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tw cigarettes/smoking
guys HHHHHHHH I've been really craving cigarettes again recently and I found these nicotine free ones but I can't afford them. I think I'm like dying???
#help??#its okay chat#dw#this too shall pass#i'll live probably#trust#its ab drive its ab power#we stay hungry we devour#put in the work#put in the hours#and take what's ours#guys I'm craving it so bad#and like to make it worse i can't talk ab it#so we post anonymously on tumblr :D#its chill#dallas winston coded or something#or pony ig#idek my lungs like ache for it#hard to think tbh#ignore this#if you know me irl you don't#if you saw this you didn't
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been replaying the Portal series I think this is where its heading
#i haven't drawn in like. half a month. which listen i know i don't post much here but i do draw a lot#i have another blog. but also sometimes i just don't post things. i draw for myself#just got burnt out from working on an animation final 😔#so anyway. eased myself back in with a silly comic about portal#my irl saw my shitty sketch and thought glados was painting chell which is very funny to me.#chelldos#but like. unrequited. glados is obsessed with chell. chell is not having a good time#portal#chell#GlaDOS#GlaD0S#my art#og post#1k#5k#10k#20k#yuri#shipping#edit: i made this post almost a year ago and it haunts me. theres a typo. chell is out of character.#because i couldn't come up with a good reason for her to be there in the first place#and this was a shitty ms paint replicating drawing that i did just to get back into drawing#i didn't think it would gain much attention#i was Wrong#anyway someone in the comments said this is what happens when you speedrun thats an infintely better setup for the punchline#EDIT 2: ok i fixed it fuck you
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I've seen a few posts about women and pants now and many of them are very good, and not to nitpick those posts or downplay religious sexism or anything, but I have to emphasise:
Somebody who DOESN'T live in a controlling religious country/cult/family is also affected by sexism. We all know that, right? Secular parts of the first world also have opinions about how women dress, including when it comes to trousers, especially in childhood and in institutions like schools and the workplace
Me and many people my age (20s) remember being forced into skirts, punished and shamed by parents & teachers & peers & possibly then bosses about what we wear not being feminine enough, and it wasn't by deeply religious sects. Many updates to dress codes are very new and sexist views are still in place in many institutions. Normalised societal misogyny wants women (and people they want to treat as women) to dress femininely, down to what KIND of pants they're allowed to wear (compare a pink top and jeggings to mens jeans and tell me these two women are treated the same. Hating women in pantsuits is still a sexist office joke today, and even those outfits are feminine compared to male suits, which raise eyebrows when worn by women). The women I know who wear trousers regularly are literally otherwise feminine, and all wear dresses to events.
I know trousers have become much more normalised over the past few decades in secular society (yay!! the result of many many years of effort and lawbreaking) but let's not be absolute when we talk about the pants concept lol. Especially within a larger conversation about female/transmasc/intersex/transfem masculinity and social perceptions, especially in an age of rising fascism
#you know. misogyny?#transandrophobia#you're telling me only muslims and christians experience pants based sexism. in front of my salad?#i did not have screaming arguments with my nonbeliever non church attendee parents in the 2000s to have you lot --#sexism is Not strange or rare or fringe#pretend me wearing pants from then on was societally allowed. i got a talking to at school about pants.#i was scared i would have to wear a skirt at high school in the 2010s. thankfully the one i went to was more progressive#getting clocked as the only 'girl' in class wearing trousers without at leasts wearing a skirt over it#having older female AND male relatives pick up on the lack of a skirt/dress at events#yes some people think it's normal. and some people think being gay is normal. and some people dgaf if you're foreign or whatev#but existing some ways means you have certain experiences and there are certain risks hanging over you lol#just making this post bc some of you live in some extremely progressive USA city and have forgotten normal people exist /lighthearted#mum still shows me a polka dot dress i used to wear as a baby and asks me why i don't wear dresses. some dumb dress shes kept for 20 years#she wears trousers and dungarees sometimes. but that's the thing#pants are a temporary allowance. if that's all you wear then they hate that. you have to be Feminine when they demand#your wardrobe still carries sexist necessities before people start to look at you funny#if i went to an event like a wedding in a suit people would talk (closeted to most ppl irl)#anyway.#sending telepathic strength to anyone surrounded by so called progressives who have opinions on how they dress 👉👁️👁️👈
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Peepaw Starlo struggles. Autism 2 autism communication struggles.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#frisk ut#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#dalv uty#feisty four uty#the cowboy hat draws#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.#Mostly because of being busy IRL but also because I decided on a new rendering method#Aaaand it was ten times as time consuming and I don't like the end result at all. LMAO. You live and learn I suppose#I hope this is comprehensible um. I think a lot about Starlo being so used to understanding Clover easily and being one of their favorites#And going to Frisk and 1. not really understanding how they communicate and 2. feeling like he isn't their favorite LOL#Idk how well that reads but! Peepaw Starlo musings#Starlo tries his best and doesn't always get it right but he's in a better place now#I know Clover's absence feels very strange here but I just couldn't find a place to put them oops.#Drawing this made me realize I really gotta practice my backgrounds. Hough. Definitely in the new year!#Also I haven't played poker in years so anything that's wrong? Uh monster poker is different. Yup. Thumbs up emoji
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If anyone is interested, please feel free to light a digital candle through Illuminate. I got a name a few years back, and it's a name I won't forget. May every name we have found be a blessing. May their names never be forgotten. May we never forget.
