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Idk if anyone else thought of this but here:
Duck: "Watch this Ace. I'm gonna do a thing."
Ace who just rolls his eyes: "Oh boy."
Ace watching from outside the lab doorway to see whatever Duck was doing backfired in his face:
Duck who goes up to Tech: "TECH! I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU!"
Tech who just turns to Duck annoyed as all hell: "What is it Duck?"
Duck: "Your bird privileges...."
Duck then holds a very confused Rev up in the air like a trophy: "HAVE BEEN PROVOKED!"
Duck, then runs off with Rev:
Ace: "Seriously, that's the big bit? Tech that was just very stupid right-"
Ace then sees Tech crying on the floor:
Tech: "My bird." ;~;
I don't know if this is funny or not, but I might make a comic of this if my iPad works and if I have motivation.
#loonatics unleashed#rev runner#tech e coyote#tech x rev#tev#rev x tech#ace bunny#danger duck#did a thing#idk if it's funny#don't take tech“#i'm not sorry#this invaded my mind now i must share it#might make a comic version of it#give rev back to tech duck#if i see people actually telling duck to give rev back to tech I'm gonna laugh-#just did this for fun#ace is confused how that worked#ace also doesn't understand why tech is crying#don't take tech's bird away he will cry#and i mean a lot
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Not an "art with Bad Things in it is Bad" person or a "the more Bad Things a work has the better it is, actually" person, but a secret third thing (the quality of a work is determined not by what topics or ideas it contains but by whether/how it engages with and examines those ideas)
#i've been seeing a lot of 'trigger warnings are like glowing reviews to me' nonsense on here and i fear many of y'all have missed the whole#fucking point. truly the media illiteracy website.#esp since these are the kind of people to be like 'STOP defining things by TROPES' and then turn around and say 'this is good because#it has DARK STUFF' like ma'am that's the exact same mindset#don't make me tap the ursula k le guinn quote sign#a work being sad/dark/edgy doesn't automatically make it art. it might make you more likely to enjoy it if you like works that include#that subject matter but just having it doesn't say anything about the quality of the work itself. there is no single 'if it has X then it i#or isn't Y' formula for assessing a work of art. every single assessment is a case by case basis. there is no shortcut.#also i can't believe i have to say this but just because something made you cry or you personally related to it doesn't mean#it's good or well done and just because something didn't make you cry or you didn't relate to it doesn't mean it's bad or poorly done.
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#legit crying from the pain#i might have covid#btw don't take sedatives if you have covid#it doesn't work#...not that i'd try that or anything...#personal
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no context no details "these days ppl can't Work Through Conflicts or they don't Try hard enough & this is why Communities are broken :(" how is it meaningfully different from "look at the divorce rates Today vs in the '50s :( everyone just throws marriages away. Women aren't having Kids everyone just throws Families away"
"oh these days people can think about their experiences as Trauma or Abuse simply if they Want to :( you can't even talk to anyone anymore, if you make them uncomfortable (through no fault of your own. they're too sensitive & i'm simply always Being Normal) they'll be crying victim :(" how is this meaningfully different from "ugh how can a man talk to a coworker woman anymore or even look at her. how can men try to flirt with and date women anymore :( everythinnng's misogyny ohh harassment assault oppression because you breathed in her direction :("
