#if you're refusing to do literally the smallest thing you can do to help then i have questions

[lazylittledragon]

i refuse to believe that boycotting is hard. my favourite thing in the world is ordering maccies after a late night at work/a concert/getting drunk. yes i do miss it sometimes. but the other night i ordered from a small place near my house instead and it was the most orgasmic burger i've ever had in my life. i very rarely say this but fucking suck it up people are DEAD

[suiana]

(yandere! co-actor x gn! co-actor reader) (theyre co-stars who act as lovers n have to act like they love each other but they actually don't)

"but oh, darling, how i adore your face in all its glory..."

"cut!"

your co-actor immediately pulls away from you, face scrunching up in disgust as he completely refuses to acknowledge your presence. you do the same, wiping your hand with a cloth as you walk to the opposite side of the set.

yes, the two of you were co-stars who secretly hated each other. shocking.

to be honest, it was shocking because you didn't hate him initially. you had actually admired him and even wanted to act together in a movie! he was once your idol after all.

and by some stroke of luck, your manager had gotten you the opportunity to be a co-star on a romance-horror movie that was predicted to be the biggest film of all time.

but now that you had achieved that dream... you really wish it hadn't come true. for people's facades come down once you get to know them.

you and him did not get along at all. constantly butting heads, fighting over the littlest of things... yet, you two manage to act out the roles of obsessed lovers who would die for one another.

the fact that the movie was about how you (the love interest) and him (the male lead) were dating and how he would go crazy and stuff-

ugh you can't believe you had to act this out! you're too annoyed to even think straight now! like, what kind of false reality is this?!

...

well i mean, it is kinda your job as an actor to sell a false reality but still! the way you two can pull a 180 each time you have to get on set is crazy!

"oi you, don't breath all up in my face next time. yoy are repulsive."

"we're literally supposed to stand close to one another! how am i not supposed to do that-"

"then don't breathe."

"you two stop it!"

the director barks at the two of you, shaking his head as the both of you roll your eyes. seriously, to everyone else it looks like little kids who are fighting over the smallest of things. how childish!

"we're gonna be filming the next scene. get in position!"

you begrudgingly walk over to the middle of the set at the familiar phrase, getting into place as your co-star unwillingly holds you in an intimate pose. with him pressed up against a wall and you pinning him up against said wall.

you shudder in disgust as the cameras begin rolling once more. ew, you really can't understand what you used to see in him. like he's so dramatic and sassy! what-

"ack!"

your eyes widen as you see him shiver fearfully, a spider crawling on his head. what the hell?! where did this spider come from?!

you wanted to back away from your co-star but the second you saw how his eyes started to water, the way his lower lip trembled... you knew you couldn't just leave him to suffer. even when you hated him.

"don't move..."

you mumble, eyebrows furrowing slightly as you use a shaky hand to approach the spider. hm... it's not like you were scared it's just... why's it so big?

you gulp nervously, eyes widening slightly as you watch the spide crawl up your arm. damn, if you were a bit more of a coward...

you set the spider on a nearby desk, humming softly as you let out a shaky sigh of relief. oh well, at least it's over.

as you were drinking some water, your co actor couldn't help but feel his heart race, cheeks flushed red as he tries to regulate his breathing. what the hell? why is he getting so flustered over you getting close to him?

his eyes drift to your figure, taking in your carefree attitude. he quickly looks away as your eyes glance at his staring. hiding his face in his hands, he huffs and turns around, grumbling something about you as he feels his heart rate spike even more.

all he can think about as the rest of the shoot goes on was whether you had looked this beautiful before.

[mybelovedwoo]

Cutie! I love your recent ateez headcannon of how they would act after an argument

and it just made me wonder, what type of arguments would you think the members would have or the most common topic

an example would be like “_ tend to get jealous”

Hi lovely! Thank u so much for your request and also for liking my last headcanon!!!!

I wrote a scenario for each of the members, maybe this isn't what you were thinking about, but I hope you still like it

argument with ateez - headcanon

being in cold waters with ateez members pt.2

headcanon, romance, angst

gn!reader x bf!atz

wc. ~ 1.3k

an: you can request headcanons if you want to!! if you want to be tagged in any of my fics you can apply here !! kinda a pt. 2 to after an argument with ateez

masterlist

hongjoong

-i feel like he couldn't hold back his jealousy, he tried his best, but when he saw how close you got to one of the members, although you were just friends, he could not hold it back anymore, or maybe he didn't want to 

-he walks up to you when you're talking with seonghwa, he sees how happy you looked, you were laughing, but when seonghwa put his hand on your shoulder, he felt like he's about to explode with anger

-it wasn't anything serious, you knew it, seonghwa knew it and hongjoong knew it too, it was a friendly touch, but you knew your boyfriend can get a bit possessive, although never in a toxic way

-so he basically removes seonghwa's hand from your shoulder, he isn't saying a word, just grabs your hand and pulls you aside

-he's not going to mention it until you arrive home

seonghwa

-i think arguments with seonghwa are about just misunderstanding each other, because of miscommunication or lack of communication because neither of you wants to hurt the other, but it just causes an uneasy feeling in both of you

-one-night seonghwa asked you to do the dishes until he takes a shower, so you two can go to bed earlier, but you were on your phone and time just flew by, and you completely forgot to do them

-when he came out of the bathroom he saw you sitting in the same position just as he left you, he didn't wanna mention it because he's not one who will scold you for such a thing, but it hurt him a little how you ignored him

-after he finished washing the dishes, he went straight to the bedroom to get ready to sleep, you noticed that something is wrong when he didn't speak to you when you asked him a question, you genuinely forgot about your duties so you were hurt by his actions too

-the lack of communication caused an argument between you, so expect of going to bed earlier you two were up all night because of it

yunho

-okay this one is hard because I feel like it's really rare to have an argument with yunho, but when it happens it's mostly because of you (sorry not sorry, but this man is perfect)

-so you two went out to get some coffee in the morning, it was your usual routine nothing special

-the problem started when the barista at this new coffee shop you went to was one of his old classmates, you didn't want to see more into it, but you couldn't help but feel insecure, your boyfriend is literally THE PERFECT MAN

-when you saw that the girl was clearly flirting with him you didn't blame her, you would probably do the same in her shoes, but you felt invisible next to him

-yunho knew something is off when you refused to hold his hand the way back to your apartment

yeosang

-ugh so arguments with yeosang can be difficult because you never know what to expect from him

-it was literally the smallest thing, but you couldn't help but snap at your boyfriend, he knew he didn't do anything wrong and you knew it too, it was just one of those days you had to take your stress out on someone, and unfortunately he was the person who was there at the wrong time

-you didn't really want to cook dinner in the first place, you were very tired, but you started anyways because you knew your boyfriend is hungry and so are you

-you were confused when the doorbell rang, who in the hell would disturb you at this time, when you opened the door and saw the delivery guy with fried chicken in his hands saying this is for kang yeosang you just lost it

-yeosang didn't know you were preparing dinner for him, and was genuinely sorry, but you just needed some time to calm down

san

-san is a really sensitive guy, he loves you more than anything so it's rare that he hurt you, he is very careful to not do that ever, but sometimes it happens anyway

-yesterday he told you he would come pick you up after his dance practice since you finished at the same time as he, so you can go home together, you were so excited about it the whole day 

-when you were waiting for more than anhour for san, you knew he forgot about you and he is not coming, for god sake he didn't even pick up his phone

-you weren't mad at him, you knew he is a busy man, but you couldn't help but feel disappointed, you would at least expect a text from him or something

- it was around 8 o'clock at night, he came home, three hours later 

-he told you how sorry he is, and that he went straight to your workplace when he noticed that he screwed up, he said he forgot to check the time, you still weren't mad at him and he hated that the most, he wanted you to be mad at him because he was mad at himself

mingi

-do I really have to say it? he is upset with you because he feels like you don't give him enough attention, he just wants to spend every time he has with you, he feels like you abonded his moral loyalty

-you told him that you're gonna meet up with your friend since you both are free and you haven't met in a long time

-he wouldn't have any problem with this if he didn't have his day off today too, he planned that he would spend the whole day with you as he always does on these are occasions

-he told you about how upset he is that you are going out without him, when he is willingly giving you all his free time, and you are just leaving him here all alone

-you know how clingy is your boyfriend, and why is he upset, but you are literally spend every day together, either it's a workday or his free day, so you didn't understand why is this time any more special than the other

