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irithyllians · 1 month ago
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been slowly getting into the balding gate game
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folliesandfolderols · 1 year ago
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Writing prompts days 22, 23
From this prompt list. I set a goal of writing at least 150 words per day in 2024, which sounds pretty pathetic but if you take into account the fact that I haven’t written any fiction since 2019 it felt like a feasible target. And then somehow it turned into “I’m going to write a single interconnected story utilizing all of these prompts” which ?????, what can I say, I am incredibly foolish and there's no limit to my capacity for self-deceit. Anyway, the first draft is finished (at around 88k words) and I'll be unlocking posts here on tumblr as I edit.
read from the beginning here
Day 21 here
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28. "Oh, I can think of many ways to shut you up right now."
121. "I'd fuck you right here, right now, if I could."
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Steph wasn't wrong. Tim really, really hated to apologize. Not because he saw it as losing face, or anything like that. It was because then he had to admit he fucked up, which might possibly mean he was a piece of shit. It just seemed like at some point he should be able to be the type of person who only caused harm because he meant to, and not because he hadn't slept in too long, like a cranky toddler.
But he was also not a chickenshit, so he suited up at home and left through one of the two concealed exits in the basement level as soon as he knew Damian would be on patrol. (And three nights in a row was a lot—he made a mental note to check the patrol rotation again when he returned home, because Tim wasn't the only one who needed sleep.)
He found Damian sitting on top of one of a huge stack of containers at the harbor, overlooking the ships being offloaded. Without trying to make the process soundless, Tim landed on the opposite end of the container. Damian's shoulders stiffened, but he didn't bother turning around.
Tim bit the inside of his lip, considering. He hadn't been able to work out the most appropriate method to begin this conversation despite all his brainstorming on the way over, so he'd finally decided he would just wing it. But now that the reality was staring him in the face—or determinedly giving him its back—he found himself nearly speechless.
Which was unacceptable. Right. When in doubt, dive in, and fix it later if it goes tits-up. (The part of his brain that offered constant commentary on his own thoughts gave the notion a hazy attribution to John Constantine, who was hardly a stellar example, but the principle was sound.)
Accordingly, he opted for the straightforward route. "I've come to apologize."
Damian gave a derisive tt but made no other acknowledgement.
"Would you mind taking your comm out for just a second? I'd prefer this not be accidentally shared with the entire crew."
He could tell Damian struggled with the concession, too angry to want to give an inch, but in the end discretion won out. He plucked the comm from his ear but kept his back turned. "Despite whatever Brown's inevitable gossipy meddling may have led you to believe, I do not require an apology."
Tim took a deep breath and paced a little closer, still keeping a prudent six feet between them. "I'm not here because of anything Steph said. I'm here because I fucked up and I need to make it right."
Damian snorted in contempt. "I assure you, there is no need. For me to accept such a thing would indicate you inflicted some sort of injury upon me. Which would imply you somehow developed skill and significance enough for that to occur. Which in turn is nonsense."
"Believe me, I'm well aware," Tim replied, and couldn't keep his tone from going dry as the desert. Damian's hands gave an inexplicable twitch at the words. "But be that as it may, we are still on the same team, and yesterday I acted like you were the enemy for no good reason. Yeah, you overstepped. But it was out of concern for my well-being and the safety of the family, so I should've been more understanding." He drummed one fist against his thigh, waiting for a response, but when none was forthcoming, braced himself and gave one more offering of vulnerability. "I was maybe still a little off-kilter from the dream. That one—ever since Insomnia fucked with my head, I've had the nightmare he gave me recur sometimes. Where it's not just Boomerang and my dad who die. It's most of us too. Except me. So I was definitely not at my best." A long pause, and still no sound. "I'm just gonna keep talking until you shut me up, but I'm pretty sure you're going to have to face me to do that, so . . ."
Damian's shoulders lowered the slightest bit. "Oh, I can think of many ways to shut you up right now, and at least three of them don't involve turning around." He did give a quarter-turn, though. He wasn't looking at Tim, but his body was angled so Tim could at least see his profile. "They do mostly involve some sort of bloodshed, however."
"What a surprise. Not that I'm saying I don't deserve it." Tim dared to come within arm's reach. "I really am sorry. I shouldn't have gotten so angry and I said a lot of shit I didn't mean." He had turned off the white-outs on his domino, but Damian's were still firmly in place, so Tim couldn't tell which way he was looking. His ear was tilted toward Tim and he was clearly listening, and that would have to be enough to keep going. "You were right. I was being a baby."
Damian's chin dipped, and he angled his face away again. "Perhaps you were correct about some things as well. I regret not bringing up the issue with you instead of Father. And . . . other actions." Color crept up his cheeks.
Tim drew close enough to feel Damian's body heat radiating against what little skin he had exposed. A sudden sensory memory assailed him: leaning his face into the crook of Damian's neck, pressed together in a line from chest to dick. A wave of remembered arousal washed through him and left him aching with its recession. "If I made you regret we fucked, I'm ten times as sorry. You shouldn't have your memory of that ruined by me having been a jerk later."
Damian shrugged, a quick jerky motion entirely at odds with his usual grace. "I cannot argue with the final accusation you leveled at me."
Tim's mouth twisted as regret carved a hole in his chest. "Yes you can. You should. Don't agree with Temper-Tantruming Tim. He's an asshole and he only tells the worst part of the truth. I don't regret fucking you, Dami. I'm flattered you asked me. I'd do it again in a heartbeat." Damian leaned toward him at the confession, every muscle betraying how badly he wanted to hear it. Tim suppressed a smile. He should have known praise would be his way in. "I'd fuck you right here, right now, if I could."
He reached out a cautious hand and grasped Damian's gauntleted fingers. Damian heaved a sigh of his own but didn't pull away. "I suppose you're aware that you could."
Tim couldn't stop himself from laughing aloud at that. "Fuck you right here? Yeah, if I want Oracle to take video and give notes on my performance." He reached up to tap the tiny depression on his domino that cleared Damian's white-outs.
Damian met his gaze straightforwardly, but it clearly cost him some effort. "Then perhaps you should do it where she can't see."
Tim pretended to consider, but it was a done deal as far as his dick was concerned. "You think so?" At Damian's firm nod, he grinned. "Better head back to my place after we're done, then."
Movement down at the harbor caught his eye. A group of men were creeping toward a particular container, hiding behind others as they went. "Hey, there's something going on. Wanna take a closer look together?"
"Naturally. I have not been standing here for my health. Let's go."
But before they did, Damian brought Tim's knuckles to his mouth, and Tim could've sworn he felt the burn of the kiss even through the Kevlar that separated their skin.
days twenty-four, twenty-five, and twenty-six here
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jimlingss · 5 years ago
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Until Yesterday
➜ Words: 10.4k
➜ Genres: 75% Fluff, 22% Angst, 3% Smut
➜ Summary: You and Taehyung are hopeless as you are hopeless romantics. But five months after tying the knot and saying "I do", you're hospitalized after a car accident with him. But upon waking up, the doctors tell you that you don't have a husband.
➜ Notes: Inspired by the movie The Vow (2012) and a bit of The Notebook (2004). This is purely an indulgent fic for all my hopeless romantics out there, so it’s a bit different from my usual!
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Marriage was nothing like they told you.   It’s true that not much has changed from when you were dating or engaged, that merely the title of your relationship has slightly altered, but you have no regrets doing it at all. They always told you to wait until the honeymoon phase was over — that you'll find yourself tired and driven crazy by him. They told you to wait a few years down the line when you’re not having sex anymore and you’ll be so sick of each other, it’ll be like living with an awful roommate-child than being a couple in love. You’ll be bored when something becomes a normal routine, they said.   But it isn’t like that at all.   If anything, you’re more in love with Taehyung than ever.    “We should put the couch right here.”   “Well, we need to buy a couch first, Tae.”   “Didn’t you like the leather one we saw today?”   “I mean...I didn’t love it and it’s a bit pricey, don’t you think?”   “It’s fine. Leave it to me and the bank account!” The blonde grins and pats his own chest and it only garners your scoff. “I’ll take care of you. It’s the least I can do.”   “I make the same as you, idiot.”   It took years of hard work and dedication for the two of you to get to where you are, to have landed your dream jobs and built your dream house together. But of all the sweat and tears, you wouldn’t trade the outcome for anything else.    The house was newly built in a developing neighbourhood, the scent of cut wood and paint still lingering in each room. The white picket fence surrounds the seashell home with the dark brown roof, glass windows large and bringing light into the open concept structure along with the skylights. It has the cherry wood door reminiscent to that of your old dollhouse and a swing out back tied to the tree that Taehyung wanted. It was all the two of you could’ve ever dreamed of and you’re eager to move in, to bring in your furniture and allow this home to grow with you.   “Why is the master bedroom larger than I remembered?”   Taehyung’s laugh echoes down the hall and you hear footsteps becoming louder against the wooden floorboards. “Maybe the construction team came in during the middle of the night and expanded the room for us for free.”   “Yeah maybe,” you playfully quip back at him. “Maybe they’ll consider expanding our backyard too, so we can put that marble fountain in. It might cost more than this house, but you said I could trust in you and the bank account, right?”   Taehyung peels you off of him when you glue yourself to his side and giggle. Batting your lashes at him has little effect. “Fountain is still a no-go, sweetheart.”   You grin at him and waltz to the adjacent room, peeking your head into the modest space. “We still need to decide what to do with this spare room, Taehyung. If we want to turn it into another bedroom for when your mom visits or maybe an office.”   Suddenly, arms wrap around your waist and you ease as your husband props his chin on your shoulder. It’s one of his many habits of his that you love. “How about we save it for a nursery?”   The corner of your mouth quirks and you turn your head. “Are you sure?”   “As sure if you are.”    You spin around in his arms to plant a kiss against his mouth — one where Taehyung steals the opportunity and deepens it, catching you off guard. He pulls you in by your waist when you threaten to pull apart and he smiles at the whimper that comes out of you.   When the pair of you finally part, you’re unable to resist the smile that spreads into your cheeks and your arms loop around his neck. “Kim Taehyung, aren’t you blessed? There’s no one I’d rather have a baby with than you.”   His mouth forms into a rectangular grin. “You shouldn’t tempt me when we’re going to be late for our reservations already.”   “Late?” Your lips fall and you check your watch before your eyes grow wide.    Taehyung laughs and strolls behind you as you rush out, grabbing your coat and screaming at him to get the car started.   It’s another one of those date nights. One where intimate conversations are shared over a candlelight dinner. Until Taehyung accidentally catches the tablecloth on fire and the candlelight is removed by an exasperated waiter and the intimacy in your discussion ends up with him doing something dumb and water nearly spewing out of your nose from laughing, and the other patrons are glaring at the ruined atmosphere.   Still, with a generous tip paid, you leave full and happy.   “Anything you want to watch tonight?” you ask as he’s driving. It’s peaceful with the roads emptier at this time of night and the radio playing some generic pop song in the back. You count the lamp posts that pass by.   “Hmm...how about we do something else tonight.”   Your head turns. “Like what?”   Taehyung steals a glance at you and smirks. “I was thinking that we would drive back to the new house and break in that mattress we just got. Maybe get that kid you were talking about.”   You scoff, looking straight out the windshield as you feel your face heat. Even after so many years with him, he still knew what to say to affect you. “It’s not that easy, you know, and that mattress is still wrapped in the living room.”   “It’s fine. Better start now than later. And it’s our house, we can taint it however we want to.”   It doesn’t take much for you to agree — and you do so in the midst of laughter.   You shamelessly stare at Taehyung’s profile, the strands of his blonde hair that desperately needs a trim, his long lashes that you’ve always been envious of, the slope of his nose and his thin lips that always knows how to kiss you right. Taehyung’s thick brow cocks when he notices your blatant staring, but you don’t care. You’re just filled with joy and at a loss for words at how he’s with you.   He’s yours.   The two of you are too wrapped up in one another to pay mind to the car behind you. To the piercing beam lights. The wheels that screech against the asphalt. The sheer speed of the vehicle and recklessness of the intoxicated driver.   So when the rear of the car is slammed into and you both lurch forward into the intersection of the road, it’s a shock.    //   The white fluorescent burns your eyes.    It’s hard to see and you can’t feel your body. Not even your fingers that begin to twitch. You’re disoriented and delirious, not sure what day it is, how long you’ve been out, where exactly you are. It’s all muddled in your mind. All you can discern is a constant rhythm of beeping beside you and the odour of disinfect filling your senses. You’re scared — but you’re overwhelmed with the thought of Taehyung.    Taehyung.   You jolt in your spot and the rhythm of the machine quickens until it’s like an alarm, sounding aloud and making you panic even more. But then there’s a rush of people entering the room, white coats and scrubs checking the machines and lines hooked up from you.   “Ms. Y/N, I am doctor Jeon.” There’s a man looking down at you and you blink blearily at him. “You’ve been in a coma for three days now. Is there anyone we can call for you?”   “M-My husband,” you cry out with a parched throat.   The doctor looks to the nurse but she frowns and shakes her head. “The patient doesn’t have a husband.”   You don’t have a husband?   At once, sobs wrack through your entire body and you thrash despite the aches in your bones and your ankle wrapped in bandages. The doctor and nurse are alarmed and you choke out the words— “I-Is he okay? Is he dead?”   “Ma’am,” the doctor calmly says, “you were the only one injured on the scene.”   Before you can utter a word, a man comes from the doorway. His hair is dark, matching the hue lined underneath his exhausted eyes. His features are soft and evidently tired like he hasn’t slept in the past few days. You don’t know who he is but he stares right at you — and then a relieved smile draws upon his features, one that is too comfortable and familiar.   “Y/N?” His voice is deeper than expected and he closes the distance. The nurse is visibly confused, but he quickly introduces, “I’m her partner, Min Yoongi.”   You recoil back before he can touch you, even when the hurt comes across his expression.    “I-I’m sorry.” You don’t know who he is. “I think you have the wrong person.”
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It’s hard to cope — your entire universe has been flipped upside down and you don’t know what to think. Suddenly by opening your eyes, your entire life has been swept from underneath your feet. Everything that you loved and cared about is gone. And you’re left alone to deal with it.   “I-I remember being with my husband. We were driving back from dinner and planning to take a detour to the new house, but then a car rear-ended us and we were brought out into the intersection,” you recall.   But the doctor’s brows furrow. “I see. Well, I can tell you that you weren’t in a car accident, Ms. Y/N. You were injured after falling down the flight of stairs at the subway station. You’ve been in a coma for three days.”   It doesn’t make any sense and you squeeze your temples. But it hurts. Everything feels like a dream, like you’re floating and not truly grounded in reality. Your surroundings are hazy and you wonder if this is just a hallucination — a very frightening one, a world where Taehyung doesn’t exist.   “What year was the car accident?” the doctor asks suddenly and you exhale, trying to remember the date.    “It was late January of 2016.”   “Ms. Y/N, it’s 2020 right now.”   It’s a shock through your system. At first, you sputter, choking on your own spit. The doctor is kind enough to give you a moment but when you press your hand to your chest, you wince at the bruises around your wrist. Then you open your mouth and close it, finding yourself rendered absolutely speechless. Your brain is melting into itself and you have an urge to get up and scream.   “What?”   “It looks like you have a four year memory gap,” Doctor Jeon says as if he’s prescribing you with cold medication and if you weren’t bedridden, you might just throttle him to the floor. “It’s okay, these things happen with your sort of injury. It should be fine and only temporary. You can get your memory jogging again after looking at mementos, pictures, or talking to the right people.”   “Anyways, we’ll keep you here for a few more days just to monitor that head injury, but it looks like your ankle is healing nicely. There’s no cause for concern, really.”   The doctor ends up leaving and you repress the urge to cry again.   You don’t know where Taehyung is and you miss him.   //   Your so-called partner appears days later to help with your hospital discharge and pack up your belongings. You learn his name is Min Yoongi and that he’s two years older than you are. He works as a car mechanic in a shop and you’ve apparently been with him for a whole year.    Yet, you can’t help but stay guarded, watching him from the corner with your arms crossed while you try to decipher his impassive expression. The man is quiet, but not in an angry or frightening way. He never asks you questions, makes demands out of you or once appears exasperated with your distant behaviour. He seems gentle somehow.    You wonder what your relationship with him was like.   “T-Thank you,” you murmur as he packs the slippers he had brought for you into the duffle bag.   Min Yoongi turns his head and the corner of his mouth pulls into an oddly warm smile. His voice is husky when he says, “You don’t need to thank me. I’m just happy to see you walking around again.”   You’re taken aback.   You aren’t used to receiving this kind of love and affection from someone other than Taehyung and from a stranger no less. It makes you unsettled. Conflicted.   The car ride is smooth. Yoongi helps you into your seat and buckles you in without making you speak much of a word. You’re not sure where you’re going, but you spend your time looking out at the window and taking in what you’ve missed for four years, or rather what your mind no longer recalls.    Luckily, it seems like the world hasn’t changed too much.   The streets are familiar, lined with lamp posts and bike racks. There are different billboards and some buildings you don’t recognize, but it looks like many things have stayed the same. The street names, avenues and boulevards, the people jogging and walking their dogs — it hasn’t changed.   “Hey, Tae—”    Except for the person driving beside you.    You turn your head and blood drained from your face, realizing that it’s not your husband you’re sitting beside. “N-Never mind.”   There’s a moment of quiet.   Then Yoongi’s lips part. “It’s okay.” He glances at you and your eyes meet. “It’s okay,” he repeats with a small smile that makes you even more burdened.   The apartment is modest yet cozy. A living room with cushions out of place and souvenirs on the shelves next to the television. The kitchen is to the left, cups in the sink and refrigerator haphazardly filled with take out boxes. It’s lived in, full of memories that you don’t have. But above all, you notice there’s only one bedroom and there are male belongings assorted with yours.    Shaving cream. Gel. Cologne.    “You live here?” you ask Yoongi, coming to the living room where he was giving you a chance to look around for yourself, perhaps hoping that you would remember something.   “We live together,” he corrects with a tiny smile. “But it’s okay. I’m planning on staying at a friend’s place, so you don’t have to worry about me being here if that makes you uncomfortable.”   “You…” Your mouth opens before closing, startled at how considerate he is. “You don’t have to. I mean, this place is yours too. It seems unfair if I kick you out. You should...stay.” Yoongi smiles and you shy away from his attention. “I...might not be comfortable sharing a bed with you though…”   “Okay.” He nods. “I can take the couch.”   That night, you lay awake in the foreign bed, unable to sleep and staring at the ceiling. It feels like you’ve been asleep for four years anyways, although it’s technically only been three days.    Your brain is swimming in confusion. You’re not sure what to think. One moment you were with Taehyung and the next, you don’t have him beside you anymore and you’re with someone else.   Taehyung….   You reach over to the nightstand and switch on the lamp. A dim yellow light softly fills the room and you begin to truly investigate your surroundings. On a pinboard near the door are pictures of you and Yoongi, selfies taken where you’re both smiling with one another, one of you at a carnival and another at an aquarium. The vanity drawer holds jewelry that you don’t recognize, perhaps ones that Yoongi had bought for you. Your phone contains grocery lists and miscellaneous notes that make no sense. There’s nothing on your social media, no connection, nothing once you search his name up. All you discover is work-related things in your calendar, more pictures of you and Yoongi and affectionate texts between the two of you.    There’s no trace of Taehyung whatsoever.   But when you dig into the closet and find a box at the top shelf hidden away, your answer is found. It’s inside a box of paperwork — school awards, certificates of achievements, evidence of your first paycheck, your birth certificate, social security papers, and divorce papers.   You and Taehyung got divorced in April 2018.    Two years and eight months after getting married. And it’s been a year and ten months since.   The paper crumples underneath your hands and you gather your knees together on the floor as quiet sobs break through you once again. You don’t know what happened. Where it all went wrong.   //   When morning comes, you hope the swelling and redness of your eyes from crying so much isn’t noticeable. If it is, Yoongi doesn’t say anything and only regards you with a gentle smile.    “I was going to stay home today, but I thought it might be overwhelming for you,” he says before you can protest otherwise, “so I’ll be at work. Take it easy, okay? You can call me anytime you want for anything. My number is in your phone.”   You nod. “Thank you, Yoongi.”   His smile is sweet. “I already told you, it’s not a problem.”   But half an hour after Yoongi leaves, you prepare for your own departure. Hobbling with your weight on one foot and off the one with your injured ankle, you grab a coat and the car keys laying on the counter. It takes a moment to figure out which one is your vehicle in the lot but you find it after pressing the panic button. It looks brand new — apparently recently repaired and the reason why you had to take the subway and how you got your head injury in the first place.   It might be wrong to leave without giving a warning to Yoongi, especially when he’s so worried about you, but you can’t stay idle at the apartment. You can’t sit still. You need answers.   You drive to the house — turning down the familiar streets and roads before coming into the neighbourhood that feels like you had been in just a week ago when it’s probably been years.   But you don’t recognize it anymore. It's more developed than you last remembered. What once were empty lots have other homes built. All the sidewalks are paved, there’s an elementary school down the avenue, a new playground that shines, neighbours that have moved in.   What hasn’t changed is the house itself.    There’s still the white picket fence that surrounds the seashell white home, a shade you had personally picked yourself when building it. The roof is a dark brown and the front door cherry wood. The glass windows are large with baby blue curtains and you wonder if there’s still the swing in the backyard….   You get out of the car, feeling your emotions swell up to your throat and your eyes becoming watery as you gave upon the house. This was the place you had built with Taehyung. The place you both had planned to live in for years. The place you wanted to raise your kids, grow old and retire in.    It was perfect. The combination of your dreams.   Where did it all go wrong?   You close the distance, limping up the path to the door and knocking on it. After a moment, you ring the doorbell properly. But even then, there are no answers and you notice that the Kim nameplate under the mailbox is gone.   Of course. It’s been over four years after all.   You cross the street back to your car again, but not before catching sight of a woman bringing groceries up her driveway and towards her own house.    “Um, excuse me.”   She turns at your voice, brows lifted.   “Do you happen to know who lives there?” You point to what was once your home.   But unfortunately, she shakes her head. “Sorry, I don’t. I know that house has been sold a few times and the owners have recently changed again.”   “Oh. Thank you.”   It’s hard to leave the house behind you, but you keep your foot on the gas pedal and drive, never glancing out the rear-view mirror in fear of bursting into tears again.   