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#how do I explain the existence of Cyn to my friend she doesn't understand what she's for no matter how many times I say it please help#if you (the friend) are reading this. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I AM CALLING YOU OUT ON PUBLIC TELEVISION!!! >:[#I'm gonna start rewatching season 9 of FOP tomorrow! WOWIE! Can't wait to finish the show and then move on to... *breathes heavily*#... fairly odder... And after that I get to rewatch a new wish! AGAIN! :D Yaaayyy!!!#sowwy if she looks kinda stupid I have to pay attention in class ya know economics wow I sure do love taxes (liar...)#cyn md#cyn#absolute solver#tagging her is a lil problematic to me... I'll just leave it to anyone who reblogs!!! m'kay!!!#murder drones#murder drones fanart#sometimes I wonder if I should give her a nose but I really like the smooth “snout” it's funny and *sigh* I just... don't know...#funfact when episode 7 released I drew her with the worst hair imaginable but what if some weird solver magic makes it kept in well#condition that would be funny make the rest lowkey rot and her hair is just silky soft#okie that's enough byeeeeeee
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Idk where the story of the frog turning into a prince after getting a kiss comes from but yk... This with Yuuji and Blobkuna
#imagine if you will Yuuji finding a small and frankly ugly thing crawling on the ground#clearly lost and helpless but somehow more than capable of insulting him#Yuuji doesn't want to leave it alone outside. so after some back and forth he convice the thing (Sukuna as he demands to be called)#to 'come to his house' with him#(Yuuji picks him up and puts him in his pocket but he had to make it seems the other had a choice in the matter. prideful bastard)#anyways they spend a few days together get to know each other yadda yadda and Yuuji who was just feeling some pity#for what he assumed was a small critter he would just keep with him and release somewhere safer#realized that oh! that's a grown ass man cursed into looking like this!#so Yuuji promises to take care of him as best as he can and look for a cure for the curse#smoosh#😱 the small asshole was actually a (hot) 2 meters+ four armed [etc] man?!#and since Yuuji already promised to stay with him they start living together#and then they lived happily ever after :D the end#...yeah i realized pretty early on i should have added it to the main post#i might tomorrow idk#sukuita#ryoumen sukuna#itadori yuji#my post
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Alas- Everyone, welcome to my silly little separated au! I haven't seen anyone put Donnie with the Foot Clan yet, so I thought I might as well do it myself
Four's ref :D
This au doesn't have a set name yet, (considering 'Code Name: Violet Skies) ((feel free to give suggestions!!) but in short;
Four, after being yoinked from the streets by the Foot Clan at age 13, becomes their local mechanic/inventor/repair man. Most of the time, The Foot provides him schematics and materials, and he's left to do the rest. Other than that, he's actively a Recruit, going on patrols and attempting to earn his worth to become a full member.
And truly, after being with Draxum, life here is a dream! The Foot is so nice to him and showers him with praise and care as long as he's useful. Its all he ever wanted, y'know?
#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt#rottmnt art#unpause rise of the tmnt#unpause rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt separated au#name pending#doesn't he look a littke pale? :)#and a little tired? weak?#oh well.#i must be thinking too hard.#also i will be releasing a comic tomorrow (at least for me) so prepare for that#Code Name: Violet Skies au#Code Name: Violet Skies#CN:VS
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#beomgyu#choi beomgyu#tomorrow x together#txt#yeah it's taking me ages to go through all the old photos they released#i didn't have time before#he just needs to come to terms that long hair is his Peak Visage#i know he doesn't like it tho
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#everything is eating plastic now#soon the whole world will just be plastic#plastic planet#and when the sun goes all red giant it'll melt plastic earth and release toxicities of unknown proportions#poisoning space and alerting all the aliens to the nature of our demise#so we should start figuring out how to make sure they also know how convenient the disposable bottles and bags were#you know so they can have the whole story#and weigh the pros and cons and such#where's that george carlin joke about plastic being in earth's grand plan all along and how our whole reason for existing#is just cuz the earth needed plastic and couldn't manufacture it on its own and thus created us#maybe it's even bigger and it's the universe's grand plan maybe plastic earth's eventual big melt will be the catalyst#for some great new cosmic event of the future i mean why doesn't anyone consider the big picture yk like#pretty selfish of us honestly to only consider ourselves all the time 'save the planet' well how do you know#that plastic isn't the answer to saving the universe or something even bigger like damn pretty self important aren't we#typical human beings always thinking about our own interests (which is how we got plastic in the first place)#you see this rant came full circle in the end right ok so what did we learn#brought to you by think plastic inc: convenient for today necessary for tomorrow (possibly. i mean who knows. we don't but neither do you.)