Never again means now.
#jumblr#yom hashoah#shoah tw#this is a very small thing but i think it's a good digital project in the sense that it connects you with a name - a person#and gives you information - however scant - that is connected with them#i know many people have probably shared this but i still wanted to share#never again#i don't think i can attend the irl yom hashoah event near me tomorrow and it's kind of gutting me a little#but the person whose name i lit a digital candle for had... such little information we know. it aches my heart#i hope we continually find names and information about the people we gave found already. may we never ever forget them all#it causes so much anguish that there are names and people we may never know about#or information about people we will never know. i know g-d has not forgotten them i just... i wish we could know too
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the sleep watcher
#bojere#i'm a little sos about posting this but ahh well i've drawn weirder so i'll just throw it here#if you know me irl no you don't!!!
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You should plan on doing a meet and greet one day!
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#I think you don't fully realize how far away from everything I live#Finland as a country is pretty remote from most places#and my home town is remote by Finnish standards#I'd actually love to go to a con for at least once but I'm in the middle of nowhere and travelling is expensive time consuming and stressful#and I have both intense social anxiety and fear of crowds so I don't know how that would pan out#but it was a cute thought!#it's nice to think that there's people out there who might see me as someone worth meeting irl#answered#anonymous#relive the lost franklin expedition by coming to see me in the arctic
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not tadc art BUT i just realized you guys have never seen the giant ceramic lps i made in senior year of high school and i need to show her off like look at her... my darling girl... posing with the original i based her off of for size comparison
she is very obviously made by human hands [lumpy] but that is part of her charm and you cannot convince me otherwise
and since her head and body are separate, she can turn her head in all directions just like the real deal!!
okay that is all. you have seen her now back to your normal programming
#i made her for a project where you had to size up a small household item and i was like would a toy count and they told me to go for it#also don't make fun of me for she/her ing a sculpture the original lps was my favorite as a kid so she is very much a full being to me#littlest pet shop#ceramics#my art#btw don't expect more ceramics i had a lot of fun with this but i have not had the time or resources since to do anything like this#anddd if you know me irl and recognize her uh. shhhhh .
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FUCK this blog was created solely to drive me up the wall I’m convinced. read through those two other anonymous asks like it was the morning newspaper now I’m trapped thinking about ford both being edged so much that he’s reduced to a begging mess, one of the rarer circumstances where he’s not very composed - and then also having him looking up at you with so much earnest trust and a candidly relaxed disposition. mmmm edging him but being sincerely sweet to him through it, kissing his forehead and urging him in a honeyed voice “just hold out for a little longer, honey”
My master plan is working, I'm driving you all to madness and draining your life force.
God.
He'd stare up at Reader, all glassy-eyed and disoriented, hair ruffled and flushed pink, glasses askew as he tried to catch his breath, and then he'd beg.
Softly, barely audible, but just enough for you to hear.
He'd ask politely; a few quiet little please's until you encouraged gently for him to say it louder and then he'd do as requested and speak up. He'd address you with whatever preferred title or moniker you have and then ask again "please, just let me, please," and you'd deny him because of course you would.
And you'd smile when he made the same sound he always does when he gets despondent in this position: that soft, borderline-devastated sob in the back of his throat. His brows would knit together, upturned in despair, and he'd groan, but you'd both know how much he was enjoying himself.
You'd know because once he'd gotten done playing up his agony, once you'd soothed him and cooed over him, stroked his hair and kissed his face and told him how lovely he was, his expression would melt into a look of absolute devotion.
He'd stare up at you with those big, dark eyes and his faux-upset would dissolve into an expression of such utter trust and tenderness that you'd have to take a moment to check that your heart hadn't seized up and stopped.
And then, because you're a soft touch when it comes to him, you'd let him have his release and you'd commit every sound and moment to memory as he let go.
