anton-luvr

[anton-luvr]

hello everyone.

ive been thinking about this for a long time, and i think ive found the right words to say it today.

i won't be writing for riize anymore - this account will permanently be closed.

all my works will still be here, but i won't be writing anything new anymore.

i don't want to sound selfish, but i simply cannot bring myself to like riize anymore. my life is already difficult as it is, and kpop has always been the main source of escape and assurance for me.

but with the constant scandals going on with riize - regardless if they're true or not - it's draining me out so bad.

of course, they don't owe me my happiness or anything, but i'm making the decision to step away from them for now.

because truly at the end of the day,, they're just a group of seven men on my phone screen who don't know i exist.

soooo yeah. thank you for all the support and love, i really really appreciate it all - all 1340 of you.

thank you for being part of this journey with me, but it's time to say goodbye for now. i'm going to miss writing here.

but i hope everyone can understand and respect my decision.

thank you.

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hiii! can i request sungchan as a boyfriend? for research purposes only i swear 🤓

tysmm i love you and yr blog sm ☹️

# HIM AS YOUR BOYFRIEND ; SUNGCHAN edition.

⚝ bf!sungchan x fem!reader | fluff | bf au ⚝ note ; SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK but enjoy your research anon 🤭 and thank u so much!! you're so sweet :( + reqs are CLOSED !

sungchan is so friendly and outgoing!!

gets along with almost everyone

and he's so considerate :(

takes the time to at least smile or wave hi at someone he doesn't even know

and that's how you got to know him!!

sungchan is also so clumsy

almost tripped over his own feet when he was walking up to you on your first date

and has broken multiple bowls and cups

also has spilled water on himself so many times, it could be a guinness world record

always gives you 100% of his attention!!

like you could literally breathe differently and sungchan would know something's up

always gives you 100% of everything

his attention, his affection, his love, everything

also a very realistic and practical person

like don't get him wrong, he absolutely loves you

but he has to remind you how (respectfully) broke you are to afford your fifth overpriced coffee of the week

now i'm not saying sungchan has toxic masculinity

but i think he sticks more to the traditional masculine role,, in a sense that he'll always be paying for you, protecting you (even when you're completely safe), driving you to places etc

he knows you're capable of doing it all by yourself, but he wants to do it for his girl himself <3

but along with the traditional masculine role, he's also not that good at expressing himself

so it'll take him some time to open up to you and tell you about his concerns and struggles

and even then, he'll tell you them one by one

but pretty soon, sungchan learns that he doesn't have to fear about opening up, because he knows that your love for each other wouldn't change no matter what.

© anton-luvr, 2024.

[anton-luvr]

i just had the cutest idea… what would anton do when he and his s/o ride the discopang together???

it would be so chaotic!!!

lots of uncontrollable giggles and anton will definitely be screaming (quietly) as he tries to hold on to the discopang and you for dear life LMAO

he'll be weak in the knees when you get off the ride, and he'll be strongly against going on it for the second time - but the quick kiss you plant on his cheek while asking him makes him willing to get on the ride again for as many times as you want as long as he's with you <3

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I very desperately want to cuddle with anton and build pillow forts🥲🥲

ugh same anon :(

i can imagine the pillow fort falling over and anton being whiney about it, his pretty lips curved in a frown when it just won't stay up. but once you kiss him he'll be all smiley again <333

and when you cuddle later on he'll be even more smiley,, tease him for it and he'll turn firetruck red too

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Imagine you're doing cutesy stuff with anton in his room when his little brother comes in and starts making fun of y'all. Just like looks into the doorway and start screaming if you touch each other (as in handholding) I bet his little brother would be so dramatic and he'd honestly be so real for that

HELPPP I CAN PICTURE IT

anton's brother would probably act disgusted too like any other younger sibling,, dramatically shrieks an "EWWWWW" when he sees you resting your head on anton's shoulder while watching something on his phone and makes fake retching noises as he retreats back to his bedroom LOL

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Anton the type of bf to like cut off a girl if u said u didn’t like how close they were

like just rlly respectful of his partners boundaries and I think that’s rlly cutesy and just a big green flag

yes definitely!!!!

and he does it immediately with zero hesitation too - unfollowed, removed, blocked, restricted, deleted, everything. anton is the type to always ALWAYS put the people he loves first no matter what :(

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My softest thought of the day: Having a stressful/bad day, you feel like the world hates you, but when you get home you meet your boyfriend Sungchan! who, just by seeing your face, knows what's going on in your mind. He extends his arms and says "Welcome home" with the brightest smile he can give you, and then he simply squeezes you very tightly and gives you a sweet kiss on the forehead, hoping that that can lower your low mood a little. And then tease you a little "My sweet girl can only smile when she's with me, huh? I guess you're not so sweet after all" and finally give you a sweet kiss on the lips.

