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demonic-dorito · 1 year

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I have so many feelings about Varania it’s not even funny

#like what was her relationship with Leto like????#given that she’s a mage; I imagine she was treated as being slightly above the average slave growing up #personally I think their mother was thus more protective of Leto bc he didn’t have an innate ability that inspired respect however small #and also I think their mother was very anti magic bc magisters and all that #I don’t think their mom was straight up hateful to her but I do think varania could always feel it #and then how do you compete with your darling brother essentially sacrificing himself to save you and your mother?#your mother who would be overcome with grief who you now have to provide for #thinking about it now this. this sounds like mage hawke with leandra after Bethany dies #GOD I’m going so insane right now #anyways I think her character was underutilized #da2 #dragon age #Fenris #varania

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ricky-mortis · 4 months

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A portrait of Sir John Herschel because I‘m normal about Pulp Musicals

#yall don’t understand this took so long- amongst the five different versions this went through it took a total of 22 hours #and it’s finally done #god I love sir John Herschel #truly THE guy ever #it’s crazy because I started this way back in the beginning of April and finally picked it back up on Wednesday right before they announced #pulp 4 which I’m so fuckin excited about by the way #oh my god it’s going to wreck me I’m so pumped #and now I gotta get ready for pulp fortnight #but yeah I really wanted to draw him and I wanted to try something more elaborate that some of my typical stuff #I was going to do the shit where artists do the shading in greyscale and then overlay the flat colors but I decided fuck that #because I like to enjoy drawing and as I found out I DO NOT enjoy that #also for some reason doing realism and drawing curt is SO much harder than what I typically do #it took sooooooo long to get him down and make it actually look like him #oh hey fun fact about this drawing before I do my fun fact- I used a screenshot of Duke as a reference for this #ok now for a real fun fact #fun fact: Asteroids can sometimes have moons and rings of their own #alright now I’ve got a billion other drawings to go work on because the grind never stops yall #sir john herschel #john herschel #pulp musicals #the great moon hoax #the brick satellite #the ghost of the antikythera #Curt mega #my art #god yall I love pulp musicals #I’m so insanely pumped for pulp 4 it’s going to be the raddest thing ever #EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO PULP MUSICALS PRONTO /nf #PLEASE (its on Apple Music and Spotify)

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kit-murdock · 5 days

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Idk if it’s cause I’m tired and it’s late or if it’s just the mental illness but good god I’m so deeply in love with Matt Murdock I feel like I’m tweaking :D

(Nsfw + questionable stuff)

I need him to hug me, and eat me out, and let me ride his dick and his face, and have him praise me, and tell me he loves me, and spit on me, and lovingly kiss my forehead, and slap me across the face, and playfully wrestle with me, and teach me self defense, and help me when I’m struggling, and fuck me in an alleyway when I’m feeling manic, and tickle me when we cuddle, and teach me how he likes his dick sucked, and tease me just because he likes how flustered it gets me, and put me in my place when I need it, and listen to me ramble about my passions and interests, and care about my shitty days, and cum directly down my throat, and breed me, and support me, and love me, and help me when I relapse, and tell me I’m smart, and let me be an obedient puppy, and play with me, and and and and and and— *gets shot*

#ehehehehehehehehehehhe #:p #sorry guys I’m having a moment #I’m lowkey feeling manic right now so I’m gonna post instead of doing questionable things 💪#Matt Murdock <3 #daddy :(#matt murdock x reader #literally going insane rn don’t mind me!!!!!#YAYAAYYAYAYAYA MATTTTTT #pls pls pls pls pls pls #just one chance god #when I die I need to see him on the other side #he’s literally real and he’s actually married to me fyi guys #I can share him but just know he’s mine #I’m gonna be embarrassed about this tomorrow but whatever #<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

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maggi-cube · 10 months

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What can you even say to this?