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June 2 - Part 1
It’s officially the month I’m due to give birth. FINALLY. My body has started to really hurt these past few days. I’ve been spending a lot of time either in bed or on the couch, which sometimes I let Caleb carry me to.
Lucky and Josie are doing well. Josie sleeps quite a bit but still gets up to hang out with her pal, Lucky. Funny how she wasn’t too sure about us getting Lucky at first, now they’re besties.
My husband had an interesting trip to Sulani yesterday. I asked him to stop in on my brother and his family but he got a shock. Lily, his long lost werewolf cousin, is AJ’s nanny! Caleb excitedly told me about their conversation early this morning, I don’t think I’ve seen him this happy since I told him I’m pregnant. I’m glad they’ve got to reconnect and I hope to meet Lily soon. She’s even offered her help in case James tries something during the delivery…
I really don’t want to dwell on that negative thought. This is a happy time and I want to think happy thoughts. Though I did have something to talk to Caleb about.
“Can vampires get a secondary high off the blood of stoners?” I asked him after I had went pee for what felt like the 100th time that morning.
Caleb slow blinked at me, obviously the question had caught him off guard. “Sometimes. Substances in a human’s blood can impact a vampire on a short term basis. It depends on the potency of the substance they put in their body and how long it was before the vampire drank their blood.”
I nodded slightly and saw my husband eyeing me. I might as well just tell him. “Lilith was acting a bit out of her normal behavior by the end of the baby shower. I mean, most of the girls were drunk…outside myself and Aubree of course, but the only thing Lilith had to drink was…well this one guy who reeked of marijuana.”
“She did what?” Caleb asked me closing his eyes either in disbelief or annoyance. Maybe it was a mixture of both.
I laughed nervously “Yeah…she kind of seemed like something was bothering her.”
“Looks like I am taking a trip to Forgotten Hollow today. I will call Rahmi to keep you company.” Caleb informed me, after he opened his eyes. I almost objected to being babysitted but one glance down at my huge stomach told me it might not be a bad idea.
next - >
#the grant legacy#ts4 legacy#generation 2#caleb vatore#vera grant-vatore#vera grant#josie grant#lucky vatore#thesims4#ts4#sims 4#ts4 story#sims4 story#simsstories#sims4 storytelling#valeb#and hopefully part 2 doesn't take me long to release but I have work tomorrow and have to go to bed shortly
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Spent most of the day alone which means I got to experience Emotions™️ and Thoughts™️. Tried to cope with them by focusing on the present. Distracting myself with hobbies and a comfort game. I tried putting my feelings into art and writing. But it didn't help. Ended up getting the shakes and shits. So at midnight I built a joint out of leftover crumbs and stems I found in my box and empty baggies. Got me high enough to stop the shakes.
I've been telling my helper people that my coping techniques don't work anymore. I try. I do what I'm supposed to do but they make this feeling worse. And I don't even know what to name it. The closest I come to describing it is that it feels like someone inside me is scratching and hammering on the walls of my body. Like someone or something inside me tries to scream but the room inside my ribs is sound proof. It's a tension that's alive and crying until its throat is soar. Before smoking that sorry bit of weed I seriously considered overdoasing because I couldn't bear it. I would appreciate it if someone could tell me what to do with this feeling instead of numbing it with substances, but I only get told the skills that have grown to fail me 🙂 Even my therapist said that I have all the skills one could get teached. Why. Aren't they. Working anymore.
