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ulysses dies at dawn
good god this was quite the ride. thoughts!!
i walked in knowing nothing except its cyberpunk setting and gfdsdfgfdasdfsdf mind successfully blown
i love the narration so much. idk its refreshing to me at least in music. very creative and effective way to present info. big fan :D
i am very musically illiterate lol so apologies in advance, but the genre at first listen to me instantly made me think of bluegrass.
listen theres a violin and a banjo esque intrument (sounds like a shamisen to me lol) its close enough
anyway absolutely brilliant music, i like the juxtaposition of a futuristic premise & a somewhat older more grounded music style (i want to say country but i also dont want to be hunted down lol)
favourite songs are broken hahse horse and sunrise lol
my jaw dropped when the horse was scanned for everyhting including hidden soldiers (i wont spoil too much pls go listen) but there was a thing and it made everyone do things and *combusts*
interesting choice of characters! heracles orpheus ariadne and oedipus. i need art of them in 3 piece pinstripe suits nowwwww
took me a minute to get the mf joke lmao. nearly choked
orpheus my poor boi omg all he wants is his girl back :')
fuck u theseus. i feel bad for ariadne honestly. i wonder if in another reality she and dio also had something?
hades! being the villain isnt my favourite thing bc im biased as hell, but i do love the idea of him orchestrating shit for his amusement
the worldbuilding itself is amazing btw, the concept of acheron is quite fascinating and very sinister.
zeus is the worst omg eugh. the olympians are a mafia family lol
i love calypso having a bar idk why its such a funny concept to me. in my mind she and antinous own the place lol (epic crackship crossover no one can stop meeeee)
penelope my beloved. the end hit me like a truck. it was pretty fast like i barely had time to register the events as the story progressed (also i was studying so half my brain was elsewhere lol)
sunrise is the best song ever my ears have been blessed. the melody is ethereal i can literally hear the leaves rustling and feel the faint sunlight
according to the wiki the tree is an oak and ngl idve preferred olive but ig u cant have everything in life lol
the imagery is on another level. i never wished i could draw & animate so much in my life. i want to draw ulysses' last moments, crawling to the roots of the tree under which her remains rest
united once more in death as they were in life :')))))))
trying really hard to stay sane u guys and its getting harder augh
#ulysses dies at dawn#greek mythology#ulysses#greek mythology based musicals are going to be the end of me#goodnight!#not proofread btw dont look too close#reblogging with an art the post got too long lol#---------------------------------------------------#edit: also is it me having a galaxy brain moment or were the sirens a metaphor for drugs and was it intended in any way?#i cant get it out of my head that they sound the way what i imagine a hallucinogenic agent to look like#yk the swirls and bright colours? thats kinda what the song looked liketo me lol.#also it makes some sense hed dampen the pain with alcohol and some drug. just a thought tho
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Made these rq to show how I think the Rainbow Rocket members see each other
I decided ultimately not to include Guzma cause my thought is he helps the heroes like canon
Lusamine and Rose are there tho cause they fit right in with everyone else
Subject to change but yeah basically this is it lmao
#team rainbow rocket#rainbow rocket#pokemon#cyrus pokemon#giovanni pokemon#lysandre pokemon#maxie pokemon#archie pokemon#ghetsis pokemon#lusamine pokemon#chairman rose#team rocket giovanni#team magma leader maxie#team aqua leader archie#galactic boss cyrus#team flare lysandre#can I even call this an au???#like not much is different it’s just my interpretation of the characters?#ig I can if I ever draw the ideas I have lmao#they’re so silly#rainbowpufflez art tag
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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people
#slash extremely negative#it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long#with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less#'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that#and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess#(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends#flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! 😃😃😃#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway#but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke#and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone#but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive#(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour#and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll#and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while#how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least#it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway#what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least#because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad#so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever#goosepost
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Okay so there’s this ww artist on ig called like tooth lilys or something and he’s always causing drama in the ww fandom and he mouthed off about your art and now heaps of insta ww fans are like talking about you :| free publicity?
ahhhh so thats whats happening .. lmao thats crazy
i checked out their story, and i sure doooo love how they leave some things out when talking about both situations that they mentioned to make me look worse ..
ok so
warning, yap session incoming
the "will wood in a (miku) binder" thing happened back in fall 2023 when i was still semi new to the fandom and didnt know a lot of things. so tho i to this day i dont think it was that big of a deal, i wouldnt do it today
it was an artwork made for shits and giggles, the context of which i have explained here before. i never meant to imply that will wood is trans and i certainly dont "headcanon" him as that. my curse is that even when joking around i tend to try and make my art look good, so i get why people thought it was unironic. and i know that it sounds like a lame ass excuse, but it legit didnt cross my mind that people would think i drew will wood as a trans guy or smth. legit my only thought process was "funny haha internet thing" + "my favorite thing" = "good idea"
now the usage of his real name is something i am genuinely sorry for, but it was an accident and a genuine mistake on my part. i remember seeing someone mention it casually in some comment section, and assuming that it was ok, since i didnt know he was in any way against it. (i also thought that it was the same name that he used in "the real will wood" in that one section cus it sounded a bit similar).
when i was informed about the fact that he doesnt want it spread around i deleted the post right away and apologized, so bringing it up like something i did on purpose and out of malicious intent is a tad bit .. misfitting, if you can use that word
now the hot topic of the day: my waywood art
i have said this before and i will say this again, how i feel about rpf is solely based off how the people involved feel about it
to clarify: i never drew anything inappropriate or even suggestive with them, the "worst" thing is 2 simple sketches of them smoochin. or. this.
idk if this is what they were referring to when talking about me drawing will wood and gerard way "making out" (specifically. because i think "making out" implies to be more sexual stuff than small kisses). and if so, then it once again feels like blowing things out of proportion
and now the point i want you to get: will wood wouldnt give a flying fuck
like i said earlier, i never drew anything inappropriate, because that would actually cross will's existent and real boundaries. you know, the ones that he stated
im not making some conspiracy theories about him being gay, like some people seem to imply in their inbox messages to me
im not sending a whole ass smut fanfiction to litwtc gmail or something, i dont bother him in instagram dms asking if he wants to fuck gerard way, im not shipping him with people who he actually knows personally and has to look in the eyes of from time to time
im not doing anything that he would actually care about
him and chris have joked about him being attracted to gerard before, and though im not saying that you can joke about everything theyve ever joked about, i feel like in our case its clear that will clearly doesnt care about the implications ? (i generally believe that ww fans would get their panties twisted about less things if more of them listened to what these 2 talk about so calmly on litwtc but i digress)
if he saw that some random teenager on tumblr is drawing him and gerard way (gasp of horror) holding hands, he'd laugh at it max and then move on with his day
people are treating the whole situation like i posted pictures of him from when he was a kid or leaked patreon content or drew him fully naked or anything else that, you know, would actually affect him in one way or another
what im doing is innocent fun which isnt even likely to reach either of them. will wood very rarely checks tumblr and, once again, i genuinely dont believe he would care. and gerard way aint got no internet + he doesnt care x 2
it is weird but rn this is what brings me the most joy, even if its silly to say. both will wood and gerard way mean a lot to me and putting them in situations together makes me happy. i am but a child full of fun whimsy
i wont be posting any more explicitly romantic art to avoid more drama, and i also wont be responding to all the anon messages i received because there are like .. too many of them. an overwhelming amount i'd say. sorry about that
i really didnt mean to cause such a fuss, and i understand why some people might be uncomfortable with what i do
i fully understand why you would dislike my waywood hyperfixation shenanigans, and i dont have a problem w you over that, but treating me like pure evil because of a thing so insignificant is just.. overdoing it
once again, i will be toning it down, but it really isnt the end of the world if i dare to draw will wood and gerard way being a tad bit gay (which is, i apparently need to mention, not me actually saying that will wood the alternative musician is a homosexual gay who is in a genuine for real actual real gay homosexual relationship with gerard fucking way the lead singer of my chemical romance. i think speculating on other people's sexuality and gender identity is boooo tomato tomato tomato)
sorry for the rant and sorry to all who were disappointed by my lack of remorse. come back in a couple years when i turn 18 and stop having fun and artistic freedom
thank you for your attention and i hope i at least cleared some things up to those who werent w me throughout every event where i get involved in fandom drama
bye bye
#asmo goes blahblahblah#my chemical overreaction#idk should i tag this with the will wood tag#on one hand i probably should so more people understand my perspective but i also dont want this to be a better drama than it already is#bleh whatever#fun fact the will wood in a miku binder situation caused me to be anxious about every artwork i post#cus im afraid i didnt consider that people would see the obvious implications that arent actually there#im gonna close my inbox cus#once again#stressful#but yeah. i guess thats it
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ღ || you are loved.