#i don't even value the No Context ''community'' as necessarily worthier than these Marriages & Nuclear Families#if preserving any group as a community means like ''this person doesn't want any contact w/this other person?#what Disposability Politics they're engaging in :( foregone conclusion they must 'forgive' to maintain community :)''#then what tf is this community trying to be. if it can be destroyed by the truth...if it must be maintained by kindly facilitating abuse...#even setting [abuse] aside like so do you think anyone Can't insist someone else can't have interpersonal access to them for any/no reason#if you think it's for No Good Reason then like. what Connection do you think you might succeed in reclaiming there?#z for zachariah book ending. no scenario where Anything should be ''preserved'' via authoritative enforcement (much of any other kind?)#now thinking of aplatonic people. the ''friendships'' i had where Someone decides we're friends now & i'm Mean for being like tf?#other Stock ''Friendly'' Activities that if someone initiates it's Mean to refuse. presumptions it's Unfriendly to not live up to or w/e tf#then multiple Friendships where someone's abusive. won't take No for a [i don't want to give you a shoulder massage] Will be demeaning#not meaningfully different from [ways romantic relationships are supposed to work] or [family] or [coworkers] or [classmates] orrrr#again like ''social skills'' is to neurodivergence as ''financial literacy'' is to impoverishment#''Just be normal'' like which people / what experiences / whose voices must be Excluded for a ''Just Being Normal :)'' situation#community MUST be good like uh must family? marriage? romance? love? friendship? What community. what family. etc#''ugh Everyone can call Everything trauma/abuse'' that's right. we can consider context always. ohh Everything's sexist now smhhh....#ohhh i can't even uncritically say words i always say with 0 sense of malice or harm w/o some rword crying Ableism#no not Literal rword haha. Gay As In So Stupice lol. you don't call rworded ppl rwords it's bad taste etc theoffice.png
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Who else up thinking about how one day they are inevitably going to disappoint their mother to no return
#i wish i was comfortable enough to talk to her about being trans as much as I was comfortable enough to talk to her about being bi when-#-I was 12#Now years later I'm terrified of even bringing up the subject because of how far right she's gotten#when I came out to her as bi we were moving and sitting on our bare livingroom floor watching one of her reality tv shows#And on the show they were hosting a pride event and she was talking about how she wanted to be one of those moms who give out free hugs-#-to gay people who weren't accepted by their parents#And when she went on about how it was horrible how some people treated their children after they came out to them#And I turned to her and said “what if I was gay?”#And it was so easy back then I'll never forget it#Because i was confident my parents would still love me if I loved a girl#Its so different now#I told her that I think I might be trans when I was almost 13 and the rest of that year was so shit and now it's complicated#Me and her would have these conversations about how i felt at least once if not twice a week#Which doesn't sound like a lot and it wasn't at first but it became so fucking mentally draining after a while#I really wish I listened to my older brother and figured myself out a little before I came out to her#And with her quite literally watching fox news 24/7 I think that when I finally work up the courage to talk to her and my dad about the-#Fact I'm trans it's going to fuck up our relationship forever#Which sucks because now we have inside jokes with each other#And we never fight and we do little things for each other that will make the other's day better cause with my dad and older brother-#-Almost always working it's kind of just us in the house except for my little siblings#And it hurts because I think I know my mom now but I don't think she will want to know the real me.#Because I have avoided talking about my gender or sexuality or anything related to the queer community with her for years#And i think that now she thinks she just has a bisexual daughter and I don't know what to fucking do with that#I almost want to do what I did when I came out to her as bi and say “what if that was me” when fox news brings up a new trans person to-#-ridicule and she agrees with them#Ive almost done it before but the way she was talking about a trans man in a crop top and blatantly misgendering him-#-infront of me had me on the verge of fucking tears and I was so angry and didn't want her to see me cry#Sorry for rambling it just hurts#beep booping#i want to find it in case i want to delete it
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Ooufhgh.
