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hope you’re having a lovely day!! 💕
Oh this is a GOOD ONE. Thanks Viv!!! (Prompt from this post)
“Unfortunately, Raphael comes and goes on his own schedule, so we’ll just have to look out for any sulfurous odors or the sound of questionable poetry.” That got you to smile. He smiled back, and reached out to hold your elbows lightly. “You will help me, won’t you, darling?” “Of course I will,” you said, bending up to kiss his cheek. You felt him flinch beneath your lips. “Are you sure everything is alright? You seem awfully on edge.” “Me? On edge? Of course not!” His voice pitched up uncharacteristically and broke at the end. “I don’t know why that came out all squeaky because really,” he cleared his throat and lowered his voice comically, “I’m fine.”
Awkward, avoidant Astarion is simply so much fun to write 🤩
Hope you're having a lovely day as well!!!
#and yes the last piece of dialogue is a reference to something#if you can guess i'll be SO excited#i mainly added it to make myself and my beta giggle#beauty and the bard#emma blabs#my writing#astarion#astarion x you#astarion x tav#astarion x reader#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3 fanfic#mine#tag game#deathly ass part 1#i want to live#working title#vividiana#answered#thanks for the ask!
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#magneto#professor x#snap sketches#fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK#at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss#but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL#but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically#and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide#ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it#im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles#we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!
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I HAVE RETURNED!!! 💃🎉✨
#Hey guyyyys 😭#I'm finally back!!#How have y'all been??? 😁#Man... I've been logged in for five minutes and can already tell I've missed so much RIP ☠️#I feel like I've been gone for 300 years or so#I have admittedly no idea how I'm gonna catch up 🙇♀️😅#Guess I'll have to go little by little!#This may take a little while 🥲#I'll do my best to answer messages and see what you've all been up to! 🤗#But just so you guys know; I'm very excited to be back once more 😎💗#I've missed you all! ☺️#💖💖💖
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I want to up my nail game and start/teach myself makeup and beauty stuff to combat dysphoria and feel good about my body and looks for once in my life but with the stuff ask added in my amazon cart it's like $410 after delivery and taxes and everything and I really want it and it last me a really long time, probably a year at least, but gotdamn 😩 being beautiful and feeling good as a woman sure is expensive as fuck
#I'll probably just wait until i get another sensitivity gig that actually allows me to splurge on myself for once#and then ill be so happy and confident about my gender instead of dysphoric#but good things come to those who wait i guess#I'm looking forward to the day I can teach myself makeup and be confident and happy in my appearance#especially now that my siblings know I'm trans and love me anyways b 🥺💖#I'm so excited to actually start living and exploring what it means to be me fully and authentically#anyways if you wanna commission me or whatever so I can combat dysphoria with makeup and nail stuff you know where to find me#IN HELL#ok anyways ilu all losers and I hope everyone is thriving and having a good day
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I just love how you can tell that Hille is super excited and happy to be in Japan. Like he doesn't write texts or anything but just the amount of stuff he puts in his story very much tells zu everything you need to know
#ski jumping#like I can imagine him so well being excited for the dragon statue#it makes me very much happy to at least be able to guess that he's happy#i don't remember him posting much during the last off season#so this is really a blessing#i just like knowing that they are doing well#like Stephan and Markus as well#they looked so happy on the last pictures they posted#:)#can you tell from my yapping that I'm also very happy#Yesterday was my last school day#so now only the exams are left#and considering that I'll take english art and german as written exams (so that I have like two months to study for maths) I'll#have a pretty chill time as it stands now#(I might post some stuff from the Mottowoche)#not sure if I'm happy with all the pictures#(though there are tiktoks by a classmate#i think the handle is mausdotcom#if you wanna see some stuff)#i'm in two of the videos#we didn't film any on the last two days#die Luft war raus#but yeah#this is very much just me yapping in the tags here
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Reasons Why I Need a Sexy JoongDunk BL
If you know me, then you’ll know that it’s actually kind of funny that I’m asking for this. Me. A sex-repulsed leaning asexual who, for the most part, tends to stay away from (overly) sexy and/or horny series. And yet I really want a sexy JoongDunk series. A messy, Only Friends-type of series even, perhaps.
Make no mistake, though. I don’t actually want it for me, oh no. No, I want a sexy JoongDunk series for them, for their sake. Because I feel like they’d have a whole lot of fun with it.