✰ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : kento nanami x reader.
✰ 𝐰. 𝐜. : 1k+
✰ 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 : the memories of the previous events that ever happened in your life disrupts your whole thoughts. being the amazing husband he is, he comforts you during one of your bad days.
✰ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : reader having a pretty rough childhood, nanami is your husband here, men in family have shown to be giving a bad influence but none too explicit, disturbed mindset, not much proof-read, and basically just family issues. plot going nowhere near the end ig lmao.
✰ 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 : as someone who also had a pretty rough childhood and a rather chaotic family, i just decided to write and post it out in order to feel some sort of relief thru this. i'm so sorry to those who can relate; sending lots of love and hugs for y'all!! i'm so proud of you guys for able to make it through this day! 💛🌻
. dividers by @/cafekitsune !! 💫
To others, your family might be seen as a happy one; having positive, peaceful maintaining relationships. But no one really knows for sure, on what truly happens within that place you called home itself.
What is the purpose of it all, if not to retain a healthy, loving relationship between family members? Each one should’ve practised themselves to strengthen their familial bonds with one another.
But instead, whatever you have wished for– it’s all for nothing.
Growing up in a rather chaotic household does leave your mind dazed at times. You would sometimes even find yourself to be so confused, and believed that most people couldn’t be trusted the way they are. And it’s not by your choice, sadly, you can't help it.
Especially men, in general. You would’ve loved to believe that it’s just some sort of a generational issue, but you don’t even know yourself anymore.
As a result of all the chaos that’s been happening for all those possible years, you’ve grown to be a quite introverted person– reclused, even, not really fond of the idea of opening up to others. It’s so hard for you to do so, especially when it’s already one of your habits that you’ve been doing for so long.
Initially, you even feared the idea of marriage as well, believing that you won’t ever meet the love of your life at all; along with the thought of you not being good enough to be someone’s wife.
But that changed when Kento Nanami came into your life some years later. Although you’re still struggling with your own habits, whether good or bad ones, Nanami always tries his best to help you with whatever he can.
You don’t even remember how and why did you agreed with having a serious relationship with him. Perhaps, you’ve seen something in him– or even, on what he gave you, provided you something that you’ve been missing from in your life itself.
Sure, you can be quite closed off at times, even when it’s unintentional, but he always and always will try to guide you with doing the actual, right thing.
Nanami treats you with pure, utmost respect that comes off as so natural to him; never once yelling or using any harshness at you, especially with his own words. Even when you somehow are being stubborn or so right at that moment, he would always be patient with you, and even give you some space if you needed it.
He’s so sweet and loving, mature, responsible.. The list just keeps going on and on. Heck, he even remembers every single detail that you may have told him, your favourites, your habits, and so on.
Nanami was never the one to rush into things. He takes his tender time with it, especially when it ever comes to you.
He would always speak directly and bluntly; not intending to sugarcoat his words in a way, yet his words never did hurt your feelings. There’s just something about his honesty that draws you in further. It leaves you confused sometimes– was it even the way he talks to you?
But just by his own presence, whether his way of speaking or his actions itself; something about it heals your inner self. It soothes your soul wonderfully, like a warm sunlight coming out from the clouds after the rain occurred. You feel safe and comfortable around him over time.
The time being spent between the two of you is never lacking or dull– with both of your personalities, which are quite the opposite from one another, complements and balances out each other so, so well. And this is due to how you both work on your relationship together as well.
Never once does it feel forced; the deep relationship bond between you both flows ever so gently like the river, and in order for the water to continue flowing without any disturbances, it needs the mere effort from you two.
Despite everything, there’s a part of you that feels so out of place. Perhaps, there’s a side that you believed to be unlovable, and that you’re just not enough. Of course, you wouldn’t even bother to tell him since you didn’t want to potentially burden him with your own problems.
But it’s Nanami that you’re talking about– and he’s the type to notice every single change in your expression. He can always tell if something is causing your own mind to be restless.
“What are you thinking about, sweetheart?” Nanami’s soft tone broke your temporary state of trance, stepping inside within their shared bedroom and gradually approaching your form. You didn’t even realize that you’ve been standing and staring in front of the mirror for several passing moments now.
The thoughts of self-doubt and questioning about your whole existence disappears in mere seconds.
He gently wraps his strong arms around your unmoving form; resting his chin on your shoulder while gazing back straight at your own reflection in the mirror. A small smile appears upon your lips, and didn’t even make any attempt to remove himself from you since it feels so nice at the very moment.
“Nothing.”
His touch alone is enough to soothe your own possibly hurting soul– calming and any trace of hurriedness not in sight, yet your brief answer doesn’t really ease his worries. He knows.
“I know you, darling, I know that’s a lie. You’ve been staring at yourself for the past few minutes.” Nanami didn’t even try to hide his true emotions at this point, keeping his hold around you. He didn’t have to. “Is there anything bothering you? Please tell me, I’m here to listen.”
You’re completely aware that there’s no point in lying to your beloved, so with no choice, you decided to tell him all of your pent-up troubles.
“I just don’t feel special. It’s just one of those days, you know..”
Talking it out is always one of your biggest fears and struggles, and he understands on how hard it is for you to do it every time. Instead of forcing you to speak even further, he slowly turns you around, just to give you a proper embrace.
One that you really, really needed.
“Sometimes–” your words came out more choked out if anything due to the tears you’ve been holding back. “--I wondered what made you choose me as your wife. I’m nothing more special than just a damaged person who needs to heal and move on. But it’s hard.”
“I’m beyond happy with it, truly I do. It’s just that.. My unwanted thoughts could get in the way at times, and I just feel so troubled with myself in general. I don’t feel I deserve someone like you, and you deserve someone far more better.”
“I’m just so grateful for having you in my life– I truly do. You healed something in me, you really did. I’m just worried that whatever I do will never be enough.”
Nanami falls silent at first, which makes you worried for a while there, afraid that you might overstep with your own words of admittance. His mind is racing for a second there, contemplating each word of truth that he has to tell you.
“Darling, I chose you; I chose you out of everyone else because I wanted to.” He still couldn’t understand as much as how you could see yourself in that way. Nanami is never mad, but deep down, he’s genuinely sad at how you view yourself.
Nanami gently uses one of his hands to lift your chin up, completely making sure that you return the gaze that he’s currently giving you. “I don’t care what anyone says. You are everything that I ever wished for, and your little imperfections are what made you so perfect to me.”
“And I never intend to pick anyone else in a crowd of people– I will always choose you. If anyone ever tells you or me that you’re not special, then they’re wrong. I will prove them otherwise, I promise you.”
His gaze never once faltered from yours, wanting to make sure that you’re listening and focusing on every word he says. Your eyes alone have an effect on him, simply captivating in every sense.