#another thing i didn't even TOUCH on that ramble is like. i do like to imagine there are times#where it's ALFONSE who's lacking in boundaries. where when i write him like this i AM struggling#bc it DOES feel inherently out of character Unless. if you Imagine. there is so much lore here.#there is so. so much fucking emotional baggage here. years worth. an entire life time's worth.#i'm like. VERY slowly. building my way up to it.#but one day. i am going to make a comic so tender i'm gonna explode. cry so hard i thrup. on the carpet.#like 'inherently out of chararcter' more like it eeally wouldn't be your first thought. when you imagine alfonse in such a scenario#for him to respond like that. calling back to rosado fbs you might expect him to lock up. put on a strong face#or his most stoic unreadable face ever.#but i'm thinking time and place. i'm also thinking about that hot/cold correction/falling back on old habits loop.#i'm also thinking about that exchange sharena has w him AFTER the letizia moment.#the way she begs for her gentle brother back.#like. it's true he's just VERY subtle about it. it's almost all in his actions. and sometimes his actions are quiet#but what if. what if i went all in. i'm working my way up to it.#but like. what if there's a side to him you just don't often see???#like him fretting and fussing over her. babying her a bit. LIKE. CAN GO MANY WAYS TBH#her blowing him up w her mind for still treating her like a kid. or her just in such deep need for comfort#she doesn't even care. she accepts it wholeheartedly.#LIKE.. idk idk i heart. emotional baggage. esppp familially.
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To all my mutuals...
I'm developing a off-Tumblr list of fellow mutuals who want to be tagged for my stuff and those who wish not to be. (Me on the other hand? Please DO tag me in your stuff, I love being tagged and reading all your works even when I don't say much, which is something I'm trying to get out of the habit of).
Just so I know who actually wants to be tagged for my stuff, would you so kindly like this post? Or comment (even reblog if you want) if you want to state your answer more clearer? (A yes or a no is all I need).
My "stuff" in question includes the following:
WIPs, Publishing of my fics, Music Mondays/Playlists relating to characters/stories, Tag Games, Quizzes, maybe art and other related things (once I expand my comfort zone to become more familiar with that stuff).
While I mostly group together some of my WIPs together (which often include fandoms you may or may not be in) on the blog I'm posting from now (and then reblog them to one of my main story blogs depending on if they include the specific fandom I write for them in), there are times I will be posting from my other three main story blogs which include my @the-untitledverse-blog (fandoms greatly vary and often mix in with original writing), @the-silver-chronicles (mainly Far Cry 5 with some other fandoms mixed in and few original writing), and @life-despair-and-monsters-blog (a couple fandoms mixed in with original story, a smaller scale The UnTitledverse) as well as of course this blog which includes fandoms in all three blogs, but is mostly meant for original story and that one Fallout series I'm cooking up. In fact, my pinned post on this very blog will give you a run down on the fandoms each of these blogs focus on so if you want you can make a more clear decision there.
Anyway, remember to like if yes, or if you want to be more thorough and clear on your answer, comment or reblog either just a yes or a no.
Chow!
#hope all of that made sense and if not maybe read below it MIGHT help#the untitledverse#far cry the silver chronicles#life despair & monsters#wings and horns#a radioactive calamity of love bombs & gore#original works#fanfiction#will be putting down a few of the general fandoms my blogs work on right here in the tags#fnaf#twdg#red dead redemption 2#the last of us#resident evil#but these fandoms (+ plus many more) all connect into a larger original universe in the story of “the untitledverse”#far cry 5#obviously for “far cry the silver chronicles” though that doesn't mean i don't have an eye out for the other far cry games#a few non-far cry ones include#call of duty modern warfare#we happy few#welcome to the game#plus others but these are just the mains i've got a clear idea to include in the chronicles#“life despair & monsters” is like a smaller scale “the untitledverse” but with a different focus on fandoms like#love death + robots#doki doki literature club#cyberpunk 2077#miraculous tales of ladybug and chat noir#the legend of vox machina#house of the dragons#don't ask how these and others connect its just the multiverse and worse