And here’s why I think so:
Reason #1: Dum Dum
Definitely the most obvious reason, but the LOL Fanfest Dum Dum performance: the fact that the choreography was like That. And the fact that it was their idea to switch up who bites who for day 2:
Not to mention the fact that Dunk actually bit Joong for real:
I'm just saying, they wanted “hot and sexy”, they chose this:
Reason #2: “We’ve never done this before”
The way they kept bringing up how Hidden Agenda is more mature than Star in My Mind and how there were scenes that they’d never done before*, it seemed to have been a big deal for them.
*see here for some eng subs (this video is unfortunately heavily edited)
Reason #3: “Favorite episode of Hidden Agenda? Episode 8!!”
The way Joong immediately said episode 8 was his favorite, smiling expectantly at Dunk...
...and then was very adamant when Dunk couldn’t decide between episodes 7 and 8:
Considering their comments of how “episode 8 is special” because they’ve “never done anything like this before”... Well, dare I bet it’s their favorite episode because of the ending specifically. Unless maybe they were particularly excited about the stalker story line. I don’t think they’d done that before either.
Reason #4: Ep8 watch party live on Instagram
The way they actually sat down and went live on Instagram in order to watch, react to, and comment on the entirety of episode 8.
And considering Dunk’s comment at the beginning of this live about how it’s “something we've never done before” I’m absolutely convinced they chose ep8 to react to specifically because of the ending lmao. Unless, of course, they were extremely hyped about the stalker plot. There were no creepy stalker plots in Star in My Mind, nor do I remember any significant stalking in Joong’s other works. Or maybe the two of them were referring to the scene where Zo bites Joke’s arm. I don’t remember any biting from Star in My Mind, so who knows, it might be that. What else was special in ep8? Oh right, Joke punched the stalker. That can’t have been the “we’ve never done this before” thing, though, considering Joong was literally in a Mafia series before. Also, he punched Pepper in Star in My Mind. My theory still stands.
Reason #5: “It was more intense than this”
In that instagram live they also dropped that a lot was cut from that scene and that it was supposed to be more intense than this. Uh, boys...? What kind of choreography did y’all on set come up with for this scene exactly??
(I can’t stop laughing at Dunk's face when he agrees with Joong saying that a lot was cut. He looks like he suddenly bit into a very sour lemon lmao)
In conclusion:
Clearly they had a lot of fun with the Dum Dum performance and it seems that they were very excited about getting to do something more mature with Hidden Agenda, and also getting the the chance to do something that they’ve “never done before” in ep8 specifically. So my point stands: I think they’d have a blast playing a sexy series together. I want it for them.
Bonus: Vampire BL
Bonus points if this sexy JoongDunk BL that I’m asking for is a vampire BL!! Here’s why:
You can find a more extensive list of vampire mentions in my JoongDunk Vampire Mentions Masterpost here.
#actually i think they'd have a blast on only friends ngl#i think they would totally have been up for it#airenyah plappert#joongdunk#adrm#sexy joongdunk vampire bl#i actually meant to upload this on sunday but then i ended up much longer than expected with my uni assignments rip#at least i've managed to get this done BEFORE gmmtv2024 tho so that's something i guess#also it doesn't actually need to be in 2024 tbh#i'll take one 2025 too#i'd also be excited to see them work apart from one another in separate projects#but. i need this at some point in the next 3ish years#@gmmtv do you hear me? ได้ยินไหมคะ#justice for joongdunk#edit: i made this post BEFORE gmmtv 2024 part 1#so waaaaay before part 2 dropped the announcement for the heart killers#and can i just say...#you know how i'm using only friends out of all shows as an example here in this post?#i mean... did i speak jd being in a jojo show into existence with this post?? did actually i manifest it???? LOVE that for me ngl dkfjdjfjf#i hope they get to have some fun during the shoot <3333#i mean we DO know that august 22nd 2024 was an unforgettable day for them and dunk did drop they were filming sth spicy that day so!! djjdjf
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does this make sense do you guys get this
#ieytd#crackpost#am i tagging all these guys#i guess i am#john juniper#commander solaris#the fabricator#dr zor#hivemind#roxana prism#the only reason i made this chart is because of hivemind i'll be honest#the only difference between zor's evil laugh and john's is that john does it for the sake of the bit#zor does it because they're a little freak and can't contain their malicious excitement sometimes#prism does NOT have an evil laugh she's built differently. she just gets happy in a normal way.#her ass is not beating the good-at-heart allegations#fabby and solaris are just canon i don't need to explain them.#can you believe they're the only two to evil laugh in canon. its so sad. gay people get everything these days
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Ok, alright, maybe I have a problem. But I was watching Agatha All Along with my family (because they haven't seen it yet), and we got to episode 7, and they managed to completely ruin the final scenes. They were obnoxious all episode long but oh my god. Between my brother making inane comments, my mother asking about stuff that is literally happening on the screen, my father having to rewind every two lines because he doesn't hear what they're saying (but he doesn't want hearing aids, and he won't turn on subtitles, because 'he can hear just fine'), they managed to ruin the entire emotional payoff of the episode. When I first watched it I was glued to the screen watching Lilia's death and my father had the audacity to stop the episode right as the final song started playing to ask my brother to fetch him some dessert. Thank god I can watch the stuff I like by myself because I would literally go crazy if I had to experience every piece of media like this.