It did have an effect on you– feeling yourself getting on the brink of tears, yet still trying your hardest to not have a mental breakdown in front of your beloved. Not yet.
You keep repeating, and repeating on each word that he says internally. His honest yet sweet statement has left you in a tongue-tied state. You are still not used to it sometimes, even forgetting that this man ahead of you clearly loves you dearly and possibly more than himself.
Your husband took quick notice of this, and simply held your form closer to his. The least he could do is to provide some needed comfort, and how he very much wished that he’s able to get rid of any trace of sadness that existed within you.
“I’ve got you, I’ve got you..”
His voice is so soft, not once hinting any irritation whatsoever as he comforts you. You really cherish him, more than words could ever describe– even wishing that you’re able to repay his efforts.
Nanami will always guide you back, and slowly try to make you drift away from any traces of negativity that you’re facing. Of course, it’s not easy, but he’s willing to try it together with you.
Always so gentle and protective in his own way; it wouldn’t matter on how old you both are getting. The love he has for you shall remain and live on as long as he’s breathing, and he will always shield you from any potential harm from the world itself.
“Even beyond the flaws that you believed to have possessed, you are still worth everything that this world has to offer. Those little flaws are what made you, you.”
He keeps on telling you the words that he always wanted to tell you; one that is filled with complete honesty and love within it. To simply remind you on how much your existence meant to him, and it successfully pushed your emotions further to the edge– unable to contain your tears any longer.
Yet still, he continues on with his own words– all the while placing several feathery kisses onto each part of your face that he could reach. The feeling itself is quite overwhelming, yet comfortingly so, knowing that you are truly being loved by someone special.
The past that you have endured may stay with you for as long as you live, but Nanami is willing to help; willing to create a better future instead for the both of you. For your mere sake.
“I will always love you; every single inch of you, and even your flaws. I will make sure of it– always reminding you of that.”
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a year!!! as of today i have now been drawing these funny little pizza freaks, to the exclusion of almost everything else, for!!! an entire year!!! i wanted to do a nice group shot/lineup of everybody to compare to when i first started trying to draw them because oh boy were they bad. i never even posted most of them anywhere because they were so bad. but im posting them here, now, to see how everything's changed/evolved.
this is probably the hardest time i've ever had trying to figure out how to work with a style, but we got there eventually; i'm pretty happy with the handle i've got on everybody now...dont let ur memes be dreams. lots of unimportant journaling and idle thoughts abt it below.
older pics
the first one is the VERY first time i drew them, before i thought i was going to actually have any interest in drawing them [lmao]; it was just the one isolated image, for my friendserver, to illustrate the funney message, so there was no attempt to make it Good or actually understand anything going on w/ the designs or style.
second is the original run of practices sketches to start trying to figure them out for real; done after i started having ideas for the comics and such and realized oh god maybe i am actually gonna draw fanart for this. [again, lol, and lmao.]
third one is the first pt art thing i posted on here. there were a couple weeks of sprite studies between this one and the previous image. the one on the top right wasn't part of that post i just threw it on as space filler; i'd intended to shift to doing Sprite Redraws But Stylized to explore tings more, but that was the only one i did. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
individual characters
peppino: by far the hardest dear god. bro what ARE your shapes how DOES your face work. jesus christ. everything i have trouble with this style for, peppino has it in excess. i draw in polygons! i need consistency! and that is the last thing this kind of style is concerned with. they are made of squarshy clay and i do not understand how to mold them. i was really hoping trying to learn this game's style would GIVE me that kind of flexibility for fun exaggerated facial expression but i don't think much came of it in the end 😔. anyway on the bright side all this means once i got peppino figured out a little bit everybody else clicked way easier.
fake peppino: honestly i never did anything with him on purpose except for how his eyes work + the perma-smile thing. i figured ok hes supposed to look weird and off model so whatever happens with him happens. and it did. and it kept happening. it is still, in fact, happening.
noise/ette: somehow, for every bit that peppino was the least natural thing i've ever tried, these two worked pretty much right off the bat. i still don't understand it, seeing as pretty much all the things at play for peppino are also at work for them. i think the new sketches are actually a little worse than older ones but not enough that i care.
gustavo: really funny bc i drew him on model twice and just went 'okay, cool nice, easy, um. he doesn't have any fucking legs?' fortunately he was the only one i had a strong idea for how to stylize him [square] and it worked exactly as i was hoping so wahoo.
brick: is an animal and therefore 5000x easier and more natural for me to draw/stylize than anything else in the cast. that is Just a rat bro. i can draw a rat.
gerome: i think the funniest one here. the most drastic and least necessary change imo. i was gonna have him be really small at first, like smaller than the noises, but then i just... didn't. he's just peppino-sized now. also i gave him like. actual human facial structure, which is funny bc in most cases i'd do anything to avoid, but it works well for his being A Rock to give him some angles and definition like that+ to differentiate his vibe from the rest of the cast who are all very squishy. also since he is essentially Just A Head it's good to emphasize that too ig.
john: i only drew john a couple times but he gets to be here because i like him. and because most of the stuff i applied to gerome was readily applicable to john, though i did try to keep him a little more uncanny because he is a Huge And Lanky Freak. i hate that he is barefoot btw but idk how to make his color balance look right with shoes.
pizzahead: i did not want to put him on here honestly but i Have drawn him a handful of times and more importantly i didn't know what i was gonna do with john's pose if i didn't have him there to be glared at. the only thing that's different with him is giving him wider-bottomed pants, which i got from when i tried to draw these guys in clone high style [i never posted that one either][i will eventually]
snick: he gets to be here because 1. he's like 6 lines 2. i like him and 3. ive scribbled him a few times offhand and it went pretty well
misc
there are some guys missing because those are guys i didn't draw enough [or at all] to have gotten comfortable with them. sorry
i would have Liked to shade these but for the time being i have accepted that my grasp of light/shadow has decayed to the point im not going to be happy with anything i try there, so For Now i am working on my presentation with flats i guess. gerome has a shadow only because he's shaded like that ingame and looks naked without it
anyway if you are still reading [hi?] i get to shamelessly plug now. i'm over the hill of my pizza run now, and while i still have plenty of things i want to make here, most of the bigger more in-depth ones have passed. pizza tower was the first thing in THREE YEARS to get me out of my oc groove to doing fanart, and once i am done with my ideas here i will be going right back to it. if you like my art or how i write characters/interactions you should check out my oc/webcomic blog @jamverse . i can't promise people who like pizza stuff will be terribly into my designs, but i can guarantee i treat my guys with the exact same sort of tone i handle the pt guys with. and hell, i've mentioned it a few times before, but like 70% of my characterization for fake pep is just copied off one of my characters, so if u are going to miss him... he will still be there in spirit >;p
and if you dont care about any of that and are still reading thank you anyway. actually making these comics + seeing how shockingly well-received they've been has done a lot for my confidence, and for seeing that my kind of stuff IS something people enjoy :')
#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#the noise#noisette#pizzahead#arting#pizzaposting
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INTRODUCTION POST (i guess)
Ummmm... Since I have almost 300 followers, then ig, i should make some welcome post or smth, so, HIIIIIIII, HAIIIIIIIII EVERYONEEEE!!!
(I'll TRY to keep this updated, no promises tho)
I'm Kamil, you can either call me by my name, or Kamik, or any other way you want (except slurs ofc, unless we're close friends lmao). I am a minor, trans/enby artist, who went to artschool BUT most of the art has learned by themselves:333
Art
The comms are open!! (Feel free to ask about em if you have any doubts)
Askbox is also open, if you have any doodle ideas or smth, feel free to share (I don't promise I'll do em, sowwy😭)
I mostly do digital art (I use Krita for everything), occasionally i do some scribbles in my sketchbooks, doodles in class, or generally school assignments (which i hate, but let's move on). I am a multifandom artist, who draws whatever they are hyperfixating on (rn im again stuck in re8 brainrot).