-he just got more upset of that, saying for him every time with you is special, and you knew that of course you felt the same way, you didn't mean it like that

wooyoung

-i feel like from all the boys it's wooyoung who's most likely to have a heated argument with, although it's never that serious

-you argue about stupid little things all the time, like you ate one of his snacks that he wanted to eat or he left his clothes all over the floor, but again it's never that serious, like it happens always every day you don't even notice it when it happens

-but one day one of these small arguments turned into something bigger, it shouldn't have been but it did, there was a lot of yelling and screaming at each other

-wooyoung raised his voice at you more than he planned to, and not just you got scared but he did too, he was really quick to apologize when he noticed how upset it made you

-it almost never happens again, you both are cautious about it from now on 

jongho

-it started as a joke, it was funny to you too in the beginning, but with time you couldn't help but feel more and more insecure

-you weren't someone who couldn't joke about themselves, and it was the same for jongho, you often joked about each other, and it never caused any harm to oneanother because you both knew neither of you actually meant it

-but this one time you felt more insecure than ever, and one of jongho's joke hit home real hard, first you didn't want to mention it to him because you knew it wasn't something that he meant to hurt you

-so you moved aside, and let out all your emotions you cried for some time and unfortunately for you jongho found you, he didn't understand first what happened, but he never had the intention to hurt your feelings

-it wasn't really an argument because you never ever argue, you just sat down and talked about it, he pays more attention from now on to what he jokes about

[hazbin-a-helluvamagines]

Hey, can you do Emily, Charlie, and Verosika mayday x male!reader who was abused to death by his step father (reader is 20), reader is traumatized and depressed and is scared of men’s?

"Androphobia" ; Charlie Morningstar, Emily, Verosika Mayday

She feels utterly horrible hearing about the way you died! She has such a loving relationship with her dad, at least now, she hates the thought of someone going through something like that from someone who was meant to protect and care for them!

She's one of the most understanding of depression and trauma, but kind of a pushover about it, actually?

She'll try and reacclimate you to men starting with Angel, someone fairly androgynous, and Lucifer, seeing how generally polite and timid Luci usually is.

But she makes sure to always tell you that she'll be patient!

"Don't worry, S/O, if you're not okay yet! Sometimes, it's okay not to be okay... You have to feel it to let it run its course."

She'll let you hide behind her if you're ever frightened of the men around, too. After all, who would mess with the Princess of Hell's boyfriend?

She also puts this really intricate and overexplained sign on the door that tells people: "If you're a male or masc-presenting, please do not enter this room because this resident has trauma".

She'll take it down if you ask, though.

Like Charlie, Emily is utterly horrified. But unlike Charlie, she's also disgusted. Disgusted that someone you were meant to depend on could treat you like that!

She's quick to, if that person is deceased, either find them and punish them personally, or have Sera cast them down to Hell.

Yet again, super understanding of trauma and everything! Will have an entire discussion with you over boundaries, discomforts and triggers, things that make you feel comfortable after you've been triggered, etc.!

And she won't try to "make" you heal, she understands that these things take time, and with enough time, you'll start to heal all on your own...

She'll also use her wings to shield you from any men who may approach, but still be polite to the person if they weren't trying to be malicious.

"Hiya! Oh, my boyfriend? Don't mind him, he's just a little frightened. And speaking of which, I'd appreciate if you'd be able to turn around and maybe come back later when he isn't around so you don't scare him more! Please and thank you."

Speaking of, she'll also let you mess with her wings whenever you're getting anxious, trying to keep you distracted.

She's also going to politely tell anyone who makes you uncomfortable to back off, and won't honestly get more angry unless they refuse to back off. She hates anyone making someone uncomfortable, but especially you.

And she's also probably the most patient person in the world.

"Don't worry, S/O! Take all the time you need. Eden wasn't built in a day, you know? And I'll be here every step of the way. You can count on that."

Marry her.

She is... an utter bitch to literally everyone who makes you even the smallest amount of uncomfortable, even unintentionally.

"Excuse me? Who said you were wanted here? Can't you see there's someone infinitely more important to spend time with?"

I'd honestly be surprised if she doesn't make someone cry doing that.

She'll also make sure to give you special seats with either all-women, or by yourself at all of her events and concerts, just so she doesn't risk you having a panic attack while she isn't there to help you.

She'll try to acclimate you with the men of her crew, but aside from that, she doesn't really mind if you want to get along with other men or not.

She's also one who's surprisingly attentive to depression, always making sure you take your meds if you need them, managing you with a proper diet, and trying to help you sleep at times.

Whenever you have to go anywhere in public, she'll either go with you or have Coco, Milky, Apple, or Kiki go with you.

Like Emily, she'll shield you with her wings if she sees a man approach when she's out with you, that way you don't have to interact with them.

And if they comment on it?

"Why's your boyfriend hiding behind his bitch?"

"Why are you still a virgin living in your mom's basement at forty-five?"

Yeah...

Well, at least she cares. :')

[maochira]

the zantetsu and five love languages thingy is so cuuuute!!! could you do the same for ness, kaiser, grim and gesner, please?

Okay bear with me, this is gonna be VERY LONG

Requests open! - masterlist

Tags: gn!reader, established relationship, fluff, reader and the character don't live together

Alexis Ness

Words of affirmation: He's very big on this one. Always reminding you of how much he loves you and repeating the many reasons why he fell in love with you over and over. He also tells pretty much everyone he meets about his love for you as well. He never really shuts up about it either, unless someone makes him. (That someone is usually Kaiser who ends up getting jealous when Ness talks about you.)

Acts of service: Definitely his main love language. To Ness, it's just natural to help you out with even the smallest tasks. Even if you invite him to your place, he does things like cooking, cleaning, etc. And most of the time, he refuses to accept your help. He either tells you to take a nap to get some rest or he tells you to sit down somewhere near him so you can talk to him while he does what's supposed to be your task. If you ever try to do the same at his place, he won't allow it. He loves doing acts of service for you, but always feels bad if you try to do them for him.

Gift-giving and -receiving: Honestly, Ness isn't as much of a gift-giver as you'd expect him to be. Sure, for special occasions like holidays, birthdays and anniversaries he gets you special gifts but there's not much in between those times. He prefers letting his actions and words speak for his love! But if you give him a present, he won't stop thanking you for it for at least two weeks. He always inserts "Thank you for giving me (present)" into random conversations.

Quality time: If he could, Ness would spend every single second of his life with you. He loves being around you and will never get tired of it, no matter if he's just sitting next to you while watching cute animal videos on your phone or talking to each other while he cleans your dishes. If you're simply in the same room together, that's all he could ask for.

Physical touch: Ness himself isn't that touchy and actually tends to get a bit shy with initiating physical touch. He still loves it a lot, though! You just have to be the one to pull him in for hugs and kisses because he gets flustered from only asking if it's okay to hold your hand.

Michael Kaiser

Words of affirmation: At the beginning of the relationship, he didn't say "I love you" that much. It definitely took him a while to get comfortable with giving verbal affection. It wasn't because he was shy or nervous about it, but just because he wasn't used to verbally expressing his love to someone who isn't himself. As soon as he got used to it he realized how good it feels to express his love and admiration for you in words. He also compliments you a lot and tells you how great you are over and over! The only issue is, he likes to talk other people down when he compliments you. For example, if you do better at something than someone else he knows, he will specifically point that out, even if that person is around.

Acts of service: He doesn't mind helping you out with whatever you need help with, but he usually doesn't initiate acts of service on his own. Well, that's what he thinks at least. When it comes to bigger things like cleaning up or needing something to be repaired, you definitely need to ask him for help. But subconsciously, Kaiser does little acts of service like making your favourite coffee/tea/any other beverage if he wakes up first in the morning and also opens doors for you all the time. But Kaiser doesn't consider those things "acts of service."

Gift-giving and -receiving: Kaiser is a massive gift-giver and it's probably his main love language. He absolutely loves to spoil you with anything you want and whenever you go shopping with him, you don't even need to take your wallet along because Kaiser insists on paying literally anything. You need new shoes? You saw a cute plushie? You're hungry and want food? Kaiser pays all of it. And besides that, he surprises you with random presents all the time. He's horrible at accepting any gifts from you, though. He loves them and appreciates everything you give to him very much, but he can't accept a present without giving you back the double amount of it the next day.