#they didn't even appreciate the rio = death reveal. jesus fucking christ.#i just. don't understand. they don't even pretend to be involved with the story they just put it on so they can say they've watched it ig?#of course they don't remember what happens one episode from another like dude maybe if you actually paid attention to the story you'd know#this is just a silly rant but also i am. in a very real way. SO ticked off. like why watch it if they don't care about it???#i'll just rewatch it by myself i guess#and i was so excited to see their reactions! i was looking forward to it! and this is what they give back! jesus!!!!!#i literally cannot wait to move lmao i can't deal with this stuff much longer#agatha all along#personal#to delete later
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eva green is a native french speaker???
#aw shit. man. like. ah fuck#guess who discovered the french les trois mousquetaires adaptation from 2023 is on hoopla 😏#and am now watching it because someone in the tag said milady gets a different ending and i want to know what it isssss#i might hate it though so don't get excited. but eva green is in it...playing milady...AND SPEAKING FRENCH????#dear lord my body was already ready#how much more ready can it possibly be#me @ me: eva green isn't gonna fuck you#eva green#les trois mousquetaires#my posts#there's also a dubbed version and since eva green is also a fluent english speaker i assume she dubs herself?#but i'm watching with the original french audio because you know what has been so annoying lately.#i've actually been looking for french movies/shows to improve my oral comprehension but it's so hard to find them????#they've all be dubbed into english???? that defeats the purpose guys 😩#what's funny though is even the version with the original french audio on hoopla still caters toward an english-speaking audience#they've replaced all the onscreen text with english. the only subtitles are in english#but it's better than all english so i'll take it i guess
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Gonna be doing session 0 for a dnd campaign my friend has been working on in a couple days.
(BTW if anyone has any TTRPG roleplaying/acting tips/advice, it has been like four years since I did a campaign as a player and not a GM so uhh if you have any advice I would appreciate it)
#telekitnetic's silly mind box#IM SO EXCITED EEEEE#maybe I'll drop doodles I make during the session. I'm very excited to meet the other players' characters#you can probably guess which chara im gonna use
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I want to visit a place i've been thinking about visiting for several months now but that's scary
#in order for things to change i need to start doing new things or doing them differently (or at least more new things than i've done so far)#but that means entering new situations but also if i never go out and meet new people i will never escape this state#but also i don't know what to expect because i've never been to a place like this where you can just hang out with others#and when i think about it it's kind of exciting but also it's still scary#so uh. ok i think i can do this i'm just worried that right before i'm planning to go i will get scared again and then won't go and-#ok i'm already catastrophizing over how bad it will feel if i fail even though it might not happen. classic#ok whatever. if i don't go i'll never know if it would have been a good idea and led to something good#or great even. so i guess i need to do this. even if it's scary#goosepost
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I've only just started chapter 3 of Gaiden but I am absolutely obsessed with the theme of powerlessness and how it's conveyed within the game.
I can't help but notice how often Kiryu says he 'doesn't have a choice' when doing pretty much anything. Even if it's in super banal, low-stakes interactions like doing something for Akame, he's constantly stating that he feels as if he has no agency in his current situation.
In the previous Kiryu Saga games, Kiryu is painfully aware of the consequences of his actions, but he still regards them as choices that he made; not something he was forced into.
His status as a Daidoji agent has basically beaten him into submission. He'll occasionally try to fight against this absolute control over him, but he's eventually returned to his position as a pawn in this huge, shadowy organization. The Daidoji are the first organization/power structure that managed to get control over Kiryu's tendency to burn shit to the ground and good god do they take advantage of that.
But then Kiryu's also painfully aware that this is the reality he asked for. Not only does he outright say this multiple times, but he's telling others that 'they started this' when they're confronting him and it's so obvious that he's talking to himself.
He's constantly bouncing between feeling miserable and powerless and then resenting these feelings and berating himself for having them in the first place. He's grasping at any sliver of control he can still have over his life, not to find meaning in his new existence, but to further punish and abuse himself.