Here's the list of fandoms im (mostly) in:
Resident Evil series (mainly Resident Evil Village)
Just Shapes and Beats
Hollow Knight
Detroit: Become Human
Jojo's Bizarre Adventure (mostly Stardust Crusaders)
Original characters
I'm trying to finally bring my original characters to life, and give 'em a proper lore (which isn't going well, for now, lmao). Here's the list of em!
Claire/Clara Heisenberg (re8, Karl Heisenberg is her uncle, who became like a father to her)
Carl/Clara Heisenberg (same as Claire, but in D:BH universe)
Kazakura Marcatney (jjba part3, i'm shipping her with Kakyoin Noriaki)
Surya (Kazakura's stand)
Asuril and Lumi (Hollow Knight oc vessels)
Blixer Fresh (my version of that circle coward from jsab)
Lessyr (golden eyelash pit viper oc I made based off a song Snakes from Solence)
Spooder (a jumping spider oc I made when I was bored)
Bumblee (oc based off my ikea bumblebee plushie)
Other socials i post on (including my redbubble shop)
ThatOne._.ArtsyKid
That1-ArtsyKid
Now, let's settle out, 🚫DNI 🚫 if you either are a:
transphobe/homophobe/anyother lgbtq+phobe, a terf, JK Rowling Supporter, pro-shipper, racist, NSFW/18+, p0rn bot, sexist, or any other problematic folk (if you have an blank blog with an emtpy bio, then im also gonna block you)
More things about me :333
I come from Poland (therefore my english might not be the best)
My b-days are on 29th April
I have 4 budgies (named Lemon, Lemonade, Lime and Larry) and one rabbit (named Robin)
Im not the best with human interactions, sowwy
I easily get overwhelmed, and tend to disappear for few hours/days if I do, bear with me
Not looking to become friends with anyone, but if our vibe match, then hell yeah
I'm taken by the sweetiest pookie ever existed on this earth (my bf)
I have a tons of plushies occupying my bed
I've lived most of my life having high anxiety levels, so now im tryna take everything slowly (please be patient with me)
My fav music genres are metal, alternative metal, rock, rap-rock or anything that sounds good for me
I mostly listen to System Of A Down, Solence, My Chemical Romance, Grandson, Linkin Park and Cavetown (ofc)
I want to have many face piercings and tattoos in the future (I wish to have a septum, snake bites, a helix piercing and brow piercings so bad)
i'm a really really big bug nerd, if you have any cool bug pics, SEND EM OVER!!(im not joking)
my fav drinks are green tea and mojito (alcohol-free cuz i despise alcohol)
My comfort characters are:
Karl Heisenberg from re8 (I see him as a father figure)
Connor from dbh (the tism android)
Kakyoin from jjba part 3 (he's such a nerd, istg we'd go along together)
Lucas Baker from re7 (im not joking, i love this psycho-nerd)
Luis Serra Navarro from re4 (he so diva)
Angel Dust from hazbin hotel (i love him by his feminity and sassines)
Quirrel from Hollow Knight (another father figure, yes, I see a pillbug as a father figure, don't judge me)
#introduction#introductory post#introducing post#hollow knight#jsab#just shapes and beats#resident evil biohazard#resident evil#resident evil village#digital artist
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Idk why but I like doing this rn, so uhm- found a new way to spam you too lol
1. "Kris Laila Lynn, I almost like my name:D"
2. "I'm a Scorpio!"
3. "Blade:D"
4. "Uhm, I'm bored ig"
5. "I'm taken, don't try anything bitches😔✋"
6. "Movie? Uhm.. The goldfinch! "
7. "I'm like- 6'2? I think"
8. ":) " my mother wants me dead" by ily, tho it's a techno remix"
9. "Ace, rain and-.. Drawing"
10. "Mhhhh, thinking abt my Au, seeing or hearing anything that Nm does to my boys aaaand, being in this game."
11. "The boys, asylum!sans:D and.... Killing-"
12. "Uh.. Like- idk.. Spaghetti?"
13. "FINN WOLHARD... Sry-"
14. "Uhm.. Like 4 or 5 tattoos and... Over 7 piercings"
15. "Uh, like- idk rly"
16. "Turn off's? Uhm- too many things"
17. "Scary movies"
18. "Computer"
19. "Mh.. Idk rly"
20. "Like 2days ago? Met someone who acted like she was my mom or smt."
21. "I mean yeah, I hate doing it tho"
22. "I speak uhm, German, Spanish and French, and a little bit Russian, but no where near fluid"
23. "Not rly I think"
24. "Like-.. Idk... She-ra or smt"
25. "Am I supposed to think of a question?.. Idk uhm-
What's my fav book? I rly like the novel the goldfinch- cuz it's gay:D and rlyyyy good, I could talk for hours on end abt it!"
Decided that my MTT would answer! :D
Red- Blade
Purple- Ace
Orange- Ted
1. "My full government name's Dust Undertale. But that last bit is- uh.. well.. dead.. so you can call me Ace. Just- Ace."
"I'm Blade!" "Uh... Any other-?" "Blade."
"Ted..." "..."
2. "I'm Aquarius, Blade's Taurus and Ted's Leo."
"Aww! Ace! You remember my birthday?!"
"Shut the fuck up...."
3. Fanon answers:
"KRIS! KRIS IS MY BIGGEST BEST FRIEND-"
"Blade...settle down.. uh..my best friend...? Probably... Lilian......." He seemed bashful admitting it. (Lilian belongs to @0glitched0-1out1 !)
"Chaos. My best friend is one hundred percent Chaos!"
Canon answers:
"Best friend? Uh... Well...you see-"
"He doesn't have a best friend."
"HEY! NOW THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR-!"
"I consider Ted my best friend!"
"... I'm not your friend.. I'm neither of you a friend.... You dirty brother killers..."
"......."
4. "Annoyed, because this questioning has been going on for-"
"I FEEL GREAT!!"
"......tired...."
5. Fanon:
"Taken. My partner is Kris, and he's the best partner I could ever ask for..."
"TAKEN!! TO MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE LILIAN!" (They're not married. He just likes to call her like that. 😔)
"... I'm... single... I'm not currently... interested in a... relationship..."
Canon:
".... relationship status? I'm single currently.."
"SINGLE- But I'm getting bitches!"
"No. You aren't."
"HOW DARE YOU! Yes I am-!"
"Single... I'm not searching for a... relationship..."
6. "I like... Friday the 13th... For some reason...."
"Why that? I think that Halloween's better."
"You know.... I always felt like the movie House Of Wax somehow speaks to me!"
(💀 they have NO idea..)
7. "We're all pretty tall... But those are the effects of- well... Being under Nightmares command... No. I'm not going to clarify what exactly I mean by that, but I'm 6'11"
"Why are your answers always so long? Anyways- I'm 6'8,71!"
"... 9'1,45..."
8. "I relate to.. uh.. Wet by Dazey and the scouts... BUT I LOVE SHOULDER BOULDERS BY S3RL!"
"Of course you do... But I like K. by Cigarettes After Sex"
"..? A song.....? Uh.. I like... Butch 4 butch... By Rio Romeo.."
9. "Horror themed things..., Games and Novels.."
"Blood, my rats (Jeffrey, Bob, Mike 💀), and alcohol!" (He's lying...)
"Flowers, animals and...peace..."
10. "...." Ace refuses to answer...
"=)" Blade seems unwilling to answer too... twitching and holding his knife tightly...
"...My family which I didn't see for too long.... Nightmare... And... being stuck in this realm.."
....
11. "The unstoppable marching of time that'll slowly lead to unexpected death..."
"My caricatures, my 18+ mags, and...death! =)"
"My...family..." (Papyrus...)
