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[babydollmitsu]

AHHHHH UNDER 50

IM 49KG FEELS SO GOOD LIKE I STOPPED CALCULATING CALORIES AS I TRIED TO GET MY HEAD OUT OF THIS SPACE AND I'VE BEEN ACCIDENTALLY EATING LESS AND NOW IM UNDER 50KG!!!!! I love summer so much as I can just drink all my calories and if I'm drunk I dont need to eat!!!!

[ivehadthatdream]

Just a reminder that people only see you if you're not fat.

I definitely can tell I get treated differently when I'm at my heaviest vs when I was at my LW. It sucks but its true. If you're fat they can't see you. They just see a fat person, not the soul you are.

Every. Fucking. Day. I wanna rip myself apart for gaining all my weight back. I miss being at 220. Even tho 220 is still fat, people could at least see me. They treated me so much better then, vs now with me being 290 *yes I've gained even more weight :(((((*

I want to crawl out of my skin. I hate myself.

[perfect-little-mess]

yoooooo I’m able to see my ribs again when I arch/twist my body 😌😌

⭐️🌸🩷

[mmrrow]

one thing abt me is i will always eventually log back into tumblr when things get bad

[just-another-dani]

Lmao

[skinnyclue]

Okay y'all, genuinely asking for some consensus here. I know I could probs get backlash for this kinda thing so the poll is below the break.

Tw: ED shit

I am currently going through some medical stuff that means I'm probably gonna go into menopause before 30. Shitty I know, that will come with challenges. HOWEVER, I'm here bc I am having to try for my last baby NOW if I want one more (which I and my husband both do want another), before I'm infertile

In my previous pregnancies I've read that trying to lose weight as an obese pregnant person is not looked down on and even recommended in some medical communities. I would want to move at a healthier rate than Ana typically allows me, maybe 2,000 to 2,250 cals a day. But I would probably still use edblr and I just wanna be sure I'm not gonna get shat on

[witch-of-thorns]

Nature Grunge Thinspo 💚

[callmeskinny-butitsnotenough]

good morning from me and my favorite mug

[lizzie-mcguire-04]

Current Breakfast Fixation - 300 cal

1 slice whole wheat bread, toasted - 120 cal

1 hard boiled egg with 1/2 Tbs mayo, mustard, and seasonings of your choice (I used garlic and paprika) - 140

Fruit - 40 cal

[mindlesswonders]

I don't want anyone to know that I have an ED until I am skinny!! I DON'T NEED HELP!! I NEED TO BE SKINNY!!

[bulbabyyy]

My mom threw out our scale. How am I supposed to have an ed in these conditions

[thinenough]

125lb->103

close ain’t close enough

[ivehadthatdream]

Anyone on here who is not a child? Like 20+? I felt weird enough still having ED tendencies still at 19 and being on here, but wow, now I'm 22. I know EDs don't have age requirements, so anyone else out there who is a similar age, and ESPECIALLY if you're someone who is plus sized eating disordered, and have yo-yoed the same 50 pounds back and forth, like this so we can follow each other. Definitely 18 and older though please ❤️

[blond-b]

None of my clothes fit anymore 😭

None of my clothes fit anymore 🤭🥰

[just-another-dani]

Some of the things that I do when I feel that I'm going to binge:

1. Chew gum for like an hour (My personal favs are watermelon and blueberry)

2. Go on long walks

3. Watch other skinny girls so I can imagine myself as one of them

4. Listen to ed music

Here are them:

(this playlist is not mine and saddly I don't remember who Made it :ccc )

5. Vape or smoke

6. Sleep (sometimes this won't work because I'm very anxious so yeah)

7. I know some people recomend drinking water when that urge appears but personally that doesn't work for me :/

8. Go on stores just to get unbored

Algunas de las cosas que hago cuando siento la necesidad de un atracón

1. Masticar chicle por 1 hora o hasta que pierda su sabor (los que más me gustan son los de sabor a sandia y a mora azul)

2. Hacer caminatas largas

3. Ver otras chicas que sean delgadas para así motivarme a mi mismo

4. Escuchar música que toque temas de desórdenes alimenticios o me recuerden a ellos (las canciones ya están arriba)

5. Vapear o fumar

6. Dormir (aunque a veces esto no me funciona si ando con mucha ansiedad por comer)

7. Se que algunas personas recomiendan tomar agua pero personalmente eso me hace sentir más de la mierda así que solo lo coloco acá por si alguien esta buscando consejos y cree que esto le va a funcionar

8. Ir a tiendas a desaburrirme viendo cosas bonitas