#personal posts#and there's anger in the midst of it too#or more than anger#rage#whatever I do to release it makes it more intense#like physical activities#working out#brooooo#it gives it more room which would be great if there was an ending to this feeling but there's not#no matter how big of a room I make it it doesn't fit in#i'm gonna see if i can get something proper to smoke tomorrow#and if not imma lose my mind#tw suicidal ideation mention#tw drugs#yes i took my pnr meds but they don't help much anymore either#*prn#even my sleep meds don't make me sleep anymore#so i got new ones which do even less#and the sleep i do get is like sleeping with one i open#and i wake up in pain from being so tense#and my pain meds make my tummy hurt#i want to pull my hair out#aight#imma head to bed now
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me being told i can book my driving test for october: :D
me running headfirst into a wall of unavailable test dates because of scalpers and bots booking up all the test slots and then reselling them for hundreds of pounds and because people are booking tests months in advance and then cancelling them because there are no fucking slots available:
#im gonna have to get online at 5.55am tomorrow to see if i can get a slot as soon as they release them at 6#the average waiting list for test dates is 6 months from now. so that means if i don't pass then i could be waiting 6 months between tests#considering i've got 6 failed tests under my belt this doesn't exactly fill me with confidence#can't wait to finally get my license when i'm *checks notes* 42
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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for the first time EVER my MySpace Tumblr theme is officially mobile-friendly!!!! hop onto chemicalarospec.tumblr.com on your nearest mobile device to confirm for yourself!! (secret: you can even just narrow your browser tab hehe) I'm very proud of the work I did as well as the other little improvements I've made over the years I'm thinking about posting the code as a sort of "Remix" so anyone can have a mobile-friendly MySpace Tumblr theme (leaving the original creator's credit too ofc, i would be nowhere without building off their code)
#would need to do a little clean up -- it's a bit messy now of course#and i would release a base code that doesn't have some of my extra-indosyncratic changes#i said this#tumblr themes#myspace#my blog#themes#i'm ending green era tomorrow btw. short lived.
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idk when/if GQ is releasing Daniel's interview but I could upload snippets if people are interested?
#only 1 person on twitter wanted them#so I didn't share bc idk if GQ will fuck me bc copyright#cause technically it's unreleased#and I've gotten copyright strikes for less lmao#so lemme know and if it's enough i'll share some#i still hope it releases tomorrow or smth#daniel bruhl#daniel brühl#still weird no one wanted them#I'm that one person who has them but doesn't read them lmao
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grabbing a bathroom sink looking dramatically in the mirror etc etc tomorrow i WILL take pictures of my s/is so ya'll can finally see them. no matter how bad the lighting is
#[🪼] talking#the main thing keeping me from sharing is i only have the time to draw traditionally#andddddd my lighting sucks like 90% of the time so that kinda layers on top of the ''wow what if my art looks bad'' . which it doesn't#i like the drawings i've done of ren n dmitrie it's just. the worries ig D:#but tomorrow!! i will finally release them onto this world!! beware they're here and they kiss beautiful men#oh and i'll draw my pjsk s/is tomorrow too! haven't done much brainstorming for em yet#but my girlkissers deserve attention too
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Every day I get 🤏 this much closer to getting out of chapter 1 of Chazzerella.
#when I can actually get myself to sit down and write I actually make progress#who knew?#but no yeah we're getting there#I'm not gonna be a liar about it happening this year like I was last year#chazzerella is happening baby#you gotta wait until it's finished though#but once it's done I can finally officially put OUAD 2 back on the table again 👀#that's my rule I can't start writing OUAD 2 until chazzerella is finished especially because I mean to do chazzerella last year#and that plan completely fell apart because last year was horrible I'm amazed I could vring myself to write anything#much less finish and release a few things#I also started the mario crossover instead of doing chazzerella that's a nother problem#which remeinds me I need to slog my way through the rest of the next chapter of that#I have a plan I'm just having a hard time actually sitting down and doing it you know? jyst very slow going#the next chapter after that is basically already written though#so I mean that's good I guess akkskks#not that anybody gives a shit about that one other than me anyway#which I mean is fine I'm doing that one purely for me anyway but it still kinda blows#doesn't help me with my slow progress either#but I digress#I have to work tomorrow or I guess technically today so I should probably actually sleep?#we'll see#yugioh gx fanfiction#chazzerella#abby's fanfic writer power hour#abby's insomnia thoughts
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if you dont mind with hc asks. What are your voice hcs with scc? I'd like to know your takes in them
[Mic test mic test!!! Full script undercut!!! ]