Quality time: You're the only person Kaiser can stand being around for a longer span of time without getting completely irritated at some point. Well, Ness might be an exception to some degree as well, but for him, there are other reasons. Anyways. Kaiser didn't expect himself to genuinely need you around as much as he does. He thought he can be just fine with how much time you already spent together, but almost every day he finds himself craving to be with you again, even if you already saw each other the day prior. Most of the time, he gives in to that and goes to wherever you are - even if you're busy with something - just to be around you.

Physical touch: If gift-giving isn't his main love language, then it's physical touch. Even before he was used to giving you verbal affection, he was very big on giving you as much physical affection as possible. Not only does he love holding your hand in public and cuddling you until you fall asleep in his arms, but he's extremely obsessed with kissing you. Not only on your lips, but also anywhere else on your body. Whatever body part(s) you're insecure about, Kaiser will shower you with kisses there to show you that even if you're unhappy with yourself, he adores everything about you.

Benedict Grim

Words of affirmation: His main love language by far. Even before you started dating he always expressed everything he loves about you very openly and he's always showered you with tons of compliments as well. So when you became a couple, that amount doubled or even tripled. He can't even say "I love you" without adding a reason why he loves you or a compliment. And that also drifts into complimenting you more and more all the time. The most surprising part is that he always seems to find new things to say or new ways to express his thoughts because somehow, he rarely repeats himself.

Acts of service: He'd do literally anything you ask him to. But only if you ask him to. He totally doesn't mind helping you out, but he can't initiate acts of service on his own that often. He needs to know, usually in detail, what you'd like him to do. And it's the same the other way around! If he needs your help with anything, he simply asks you. You just don't want each other to feel as if you'd expect the other to know what to do without saying anything to them first.

Gift-giving and -receiving: He doesn't give you presents that often, but when he does it's mainly to see your reactions because he adores seeing you happy so much! Also, he puts a lot of thought into what he gives you. You'd be happy about anything and he knows that, but that's exactly why he's putting so much thought into presents for you. He doesn't only want you to be happy, he wants you to be amazed and feel extra loved when you see how much thought he put into it. Whenever he receives a present for you, no matter how small or big it is, he acts very overdramatic over them - in a positive way, of course. He always thanks you with lots of hugs and kisses!

Quality time: Whenever you spend time together, no matter what you're doing, Grim always makes sure there will be no distractions at all. Most of the time, he turns his phone off completely so there won't be any distractions and he can put his full attention on having a great time with you. He always says if he's with you, the rest of the world needs to wait.

Physical touch: He always has moments or phases when he gets really physically close, but most of the time he isn't really that touchy. He kisses you a lot and he's also very big on hugs as a greeting and goodbye, but besides that, he doesn't initiate physical affection that often. He doesn't mind if you do it, though!

Erik Gesner

Words of affirmation: Probably his main love language, but let's just say... Gesner has his own way of showing verbal affection. He doesn't say "I love you" often and he rarely says direct compliments. He expresses his love for you by giving you silly nicknames, making jokes and teasing you instead. It's always obvious that he does it in the most loving way possible and even if some things can sound insulting, it's his way of expressing love with words. Besides, you know he'd never seriously be mean and you get to insult him back anyways. But especially because he's typically not the type of guy to say "I love you" he makes sure to say it in moments he sees as most special.

Acts of service: He does acts of service all the time, but never consciously. Whenever he's at your place, he just spots something that's broken and fixes it on the side while talking to you. He doesn't realize he's doing it and you don't tell him either because it's kind of funny to see how he's picking up something, fixes it and puts it back in its place. Also, if he sees items that aren't in their usual place, he puts them where they belong. He never pays attention to the fact that he's doing it and you never really notice him doing that either. Just as soon as he's gone you see how your place looks a little less messy.

Gift-giving and -receiving: It's not his main love language, but he gives you little presents at least once a week. It's always something small and usually silly looking as well. Just tiny things that reminded him of you like "Here's a little keychain of a chicken because we walked past a farm last week." Stuff like that. And even if it isn't romantic in the usual way, you adore your little collection of silly things a lot. When it comes to receiving gifts from you, Gesner is horrible at saying "thank you." He tries to say anything else, like a little joke, to show you he appreciates your gift. But for you, that's totally okay because you know he adores whatever you give him, even if he can't verbally express it.

Quality time: He could have you around 24/7 and never get tired of you. He just wants to be with you all the time because he's never met someone who understands him so well and shares the same humour as him. Really, any time spent with Gesner is quality time because he manages to make even the smallest things fun and entertaining. Especially if he thinks something is boring, he tries to spice it up in some way so at least you don't get bored.

Physical touch: He doesn't realize it, but he's super touchy. When you're not holding hands he either wraps his arm around your shoulder or your waist. When you're sitting next to each other he also often lifts you up out of nowhere and places you on his lap. He likes to sit on your lap as well from time to time. He really doesn't have a preference, but lifting you up is just easier and quicker for him.

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[anton-luvr]

My softest thought of the day: Having a stressful/bad day, you feel like the world hates you, but when you get home you meet your boyfriend Sungchan! who, just by seeing your face, knows what's going on in your mind. He extends his arms and says "Welcome home" with the brightest smile he can give you, and then he simply squeezes you very tightly and gives you a sweet kiss on the forehead, hoping that that can lower your low mood a little. And then tease you a little "My sweet girl can only smile when she's with me, huh? I guess you're not so sweet after all" and finally give you a sweet kiss on the lips.

P.S. i just love Sungchan so much 😔🧡

ugh i love sungchan soft thoughts so much

also him knowing what's going on just from looking at your face is so true anon,, sungchan always notices the smallest things about the people around him and i think it's so sweet :(

he would also definitely spoil you more than usual when you're having a bad day,, will literally refuse to let you do anything on your own, even if you just want a drink from the fridge. he'll be running around the house to help you get whatever you want, and when he's done with that, you're right back in his warm embrace and soft kisses and whispered praises <3

[skiiyoomin]

So sorry for the inactivity!! I have vacation for like a week so i'll be a little more active!

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ღHongjoong as your boyfriend

Hongjoong as a boyfriend is literally the sweetest thing ever

it might not look like it, but it's so obvious he likes you

and the members cannot get enough teasing him

he goes so so soft for you

it's as if he was a whole different person

he's a simple but creative man

so he confessed in a simple but sweet way

like writing a letter, cause he didn't have the guts to tell you in person

LOVES late night dates

it doesn't have to be anything extravagant

even if it's just chilling in his studio, he'll be content

he doesn't care if he's exhausted, he will always make time for you

he's a huge perfectionist and it shows when he's always making sure you're feeling comfortable or having fun

hence, words of reassurance are a huge boost for him!

even if it's the smallest of things, hearing your soft words make his day so much better

we all know he's a workaholic so you gotta force him out his studio sometimes

he forgets to eat when he's so sucked up in his work so he really appreciates when you bring him food!

I don't see him being big on affection but he certainly can't refuse a cuddle session every once in a while

it helps him calm himself and forget all the work he carries on his back

it's in these moments when he's most soft and expresses how much he loves and appreciates you

dating him means you're bound to end up in the chaos of the whole group

you're a part of them now!

whatever shenanigans they're up to, you're joining them

music is a huge part of his life so if you're someone who's on the artistic side as well then he's gonna get enthusiastic about it

if you're into music production as well then expect to end up in his or your studio for HOURS

but honestly who could get mad at him, he's just so excited to show you his music and listen to yours

y'all give each other tips and constructive criticism as well!

a little tradition between the both of you is sharing a song every day

to him, sharing his taste in music is something intimate and doing it with you makes it all the more special

feel like he low-key gets jealous easily but it's honestly so cute

cause he has a pout on his face that begs to be kissed, which you do

and with that, how can he stay mad at you

he kinda feisty too like damn bro chill tf out

but at times it's also VERY hot

anyways

he's just the perfect boyfriend and the biggest sweetheart ever who loves you so fucking much

the highway be looking kinda comfy rn

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

being the other's blanket

telling each other about their days in soft voices while cuddling

cuddles without doing anything else even though they have a bunch of things to do