TWs for death, child death, blood, and things of that nature. I’m not sure what other tags would help

#There are so many stories here so many tragedies some I didn’t hear about before now and some that have stayed with me.#i think about Reem when I try to sleep #And I have to do the little I can and continue to live while there’s so much happening daily #every second another life is lost and when we are crying out for the world to see their humanity they go aww :( so sorry we must kill them #i am in a warm bed and they are not #i have food and they do not #i am safe and they are not #my friends are alive and theirs are not #my family can find me and they don’t know where theirs is #i am not trying to make this about me but it’s like. living is a reminder that others aren’t even surviving #and when I ask what could possibly merit this kind of horror there’s no reason that makes sense #i feel like I’m going insane #i am donating i am boycotting i am buying secondhand at best #i spent my last bit of money on esims #i just. god why is there such suffering for a people who have done nothing but live why is there always pain for those just trying to live #why is it so hard to live quietly? why can’t we make things right right NOW #tw death #tw child death #free palestine

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skinreflectsthesun · 4 months

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#my work is just insane right now #they’ve increased the daily metrics for all of us because too many people in the department were doing well #and god forbid they give everyone a raise #so they moved the fucking goal posts #and we’re just supposed to go with it #and my husband is sick and lowkey being an asshole about it #and beba was so unbelievably fussy today it was like every single step in our morning was a problem #my god it’s like fuck this day entirely #my kitchen is a mess because we started doing the cabinets #but had to pause because he’s sick #we leave for our vacation in 10 days #and I haven’t even begun packing #the house is a fucking mess #and my manager keeps asking me why I’m work isn’t getting done #just set me on fire for fucks sake

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wanderingchocolateeclair · 5 months

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It is ectoloader appreciation hours in this house today, my friends.

If anyone has literally anything or thoughts for them at any time, please, this is a gentle invitation to slide things into my inbox or dms or anything- /lh

#ectoloader #bnha #please help theyre all I can think about right now #I love them so much but oh my god #this is an invitation to anyone who has anything for them any thoughts or anything please slide things my way #I’m.#going to go feral #I just need to ramble about these teacher gays and aaaueghrhdhshfhshfjdh #I’m going insane #I have college advisory shit to plan out and all I can think about is #’hee hoo little old gays doing their little old things and being adorable’#hhhhhhhhh #but also masquerade au ectoloader are on brain HARD rn and I think I need to get them OUT for my own sanity

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skateironicallycantskate · 6 months

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hii i think that loser princess boy oc you have is neat so i drew him. hes blue because i hit him with the blueberry blast 🫐🫐🫐💥💥💥

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

OMG MY BOY!!!!!! ALSKWKXBWJXBWJXBW HE’S SO CUTE IN YOUR STYLE AWWWWW

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH OMG AJZBSJZVSJXBEJXBW

#It’s my boy!!!!!!!!!#asks #oc #olive (oc)#mutuals #favorites #apple I love you so much for this. oh my god I’m going insane right now.#also his favorite food is blueberries now cause I said so #🎨

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acebytaemin · 11 months

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good god.. been dealing with THINGS. very many of them

#i worked from home this whole week and only went in today and it was expectedly super exhausting and not productive #but i also worked the whole weekend too and i am so totally spent like burnt out emotionally and on every other level LMAO. anyway #i came home to roommate and she was like oh I was hoping you’d want to go for a walk and i was like listen my love i am not in shape to #even breathe-in breathe-out right now without falling apart and she was like ok got it! and went for the walk herself and she brought back #my favorite sour candies and my favorite watermelon cider and . oh my god get this i’ve been meaning to replace the battery on my AirTag i #keep in my car bc I always park it where the fuck ever and forget #and she actually got me the AirTag as a bday gift but i digress. anyway i always forget which battery i need and she went and bought it for #me and said this is to ‘refill your battery hehe’ and i’ve also . been told some other things like borderline incredible things (positive)#(not by her but well. someone else. shan’t say it and such)#and it’s just sooooo much all at once i feel like i’m exploding i need to decompress for one thousand years #like this is mostly positive trust me i just have not been shown love for so direly insanely long and now im receiving it in a genuine way #and idk how to even deal with it or how to express my gratefulness like how do you. how do you begin to give all of that back im dizzy