You still have more questions than answers, so your next destination becomes downtown where Taehyung’s engineering firm is. The two of you had met in school, back when you were awkward and chasing after your ambitions of being a chemical engineer like your aunt while for him, he wanted to take his childhood lego dreams to the max and become a civil engineer.   Your neck hurts to look at the top of the skyscraper, the many windows reflecting the bright sunlight into your eyes and blinding your vision. If there was any place where you could find Taehyung, it would be here.    It’s his dream job. What he had wanted for so long and legitimately cried when he found out he got a position at. You remember that day, how proud you felt of him for achieving such a goal.   But when you approach the receptionist at the lobby’s desk, her response only fires the confusion further.   “Sorry. We don’t have a Kim Taehyung working here. Are you sure you’re not mistaken?”   You miss him. And you wonder at what point, he wasn’t a part of your life anymore.   //   In an attempt to find Taehyung, you contact your friends and work your way down your list of contacts on your phone. They’re happy to hear from you, some even knowing about your accident and asking if you’re alright.    But when you ask about Taehyung, they tell you that they haven’t spoken to him since the divorce. That they’ve lost contact. That the months leading up to it, the two of you were distant from them and they’re unsure of the reasons for what had happened. It was frankly unexpected.   “You always told me it wasn’t any of my business, dear,” your mother says over the phone. “You actually got quite upset when I asked, so after a while I didn’t anymore. Do you want to talk to your dad? He’s watching the news right now.”   “No.” You press your temples, holding in your sigh. “It’s fine.”   Frustration overwhelms you.    No matter where you turn, you can’t seem to get the reasons for yourself.   You can’t find him.   “Is the take out okay?”   At once, you’re snapped out of your thoughts and you lift your head to meet kind, cat-like eyes staring at you.    “It’s good,” you try to smile and nod.   He seems to sense how disconnected you are. “I’ll learn how to cook. I know you like carbonara, so maybe I can find a recipe this weekend and try to make it, so we don’t have to eat out all the time.”   You stare at the man across from you.   How tired he seems, his dark hair shagging in front of his forehead, his downcast head facing his food as his fork scrapes against the bottom container, never quite taking a full bite. Yet whenever your eyes meet, his plump lips always tugs into a small smile and his eyes crinkle.   “I’m sorry.”   Yoongi’s brows lift at the sudden apology. “What for?”   “For not remembering you.” Even if Min Yoongi is a stranger, you can feel how intimate the pair of you used to be by the photographs you’ve seen, by the way he still regards you. You feel guilty for not being able to return his affections.   “It’s fine. It’ll come back with time, right? Don’t stress out about it too much. It won’t do you any good.”   “Yoongi.” You have his attention by the way you say his name like he hasn’t heard it uttered from your lips in quite a while. “I went searching for my...ex-husband today.”   It’s foreign to call Taehyung that. It’s unsettling and makes you uncomfortable.   But your eyes never divert from Yoongi’s. “I need answers.”   “I know,” he murmurs in a low voice, still playing with his food. As intimidating as he might appear on the surface, you’re quickly learning how considerate and soft-spoken he really is. “And I want you too. I don’t want you to have any regrets. I want you to know you’ve made the right choice by being with me.”   Your heart squeezes at his thoughtful nature and you sigh lightly before stuffing your mouth with some of the noodles, trying to alleviate the tension. “You’re a good man, Yoongi.”   He chuckles, gummy smile emerging for the first time that you can recall. “Maybe that’s why you chose me in the first place.”   //   The avenue is nostalgic, a street that you and Taehyung spent many dates at with its cheap street food and cute stores. And when you were both working, it was the halfway point between your workplaces and where you’d meet to have lunch on those special occasions. A few things have altered from when you remembered them, the stationery shop closed and that ice-cream parlor changed into a pancake café instead. But for the most part, it remains the same.   You aren’t sure what you’re doing here.    Of all your ways and methods in searching for Taehyung, even you know that it’s unlikely you’ll find him on a Tuesday morning at such an obscure location. But it’s where you’re drawn too, where your body told you to go and your mind followed.   Otherwise, you’re not sure what to do anymore or how you should contact him. You wonder if it’s too drastic to drive hours away to visit his mom on the off chance that she’s still living in the same place after four years. If she moved, the journey would be for nothing. But even then, if you somehow found him and reached out, would he even be willing to talk to you?   A sigh escapes your parted lips. You tilt your head up to the sky, wondering where on earth he is. And in your reverie, you fail to notice the strapping brunette humming to the music he’s listening to. Not until your shoulder collides with his as he’s walking the opposite way.    But instead of an apology spilling from your mouth, you’re interrupted by a call of your name—   “Y/N?”   It's shock that has taken hold of his expression. His hand rips out his earphones and the loud music becomes silenced from his world. With the way he looks at you, it would be like he’s seen a ghost. A stranger from his past.    In your mind, it’s only been a week since you’ve seen him. And you’ve been missing him so much.   On sheer instinct, you wrap your hand around his wrist, afraid to let go. “Taehyung.”   //   It’s awkward, the stiff air almost suffocating your lungs. You’re sure that the first date wasn’t even as bad as this. But you don’t mind whatsoever, even if he’s shifting uncomfortably at the intent way you stare and how it makes him break out into a sweat. Even if Taehyung hates you now, as long as you can see him like this, it’s enough to bear.   Taehyung clears his throat, diverting his vision elsewhere. “So….you look like you’ve been well.”   “Not really,” you murmur.   Taehyung is still a man of intense habit. His drink order hasn’t changed, a cappuccino with extra whipped cream and chocolate shavings. At the same exact coffee shop since you were dating. And he’s taken the same table in the corner of the shop too, the spot of your many study dates.    It’s these habits that have led you back to him.   “I heard you weren’t working at the engineering firm anymore,” you say after another tense pause.   Taehyung’s brows curiously raise. “I haven’t been working there in years. You knew about it.”   “Did I?”   He’s wary that you can’t recall. “Yeah….”   “What are you doing now?”   “I’m in animation.”   Your eyes widen, surprised. “I never knew you could animate— well, I knew you could draw, but you never even watched much animation.”   Taehyung shrugs. “It’s a good fit. I didn’t know I’d like it either until I tried.”   Your expression softens, a tender smile pulling into your cheeks. Taehyung’s gotten older but in a refined way. His hair is back to its natural colour, a few wrinkles set into his skin but his features are sharper and less rounded and boyish. He seems less mischievous and irresponsible too, a little more mature and quiet. Or maybe he’s reserved because you’re his ex-wife.    The thought makes you nauseous.   He sips his drink. “So...what have you been doing?”    “Not great. I recently got into an accident, Taehyung.” That seems to grab his attention and his eyes become rounded while you brace yourself. “Apparently I fell down a flight of stairs at the subway station and I was in a coma for three days.”   “Oh shit. That...must’ve sucked. I...I’m sorry to hear that.”    “I’m fine now.” You pause, clear your throat. “But the last thing I remember is us, Taehyung. We were planning to spend the night at the new house and we got hit by that car…”   “I remember.” He nods slowly and murmurs, “But the accident wasn’t that bad, Y/N. We were only bumped.”   “I don’t remember that,” you tell, earnest eyes connected with his that makes him believe you. Even after all this time apart, Taehyung can still tell when you’re lying and telling the truth.    Your voice raises in pitch, in frustration and exasperation. “And...and I’m trying to understand how this happened. I’m trying to understand how we…..how we ended up divorced.”   Taehyung’s brows furrow and he fiddles with the paper cup. “What’s there to tell? We fell out of love.”   “That doesn’t make any sense!” Your shrill voice garners the attention of other patrons, but you don’t pay mind to them. “We got married and were planning to have kids and we just built a house in a new neighbourhood—”   “We lost that house.”   Taehyung doesn’t look at you. His downcast head allows his eyes to stay on the floor. He looks small — shoulders slugging and frame slumped.   “I lost my job and then we lost the house. It went downhill from there and one day, you couldn’t do it anymore and packed your bags. You were the one who divorced me, Y/N.”   You’re stunned, unable to get a single word out at the revelation he’s given you. An answer to your questions that you had never expected. That you didn’t want to hear.   Taehyung’s eyes are saddened and he never once meets your gaze. “You’ll remember sooner or later. I’m sorry this happened to you, Y/N. I really am. But it was still nice to see you.”   He gets up before you can protest, leaving as fast as he came into your life again.   //   Yoongi arrives home visibly tired, his hair in a disarray and his navy workwear stained with oil and grease. Still, he greets you with a warm, sleepy smile that you still aren’t used to.   “I saw my ex today,” you tell him during dinner, breaking the silence by deciding to be open and honest. It at least alleviates some of the guilt weighing on your chest. “I found him coincidentally.”   Yoongi’s eyes flicker up, peeking at you. “How did it go?”   “It didn’t help. I’m still confused.” You can’t understand why you would ever leave him, even if you lost the house and he lost his job. It didn’t make any sense. “Do you know anything about the divorce, Yoongi? Did I….ever tell you anything?”   “You told me that he was pathetic,” he informs but without any malice like he’s simply stating facts. “He was unemployed for two years and didn’t get off his ass to find a job. Hey, your words, not mine.”   The corner of your mouth curls even when you’re still stupefied.   “Are you alright, Y/N?”   An exhale leaves your lips. “I’m not sure.”   That night, you find another box in the closet while alone in the bedroom. There are pictures of you and Taehyung from when you were younger and just friends, small mementos like movie tickets and keychains won at arcades while you were dating, and photographs of the wedding day, the two of you with enormous smiles and swollen cheeks.   But they’re buried underneath your belongings with Yoongi.   //   His expression is one of repulsion, like he bit into a lemon or something bitter. But you don’t pay any attention to it.   “What are you doing here?” Taehyung is incredulous to see you in the morning, standing in the same café as if you own the place.   “I’ve been waiting since eight,” you complain and he repeats his question with increasing skepticism. You suppose it’s not everyday your ex-wife is waiting to run into you, so you don’t blame him for his apprehension. “I’m trying to understand how the two of us got divorced. I know this is probably really weird since for you, I’ve shown out of nowhere after two years.”   “You think?”   You ignore his playful quip. “But for me, my last memory is still going on that date night and getting into that car accident.”   Before Taehyung can utter a word, the barista is calling him as the next person in line. “Can I get—”   A cappuccino with extra whipped cream and chocolate shavings.   “A cappuccino with extra whipped cream and chocolate shavings,” he says without missing a beat and your mouth tugs into a smile. Lots of things may have changed in the time that you no longer remember, but the fact of how constant he is comforts you greatly.    You wait with Taehyung at the counter, feeling his eyes glancing at you every so often. When your eyes meet, he realizes he’s been caught staring.    “Once I remember again and make sense of the situation, I’ll leave you alone,” you say even if it hurts, but the last thing you want is to be burdensome to Taehyung. “I just want to understand and get over it and move on like you have.”   Taehyung sighs, never saying a word.   He picks up his drink and you follow along with him, quietly as to not disrupt the comfortable silence between the both of you.   He walks down the street and enters the modest grocery store, beelining to the deli to pick up a ham sub. But he notices your quirked brow. “What?”   “No.” You shake your head. “Just reminds me of uni. You used to eat those too. Same brand and everything.”   The man scoffs lightly, but he knows. You’ve pointed it out to him many times in the past that he has a tendency to stick to specific habits — the odd quirks that you once said you loved about him.    “Like what?” he had once asked when you mentioned it.   “Like you always put your beverages on your left side and you chug half a glass of water before going to bed and you always close the entire toilet when you’re done going to the bathroom and you have the same brand of cereal every morning and after you sneeze, you always scratch your nose every time,” you had said in the midst of giggles and then lifted yourself up to plant a kiss on his cheek. “Don’t worry. They’re cute and it’s part of why I love you.”   The two of you walk together down the street. The early morning air is crisp and chilly, slightly nipping at his nose. He grips his drink still steaming to warm his hand and Taehyung can’t help stealing a glance at you, wondering if you’re cold too.   “How’d you get started into animation?”   “Huh? Oh. Well, if you really want to know then after you packed your bags and dumped me, it was a pretty good wake up call.” Taehyung laughs as if he’s recalling a funny memory, but then his expression softens, touched with sorrow. “I decided to get myself picked back up and get a job. They liked my personality enough at the interview to give me a chance. At first I didn’t know what I was doing, but I learned and I like it a lot.”   He turns his head when your silence is prolonged.    But his eyes widen when he finds your tender smile. “I’m happy for you, Taehyung.”   And you really are — even in spite of him not technically being a part of your life anymore.   //   The next day, Taehyung is not any more impressed to see you there at the café.    You enthusiastically smile and wave at him. And when the barista calls the two of you in the line, you have no hesitation. “Can I get a cappuccino with extra whipped cream and chocolate shavings? And just an iced americano for me.”   Taehyung eyes you when you pay and stroll to the other counter to wait. “Don’t you have a job to go to?”   “I’m still technically in recovery and it’s not like I can work if my head’s a mess.”   Taehyung scoffs lightly. “What do you want to know this time?”   He can tell by the look in your eye that there are questions on the tip of your tongue. And when you take out a whole laundry list like it’s things you need to buy at a grocery store, a rectangular grin plasters on his face. Taehyung wouldn’t expect any less of you.    “Hey, I was thinking about it all night, alright? I was afraid I was going to forget so I wrote it down.”   He leans over to look at the list but you move away. “Don’t peek.”   “Okay, okay.” He laughs and gestures for you to start.   “First question. What did I say before I left?” You look at him, eyes meeting his. “What were my exact reasons for the divorce?”   He hums a low note, staring off into the distance. “I don’t remember well. You called me a motherfucker though,” Taehyung chuckles and becomes solemn. “Probably something along the lines that I’ve stopped trying and that you were leaving. There was a lot of crying and screaming. I…..don’t really like to think about it.”   There’s a pause and you clear your throat, paper in your hand crinkling and forgotten.   “Why didn’t you ever do anything to stop it?”   A sigh leaves his lips and he runs his hand through his hair. “I don’t know. Maybe because I’m an idiot. But it’s not like I could’ve forced you to stay with me.”   “I’m sure if you had said something, I would’ve stayed.”   Taehyung’s smile is meek and sad, not at all like how it usually is. You wonder just how much you hurt him, how much you hurt each other. “A lot can happen in two years, Y/N.”   A lot can happen in the two years they were apart too.   “Have you been seeing anyone?”   “No. I haven’t,” he says.    It’s a question that tumbled out of you, one not on the list.   //   The evening comes and you hear the front door open and shut. Immediately, you call out from the kitchen, “Hey!”   Yoongi emerges from the hall with another tired smile. “Hey.”   “I got takeout for us,” you say while heating said food up. “How was work? Busy again?”   “A little.” The man comes closer to see what you’ve bought but before he’s able to assess, he mindlessly leans in and plants a soft kiss against your cheek. You instantaneously freeze, the muscles in your body becoming rigid and tense, and Yoongi realizes. “I’m sorry. It’s a bad habit.”   He pulls away, disheartened and guilt wells up in your throat. “It’s okay.”   Yoongi nods and he shrugs off his coat, walking back towards the hall to hang it up, but you stop him before your conscience can berate you, before you hurt him further—   “I saw him again. This morning.”   He halts. He stands still as you watch his backside.   The both of you know who you’re referring to.   “How was it?” Yoongi inquires hesitantly as if he’s not sure if he even should.    “It was good,” you murmur. “I got a few more answers.”   His head turns, the black strands of his hair sweeping against his forehead. Yoongi’s gentle eyes are glossed over, his tone low and husky as he quietly asks, “Can’t you get answers without seeing him?”   “I…..I’m sorry, Yoongi.”   You divert your vision, but from the corner, you can see the way his mouth curls gingerly.   “It’s okay.”   But you know that it isn’t. It’s unfair to him to wait for your memories to return, for you to continuously see someone of your past as he waits for you to come to love him as you once did.   The man retreats into the darkness and you feel guilt overwhelm you.   //   When Taehyung wakes up, does his daily routine and heads to the café, he opens the door and expects to see you. Standing there, waiting for him as if you were the owner or a barista working full time.   “Are you sure you’re not healthy enough to go back to work?” He grins, brows lifted and almost impressed at how adamant you are.   “No.” You loll your head to the side. “I’m still feeling tired.”   Taehyung scoffs lightly, noting that you always show up earlier than he does. “Tired, huh?”   “You must be tired too. Your shirt is inside out.”   “What?” His line of sight follows to where you’re pointing and Taehyung looks down to see that his shirt is indeed inside out. He groans in embarrassment as you laugh.   “Did you not notice?”   He doesn’t answer, grabbing his drink from the counter once the barista calls his name and he books it out of the shop. But not without you following behind him and still giggling.   “Are you sulking?” You quickly catch up to him and quirk your head almost to his shoulder. “I’m just teasing, Tae. It’s not that noticeable.”   “You noticed it.”   “Well I’ve always noticed everything about you.”   He clicks his tongue in feigned annoyance and stops, making you halt on your heels. “Don’t flirt with me, woman. Didn’t you say you were seeing someone?”   You scoff, continuing to walk and this time, he’s the one who follows after you. “Who says I’m flirting with you? I think you’re terribly mistaken and quite frankly, full of yourself.”   Taehyung grins. “It’s not my fault I was born this handsome and have so many people regularly flirting with me.”   “Uh-huh. You’re beginning to sound like Seokjin.”   “He’s not half as handsome as I am.”   You burst out laughing, knowing that your old friend would probably throw a fit if Taehyung openly fought him for the position of most handsome in your group of friends. “I beg to differ.”   “Then why didn’t you marry him back then?”   “Should’ve,” you sing-song much to Taehyung’s chagrin.   The pair of you stop in front of his building, the destination of every morning journey. You know this is where you’ll have to leave him off and see him again tomorrow, wait for just these ten minutes of conversations and banter. But unusually, Taehyung doesn’t bid you farewell right away. He doesn’t run away with his tail in between his legs, shooting you a playful glare over his shoulder.   Instead, he stops with you and smiles. Taehyung lingers on the sidewalk with you.   “Y/N…” He gazes at you.   Your eyes connect with his warm irises and something lodges in your throat, an emotion that only seems to come with him. “Hmm?”   There’s held silence—   “There’s a bug in your hair.”   “What?!”   His palm slaps your forehead before you can flail, not enough for it to hurt, but enough that you’re stunned. You lift your hand to rub the spot and at the same time, a rectangular grin spreads into his face. Taehyung laughs childishly. “Kidding.”   “Are you five years old?!” you shout but it only eggs him on more.   “Sorry, sorry.” He bats your hand away and his fingers come to rub the spot for you instead. “I’m pretty sure it was your face cream and not a bug.”   The proximity is closed. You can feel his breath against your face, count his thick lashes, draw constellations through the tiny freckles around his nose.   You swallow hard, feeling the heat rise into your cheeks and Taehyung catches it. For a moment, his eyes linger against your lips and yours follows down to the dip of his cupid’s bow to the corner of his mouth. There’s a thick tension between the two of you, a kind of intimacy not found between a pair of old friends on a normal morning. It’s a kind of longing that you recognize in Taehyung’s gaze as it’s similar to your own…   You lean in to close the distance completely. But then Taehyung abruptly pulls away.   His vision is diverted to the ground.   All traces of mischief are gone. His mouth has fallen into a straight line, brows knitted together as if he’s in physical pain. “What are we doing, Y/N?”   He doesn’t wait for a response. Taehyung turns and walks away while the knots in your chest constrict you. But you run after him. You take three strides before he can vanish from your life — like what you found when you woke up in that hospital bed. The thought of that returning is terrifying.   “Taehyung!”   “No!” He turns around to face you, shutting you down before the way you call his name can affect him. You’re taken aback by the hurt etched on his expression. “It took me two years to get over you and even now I’m still not over you,” he declares angrily and your eyes widen. “And then you come out of nowhere to make a mess out of my head, playing these games.”   Your brows furrow, upset at his accusations and you shout back at him, “What games?!”   “I know that the moment you remember again, the moment you get over your stupid fucking amnesia, you’re going to dump me!” Taehyung swallows hard. “You’re going to make me go through all of that again. It’s downright cruel, you dense woman!”   “Don’t call me dense!” Without conscious decision, tears begin to shed down your face and you shake your head. “You know that that isn’t my intention.”   “I know.” Taehyung sighs. “But it’s going to happen anyway.”   The pair of you look at one another and then the doors to the building open. A tall man with dimples comes out and is absolutely bewildered at the ruckus. He’s seemingly familiar with Taehyung, perhaps a colleague of his. “Is something wrong, dude?”   “It’s fine.”   “Who’s this?” the stranger asks curiously, smiling at you.   “She’s my ex-wife.”   The man is caught off guard, eyes becoming rounded. “I didn’t know you were married.”   “Yeah, well, I used to be.” Taehyung peeks at you in a silent farewell and you watch his backside leave.
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When Taehyung wakes up, does his daily routine and heads to the café, he opens the door and then his breath catches in his throat. He doesn’t know why disappointment seems to overwhelm him when you’re not there and he wonders since when he expected you to be in the first place — standing there, waiting for him.   He stands in line by himself. Makes his order by himself. Picks up his lunch by himself.    Taehyung walks to work alone.   And every so often, he unconsciously glances to his side and then sighs when he catches himself. He’s not sure why he keeps anticipating you to be with him. Why he allows himself to feel frustrated when he remembers you’re not here.   You’ve become Taehyung’s habit.   And now you’re gone.