12. "Food? I don't eat."
"I like- uh... Pancakes? I guess? Lmao."
"......everything but nothing at the same time......."
13. "OMG- Well, I wouldn't call him a celebrity- BUT CHAOS! HAVE YOU SEEN JUST WHAT THAT GUY ACHIEVED?! HE-"
"I like myself! :)"
"... Celebrity?"
14. "None."
"I wanted to have some! But I didn't do it. :("
"...."
"Ace? Why are you suddenly so qui- wait.... AIN'T NO WAY-"
"... Uh..."
"YOU HAVE A TATTOO?! OR A PIERCING?!"
"... I... don't have a tattoo..."
"...So... A piercing?"
"OMG- YOU HAVE TO SHOW!! SO YOU HAVE SCARS AND A PIERCING?!"
"....not only one..."
"...."
"YOU HAVE MULTIPLE PIERCINGS-?!"
"Cut the camera!"
15. ".... I'd rather not say..."
"Turn-ons..?"
"OH- DO I HAVE A LIST FOR YOU! SO-"
16. "I'm asexual you fucking dick nips-"
"...huh..?"
"Turn-ofs? Uhh... Can't think of any right now!"
17. "Scary movies."
18. "Computer!"
"Anywhere I could watch porn-"
"... Television..."
19. "... What's a perfume?"
(I told you they all smell.. 😔😭)
20. "20 minutes ago! :D"
"... I don't cry much.."
"...."
21. "No."
"Yes-!"
"No. No he doesn't. We all can't really...cook."
22. "Well... I'm Arabic! I can speak English, Arabic and Japanese!"
"I can speak Russian, French, Spanish and Italien."
"...I can speak... German...and Japanese..."
23. "No."
24. "Steven Universe, Big Bang Theory and Red Dwarf!"
"Naruto, Demon Slayer, Komi Can't Communicate!"
"Why that last one?"
".... She's hot-"
"Ew, Blade! SHE'S 17!!"
"NOT MY FAULT THEY MAKE HER LOOK OLDER!!"
"No! You're just gross!"
"... I don't really watch... Tv much..."
(I skipped the last one- since I didn't really know what to add. 💀🙏🏻)
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I heard about the drama over elainweek. I'm also aware that there a people who ship Elain and tamlin. So I see where the drama comes up when tamlain stans are excluded from the elainweek.
But why is Beron involved??? How?? Are there actually people who ship Elain with Beron? Or wtf is going on cause I'm confused about Beron's role in this.
Idk what it all got to do with Elucien either. But Beron is so fucking random 😭
LMAO ok um I wasn't exactly in the drama, I got pulled into it💀 so I wasn't there from the beginning I might be wrong:
So for Elain's week they set some rules that people who ship Elain with certain characters, who are abusive, can't participate. And well I've seen people ship Elain with Tamlin and I've heard Beron in passing but now I'm sure some people do.
And well these two characters are definitely abusive so we're not allowed to make fanart/ fanfic/ moodboard for them that is related to Elain's week.
I haven't seen when they specifically mentioned Tamlin's and Beron's name, I only saw the post about Elucien's being allowed (thank you ig) to participate because Lucien hasn't been abusive to Elain.
Now I want to point out that I'm 90% sure that no one was going to draw or write for Tamlain for Elain's week but them specifically mentioning it stirred this whole thing. They say everyone can participate but a certain group can't... Which I have no idea how this works because what they're saying doesn't make any sense lol
If you wanted to create a character's appreciation week for a certain group just say so. So others can host another one for all. So can people be as creative and unhinged as ever. And it seems there was some drama around Elain's week and Eluciens last year which I'm not privy to the details but it appears it's not their first time.
Acting like you're welcoming to all but also not all, is just not how appreciation week for characters work :)
#fandom bs#acotar fandom#elaingate#lmao#if I'm wrong please tell me like I said I'm not completely sure how Beron was brought into this
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Hi 🤭🤭 am I a pretty mf? Cuz I wanna talk to you<33
Lmao anyways- can u do an outsiders ship for me pls? Tsymm
Ok so I’m like, abnormally tall for my age-If I had to guess, I’m roughly 5’10. My hair is this bleach-blonde, really shaggy sort of overgrown butterfly cut. I have HORRENDOUS posture and hazel eyes, and my skin is peach-tone ig?
Idk how to describe my personality, but here’s some interactions I’ve had with my friends so you have a general idea—
[My friend] *Drinking a smoothie* eUGH, it’s so thick
[Me] *Struggling to hold in my own laugh* Y’know- cough, y’know what else is thick??
[My friend] Do NOT.
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[Me] *holding up a picture of some random celebrity from the 80’s-90’s* i need him pregnant
[My friend] Mf, he is in his FIFTIES. He HAS CHILDREN
[Me] I don’t care
[My friend] LEAVE THAT MAN BE
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[Me] *Staring at the wall while hallucinating the hat man* chat. chat is this resl
[My friend] ffs, go to sleep you insomniac bastard
Anygays, my hobbies are drawing hot pathetic divorced w/ kids wet cat manfailure malewife babygirls and also making playlists abt said babygirls bc men,, need them so bad actually s not even funny
Sir you are relatable
Your Outsiders Ship: Two Bit Mathews
Explanation: looks wise I think you’re definitely his type. I think he would definitely make jokes about your posture if he met you and if you were insecure about it, he would probably quickly learn about that and then stop, but I think he would love your hair and I can’t remember his canon height but I see him as being a little taller than you, so I think he would also tease you about that and call you short, even though you’re not that much shorter than him. As for your personality, you seem like you like crack in a lot of jokes and you like being relatable which, even if you weren’t trying to be relatable that’s how you come across because I relate to every single statement is made and anyway I think you and to, but we just have such fun making jokes and teasing each other because that would also be your love language. As for your hobbies, I think two would totally make some playlists with you and Simp over people that already have wives and children. And then I can join your guys relationship and do that as well. But I think you guys would be a really fun couple and definitely have the most fun dates ever and are really cool people that would just get along great personality wise.
#urlocalnonbinarybastardwritesanswers#the outsiders hcs#the outsiders headcanons#two bit mathews#johnny cade#the outsiders#dallas winston#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#steve randle#ponyboy curtis
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ok ok here's my detailed nsfw headcanons (or ig....canon anyway bc it's my story?? LMAO) for six lives. obvious warning for nsfw/kink but also for mentions of domestic violence and sexual abuse (of adults and minors)
-William IS asexual in the usual sense that he doesn't experience attraction, however this society doesn't... have a term for that
-ironically, he's the guy fucking the most here. he has a very unhealthy view of sex-- he thinks it's unnecessary, it's awkward, he'd prefer to avoid it altogether, but he feels that because he CAN have sex as an Overlifer... he SHOULD. something his father taught him!
-he CAN enjoy it, just for the stimulation, but even that makes him kind of ill afterwards. it's a mix of the feeling that he saw something he shouldn't have as well as his trauma from the CSA
-he likes all sorts of BDSM, it genuinely makes sex a little more fun for him bc he's actively doing smth else while fucking. he CANNOT handle just lying there and taking it, and he can't handle seeing someone else that way, either
-for example: he loves to stim with the gags Bentinck puts on him. they need to be taken off pretty quickly so he can breathe, but he lovesss drooling over it
-he does draw the line at choking tho DO NOT CHOKE HIM
-if he loves you (like he does Bentinck) then he'll wrap his long long tail around your waist while you fuck his brains out 🥺🥺
-i've mentioned this before but he's very vocal. if you get him into subspace, he'll say things or make noises you NEVER could have imagined for him...
