#ijustwanttobeskinny

[quackelsblog]

#iJustWantToBeSkinny I HATE MYSELF #ed #why #h8ter

[littlemslisa512]

Woke up and ran some errands. Feeling the familiar hunger headache. Drank some water, and had to talk myself out of vomiting because the feeling of it sloshing around in my stomach made me nauseas. I got a new outfit for the gym while I was out. It feels too tight. I ate half of a honeycrisp apple and chased it with hydroxycut. Heading to the gym in 30 mins to row and do some hills on the treadmill. Down 10 lbs this week, but it's water weight from my period. Goal today is 400 calories. Half the apple was 40 calories alone. I'll work it off but I don't count calories from working out against calories eaten. I think that's cheating.

#4na #proana #thinspo #ijustwanttobeskinny

[zerocigaretts]

PLS DO NOT REPOST THIS IS ME !!!

I hate my thigh so fucking much i want to cry. 51,5cm..

[ihatetheskinimin]

3:37 AM

just woke up and stared at myself in the mirror and the bloating from last nights binge has gone down quite a bit. the feeling of overwhelming regret and self hatred is there, but i’m going to get back on track again because i was losing weight rapidly and i want that to continue. i’m only 6h 36m into my fast, i started at 9:00PM and end at 5:00PM, if i hit the 20h and feel good, i’m going to try for another 16h. i’m drinking water constantly, usually between 2500ml-4000ml a day. i’m drinking one now, 500ml. i’m gonna do some exercises, drink another in 15-20min and try and go back to sleep.

probably gonna wait a couple days to weigh myself when i know i’ve lost again... i don’t think i could handle it right now after this binge.

[simplywantingskinny]

how im ending my 36 hour fast, only because i was dry heaving from 6am-10am and started getting dizzy and faint/: to be fair i was dry fasting, and its been a while since I've gone so long but damn...

[girlinredswifejkjk]

any one wanna fast with me until Friday 

its Saturday 

[doitforgymclass]

[ghost-rain-98]

Water, the most important meal of the day

[itssobrightsometimes]

i failed the abc diet.

i really want to be skinny...i hate being fat and insecure :\

so now i’m doing the skinny pink diet because it looks easier for me to begin with.

SW:116.8lbs

CW:116.6lbs

GW:90lbs

Height:5’3

[fuck-yo-chickin-striips]

Everyone freaks out when a skinny girl doesn’t eat, but nobody makes a sound when the chunky girl refuses to eat.

[wearethechaoticdreamers]

weep woop I’m gonna share my foodlog on here since I believe it’ll keep me motivated to eat cleanly uwu

[iwillbedainty]

tw// ed

haven't weighed myself since i was 147 lb reallyyy scared and excited to see how much i've lost

[ihatetheskinimin]

i’ve decided imma document if/when i binge because even tho i haven’t binged at all really recently, it just happened again tonight. so...

6/30 9:00pm

italian bread with tomato sauce from my local italian restaurant.... like... a whole twelve inch loaf of fucking bread — i took some laxatives and i’m starting a 20hr fast rn so i don’t eat much besides what my mother insists on bringing home for dinner tomorrow. i’ve never actually tried purging because the thought of it terrifies me, but i’m tempted right now.

[generalbailiffclamalien]

My weight is at its worst, I feel gross. I can’t believe I let it get this bad I don’t know how to stop eating myself away.

[girlinredswifejkjk]

7/22/2020

 i had a 200 cal mini pizza thing ( i fasted for 36 hours before that )  and now im fasting until my god sister leaves tomorrow so ye wish me luck   and 350 cal rice cakes 550

cw : 134.7 lbs 

[blackcoffeeredsmokes]

Last ate 28 hours ago

Have only had coffee ,

Cigarettes are my best friend.

Family dinner tonight, wish me luck.