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There’s a timid knock at the door.   A moment later, it cracks open. “Hey, dinner is ready….” Yoongi’s puzzled to find you standing on a stool, reaching to the top of your closet but he smiles, glad to see you lively again. “What are you doing? Do you need help?”   “It’s okay.” You grab the album you were reaching for and wipe off the layer of dust that covers it. “I just remembered I kept old albums up here. Jeez, it’s so dusty.”   Yoongi’s brow lifts. “You remember?”   You nod, smiling at him. “I do.”   The album is flipped open and you step off the stool to sit on the edge of your bed. Yoongi watches you for a moment and exhales softly. “Well, I’ll leave your food on the table.”   You thank him and he takes his leave, shutting the door.   You guess no matter how bad your relationship with Taehyung got, you never had the heart to throw away or burn the photographs. And you’re glad. The photographs of your wedding day are still in tip-top shape, images showing the pair of you glowing in the sunset with his arms wrapped around you. You remember that wedding dress and that suit of his that had to be tailored twice. You remember being late to the ceremony and having to run with Taehyung who snuck out to see you beforehand even though he wasn’t supposed to...…   There are also photographs of your honeymoon, a vacation to the Caribbean, and another trip of Europe that you went on during your university days. But above all, there are photos of the pair of you in front of the newly built house. Proud and ecstatic. The seashell white home with the dark brown roof and large windows and skylights standing tall behind you two. Ready to house your future.   Some things change but these memories won’t.   //   The sprinklers spritzes across the freshly mowed lawn, a sputtering hiss that leaves a mist in the air. You step up the stone path to the cherry wood door, noticing the golden nameplate under the mailbox, but you don’t dwell. In your haze, your closed fist comes to steadily knock at the door.   It swings open.   Inside, you find someone with warm eyes, brunette hair and a boxy smile. He encapsulates the sunlight itself, so bright that it’s hard to discern who exactly it is. But you feel like you know. Like you had known before you even knocked and the door opened.   The man calls your name.   And you’re shaken awake from the beautiful dream. And you wake to an empty bedside, tears welling up in your eyes. It’s the middle of the night, darkness surrounding you and weighing heavily against your body. But you fight against it and rip the covers off of your body, grabbing a cardigan off your chair and rushing down the hall.   Yoongi is stirred from the noise and gets up from the couch.    “Where are you going?” he asks in a husky voice, running a hand through his hair that’s sticking in all directions. But the sleepiness leaves the man as he watches you shake your head, struggling to put on your shoes with tears in your eyes.   “I-I need to go, Yoongi.”   But for the first time, he reaches out.    Yoongi’s hand clasps around your wrist to stop you, having an inkling that you might never return. “I won’t let you.” His foot is finally placed down, but the decision has long been made.   “I’m sorry, Yoongi.”   “Don’t say that,” he desperately pleads.   “But I am. It’s unfair to you. That I’ve treated you this badly while all you’ve ever been is patient and considerate and understanding. But I don’t want you to wait for me anymore.”   “You’re not going back to your asshole of an ex-husband. He was horrible to you.”   “Yoongi, what do you expect me to do?” It’s a genuine question that you ask. You’re at a loss and the words choke out of you, but you had these feelings the moment you had awoken in that hospital bed. “I love him.”   The pause draws on and you lower your gaze.   “It’s not fair for you to wait for me to love you instead. I’m in love with Taehyung.”   Yet in spite of your words, Yoongi still pulls you into him. He wraps his arms around you and squeezes you tight as if you might vanish between his fingertips. You come to realize that you never gave Yoongi a chance to express his love to you — you never kissed him or held him despite how long he waited.   You feel him tremble against you. The man who you had woken to presses his face to your shoulder, his quiet tears staining your thin clothing. You return his hug, arms lifted around his torso and grasping him close. You remember who he is. You know well.   He’s Min Yoongi, the man who you loved.   After a moment, he releases you. “Go.”   You nod. “I’ll always be thankful to you, Yoongi. More than you’ll realize.”   //   The car door slams shut.   You cross the street, approaching the house that still stands tall on the quiet suburban street illuminated by lamp posts. You’re not sure what you’re doing here at this time of night and you know you’ll just be disheartened when you see another family inside, living in the space that was meant for you and Taehyung. But you needed to see it.   It’s your home. What you made with Taehyung. Physical proof of your planned devotion to one another.   The house is dark and you assume that the people inside are long asleep. So you take a moment to gaze at it, heart aching inside your chest, and after ten minutes, you turn to walk away and leave your home behind. But then a car drives down the road. It’s a modest vehicle and as you wait for it to pass to cross the street, it instead pulls into the driveway of the house.   The headlights turn off. The engine dies. The car door opens.   And you freeze, watching the person emerge.   “Taehyung?!”   The strapping brunette man is unmistakable. He’s dressed in his work clothes, casual sweater and black trousers, his leather crossbody bag slung across his torso. He looks tired from what you can see with the glow of the many street lights, his hair messy and eyes weary. But he still has the energy to be shocked at your sudden presence.    Shocked as if he’s been caught in the act. “What are you doing here?”   You speak on an exhale. “Y-You bought the house back again?”   He bought it after the two of you lost it. Even when there’s no reason to.   Not unless it still holds sentimental value. Not unless the memories held in there were ones he still cherishes. Not unless he still loves you.   Taehyung murmurs your name, “Y/N…”   You run to him, closing the distance, throwing your arms around his neck. And you kiss the silly man breathlessly, pressing your mouth against his and swallowing the groan that leaves his lungs. His arms wrap around your back, holding you close and quickly reciprocating. His head tilts and his tongue slips into your mouth, drawing noises out of you like when you were young and still exploring one another.   But it’s a kiss of sadness and longing — yet still sweet even after so much time has passed.   After a handful of seconds, Taehyung pulls away.   “W-What are we doing?” He shakes his head, letting go of you.   But you grab hold of his hand. “I still love you, Taehyung. I love you.”   His earnest eyes search yours. “How….how do I know you won’t just remember why you wanted to leave me. How do I know it won’t happen all over again? We’re still the same people, Y/N. It didn’t work once.”    “I don’t care,” you spit at him desperately. “To me, it feels like it was until yesterday that we were still married and in love. And right now, right now I still love you, Taehyung. I miss you. I don’t care what happened, that you lost your job, lost the house and started to feel bad about yourself and gave up on us.”    Taehyung’s eyes are rounded and his lips part. “You….remember?”   You nod. “I have gradually for a while now.”   Bits and pieces had fallen together the longer you spent with him, the more you looked at pictures and mementos, and searched your memories. They were loose puzzle pieces, moments of time, until you fit them together to create a whole picture. To finally understand why things happened the way they did.   And you can finally recall the downward spiral of Taehyung all those years ago. How he abruptly got laid off, losing his dream job that he had worked so hard to obtain, how the two of you lost the house when your sole income was no longer enough and how depressed he became about losing that home. How he sat at his desk for two years in the dark, playing games and wasting time, giving up on searching for a job and refusing to get himself help in his poor mental state.   You remember how he ignored you until you felt like his mother and couldn’t take it anymore. How he pushed your sanity enough that you had to walk away before you were damaged.    But in spite of all that has happened…   “I still love you.”   He’s an absolute shit, but you love him.   Without being able to blink, Taehyung tugs you in by your waist and he presses his lips against yours, holding you close to him. You smile against his mouth before your hands lift to cup his cheeks, cradling his face as he deepens the kiss. It’s desperate, hungering to make up for lost time, fulfilling the yearning that has dwelled between the pair of you each time you spoke.   Taehyung kisses you like he’s missed you more and the pair of you barely manage to break apart to stumble into the house.   “I can’t believe you bought this place back.” It’s a whirlwind, nostalgia slamming into you as you step into the foyer. You’re overwhelmed with emotion, feeling a staggering urge to start crying.   “Had to do a lot of negotiating, but I did it,” he murmurs proudly, happy to show you how he’s picked himself up, how he found another passion and followed the path, that he’s no longer so pathetic. “All on my own too.”   “Taehyung…”   He kisses you again, less gentle than before. He’s merciless, hands placed on your hips and your back arches into him until the force of his body causes the two of you to fall backwards onto the floor. Taehyung catches your head so that it never hurts and he hovers over you, leg between your knees while he peels off his coat.    “I’m sorry,” he says softly, gazing into your eyes. “I never got to tell you that. I’m sorry for hurting you.”   You nod, grasping at his forearms that’s next to your head and he takes the opportunity to lean down. Taehyung lay pecks against your cheek until he moves his way down to suck bruising kisses into your neck. You cry his name, writhing against him as he palms your breast and leaves his marks all over you.   Taehyung eats you out on the cool tiled floors of the foyer entrance, filling the house with obscene sounds that make you embarrassed. But you can’t complain, not when you’re sobbing his name and your fingers are sinking into his hair.   You end up cumming all over his swollen lips and chin, and you bat at him when he grins and says it’s delicious. Before Taehyung can completely ruin the mood, you grab him and with little warning, his cock sinks into your cunt, head poking right at the entrance of your cervix. You feel full and he begins to pound into you, satisfying that itch you’ve had for so long.   Taehyung makes you look at him the entire time and as you hold him, it hits you just how much you missed him. Tears leak from your eyes and it only eggs him on to be rougher. His fingers sink into the meat of your thigh and his mouth leaves hickeys down the valley of your breasts to admire later. You cum again and then he presses his pelvis into yours and cums in you as well, painting your walls in white.   Despite being sweaty and sticky, Taehyung kisses you again and the two of you hold one another. He’s sweet and affectionate until he starts to push his cum back into you with his fingers when you begin to leak.   “Now you’re not even trying to hide the fact you want me to get pregnant.”   The man mischievously grins. “Last I checked, it was yesterday that we wanted kids.”   You burst out laughing, unable to argue with that but…. “We’re not even married anymore. What would your mom think?”   “She would probably cry tears of happiness if she knew we were together again. And marriage…” He interlaces his hands with yours. “We could make it happen again. If you want.”   You nod. “I do.”
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It’s another chance. Another do over.   You wonder if you had never lost your memories and tried to chase them down, if you would’ve ever reached out to Taehyung again and reignite the spark between the two of you. Had you not found him again, you wonder if you would’ve known that he’s picked himself again and returned to the man you fell in love with. It’s hard to say but those things are yesterday’s problems.   Today, you look towards the future.   “Wake up, sleepy head.”   On any other day, you might kick him in the knee for waking you up on a weekend, but it’s been so long that you don’t mind whatsoever. Taehyung’s mischief is world’s better than waking up to an empty bedside or to someone you can’t genuinely love as much.   “Ugh.” You open your eyes and immediately slap a palm against his mouth. “Don’t kiss me. Morning breath.”   Taehyung peels your hand off, grins and smooches you anyway. You laugh and quickly reciprocate.   When it’s all done and over, he snuggles into you. “You know…” You’re wrapped in each other’s arms and you slowly blink awake, glad that you’ve finally woken up with him beside you. “...those brown walls in this room are going to have to change.”   Taehyung laughs. “Happily.”   There’s nothing been more certain of. You want to spend tomorrow with Taehyung and the day after that and the day after that.   Until eternity.
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anambermusicbox · 3 years ago
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September 29 Day Countdown (17/29): 2018/10/26 Interview with Meimei Entertainment’s 《吃瓜不吐香蕉皮》
(2:00) Zhou Shen talks about how the producer of “Ruyi’s Royal Love in the Palace” 《如懿传》 (the theme song of which Zhou Shen sang with Mao Buyi) introduced him to Zhou Xun after finding out he was a huge fan of her’s; Interviewer asks if he talked with her.
Zhou Shen: I actually offended everyone because of this (*laughs*) So Huang Lan-laoshi brings me over to introduce me to Zhou Xun and chat with her, and Zhou Xun-laoshi is incredibly nice and chats with me, and I’m like “I REALLY LIKE YOU I LIKE THIS WORK OF YOURS AND THAT WORK OF YOURS I’LL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU JIAYOU!!” Then, at that time, they were going to take a big group picture [of the actors on the show], and Zhou Xun, my idol, says “come take the picture with us” and I’m like “okay okay okay :D” and I didn’t think about anything I just went to take the picture like *makes V-sign with fingers* YAAAYYYY! I finally stood beside my idol and took a picture with her! 
It was only later that I realized that I stood at the very center of the entire photo. I was the center position. I now had really mixed feelings about this, so I started searching myself up—I’m someone who often likes to search themselves up on weibo—and I accidentally came across the photo. So my manager asks me: “Why is the emperor of the film sitting on the second row at the very edge of the photo, while you’re in the center right beside the empress?” I said (*frantically*) “Wait just let me explain this isn’t my personality this was an accident, I was talking with my idol at the time and my idol pulled me with her to take the photo and it was my idol so how could I refuse? I can’t refuse, so I went and who knew I was in the very center?” 
So I thought, okay I’m going to get a lot of criticism for this, but fortunately the criticism wasn’t as scathing as I imagined. But I saw this one comment: “You can see the character of a person from a group photo.” I felt like (*imitates a knife to the heart*) (*laughs*) I really wasn’t intentionally grabbing the center position; I just got so excited while chatting with my idol that I didn’t take note that it was the center position. My apologizes to all the actor lao-shi’s (*90 degree bow*)
T/N: the group photo in question, with Zhou Shen in the center wearing a greenish-grey suit:
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(3:45) Interviewer asks about his second album:
Because the threshold my first album set was truly a little...extremely way too high. (*laughs*) Gao Xiaosong was the supervisor of making of this album, so I feel a lot of pressure for my second album—I’m afraid that I won’t be able to keep up with the standard that was set.
(5:30) About fans making fun of him for singing lyrics wrong all the time:
I want to say, I really do my best to memorize lyrics, but I- it’s just- my brain is too small. (*laughs*) Sometimes when I’m too nervous or something takes me off guard, I’ll forget lyrics easily. I remember this one time when I was doing promotions of the animation “Crystal Sky of Yesterday” 《昨日青空》, I was singing singing singing—I had the lyrics memorized so well, I swear (*makes oath with hand*) I swear—but then as I was performing, out of the corner of my eye I caught sight of the MV playing behind me, with the lyrics. I was like, Eh? There’s lyrics? So I just kept looking back at the lyrics, and every line I saw I forgot the next line. So I was there like (*moving head back and forth while singing “Too Late for Courage” 《来不及勇敢》*) Seeing the lyrics actually made me forget the lyrics. So in the beginning, I sang all the lyrics correctly, but after I saw the lyrics, I didn’t sing any of the lines correctly (*laughs*)
(10:00) “Do you have a side account on Weibo?”
*sighs dramatically* My fingers often slip and accidentally like someone else’s post, and my homepage will have “Zhou Shen likes whatever whatever pretty girl whatever whatever” (*laughs*) and they [fans] will ask, “Shenshen did your hand slip?” (*laughs*) It’s very scary. 
Also, they can see when I go online or offline—I feel like this can cause frustration for them, because they’ll wonder whether I’m about to make a post. Everyone’s lives are already so packed, I don’t want to make more trouble for everyone. My persona is just “I’m sorry for disturbing you all” (*laughs*) 
So I made a side account just for scrolling weibo, but I didn’t know who to follow on my side account, so my weibo timeline is incredibly boring. (*laughs*) It’s all advertisements. I’m scrolling like (*imitates scrolling on phone*) “this is a great product, this is a super useful item, this person is great, this is great, that is great, if you drink this you can lose weight, grow taller, get rid of acne.” After scrolling I just feel like, you know what I’ll just go back to my main account; my main account is much more fun. (*laughs*)
(11:00) “Do you ever take a peek at your fan’s accounts?”
I not only take a peek, I also click into their account and my fingers slip and accidentally follow them. (*laughs*) I apologize and then unfollow. (*laughs*) My persona is truly just apologizing—whenever something happens or doesn’t happen I say sorry (*laughs*)
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cheri-translates · 4 years ago
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[CN] Idle Chat with Gavin
🍒 Warning: This post contains detailed spoilers for a feature which has not been released in English servers! 🍒
The CN server was recently graced with a new feature called 随便聊聊 (“Idle Chat”), where you can select a mood and talk to the love interests about work, life, and studies :>
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Idle Chat with: Kiro / Lucien / Shaw / Victor
[ WORK - Topic 1: Overtime ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: Yay! I don’t have to work overtime today! Want to have a sumptuous meal together?
Gavin: Good timing. I’m off shift today
Gavin: Apart from eating
Gavin: We can find other things to do.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: I’m sorry I’m sorry. I might reach an hour late today. I have to work overtime suddenly to handle something...
Gavin: It’s okay
Gavin: I’ll come over to accompany you during that one hour. That way, you won’t be considered late.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: I really don’t want to work overtime any longer. I’ve been sleeping right after getting home for so many consecutive days, and have absolutely no personal time...
Gavin: Have you been sleeping well?
Gavin: Once you’re done with this busy period, let’s go for a long vacation together.
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[ WORK - Topic 2: Income ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: I had a shock when I checked the accounts. Without realising it, I’ve saved so much money! It shows that persevering in financial management is very useful!
Gavin: I find it very useful too.
Gavin: When I was young, I’d put my future into a savings box
Gavin: Now, I’ll put my future into our hands.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: Why is it always so easy to spend money, but so difficult to earn it
Gavin: Mm, I also wonder about this question...
Gavin: Want to do up a plan to save money together?
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: Barely ten minutes after being happy about payday, several notification messages for arrears arrived! I shouldn’t have purchased so many things last month!
Gavin: This month, I’ll be your shopping supervisor.
Gavin: If there’s anything you want to buy, let me know.
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[ WORK - Topic 3: Program Progress ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: Do you still remember the program I talked to you about before? After persistent hard work, we managed to secure a partnership!
Gavin: I remember
Gavin: Back then, you said you wouldn’t give up
Gavin: I’m also very happy to see that you didn’t give up.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: There hasn’t been any progress in the recent program... All inspiration has been expended, and our operations have also been exhausted...
Gavin: Want to go for a short trip with me over the weekend?
Gavin: To refresh your inspiration and motivation. 
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: The data provided by the partner is absurd! If I were to go along with them, nothing would be done! 
Gavin: In that case, give them an absurd proposal
Gavin: They’ll know where they’ve gone wrong.
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[ WORK - Topic 4: Program Results ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: This program was successfully approved! I think my incredibly~ superb proposal was one of the contributory factors! We can officially start working on it tomorrow!
Gavin: Will you be busy from tomorrow onwards then?
Gavin: If you need to work overtime during this period
Gavin: Remember to call me.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: Is the work produced for the other party really okay... Even if it gets approved, there still seems to be something missing
Gavin: The MC I know is a persistent and confident girl
Gavin: No one can deny your accomplishments.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: When will the program finally get approved! There are seventeen versions stuffed in my file!!!
Gavin: A senior from the Task Force once told me a technique to examining clues
Gavin: List down the mistakes made in the previous seventeen versions
Gavin: And you’ll have new inspiration.
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[ LIFE - Topic 1: Losing Weight ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: Did you notice anything different about me today? I’ll give you three seconds to think about it! Forget it, I think you might not have been able to see it...
Gavin: Cough, I could tell. You’ve lost weight.
Gavin: But it wasn’t because of what I saw. I used another method to determine it.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: Should I reach a compromise with my weight? I’ve been losing weight then gaining weight - it feels like a waste of time.
Gavin: There’s no need to lose weight
Gavin: No matter what, you’ll always be the best-looking in my eyes
Gavin: ...mm, but exercise is still needed. 
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: I shouldn’t have gone for the dinner party yesterday! When I weighed myself today, I really became heavier by 1kg!
Gavin: It shows that you’ve gained 1kg of happiness yesterday
Gavin: Let it get absorbed into your body.
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[ LIFE - Topic 2: Meals ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: I accidentally bought too much... I don’t think I need so many vegetables since I’m cooking for myself...
Gavin: In that case, could you leave me a share?
Gavin: I’ll pay for the food expenses
Gavin: Mm, and I’ll also be responsible for washing the dishes and being an assistant.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: I bought the snack which is especially popular on the internet. But when I ate it, I didn’t think it was great. Has my taste become disconnected with the masses?
Gavin: Taste is something personal
Gavin: Want to head out together today?
Gavin: We’ll find snacks that you and I both find delicious
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: I made an absolutely perfect bento for lunch at work, but my hand slipped when taking it out of the microwave and it all fell out!
Gavin: Did you scald your hand?
Gavin: Let’s have dinner together.
Gavin: To make up for the regret of not being able to eat your absolutely perfect bento.
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[ LIFE - Topic 3: Reading ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: The science fiction book I read today is really interesting! It’s also especially rich in imagination. I think you’ll like the style as well!
Gavin: All right.
Gavin: But I’ve been busy with missions these days, so I might not have time to read
Gavin: I’ve noted down the name of the book. I’ll tell you my thoughts after reading it.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: I was looking for spiritual comfort when I came across a book on philosophy. In the end, I think I’ve become even more perplexed by the world... Have you felt this way too?
Gavin: Mm, there are times I’m perplexed by the world too
Gavin: But once I think about you, I’ll feel calmer.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: Today, I borrowed a murder mystery novel from the library. Some unreasonable reader wrote the name of the murderer directly on the first page!! 
Gavin: ...
Gavin: That’s really going overboard. 
Gavin: Try treating it as backwards reasoning, and observe the process. 
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[ LIFE - Topic 4: Games]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: I’ve finally defeated that difficult boss! I was even thinking that if I failed again, I’d refer to the guide. I didn’t expect to beat it!
Gavin: That level is really difficult
Gavin: I only managed to defeat it after reading the guide
Gavin: You’re very strong - a first-rate gamer.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: I think I’ve outgrown the age of game addiction. I just feel like leaving once I go online. I can’t find anything interesting...
Gavin: Maybe you just temporarily lack motivation towards this game
Gavin: Want to try a new game?
Gavin: Minor recommended a multi-player game involving solving riddles
Gavin: I think you should like it.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: I met a cheater in the game again! People who ruin the experience of the game are so annoying! It makes me feel like giving up on the game...
Gavin: Report him.
Gavin: People who contravene the rules are being played by the game
Gavin: And not playing the game.
💙
[ SCHOOL - Topic 1: Progress ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: The method you taught me is really effective! Today, I finally overcame the temptation to slack off, and successfully completed my task!
Gavin: There are many methods
Gavin: You don’t necessarily have to use the one I taught you
Gavin: But if you can get used to it, it shows that you have a lot of potential.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: I’d rather doodle on paper or stare into space than look at the textbook... I’m a girl who’s tired of studying T-T
Gavin: It’s already late - don’t force yourself to read the textbook
Gavin: The girl who’s tired of studying should become a girl who sleeps early
Gavin: That way, she can become a diligent girl tomorrow.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: There are only ten more days till the end of the course, and my learning progress has just begun...
Gavin: There are still ten days
Gavin: Which means there are 240 hours, 14400 minutes
Gavin: If you look at it this way, there’s still time.
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[ SCHOOL - Topic 2: Homework ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: The teacher actually complimented me today. Even though all she said was that my work is neat... I’m still very happy!
Gavin: Even back then, your handwriting was always delicate and neat
Gavin: Just like you as a person.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: I can’t help but find excuses to slack off whenever I scan through the questions. I just scanned through five minutes worth of video clips...
Gavin: And now you’ve slacked off by sending me 25 words.
Gavin: Be a little more focused.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: Even though there isn’t much homework in each course, when you put them together, it’s basically WAY. TOO. MUCH.
Gavin: When I was in school, I also felt that there was a lot of homework
Gavin: So I would prioritise the easier questions first...
Gavin: It isn’t a special method, but you can try it.
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[ SCHOOL - Topic 3: Pre-exam Revision ]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: Today, I memorised all the examinable points. Tomorrow, I’ll be entering the battlefield. Everything has been prepared - all I’m missing is a little bit of courage from you!
Gavin: All right, give me your hand.
Gavin: I have a lot of courage,
