#if this sounds insane imagine how I feel

[feverdreamsandlucidnightmares]

Okay presentation made, professor emailed, notes taken, that class’s paper is only 3-5 pages. When I wake up research and outline for the 15-20 pages paper due next Thursday, do as much as possible tomorrow, revise the presentation based off professor feedback before bed. Present Friday morning, go to the library to write for 3-6 hours after class. Sleep. Get up Saturday. Write more. Use whatever I’ve got put together at that point to make Tuesday’s presentation. Skip the readings for Monday’s class, keep writing. Go to the event Sunday, write the review. Email it to professor ASAP to make sure you did it right (she said you could), keep writing paper. Sleep. Go to library for 2 hours to write. Go to Monday class. Back to library. Write for a few hours. Revise the review if necessary. Submit it. Sleep. Present Tuesday morning. Integrate feedback into paper. Go to library for at least 3 hours. Sleep. Write all day Wednesday. Finish and revise Thursday. Submit by 5pm. Revise the 3-5 page paper. Sleep. Write more if necessary Friday. Paper due by 6pm. Sleep. Research all Saturday, make presentation for Monday. Sleep. Move into new apartment Sunday. Finish presentation. Sleep. Present Monday afternoon. Finish moving by end of Tuesday. Sleep. Clean old apartment. Turn keys in by the 9th. Write last paper, it’s also 15-20 pages. It’s due the 16th? That should be doable??

[asphodeldreams]

it's actually insane to me how many rvb fans have only gotten into the show in the past like 2 years. looking at the survey results so far is breaking my brain i think because 2022-2024 is in the top three for that question currently. like in the time between zero/family shatters and restoration there was practically NOTHING happening with the series what do you mean this many people STARTED watching it then?? also i see so many people on my dash who are like "watching for the first time i'm on season 6 teehee" HELLO?? should-should i tag for spoilers on my rvb posts??

[zer0point5ive]

it’s literally all about the gentleness, the utter tenderness with which lawrence and adam hold one another even with all that chaos in their wake. it’s about lawrence’s hands, the same hands that picked up the gun, the same hands that sent a bullet into adam’s shoulder, wrapping around adam’s arm to pull him down to lawrence’s level, cupping adam’s face. it’s about adam’s hands, covered in the blood of the man he just killed, gripping lawrence’s shirt, pulling him closer by his shoulder and pressing their foreheads together. it’s about this moment being framed with said body between them as the whole world seems to narrow down to just the two of them. it’s about the contrast, the violence offset by the way they cling to each other and the tenderness offset by the visual evidence of death and destruction around them. it’s about hands that can cause so much damage being used to comfort, to hold. an embrace saturated with blood but an embrace either way. and maybe the blood makes it mean more. maybe

[cierv-o-robot-o]

this 'I'm probably nonbinary but I have a job so I can't worry about that right now' mentally I've adopted is quickly falling apart

I am worrying about it

[skunkes]

How do you feel about Dungeon Meshi (i think i spelt that right) getting more popular? I feel like i’ve only seen u post about it but now its popping up a lot more on my twt / tiktok

Mixed feelings! Glad it has an anime now and that ppl are enjoying it, because its really good!

I myself think its annoying when ppl are like "im gatekeeping x media bc its important to me 😡" so thats not how I feel on the other end. It has impacted lots of ppl so if it can get a bigger reach and impact more, thats good. ^_^

if i did not have the time or energy or resources to read it, I would've hated feeling alienated just bc it became a favorite media of mine after the anime came out

Its more like. Idk.

I know ppl who hope it gets Bigger for more official merch but I just don't want it to get Embarrassing ykwim.

I need it to not get so popular that in a few years I'm hiding the volumes from my shelf because its an embarrassing, beat to death thing thats present in every store, backpack, socks, sweater that looks like characters clothing, funko pops, etc. something i cant even enjoy anymore bc its been wrung dry and overexposed and misinterpreted, "of course u like it EVERYONE likes it!" and now I'm tired of it, and wouldn't want ppl to associate me with it LOL 🧿🧿🧿

[toytulini]

me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts

[camgirlkaminari]

i just caught up with the latest chapters and like. those dudes definitely made out right? like that's not even subtext? like horikoshi fully said one and two absolutely went hog wild upon each other like. in the text, right??????? I have other, more cool and normal thoughts, but what is really important to me right now is that. those dudes definitely canonically got nasty. right???????????????????

[anambermusicbox]

the moment zhou shen sang the first line i started tearing up oh my god

[bunnihearted]

🦈2

[sumplysilly]

He would not fucking be able to form emotional connections with others

He would not fucking feel empathy for others

He would not fucking be able to sustain any type of relationship

[sunlitsoil]

did a stupid (imagined he liked me back)

[girlscarpia]

I need to start packing my stuff ONLY in my room and ONLY with the door locked

[i-mode]

killing him with so many hammers honestly

[starshapedpetals]

kanato doing that horrifying laugh again 👁👁💧

[demonic-dorito]

I have so many feelings about Varania it’s not even funny

[bluebellthesponge]

imagining outfit ideas i saved on pinterest on some guy from a band i enjoy is weirdly such a helpful way for me to be more confident and try the outfit