THANK YOU

being the others blanket

no bc they do this all the time. bryce is a weighted blanket FREAK so if he doesn't have it jensen is his next best replacement

first time was during book 3. jensen was over to hang and get a little escape from the roomies. it was a couple months before boards so bryce helped him study a little but studying quickly became video games

bryce was sprawled across the couch w his legs on jensens lap and jensen got up to clean up the dishes and bryce just. didn't move

jensen came back and was like uh. im gonna squish you

bryces response was "not like you haven't been on top of me before." so.

jensen just rolls his eyes and crawls over top of him (w kisses to the neck bc if it's there he's going to do it)

jensen snuggles into him and bryce rubs his back (it's the law i swear) while jensen sits and plays w his hair and his hoodie and anything else there is

they end up talking ab nothing for a while before jensen falls asleep on top of him and then bryce just keeps them there for a while

telling each other ab their days in soft voices while cuddling

as domestic as this could be im more thinking in a crowded kinda space

like donahues during some celebration. they barely know who they're celebrating they just wanted an excuse to drink lol

jensens getting hot and overstimulated so he takes a much needed break outside. goes and sits at one of the far tables that nobodys at and plays on his phone for a little bit to recharge

it doesnt take long for bryce to come find him. he sits down but doesnt say anything but jensen turns his phone off which is enough of a sign that he's up to chat

but bryces throat hurts bc he's been talking all night and maybe sitting quietly for once wouldn't hurt him

he leans over and presses a little kiss to jensens cheek before wrapping his arms around jensens, letting his chin rest on his shoulder w a kiss here and there

jensen runs his hand over bryces arm a few times, leaving goosebumps while he starts talking ab his day at work. it was busy, as always, but he had some fun cases

when he's done talking he gives bryce the smallest forehead kiss which signals it's his turn. they go back and forth until they're ready to go back inside, just sitting on the picnic table bench w bryces arms wrapped around jensen and jensen touching his arms and thigh occasionally

cuddles without doing anything else even though they have a bunch of things to do

immediately reminded me of them moving bryce out of his apartment and into jensens

bryce HATES packing. bane of his existence. so the whole time jensen is like okay it's go time, clearing 3 boxes and hour. bryce has maybe 4 things in one box

bryce strips the bed and ends up flopping down on it for 30 min while jensen is working his ass off in the bathroom clearing out bryces hundreds of products carefully so they don't break

he comes back to bryce doing fuck all and kinda wants to strangle him

he tries to pull bryce out of bed but, as strong as jensen is, bryce catches him off guard and yanks him down

he's all "oh well now that you're here" and jensen is NOT having it

he keeps trying to get up but bryce keeps distracting him w kisses and just. refusing to let him go. so jensen ends up there for like 20 min

after the first 10 he relents and figures that giving in will maybe motivate bryce enough. bryce ends up w jensens arm tucked under his head w his face pressed into his chest. jensens playing w his hair a little while bryce keeps talking and talking ab literally nothing. like as if he can keep jensen from thinking ab the fact that they're getting absolutely nothing done

but yeah they just end up cuddling on the bare mattress for a good half hour while bryce procrastinates and jensen takes a much deserved break

[rjalker]

Ann Leckie actually casually and effortlessly and genuinely including physically disabled characters and letting the characters become physically disabled over the course of the story is really making me hate Martha Wells' refusal to let even the smallest injury last more and more.

She's always got a magical fucking cure for everything. Either a literal magical healing coma or the exact same thing now with a scifi twist. No one ever gets hurt in a way that matters, Moon, Jade, Murderbot, they just get back up and keep on going and nothing will slow them down. The only reason Malachite has scars is to make her cool and intimidating. They don't cause her pain that we know of. It's just set dressing. They're literally just cosmetic.

Not even Flower, who was so old her scales turned white, has any real trouble getting around. She fucking leapt perfectly straight into a Kethel's mouth. That is a feat that requires agility and speed.

Because physically disabled people just aren't cool enough to be allowed to exist in Martha Wells' settings, I guess!!!

Like, I can fucking hope that Murderbot's wrist at the very fucking least will be permanently fucked up because of what happened in the last chronological book, but I fucking doubt it.

Martha Wells has had six books to include any kind of lasting damage, to let Murderbot even become slightly physically disabled, and that was even when Murderbot didn't have the kind of help it was designed to even receive.

She hasn't even introduced any physically disabled characters at all.

Dr. Bharadwaj isn't even implied to be physically disabled now even after she almost died getting almost eaten by a space graboid. And she's not even fucking on-screen 99% of the time anyways, her using a fucking cane would take maybe five fucking additional words and change nothing, except letting physically disabled people fucking exist in the easiest way ever.

It's just really fucking getting infuriating every time Breq continues to be physically disabled without it being fucking wiped away and even the way Seivarden's addiction is handled and Tisarwat's depression and how none of these people are treated badly or shamed by the narrative for needing help, and meanwhile Martha Wells magically cures everything and then the only physically disabled characters who are ever mentioned are enslaved people who can't feel pain and are drugged to be in a frenzy and we're just casually told they're, and I quote, "less sentient than a hauler bot", (even though...hauler bots are supposed to fucking be fucking people deserving of respect in this universe???) and it's just fucking infuriating.

Martha Wells reads a trilogy where the main character is physically disabled as a result of an accident in the first book and continues to be physically disabled throughout the story including receiving more fucking disabling injuries, and the other main character is a recovering addict, and another character takes antidepressants, and pronouns and gender get discussed within the first scene of the first book, and continue to be relevant, and two characters literally have a conversation about the pronouns they use....

and then Martha Wells decides not to even use the word "pronouns" in any fucking capacity or context and decides cyborgs, who by all logic and her own fucking worldbuilding are physically disabled people, just are casually viewed as not being human, and then two fucking humans who have been forcibly addicted to drugs and disabled are so subhuman that they're "less sentient than hauler bots" and "not a person before they were even killed the first time" and no one even tries to help them and we aren't even supposed to notice this. We're not supposed to care.

If you're not ableist, and you don't want to be ableist, have physically disabled characters. Let your characters become physically disabled over the course of the story. Do not fucking magically heal everything away.

[justatinybunwriting]

Midnight Rendezvous

Continuing the miniseries that was based on the promptober list that @/Bittykimmy13 made.

This is part 4 of Forlorn

<<Previous Chapter

A tantalizing aroma filled the air as the expertly carved steaks was finally served. While the cuisine was delightful to the senses, the two friends paid little mind to it at first as they focused instead on each other in their small, yet still important chatter. These talks were short lived yet welcomed, for long, awkward pauses often followed between each sentence. But as time went on their wariness lessened, and the atmosphere would gradually turn into a welcoming calm.

Richard barely touched his plate, despite a Wile giant's typical response to fresh, grade-A meat. This wasn't something that Jac took lightly, for she assumed since he got here that the shrunken Wile had neglected his appetite for far too long.

"Eat up," Jac reminded. "You're beginning to look like skin and bones under that suit! You can't hide that from me.."

"No I don't..." Richard mumbled.

Jac then cuts out a large piece of beef and shoved it into his mouth.

"Good, right?"

Richard was annoyed by this gesture but ultimately couldn't refuse. After the swallow, his eyelids sprung upward, and at long last his stomach trembled desperately for more. He leered at the still sizzling meat for a few seconds before he started to dig into it quite menacingly. While he was more than ready to forgo utensils in favor of sinking his teeth into it literally, he knew that maintaining a proper form was the safer option in a place like this. He still looked less than humble, to put it gently, and Jac couldn't help but crack a smile at the sight of him destroying his meal.

"This is barely enough to satisfy you." She laughed.

Wiping his mouth, the Wile gave out a toothy, yet softer than normal grin.

"I have work arounds. Even so... to be honest... I had considered staying in this size for a little while longer."

"Wha, really? Wouldn't... that take up a lot of energy?"

"I'll be okay. If Beta Wiles can handle it, then I shouldn't have a problem."

"It's... not like you though... Is there some other reason for this?"

Richard lowered his napkin and stared blankly at his empty plate. He was still taking his time to say anything, for his overwhelming guilt showed no signs of stopping anytime soon. Even the smallest of words required careful consideration, and Jac understood this. Although she appreciated this approach, she was far from fond of it.

"Please... you don't have to be scared of me. Do you think that every little thing you say is going to make me angry?"

"...No... It's not that..."

"You're afraid of messing up, even if it's by accident... is that it?"

"Yeah." Richard sighed. "Is it... ok if I ask you something?"

"Sure."

Richard sighed and spoke as softly as he could.

