#GOD I’m going so insane right now
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demonic-dorito · 2 years ago
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I have so many feelings about Varania it’s not even funny
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ricky-mortis · 6 months ago
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A portrait of Sir John Herschel because I‘m normal about Pulp Musicals
#yall don’t understand this took so long- amongst the five different versions this went through it took a total of 22 hours#and it’s finally done#god I love sir John Herschel#truly THE guy ever#it’s crazy because I started this way back in the beginning of April and finally picked it back up on Wednesday right before they announced#pulp 4 which I’m so fuckin excited about by the way#oh my god it’s going to wreck me I’m so pumped#and now I gotta get ready for pulp fortnight#but yeah I really wanted to draw him and I wanted to try something more elaborate that some of my typical stuff#I was going to do the shit where artists do the shading in greyscale and then overlay the flat colors but I decided fuck that#because I like to enjoy drawing and as I found out I DO NOT enjoy that#also for some reason doing realism and drawing curt is SO much harder than what I typically do#it took sooooooo long to get him down and make it actually look like him#oh hey fun fact about this drawing before I do my fun fact- I used a screenshot of Duke as a reference for this#ok now for a real fun fact#fun fact: Asteroids can sometimes have moons and rings of their own#alright now I’ve got a billion other drawings to go work on because the grind never stops yall#sir john herschel#john herschel#pulp musicals#the great moon hoax#the brick satellite#the ghost of the antikythera#Curt mega#my art#god yall I love pulp musicals#I’m so insanely pumped for pulp 4 it’s going to be the raddest thing ever#EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO PULP MUSICALS PRONTO /nf#PLEASE (its on Apple Music and Spotify)
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clegfly · 26 days ago
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ITS HERE
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c-nan · 2 months ago
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if i stay over the weekend to help on a student film set, i won’t go back to my hometown which will upset my mom (and also cause me mental distress) but if i go home (mom happy, me happy(ish)) i’ll miss out on the opportunity to learn more about working on film sets (somethign i’ll have to do next semester for my own film) and i’ll reinforce in my brain that i’m not capable of doing literally anything and that i’m a fuckifn loser
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skinreflectsthesun · 6 months ago
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thormanick · 2 months ago
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Wait
Wait
If the sky is fake who’s to say that Celestia isn’t fake
Like yep sure it’s 3D modelled whatever bUT WHAT IF IT’S STILL FAKE. LIKE I’M SURE SOMEONE OUT THERE IN TEYVAT WOULD BE ABLE TO CONJURE A FAKE ONE UP NO PROBLEM
WHAT IF THE TRUE CELESTIA IS OUTSIDE AND RUINED-
(incoherent and long yapping in the tags bc I want to sleep and my head hurts)
#this is a very hear me out moment#I've already stated that I’d hate Celestia if I was living in Teyvat#bc a perpetually floating rock inhabited by gods nobody ever saw or heard from IS A RED FLAG HERE I SAID IT#AND EVERYONE IS SO CHILL ABOUT IT LIKE??? NONE OF Y’ALL WORRIED??? THAT THE MANAGER OF YOUR MANAGER (archon) NEVER SHOWS UP???#THAT THE ASSUMEDLY ALMIGHTY GODS MAY WAKE UP ONE DAY AND DECIDE nah annihilation time NOBODY IS WORRIED-#could not be me. could not be me I’d dig Teyvat right through to Khaenri’ah bc I’d be THAT paranoid#SECOND#Like ok Sustainer can have a nap time we all deserve it#but we literally obliterated a Divine Throne. And no alarms???? has gone off for the most Sus of the gods ever???#red. flag#something’s clearly not right#something’s very much. afoot. amiss. awry- (I’m going insane I need sleep)#SO#WHAT IF#THE CELESTIA AS WE SEE IT IS NOTHING BUT A FAKE OUT#AND THE TRUE CELESTIA IS INDEED IN THE SKY#BUT IN THE TRUE SKY#THE ONE BLOCKED OUT BY THE FIRMAMENT#AND THE SUSTAINER IS ON THE OUTSIDE SUPPORTING THE WHOLE SYSTEM#UNABLE TO WAKE UP/SYNCHRONIZE WITH TEYVAT#THAT’S IT that’S my theory now I shall finally go to sleep#genshin impact#genshin impact thoughts#afinna explores teyvat#genshin impact theory#genshin impact celestia#genshin impact teyvat#genshin impact 5.1#in my wildest dreams that won't come true bc we *know* Sustainer is alive on some level#in my wildest dreams there is a plot line in genshin that comes down to 'the gods that set out the rules are dead and gone and there was
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kavehater · 2 months ago
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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unknownarmageddon · 2 months ago
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!!!!!!