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2econd2ight2yd · 5 months

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it’s totally okay to be christian but some of y’all need to shut the fuck up I literally can’t do this anymore

#I’ve been told that I’m going to hell THREE TIMES TODAY #just for saying that there are more than two genders #I don’t care if it’s what you believe in #I don’t care if your million year old book says I’m doomed to eternal punishment for kissing boys #some of y’all are fucking insane #your idea of gender is just as nonexistent as your god #and you have no respect for people with different beliefs #I’m obviously not saying this about all christians #my grandma was christian #a lot of my friends are christian #literally half of my family is christian #but so many of you are fucked in the head #i think if god really loved me he wouldn’t send me to hell for being myself #I’d rather do that than suppress it the rest of my life #I already did that for 5 years #sorry about this stupid vent/rant #I just wanna throw up everywhere right now

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jack-gourdon · 1 year

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Jrwi episode 98 spoilers

I’m having totally normal late night thoughts about this episode.

I just imagine as Gillion is laying on this table, trying with all his power to stay awake, in a fully delirious ramble, constantly asking May where Chip and Jay are as she can only just reassure him that they’re coming. Not because he’s concerned for himself, but in his state completely forgot they left to go save his life, and that he’s worried for their well being. Until the very end, putting everyone else’s in front of his own needs. And as the remaining of his strength begins to leave him, where his vision starts to fade, his hearing goes quiet, and his breathing slows, tears pool from the corners of his eyes and they trail down the side of his face as he can do nothing but sink into this abyss, so tired. He doesn’t fear his death, but he mourns that it’s happening, that Chip or Jay aren’t here to see him off. But maybe it’s better for them to not see him in his final moments.

And in this darkness, he can do nothing but sink further and further down, suffocating. Until there’s this golden light that appears from above, and it grows brighter until it engulfs him into it.

His eyes open. And he’s on the ship, Chip was telling Ollie about these cookies filled with raspberry filling, Jay was navigating the ship and besides her sat this shirt round grey creature with a puffy striped tail, it’s peaceful as they sailed along the waves. It feels like he can breath again, the pain on his chest gone, this ever looming dread hanging over him is gone. This was nothing more than a dream, but it would be a calm one.

#jrwi podcast #jrwi spoilers #jrwi episode 98 spoilers #gillion tidestrider #lol idk how to write and it didn’t begin with the intention to #I’m just going insane over how emotional that scene could’ve been #I probably could’ve given more detail on the dream section #but I’m actually not fully caught up on the campaign LMAO #so I don’t fully know all the crew members yet enough to describe them #I hope Gillion is having an amazing dream right now ❤️#I hope this is going to be the best sleep he’s ever had #ignoring the new danger of the state of May’s health oh god I hope she’s okay I’ve literally only known her for this one episode oh god oh f #I know he’s only gonna get like a long rest 8 hour sleep but I know truthfully if it weren’t needed so Charlie just does nothing the entire #time that Gillion would be asleep for wAY THE FUCK LONGER PROBABLY #BRO NEEDS LIKE A WHOLE DAY TO JUST SNORE MIMIMI PEACEFULLY

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kulliare · 8 months

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reading my resume from a few years ago is like the Fuck is this man doing

#NO WONDER U DIDNT GET HIRED *says someone who is also not going to get hired*#anyway harlequin haha u think im sooo hot and sexy haha #im feeling so sick right now but it’s also like #i don’t know if anyone else gets this but when im sick i just feel like everything is new #it’s like i’m 13 again but somehow also a lot more positive #but also im ill right now and i want my symptoms to stop #so i can finally cook in the kitchen without infecting everyone and eat some actual food bc my god im going insane #also i dont care about how mcuh im typing i hope everuone has a good night and never gets ill and kisses 1000 people today bye

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strohller27 · 8 months

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