Gavin: And I can give it all to you, the one stepping into the battlefield tomorrow.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: Although I’ve looked through all the examinable points, I still feel unsure and uneasy...
Gavin: Don’t be anxious. Since you’re done with revision, rest early
Gavin: Tomorrow, I’ll send you to the examination venue.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: It’s too difficult, it’s way too difficult. I really shouldn’t have registered for this class. I still can’t memorise anything when it’s almost the exam...
Gavin: I’ll bring you out for a ride in a while
Gavin: You can share all your grievances and stress with the wind.
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[ SCHOOL - Topic 4: Post-exam celebration]
1. Mood: Happy
MC: My exam is over! I’ve been freed! And my results were much better than expected!
Gavin: You know your results immediately?
Gavin: Congratulations
Gavin: I’m outside the exam venue. Sparky and I are waiting for you.
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2. Mood: Upset
MC: A weight has been lifted off my shoulders since the exam is over. Even though I planned so many celebratory activities, I don’t feel like doing them now...
Gavin: If you don’t have any ideas
Gavin: Leave the planning to me.
Gavin: Wait for me at the entrance of the examination venue. I’ll be there soon.
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3. Mood: Angry
MC: I’m so angry! I shouldn’t have compared answers with other people! I feel unwell after doing that...
Gavin: Did you get many answers wrong?
Gavin: Since the examination is already over
Gavin: You could alleviate your anger and hunger with me.
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evesbeve · 4 years ago
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Hey there, you said your ask box was open for Justin Min's whole thing? I guess I just slept through the whole thing, honestly - could you just go over a gist of everything that happened? I get that it seems like a PR team didn't know how to use twitter (which, mood) and f-ed things up for him, but what were they "cleaning up" in the first place, who's Anna what did they do that warranted such a bizarre thread from the PR team, etc...? 😳
Hey! Okay so this is going to be a lot, so buckle up.
Right off the bat, I just want to say that Justin isn’t cancelled. The situation has been mostly resolved right now (more on that later).
So around a week ago, Justin Min started deleting his replies to fans. Depending on whether you’re on Twitter or not, you might know that Justin is one of the most interactive people of the cast. He knows a lot of fans by name, he has inside jokes with us, and he just interacts a lot with his fanbase. So you can imagine why him suddenly starting to delete his replies was a bit upsetting. There was nothing we could do about it though.
And suddenly, two days ago, Justin deactivated his account out of nowhere, which caused all kinds of drama to go down.
People started pointing the finger at specific accounts saying it was their fault that Justin deactivated (don’t even get me started on that logic; why a grown-ass adult deactivate because of a few teenagers is above me, it literally made no sense), even sending death threats. Others suspected that he got suspended because Twitter’s algorithm saw all these tweets get deleted and was like “welp, bot time.” Long story short, lots of misinformation was going around.
And then out of the blue, Justin’s account was reactivated, and he made a thread directed at Anna.
Now, who is Anna? Anna is a stan on twitter, whose @ I won’t be sharing for privacy, but here’s how they’re relevant in this:
Remember when I mentioned the inside jokes? Well, one of them was between a fan called Matt and Justin. Matt kept commenting on Justin’s tweets asking him to say trans rights. On the one year anniversary of Matt asking Justin to say trans rights, Justin finally said it. Then, Matt made a poll asking other stans what he should have Justin say next, and lesbian rights won.
Around a month ago, Matt replied to one of Justin’s tweets, and Justin responded with something along the lines of “haha, i know this is just an attempt to get me to say lesbian rights,” referencing the inside joke. People started commenting that the way he phrased it was a bit :/ so then he replied to his own tweet with something like “well, i’ll delete this before i get cancelled,” and that’s when things spiraled.
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[id: Justin Min’s tweet #1: i see that you are trying to butter me up to say lesbian rights, nice try, matt. nice try.
Justin Min’s tweet #2: oh, here we go. this is an inside joke between myself and matt, if you’ve been a part o fthis fandom for more than a few weeks. but alas, i will have to delete this now before i’m cancelled by the end of the day. keep loving, everyone.]
Lesbians get spoken over and looked down upon not only by straight people, but also the LGBT community. So when Justin tweeted that, lesbians were like “this sounds as if you care more about your own self image rather than our community.” Then, non-lesbians got involved and started either a) calling Justin lesbophobic (which lesbians never did) or b) blindly defending Justin and saying he did nothing wrong.
(Side note: I am not a lesbian, and I’m not trying to speak over lesbians in this situation. But I did talk about this to some of my friends who are lesbians, and they told me that what Justin did wasn’t as big of a deal as Twitter made it out to be. These are their words, not mine. All I know is that it was definitely not bad-intentioned, just a huge misunderstanding.)
Anyway, Anna made a thread explaining to Justin why him defending himself came out as harmful towards the lesbian community, and then Justin apologised and that was it.
Which brings us back to yesterday (26/9/2020).
Everyone is freaking out, posting misinformation, panicking. I don’t exactly,,, know how, but the #justinminisoverparty hashtag started being used for actual hate towards Justin for deactivating, and some people (including Anna, though I think their tweet was in the context of a joke? please take this with a grain of salt though. update: it was in the context of a joke) mentioned that Justin is a lesbophobe.
A few hours later, Justin reactivated his account, tagged Anna, and said this (though it was actually his PR team, more on that later):
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[id: Justin’s Tweet: @ [redacted] quickly jumping back on here from my twt break because i’m receiving messages that you’re continuing to spread misinformation, so i want to clarify.]
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[id: Justin’s Tweets: 1. all of my interactions with you were deleted because of the need to set clear boundaries due to the fact that your incessant messages and replies from multiple accounts over the last several months were veering into stalking/harassment.
2. for someone who appears to pride themselves on reminding their friends/followers on a daily basis to be careful of the language they use on this app, you seem to be fine with flippantly labeling someone as homophobic/lesbophobic as if they’re cute little adjectives to give to someone, not realizing that such labels have real-life consequences.]
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[id: Justin’s Tweets: 3. also noting here than in your original thread, you stated that you neither considered me nor my words to actually be lesbophobic, so a bit confused as to why your story has suddenly changed.
4. i realize you’re young, so i’m genuinely hoping you use this opportunity to learn and grow andbe a little more mindful the next time you decide to tweet.]
The next twenty minutes were pure chaos. Justin deactivated again, everyone started freaking out because that was very out of character for him. People were cancelling him because this could have easily been resolved in DMs, or tweeted without the mention of Anna (a minor) from a mainstream Twitter account.
And then, Justin Min DMed another fan on Instagram (her name is Em) about the situation.
Who is Em? For starters, I’d like to say that I personally know Em and that she’s one of my best friends. I’ve known her for more than a year now, and I can personally vouch for her. Everything that she posted is 100% true (if you want the thread where she posts proof of the DMs, please send me a different ask because I’m scared tumblr will not post this in the tag if I include it here).
The reason Justin DMed her out of all people is because he also kinda knows her? As I mentioned, Justin interacts with us on Twitter a lot, and Em is the one person he’s responded to the most, so he knows who she is. (He’s tagged her more times than other cast members, at least before all his tweets were deleted by his PR team.)
Anyway, this is what Em tweeted:
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[id: Em’s tweets: please read this !!!
justin dmed me on instagram and basically the gist of it is that he hired a pr team and they tweeted the thread at anna without knowing everyone could see it. all of the tweets being deleted/ him deactivating was also them.]
Below is the image Em attached to the tweet:
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[id: Justin’s DM to Em: hey. this is justin. i’m just hearing about what’s happening on twitter right now. for context, i was asked to work with a team of people to “clean up” my twitter in the past few weeks. they’ve taken the liberty of deleting a bunch of my responses and posts in order to safeguard me (whatever that means) as well as deactivating my account to comb through other things.i believe they accidentally sent anna a message and mistakenly believed the function for her to comment only would mean that she would be the only one to see it as well. needless to say, i’m no longer working with this team and want to personally apologize to her. do you know any way i can get into contact with her?]
And then, in a follow-up tweet:
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[id: Em’s text at Justin: sorry for dming you again. is there any other way i can help? i just feel really bad about this whole thing and i know how quickly this stuff can spread if it’s not taken care of
Justin’s text: i mean, i guess you can share the information i’ve given you? it’ll take a bit of time for me to take back ownership on everything as i sever ties with that team, so maybe the sooner the better people know.
Em’s text: okay ! is it okay if i tweet a screenshot
Justin’s text: sure.]
Then Justin’s account got reactivated an hour ago (almost 24hs after Em’s tweets), and he tweeted this:
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[id: Justin’s tweet: hi. it’s me. thank you for all your messages. this has been an incredibly tough week for me on multiple fronts. some things you might already be aware of; many other things you don’t know about.asking for a bit of privacy as i take sometime to unplug. hoping to be back soon.]
And that’s all, I think? There’s lots we don’t know about what happened yet, so please please please try not to spread misinformation. This is a stressful situation for us on Twitter, and especially for Justin, and misinformation going around is the last thing we need right now.
tl;dr: Justin Min hired a PR Team that started deleting all of his tweets and deactivated his account. Misinformation started spreading, people started cancelling Justin for no reason. The PR Team decided to respond to Anna, made the response public, deactivated again. Justin DMed Em and explained the situation, and an hour ago, he reactivated and said he’s taking a small break to sort things out.
If anyone has any other questions/clarifications, my askbox is open! Hope this shed some light on the situation <3
UPDATE 28/9/2020: Justin has DMed and apologised to Anna for the situation, and Anna has accepted the apology. Anna posted all of it on their account, but again, if you want a link, send me an ask!
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tiramisiyu · 4 years ago
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【未定事件簿】 Tears of Themis: “Romantic Rail Getaway” Xia Yan Route, Day 5
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Translation Masterlist | Event Masterlist
Xia Yan Route: Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 | Day 4 | Day 5
Videos, where applicable, are hyperlinked on the headings in the post.
See under cut!
Part 1: Delai River Scenery Area - “The Charm of Delai River”
Delai River Canyon
On the last day of the trip, the train stopped at the station near Delai River Canyon.
The river that extended continuously from Kuru Mine ran through the entire canyon, meandering and beautiful.
Xia Yan and I found a local tour guide, having him accompany us as we toured the canyon.
As we got to know about the attractions, it was also more convenient for us.[1]
Guide: You could say that Delai River Canyon is the most beautiful attraction of the entire north area of the savannah.
Guide: Aside from the beautiful views of nature, there are also lots of cultural attractions that visitors can enjoy to their hearts’ content.
Guide: We guarantee that every visitor that comes here will find a sightseeing event that they like.
MC: Mr. Guide, could you talk about them in more detail?
Guide: Sure, what do you two want to know? I can give you an introduction.
 [1] TL Note: This particular sentence may have been incomplete based on the wording of the second half and the lack of a full stop.
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INTERROGATION START
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Characteristic Attractions
MC: How about you recommend some interesting attractions in the canyon?
Guide: Hmm… it’s around this season, so I recommend that you two go check out Hundred-Flower River Valley and Lovers’ Canyon.
Guide: I guarantee that the two of you will be able to enjoy different sceneries there that are different from other places.
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Hundred-Flower River Valley
MC: What’s the Hundred-Flower River Valley like?
Guide: There’s an artificially-developed river valley there. Lots of flowers and plants are planted on the two sides of the river canyon, and the scenery is gorgeous.
Guide: Now that it’s spring, it just so happens to be flowering season. The two of you absolutely must not miss the sceneries of the hundreds of blooming flowers in the river valley.
MC: (Sounds pretty good. In a moment, I can take pictures with Xia Yan and check out the scenery.)
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Lovers’ Canyon
MC: What sorts of fun projects are there in the Lovers’ Canyon?
Guide: Listen to this canyon’s name! You can tell that it suits young people like you two the best.
Guide: There’s a pairs’ rafting event that’s extremely exciting in the canyon. The two of you can try it out together.
Before I even said anything, Xia Yan was already displaying an eager expression.
Xia Yan: Sounds pretty interesting – how about we go try in a moment?
Seeing Xia Yan’s smiling face, my answer was, of course…
MC: Mhmm, let’s go together.
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Characteristic Delicacies
MC: Could you recommend some characteristic delicacies for us?
Guide: About delicacies, you must try the Moissan roasted meat and tilapia lentil puree soup in our canyon village.
Guide: Those tastes will definitely shock your tastebuds!
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Moissan Roasted Chicken
MC: Moissan roasted chicken sounds pretty good.
Guide: For this dish, we first add lime, coconut milk, and hot sauce marinade to a fresh chicken, after which we roast it in the oven.
Guide: Trust me, its taste has many layers. It feels like the chicken meat is dancing on your tastebuds.
Guide: Many visitors praise it to high heaven after eating it. The two of you can taste it and see.
MC: (I’m interested! We’ve got to try it in a while.)
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 Tilapia Lentil Puree Soup
Xia Yan: I’ve eaten roasted tilapia before. What does it taste like when made into soup?
Guide: It’s definitely also very delicious!
Guide: Here, we’ll take off the fish meet from the tilapia fish and mix it with the little lentils to make puree soup.
Guide: When you drink it, its freshness and sweetness whets the appetite. It’s the most beloved food of the elders and children in the village.
MC: Sounds pretty good. How about we add it onto our delicacy checklist menu?
Xia Yan: Got it!
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INTERROGATION COMPLETE
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Guide: I can explain anything else the two of you want to know.
MC: There’s nothing else – we’re planning to go walk around ourselves. Thank you, Mr. Guide.
Guide: No need to be polite, this is what I ought to do. Then, I hope you two have fun.
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After bidding farewell to the tour guide, Xia Yan and I looked at the map as we walked down the little path into the canyon, exploring.
Xia Yan: How about we go appreciate the flowers at Hundred-Flower River Canyon, then go to Lovers’ Canyon to participate in the pairs’ rafting?
MC: Mhmm, after trying out the rafting, let’s go eat at the canyon village!
Xia Yan: Right, I just looked at the map…
Xia Yan: There’s only this indigenous village on all of Delai River Canyon on the map. We can ask the villagers about information on Mark.
MC: I hope… they’ll have information on him.
Xia Yan: Let’s try our luck. If he really is here, there’s got to be information.
 Part 2: Hundred-Flower River Valley
[Gameplay]
 Part 3: Lovers’ Canyon
[Gameplay]
 Part 4: Canyon Village - “The Missing Mark”
I originally thought that searching for information on Mark would be very complicated…
Who would’ve thought that after a simple conversation, we’d get information from Mark from the villagers.
Villager A: The Mark you’re talking about is nursing his wounds in our village right now.
Villager A: A few days ago, he was flushed by the water into our village. It was my husband that saved him.
MC: (Mark really is here!)
Xia Yan: How is Mark doing? Are his injuries severe?
Villager A: He’s doing alright. He just received some external injuries and was unconscious for a few days, and he just woke up yesterday.
MC: (Unconscious for a few days?! That’s… pretty severe, isn’t it?)
MC: Could you take us to see him?
Villager A: Sure, come with me.
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Villager’s House
Under the guidance of the villager, we arrived at the wooden hut that Mark was taking shelter at.
A middle-aged man wearing miner clothes was resting in the hut. When he saw us come in, he immediately sat up from the bed, warily looking us over.
Mark: Who are you?
MC: Hi, Mark, we’re…
I told him about the experiences and the things that had happened in the mine from the past few days.
Mark’s expression went from surprised to astonished, from stunned to regretful.
After he heard my entire account, he didn’t speak for a long while, seeming like he couldn’t regain his bearings.
Mark: I’m not dreaming, am I?
After a long silence, Mark finally spoke, but there was still disbelief in his voice.
Xia Yan: We’re telling the truth.
Xia Yan: The police have already started to take over the mine issue. After you return, you’ll probably receive relevant handling results.
MC: Right, your child is also very worried about you. He’s waited the whole time for you to return.
Mark: Ah, I’ve let the little guy worry.
Mark embarrassedly touched his hair, then smiled bashfully.
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INTERROGATION START
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Bodily Situation
MC: How are your injuries? Are they alright?
I noticed that bandages were wrapped on both of Mark’s legs – it looked quite severe.
Mark: Don’t worry, I’m fine.
Mark: When I fell into the river, some rocks scratched some gashes on my legs.
Mark: The doctor has already wrapped it up. In two more days, the wounds will definitely be fine.
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Gem Whereabouts
MC: Right, can I see that golden gem?
MC: (After hearing legends about that golden stone for so many days, and now that I’m finally able to see the original source, I do feel a little excited.)
Mark: That gem… is gone.
MC: Ah? How could that be…
Mark: When I fell in the river, I accidentally dropped the gem.
Mark: I myself don’t know where that gem fell. I’m guessing that it’ll be very hard to find it. What a pity…
Xia Yan: It really is a pity.
MC: (I originally wanted to see the beauty of the legendary stone. Now, it looks like it can only be a legend forever…)
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Future Plans
Xia Yan: What plans do you have after? Will you still continue working at the mine?
Mark: Hard to say – I’ve got to see what it’s like at the mine.
Mark: I’ll see how the police deals with it first. Hmph… either way, I never want to suffer those wrongs again!
MC: Mhmm, nurse your wounds first, then consider the upcoming matters.
INTERROGATION END
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Mark: Honestly, I still feel like I’m dreaming.
Mark: I really don’t dare to believe… this issue has already been solved, and it was solved this smoothly…
Mark: Thank you. If not for you… I’m guessing that I wouldn’t be able to return home.
Xia Yan: No need to thank us – I ought to do this.
MC: Yeah, we’re very happy to be able to help.
Mark smiled bashfully again.
His smile gave one the same feeling as Tambuyani’s lands, honest and clean.
Perhaps, it was this simple smile… that was our biggest reward in this trip.
 Part 5: Delai Wilderness
[Gameplay]
 Part 6: A Golden Smile
After bidding farewell with the miner Mark, Xia Yan and I followed Delai River Canyon out of the village, arriving at the nearby hillside, where we gazed at the savannah scenery.
Together, we’d seen the most beautiful sunrises of Anma Savannah, saw the rushing river at the bottom of Kuru mine, and smelled the flowers of the mine flower field.
Simultaneously, we’d gotten a glimpse of the fog over this gorgeous scenery.
The trip was nearing its end. Now, all that was left in my heart was a reluctance to part.
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MC: We’re leaving tomorrow. I’m feeling really reluctant… next time we have to chance to come here, let’s stay for two more days.
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Xia Yan: No need to wait for next time. You can just take a few more days off so we can stay here a few more days.
MC: Hey, I don’t have that many days off!!
MC: I’m going to save some so we can go to other places next time.
Xia Yan: Pfft… it’s all up to you! Let’s save our days off, and in the future, let’s go to even more places and make our way around all the fun attractions!
Xia Yan laughed, his shining eyes reflecting the multicoloured sunset, as if he’d assimilated into the golden savannah entirely.
It was approaching dusk right now, and the sun was slowly setting…
The evening light of sunset shone on the grounds from the western sky’s edge, melting into a layer of gorgeous gold.
MC: Xia Yan, look… the entire savannah has turned golden.
Xia Yan: Look, there are a few lion cubs rolling around together there, under the tree!
MC: Where?
I gazed towards the direction Xia Yan was pointing in…
Under a faraway, single tree, a few young lions were languidly curling into a little ball, like kittens sleeping soundly.
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MC: I really want to pet them. Fluffy lion cubs must feel really good.
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Xia Yan: Hey, you can’t pet lions randomly, they’re going to kill you!
MC: I’m joking, don’t be so agitated.
As we spoke, a little cub pounced on another cub that had just been sleeping soundly beside it, and the two started playfighting.
MC: Xia Yan, Xia Yan, look… they’ve rolled up together. So cute!!
As the two lion cubs grappled, they started a game of chase, their charmingly naïve looks enjoyable to see.
I held up the camera and pressed the shutter successively, selecting different angles to record the lion cubs’ game, one after another.
Xia Yan: Are they racing? Do your best, little guy, don’t lose.
Xia Yan excitedly cheered on the faraway lion cubs, a brilliant smile all over his face.
The sunset’s golden colour softened his silhouette, full of vitality as it was, bursting with unusually eye-catching liveliness.
MC: Xia Yan, Xia Yan! Turn your head!
Xia Yan: Huh?
Xia Yan heard me call out to him and turned around naturally… I took this instant to press the shutter.
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Xia Yan: Eh?
MC: It’s a trip, so we’ve got to take photos and commemorate this! Hm… the angle of this one is just right.
Xia Yan: Let me see!
MC: I look a picture of you with Peanut, with the faraway trees and sunset. Does this view count as a qualified tourist picture?
As if presenting a treasure, I showed Xia Yan the picture I’d just taken.
In the lens, the setting sun dyed golden the earth and the youthful smile that shone together. It captured this trip’s most beautiful moment.
Xia Yan: Thank you for taking such a great picture for me. Although… to be a qualified tourist picture, it’s still missing a bit.
MC: What’s it missing?
Xia Yan: It’s missing you. Without a joint picture, how can it be a tourist picture?
As he spoke, Xia Yan took the camera I was holding, preparing to set it to photo-taking mode anew.
MC: Ah, wait. I didn’t take enough photos!
I rejected Xia Yan’s recommendations, pointing the camera lens at him again.
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MC: I want to take a few more photos for you.
Every time we come out to travel, all sorts of photos related to me took up all the storage in Xia Yan’s camera.
This time, I wanted to change it up… using my camera to make a record of him.
Xia Yan: Sure… then I’ll change a pose.
Xia Yan cooperatively stood back at where he was before.
MC: Mm… turn your head around a little more.
I hummed in agreement as I instructed Xia Yan to continue posing.
Xia Yan: Like this?
MC: Angle your body right… okay, don’t move.
Xia Yan: Alright, let’s not just take pictures of me. Come on, let’s take a picture together?
MC: I’ll take one more photo, and then we can.
In the golden sunset, I looked at him through the lens. Xia Yan’s eyes were as bright as gems, sparklingly lustrous.
I smiled with him, warmth lingering in my heart, becoming a scene of unlimited tenderness…
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masjestickingdom · 5 years ago
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The Waiting Game
Pairing: NCT Jaehyun x reader
Genre: one shot, fluff, slightly suggestive (implied smut)
Summary: It’s been a month since you last saw your boyfriend. When it’s finally the day to meet him, his late appearance has you coping with feelings that make you go out of character.
Note: Along with the previous post, this is a lighthearted scenario to “lighten” up the mood for what’s to come... (*hint, hint*) Until then, enjoy this scenario!
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   When you hear the music of the keypad, you jump up from your couch and rush your way over to the door. When the music comes to a stop and the door handle is angled, your eyes widen in anticipation. The door swings open, and your face immediately drops.