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wanderingchocolateeclair · 7 months ago
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It is ectoloader appreciation hours in this house today, my friends.
If anyone has literally anything or thoughts for them at any time, please, this is a gentle invitation to slide things into my inbox or dms or anything- /lh
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skateironicallycantskate · 8 months ago
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hii i think that loser princess boy oc you have is neat so i drew him. hes blue because i hit him with the blueberry blast 🫐🫐🫐💥💥💥
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
OMG MY BOY!!!!!! ALSKWKXBWJXBWJXBW HE’S SO CUTE IN YOUR STYLE AWWWWW
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH OMG AJZBSJZVSJXBEJXBW
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acebytaemin · 1 year ago
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good god.. been dealing with THINGS. very many of them
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2econd2ight2yd · 7 months ago
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it’s totally okay to be christian but some of y’all need to shut the fuck up I literally can’t do this anymore
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jack-gourdon · 2 years ago
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Jrwi episode 98 spoilers
I’m having totally normal late night thoughts about this episode.
I just imagine as Gillion is laying on this table, trying with all his power to stay awake, in a fully delirious ramble, constantly asking May where Chip and Jay are as she can only just reassure him that they’re coming. Not because he’s concerned for himself, but in his state completely forgot they left to go save his life, and that he’s worried for their well being. Until the very end, putting everyone else’s in front of his own needs. And as the remaining of his strength begins to leave him, where his vision starts to fade, his hearing goes quiet, and his breathing slows, tears pool from the corners of his eyes and they trail down the side of his face as he can do nothing but sink into this abyss, so tired. He doesn’t fear his death, but he mourns that it’s happening, that Chip or Jay aren’t here to see him off. But maybe it’s better for them to not see him in his final moments.
And in this darkness, he can do nothing but sink further and further down, suffocating. Until there’s this golden light that appears from above, and it grows brighter until it engulfs him into it.
His eyes open. And he’s on the ship, Chip was telling Ollie about these cookies filled with raspberry filling, Jay was navigating the ship and besides her sat this shirt round grey creature with a puffy striped tail, it’s peaceful as they sailed along the waves. It feels like he can breath again, the pain on his chest gone, this ever looming dread hanging over him is gone. This was nothing more than a dream, but it would be a calm one.
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kulliare · 10 months ago
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reading my resume from a few years ago is like the Fuck is this man doing
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strohller27 · 10 months ago
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#Transitionary periods of life are So! Stressful!!#I hate getting texts and stuff from friends and family like ‘did you get into [prestigious university i applied for] yet?’#like. No! they only let in like 15% of applicants! it’s going to take them a while to decide!!#and their immediate follow-up question is ‘when will you find out?’#That information! is NOWHERE. on their WEBSITE!!!#plus we just had three snow days at work and I missed out on like 20 of my work hours for last week#so my paycheck is gonna be super slim on Friday!#and I have not bought groceries in a while!#thank god I have a remote job or I would probably be freezing my ass off in a tent right now! (woo precarious situations!)#oh. and I have my comprehensive exams to prepare for too.#I have three weekends to write three 5 page (single-spaced; 10 if they’re double-spaced) research papers#these three weekends will be happening in March.#that’s. not very far away from us right now. I got. a few weeks. tops. to prepare for this.#and I did do a lot of prep work already. I took a capstone course. I did an independent study#and I read a LOT of stuff about phonetics/phonology last month#but like. I won’t know the questions until the weekend I have to write the paper. 5 pages in 2 days. that’s stressful.#i am suprised I’m not wearing a rut in the floor from pacing so much!#I will be going insane. ​through no fault of my own. (unless you count giving up a cushy job and moving internationally a fault? yeah ok)
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oswalish · 2 years ago
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i am but a simple homosexual. i wanna see men whimpering. that’s all.
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