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tw cigarettes/smoking
guys HHHHHHHH I've been really craving cigarettes again recently and I found these nicotine free ones but I can't afford them. I think I'm like dying???
#help??#its okay chat#dw#this too shall pass#i'll live probably#trust#its ab drive its ab power#we stay hungry we devour#put in the work#put in the hours#and take what's ours#guys I'm craving it so bad#and like to make it worse i can't talk ab it#so we post anonymously on tumblr :D#its chill#dallas winston coded or something#or pony ig#idek my lungs like ache for it#hard to think tbh#ignore this#if you know me irl you don't#if you saw this you didn't
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been replaying the Portal series I think this is where its heading
#i haven't drawn in like. half a month. which listen i know i don't post much here but i do draw a lot#i have another blog. but also sometimes i just don't post things. i draw for myself#just got burnt out from working on an animation final 😔#so anyway. eased myself back in with a silly comic about portal#my irl saw my shitty sketch and thought glados was painting chell which is very funny to me.#chelldos#but like. unrequited. glados is obsessed with chell. chell is not having a good time#portal#chell#GlaDOS#GlaD0S#my art#og post#1k#5k#10k#20k#edit: i made this post almost a year ago and it haunts me. theres a typo. chell is out of character.#because i couldn't come up with a good reason for her to be there in the first place#and this was a shitty ms paint replicating drawing that i did just to get back into drawing#i didn't think it would gain much attention#i was Wrong#anyway someone in the comments said this is what happens when you speedrun thats an infintely better setup for the punchline#EDIT 2: ok i fixed it fuck you
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If anyone is interested, please feel free to light a digital candle through Illuminate. I got a name a few years back, and it's a name I won't forget. May every name we have found be a blessing. May their names never be forgotten. May we never forget.
Never again means now.
#jumblr#yom hashoah#shoah tw#this is a very small thing but i think it's a good digital project in the sense that it connects you with a name - a person#and gives you information - however scant - that is connected with them#i know many people have probably shared this but i still wanted to share#never again#i don't think i can attend the irl yom hashoah event near me tomorrow and it's kind of gutting me a little#but the person whose name i lit a digital candle for had... such little information we know. it aches my heart#i hope we continually find names and information about the people we gave found already. may we never ever forget them all#it causes so much anguish that there are names and people we may never know about#or information about people we will never know. i know g-d has not forgotten them i just... i wish we could know too
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the sleep watcher
#bojere#i'm a little sos about posting this but ahh well i've drawn weirder so i'll just throw it here#if you know me irl no you don't!!!
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You should plan on doing a meet and greet one day!
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#I think you don't fully realize how far away from everything I live#Finland as a country is pretty remote from most places#and my home town is remote by Finnish standards#I'd actually love to go to a con for at least once but I'm in the middle of nowhere and travelling is expensive time consuming and stressful#and I have both intense social anxiety and fear of crowds so I don't know how that would pan out#but it was a cute thought!#it's nice to think that there's people out there who might see me as someone worth meeting irl#answered#anonymous#relive the lost franklin expedition by coming to see me in the arctic
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not tadc art BUT i just realized you guys have never seen the giant ceramic lps i made in senior year of high school and i need to show her off like look at her... my darling girl... posing with the original i based her off of for size comparison
she is very obviously made by human hands [lumpy] but that is part of her charm and you cannot convince me otherwise
and since her head and body are separate, she can turn her head in all directions just like the real deal!!
okay that is all. you have seen her now back to your normal programming
#i made her for a project where you had to size up a small household item and i was like would a toy count and they told me to go for it#also don't make fun of me for she/her ing a sculpture the original lps was my favorite as a kid so she is very much a full being to me#littlest pet shop#ceramics#my art#btw don't expect more ceramics i had a lot of fun with this but i have not had the time or resources since to do anything like this#anddd if you know me irl and recognize her uh. shhhhh .