   Today is the long-awaited day you’ve been waiting for: at long last, you get to spend the evening with your lovely boyfriend, Jaehyun, since his departure for his world tour a month ago. Waiting for a month without any physical contact or voice calls was unbelievably painful, but you managed to pull through. Right now, though, you’ve been waiting for him all afternoon and all that waiting is starting to mess with your brain.
   “What’s with the face?” the man standing in front of you asks, taking off his sneakers.
   “I thought you were Jaehyun,” you answer with a visible pout. “But you’re just Johnny.”
   The tall man rolls his eyes. “Gee, I’m glad to see you too.”
   He steps out of the entryway and swings his arm around your shoulders, guiding you away from the precious entrance.
   “Your boyfriend’s still working on the dance he missed out on yesterday,” Johnny informs you, but his words mean nothing to you.
   You turn your head around, hoping to hear the same notes from the keypad.
   “He’s not going to come back sooner just because you’re staring at the door like a weirdo-”
   There they are, those notes, the notes you’ve been another minute waiting for. You and Johnny simultaneously exchange looks at each other, yours being smug and Johnny’s reflecting the image of a surprised kangaroo.
   “How did you do that?” he asks in wonderment as you slip out of his touch.
   You’re back to square one, staring at the door, waiting for the handle to be angled. This time, Johnny joins you with an amazed expression. During the three long seconds you wait, you hear indistinct conversations, to which you hope that among the numerous voices behind that door, one of them belongs to your boyfriend.
   “Who takes so long to press the keypad?” you say, impatience evident in your tone.
   “Kim Doyoung,” Johnny replies easily.
   After an eternity of three seconds, you see the door swing open in the same manner it was done before. You and Johnny stand there, watching the door open as if everything is in slow motion.
   The first person to walk in is, as Johnny predicted, Doyoung. The moment you realize it’s him, you get on your toes to see the faces following behind him.
   “Jaehyun?” you call, hoping that you get a response.
   “Nope,” Johnny responds instead as another member comes into view. “It’s Yuta.”
   “Jaehyun?” you try again.
   “Nope,” Johnny says, popping the “p”. “It’s Taeil.”
   “Jaehyun?”
   “Nope. Haechan.”
   “Jaehyun?”
   “Nope, Mark.”
   “Jaehyun?”
   “Hey, there’s no one left,” Johnny points out.
   There it is, that empty feeling in your heart once again. You feel dejected, wondering if Jaehyun can hear your telepathic message, pleading him to come early.
   Your misery catches the eyes of the incoming members, causing them to crowd around you.
   “What’s wrong?” they ask, genuinely concerned about your state.
   You were never like this before. In fact, you’re considered to be the chiller one of the friend group.
   “She misses our hardworking Jaehyun,” Johnny replies for you, gently patting your head.
   Upon hearing the problem, the boys try to cheer you up.
   “We can play Mario Kart,” Haechan suggests.
   “And eat ice cream,” Mark adds.
   “If it makes you feel any better,” Yuta speaks, “he says that he can’t wait to come back.”
   You look up at him with glittering eyes. “Really?”
   “Yeah,” he assures you, proud that he’s the one to lift your spirits. “Don’t worry. As long as Mia isn’t late today, he’ll be back in no time.”
   “Mia?”
   The light in your eyes fades, overshadowed by the growing sense of jealousy. You can feel your blood starting to boil.
   “Mia?” you repeat for the second time in disbelief. “Isn’t Mia a girl?”
   The boys exchange glances at each other, all ending up at Yuta, who raises his arms up in the air.
   “It just slipped,” he says, defending himself.
   “So Jaehyun’s working with a girl?” you pronounce slowly. “A girl. Alone.”
   The boys are quick to correct you, “No, no, definitely not alone.”
   “Taeyong and Jungwoo are there too,” Mark reveals, practically rapping.
   Yuta furiously nods. “And Mia’s not the only teacher there, so the more, the merrier, right? In fact, the name’s Ale-”
   Your dangerous gaze cuts him short.
   The wide-eyed boys silently look at Yuta, swearing through their eyes.
   “Oi,” Johnny sighs, rubbing his temples.
   “So that means there’s more room for Mia to spend with Jaehyun while the other teacher focuses on the others?” you say, your voice rising with volume each passing second.
   Your heart is racing and your hands are shaking. Your breath is becoming unstable and, for some reason, so are your fingers. Jaehyun is spending time with some female instructor before he’s spending time with you? That’s completely fine--except it’s not. It isn’t something you can do anything about--it’s his job--but knowing that he’s a fine-looking man, you can only imagine what the instructor will do to him. Heck, if you were her, you would probably feel him up too, no doubt.
   And here comes that aching void in your heart.
   “Hey, why don’t we all relax and go do Mario Kart like Haechan said?” Taeil urges after taking into account the time you spent sulking at the door.
    As the boys drag you away, Johnny and Doyoung are left behind, watching you refuse to play Mario Kart.
   “Well this is a first,” Doyoung remarks, stunned at your behavior. “I’ve never seen her so... mopey. It’s a shame that Jaehyun couldn’t be with us when she paid a visit to the company last week.”
   Johnny shakes his head, pitying your downcasted state. “Not seeing him for a month and not being able to call him because of his schedule, that’s gotta be tough.”
   No kidding. You’re dying without his touch, without seeing his face or hearing his voice. You’re literally going crazy.  
   “Hey, hey, hey, she’s biting me!”
   Who’s yelling? It doesn’t matter. You’re going crazy. 
   ...
   The boys somehow managed to calm you down with a few rounds of Mario Kart. Technically, you calmed yourself down, considering you were so furious that you were a beast in the game and came out on the top.
   “That’s right!” you shout, winning another round.
   So you aren’t calm, but you’re definitely not thinking about Jaehyun and that female instructor the boys call “Mia”.
   All is going well until you hear the all-too-familiar melody of the keypad. You speedily pause the game with your controller, earning you a few complaints, which quickly die down when you silence them with a simple glare.
   “All I’m saying is that she obviously faked her stomach pain so that she could leave early with Alex,” you hear a voice you know all too well.
   “At least our practice ended early,” another distinct voice responds. “I don’t think I could have handled being in that room for another moment.”
   The boys’ eyes rapidly scan your face as they mentally prepare themselves for another biting session.
   “I’m surprised that Jaehyun’s still practicing,” the second voice says, nearing the living room.
   “He’s probably immune to the couple-y things Mia and Alex do because he has a girlfri-”
   The former voice halts.
   “Taeyong, Jungwoo, where’s Jaehyun?”
   The two boys, who were innocently waltzing into the living room, stop in their tracks when they see the fiery look in your eyes. Before they have the chance to comprehend the situation, they are saved by the keypad. You hear the door open for the last time, and you vanish from the boys’ sight.
   “Jung Jaehyun!”
   You see the growing smile on your boyfriend’s face and tackle him with the biggest hug you can offer.
   “I’ve missed you!” you cry, taking in his sweet, natural scent. “Why didn’t you come sooner?”
   He snuggles his face into your neck. “I was going to practice a few more times, but I couldn’t let myself be away from you any longer.”
   He pulls his face away from your neck to get a good look at you.
   “I’ve missed you too,” he coos lovingly, leaning in for your lips, to which you move away.
   You aren’t going to let go of your jealousy that easily.
   You hear a couple of feet shuffling behind you, and your boyfriend peers over your shoulder, sending a questioning gaze to his fellow bandmates.
   “Mark?” he calls, remembering how the boy once accidentally ruined your surprise birthday party.
   The boys shake their head and point at Yuta.
   “Hey, I was just trying to help,” the accused boy utters.
   “Twice,” Johnny adds.
   “Mia,” Doyoung words to Jaehyun silently, directing him to the source of the complication.
   Grasping the situation with remarkable speed, Jaehyun nods, signalling to his friends to give them some space.
   “I tried,” Yuta mumbles while the others leave you two to be.
   Although you’ve missed Jaehyun, there’s this voice in the back of your mind that constantly reminds you of your jealousy towards the time he seems to be spending with other people more than you. You love him and understand him, but you simply want to see how he’ll deal with this jealous side of you, so you act childishly.
   When you don’t look at him in the eye, he smiles and says, “You know Mia’s taken, right?”
   “But it’s you,” you murmur, staring at your feet.
   “You’re right,” he says, resting his hands on your shoulders. “It’s me. I’m in love with you and my eyes are only set on you.”
   He senses that you’re starting to become looser, so he takes your hands in his and tilts his head forward to see you eye-to-eye.
   “I’ll make up for the lost time,” he promises. “Pinkie swear.”
   You still don’t respond, which takes up a lot of your energy not to do because you really want to lose yourself in those striking brown eyes of his, but you’ve been with him long enough for him to know how to work his way around this type of situation.
   He lowers himself to your ears and whispers, “Hey.”
   One word and he already has you melting with your legs turning into jelly.
   And one final impactful statement from him has you hooked: “Let’s go to my room.”
   ...
   Fifteen minutes have passed and there is still no word from either you or Jaehyun. The boys, gathered around the couch, start to feel anxious.
   “Maybe they’re giving each other the silent treatment,” Mark speaks, breaking the silence.
   “Shouldn’t we go check up on them?” Yuta asks, glancing at the door you and Jaehyun disappeared behind.
   Johnny gets up on his knees and says, “I’ll signal something if anything’s wrong.”
   He carefully makes his way to the door. When he presses his ear against the door, an instant smirk forms on his face.
   “Why? What’s going on in there?” the boys ask.
   Instead of respecting your guys’ privacy, Johnny decides to gesture the guys over to join him, and when they do, a lot of their faces flush.
   “Th-this isn’t something that we should listen to,” Mark stutters, his ears red and eyes wide.
   But all of them remain there. Another five minutes pass and that’s when it hits Doyoung.
   "Wait isn’t Haechan still a minor?” 
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rosethornewrites · 5 years ago
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Fic: The Rebellion of Adrien Agreste, ch. 11
Relationships: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Gabriel Agreste | Papillon | Hawk Moth, Juleka Couffaine/Rose Lavillant, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Luka Couffaine, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug & Kagami Tsurugi, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Luka Couffaine, Lila Rossi/karma, Gabriel Agreste | Papillon | Hawk Moth/aneurism, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug/Kagami Tsurugi, Plagg & Tikki
Characters: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Gabriel Agreste | Papillon | Hawk Moth, Lila Rossi, Jagged Stone, Plagg, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Luka Couffaine, Penny Rolling, Anarka Couffaine, Rose Lavillant, Juleka Couffaine, Kagami Tsurugi, Alya Césaire, Chloé Bourgeois, Wayhem, Nadja Chamack, Nathalie Sancoeur, Sabine Cheng, Tom Dupain, Tikki, Fang, Principal Damocles, Caline Bustier, Ms. Mendeleiev, original minor character, Alec Cataldi, Lila Rossi’s Mother, Sabrina Raincomprix, Roger Raincomprix, Mylène Haprèle, Le Gorille | Adrien Agreste’s Bodyguard, Nino Lahiffe, Nooroo
Tags: Lila Rossi salt, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Teenage Rebellion, Swearing, Bad Parent Gabriel Agreste, Crack Treated Seriously, Lila Rossi’s Lies Are Exposed, Cuddling & Snuggling, Luka Couffaine Needs a Hug, Paparazzi, Parentification, Marinette Dupain-Cheng Needs a Hug, Gabriel Agreste Needs an Aneurism, Uncle Jagged Stone, we’re all queer here, the spirit of punk is sometimes just being allowed to be yourself, Kagami Finds Her Groove, punk rock fashion, Savage Kagami, Marinette protection squad, Good Parent Sabine Cheng, Good Parent Tom Dupain, Protective Kagami Tsurugi, Protective Luka Couffaine, Bisexual Marinette Dupain-Cheng, Pansexual Luka Couffaine, Sharing a Bed, Pet Names, LGBTQ Character, LGBTQ Themes, Instagram, Bullying, Social Media, Anxiety, Makeover, Hugs, will cure your acne, Face Punching, Bad Ass Juleka Couffaine, Rumors, Protective Juleka Couffaine, Protective Adrien Agreste, Lawyers, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Holding Hands, accountability, mental health, Jagged Stone’s well-paid pet shark, How to Make the Evening News, Sexy eyeliner for days, one fish two fish Lila is a screwed fish, How to have fun and piss Gabriel off, Fuckery, sweet litigious karma, Alya sugar, lawyer shark doo doo doo doo doo doo, Schadenfreude, Bad Ass Alya Césaire, Gaslighting, abuse denormalization, Jagged likes his lawyers like he likes his pets: toothy af, Blood in the Water, Everything you didn’t know you wanted and some things you did, Gabriel Agreste is shark bait, Denial, Consequences, Principal Damocles salt, caline bustier salt, the impotence of Gabriel Agreste, snarky Nooroo, lies and the lying liars who tell them, Lila’s brain is a narcissistic hellscape, Lila’s mind is built like an Escher piece, Alec Cataldi salt, Adrien Sugar, wholesome salt, Fu Salt, Kwami Shenanigans, Nooroo is a little shit
Summary: Snuggles and Pastries: An Interlude
Notes: Jagged ships it.
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Chapters 1-2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10
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Adrien woke to find that he’d moved close enough to Luka in the night that they were snuggling, one of Luka’s arms over his chest, and Adrien’s head tucked against his chest. Their legs were tangled together. He’d never experienced this sort of thing before.
And it was wonderful.
Luka was warm and soft, and while Adrien was worried he’d be offended or embarrassed, he wasn’t inclined to move.
He was halfway back asleep when Luka’s phone alarm went off, and the other boy stirred.
Adrien felt him grope for the phone and the alarm silenced… but Luka didn’t move further, just settled back with a soft sigh.
Adrien figured it was only a matter of time before Luka woke further and pushed him away. He felt selfish as he stayed still and tried to enjoy the closeness.
Nino had once called him “touch-starved,” referring to how he liked being close to people, and he wasn’t wrong; having been starved of people and with an unaffectionate father did that, apparently. He craved it. An arm around the shoulder, hugs… anything, really. This, though, was a special sort of torture��accidental instead of on purpose, the sensation without the meaning.
“Why so tense?”
Luka’s voice was so unexpected Adrien couldn’t stop himself from jerking back, gasping.
“Shit.” Luka propped himself up on one elbow. “Didn’t mean to startle you. You okay?”
Adrien nodded. “Y-yeah. Sorry. I guess I snuggle in my sleep.”
That got a soft chuckle. “You aren’t the only one. Don’t worry about it.”
“I know, but…” he sighed. “I don’t want to cross your boundaries.”
“Hey, I like cuddling. It doesn’t have to mean anything sexual unless the participants want it to.” Luka smiled. “And anyway, it’ll give everyone the idea we want them to have.”
Adrien nodded. “Yeah. I just hope I’m not inconveniencing you. I mean… I know you’re interested in Mari, and if you’re fake-dating me, you can’t real-date her.”
Luka sighed softly. “Marinette’s heart is elsewhere, Adrien. And she may never see me the way I see her. And, anyway, I want to help you.”
“I know… but last night you said Mari does what you do—hides her feelings,” Adrien bit his lip. “I just… let me know if anything bothers you. Your feelings matter, too.”
The soft look Luka gave him made his heart flutter a bit.
“Thanks, mon étoile,” Luka murmured, pulling him into a warm hug. “It’s… not easy, but I’ll work on letting you know.”
This snuggling was real, and Adrien let himself relax, snaking one arm around Luka. He was drifting off again when Luka’s phone alarm went off again.
“Secondary alarm,” Luka told him. “We’ll have to get up if Jagged’s going to have time to do your kohl.”
Adrien grumbled, but grudgingly extracted his limbs from Luka’s. “Do you think it’s okay to wear the jeans I wore yesterday for photos?”
“Probably not. Wear one of the distressed pairs—it’ll piss your dad off more, you wearing clothes with holes in them.”
That got a giggle from the blond. “‘We are not paupers, Adrien. You will dress appropriately,’” he mocked, using an approximation of Gabriel’s voice. “That’ll be perfect for the media frenzy.”
After they’d gotten video of the three of them jamming and posted it to social media, Jagged had sent hotel staff to get pajamas for the two of them. Fortunately Chloé hadn’t started pounding on the door until after those were delivered, so they had all ignored her. Adrien hasn’t been ready to face her, or to put Luka through that. She could see him in the morning like the rest of Paris.
It didn’t take either of them long to dress, and then an espresso-chugging Jagged demonstrated on himself how to apply kohl before doing it for Adrien.
“Decided less is more for you,” the rocker said. “Just enough to make your eyes pop. Makes you look like… I dunno. Otherworldly or whatever.”
In the mirror, Adrien could see what he meant. The kohl lining his eyes contrasted the green in a way that made them almost gem-like, giving him a fey appearance.
“I like it,” he said. “Should I wear the leather today, or the hoodie?”
“We want to sneak you into school, so the hoodie might be better,” Luka said. “So we don’t get intercepted.”
Jagged grinned. “You’ll both be in the limo and we’ll pull right up to the school. The leather gives a bigger statement.”
Adrien pulled on the leather.
“And we’re picking up Marinette, as well,” Penny added. “I’ve called her, and asked her if she’ll dress up for effect.”
“Are you sure?” Adrien asked. “Father might go after her.”
“He does, he has me to contend with,” Jagged muttered. “And anyway, we gotta get you in some of her designs. Even if your bullshit underage contract—which I bet wouldn’t hold up in court given the fact that it was forced on you by your shithead dad—says you can’t model for anyone else, Instagram isn’t a modeling gig.”
Luka patted his shoulder. “And she wants to, anyway. You know how stubborn Marinette can be.”
Adrien smiled, thinking about that. “She really is. It’s endearing.”
“Sometimes. Other times you just want to help her, but she won’t let you.”
He felt his smile fade, reminded of what Lila had done, how Marinette had shouldered it all herself.
“Yeah,” he said finally. “Definitely. She does do that.”
Luka offered a wry smile. “We’ll help her. And we know Jagged and Penny will too.”
“Damn straight,” Jagged said. “And we best get going.”
Adrien blinked. “Um… Shouldn’t M. Dupain and Mme. Cheng also be part of this?”
“Penny called them earlier, while you two were still cuddling, and they are. They got part-timers who’ll cover while they go to the collége with us. Lawyer’s at the bakery already. Tom and Sabine have breakfast waiting for us, even.”
Jagged chuckled. “Oh, and I’ll send you lot the picture I took later. Cute as hell, you two are. Might be good for Instagram, eh?”
Adrien felt his cheeks heat, and Luka had a blush that he was sure matched his own.
“Anyway, Penny’s waiting in the limo with Fang. Got André to clear the route through the hotel to the limo, so we’re good.”
He handed each of them a pair of sunglasses—replicas of the ones Marinette made for him. “Ready to do this in style?”
They made it to the bakery without issue, and were joined by Marinette, Tom, Sabine, and a stern-looking woman in a skirt suit.
Marinette was wearing ripped fuchsia leggings and a pair of black high-waisted shorts with two rows of silver buttons. Her top was a crop-top, a long-sleeve black fishnet over a pink sleeveless shell that matched the leggings. All were obviously her own design.
She blushed when she saw Adrien and Luka staring. “Um, I designed this but hadn’t had a reason to wear it yet. Though I put the rips in the leggings last night before bed. Figured it was more rock ‘n roll, and I can make another pair later.”
“Definitely,” Jagged told her.
Tom handed out pastries from a large box while Marinette passed around coffee. Jagged showed Sabine how to pet Fang—who was pleased with the attention.
“Kagami’s meeting us in front of the collége, too,” Marinette told them. “We’ll be able to greet her and then she’ll confirm our story to the press.”
Jagged turned to Luka. “After your public goodbye to your boyfriend, the limo’ll take you home. Anarka knows what’s going on, too. Been harassing the paparazzi—she’s good at that. Bet she’s run some of ’em off.”
Luka nodded, then pulled Adrien and Marinette in for a hug. “We can do this.”
A flash surprised them, and Sabine lowered her phone. “You do. And we have your backs, kids.”
Adrien took a bite of his pain au chocolat, glad Marinette had thought to bring his favorite breakfast. He was ready for this—as ready as he could be.
It was time to meet the press.
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softboywriting · 6 years ago
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Be My Someday | Shawn Mendes
Summary: You accidentally find out Shawn has bought a ring. [fluff] [established relationship] 
Word Count: 1k
|Masterlist In Bio|
Saturday. Your first day off with Shawn alone in months. You arranged for Andrew to let the two of you just have a day to yourselves. No security, no Connor filming, no management. Just the two of you doing whatever you want.
You wake up first as usual. Shawn is passed out curled around his pillow so you're able to slip out of the bed and grab a few of his sweaters to take to the hotel laundry room. You planned this yesterday, waking him up with his favorite dryer fresh sweater and some tea. It was the best way to get him in a good mood first thing. He is a simple man who loves coziness and warmth.
The laundry room is empty and you toss the sweaters in and take a seat on top of the dryer. You open up your email on your phone and start going through it. There's stuff from you mom and a few from Andrew that's just forwarded stuff about upcoming events. One that catches your eye is from Shawn. You open it up and look through it. It's not from him, but forwarded to you automatically since it's a purchase email from his PayPal. You kept all his stuff like that organized for him after an issue a while back so you have his email set up to automatically forward you on any purchase receipts from PayPal.
You're about to close it and file it into your folder when you see the name Kaeda Jewelry. It's not unlike Shawn to buy accessories and stuff online, but something about this time makes you curious. You scroll down to the item summary and stop, “custom white gold band with princess cut diamond inlet”. Oh.
"What on earth..." You open the link and it takes you to the Kaeda Jewelry website. Your heart stops. It's an engagement jeweler. Specializing in custom ladies wedding and engagement accessories. Shawn purchased a ring. You click back to the email and go to the bottom. He purchased a very expensive ring.
You jump off the dryer and gather the warm sweaters. How were you supposed to deal with this? How did you approach him and tell him an email accidentally spoiled his opportunity to propose? How do you deal with the fact he's going to propose?! You haven't even talked about it yet. You've been dating for just over two years. Why was he buying a ring? Was it for you? Was it for someone else? You push open the hotel room door and Shawn is laying in bed on his phone. You wish he wasn't awake, you wish you could handle yourself right now.
"Sweetheart? Where'd you go?"
"Laundry." You walk over with the sweaters and drop them on the bed. "I thought you'd like a warm sweater."
"I'd love one." He sits up and pulls on his red one, letting out a soft groan of contentment. "This is the best."
"Yeah." You take a seat and put on a white sweater. "Cozy."
"You okay?"
"Yeah why?"
Shawn pulls you back against him and you lay in his lap staring up at him. "Talk to me. You're bothered."
"I'm fine."
"Darling," he toys with your hair, giving you the look. Y'know, the one that says he's going to get the secrets out of you one way or another. "What's on your mind?"
"I saw something I shouldn't have."
"Uh huh."
"It was an email."
"Okay?"
You sigh hoping he would just get it and you wouldn't have to explain. "It was an email from you."
He furrows his eyebrows and chuckles. "I haven't sent any emails lately? What kind of email are you- oh shit."
So the lightbulb goes off. You await an explanation, anxiously staring at his chin as he looks straight ahead.
"I-" he closes his mouth. "I can explain."
"Mmhmm?"
"I...got it for you."
A slight relief. Not that you really thought it might be for someone else. "Okay?"
"Y-Yeah."
"Yeah?" You laugh, not expecting that response in the least. "Care to elaborate?"
Shawn looks down and he's crying. He's got tears pooled in his eyes and they spill over down onto your face. You sit up and wipe his cheeks.
"Whoa, what's wrong? Shawn, babe, talk to me."
"I ruined it." He sighs. "I forgot to turn off the auto forward email."
"Ruined what?"
"Everything." He leans over to the night stand and pulls out a box from the drawer. "I was going to give it to you tonight. I forgot you get my emails, I completely spaced it off."
"You were going to propose to me?"
"No!" Shawn opens the box and takes out the delicate small ring that's the shape of a rose with a diamond in the center. "I was going to ask you if you'd like to get married one day. Like, if it's okay that I'd propose some time down the line."
You take the ring and slip it on. "So it's a promise ring?"
"Yeah." He curls his fingers around yours and looks at the ring. "It's a promise that I'll love you forever and always."
You smile and laugh softly. "You want me forever? You're sure?"
"I couldn't imagine my life without you." He wipes his eyes. "Sorry, I can't seem to stop crying for some reason."
"Don't apologize for crying." You cup his cheeks and he smiles with a little laugh. "It's just part of you, part of who you are Shawn."
"Because I'm so sensitive right?" He rolls his eyes.
"Yes you are. Sensitive, smart, gentle." You bring him forward and kiss him. "Genuine, loving, endearing and sexy even when you aren't trying to be which is honestly the most attractive thing in a person sometimes. I'd never change a thing about you."
Shawn wraps his arms around your waist and he pulls you into his lap. "Will you be my someday?"
"Yes." You kiss him quickly and he smiles. "I'll be your everyday for the rest of your days."
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hakuryuu · 4 years ago
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PLEASE I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW (EITHER-OR!) NEW OR RONAH’S ANSWERS FOR THE WHOLE MEME YOU POSTED
NEW 1. How would you (or they) describe their gender, without using standard binary terms?: new would describe her gender as the color the sky gets right before the sunrise gets started in the summer