I can't remember the exact post, but I saw someone describe Gaiden as a love letter to the Kiryu Saga and that's the best way to describe it, I think.
Kiryu's arc in his games is an incredibly slow car crash where we witness in painful detail how incapable he is of permanently leaving his life as yakuza to protect his family.
He has this almost codependent relationship with the Tojo Clan and feels a compulsive urge to get involved in the constant crises happening.
Of course, there were outside factors that were trying to pull him into these conflicts. Everyone believes that he's the only one who can fix everything. Kiryu's name carries power. Isn't it disgustingly selfish to refuse to get involved when he was the one who chose the clan's chairmen?
How could he refuse to deliver a single letter after the 5th chairman was shot right in front of him?
How could he ignore the people threatening to take his orphanage away from him and his kids?
How could he tell his daughter that she can't become an idol because of his past?
How could he justify staying alive when it did nothing but bring harm to his family?
What choice did he have?
But remember, you chose this, Kiryu.
#Ughhhhh Gaiden's so fucking good you guys.#I'm both super excited for Infinite Wealth and absolutely terrified of what's gonna happen.#I can just tell it's gonna fuck me up.#Guess we'll see how much damage Gaiden does first :')#I also find it interesting how Kashiwagi seems to be more of a parental figure in Kiryu's life than Kazama.#I'll probably write something more detailed later but Kiryu has a line at the end of the ChatGPT quest where he mentions Kashiwagi#and I thought it was interesting that he was more concerned with making Kashiwagi mad than Kazama.#Almost as if Kazama wasn't around as much as Kashiwagi.#yakuza analysis#kiryu kazuma#like a dragon gaiden spoilers#yakuza 6 spoilers#tagging is kinda weird since the Yakuza series got rebranded lol. Obviously 'Like a Dragon' fits better than 'Yakuza'#since all our protags leave the Yakuza like. Immediately.#But I feel like in a few years there's gonna be a divide between people who are new to the series and the pre-rebrand fans tagging-wise.#all us moldy oldies are gonna be using the 'Yakuza' tag while the other half of the fandom is tagging everything with 'LAD'#But it's always fun to watch fandoms evolve and change so I guess we'll see!
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Just finished The Silt Verses episode 41 and am now inconsolable at 3 in the morning with work in 6 hours. Yes I know better than to listen to The Silt Verses at bedtime, but the dark and the quiet and the lure of a new episode got to me.
And there's another one waiting. I can't afford another hour of wakefulness that might bring me to meltdown again. I am weak, but also exhausted. I think I can force myself to save it.
The thing is, it's not even the deaths that got to me. It's the millennia of lonely hungry suffering; and the hope of kindness, and a friendly face making the signs of their private languages, long forgotten. To remind them, even after all the centuries, that they were once loved.
I'm gonna have a pickle and some water before I give myself a cry hangover.
#if anyone dares to make some ghoulish post about how i'm a bad person for crying at 3 am over fiction instead of over real life atrocities#they can fuck right off#sleep is a necessity and i limit my exposure to atrocity news when i know i'm going to need to sleep#this caught me by surprise#it's the first time tsv has set me bawling instead of making me excited or anxious or horrified#which. well done i guess but fuck my workday tomorrow#trigger warnings wouldn't have helped because i normally have no problem with death#it was the kindness that got me. how do you trigger warn for kindness#that said thanatophobes tend to react VERY badly to discussion of the cosmic inevitability of death so#a warning about that might be warranted#anyway. great episode and i'll try to avoid 42 until tomorrow#tsv#the silt verses#tsv spoilers#tsv 41
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MORE, MORE BLOOD PACKS AND DAYLIGHT FINALLY ARRIVED!!!
I feel a huge need to show them soooo welcome in my unboxing/showing off bad financial choices post~! <3
At first photo there's my new purchases, the second shows how it fits into my full DL merch collection:


I'm really happy that now each of my top 5 diaboys (except Shu, but he has some kind of CD cancellation curse that doesn't let me get any) has at least two CDs related to them.
In the case of More, More Blood, I bought the deluxe version, so if you are curious what it looks like from the inside, I put the rest under the cut ⬇️⬇️⬇️
The first thing I noticed about these boxes is that they differ in more than just the covers!
The sand in the hourglass is flowing more and more with each volume. In the case of my dramas it's a little ragged, but with the full collection (or at least less extreme numbers compared) it definitely looks great. Also in place where the box opens there's small family crest which is really nice detail too!