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[asmr boyfriend voice] woof woof bark bark
#hermitaday#rendog#rendog fanart#hermitblr#hermitcraft fanart#ren#my art#did i ever tell you guys me getting mcyt at all was because i watched lizzies last life pov late at night while i was sick#and ren just. stole my heart#i knew nothing about him or hermitcraft at a time i was just like this guy is so fucking weird. i need to know more#and when i searched him up the first thing i got was the inappropriate compilation#really good first impression. never recovered from it#so yeah my mental state currently is rendogs fault#anyway ive always kinda had trouble drawing him. had to pull up alot of references for this one but i think this is the happiest ive been#-with his design.#idk what it is. i think it's partially because rens got a very model like face irl and im intimidated. guy could be selling watches.#the beard + glasses combo also messes with me i think#he always looks so accursed before i slap the facial hair on him#uhhh i don't think i have any other thoughts to say. good boy good boy goodboy good boy good boy#i might make a postmortem on hadm later on rn im tired. would be fun i think. id get to finish my scrapbook
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Someone says oh I love men in books because they're so amazing to the woman they love, all the things they say are so romantic and they would burn the world for her, they respect her and all, men written by women>>>>>>. And then someone in the comments says yes! like in Haunting Adeline, Xane the love of my life! -_- ...
#jabbernaty#I will never understand people#I don't care he's fictional#if he does all those horrible things I don't give a shit he has abs#and those who write that they'd love to meet someone like those characters irl scare me#sorry guys; today you only get the whining post xD#it's because I'm editing my story and I'm wondering if my MMC isn't too bad of a person but also is he too much of a marshmallow?#if you know what I mean#would anyone like him?#I have a crisis; can't do much about it
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Colson Baker (aka Machine Gun Kelly) | December 2021
#colson baker#machine gun kelly#mgk#mgkedit#words of wisdom right here okay#I've never made gifs of him before... mainly because I'm not a strong enough soldier to deal with the intense hate this man gets online tbh#but this has just been sitting with me for awhile now#the way it seems like everyone (mostly online but also irl) expects other people to always be perfect#to always have the most correct and perfect opinion. or always put out the best image of themselves.#or share the most perfect version of their art#to immediately know how to properly execute a new skill#what happened to growing together and encouraging growth in others?#we shouldn't be scared to be seen TRYING#and responding to people who don't have it all figured out yet with just hate or mockery doesn't encourage growth or change#I'll stop now thank you for coming to my ted talk#my gifs#I’m gonna queue this up for a random day and forget about it I’m sure#queued post
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okay. so maybe i did draw mildly MILDLY suggestive content. so WHAT. fuck you guys
idek if this is good but it took ages and im tired so take it
bill using affection as a reward and getting ford addicted to his touch and praise so he works harder. you agree. reblog
#I HAD TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM OKAY IT'S BEEN PLAGUING MY CONSCIOUSNESS#FOR FAR TOO LONG#if you know me irl. no you don't.#UGHGH ANYWAY!!!#gravity falls#ford pines#bill cipher#billford#cecil's scribbles#suggestive#MAYBE#i am literally fighting demons to post this im#hhh. whatever
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Today's a special day innit 🏳️🌈
#ok I wasn't going to post this today but bbc sherlock is also trending so now's the fuckin time I guess#BUT IM GONNA POST AN ACD DRAWING TOO OK#none of my friends better be in the Sherlock Holmes tag today#if you recognise my style and know me irl no you don't turn off your phone and stay off Tumblr you're NOT allowed to follow me#bbc sherlock#johnlock#sherlock holmes#fan art
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I could be having so much fun rn if I didn't fumble conversions like it's my profession
#like its hella sad i dont even try to self isolate i just do it completely on accident#cuz im just so hilariously fucking bad a talking to people online#like this is specifically an online problem ive got hella rizz irl but i can just not translate that shit thru text#i get so up in my head about texting for no damn reason like its insane how anxious and perfectionists i get about it#but then irl things are so much easier so many more cues and vibes to play off of and its easier to tell if someone is just humoring me#or if ive made a social faux pas#there are so many rules online that I don't know and accidentally breaking one is like stepping on a bomb#cuz people are more likely to just lie to you and then ghost you or talk shit than just say something about it#idek im just rambling atp I just want things to be easier
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*eats recycled cardboard* Won't be the last time they both experience suicidal ideation too T_T