P.S. i just love Sungchan so much 😔🧡

ugh i love sungchan soft thoughts so much

also him knowing what's going on just from looking at your face is so true anon,, sungchan always notices the smallest things about the people around him and i think it's so sweet :(

he would also definitely spoil you more than usual when you're having a bad day,, will literally refuse to let you do anything on your own, even if you just want a drink from the fridge. he'll be running around the house to help you get whatever you want, and when he's done with that, you're right back in his warm embrace and soft kisses and whispered praises <3

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I've been having a hard time lately and yesterday was pretty bad. I cried most of the night. I imagine my boys Taro, Bin and Anton just silently cuddling me and whispering sweet things.

they would be so so so gentle with you, making sure you have everything you need when you really just need them beside you. warm arms wrapped tightly around your body, never once leaving you. kissing your tears away gently and whispering "i love you" and "you're doing a great job" and "i believe in you" as they brush the hair out of your face :((

also take care anon! i hope things get better for you, don't give up! make sure to stay hydrated after crying and don't forget to take care of yourself🤍

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I-I just wanna snuggle with Anton and bite his bicep (in the most affectionate way possible bcs I swear I’m not a cannibal😔)

same anon same... anton is actually so muscular,, probably the second most muscular one in riize but he can always still look so adorable UGH

sometimes i look at pics where he's wearing short sleeved shirts and the urge to bite him affectionately is so bad

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omg omg i got one for shotaro, its the gfs bday so taro decides to surprise the gf by flying to japan... well cuddles all dayyyyyyy and plssssss he would spoil his gf !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yeah, uni gf x idol taro, (secretly dating) leave me alone, im crying in the corner!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH THIS IS SO CUTE

shotaro would have it all planned out with extreme detail, making sure to tell you how he'll be busy with filming some content and wouldn't be able to use his phone - when he was really just boarding on to his plane to fly back to japan and to you <3

it's barely past nine in the morning when he shows up at your dorm, luggage heavy with gifts and snacks he got for you from korea and his bright smile that you missed so badly beaming on his face when you open the door.

shotaro definitely cries some happy tears when you're finally in his arms again, the weight of your body against his filling up for all the tiring days and nights he had to spend alone training with riize :(

he won't let you go for the rest of the day either, cuddling you tightly while watching a movie together, his arms wrapped around your waist and his chin resting on your shoulder while you're opening up the gifts he got for you, every inch of your skin covered with his soft and sweet kisses.

takes you out to your favorite restaurant for dinner, singing 'happy birthday' loudly with the waiters when they surprise you with the cake shotaro got for you - and the warmth of his hand in yours and his body beside yours as you walk home afterwards is the best birthday gift you could ever ask for <3

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SO PROUD AND HAPPY FOR YOU!!! I’m glad youre getting lots of attention on this account, you’re easily becoming one of, if not my favourite accounts !!!

~ 🪼(if the spot hasnt already been filled as 🪼 anon)

AWWWW tysm ☹️ i’m honored hehe

also i'm so sorry but someone else ald took 🪼 anon,, lmk if you wanna be a diff anon!!

[anton-luvr]

soft hours are open! feel free to send in your fluffy riize thoughts while i get back the hang of writing <3

but please DON'T send requests!! my reqs are closed :3

[anton-luvr]

hi anton lover, can i be added to ur taglist pls ^_^ !

yes!!! welcome <3 also your username is so cute 😭

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hii!! I am the one who requested the panic attack reactions and I need u to know, this was so well written! as a person who experiences panic attacks myself, the way u described them was rlly accurate !!

also ps. can I be ☃️ anon pls? <3

ahhh thank you so much anon 😭 i'm glad you liked it!!

and yes!! welcome ⛄ anon hehe

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drop this sunflower 🌻 into the inboxes of the blogs that make you happy! let's spread some sunshine☀️

:(( thank you so much!! and thank you for the rest of your messages too, you're so sweet mwah

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I cant believe you made me like eunseok after reading your riize scenarios. Sohee should be my bias. Still is but eunseok tho.

welcome to the eunseok simp club anon 😋

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hiiii! im a new follower of yours and I simply LOVEEEE your works :33

your works really make my day! Thank you for sharing them with the community :DD

p.s can i be 🎀 anon? thank youuu <33

AWWW thank you so much 😭 you're so sweet :( and yes ofc! welcome 🎀 anon hehe <3