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Inept 8 year old boy dragon tries to save floating island is such a concept
#momo just tell him!!! you've done this before!!! yeahhh#'this roof ain't big enough for the both of us'#luffy just telling momo to throw him something too akdhakaj this is back to how he was with koby but it worked so...#just grow some balls man!!! if he can spit something so can you!! BITE HIM!!! AHEKAHQK HE DID IT!!!! YEAHHH!!!!#he drew blood omg.... hell yes..... just be careful he doesn't bite back#luffy's exposure therapy is so effective. worlds greatest psychologist i have been saying this.#also nekomamushi and inuarashi better not die. i am also saying this.#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1050#me as baby chopper crying. actually and for real.#i don't have any points to prove for this but sanji and zoro look married in wano. idk man. i can just feel it.#i remember several episodes ago i was complaining about the missmatch of the colors on luffy.... i forgor why the band is purple.... qjwjaj#the music.... slay#i might be getting the luffy worms again i feel so insane..... what do you mean the sky parted.... omg neko and inu.... KICK THEIR ASSES!!!!#luffy fighting kaido and he still has time to boss momo and yamato around ajdbaks and roast him too lmao#momo thinking about kinemon and kiku....#PEROSPERO AND JACK FINALLY!!!!!!!!! carrot omg..... pedro avenged ✔️ now fucking orichi.... how many heads does he have left.....#why is luffy turning supersayian aldjaksn#episode 1051#just saw trafalgay written on a comment and idk if its on purpose or a misspelling but thags so funny akshaksjaka#yamato and momo father-son bonding time <3 teaching him how to be a dragon... so sweet#also the race of people that could set themselves on fire on mariejoa??? kinda random dropping it in there but alas... ✍️✍️#zoro didn't want franky to help but there he goes.... out of onigashima... a good franky fart would have prevented that...#petition to rename coup de burst to franky fart. like why is it even in french. he is A YANKEE.#episode 1052#boy dragon sounds like boy genius. who wants to join my band
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My best bet in lore posting is if I just don't think abt it too much
#aka lemme just ramble without thought. don't mind how messy my thoughts might get here#♥️ we're going overdrive!#< it's abt them. anyway#do u think he'd feel guilty the first few months of them being together?#bc there's a part of him that's happy and thankful for being with someone so wonderful yet he can't help but feel guilt over subjecting her#-into his problems? like the restless/sleepless nights and the nightmares and the breakdowns and the accidents where he hurts her?#he knows he's not perfect. not every relationship is perfect at all. but sometimes he feels like he's too far gone to be “fixed” anymore#that this is how he's grown to survive and it'll always stay that way. there's so much learning and unlearning to do#he's probably really thankful she's so patient though. even through everything. she always keeps saying they'll make things work#his tendencies and problems are a lot more visible- they show more easily through his actions and his words. and she works and adjust to-#-that in whatever way she can. but then what about her? when you turn to her- it almost looks like she doesn't have problems at all#but she does. and maybe her silence in itself is a problem#maybe her hurt is more quiet. more discreet. more subtle and less obvious. but that doesn't mean it's not there#maybe it's the distant stares or her lack of input. or the inconsistent meals or how tired she can get#she does get nightmares too. but maybe it's more of how she's already crying and hesitating to wake him up because she knows he doesn't get#-enough sleep as it is and she doesn't wanna pile onto him with her problems#maybe it's the self-isolation of locking herself in the bathroom and wanting to claw at her skin because of how uncomfortable she feels#the phantom pains on her back and the times she doesn't want to be touched because it's a level of discomfort that she can't describe#and it hurts just as badly for him because he Doesn't Know what to do. other than stay at a distance and use his words#hm. I dunno. these two just has me thinking a lot
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Believe me if I wasn't at war with 3D character modeling I would terrorize you with Far Cry 5 style accurate model of Blissed Wisp whispering in Joseph's ears.
But I am. You're safe... for now.
#this is a spell#affirmation even#might work#maybe doesn't#fc5#i am delusional#my God I'd like to add my girls in the game with mods#far cry 5
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I am so nervous I wan puuke!