"I... would like to go somewhere in the human district. Since... I'm in the proper height to actually be allowed inside now, haha. I would, like to walk with you... and talk, and listen... If, that's okay of course."

Jac was quiet for a moment, yet she never looked away from the shrunken Wile's face. She rose to her feet before she placed a hand over his forehead.

"You don't seem warmer than usual."

"I'm fine..." Richard grumbled.

"Well... to answer your question I... don't mind that at all if I gotta be honest. But, I don't want you to be uncomfortable for my sake! We can always do something in your true height, and on a separate night if you're too tired. It's not a big deal."

"Jac, I want this. It's the main reason why I... well..."

Jac cocked an eyebrow and pondered for a minute. Surely there was no foul play here, after all her best friend was clearly too afraid to do anything remotely manipulative. Her caution was warranted, but ultimately trust paved the way to her final decision.

"Well, if it isn't that much harder for you, then... yeah. I would like that."

Richard could not express the relief he felt upon hearing those words. For the first time in forever it seemed, he was finally able to crack a proper smile.

..........

After Jac ate her fill, the duo left Frederico's upon Jac's insistence with paying half of the bill. A small squabble between these two over money duties was nothing new, and after a few minutes they were able to laugh it off without much worry.

They walked for some ways in a quiet street, the stars obscured by the giant streetlights a hundred feet above. Jac never enjoyed walking beneath them, and secretly wished that she could ride under the crook of the giant's neck to avoid these flickering annoyances altogether. Her focus then turned to Richard, who was already feeling the strain of walking without, at least by his normal standard, covering much ground.

"Are you sure you're ok?"

"Yeah! I... need a bit of a workout. So, uh... where were we heading to again?"

"Shi...su... I forget the name. But it's a garden located on the other side of town. The view is fantastic at night, and every time I visit I always wished that you could be there to see it."

"That sounds great." Richard replied, his thoughts enamored by the visuals described.

"We have to take the monorail to get there, but it's open to the public all night. Think that'll be all right with you?"

"Yeah! Let's go then."

He reached out but suddenly stopped midway, his hand shaking subtly in the air. Jac gave him a puzzled look before he decided to pull back.

"I'm sorry." He sighed.

"For what?"

Jac then took out her own hand and grabbed his, which caused him to panic for a split second.

"C'mon! We haven't got all night!" She chuckled.

Jac had virtually pulled Richard for a few steps before he finally followed along. They continued like this for over a minute with the latter not knowing what to say or how to feel about it. Realizing this, Jac slowed down her pace.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"Is... this ok?"

"What do you mean?"

"The... hand..."

Jac looked down at her hand, which held a firm grip on Richard's digits. His was loose, however, and she realized then that they were still trembling.

"You don't... like this?"

"No! I... uh, I'm not used to it."

"That's okay. I'm sorry."

Jac then let go of the Wile's palm and walked a little ways ahead of him.

"Nonono! It's fine!" Richard said. "It just... caught me off guard."

"Yeah, I... should have given you a warning."

"Don't say that..."

The two strolled for a few moments before Jac broke the silence.

"I... always wanted to hold your hand. I just thought it would be kinda neat, that's all."

"So... that's, ok with you?"

"Yeah! Of course! Why didn't you think it would be?"

Richard didn't reply straight away, though Jac was able to put the pieces together on her own.

"I see... that's, why I decided to stop. If you're not comfortable with that, then--"

"Nono, I'm not... it's... hard to explain."

"It's confusing, right?"

"Yeah... I suppose so."

"It's okay." Jac sighed through her nose before continuing. "Society instilled the idea of holding hands as being more than just a thing that friends would do... Just know that... I personally don't agree with that."

As soon as they were finally away from the lamp posts, Jac breathed a loud sigh of relief before looking up into the night sky.

"I don't mind it personally, and I will hold hands with any friend who allows it. I also don't mind a lot of stuff that... people think is romantic. Like snuggles... and kisses."

Richard lowered his head, and started laughing between low energy breaths.

"Now I'm really confused."

"I get that a lot, don't worry. That's what it means to be a part of a spectrum. Some aromantic folks don't like those things but for me, personally, I don't mind! I don't see those actions, by themselves, as romantic. There's, more to it than that... that would make me uncomfortable."

"I want to learn." Richard said calmly. "Teach me... what is okay, and what isn't... so that I don't... make those mistakes again."

"I will. It's my fault for not explaining these things to you a long time ago. Though, to be fair, I was learning a lot of this myself, on my own..."

The two friends didn't say much to each other before they reached the railway station, but they both enjoyed each other's company with quaint smiles that never faded. They went off topic to talk about this and that while they waited, but in what felt like only a moment it was already time to step on board.

Jac flashed her card and went through the turnstile quickly, but before Richard could do the same a alarm was sounded along with red lights that flashed from the gate itself. Jac turned towards him and saw the distressed look on his face, his eyes dilated in the light as if he was a cornered animal. While there were only a few people who boarded the midnight express, there were a couple among them that stared down the young man.

"Wile giant..." One voice uttered.

Jac leered back to find whoever it was, but gave up quickly to return to her friend, the bars of the gate separating them by a couple of feet.

"Anti... Wile giant zone..." Richard grumbled.

"I'm sorry, Rich... I had no idea."

"It's... whatever. They probably think I'm going to grow into my full height while on board. While, excessive... it does happen suddenly sometimes, so... I can see why they'd be cautious about that."

"I see..."

Jac wasn't about to give up just yet. She pulled a brochure from the shelves and rushed back to the gates while flipping through the pages swiftly. And sure enough she found a map of the city and the places where the human and giant districts are segmented apart from each other. Using her finger as a guide, she gave Richard instructions for the next course of action.

"If you size up, you should be able to meet up with me before the monorail arrives right around... here! To the north east."

Jac grabbed her pen and made broad circles around the rendezvous spot. She then shoved the papers to his hands and squeezed them tightly.

"Think you can handle that?"

"Yeah," Richard sighed. "I'll be fine."

"You'll have to shrink again..."

"I know. But, I want to see this through."

"Okay."

Just then the monorail horn blasted, which instantly sent Jac running.

"I'll wait for you there!" She shouted.

She stepped in just before the doors shut, and within a few seconds the vehicle began to stir. Richard stayed put in his spot as he watched the monorail depart, waving goodbye to his friend inside even though it was unlikely that she could see him from his position.

Richard was saddened, yet a new sense of determination began to emerge from within. As soon as he stepped out, he hurried to the giant border and immediately sized up when his shoe touched the pavement. As always he had to kneel down to allow air back in his lungs, and during this time a passing security guard stepped in.

"You okay?" The man shouted.

Richard looked back at the Beansprout who was standing mere inches from his leg.

"I'm fine," he sputtered. "I wasn't going to do anything in there, I promise."

"I figured." The guard replied.

As the human walked away, he turned his head back and hollered.

"Go get her."

"Uh, thanks... She's, a good friend."

"Nevertheless! Good luck out there."

"...I appreciate that. Thank you."

Richard then got up, and began to brisk walk towards the path to the northern Sprout border. He uttered a spell under his breath, and the minuscule brochure in his hand grew in relative proportion to his current height. The molecular structure was thankfully in tact, and Richard was able to read the map as intended, with Jac's pen mark as a highlight.

"Thank god that worked." Richard sighed. "Ok Jac, I'm on my way. I'll be there in no time."

[highfantasy-soul]

As the drama that drove me from Twitter came back up on my TikTok feed from a creator who blocked me over on Twitter for my views on this topic, eeehhhhhhaaaahhhheeeeggghhhrrrhhhhhgggg

tldr; Pointing out that someone contributes both money and legitimacy to a religious organization that does real (legal, physical, and mental) harm to people, minorities specifically, and that we should be aware of that and aware that that's what our money is going to if we support them financially, IS NOT 'trying to cancel someone based only on their religion'. Pointing out harm done systemically, even if the individual personally is an 'ally', is NOT trying to cancel them, nor is it a witch hunt designed to whip up an angry mob against the person. You can acknowledge the harm they're causing by their actions and still support them because you think the good they do outweighs that harm, but you DO NOT get to tell others to sit down and shut up and that they're actually the bad ones for pointing out the very real and tangible harm that's being caused.

So a certain very popular author is Mormon. He is very loudly and proudly a Mormon, is in good standing with the church - and that requires you to tithe 10% of your money to them and as he's very very well off at this point, that means a bunch of money going to the church. He also works at a Mormon university.