But we're all here for the contents, not just to look at a foil-wrapped box (btw I can't imagine how people can keep this things in their original obi for years. I don't have as much control over my curiosity) so here we go:


As you can see, there are two CDs: the first with the main drama, the second with the ~10-15 minute bonus "Another Story", a tin badge and an illustration card. This card has also a diaboy comment/short description related to the plot of the CD on it's back. (For me the concept is a bit similar to Daylight's "message from vampire", but I feel like those things are more like cool teaser when daylight lettrers are good to read after listening to daylight to make you cry even more)


#༻just Tasia things༺#diabolik lovers#diabolik lovers merch#diabolik lovers cd drama#I'm seriously afraid that PluShu is the only thing I'll have with him because this is the THIRD time when HIS VOLUME has been uncollectable#and later I will make a list of the contents of illustration cards because I haven't seen anyone do it#later because right now I'm too excited abt it to do it properly#and probably if something has been shared yet#I will think about how to share these audios with you#cuz sharing is caring aya--#btw I encourage you to support the creators but only buy albums that you have listened to and know that they met your expectations#this type of fandom stuff is really a luxurious whim so it's better not to feel disappointed after the fact#diaboys characterization and MC impact on story can be very different and change from album to album#so even if you like one of them more than your life better be sure that you won't consider it a mistake at the end#*cough* happened to me once#you can guess which one it was. the winner gets... idk I'll figure it out later
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Storyboarding phase for the ToraTou dj is going well so far. I'm already at 17 pages and there is still a few scenes left.
Considering I like the theme I picked, I was thinking about making it a whole anthology with a few more artworks, short scenes, etc. under the theme "Impossible Encounters".
This'll probably make it take forever but I'd be able to work on different things at once which is exciting to me.
#my progress#I don't know why I keep doing mammoth projects but I guess this is my idea of challening myself this year#After finishing the storyboard I'll probably split my time better so I still have time to work on other artwork ideas and don't burn out#Maybe I'll start posting some progress pics when we reach a phase where I can show you presentable stuff#I hope you're as excited as I am#I like the ideas for this a lot!
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Got all excited last night bc i saw a post from a mod on the gta o subreddit abt the Halloween update being set to drop today around 5 AM (backed up by at least two gaming websites that had stories also stating the same start time and date)
Went in today ready for Halloween and uh. Nothing lol
Checked the actual Rockstar website and there's no mention of it, just that RDR o is getting a Halloween update this week
If i was a betting man I'd start a pool on how late in the month it'll be by the time the gta Halloween drops lmao
(also a pool on how likely it is the mod is lying; as they continue to insist they have access to all the usual Halloween stuff in GTA o today and that everyone who doesn't must not know how to restart their game to see if that changes anything, or maybe they didn't click play on GTA but a different game in their library? Which is insulting af, especially to the guy with the flare that shows he's at a level so high in the game that i frankly didn't know existed, who called them out and asked if maybe they didn't get confused and thought gta and rdr were both getting the update at the same time. Person was nice abt it, just asked plainly and said it was ok if that was the case, but that it would be helpful for others to know. poor dude immediately got piled on by the mod for it but like. he's right lmao. if that's the case it's fine! mistakes happen! but stop insisting you have access to something seemingly no one else trying to play online does!)
#text post#none of this matters but the depression is eating me alive today so I'm in a shit mood (trying to work myself out of it tho)#and admittedly was excited for the update#i like the Halloween one even more than the xmas one tho i love driving in the snow in game#i even set a notif on my calendar for today abt it like an idiot lmao#last time an update like this was late i couldn't get it work until nearly the last week of the event#so. guess I'll just hope i can maybe play any of the Halloween stuff before the month is over and they remove it#if it makes it in at all this year tbh bc clearly ppl are still trying to fuck with their servers#i can tell bc even tho i can get into online most times now the actual game is acting real fucky lmao#watched a crowd of NPCs walk into the sea#found another one walking in tight circles in the underground bit of the subway/train tunnels#he then dissipated as he walked into a concrete wall which ngl. that creeped me out lol so i got some accidental Halloween stuff#but uh. they don't normally do shit like that nor does my motor bike usually disappear from betwixt my legs#as I'm mid huge jump and literally in the air#spoiler alert: I did not successfully complete that stunt jump but the hospital fixed my guy up#wish my bike would come back from wherever in the shadow realm it went now. just bought it and really liked it too#anyway im gonna have some floor time and work on laundry i guess bc my brain is like#'well if the update isn't up then you have no reason to play. why not throw yourself in a deep pit instead?'#but i got laundry to do and work tonight so the pit will have to wait#(also goddamn it I'm sticking around to check on that fucking update even tho I'm almost definitely wasting my time)
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