#oh god I have not been this upset about the thought of not getting a job before#then again my dad said he's never heard me happier after an interview so probably that's why#I'm just#I think I'm gonna be a little crushed if this doesn't work out#I'm nervous I fucked up the writing test#I'm worried I said something stupid during the interview#I'm worried that when they asked me to pitch something I blew it#I just#I fucking miss being in a newsroom#like that was the only time when everything happening at once felt good. when I felt like knowing about everything going on didn't suck#I like being on top of things! I like when my friends ask me if something was good or if I heard about x and I know it!#and I like following things as they develop! like! even when they're bad it's relaxing to be able to be on top of things#and I miss talking to people about what they do and writing public interest stories#and I miss when Twitter was good and I could follow all the different accounts and catch new things#and like some of that I could do on my own if I wanted to start making gaming news videos for YouTube I could but like#it's not the same! it doesn't feel the same#I know this isn't like my only chance to be happy and I know that like#and most people would find what I enjoy about being in a newsroom weird?#(I'm not saying I like when bad things happen I'm saying that when bad things happen I like being at the front of it if that makes sense)#but the thought that I actually left an interview not just feeling good but actually happy? and energized? and excited?#and I might not get that job and have to go back to the slow grind of applying#makes me want to cry
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#tiktok#baldur's gate 3#neil newbon#bg3#I'M SO ECSTATIC#my game doesn't work#BUT I'M HAPPY#please someone help me though i might cry in a corner#goty 2023
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First posted piece of 2024 featuring Ghazan’s older sister Haya, take 2!!
#a.k.a the og version was bothering me so I completely redrew her eyes and added more shadows to make her facial features more pronounced#gonna just copy over my og tags bc I can’t be bothered to come up with new ones#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#seeds of the red lotus#sotrl haya#god... like on one hand yes. she's an awful person. she abused her brother's kids for 16 years#left lasting mental and emotional scars on them to the point that even years after they last see her they're still recovering#even after all the bruises have healed her voice is still in their heads. fear of her still dictates so many of their actions#someone like her doesn't deserve any amount of sympathy. nor after everything she's done#but on the other... the person who did all that is haya in her 30s and 40s. here she's just 14#she just had her whole world shattered in a matter of weeks. she's left with nothing and no one but an empty house and her 5yo brother#she has no one to turn to. no shoulder to cry on. apart from losing her parents she had to quit school and stop hanging out with her friend#sh ehad to abandon any hobbies she might have had. I imagine she was quite like suiren and midori used to be. curious and intelligent#and very keen on trying new things. she had to leave all that behind to work day and night while earning only barely enough to scrape by on#just enough for them to survive. to keep the house. to be clothed and fed. there was no room for treats or luxuries of any kind#how many dresses did she cut up to use as material for ghazan's clothes? how many nights did she go hungry just so he could eat?#and she can't even cry about it. not while he's around anyway because she's supposed to be strong for him.#I imagine she often cried after putting ghazan to bed. just out of sheer helplessness. from how exhausted she was#she cried herself to sleep every night and pulled herself back together every morning#tied her hair back with her mother's kerchief and went straight to work anywhere that would hire her. working until she could barely stand#all for him. I'm not excusing her actions in any way but I understand why she was overcome with resentment after he left her#running away without as much as a goodbye. after everything she had done for him. spitting in her face would have hurt less#so when he resurfaced over a decade later to dump his bastard children on her it didn't take long for all that resentment to find an outlet#and the rest is history... fuck. thinking about her teenage and ya self always makes me cry. she was so much like suiren it's heartbreaking#well. the only reason suiren is like this now is bc of her. but yk what they say. the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself#anyway. I'm really glad I took the time to redraw this. I'm so much happier with it now. she actually looks like a young girl now#this really hits different considering that I straight up killed her in my latest au... granted she was in her 40s there. but still
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idk I had a very interesting therap today but I just
like it's all very well to recognise that I gotta have a fucking open-ended breakdown and jump face first into the Sadness Bog sometimes instead of sitting on all my feelings
but like
I still have to go to work, you know? it's like. ok yeah have a breakdown which like until you jump into it you don't know if it's going to last an hour or a year. yeah go ahead that's all grand. you do have to get up in the morning and go to work though. you're not allowed to not do that. or to not pay the rent or not shower or not eat.
like all my friends and loved ones are constantly like 'you know you're allowed to be sad right' and it's like. AM I??? because I STILL HAVE TO PAY RENT.