The issue comes in when people point out the bad things the Mormon church does as an organization, using the money that is being tithed to them to push for really harmful laws - laws against women, LGBTQ+ ppl, not even mentioning the vast history of racism and genocide against indigenous people, etc. And very concerning school policies at the university they work at like students are 'allowed' to be gay, but you can't act on it, all the while teachers are giving extra credit to students if they date each other. THAT is horrific to do to the straights even if you ignore the harm the 'don't ask don't tell' shit does to gay kids.

Even if the author has come out and said "I'm pro gay people, I want to be an ally to gay kids at the school", the author's ACTIONS still lead to the legitimization and funding of bigotry.

Now, to the issue part: when people say "Ok, yeah, HE might have changed his views on gay people, but that money he's donating/legitimacy he's giving still is being used to harm gay people and I'm not ok with that" and YOU respond with "Well I'm not going to CANCEL someone based only on their religion 😤" that's just...uuuuhhhhhh bro.

Actions speak louder than words. Cool, they're adding gay people into their books, they speak out for gay people, and maybe they donate personal money to funds that help the LGBTQ community - that doesn't NEGATE the tons of money and legitimacy they give to the harmful organization and pointing that out isn't "cancelling" them and it most certainly isn't "cancelling them only due to their religion". If your religion requires you to donate to bigoted causes, then um, quite frankly, we're allowed to call that out and say "That religion is bad and you shouldn't be it."

This hyper-focus on the individual and refusing to take into consideration the wide-ranging systemic effects of their actions - even actions they themselves say they don't like, and claiming that if someone is PERSONALLY an ally, then we get to ignore all the systemic issues the groups they are a part of do, is just...a very simplistic view of the world.

And I totally get 'working within the system to change it' - to a point. That's usually in the case of your society being overwhelmingly one way and so in order to make change, you literally HAVE to be a part of the corrupt organization. Think the two party system in the US: D's are just as war hungry and capitalist as R's are, but if you want a say in the running of the nation, you've gotta say you're a part of one party or the other in order to even have the smallest amount of influence in changing the process. BUT that's not the ONLY way to change the system, just one way.

Back to said author 'changing Mormonism from within' - some groups DON'T need to be 'changed' so they can be more palatable. (I am staunchly ACAB/abolish prisons and the police.) Mormonism has already done that with all the re-writing of their history and making allowances like not being SO racist and misogynistic. The whole deal with Christianity is that they keep breaking off to make their own church when they disagree with the main one they're a part of - that's kind of their whole thing. It's what Mormonism did to create their church, it's even what some Mormons are trying to do now - create a sect that's more 'liberal' and accepting of you know, diversity.

If the group you're with already has alternatives, there are other places for you to go, you're not financially reliant on them in order to survive, and the harm the group causes is acute and wide-reaching through the organization, then staying to 'change it from within' just seems like you're more interested in your own comfort than the safety and basic human rights of those your group is harming. And hey, that's usually one of the steps of growth and change - it doesn't all happen in a flash overnight, it can be a long process of slowly changing your actions and how you engage with the organizations that raised you.

Again, pointing out the real harm the organization the individual is choosing to remain a part of is causing is NOT "cancelling" the person nor is it "cancelling them just because of their religion".

WITH ALL THAT BEING SAID: you can acknowledge that someone is part of and contributing to a terrible organization and still support them. That doesn't make you a hypocrite or anything, but acknowledging that you're aware of the harm the organization causes, but for you, personally, supporting the author will do more good than harm, is a completely acceptable (in my eyes) thing to do. What is NOT acceptable is going to people who are saying "Oh, this organization this author works closely with is doing some awful things to LGBT people and he's giving a whole bunch of money to them, that's not great. People should be aware of that if they're supporting him." and deciding to blow up at them claiming they're trying to 'cancel a wonderful person and an ally' and 'how dare you talk about that when he's doing all this other good' etc.

A lot of people DON'T already know all the terrible things the Mormon church/faith does/supports/enforces. A lot of people don't know the terrible things A LOT of organizations do. That's why this whole living thing is a process of learning and informing others of what we've learned so as a people, we can do better and push for better. How do you advocate for better when you don't even know the harm that's being caused?

And finally: individuals cannot infringe upon the First Amendment freedom of religion clause. We can criticize the actions of a religion you're a part of and say "hey, the fact that you're helping contribute to harming people due to the tenets of your religion - that's bad". We're allowed to criticize specific acts religions do and say we don't want to support ppl who are part of contributing to those harmful acts. That's not a bigoted thing to do, so you don't get to be on your high-horse pretending that ignoring someone being a part of a religion doing harm is somehow the more noble stance to take.

Anyways, I was lambasted on Twitter by a certain community due to these views, so yeah. I've unfollowed most of the people in that group who I was following here because I didn't want it to follow me to Tumblr, but I guess I'm bringing it back up since the TikTok was just posted about this very topic. So if you've found this and had seen me in that community on Twitter, hi. Nothing personal, but when you're told by tons of people in a community to sit down and shut up about the harm being done to the LGBTQ community because "we've already discussed that in the past and decided it's not a big deal, so you need to accept our ruling on that and shut up" or just making up things and telling others you said them, and only like, 2 people in that whole community had your back, yeah, I wasn't going to take any chances here.

[sketchguk]

Hi this is prev anon! Thanks for answering 💜💜 Soonyoung not having anything serious to be annoyed with mc is so endearing ..... Everything that upsets him is just endearing or petty or because he cares about her . :(((((((((

I love the scrunchies around his wrist omg 😭 why is he so in love 😭 he just keeps it as a reminder of her !!!!! He really adores her so much ahhh these two are my OTP !!!!

About the request, it doesn't have to be a fleshed out drabble or anything, although i do miss your writing so much and it would be so great to read some dialogue between my two favorites. I'll be happy with headcanons like you've been doing too ! Whatever you feel like ! even if you don't wanna write it it's fine, because I know what they fight about and stuff! I was thinking about something really serious, or something that starts out small and ends up in a serious argument, because even the best couples have arguments and fights and that just helps them get stronger in their relationship! It would be so refreshing and different to see how that get through a major argument!! Becouse soonyoung is so open , and mc not so much, so that might be an issue when fighting right?!?!

In the end , I'm happy with whatever you choose! Thanks for listening to me 😻💜

hey hey I reread your answer and realized there is much more i want to say uoyipuouop sorry for the spam! what you said about the cold hand things .... i cannot deal with how adorable they are ahhh !!!!! I want to protect these two so much LOLL soonyoung immediately reaching for her hands please thats is SO CUTE !!!! And about mc spreading herself too thin .. that makes sense !! Soonyoung just wants her to let go a little bit. But it could be reverse too! Maybe soonyoung takes lots of stress about being the best at quidditch , just like how he is stressed to perform the best as performance leader! and he can be scary too the members say right??? so maybe he gets snappy and annoyed when he's in the zone, and if mc tries to joke around at that time, he may react badly .... Then one more thing i thought of was , you mentioned soonyooung is insecure before. especially since there was so much push and pull form mc before! If the smallest thing happens , he might need reassurance from mc! but he may not say it out loud , and that an lead to misunderstandings too. Like you said , maybe she brings up mingyu in passing and he would react way too serioulsy ... or she may say no to hanging out with him and his friends a couple times , and he would get worried thinking HOW she can stay away like that? if she liked him she wouldnt spend time apart right???? this goes with what you about soonyoung being more clingy and mc wanting more space ! ahhh okay i think this is all i wanted to say! ehhheee sorry for spamming again !

When you're in love, you're in love !!! What more can I say?!! We all need someone who can adore us the way gryffindor soonyoung adores ravenclaw mc 😔 I love them dearly, and they just live rent free in my head !!! Unfair !!

Ehehe I'll see what I can come up with for the argument (hopefully this weekend!!). I definitely would love to see them interact considering I've been talking about this universe for over a year, and nothing has really rcome to fruition (in terms of a drabble or even a smidgen of a chapter - oops)

Girlies with cold hands 🤝 (And me who refuses to wear gloves because it's an inconvenience T_T). Soonyoung is literally the embodiment of the guy I want :-( I'm projecting everything onto his character because I will never craft a slowburn fic that is as extensive as this universe lol. If I can't find or believe in true love irl, I'll just have to make my own otp 😭

Omg yes yes Soonyoung is definitely hard on himself when it comes to quidditch because he's their star player. Everyone looks up to him, so exceeding their expectations puts a huge burden on him. That's exactly how he is irl !!