-now Bentinck! so this guy acts normal but he's kinky as shit, same levels as William
-he can be a gentle dom but he has a mild preference for subbing. he LOVES to be ruined
-he doesn't like pain so much tho, he's more into bondage and servitude and humiliation
-he loves gangbangs, especially when shit gets MESSY. he wants to be covered in cum and piss and drool and sweat
-however sometimes it's hard to enjoy them when he knows the people fucking him aren't really attracted to him, they're attracted to the idea of fucking an Ally, like some kind of power reversal. his biggest fantasy is being 'worshipped' by a bunch of his followers, and being instead fucked by people who would like to see him dead really messes with him... it's like, they don't deserve to see that of him
-he hardly ever cums without jacking off or someone doing it for him
-he's very good with fisting (he took someone up to their shoulder once and YES THAT IS POSSIBLE AND NO DONT ASK ME HOW I KNOW THAT) and huge dildos. he owns a few crazy monster cocks and has great fun riding them
-eating ass/pussy is his favorite thing in the world (oh yeah when Keppel shows up it's gonna be over for you bitches)
-he laughs. a lotttt. it's kind of a nervous response in the aforementioned gangbangs William sets him up to do, but he also does it bc he's having fun when he's topping
-Mary time!! she's actually pretty vanilla but rlly enjoys blindfolds, and she's got a bit of a sadistic streak
-she loves making boys cheat on their partners with her it's her favorite thing (imagine getting cucked by Mary tho LMAOOO)
-she's actually not super horny all the time like her father but when she gets high, she goes fucking nuts and is something of a power bottom
-also when she gets high, she's very loud
-she'll only let girls dominate her
-that's why she's got a bit of a friends-with-benefits situation going on with Anne Villiers, they regularly fuck and Anne's great at it so Mary has High Standards for her partners
-she prefers to have sex with her assassination targets before she kills them bc she rlly hates getting blood on her clothes. to her it's the hottest shit when she's washing blood off her tits
-and yes as Anne mentioned before she has lots of dildos and sex toys too. she can have her own fun
-in particular she loves vibrators
-and now we have her father!! oh dear where do i even begin. full on sadomasochist, the extremes of both sides of the spectrum. not a kink out there he doesn't like. he'll try everything
-generally he prefers to be a dom as well as a top, there's VERY few people he's willing to sub and/or bottom for
-however even as a dom he likes to receive pain. and like i mean crazy amounts of pain, he loves being whipped until he bleeds and he's REALLY into CBT
-there's also, ofc, knives, which he gets if he genuinely attempts to kill Maria. force her to fight back and all that
-you can't even nonconsensually torture this man bc he loves it so much
-as for the pain he INFLICTS, he loves flogging, beating, slapping, choking, shocking, all that wild shit. he'll just do it unprovoked tho, like without any discussion beforehand
-he regularly ignores safewords and pushes his partners to their very limits
-obv he ADORES bondage
-his favorite aspect of bondage is gags, specifically ring gags (the ones that force your mouth open). he loves to use Marly's mouth like that
-can't forget the green stockings kink. here it's extended to him being drawn to just the color green in general, he couldn't tell you why but he LOVES to see it on people and makes his partners wear it to remind everyone that he 'owns' them
-completely opposite views from William; he believes that as an Overlifer, he's entitled to the bodies of everyone around him. and he'll take them whenever he likes
-when he forces himself upon somebody for the first time, there's a very good chance he'll kill them if they don't show him respect for it. he seems to calm down a little after you get used to it, but it's terrifying for anyone involved. ofc, part of what's so thrilling to him is the fear
-he loves humiliating Marly and Maria. sometimes both at the same time
-sometimes when fucking Marly he'll mock the latter for his moans, like he'll hear Marly let out a gasp and then he'll copy it just to echo how pathetic he sounds
-mean rough fucker, won't let you cum without begging. and he's VERY good at making people beg
-there's no love for his subs after he's done with them. despite the fact that they might have reacted like he wanted them to, he still finds them fucking UNBEARABLE to look at afterwards. for just a moment, he hates them for their powerlessness
-necrophilia? probably. don't ask
-and now for everyone's favorite: Marly!!! ooh he's not kinky at ALL, despite the fact that he often finds himself in some damn Situations in all his movies/shows, and has actually come to hate BDSM for what he associates with it
-he's not even that much of a hoe tbh. he just happens to work for James, who thinks Marly is a horny little bitch who eats everything up
-despite being terrified of bondage, he finds the powerlessness and vulnerability kind of DOES turn him on. even the fear itself does smth for him. he's not sure why but the idea that he likes it even a little bit makes him highly uncomfortable
-as well as James taunting and humiliating him for it? no thank you, not for him
-he hates pain especially, all the ways James slaps and bats him around during sex INFURIATE him. he wants to be treated nicely in bed yknow
-he can tolerate BDSM a little bit more if it's consensual, but ofc it never fully is bc. well it's kinks he doesn't like. but like, if James is extra affectionate that night... he thinks he'll be okay
-he's never once complained about it tho. he thinks if that's how James wants to use his body, then he deserves to, and he gets enough out of it by having James fuck him anyway and knowing that his master is rlly enjoying himself using HIS body. oh it's an honor to him
-i mean it's crazy, he REALLY loves James' cock, he loves sucking it and worshipping it and taking it
-he's very polite. calls James 'sir' and thanks him for everything, even when he's just about losing his mind in the middle of it
-also a lot of 'i love you's. he tries to be very sweet
-oh yknow the tattoos on James drive him nuts
-something he's weirdly into is how he'll put on makeup and by the end of the night it'll be SO fucked up bc of how rough James was with him
-sometimes, if the two of them are drunk enough, they'll have the closest thing to loving, consensual sex they can get to. none of the bondage or violence Marly hates, just a lot of kissing and whispers on James' part, and Marly thinks he can remember why he ever fell in love with this man in the first place
-it's just a very complicated thing for him. some nights, James' touch is all he can think about, other times he just wishes James would look away for once
-during the three-ways with James and Maria, he'll usually be their sub. mostly he just feels bad for her; she's clearly VERY uncomfortable
-he's never had sex with Sarah once. he believes it to be heresy and that he doesn't deserve her, even tho he REALLY wants to do so...
-ok here's a speed round for characters that don't fuck much in the story/haven't appeared yet but i still think about them
-Keppel's favorite thing in the world is sucking cock without a doubt. he's soft when someone's fucking him, but he'll be hard as shit while blowing someone
-he loves drinking cum
-he can switch his genitalia out anytime!
-with a pussy he's a squirter like no other and loves being eaten out
-also he's a fierce power bottom and brat. takes a lot to get him to fully sub for you but... i think William can manage it, no?
-Charles is 100% a pup. he's got the hood and everything
-he also likes to be called 'good girl' and have his asshole referred to as a 'cunt.' curious, curious
-Maria's not that much into BDSM either, but James finds her a lot more receptive when she's drunk or upset. she'll do anything for him in that state
-she's actually fully asexual too and struggles with a lot of guilt when it comes to pleasing the devil ancestors
-Anne Villiers is absolutely a full sub and bottom, she WISHES Hanni would tie her up like he does to William...
-Shrewsbury is an exhibitionist. period full stop he just loves humiliation and having people watch him and degrade him and all that. he might be a sex worker here but i gotta think about that
-Louis loves being gang fucked by a bunch of his nobles and politicians, it's a form of worship to him
-he also has a breastfeeding kink, having given birth to his own kids he likes it when his partners suck milk out of him too
#THIS TOOK TOO LONG....#and it also GOT very long ooops#ooh i think i enjoyed writing the marly stuff a little too much#if you guys have any of ur own headcanons for this.... pls send them.... im always thinking about this AU#six lives won't make you happy#suggestive
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no new art yet, so let me yap a bit about my Tav/D&D rogue Aerin - did the same kind of post on bluesky so I might as well share stuff here!
art improvement journey under the cut! This is gonna be long and I'm also gonna talk about some stuff I went through over the years as an online artist.