#luz noceda#toh hunter#the owl house#luz and hunter are siblings#thanks to them#eclipse lake#out of morbid curiosity and for art research I've been watching interviews with cult survivors on YT#it's kinda screwed up T_T how it wears a person's mental health down#I know Luz wasn't in a cult but the show's grand cult leader tormented her so much. the way he left her hollowed out T_T#but yeah survivors' mental health takes the extra dive after they leave or escape. which is the saddest thing really#suicidal ideation tw#don't get me started on how Hunter's body was violated: it's *actually* closer to home than not with cults IRL..it's grim#also gonna put --#csa mention#-- in the tags just in case#both of them were...murdered..if you think about it
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a lesson on good karma digimon survive week 2024 day 4: supporting characters
#digimon#gomamon#digimon survive#survive week#survive week 2024#rambling ahead. you don't have to read the tags beyond bc there's nothing that important tbh... you can just look at the art...#exhausted from being out and doing housework yesterday. then got a last-minute job with very urgent deadline today#finished everything but yeah basically i did anything but art so#irl do be like that aint it#anyway it's been a long time since i played survive and my memory isn't that good#but i always remember the part where we had to protect the gomamon#and later they showed us a path via the dam allowing the team to continue exploring#it reminded me of just how important it is to be nice and do good things whenever and wherever possible#and be mindful with the not-so-good things you do and say#be it good or bad. karma is real even if you don't know when it will get back at you#and you know in visual novel settings. whatever choice you make really determines what happens later on#yeah believe it or not i end up thinking stuff like that by helping a bunch of adorable seal mons...#mmm i'm officially behind now so i might as well take my time while also rest a bit haha ;;#this week has been fun with survive week tho fr. even though i came in unprepared (when will i change)#gotta keep surviving#png
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i love my irl friends and i have very genuine friendships HOWEVER because none of them share any of my interests my entire life i've felt like there's this whole part of me which is reserved for my online friends and tumblr dash that must be tucked away in real life conversation at all costs. like they know i'm on tumblr but i know if any of them saw my vast collection of contemplative posts about random YA books i'm too emotionally invested in they would find it incomprehensible and because of that i sometimes feel like no one Actually Knows Me. does anyone else experience this or does everyone here have friends that don't require them to do a really great approximation of a neurotypical person
#and it's not like i don't have friends who share interests w me but the way we engage with them is just very different#like sometimes i read about people on here doing DnD sessions with their friends irl and i'm like YOU KNOW PEOPLE IRL WHO ARE THE SAME?#i remember a few months ago randomly finding out this acquaintance of mine read tsc and my entire mind just being blown#like. that's possible. someone in the meatspace who knows the things i'm insane about. blew my fucking mind#personal
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lowkey think that if jorge really wanted to sell us on the "odysseus is a monster thing" he should have had odysseus continue to stab poseidon even after he begged. bc like. Looking at odysseus now? he's less a monster and more like a morally grey protagonist. All of his questionable actions have pretty good explanations behind them. if you want to tell me he's a MONSTER, you need him to do something really fucking vile. without good justification. killing the baby? (also. he fought in a war. i reckon plenty of babies died indirectly as a result of his actions somehow) zeus literally told him he and his family would die otherwise. blinding the cyclops? pretty self-explanatory. sacrificing the men to scylla? bad, but has an understandable reason behind it and you can theoretically justify it. choosing the crew to die? saving his own life+you could argue they are the ones at fault for eating the cows anyway. torturing poseidon? there's literally no other way poseidon would let him go at that point AND he immediately stops after he begs.
point is, if you're going to tell me a character is a monster then at least make them do something that cannot be defended. something that CANNOT be justified at all. continuing to stab poseidon after being begged would have done that. but who knows, maybe the suitors being killed will be shown as something like that? still unlikely though considering they plot to kill telemachus and rape penelope.
#and like. i KNOW people will say killing the crew was not justifiable at all#and true! if this was irl theres no way id defend him doing that#but in fiction the morals of killing are a lot more wishy washy and it's easier to forgive or justify it#because its fiction and we naturally don't feel the same we would if someone was actually dying#which is why if you truly want to sell a character being a 'monster' you need to have#a kick the puppy moment? i cant think of a name rn#but essentially a moment where the character does something that is unnecessarily cruel and evil and excessive+cannot be justified#ody doesnt rlly have that imo?#anyway dont rip me to shreds please#odysseus#epic the musical#meta
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