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Ancient Technology

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sorry, I posted the same photo twice

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My Seeds headcanons (I will not elaborate)

John doesn't hate Faith, he only hates himself for being/acting the same way in his past (drugs 'n stuff), but he directs his hatred towards Faith to sublimate

John is not a believer, but he doesn't think about it too much because he's scared of admitting it to himself due to his traumas

John's flirtatious behavior is a coping/protecting mechanism, and he doesn't really mean it, he's just using it to feel powerful or in charge

John is utterly childfree

John is not into regular sex actually

John's nose might be broken, therefore he can snore or whimper while sleeping

John also sobs a lot in his cutscenes, it seems to be a nervous tic or because he's nose is broken

Jacob gets hit on way more often than John

Jacob rolls his eyes all the time, especially when he needs to think

Jacob's libido is -100

Jacob is afraid of dealing with kids despite his experience

Jacob might actually be neurodivergent because he developed a high interest towards psychiatry and cynology after his traumas, and neurodivergent people often do this to cope with their past

Joseph is bypolar, not schizophrenic

Joseph is probably aromantic person (not asexual, tho)

Joseph treats everyone the same way despite their age, gender, or status (except for his family)

Joseph most likely tried drugs, but would never admit it or would brush it off as a divine experience

Joseph has no idea how kids and pets work

Joseph fully relies on John and Jacob when it comes to the documents and stuff

Joseph's probably lost his ID a long time ago

Faith is highly asexual

Faith might be in the spectrum since she steams a lot

Faith is uncomfortable with John

I like cats a lot ok bye!

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January of 2024: Problems with concentration. May be ADHD? I need to investigate...

January of 2025: Diagnosed with depression, autistic, childhood trauma #1, childhood trauma #2, childhood trauma #3, constant tears, married friends are triggering, lack of interest, anxiety, etc. etc.

I've drawn it as an addition to a fairly SFW art community page, and all of my will needed to be involved for me not to write in big bold letters that those childhood traumas are sex related (passive and phycological incest, I was ok physically)💀 My investigation started in January of last year, but the reveal came just few days before New Year, and since then I was finding out things about myself one after another. And that reveal was too big for such a small amount of time I think.

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3am

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comissions?

closed atm

ask again next month🙏

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Couldn't shake off the feeling that Jacob looked a bit too goofy for my liking, so I decided to change a few things, and then reimagining of the nose happened. For the best I guess, bc now he looks more like his brothers. Hopefully. Not sure why I drew it so different to begin with, hm...

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Today I barely drew, but still male!Wisp just as a concept? Would be quite a model, I imagine.

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I wanted to fit small Joseph into the picture, but I started overthinking it and eventually decided against adding him. John is just fine on his own here, yes?

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I have an idea for a series of portraits a silly one, yes, but idea nonetheless

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It's absolutely safe, I swear >:D

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At first I didn't know if I want to post it here, but then I thought, ah, whatever, it looks alright. Self-care sketch, quite close to being literal.

No unnecessary characters: just Restless Mind and it's Full Potential (or self-insert with self-insert, works too)

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"Do I want to be her or I want to be with her?"

On her maybe?..

I cannot be bothered with a colored work right now, but I really wanted to express that idea I had in my head completely stuck.

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Addition to the "family of all boys" Joanne and Faith Seed

Despite Faith looking quite long I guess, he is supposed to be a shorter young lad, just to keep that innocent non-htreatning aura about him.

Older sisters' post

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Quick little demon Jacob for your pockets

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I am the Nightmare here, part 2 lol

Just woke up from a wonderful dream, in which I was a ghost character in my favorite game Ghost Master. I was invisible to mortals, was flying around the hotel with many people in it, whom I was scaring: pressing my ghostly face into windows, moving furniture, turning lights on and off, revealing myself as a pale screaming figure in the middle of corridors. So much fun!