mr rock'n' roll with a guitar.
[...] i play a bit of guitar and piano, but i've never put the time in to really learn them. they just give me some notes. now, with synthesizers and computers, i can play in any key because you just press a button and play them all! by the way, 'coochy coochy' has just been covered by ray wylie hubbard. i love ray. "
- ringo starr, PHOTOGRAPH (2013)
#his ass is not playing that guitar š¤£#<3 this book bc unlike lifted its pure raw barely edited ringo rambling. i feel sorry for everyone who has never deciphered a Ringo Ramble#'in my head im mr rock n roll w a guitar' yes girl ik u are#ringo starr#quotes#xotherx#the beatles#post beatles#photograph#photograph (2013)#miscellaneous#beatles misc
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so awkward that all the romance comments/banter happens after the breakup |'D
#ik why it is like this but its still kind of funny jfkldsf#also extra awkward bc this is obviously a Sore Spot for liam for a while so uh. hes not reacting so well when ppl bring it up lol#laya plays dragon age#oc: liam hawke#must be wild from everyone elses pov too tho cus theyre besties for years and hang out constantly and practically behave like a couple alre#*already#and then suddenly theyre tense and awkward around each other and its very obvious that Something Happened that theyre not telling#honestly i dunno how likely it would be for everyone to immediately assume that they got together/broke up?#rather than that they had a falling out about.. Something.#but then again theyre both kind of not great at being subtle and hiding things so maybe its not that unlikely that the rest catches on lolo
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*sees joe lycett's video telling people to guess which are the news stories he and his partners spread completely around that are completely made up, some ending up on respectable news sites/broadcasts*
*few hours later reads an article on how millions of years ago monkeys crossed the atlantic on a raft*
#like ik its real research n while incredibly unlikely is the best possible explanation rn#but the timing...#mine*
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[Image description: a digital drawing of Thomas and Varian from Transatlantic in sepia tones. Thomas is sitting on a sofa smoking, one leg bent and resting on the couch. In his right hand he has an open book and in his left he's holding Varian's glasses. He seems to have just looked up from his book at a new arrival. Varian is lying on the couch, his head on Thomas's thigh, and sleeping while covered by a cardigan. End description.]
that awkward moment when you boyfriend said he'd just lie down for a second and totally wouldn't fall asleep (he has so much work to do, he can't take naps), but now he's been sleeping for an hour and your leg is cramping so badly but you don't have the heart to wake him because he's been exhausted for weeks
#transatlantic#lovefry#thomas lovegrove#varian fry#transatlantic varian fry#transatlantic 2023#varian took his outer clothes off bcs he didnt want to wrinkle them bcs theres no time to get them ironed#but he forgot to take off his glasses and now thomas has just been holding them bcs the nightstand is on varian's side#as always hello to the rest of the family of 5 (our fandom)#i always get extra excited to share stuff bcs ik yall will see it and be excited too#anywayy i felt kinda bad today so i went onto the balcony and just sketched a bunch of ideas#that have been on my mind for ages#this wasnt one of them but as i did my warmup i just ended up drawing them fully in my style no refs#and it came out kinda cute so i did it digital to fix it bcs digital canvases can rly easily be adjusted unlike sketchbooks lol#the ideas that have been haunting me since i watched ta is something to do w how they met (lovefry i mean)#and just a couple varian pieces bcs all the chars are great but i love him especially so so much#i watched julia drawfee's class on poster design and now i also write down words that come to my mind lol#its v fun#i considered shading this piece but it started getting muddy immediately so i just left it as is#dan draws
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aaaand i had to turn off asks bc im getting death threats for reblogging a chappell roan post. lmfao. y'all really said 'no we won't stop at harassing a bipolar woman into a public mental health crisis bc we got mad she had a reasonable political take that criticized a genocidal government, now we will try to harass anyone defending / agreeing with her within an inch of their life also. we are The Good Guys btw.' like wow. i hope y'all don't behave this way in real life but sadly i know u almost definitely do
#jfc#like no that bullshit won't affect me but ik it will other folks#and y'all actually think ur like. The Holy Defenders of Democracy when ur literal motto is 'if anyone disagrees with us they should die'#u need some serious therapy and a gd reality check#and while it's very unlikely to happen may i just remind u considering ur such boot-lickers: that type of harassment IS illegal#and no u'll never get charged for it but it's funny to imagine#and it's Hysterically funny that y'all wanna play Kamala Cops but r disregarding what u pretend to stand for#u ppl do realise ur just doing an impression of the soulless maga right wingers online rite. except its somehow ok when u do it#bc ur Just and Right and u do it In The Name Of The Greater Good#hmmm what does that sound like...#none of u have any self awareness and that truly makes me worried for the world#aiyaiyai#'ya we're harassing ppl and telling them to kill themselves for disagreeing w us but chappell roan is the real threat to democracy!!'#r u stupid#(no don't answer that it answers itself.)#reminder: if u cannot criticize ur government u do not live in a society u live in a cult#and a dictatorship but i would hope by now that one was fuckin obvious enough that even u dipshits would have clocked on
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damn I really like my new therapist a lot š„¹ it's only second ses with her but comparing my time with her to with ashley there's some stuff I didn't notice that made me uncomfortable thats just completely not there with liz
#today was kinda heavy#which is cray for second ses with her but#i did some assesments that she reviewed#and like she discussed them v thoroughly w me#unlike ashley she just kinda did her own assement and went where she thought we needed to go#umm idk rly it just feels more engaged ig?#i thing i did notice that ik bothered me a lot#was ashley getting on her computer during sessions like sometimes while i was talking#that did bother me but i never stick up for myself ao i never brought it up#but going over the assesments just now#liz brought over her laptop and was letting mw look while we discussed it#idk its just a really nice change feels much more caring? engaging? interactive?#its just nice!!!! i like her a lot so far!!!!!!!#txt post#diary š
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