DID YOU WATCH THE SUCHWITA EPISODE?? He told yoongi that the tannies always put on such grand performances, and he felt as though he had to push himself just so he could be as good as his idols :-( He's a perfectionist for sure, and he would definitely be the type to overwork himself

If he snapped at mc during a stressful time, she would distance herself and reflect a lot !!! She would have been super pouty because Soonyoung was being unreasonable !!! Why did he have to be so mean? :-( Surely, his words weren't cruel because that's not the kind of guy Soonyoung is. His tone sounded aggravated, and it was unusual because it's very rare that he does that. Besides, it doesn't feel nice when you can sense someone is annoyed with you, right? So mc ends up a little hurt over this

But she still gave him the space he needed. After a day or two, she probably notices that something's missing in her life. She's not used to it being so quiet !! And she doesn't like it !!! She finds herself looking at his empty desk during class or the empty space across her from her at the lunch table

Soonyoung will eventually apologize of course, and he would feel great remorse. He didn't mean to snap at her. She'll give him a piece of her mind because she's never been one to shy away from that. But next time, Soonyoung will think twice before acting the way he did!!

Ahh yeah I did mention that Soonyoung gets insecure because of how their friendship even began!! Besides, unrequited love is a BITCH !!! It really messes with your self esteem for a while. Soonyoung is certainly an overthinker because he has so much time to himself aha. It's the way he lives his life. He's not necessarily concerned with school or his career. It's just him, his closest friends, and the girl of his dreams. (Oh and of course quidditch because Soonyoung is the definition of himbo <3)

He needs a ton of reassurance from mc!!! But at the same time, he doesn't want to seem like the pathetic guy who constantly needs comfort (that sounds harsh, sorry). He wants to present himself as the confident guy that he is. So, Soonyoung would tend to keep quiet, or at least he won't verbalize his insecurities much. You can definitely see the hurt in his demeanor, especially the pout on his lips. His words always sound like he's second guessing himself, and he's hesitant with what he wants to say. But mc is the fiery type, so she has to coax him for a bit

I think their relationship would have been rocky in the beginning because mc isn't the most vocal about her feelings, and she doesn't reassure him that she loves him often. It's typically shown through her actions, but Soonyoung would still really appreciate the verbal validation. So it takes a bit of talking and a bit of practice before they can build it up to a healthier relationship

Of course that's all okay because couples do fight ! And each party will always have their insecurities ! It takes communication to make sure everyone is at the same level. Plus, since they've only ever been friends, they have to learn how to be lovers as well. It's not a quick or easy process. There are always bumps in the road when it comes to these two, but what's important is that they will continue to fight for their relationship at the end of the day

[hyuniyz]

𓆩♡𓆪 when you don't say I love u back ( stray kids ver. )

💌 contains fluff !

◟▪ bangchan [ 방찬 ]

he's so oblivious help. chan is the type of person that says I love you after the smallest things. "hey baby can you pass me my bag" "sure" "thank you, I love you :3". you made him breakfast ? he'll straight up melt and won't leave the house until he's convinced you that he loves you the most. he never waits for you to say it back he just straight up smothers you with affection. even if you don't say it back he's unbothered and won't notice anything. you will have to spell it out for him and even then he'll be like "okay???" and just plant a huge kiss on your forehead.

◟▪ lee know [ 리노 ]

oh my god this man. he's only comfortable enough to say it when you're both alone. so it's not hard to notice when you don't say it back. he'll stare at you blankly for a minute when you just hum and move on before huffing loudly and waddling towards you with exaggerated steps. to just plop on top of you. he'll not care about where you are or what you were doing, you're gonna stay there until you confess your undying love for him.

"having fun there? because you're not gonna be moving anytime soon."

◟▪ changbin [ 창빈 ]

rarely ever says he loves you because he has other means of showing he loves you. but when he does and you just kiss his cheek and turn your attention to the movie again. oh boy. he's so?? will wait for you turn and say you love him too but you're too engrossed in the movie. sulking for the rest of the day. tell this man you love him rn oml. refuses to cuddle you until you say it back.

◟▪ hyunjin [ 현진 ]

takes him time to notice but when he does he's so offended?? how dare you refuse his love ?? will dramatically throw himself in your lap and just started screaming. "do you even love me anymore??" "who's the other guy huh??". he is not convinced when you say it's a prank. snuggles into your neck and demands you to love him to make up. now whenever you say you love him he'll be like "you sure? 🤨"

◟▪ han [ 한 ]

doesn't notice it until the middle of the day. but omg his brain stops working. he'll literally get in your face and repeat it until you say it back. petty as fuck, when you do say it back he'll just nod and say almost sarcastically "yeah right." then the tickles come. he'll have you writhing on the floor, clutching your stomach and laughing with tears in your eyes until he's satisfied. when you complain he'll straight up just??  "you ignored me when I confessed my love for you bitch?? what did you expect??"

◟▪ felix [ 필릭스 ]

he's so soft oml. gets so wide eyed. you always say it back. did he do something wrong? straight up panics. tries to drag it out of you but by the third time you just peck his lips before returning to check on your brownies he's convinced your mad at him. please don't do it to him omg. follows you around like a clingy puppy in silence until he's had enough and just rushes the words out in one breath. "did I do something? :(( " still weary even after you've told him it's a prank. he'll get so blushy when you do say it back like stop mf you're so cute.

◟▪ seungmin [ 승민 ]

confused puppy. stops malfunctioning altogether.he tries to play it off but really he's panicking and trying to remember if he missed something important. even though he tries to hide it you know him very well and notice when he starts getting upset :((  though he's sad he'll forget about it when you plop on top of him and start apologising. so cute. Will cuddle you until he's happy :D

◟▪ jeongin [ 아이엔 ]

i.n best boy. he's so in love <3 he'll cuddle up to you after a tiring day at practice. he's so vulnerable because he's tired and all he wants is to spend time with his beloved. he'll tell you he loves you and say the most heartwarming stuff :(( "I love you so much" "I missed you today" "hmm you're so comfortable". screaming and crying. have mercy on your heart because it feels like it's gonna burst out of your chest. you can't do it to him so you end up snuggling deeper and telling him you love him too. he smiles so hard you can see his dimples. protect him protect him protect him.

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[tonberry-yoda]

Could I have some SDC with a young teen reader? Smallest and youngest of the crusaders but they got pulled into the whole "kill a over 100 year old vampire" but they take it with grace and joins them on the adventure with their stand, but like they are SUPER small and literally around giants and i'd like to think everyone would try to keep them safe in their own way. (maybe a hint of avpol as good dads trying to protect the reader and they accidentally call both of them their dad or something ajgjshjkafg sorry if this doesn't make sense)

omg this is so fun! this reminds me of the whole anne situation that only lasted for a little bit, so I kind of took it like that. thank you so much for the request and a fun one too! i love doing little headcanons like this! have a great day anon!! <333

SDC with a young teen reader who is dragged along the journey with them

Warnings - none!

Notes - i did make this platonic for obvious reasons, but nonetheless this was so much fun! and none of the photos used are mine just btw. credit to whoever's these are! :) thanks for the request again anon i had a blast writing this and avpol are my everything, so i gave them their own little section. have a good day!!!