2. Are they religious?: no…..sort of…….religion is hard one bc gods like Canonically Exist in this world and she Knows This And Believes In Them but she’s not particularly spiritual and doesn’t have one god she’s particularly devoted to AND because of the memory thing she only like vaguely knows that the gods exist at all so sjdflkjs

3. What social media platforms would they use (if in a world where those existed) and what would they use them for? Bonus: What would they get cancelled for?: new would probably have an instagram but not use it very much, she’d maybe post pictures of stuff now and again and she likes to follow people who make cool things but i think she would mostly make an instagram account and then forget about it (bonus: paz and caramel are BIG on twitter)

4. Do they have any weird scars, and how did they get them?: she has a bunch of regular accumulated life-living scars from like scratches and bug bites and falls and stuff, but nothing really weird except for that she doesn’t remember how she got a lot of them

5. What crime are they most likely to be arrested for?: loitering U__U

6. Ok, what crime are they most likely to have actually committed?: trespassing

7. If the one prison phone call thing was real, who would they call?: paz w/o hesitation (paz is the richest and will probably show up with caramel and run anyway)

8. Do they collect anything? What do they collect?: she collects little trinkets and things! usually small emotionally relevant items that are from or remind her of experiences she’s had (her haircutting knife, that portrait of run in her bag, the small bells off her dress, etc)

9. Who would they platonically marry for tax benefits?: PAZ…….

10. What superstition/paranormal entity/conspiracy theory do they believe is 100% real, whether or not they admit it?: i can’t think of anything like this for new im sorryyyyy i’ll come back to this one

11. What’s something embarrassing they did as a child/teenager?: [REDACTED DUE TO MEMORY LOSS]

12. What’s something embarrassing they probably did yesterday?: walked up to someone without looking directly at them, assumed they were run, started talking to them, and then realized that they were just a random stranger and not run

13. What hobby did they try once and give up on? Why?: jewelry-making! she wanted to make more fun earrings and stuff for herself and her friends but she doesn’t have access to many of the right tools for it and the stuff she managed to put together didn’t look how she wanted it to so she just stuck with weaving as a hobby

14. What niche topic do they get incredibly pedantic about?: SJKDGLF THANKS TO HER LIKE WEEK OF RESEARCH AT THE PIPER TOWN LIBRARY THAT ONE TIME SHE KNOWS SO MUCH ABOUT OLD RICH FAMILIES ON PANSIA…..paz will make some offhand comment about a family the mahaleys work at and new will be like. eyes emoji

15. What’s their favorite food to make?: she loves apple cinnamon oatmeal and loves to make it from scratch ;__;

16. What do you think this character’s worst decision was? What does this character think their worst decision was?: New Has Done Nothing Wrong In Her LIFE (SHE thinks her worst decision was agreeing to abandon caramel and run & go with paz when paz left them, even though they ended up turning back pretty quickly)

17. Is there anything you wish the writers had done differently with this character? Why?: I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO SEE THE WRITER GIVE HER SOME MORE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IN THE SECOND HALF OF FMFY, I THINK THAT SHE AND ALL OF THE CHARACTERS COULD HAVE REALLY BENEFITTED FROM EXPLORING THOSE NEW WEIRD DYNAMICS BEFORE THE CLIMAX OF THE BOOK,

18. What character from another work do you think they’d get along really well with?: within my own works (elise nano extended universe) i think that she would get along with maimou from ttsp (he’s that kind of friendly that would put her at ease and draw her out of her shyness somewhat i think), and outside of my own works i have this vague sense that she might get along with charlotte’s oc io?

19. What character from another work would be their mortal enemy?: not mortal enemy but i think that she and turnadot from lamsm would be at odds because of the like difference in approach they have to everything that’s happening to them and the difference of experience… oh iro i think would get frustrated at her easily i think

20. What’s a headcanon you’ve always wanted to share but none of these ask memes ever ask you about it?: I Am Constantly Sharing All My Headcanons And No One Can Stop Me
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RONAH 1. How would you (or they) describe their gender, without using standard binary terms?: you know when you light a fire in the snow at night and the light is orange and the shadows are this bright blue? that color

2. Are they religious?: yes! they’re a big believer in the moon and the cycle (ironically….. :( )

3. What social media platforms would they use (if in a world where those existed) and what would they use them for? Bonus: What would they get cancelled for?: gjsdlgjsf i really feel like the closest they have to a social media presence is like. a goodreads account. and then they show up in the background of thrip’s tiktoks sometimes and their brothers reference them in tweets and raiv’s instagram has a lot of selfies with them

4. Do they have any weird scars, and how did they get them?: the only weird scar they have is one on their thigh where they accidentally cut themself mid-switch between elf and wolf forms and it took forever to heal and it’s BRIGHT red

5. What crime are they most likely to be arrested for?: grim answer: being a wolf shifter

6. Ok, what crime are they most likely to have actually committed?: accessory to murder U___U

7. If the one prison phone call thing was real, who would they call?: they’d want to call raiv, but they would call laithe (they would consider calling bliss “walked barefoot across the country to get out of a witchcraft trial” parvo and then immediately decide against it)

8. Do they collect anything? What do they collect?: they have a modest storybook/folktale book collection, just a small shelf of their favorites, but they aren’t really the collecting type

9. Who would they platonically marry for tax benefits?: they would (queer)platonically marry bliss for tax benefits, although honestly bliss is getting the benefit because it means they never have to do taxes again because ronah will do them

10. What superstition/paranormal entity/conspiracy theory do they believe is 100% real, whether or not they admit it?: probably one that they’re kind of embarrassed about but still believe deep down that lonaih and unaech (wolf shifter folk story cornerstones) are still alive and out there somewhere somehow

11. What’s something embarrassing they did as a child/teenager?: they were VERY into performing songs and plays and stuff when they were younger, which is something that they feel kind of silly and embarrassed about now (but they still love to tell stories)

12. What’s something embarrassing they probably did yesterday?: walked around the corner and saw themself in a mirror and scared themself

13. What hobby did they try once and give up on? Why?: music, because it was impractical…. :(

14. What niche topic do they get incredibly pedantic about?: LITERALLY EVERYTHING, THATS LIKE THEIR JOB, I LOVE THEM

15. What’s their favorite food to make?: do you remember that braid of pesto bread iro was briefly eating in the beginning of lle? you might not because i suddenly can’t remember if you read the whole thing or just the kavi chapter, BUT ronah learned how to make that because it’s both iro and thrip’s favorite food

16. What do you think this character’s worst decision was? What does this character think their worst decision was?: i personally think that the decision to actively assist their family in a scheme to murder a moon goddess for revenge isn’t the BEST idea they’ve ever had. ronah thinks their worst decision was leaving raiv behind

17. Is there anything you wish the writers had done differently with this character? Why?: it would be cool if the writer had. written the last three to five chapters of the book they’re in. i think that would have been neat
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18. What character from another work do you think they’d get along really well with?: i think that they and kavi would bond over a love of family and stories!! w/i my own works i kind of like to think that they would get along with farfara from tayl. sonia from ttsp would also remind them of their family, and i think they’d like her for that

19. What character from another work would be their mortal enemy?: this is niche but the bounty hunter from see me through would hate them