Around 2016-2017 I started playing D&D with a group of friends, so of course I chose the rogue class to start. My DM did not allow drow characters for whatever reason, so Aerin at the time was just a random elf lol. I did not care much since I was very new to D&D.
This is what she looked like in 2017, my very first art of her:
big purple anime eyes lmao. what even is that shading...
I grew very attached to her during our campaign, roleplaying a smartass rogue that somehow always landed 19 on Perception checks was definitely fun, so of course I had to draw her again. Her skintone changed to be more tanned, her eyes changed color, but she was pretty much the same.
early 2018 (left) and late 2018 (right) art of her:
definitely looks better with golden-ish eyes
Sadly our campaign ended when the whole group parted ways and the DM kinda disappeared from our lives, yet I still loved my character a lot! I wanted to keep her alive, even without a D&D campaign!
I tried drawing her again in 2020-ish (I think?), but I never finished this:
Looking back, I can really see how much my style changed from anime to whatever it is now. Lmao. The 2020 wip is definitely closer to what I was trying to achieve at the time.
Back in the days I used to be very active on deviantART and Tumblr, but also joined IG for funsies. And oh gods, it was the worst idea I ever had in my entire life. While in 2015-2017 I was extremely productive, I started to slow down a lot, drawing just for the purpose of getting attention. I tried to draw things that were likely to be liked, or DTIYS stuff I didn't even care about. I was extremely uninspired because of how much I tried to please others and not myself.
Unfortunately that is when the big old artblock demon got me - I stopped drawing from 2020 to...2023? Pretty much. Maybe even earlier than that. Just a couple sketches here and there, but many and many months passed with me not even trying to draw anything. The "pressure" of trying to get some likes, being acknowledged etc was what made me stop drawing. I felt extremely unwell about what my art looked like, it was not good enough, I kept trying to change my artstyle to whatever, kept comparing my stuff to other people's works, it really became stressful to even hold a pen. I was pretty sad, cause in my most productive years I drew whatever came to my mind without giving a single f about anything. I completely lost this mentality over the years, so I stopped drawing.
Then Baldur's Gate 3 came out and oh my god. Holy hells.
I kid you not when I say this mf game did wonders to my creativity. Ngl, I already was in the mood for trying to get back to art - I bought a new graphic tablet (smaller, more comfy to use), tried out different brushes, followed some tutorials here and there, sketched a bit whenever I had the time to do it. But Baldur's Gate 3 really dragged me back to that carefree mentality I was yearning for. And after a "trial" run with a random character me and my partner created together, I OF COURSE had to bring back to life my beloved rogue. And finally turned her into a drow, heheh.
In no time I started drawing again, having no idea how to do anything anymore, kinda scared of how the result would look like and boom. Here we go, with Aerin again.
(left) more simple style VS (right) painted kinda style?
I do not think I am especially good at art. I lack many things (I suck at anatomy and proportions, it takes me ages to finish one piece) but...I can still see the improvement, even after years of not doing anything. It really surprised me. I never stopped observing art - I did not draw, but my eyes were still trained - and somehow this reflected in how I draw nowadays.
I am extremely grateful to this game. It fueled me so much with creativity I literally have too many ideas and things I want to draw (but no time lol), and I don't even care too much about what others may think. I am drawing again for myself, not to please others. I draw what I want.
And honestly, all this big post was just to say:
If you feel overwhelmed by socials and art isn't fun anymore, take a break. It doesn't matter if it's long or short - just take a break. Do not ruin things for you because of a couple of likes or whatever. Instead, try to keep the fun alive. It doesn't matter if your artwork doesn't get shared or liked a billion times. Your art is not worth the number of likes it gets. And if you have fun drawing your stuff, just do it! If you don't have fun in the process, the result is gonna suck for sure. At least for you.
And what if the result is not so good? FUCK IT!!! You cannot improve unless you work hard. You cannot improve unless you draw and keep your eyes trained. Consume art, draw, do whatever works best for you. Every artist, even the best you can think about, started from ugly sketches and cringe art. And keep your old art at hand - you may not notice it yet, but after a year or two go back to your old stuff and compare it to the newest you have. You will definitely notice the difference. That, my fellas, is improvement. It's hard to notice if you compare your last week's artwork with the current one you're working on. Go check older stuff. You ARE improving. You just didn't notice.
Take it from me, I'm an old 31 y/o hag and I have experienced things. Never let the fun dry out.
#longpost#aerin#bg3 tav#bg3 oc#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#bg3#art journey#art improvement#art tips#artists on tumblr#ramblings
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First impression: First time I've ever seen him was because of an animation meme (for a 2 second "cross the sea" joke) and the second time was when I watched a dub of the 0.4 ink vs error fight in underverse, and going back to that I realize he was only there for like 5 seconds at the end so uh💀I don't think I had any significant opinion on him in my early days in the fandom tbh
Impression now: I just can't not love him man. Xtale as a whole has grown on me like crazy recently, I just think the enitre story and context surrounding him is so interesting. (the fact that he's a swap sans and has/had a sibling relationship with alphys quickly comes to mind when thinking about his unique situation) he's also just an awesome yet prissy little emotional guy, and I love that for him
Favorite moment: Aaaaa I dunno if I remember enough to get this accurate, but I really like all the scenes he's had with ink. their divorce was truly tragic
Idea for a story: I don't know what I'd do tbh... his orginal story is one of those concepts I don't feel the need to dive into in my own way since I think it's already done so well in canon (tho ig I can say he plays a big enough role when it comes to a non-utmv world I've been working on, but he still isn't very developed there hgdhfg)
Unpopular opinion: I am unsure what the popular/unpopular opinions on this guy are lmao, so here's a random opinion: I think he should be drawn short more + stockier in general. Idkk I do not believe he is taller than dream guyz (the art of him on my blog rn contradicts what I'm saying here but the last thing I posted is over a year old now, I have grown since then🙏)
Favorite relationship: cross and lux I love girldad cross I love him I LOVE HIM!! I plan on drawing them at some point soon they are sillay. Another dynamic I like is cross + ink of course, to me they're a weird amalgamation of romantic and platonic idk they're just vibing
Favorite headcanon: He has a fursona and it's a wolf (ink convinced him to make it)
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for the artist askgame, idk how many youve answered already but 3,4,10,12,21,24 and 35!
hello helloo!! sorry im just answering this now, been pretty busy^^ (also, using this chance to thank u for your support!! i always see u interacting with my stuff here hbasfcyhdb you're a sweetheart😭💕)
Your fav piece/s?
Probably this vergil one! i still love how it looks djddgnds my art peaked here im afraid,,,,,
Piece you wish got more love?
hmm, this is an interesting one!! tbh i dont mind it much but this johnny fanart got waaaaay more attention on instagram!! i mean,,, i have a lot of mk moots there so it makes sense lol (and also just got to 1k followers on IG!! crazy stuff💌)
How do you deal with artblock?
to be honest, once i realize i have artblock i stop drawing for a couple of days. if i keep insisting on drawing i just get more and more frustrated and it makes it worse imo. so i like to spend some time doing my other hobbies!!! (´▽`)
usually i just come back to drawing once i regain motivation or i get a cool idea that i need to sketch so i wont forget. and when that happens, my artblock is usually gone!! so,, i guess i just wait for it to go away? lol not much advice i can give on that sadly :/
Describe your process while drawing!