#yes i am normal and can be trusted around that old man#i am definitely not feeling a type of way tonight#don't fucking look at me if you know me irl when you see me write shit like this okay LMAO#bites fist#asks#anon#ford asks#ford pines x reader#stanford pines x reader#reader insert
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[asmr boyfriend voice] woof woof bark bark
#hermitaday#rendog#rendog fanart#hermitblr#hermitcraft fanart#ren#my art#did i ever tell you guys me getting mcyt at all was because i watched lizzies last life pov late at night while i was sick#and ren just. stole my heart#i knew nothing about him or hermitcraft at a time i was just like this guy is so fucking weird. i need to know more#and when i searched him up the first thing i got was the inappropriate compilation#really good first impression. never recovered from it#so yeah my mental state currently is rendogs fault#anyway ive always kinda had trouble drawing him. had to pull up alot of references for this one but i think this is the happiest ive been#-with his design.#idk what it is. i think it's partially because rens got a very model like face irl and im intimidated. guy could be selling watches.#the beard + glasses combo also messes with me i think#he always looks so accursed before i slap the facial hair on him#uhhh i don't think i have any other thoughts to say. good boy good boy goodboy good boy good boy#i might make a postmortem on hadm later on rn im tired. would be fun i think. id get to finish my scrapbook
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Someone says oh I love men in books because they're so amazing to the woman they love, all the things they say are so romantic and they would burn the world for her, they respect her and all, men written by women>>>>>>. And then someone in the comments says yes! like in Haunting Adeline, Xane the love of my life! -_- ...
#jabbernaty#I will never understand people#I don't care he's fictional#if he does all those horrible things I don't give a shit he has abs#and those who write that they'd love to meet someone like those characters irl scare me#sorry guys; today you only get the whining post xD#it's because I'm editing my story and I'm wondering if my MMC isn't too bad of a person but also is he too much of a marshmallow?#if you know what I mean#would anyone like him?#I have a crisis; can't do much about it
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Colson Baker (aka Machine Gun Kelly) | December 2021
#colson baker#machine gun kelly#mgk#mgkedit#words of wisdom right here okay#I've never made gifs of him before... mainly because I'm not a strong enough soldier to deal with the intense hate this man gets online tbh#but this has just been sitting with me for awhile now#the way it seems like everyone (mostly online but also irl) expects other people to always be perfect#to always have the most correct and perfect opinion. or always put out the best image of themselves.#or share the most perfect version of their art#to immediately know how to properly execute a new skill#what happened to growing together and encouraging growth in others?#we shouldn't be scared to be seen TRYING#and responding to people who don't have it all figured out yet with just hate or mockery doesn't encourage growth or change#I'll stop now thank you for coming to my ted talk#my gifs#I’m gonna queue this up for a random day and forget about it I’m sure#queued post
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Do you have a NSFW account? 👀
OH no, unfortunately not :( idk where one would even post nsfw art nowadays I'm old :(( here, have this Family Friendly piece of art I did some time ago for The Council<3
Gay fish and his gay boyfriend
#i feel dirty posting this#on my christian tumblr page💔#people who know me irl no you don't#siren cherik au#cherik siren au#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#vee drew that#art#ask#anonymous#vee.txt
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okay. so maybe i did draw mildly MILDLY suggestive content. so WHAT. fuck you guys
idek if this is good but it took ages and im tired so take it
bill using affection as a reward and getting ford addicted to his touch and praise so he works harder. you agree. reblog
#I HAD TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM OKAY IT'S BEEN PLAGUING MY CONSCIOUSNESS#FOR FAR TOO LONG#if you know me irl. no you don't.#UGHGH ANYWAY!!!#gravity falls#ford pines#bill cipher#billford#cecil's scribbles#suggestive#MAYBE#i am literally fighting demons to post this im#hhh. whatever
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I could be having so much fun rn if I didn't fumble conversions like it's my profession
#like its hella sad i dont even try to self isolate i just do it completely on accident#cuz im just so hilariously fucking bad a talking to people online#like this is specifically an online problem ive got hella rizz irl but i can just not translate that shit thru text#i get so up in my head about texting for no damn reason like its insane how anxious and perfectionists i get about it#but then irl things are so much easier so many more cues and vibes to play off of and its easier to tell if someone is just humoring me#or if ive made a social faux pas#there are so many rules online that I don't know and accidentally breaking one is like stepping on a bomb#cuz people are more likely to just lie to you and then ghost you or talk shit than just say something about it#idek im just rambling atp I just want things to be easier
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Don’t you want me like I want you, baby ?
Don’t you need me like I need you now ?
#੭﹕ ̊ ̟ ꒷꒦ howling .ᐟ#੭﹕ ̊ ̟ ꒷꒦ growling .ᐟ#SLEEP TOMORROW BUT TONIGHT GO CRAZY !!!! ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS JUST MEET ME AT THE APATEU APATEU !#I love this song a lot !!!#irl yandere#irl yan#irl darling#obsessive yandere#yanblr#yancore#obsessive#yandere#yandere bf#yan boy#bpd yandere#yan blog#actual yandere#yandere tendencies#yandere thoughts#actually obsessive#obsessive boy#obsessive love#obslove#actually yandere#yandere male#yandere community#obsessive thoughts#yan irl#yande.re#New dividers. . !?! I don't know how to feel about them yet
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