20. What’s a headcanon you’ve always wanted to share but none of these ask memes ever ask you about it?: they used to dye their hair when they were younger!
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welshdragonrawr · 4 years ago
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For the “let’s get personal asks”.... all of them?? Please?? I’ll do anything 🙈 ~🍑
Anythiiiiing? That’s a mighty offer. I’ll try to keep these short and simple cuz there’s so many and poor moots will end up suffering a long post on their dash. But if anyone wants a long-winded elaboration on anything, feel free to ask.
1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? This Is Me Trying by Taylor Swift, Landslide by Stevie Nicks, In the End by Linkin Park, Perfect Places by Lorde, Funeral by Phoebe Bridgers, Wasteland Baby by Hozier
2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Sarah Paulson
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.However. Kits is glowering at me. I’m only too aware that...
4: What do you think about most? Life
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? Your latest [redacted] phone bill is ready. Check it out in your [redacted] account
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With 
7: What’s your strangest talent? Writing? It’s my only talent
8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence) Girls are incredible. Boys are alright.
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? Yes
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? About a month ago
11: Do you have any strange phobias? So many, not sure if they’re full-blown phobias tho
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? No
13: What’s your religion? What’s the name for respecting aspects of a lot but not following one specifically?
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Walking?
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Fleetwood Mac
17: What was the last lie you told? I haven’t got you anything yet
18: Do you believe in karma? Yes
19: What does your URL mean? I used to live in Wales and I’m too stubborn/attached to change it
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Insecurity/Loyalty
21: Who is your celebrity crush? Sarah Paulson
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? No
23: How do you vent your anger? Writing
24: Do you have a collection of anything? Books
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Neither Phone I think
26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? Yes and No
27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? Metal scratching glass/Sarah Paulson’s voice
28: What’s your biggest “what if”? What if I had never gotten seriously ill when I did
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and Yes
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Phone/Blanket
31: Smell the air. What do you smell? Jacket potatoes cooking
32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? [Redacted] Hospital
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? East?
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Hozier?
35: To you, what is the meaning of life? To make the most of the miraculous fact we’re here at all 
36: Define Art. Truth, Beauty, Horror and History 
37: Do you believe in luck? Yes
38: What’s the weather like right now? Grey and overcast
39: What time is it? 1pm
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? No, so no
41: What was the last book you read? Thin Air by Michelle Paver
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? No
43: Do you have any nicknames? So many
44: What was the last film you saw? The Princess Diaries
45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? Just cuts and bruises so far luckily
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? Yes
47: Do you have any obsessions right now? Sarah Paulson
48: What’s your sexual orientation? Lesbian
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? Yes
50: Do you believe in magic? Sometimes
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Sometimes
52: What is your astrological sign? Scorpio
53: Do you save money or spend it? Save
54: What’s the last thing you purchased? Car accessories for a xmas present
55: Love or lust? Love
56: In a relationship? ‘It’s complicated’
57: How many relationships have you had? 3 I think?
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? Yes
59: Where were you yesterday? At home
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Flowers
61: Are you wearing socks right now? No
62: What’s your favourite animal? Otter
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? Kindness
64: Where is your best friend? Too far away
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. @serawalkerwrites, @sisterxwinters, @grilledcheeseandguavajelly, @thefandomlesbian, @awildgothappeared
66: What is your heritage? Not much
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? Reading in bed
68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? Why don’t you ask him?
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? Yes
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Yes
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Help the dog
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? a) certain people b) visit my loved ones c) yes
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. 
74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Shake it Out by Florence and the Machine
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? [Redacted]
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Communication, Kindness and Care
77: How can I win your heart? Be Kind
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? Sometimes
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? Deciding to message the ones who’ve become my closest friends
80: What size shoes do you wear? 5 (european size)
81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? Don’t really know, probably something literary
82: What is your favourite word? Fernweh
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Loved ones
84: What is a saying you say a lot? Keep on keeping on
85: What’s the last song you listened to? This Is Me Trying by Taylor Swift
86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? Purple/Red/Blue
87: What is your current desktop picture? Drunk Princess Leia (cover art from Wishful Drinking by Carrie Fisher)
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? He who shall not be named
89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? What are you truly afraid of?
90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? Go back to sleep probably
91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Telekinesis?
92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? Some time with my Aunt
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Onset of chronic illness
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? Florence Welch
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Florida for reasons
96: Do you have any relatives in jail? No
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? Yes
98: Ever been on a plane? Yes
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? Be kind to one another. This world is a shitshow right now. Choose to be a good plot twist in it.
That was long, so congrats to anyone who actually sat through/read all that.
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epicstuckyficrecs · 5 years ago
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Weekly Recap | September 2-8
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It seems this week’s rec is making up for the short one I had last week XD Enjoy!
PS: if you’re a writer/fanartist and I’ve tagged you on Tumblr, but not Twitter (or vice versa), and you have an account on both platforms, please let me know! It’s probably because I don’t know your username(s) on every platform. 
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Complete
This Bucky with This Steve by debwalsh/ @debwalsh​ (Actors AU | 1,8K | Not rated): Ascendant star Bucky with washed up but hoping for a comeback Steve...
💙 The Barnes Exotic Animal Rescue (for Magical Creatures) by Deisderium/ @deisderium​ (Shrunkyclunks, witch Bucky | 5,6K | General): In which Steve Rogers stumbles across the Barnes Exotic Animal Rescue for Magical Creatures, meets a witch named Bucky, accidentally adopts a unicorn, and never wants to leave.
💙 You be yours and I'll be mine by verzacefatale/ @verzacefatale (Post-CW |13K | Explicit): “Oh, god. We got married, didn’t we?” Steve sounds like he’s trying not to panic. “Seems that way,” Bucky says, before he bursts out laughing at the bewildered look on Steve’s face. “Come on, pal. It’s not the end of the world.”
Keep Me by dixons_mama (Evanstan RPF | 1,6K | Explicit): After working endlessly on interviews for Disney, filming 355, and now attending GQ's Men of the Year event, Sebastian is tired down to his bones. Yet, he he finds himself wanting to just be near Chris.
A Pal in the Hand is Worth Two in the Jacuzzi by dixons_mama (PWP | 1,7K | Explicit): Bucky asks for Steve's help getting off, being the good friend (that's also stupidly in love) he is, Steve obliges.
Quicksand's Got No Sense of Humor by paperstorm (Canon | 2,6K | Teen):  And Steve will be okay, because he doesn’t have any other option. It’s only a million tiny cuts all over his body, his heart, his soul, slowly bleeding him dry. How could be not be okay, when Bucky’s been through so much worse. (💙 Part 1 of Under the Dome)
Through the Monsoon by paperstorm/ @paper-storm​ (Post-CW | 3,1K | Mature): Steve’s expression is blank, empty, except for his eyes. A hardened, cold, unfeeling look is in his eyes, as they stare unseeing into the space in front of him. Bucky knows how this goes. It isn’t a regular occurrence, it's only happened a few times in the last half-year, but it isn’t good. Steve is an expert at shaking things off – which is either fortunate or unfortunate, depending on who’s asked about it – so when he can’t, it means things went really wrong. (💙 Part 3 of Under the Dome)
A Lifetime is Never Enough by paperstorm/ @paper-storm​ (Post-CW | 3K | Mature): Bucky reaches for him with his hand, eyes still closed, and Steve curls up against his side. Bucky’s arm goes around him, fingers sliding up to tangle in Steve’s hair. The sleep-warmed skin of his neck is a heavenly place for Steve to rest his forehead, tension going out of his limbs and greedily breathing in Bucky’s smell, his warmth, the safety his bed offers. (💙 Part 4 of Under the Dome)
Chasing The Light by paperstorm/ @paper-storm​ (Endgame fix-it | 7K | Mature): “The thing about you and me?” Bucky says, "is that the world isn’t as stubborn as we are. You’re right, I can’t promise it won’t separate us again. But I can promise we’ll find each other again if it does. Because we always do.” (💙 Part 5 of Under the Dome)
like rum on a fire by mcwho (PWP | 1,4K | Explicit): “You’re the one who wanted to see how far I could push you. You know how I like to follow orders, Buck,” Steve tells him, teasing drawl to his voice because Steve Rogers has never followed a goddamn order in his goddamn life up ‘til right about now.
Flaws by dixons_mama (PWP | 1,3K | Explicit): Steve catches Bucky scrutinizing his body, and while trying to reassure him, feels and smut ensue.
Recompense by debwalsh/ @debwalsh (Endgame fix-it | 2K | Not rated): When Steve Rogers travels to Vormir to return the Soul Stone, he’s greeted with an unexpected choice that will change his life.
Warmth by debwalsh/ @debwalsh (Modern AU | 5,3K | Mature): When Bucky Barnes receives the report that there is a guy lost on his mountain, he’s not prepared for the complications that ensue.
Wheels by debwalsh/ @debwalsh (Modern AU | 2,3K | Not rated): Teacher Steve Rogers is ready to settle into a lounger and enjoy his neighbor Natasha’s pool when he finds himself staring at the most beautiful man he’d ever seen already lounging with intent.
Won’t You Be My Neighbor? by debwalsh/ @debwalsh (Shrunkyclunks | 1,6K | Teen): Steve moves into an apartment with a Captain America impersonator, and Bucky is the building super, and gets them mixed up.
💙 it takes a lot to know a man by kittyandmulder, steebadore (Modern AU |39K | Explicit): Bucky flips to the next page, and the world around him grinds to a halt as his brain struggles to process what he's seeing. The noise of the train fades and static fills the inside of his head as he looks down at the sketches of the metal-armed guy without the mask. It's—that's him. It's Bucky's own goddamn face staring back at him from this stranger's sketchbook."What the fuck."
Double Trouble by HeroicPinups, kittyandmulder/ @kittyandmulder​ (PWP, Steve/Bucky/Steve | 2,7K | Explicit): Bucky finds himself stuck in a super soldier sandwich. How unfortunate.
💙 time on my hands (could be time spent with you) by thedoubteriswise/ @thedoubteriswise​ (Post-CW | 23K | Mature): There’s no reason to be nervous. Steve’s just going to go see his best friend. This is Bucky, for God's sake, what could there possibly be to be nervous about? It's only been a little over a month since Bucky went under. He'd practically seen him yesterday.
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Reading in progress
💙 Servitum by justanotherStonyfan/ @justanotherstonyfan (canon-divergent, Shrunkyclunks | 43K | Explicit): Steve's affection can be huge, almost palpable. His desire to take care of James can be overwhelming. But James can't think of a point so far where Steve's been overwhelming that he hasn't enjoyed immensely - and if they can roleplay some lifelong memories out of a spanking session, a shibari tutorial, and a carefully lit table, he's pretty sure providing Steve with the opportunity to do something he may not even be aware of wanting should go down a treat, and make for a pretty awesome afternoon. ( 💙Part 28 of the Honey Honey series)
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WIP
💙 Cakes & Balances by mambo/ @whtaft (POTUS Steve | 16K | 8/? | Teen): It’s kind of hard to date the cute baker from down the street when you’re the President of the United States of America. But Steve Rogers will make it work.
oh the glory of it all by hitlikehammers (Post-Endgame | 4K | 1/23 | Mature): They end up stumbling almost unexpectedly into the white-picket-fence, apple-pie life they used to dream of. Except it’s not like that at all.
💙 An Escort's Guide to Navigating Tricky Work Relationships by Hopeless--Geek (wuzzy90)/ @hopelessartgeek​, Mystrana/ @mystrana​ (Escort AU | 24K | 4/5 | Explicit): Steve is an outspoken leader of the fight for escort legalization. He wants to show the world that they have relationships just like everyone else, but hasn’t dated in the past five years because he’s been so busy with work. Bucky’s still not quite recovered from a bad relationship with a boyfriend who degraded his choice of work. And while he can define professional boundaries like it’s his job (it is), Bucky’s not great at handling his personal life. A story of navigating tricky work relationships.
💙 This Side of the Blue by notlucy/ @notlucy (Mermaid AU | 121K | 33/44 | Explicit): A trick was the only explanation for what Steve saw floating there. This figment of his childhood. This myth. This legend. Within the tank, the siren bared its teeth.
💙 Political Animals by crinklefries/ @spacerenegades​, Deisderium/ @deisderium (Modern AU, politics | 29K | 4/9 | Explicit): Okay, so the real problem is that you shouldn’t fuck your arch-rival, political enemy, and the person you loathe the most in the world where you work. Or like, at least, you shouldn’t keep doing that.
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Re-read
💙 straight from your heart by luninosity/ @luninosity​ (Stucky in Wakanda | 10K | Explicit): Steve doesn’t mean to have the orgasm. Not exactly. Not the first time, anyway.
💙 Tinder Is the Night by rohkeutta/ @rohkeutta​ (Modern AU, Tinder | 7K | Explicit): It’s the quality that gets him first. The profile photo looks like it's been taken with a semi-professional camera: it's sharp and remarkably unposed compared to most people on Tinder. The guy in the photo is the size of a fucking fridge but with Marilyn Monroe’s waistline, accentuated by the way he’s standing half-twisted towards the camera. He’s also in the process of getting arrested.
💙 If Only In My Dreams by odetteandodile (Modern AU | 28K | Teen): Bucky is a highly successful cooking and lifestyle blogger, the gay New England Pioneer Woman if you will. He writes all about life in his Connecticut home with his D.H. (darling husband). Only problem? It’s all complete fiction. When his agent Sam informs him that he's been offered an exclusive sponsorship deal with Stark Media and a three book contract to go with it, Bucky's forced to fess up to Sam, who's predictably...displeased. But Sam's also convinced the deal is too good to miss—even if they have to put on a little bit of a show in order to get it. So Tony and Pepper descend on Bucky and Sam's fake home for Christmas with a devastatingly handsome War Hero in tow, and their already complicated plan quickly gets even more complicated as Bucky finds himself falling head over heels for Steve. Can he keep it together just for the holidays? Did he ever have it together in the first place?
💙 took my love, took it down by LaughsAtThunder (Post-WS | 31K | Explicit): The problem, Bucky thinks now that he has most of his memories back, is that his whole entire world has always revolved around Steve Rogers. Steve has been always been half of Bucky’s identity. Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers’ best friend. Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers’ wingman. Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers’ teammate. And now, well, now Steve had other people to fill those positions. And of course, of course he’d always been a little bit in love with Steve. So when he overhears Steve telling Natasha that he’s finally found someone he’d like to date, someone with similar life experience, Bucky clings blindly to the hope that maybe, just maybe, Steve is talking about him.
💙 Sex, Drugs, & Needles by OhCaptainMyCaptain/ @ohcaptainmycaptain1918​ (Modern AU, tattoo artist Bucky | 38K | Explicit): Bucky's a bit of a masochist in that sense – needles and the buzz of a tattoo gun have always turned him on... It’s even worse that this client is what they call a ‘needle virgin’. Doesn’t appear to have a piercing anywhere on him, and he’s already made it clear that he has no prior ink. Bucky’s always found something inherently sexy about being the first person to introduce another to that experience. He has absolutely no problem popping this guy's needle cherry.
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lacklusterswirl · 6 years ago
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A new fic!
So i know Operation Black Ice is unfinished, but I wanted to try a reader interactive story! In The Choices you Make, you, the reader, are the control for a mission involving riots, violence, and, of course, White Masks. You can help Buck and Frost either live through the entire thing, or let them and their friends die. With them, Rook, Clash, and Maverick are getting a first taste of what Canada really is like behind their stereotypes, and yes, I’m salty at my premiere for being dumb, which played into this. 
First chapter is up, and you can either read it here, or on AO3 (the title of the story is the link, but here it is again). Otherwise, go vote in ao3 comments, or send me an ask here. I’ll gauge how long it takes to get a response before starting to set a deadline. And if you don’t want to go over to AO3, the first chapter is also under the cut. 
Warning: Violence, possible deaths, uncertain ending, swearing, and more will be added.
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“You forget two things.”
Buck trailed behind an excited Rook. Ottawa, Canada. The nation’s capital. So close to home, yet still far enough away.
Startled, Rook froze in place and started patting down himself and looking for his luggage.
“No, I didn’t…” the younger man started, frowning at the serious look Buck had. “I’ve heard so much about Canada! Québec, poutine, les personnes qui habite là! C’est un grand moment pour moi, non? Vous habitez ici, oui?”
Buck couldn’t help but sigh. “Pas ici, mais uh…” Another sigh as Frost walked up to him and patted his back.
“The fuck-up province just got usurped, eh?” Turning to Rook, she added, “Remember that we’re here for riot control. You should ask yourself why that is of all things.”
Close behind, Clash emerged with Maverick, both looking a little less dangerous with how they were bundled to shield themselves from the cold.
“It’s fucking May, why is it still cold?”
Maverick shuddered and turned to his CTU partner. “It’s Canada, where the most ridiculous stereotypes seem to come true.” He accidentally bumped into a young girl and turned to apologize.
“Oh, sorry,” she said before Maverick even opened his mouth. He apologized back, and then gave Clash a pointed look.
“If this was Britain, you’d be lucky that she didn’t cuss you out.”
Buck sighed again. Only Frost really understood.
“This country where I grew up and the one we’re in now are two different places.” He said to Rook.
The confused look was all he needed to know that he was just as clueless as most of his own family. “You’ll see, but we’re not as different from all the other western countries right now.”
“Alright, look who’s here,” Ciel, their JTF 2 contact was waiting with military transport. Rook stuck his hand out to shake before Buck could stop him. All Ciel did was look down at the outstretched arm, look at his face, and turn to Buck. “Did he forget who I am?”
“To be fair, you’ve never aged well,” Frost muttered patting Rook on his shoulder.
Ciel gave his ex-teammate a cold stare. “Fair, but I have limited time. We have two situations to respond to, and I need to run a plan by you five.” He climbed onto the vehicle and the others followed with their bags.
“What’s going on here? Did the polar bears revolt or something?” Clash muttered, finding a seat near the back beside Frost.
“No, no polar bears this time, thank god,” Buck winced again. This was NOT the time to start banter. “Just a political situation getting ready to boil over. Healthcare plan changes, school cuts, university changes, student loan changes, carbon tax debates, an upperclass and government against the shrinking middle and growing lower classes. The usual for such a nice country, you know? Giving tax cuts that only really help the super rich, and cutting the resources those in working classes need and can’t afford.” He looked Rook in the eyes. “Sound familiar, French boy? Of course, that’s not taking into account the growing voices that support racism, classism, anti-climate change, sexism, and overall hate.”
That got Rook to finally sober up. Clash and Maverick frowned too.
“We don’t get called in for riot control though.” Buck pointed out. “What went wrong.”
“Not what went wrong, that’s in the past. We have tips and targets to watch. Online manifestos, private messages from those that seem a… a little too interested in war, the usual.”
“Toronto…”
“Van attack.” Buck cofirmed, and Rook’s eyes went wide.
Ciel scoffed. “That won’t hold a candle to what we think will go down.”
“W-what do you mean?” Maverick demanded.
“There’s more. There are talks of illegal assault weapons - which our PM still hasn’t banned - and more vehicle attacks since people will be on the streets and in front of parliament.” Ciel sighed and checked his watch. “We have troops posted in Toronto to watch those threats. They’ve been training for days for that. These Ottawa plans are new, and came off a tip that it involves some mask wearing freaks.”
“Merde,” Rook murmured.
Ciel scoffed. “Welcome to Canada”
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“Now, we are going to be working with three assault teams. Chen, Lee, Robinson, and Williams, you’re with me. Team Alpha.”
The four men nodded and arranged themselves near the front.
“Maverick, Ramer, Avoledo, and Jordan, You’re with Buck, team Beta.”