CHAOTIC. to say the least.
i spend like. half an hour on pinterest beforehand getting inspo & searching for refs and ONLY THEN i can start drawing. i start on SAI1, do the sketch and if i like how it looks, i just clean it up. if it dont, i do 'proper' lineart. after that i start coloring and shading!! this is my fav part tbh. once im done shading i color the lineart so its not completely black. then i open up SAI2 and start doing more rendering, adding overlays & effects. that part is also SO FUN cause it makes everything come together so nicelyy. my art process is a pretty big 'trust the process' till that part lol.
there's ALWAYS music or yt videos playing in the bg, and me taking A LOT of 15 minutes breaks cause that one song is so good and i have to stop drawing and start singing while looking at the spotify lyrics like im hypnotized LMAO
What do you thin you artstyle woukd taste like?
people always say my art looks so tasty and. i kind of agree!! like. smth very sweet. it really depends on the colors i use on the piece but,,, either hard candy, gummies, marshmallows or even syrup i think!!!
What's a compliment about your art that has always stuck with you?
i get super giddy with every compliment i get so i dont think i can remember one in particular??? but istg people always say the funniest, most sweet things ever and it's so nice to hear :3 but if i had to say smth,,, i once had the chance to talk with this one incredibly talented illustrator, and he kept telling me how he thought my stuff looked amazing. and i was like!!! wow!!! you actually like my stuff?? what!!!!
Piece of advice for my younger artist self
i would sit this little girl down and talk to her for hours tbh poor thing was STRUGGLING 😭😭😭
i guess my best advice for her (and for anyone who reads this, too!) is to not be so hard on yourself. art is a skill, and it takes a lot of time to build it up!!!
i used to get SO extremely upset when my stuff didnt look the way i wanted it to and ughhh. took me literal years to find my artstyle too and that didn´t help AT ALL with how frustrated i was feeling. i felt,,, stuck??
but now i look back at my art journey and. wow have i improved!! maybe if that little girl saw the stuff i do today she wouldn´t be so sad about her art :´] not to say i don´t struggle today, i still feel stuck and frustrated often!! but i guess i learned to be kinder to myself. but i still have lots of things to improve about my art!! i wonder when i´ll take another look back and see how much i´ve progressed since today,,,
thank you for the ask!! (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
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Okay, so let me ramble abt making the last comic, cause that was an absolute behemoth to work on, and I have a lot of thoughts in my head. Man, I don't know how those webtoon artists do it every week. They scare me now.
This is super long btw, so get cozy if you want to read :]
Starting off, I actually got this idea from my lil 'ol diary I keep by my tableside :] I like writing down what I feel so I can see it in a more concrete(?) manner, helps me cope i think. One time, I really did cry for someone because I guess I just really liked them a lot. Having crushes is fun, but catching feelings isn't.
I always get this giddy feeling of being head over heels for someone. Every interaction is so exciting. Intoxicating even. And I couldn't get enough of it, but after that few seconds of bliss I immediately think to myself that all these scenarios in my head will never happen, not in a million fucking years. I just preemptively reject myself without ever telling the person what I feel. I know what the outcome will be anyway, and I'm afraid of what will happen if I did say anything. It's just too risky.
The second half is completely made up tho, I will never ever kidnap someone... unless? (For legal reasons, I will have to clarify that this is a joke, Thank you.)
Now onto the comic itself!
The composition is probably the easiest and the most fun part. I love, love, love, how versatile you can be in the webtoon format. Figuring out how to transition the panels is super fun, and it sucks that most of the webcomics I see on tapas or webtoon, etc. are just sticking to those boring box formulas over and over again when it has so much potential, although there are exceptions like, for example, Lore Olympus. While it has it's fair share of flaws when in comes to other aspects, you can't deny the artist's talent esp when it comes to knowing how to place the character in an illustration, (again) the compositioning etc etc. (ep. 8 is p good. They stick to the box stuff during dialogue but gets more experimental in some parts. I haven't been keeping up with it, so idk any other good eps)
One of my only big regrets is that I wish I had made the space between the '...but I love it." and "And soon..." parts longer. I think it changed scenarios way too fast and your eye immediately moves onto the next piece of text,, but eh, it is what it is, and I can't be bothered to edit it so ig I gotta learn to live with it.
It's still messy in,, a lot of parts actually, and I still can't do lineart to save my life, but i kinda tried just cleaning up the sketches instead???? I mean, it kinda works, but it isn't really smooth so,, And there are small mistakes here and there that I could've fixed or colored stuff in properly or whatever. But at that point, I'm just done with it. No more. Am tired and want to draw other shit now. Maybe boobs n dicks n pussy-
Oh actually i have another comic in my wip folder that I started before the sad Kylar crying one. Here's some of the thumbnails for it:
the fucking lisa simpson looking ass face just cracks me up every time I see it LMAOQJSJQJ I just wanted to show it to u but stay tuned for that ig
I eventually want to make little comics like this for other characters as well! Like Sydney, who is also one of my favorites cause of the whole religion aspect to them, and I would like to tackle that topic with yet another super personal experience of mine that for some reason I'm comfortable with sharing with a bunch of ppl lmao
I also really want to make a full on nsfw one, like gut rearranging, carnal fucking, hardcore banging,, ok ill stop. But I do need to do more,, uh, "research" on that,, i swear it's research, i have no clue how im gonna draw it. Hell, I already struggle with drawing people fucking and imagine adding cool transitions to that. Guess even my masochistic tendencies extend to this shit too.
And I think that's pretty much it? I'll probably just stick to b and w or monotone with a few accent colors because i just know that it would break me if i did a fully colored one.
Okay, thank you for reading this ramble, I'll go ahead and answer some asks now,, Here's your prize though!
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Ok since my uhh… “spicy side” is trying to take over I’ma pack some questions into a single ask ask to not flood the inbox in no particular order as I fight it to the death
Whats your otps?
Whom was the first spicy artist art you ever seen?
Who’s your favorite artist (This can be both sfw/nsfw btw. Heck you can say multiple if you have more than one of course)
Favorite and least favorite ship(s)
If you had to convince someone to embrace their spicy side how would you do so even gradually?
oh boy lmao uh
(this got long lol, so i'm putting it under a read more)
my otps? i surprisingly don't often ship things very heavily lol (more likely to ship myself with characters hhh), but at least for the undertale fandom ig it'd have to be sansby and soriel? idk they're cute :> (fell sansby's 👌) ((n i don't ship any sanscest if that's what u were looking for lol))
honestly have no idea who the first spicy artist i'd ever seen was. besides, i definitely wasn't old enough to look at spicy art back then, so i don't think i would wanna say anyways.
fav artist rn is Milk (@/sansguy), my best friend. :> some others (in no particular order) are @/itsxroxannex, @/mothiepixie, @/sunnydayaoe, @/the-skeleton-in-ur-closet, and @/erineas. (honorary mention 's @/lady-of-disdain. not an artist to my knowledge, but a very good writer. author of Poor Little Meow Meow) Some of these have spicy content, some dont.
fave ships. what i said above. least fave. (without going the obvious route of gross shit that proshitters ship) ig asgore x toriel. jus feels weird. let them move on. let toriel have a happy, healthy life without her ex. (no real shade to ppl who ship it) (also not meaning to call asgore a toxic ex lol)
and hmmm. depends on the person and situation. if they're an artist like me wanting to draw more spicy stuffs, i'd encourage them to build themselves up to it, starting with mildly suggestive stuff, and getting more suggestive until they're at a level of spicy that they're comfortable and satisfied with. :> (same thing if they're a writer)
if they're not an artist/writer, and wants to interact with more spicy content, i would recommend some mild stuff to start them off (asking them what they're currently comfy with ofc).
other than that i'm not sure, ig i'd encourage them to just go for it? (taking it slowly??) in adult and safe spaces for that ofc. follow rules and boundaries with that stuff.
#hope that last question was answered well lol#idk#vry much depends on the person#hope what i said helped tho#also don't have much experience expressing my 'spicy' side sept through art (even not a lot through art actually. 's a more recent thing)#so idk if i'm the best person to help with that lol#didderd asks#another-underfellsans
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