[ ❤️ || Sweet -> Revtrosity - you already knew how it sounded if you ever watched this video on youtube and heard his voice acting of sweet cap'n cakes. i tried to find any specific artists with song associations that fits their tone but so far i didn't got it right so i think from revtrosity seemed sm better and fitting bcuz he voice acted them really good imo. With Sweet sounding deep and their voice being raspy (and also quite robotic buzz sound with all the editing) was the perfect voice for them (he's the best ut/dr voice actor with hilarious humors screaming over his mic he was once my fav) ]
[ 💙 || Cap'n -> Lin-Manuel Miranda - oh boi let me tell you about this one..i LOVE associating Cap'n with lin-manuel ESPECIALLY from the netflix animated movie Vivo because those two characters reminded me alot of each other and because this talented kinkajou, Vivo was...a coward. but also passionate and funny (a bit more..exaggerated). Also did his very best to do the right thing for his friend because its the last thing he could do for him. really reminded me alot of cap'n with his bandmates so I BEG of you to try listening to some lin-Manuel songs especially the Hamilton. and imagine it'scap'en I luv it sm or else I'd drag your noodle legs into my hole-- /j/j]
[ 💚 || Cakes (k_k) -> Revtrosity- his voice acting of k_k did fit really well too so I'd choosed this one bcuz I dont know where to actually find the best voice tone for k_k (I also almost associated Cakes with Tanjiro Kamado for many reasons) also I do have an alternative voice hc from the song Role-playing Game by SoraMafuUraSaka with the member named MafuMafu almost sounded like k_k to me if you listen to their song parts. ]
#[E-mail]#Scc#Thats all I got and I rest now so tomorrow I'd start to go do my projects and some other stuff#These are about my interpretation of scc and honestly capn is the only with a consistent voice actor (lin-manuel)#Ever since I started hyperfixating scc since December 2021#Also I already did associated Sweet with revtrosity's own voice clip of them before since he released their tones#I just thought I could add more song artists to associate with but got crumbled and decided to go with the previous one instead#I'm telling u I'm not very consistent with k_k's vc hc#The last I've associated them was with Shakira or Estelle. Then from the main singer on sugar song in bittersweet#These are just da samples I choose from those voice actors / singers so I can imagine it in my head or read it on fics and hear their tone#I'd like to say my voice hc of Mark and sunny cuz why not#Mark - originally vc hc him with Anthony Ramos cuz of one more time from king trollex of techno#Then Ben Platt with/from the musical/album dear Evan Hansen#((Also kuriianu))#For sunny - I used to hc her with hatsune miku but I changed that bcuz she doesn't seem like to have high pitched auto tune#She could perhaps go for any girly voice actors you could imagine for her#I almost hc her with GUMI from vocaloid software megpoid with or without autotune#<- I have no idea what Gumi sounded like without autotune
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#it's been two months since my mom was hospitalised and#i don't think i've had that much stress ever in my life before#rough times sure#but there's something really off about having#to take care of all her stuff on top of my stuff#while watching doctor after doctor misdiagnose her#treat her for the wrong thing for two weeks#then wheel her into heart surgery as soon as they diagnose the right thing but WAIT#she needs another heart surgery#but WAIT#the misdiagnosis wasn't that far off after all so let's treat her lung too#and before you know it a month has passed and she's taken to a physical rehab clinic#and staying in there for another month#while her insurer is already delivering oxygen tanks to our home because she might need them#and sending us disability forms to fill out#meanwhile the doctor at her rehab clinic is convinced that if she just attends the entirety of her programs she might not#need oxygen at all because her lung apparently looks healthy and he doesn't think that diagnosis is accurate after all#ONLY by this time my mom is deeply depressed not eating and not attending her program's courses at all#and everyone's her enemy and she's gonna leave the clinic right now right NOW#she's released tomorrow#a week before her actual release date#because she made such a ruckus they finally allowed her to leave the clinic early#and i just wish she'd at least put an effort in#from day one she refused to give that rehab clinic a chance#every now and then a doctor or a nurse made a little breakthrough and she agreed to try#attended maybe two or three fitness programs#then gave up again#i'm convinced the doctor at her rehab clinic is right and her lung disease is a misdiagnosis after all but we'll never find out since she#refuses to exercise her lungs at all#and after all the effort we put in to make sure she recovers well i'm just exhausted and disappointed in that
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Forever grateful for my best friend and my sister and my cat because I keep feeling like if I died no one would care but. They would. I can't die because they love me and need me
#it genuinely makes me cry to think that my cat just loves me unconditionally#she doesn't know how awful i am#how useless and childish and stupid i am#she doesnt know and doesn't care and still loves me#and shes all i have right now#because my sister lives across the country and i almost never see her#and my bestie is moving out tomorrow#I already miss her so bad#i dont know how will i handle being without her#but i know i have to stay alive for all of them#i need to be alive to visit my bestie once she settles in her new place and be there for her if shed struggle at her new college#and i need to be alive to see my sister change her documents and live as herself and release music#and i need to be alive to care for my cat#but its so hard to want to be alive for myself#you know#and its so hard to just. survive#bee buzz
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