And don’t forget, REQUESTS ARE OPEN! So if you want to request any writing, please don’t hesitate to ask, but please read my pinned post before requesting! Please enjoy!! Don’t forget to stay hydrated! <3

Jotaro

he would hate you at first

with a burning passion

he's going on this trip to save his mother, not babysit

so he's very pissy around you

snappy a lot

like if you ask a question, he just starts yelling at you

the only reason you were allowed to go on the trip was because you had a powerful stand

he refuses to help you in any way, but that's also because he knows you're strong enough to do it by yourself

but he starts to notice little things you do

when walking with the crusaders, you try to measure yourself against them, trying to tippy toe to get to their height

you try to see past joseph who's in the front, but fail

so one day, jotaro just picks you up so you can see what they're looking at

"woah! so this is what it's like to be a giant!" you're in awe, not only that you're up that high, but the fact that jotaro could lift you with such ease

then he puts you down and pretends like nothing happened

he would be such a good dad if he didnt love dolphins so much omg

but then, while in egypt, he gets super worried about you

he protects you from everything, but acts as though he's not

he literally jumps in front of you to protect you from stand users

listen, he may be a stinky little prick sometimes, but he would protect you at all costs, even if he pretends like he wouldnt

Kakyoin

he would treat you like a little sibling

show you how to use your stand

hold your hand through long sections

gosh, he would probably even teach you how to drive while the other's are sleeping

i think he would also use his stand to goof off with you

he would have his stand wrap it's little tail around your leg and trip you or something (not in a mean way, but just to goof off)

then you would do the same

your stand would do the same

you would make it appear in his room and just mess around with his stuff

just like scoot it across the room or something so he constantly thinks he's losing something

but this man would not let you get into a fight alone

he would stick by your side constantly just to protect you

but it would be a learning opportunity too

he would just sit back and tell you what you should do and if he needs to get involved he will

also, he would just love exploring new places with you like taking you to the beach or to take pictures by the pyramids or something

Avpol (im mixing these two because they need to be together for this request <3)

these two become your official dads

you would literally always be glued to their side

they would tell you stories or y'all would just do some tarot readings with Avdol

then you immediately start to ship it and try to push the two together always

saying stuff like "maybe you two should go grab dinner together while I hang out with Jotaro and the others" or "you two are so cute"

any way to hint that these two should be together, you take your chance

and they would always jump in front of stand users to protect you

you really cant get out of it since they're so big

you would hang from their arms like a flippin monkey

"hey dad! watch this!" you didnt even notice that you called them both dad as you did a flip on Jotaro's arm. when you turned to look at them, Polnareff was tearing up and Avdol was trying to calm him down. "what's wrong Pol-" you realized immediately what had just come out of your mouth. "sh-shoot... sorry i didnt mean to... its just," you fiddled with your thumbs and looked up at the closest thing you had to family. "i didnt know my dad... so you guys are like my two dads."

they love you forever and would do anything for you

Joseph

dad jokes

too

many

dad jokes

he is a good dad, he really is

if he knew about josuke, i think he would drop everything for him when he was younger

so for you

he treats you like hes a young dad all over again

he buys you ice cream

lets you drive the car when you shouldnt be

does reckless stuff with you because he trusts you enough for that

you arent allowed to be alone with joseph anymore just because everyone thinks you're in harm's way

so silly

you love this old fart

you think he's like a dad to you (not as much as your two favorite dads)

he'll protect you at all costs though, but knows you're strong enough to take care of yourself

[web-spinning]

Mercs with an s/o who's an angel? if not all of them, then just sniper is fine. :"D

A / N- This one was tough. I had a hard time imagining how it would work, but then I remembered that Merasmus exists, and my day was easier :b Made this as headcanons, hope you like it.

P.S- This is the last request I had this week, and they're still open.

TW. light smoking mention.

Scout 

- he already thinks he's a gift to humanity, so being with an angel? That bursts his ego up even further, 

- he makes jokes about it. Very cheesy kind of jokes, 

- " Hey, did you fall from Heaven? 'Cause you look like an angel" 

" Scout, we talked about this ", 

- however, he is still very happy to have you around, it makes him feel special, 

- asks you about the afterlife, but will understand if it makes you uncomfortable, 

Soldier 

- he doesn't mind. I mean, he already had a wizard roommate,

- but he's very jealous of your wings, he wants ones too, 

- when he's feeling down, you use some extra strength to give him a short fly in your arms. It's usually short, because he's not the smallest, but it's worth it every time, 

Pyro 

- in their Pyrovision, they would see you as an angel anyway, so doesn't change much for them, 

- still, they will do everything to not accidentally set your wings on fire, 

- due to your supernatural setting, you're one of the few people that can actually understand them, 

- this firebug ain't afraid of anything, but is still very anxious to ask about your " powers ", in fact they don't even know if you have any, 

Demoman 

- when he first saw you, he genuinely thought his liver stopped working and he died, 

- but other than that little accident, Tavish is a sweetheart, 

- he is a bit overprotective, and will make sure you don't get into the mercenary business, 

- let's just hope you don't want to meet his mother, 

- " momma always told ya there's an angel watchin' over ya ", 

- Eyelander likes you too, 

Heavy  

- Mikhail might seem tough outside, but is actually pretty worned up from all the fights, 

- you are like his last hope. Much like Scout, the fact that he got a literal angel in love with him makes him feel special, 

- he spends most of his free time making up angel related pet names, 

Engineer

- get ready to help him with his projects, 

- he needs to know how his teleporters affect supernatural beings ( he wants to know if you will or won't have tumors ), 

- other than that, Dell will gladly use his handiness to help you with everyday things that seem easy for humans, 

- after hard day at work, he gladly flops into the embrace of your wings and refuses to move from there, 

Medic

- let's just hope you don't being experimented on...in the name of science! 

- seriously, he is very, very curious about the whole angel thing, and he wants to know how exactly it works, 

- you're the only person that actually is capable to remember all of his dove's names, 

- he will compare you to said doves, especially the wings, 

Sniper

- this man feels miserable for you. Really, you are a cosmic being, and he lives in a van, 

- but with some reassurance, he understands that you really don't regret being with him, 

- much like Engie, he will flop into your wings after a hard day, 

- the difference being he loves touching them, they're very fluffy, 

- he will run his hands through them to calm down, 

Spy

- he loves to compare you to historical art of angels, in fact he would even commission one piece just for you,

- he trusts you with his real identity, more than he would trust another human,

- maybe secretly tries not to smoke as much around you, to not " ruin your purity ",

- if a feather falls from your wing, he will keep it in his Spytron.

[sleepyac3]

Euuuuh shanks fluff? I think that fits the criteria! Its fine if you cant tho

Much love ❤️❤️

I'm having a massive Shanks brainrot rn so this is like a godsent request. You didn't specify what format you'd like this to be written in, so i choose headcanons. I hope that's okay with you and i hope you will like it! ♡

Thank you for requesting dear!! <3

Shanks fluff headcanons

genre: fluff, headcanons, gn (no pronouns)

warnings: none

• It's so ironic that this man, who's so clingy, bubbly and childlish is one of the four emperors of the sea.

• Though, you don't mind him being this way, it's nice to tease him about it sometimes. He'd get all pouty and would ignore you for the rest of the day, only for you to get woken up by his nudges and poking while he tries to snuggle to you at bedtime.

• This man craves your affection so bad i don't even know what to begin with. The only chair you'll be sitting on is his lap and if you refuse to he'll pull his usual sulking.

• Even if you don't care and ignore him he continues whining to his crewmates about "how cruel you are", until they come to you - already done with their captain's shit - to just do as he wishes so they can stop listening to him.

• But of course, if you're not teasing him with this and you genuenly don't want to, he respects your boundaries and immediately apologizes to you like a million times.

• He's also a cuddle machine. Had a bad day? Cuddles you. Too hungover from last night? Cuddles you. Can't fall asleep? Cuddles you. he loves being the little spoon but would never admit it even if his life depends on it

• I feel like his love language is word of affirmations, and acts of service.

• I think we can all agree that his advice would be outsanding. No matter the situation he always has something smart to say. Even if you can't find a solution to the problem, he will always give you advice and a shoulder to lean on when things get difficult.

• He also LOVES compliments and is a sucker for them, both giving and receiving. If you tell him his hair is expectionally good today he will literally be a blushing mess for the whole day.

• Telling you in detail how amazing you look while you two got ready in the morning is like a daily routine for him at this point.

• Also complimenting you about the smallest things is mandatory for him, especially when you're showing him a new skill you learned.

• About acts of service, he loves giving you a helping hand at anything that might be difficult for you, or just simple everyday tasks.

• Sometimes when you're on duty to wash the dishes or to clean up the deck, he silently stands beside you and helps you with a sweet smile on his face

• Don't be surprised if he just barges into your room with a tray full of food and snacks when you're sick. He'll even feed you if you ask him

• He never expects you to pay these small gestures back to him, he's the captain overall, not to mention he enjoys looking out for people, and especially for you.

• But if you do try and help him (or if your love language happens to be acts of service too) He would be so thankful for you he'd probably tear up and cry at some point ☠️

• Overall he's a very sweet man full of affection and love for people he cares about, he can be childish and annoying at some times but he appreciates you for putting up with this side of him and pays it back for you by taking care of you.