#red said#the thing my therapist keeps pointing out is like. i got on this adulthood thing WAY too early#metaphorically i have Had To Go To Work In The Morning since i was like. 4. bc i am congenitally incapable of#Not Thinking About Consequences. and it's so important to be Good and Tough and Have It Together#but like. maybe if id done more crying and melting down when i DIDN'T Have To Go To Work In The Morning bc i was a Literal Infant#i might be a more balanced adult now that i actually DO. Have To Go To Work In The Morning.#what do people like. do. when they have to have feelings but also meet adult responsibilities? impossible. gotta choose.#i think it doesn't help that i already really struggle to work a full time job. like I'm already late basically every day bc i a night guy#so it's like. there's no give in this. maybe if i was back into a 3-4 day week? but idk if i can afford that#but also the work is only partly work. it's also like. having human relationships. eating. washing. being a person.#but idk. like. until i have some genuinely open-ended time i think I'm gonna always find it impossible to actually let go#i said in therapy it's like. like sadness specifically is like a thick muddy bog. and i can dip a foot in it#but bc i know i need to be able to keep moving#i can only stick a foot in and deal with a bit of it if I'm holding onto something. so in practise i can only cry#right before it becomes inappropriate to cry. so like. end of a therapy session. heading to a train station after seeing someone.#that kind of thing. it's a safety thing.#it would be much more effectively Dealing With to go dive into the bog and plough through it#but I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG THAT'LL TAKE and i have to like. come out all muddy and deal with that#and there's always somewhere i gotta be soon. i can't just jump into the mud. not cause I'll get hurt i just Don't Have Time#anyway. feelings. how do they work. embarrassed about having them. embarrassed about suppressing them. generally just embarrassed.
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Extremely Tentative Ranking Subject To Change At Any Time
Coming of Age
The Band and I = Run
The Good Witch = History of Man
Want You Back
Wendy
Two Weeks Ago
BSC
Therapy
Watch
There It Goes
You're Just A Boy (album version - live version is much much higher)
Lost the Breakup
Body Better
#something about there it goes still doesn't work for me idk what it is#something about the ethos doesn't vibe#perhaps it's the witch references and the ideas of dating for sport idk#but something's off otherwise I might love it#Maisie peters#coming of age winning who saw this coming#good Witch also makes me cry constantly#maisie maisie why did you release the weakest songs as singles maisie I just wanna ask#someone validate me for being a coming of age girlie
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Sometimes a laptop will just. Decide to not type even though you're pressing keys, or maybe send the cursor flying when you're not even touching it. Or maybe even freeze the screen a little.
This is nothing to worry about and are all signs of a well looked after and healthy device. You are a great mother. 50mb of available memory is actually too much if anything
#it's actually worse than this even lol#my little guy is turning 8 this year and boy can i tell#8 years of daily use. literally daily.#average... I'd say 2 hours a day. for 8 years.....woag#so i guess when you look at it like that im not doing bad#ive replaced the charging cable twice. the headphone jack doesn't work. nor the speakers#the rubber seal is literally starting to disintegrate#ive worn some keys smooth with use#sometimes the volume changes randomly. sometimes it turns itself on for no reason and overheats#the function keys are kind of broken / somehow reversed ?#like in order to NOT press a function key. i have to hold the function button...#sometimes it forgets who i am#Google constantly forgets. and i have to double verify myself. but that might be a Google problem...#ANYWAY he's my little guy whomst i love and who's crying out for retirement...#woes of emily
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