“Clash, Rook, Jameson, and Sauer, with Frost as team Charlie.”
He paused until the teams regrouped. Buck nodded at the three strangers on his team. He had never met them before, so they must be new. Frost on the other hand recognized everyone on her team.
“Sauer! Long time no see!”
The large female in front of her rolled her eyes. “That’s ‘cause you didn’t keep in touch since fucking off to who knows where. Good to see you’re alive though.”
“We have three points of interest. One, here on out referred to as Romeo. Team Beta, we have a lone suspect who is expecting guests. Abduct him, and replace him with Avoledo. Avoledo will have a live audio feed so you can hear about the plans. Once you hear the signal, “once in a blue moon,” breach and clear. We’re cleared to use lethal force.”
“Point Juliet is where Team Alpha will set up. It’s a clear and sweep of a garage with links to gangs. On of the members was found just yesterday as part of a drug bust. He told us bout their unfortunate… partnership. We’re going in dark, so we’ll be requesting radio silence. If you hear from us… then that means we failed.”
Buck felt Rook stiffen beside him.
“Buck, why is he so neutral about death?”
“Hero complex. And the fact he’s never lost a fight. He always says that he’s got someone too important to come back to, to lose a fight.”
“Team Charlie, as you’ve no doubt noticed, is for defence. There’s an ally here,” Ciel pointed to a spot on the map, “that’s been called out by name by the gang before according to local police. And while I don’t trust most of those guys, that’s the best guess we’ve got as to where they’re coming from. Hold this side, and pursue if necessary. Don’t over extend though.”
Ciel nodded his head and dismissed the room. While most of the other ops went to get dinner and rest for the night, he beckoned over the Rainbow ops.
“I have a control team that’s gonna follow this op. They’ll give you directions and advice during the assignments. How are you feeling about that?”
“Are they experienced?” Buck asked.
Ciel smiled. “The best I can find. Now let’s go save our capital.”
You’re up! As command, you – yes you, the reader – are in charge of some of Buck or Frost’s actions! Pay attention to both story and chapter details, and try to make the best choice possible. Yes, if you go down a certain path, characters will die, and no, I have no magic potion to bring them back to life. At the end of each chapter, a new question will be posed and you can vote for your fave path in the comments below! Try to convince others, if you think you saw something strange.
First question: Who do you think needs more help (who should this story focus more on?): Buck or Frost?
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cheri-translates · 4 years ago
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[CN] ASMR Transcripts (Kiro)
🍒 Warning: This post contains detailed spoilers for ASMRs which have not been released in English servers! 🍒
This post contains transcripts of the following:
> night warmth - 黑夜温度
> dawn - 晨光
> visiting his workplace on the beach - 海岛探班
night warmth - 黑夜温度
[ MC and Helios are being chased by a police car. Heavy panting. ]
Here. Hurry.
Don’t make a sound.
We’re safe for now.
…have you hugged me enough.
You’re right. This place is very dark and cramped.
You’re afraid?
…I said it before. Stay away from me.
[ Sound of ruffling and Helios tapping on his phone ]
We have to stay here until we can be certain of our safety.
My phone still has battery. There’s enough for it to be used as a light source.
Hm? What’s wrong?
It’s just a bruise. It wouldn’t affect anything.
I don’t need this…
Wait.
[ Sound of bandages ]
Don’t touch…
…it doesn’t hurt.
You don’t have to be so careful.
I wouldn’t become paralysed from this level of injury.
Why are you looking at me like that?
…I already said that it doesn’t hurt. I don’t want to repeat myself again.
You shouldn’t need to understand these things, much less interfere in them.
You…
What’s wrong with your hand?
Don’t move.
Only now do you know what pain is?
Open your hand. Put it here.
…come nearer.
What are you hiding from? I haven’t even started.
Put your hand properly. Don’t tremble.
…does it hurt?
I got it. I’ll be gentler.
Since you’re so afraid of pain, you should remember this clearly. Don’t be a busybody, especially when it comes to me.
There is a reason for that.
Tell me… you know quite a lot.
However, being bold isn’t necessarily a good thing.
[ Sound of running ]
There’s movement.
[ Sound of running ]
…they’ve gone far away.
What’s wrong? Why are you so warm?
Shh…
Don’t make a sound.
…looks like you have a fever.
The wound may have an infection.
Hang in there. I’ll bring you out soon.
Shh, don’t make a sound.
What did think I was going to do…
Fever and chills.
Come closer to me.
Even closer.
Treat this as thanks for “saving” me again.
I wouldn’t care about you the next time.
I hope there wouldn’t be a next time.
What are you laughing at?
Like a disobedient child stuck in a small black house?
You still have the mood to joke around?
Looks like you’re still clear-headed
Very strong… nothing.
If you’re tired, you can lean on me and sleep for a while.
Hm? You don’t dare to sleep?
Aren’t you very bold?
They likely think we have already escaped.
So once it’s dark, we can leave.
This time, after we part, I hope I’ll never meet you again.
At least, not in such an embarrassment situation.
You’ve fallen asleep so quickly.
For now, have a good sleep.
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dawn - 晨光
[ Kiro waking up. Cute grunts ]
Hm? Are you awake?
What time is it?
[ Kiro unlocks his phone to check the time ]
It’s still early.
[ Kiro taps on his phone, then locks it ]
Savin says he’ll pick me up at 9am.
I can still sleep for another two hours.
Hm? Didn’t you know that Savin moved house recently?
Coming here requires him to take the most congested route in all of Loveland City.
Besides, it’s the early morning peak period now.
Last night, I saw that he was still singing karaoke at 1am on Moments.
He won’t make it at 9am.
[ Rustling ]
And I haven't been busy lately.
I’ll be investing in two days.
[Note] He actually says “进组” (“jin zu”), but I don’t know what it means even after searching it up. The closest thing I could find is the phrase “带资进组” (“dai zi jin zu”), which refers to how actors bring in start-up capital to invest in the crew before filming officially begins.
I’ve already pushed away jobs that should be pushed away.
These two days will just be spent recording some things in the shack.
[ Rustling and Kiro sighs ]
If I were to head over at noon, I’ll be done in the afternoon.
Hm? Do you want to look for me later?
We can go for a meal together.
[ Random grunt. Kiro sighs again, followed by a long period of silence ]
Oh right!
The program you mentioned the other time.
How’s it going? Smoothly?
I was going to ask you about it on the plane yesterday.
But once we met, I forgot about it.
Savin mentioned that you even asked for his help to find a celebrity who’s good at variety shows.
Have you found one?
In your proposal this time, is there nothing I can help with?
[ Rustling ]
‘No’?
How could there be nothing?
Hmph. Don’t underestimate me.
Even though I have more experience on stage,
When it comes to staging lights and acoustics,
I’ve done my research too.
I wouldn’t be much worse than experienced staff.
Also, if I can’t be a guest on your program,
I could be a member of the staff.
And my rates are very cheap.
If you’re the one hiring me, I’ll give you a large discount.
Hm? Why are you suddenly looking at me like that?
I’m not thinking of anything bad.
I’m just thinking…
I don’t seem to be very busy in the later half of the year.
If you aren’t busy either, we can spend more time together.
If you’re very busy, I can accompany you to work.
It’s so rare for us to have time. I have to cherish it.
Having more things to look at, having more songs to write, and seeing you more frequently.
Don’t worry, I really have time.
[ Rustling ]
I’m not the lead in this show.
So I can finalise it in around a month.
Mm! Even though I’m not the lead, I really like this role.
And it’s the first time I’m acting as someone’s brother.
I don’t know if I can act it well.
What’s wrong?
Did it leave you in shock that I’m not the lead?
Do you also think I should only accept lead roles?
Actually, Savin and I have discussed this matter.
He’s the same as always, leaving the decision to me.
So I think…
They’re all fine. I’ll just look at the script.
And the director this time round specially explained his reason for not casting me as the lead.
It made me feel a little embarrassed.
He’s an incredibly experienced director,
But still had to consider these trivial things for me.
[ Kiro sighs ]
Maybe my schedule was too packed with work before.
So it caused people to misunderstand.
Which is why I want to tidy it up from now onwards.
And not stretch myself too thin,
And to give myself more time to digest the work on hand.
[ Kiro sighs. Long silence again where you can hear Kiro’s breathing. ]
Hm? Are you getting up now?
I’m not that tired either.
But I keep thinking it’s a loss to get up when the alarm hasn’t sounded yet.
You said you didn’t want to get up and yet can’t sleep.
What should we do then, Miss Chips?
[ Rustling ]
I’m not referring to playing games, or watching the television, or using the phone.
[ Rustling. It sounds like he’s FEELING HER UP. ]
Looks like my intelligent and adorable Miss Chips has finally guessed it.
Which is why you’re using the blanket to cover your head.
Hmm, you can’t do that.
Weren’t you the one who said that on account of how I’ve been working hard during this period, you’d reward me with food and drinks?
If you say things you don’t mean,
I’ll be very upset.
I’ll count to three.
If you don’t take more initiative, I’ll do it myself.
Although I never bully you, being a little mischievous occasionally should be okay, right?
Three.
[ Rustling ]
Are you sure you don’t want it?
[ Kiro laughs ]
Two.
[ Kiro sighs ]
Looks like Miss Chips really isn’t afraid.
One.
I’ll be gentle.
[ Rustling ]
I promise.
[ A lot of rustling. Kiro breathes heavily. ]
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visiting his workplace on the beach - 海岛探班
[ sound of waves on the shore + footsteps ]
Miss Chips, you’re here…
Don’t worry, it’s just that today’s shoot started too early.
I’m not very tired.
…of course I’m not lying to you.
[sighs] Come, sit over here.
How is it? Isn’t it very comfortable here?
Mm, I like staying by the seaside too…
Just being under the sun and feeling the sea breeze makes me feel so happy.
[laughs] But… with Miss Chips visiting me at work, I’m even happier.
[ zipping sounds ]
Hm? This is a “visiting at work” gift for me?
Wow, it’s a coconut from here.
As expected of my Miss Chips, who knows me best in the entire world.
You actually knew that I happened to be thirsty right now.
…mm, I see the opening.
…mm, very fresh and sweet.
Come, you can try it too… mm?
Why do you need to insert another straw?
Don’t move. I’ll just hold the coconut and feed you… open your mouth.
How is it? Does it taste delicious?
Ahh I’m sorry, it spilt onto your clothes…
[ tissue wiping sounds ]
…all right, it’s just that the collar is still a little wet.
Want to loosen your collar slightly?
Maybe it’d dry a little faster.
…don’t look at me with that expression. I really didn’t do it on purpose.
[ tissue patting sounds ]
[laughs] But there’s some coconut juice at the corner of your mouth which hasn’t been wiped clean…
[ tissue wiping sounds ]
[kiss] All right, it’s clean now…
…but I realised something earlier.
And that is… coconut juice is really very sweet. It’s savoury, especially…
[kiss] Eh, why is your face suddenly so red?
I know, I know, it’s the sunlight’s fault for being so strong on the seaside…
Miss Chips’ reddish cheeks were under the sun, and it’s definitely not because she’s shy.
No, it has nothing to do with you…
I accidentally bumped into something this morning during the filming.
Mm. I’ve already applied medicine. It doesn’t hurt at all, don’t worry.
Also, the moment I see you, I immediately come back to life.
…as long as Miss Chips is by my side, it’s already the greatest show of support.
However, the most effective way of visiting me at work is actually…
Come a little closer and I’ll tell you.
[ ruffling sounds ]
[kiss] To me, this is the most effective way of visiting me at work.
[ many more kisses ]
On a contented afternoon, quietly sitting by the seaside,
Having Miss Chips beside me,
Along with her hugs and kisses…
[sighs] This kind of visits at work are what I’ve always longed for… very perfect.
[sighs] Promise me that in every film I shoot in the future,
You’ll try your best to visit the set once, okay?
Because I hope you can always participate in my life.
[laughs] …all right, I’ll take it that you’ve agreed.
Don’t worry… this place is very hidden, and no one will come…
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Sacredly Scarred: Chapter 20 || Erik Killmonger
A/N: *sighs* may or may not be the last chapter. idk. depends on y'all. Enjoy tho. 200+ if you want the next part (and if it takes forever, Imma take forever to post ch.21 lmfaoooo) PLEASE REBLOG INSTEAD OF COMMENT xx
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Warnings: Swearing, Mild Violence, Vomit Warning, Lil Itty Bitty Angst, Cliff Hanger af
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Erik’s POV
I pounded on the apartment door, eager for someone to answer.
“Erik, relax,” Yenai gasped. “You seem... Impatient.”
“Sorry, I just... Really want tea,” I mumbled. The door swung open and I was ready to pounce.
“Yenai! Erik!” 1 greeted. She looked fine... Like no sign of any injury or anything. Just an oversized yellow sweater and some leggings. “We weren’t expecting you.”
“Sorry to just barge in like this but Erik really wanted to join us for tea,” Yenai apologized, “and he insisted we come now.”
“Well tea’s not till 4,” she looked down at her watch. “But by all means, come in and join us for brunch! We’re out on the balcony.”
“Glady,” I pushed past them and onto the balcony. The other twin was out there, nibbling  lightly on a piece of toast. She wore an identical outfit to her sister, but with a blue sweater.
“Hi Erik!” She greeted. Yenai and 1 came in soon after. “Yenai too? Are you guys joining us for brunch?”
“Yup,” I said sitting across from her.
“Splendid!” 2 clapped. “Dorota! We need 2 more plates out here please!”
“So, Yenai, I’m sorry I couldn’t talk yesterday,” 1 frowned. “We were at the Marc Jacobs fashion show. They usually confiscate phones but I snuck mine in.”
“Well, it was a good thing you were dealing with fashion because I’m working with Vogue!” Yenai squealed. The twins gasped.
“No!” 2 gasped.
“OMG how?” 1 asked.
“Remember that dress I made with the tribal prints?” They nodded. “Well they saw it and loved it and now they want to add it to the Fall collection!” The 3 of them screamed and held hands.
“Congratulations!” 2 grinned.
“Yeah, we’re totes happy for you!” 1 added.
“Thanks guys!” Yenai laughed as the maid placed plates of bagels and lox in front of us. The moment Yenai saw it, she gulped. “Um... Is this raw?”
“Smoked,” 2 declared. “But very, very lightly. I hate when it’s not chewy.” Yenai started heaving.
“You good baby?” I whispered.
“Um, yeah... It’s just the smell,” she gagged. “And the look... and... I’m just gonna use the restro-” She covered her mouth and ran back into the house.
“Is she okay?” 2 asked.
“Yeah, she just has really bad food poisoning,” I said folding my arms. “So Marc Jacobs, huh? What was that like?”
“Like all the rest,” 1 rolled her eyes. “Been to one, been to them all.” I looked behind me to make sure Yenai wasn’t in ear shot.
“Does Yenai know?” I asked. They looked at each other confused.
“Know what...? About the fashion show? We just told her,” 2 raised an eyebrow.
“Cut the shit!” I hissed. “You know damn well you weren’t at no fuckin’ fashion show last night!” 1 took out her phone and opened her snapchat.
“Look from 7:30 PM until 11:29 PM we were at the fashion show then we went to the after party,” she said. “Am I missing something?”
“Now, I’m confused...” 2 frowned. “Where did you think we were?” Maybe I got it wrong... Maybe it was just a coincidence... But I was sure it was them... I sat back in my chair and look a bite of my bagel.
“Forget it,” I sighed.
“Hey, I LOVE your watch!” 1 gasped. “Rolex Chronograph right? Our dad has the exact same one!”
“Yeah, he’s been collecting since before we were born!” 2 added. “Come, we’ll show you!” They both got up and I followed them through their bedroom and into one of the closest. A giant wall full of watches was right above a smaller case with more watches.
“There are 320,” 1 spoke. “We only take them out to wear as good luck or on Sundays to have Dorota clean them.”
“It is Sunday,” I pointed out.
“Oh fuck! It is!” 2 groaned. “I’ll get Dorota.”
“I’ll go check on Yenai,” 1 said. Then they both left the closet. I looked carefully at each watch. Ther were all accounted for. Well there goes that theory... I looked around the closer which was filled top to bottom with expensive jewelry and clothes. Just as I was about leave, one of the watches in the case caught my eye. I opened the case and picked it up. It looked almost identical to mine, it just had lower case letters instead of uppercase, like most Rolex’s do... I heard footsteps so I scurried to put back the watch, causing me to fumble and drop it on the floor. I bent down to pick it up from under the case, accidentally grabbing something else instead. A brown paper bag. I slowly opened it pulling out a bloodstained shirt and a clown mask. That’s when I heard a clicking sound from behind me and someone clearing their throat. I sighed and raised my hands in surrender, getting up and facing the door. 1 had a rifle pointed to me while 2 had her arms folded across her chest.
“Pardon me sir,” 1 smirked. “You have something that belongs to us. I’d like it back.”
“I fucking knew it,” I laughed. “So you two are the little fuckers who’ve been fucking with my assignments.”
“We haven’t been messing with anything,” 2 pointed out. “We get calls and we go. The same as you.”
“So I’m just supposed to believe that you two, fucking pris and perfect, are assassins?” I laughed.
“You’re damn right!” 1 snapped. “Now give me the fucking watch!” “Fuck no! You gave this to me and I didn’t kill ya ass!”
“You shot my sister!” 1 yelled.
“Twice!” 2 growled. “In the same spot!” “Well, I was letting you go and you threw a knife at me,” I shrugged.
“Enough fucking talking!” 1 hissed. “Hand over the watch. It was my dad’s favorite.”
“Hmm... No. Fuck you,” I dropped my hands.
“I mean it!” She shouted. “Or I’ll-”
“You’ll what?” I walked over to her. “Aside from killin’ niggas I also deal in weapons. You don’t think I know a paintball gun over an actual rifle?” She sucked her teeth and dropped it.
“Fine, whatever. I had to leave our weapons at the warehouse last night to get Ayana to the hospital,” she rolled her eyes. “Just... Please give me back the watch,” she begged. “Despite all the watches on the wall, that was the only one that belong to our dad...”
“Aight, I’ll give you back the watch, under one condition,” I smirked.
“Nigga, we are not having sex with you,” 2 crossed her arms.
“If it means getting the watch back, yes the fuck we are!” 1 glared at her.
“What the fuck? No! That’s not- Never mind,” I groaned. “I’ll give you back the watch if you agree to cut off whatever nigga you workin’ wit and work for me.”
“What?” They asked together.
“You serious?” 1 asked.
“Fuck yeah, I’m serious,” I nodded. “Y’all can fight. Plus we can use y’all for baiting niggas out.”
“He’s actually serious,” 2 gasped.
“How much money you make in a week?”
“I don’t know... 200 maybe 300 grand on a good week,” 1 shrugged.
“I once made 2 mil in one night,” I told them.
“Holy fuck!” 2 exclaimed. “2 million fucking dollars? Alyssa, do we even have to pretend to think about this?”
“Hell no!” 1 laughed extended he hand. “It’s a fucking deal!” I shook her hand and took the watch off my wrist giving it to her.
“We’re in business then,” I smirked. Then Yenai walked in, looking confused and scared.
“Um... What’s going on here?” She asked, warily.
“Nothing,” the three of us said in unison.
“Yeah, okay. I’ll pretend to believe that,” she rolled her eyes. “Girls I’m sorry, but I have really bad food poisoning and I can’t keep anything down. Erik can we go back upstairs?”
“Sure thing, baby girl,” I walked over and kiss her head. “Let’s go.”
***
I’ve had a weird feeling about Yenai since the day we had brunch with the twins. And it wasn’t just from her being sick. Like now, it was day 3 and she was STILL throwing up! She had to call in sick from work, which her boss eagerly gave her. Yenai guessed that she was still embarrassed from dinner the other night. That was the last real conversation me and Yenai had... THREE DAYS AGO! Everything else was all responses and simple questions. And when they weren’t responses or questions, they were bitchy remarks or constant nagging. I came from meeting with the Twins, whose names are apparently Ayana and Alyssa, and walked into the house.
“Baby, you home?” I called out. She walked out of the bathroom.
“Where else would I be, Erik?” She rolled her eyes. I bit the inside of my cheek to stop myself from replying rudely.
“The twins made you soup,” I offered putting the bowl on the counter. “They said it helps nausea.”
“You were down there again?” She scoffed. “You’ve literally been down to see them everyday since brunch!”
“Is that a problem?” I asked, folding my arms.
“If you previously hadn’t tried to fuck them then no, it wouldn’t be,” she snapped, taking the bowl of soup and throwing it in the trash.
“Yo, the FUCK is ya problem, Yenai?” I shouted as she retreated to the bedroom. I followed her and closed the door.
“My problem Erik, is that instead of staying here and making sure that I’M okay, you’re off galavanting with MY friends!” She shouted back.
“Well maybe I’d want to be around her more if you weren’t being such a bitch to me all the fuckin’ time!”
“Oh word?! I’m a bitch now? Riiiigggghhhhttttt! Copy!” She stormed into the closet and started grabbing her clothes off the hangers. I took a deep breath and leaned against the closet door.
“What are you doing?” I groaned.
“Since I’m such a fuckin’ bitch, there’s no use in me staying, right?” She shrugged, opening a duffle bag and stuffing the clothes in.
“So first of all, ya ass don’t got a place to go, so let’s cut that shit out aight?” I took the duffle from her. “Secondly, you gon just pack a bag and leave every time we get into an argument? You gon be doin’ a lot of packin’ and unpackin’ ma, I’ll tell you that.”
“Fuck you,” she spat pushing past me, going back into the bedroom. I grabbed her wrist. “Get the fuck off me.”
“Nah, you not goin’ nowhere till we deal with this shit, Yenai. I’m not bouta keep quiet everytime you snap at me or yell wit ya stank ass attitude. We gon sit down and talk like fuckin’ adults.”
“I have nothing to say-”
“The fuck you don’t!” I snorted. “You got allat mouth when I try to help you and now you got nothin’ to say. Nah.” I wrapped my arms around her. “Tell me what’s on ya mind, baby girl.”
“Get off me,” she whispered, her voice cracking.
“No. Talk to me,” I insisted. She looked at me with tears in her eyes. “DId I do something wrong?”
“No,” she sniffled, letting tears fall. “You didn’t... I’m sorry I’ve been such a bitch...”
“It’s aight... I’m not bouta force you to tell me what’s wrong, but we can’t keep goin’ like this, Yenai...” I sighed. “When you ready, you gon tell me right?” She shut her eyes and shook her head.
“I can’t! I can’t tell you!” She cried. “I’m scared...”
“Why can’t you tell me? What’s scaring you?” I asked cautiously. She kept shaking her head, sobbing.
“I can’t...”
“Yes, you can.”
“No, I can’t! I can’t! I can’t! I can’t!”
“Yenai-”
“No, Erik! Just stop! Please!”
“Baby, please talk to me-”
“Erik!’ “Why are you so scared?!”
“BECAUSE I THINK I’M PREGNANT, OKAY?!” She screamed. I heart stopped and my blood turned cold. “...I think I’m pregnant and I’m scared...” She whispered. “I’m so fucking scared...”
~~~
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