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steph25(a diary for the void)
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he's also a little shorter than me and has a cute round face and and has a big cute smile and has faded blonde tips and he looks really good in sunglasses and RRAAA AAUAUGGGHH MY HEAD IS IN MY HANDS
hoping the cute costco employee i see when i go grocery shopping is there hoping he's at the registers and boxing things up hoping he'll box up my groceries
#*#makes me look forward to thursdays#oaugh i'm just very charmed by his appearance idk !!!!!!!!!!#i'm gonna be so honest rn i used to think i'd never find a shorter guy attractive and yet !!!!! here we are !!!!!
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HES PUSHING CARTS OUTSIDE AAAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭
hoping the cute costco employee i see when i go grocery shopping is there hoping he's at the registers and boxing things up hoping he'll box up my groceries
#*#im so sad actually#for the first time too i saw him without a beanie#HES REALLY CUTE IM GONNA EXPLODE AAOUUGHHHH
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hoping the cute costco employee i see when i go grocery shopping is there hoping he's at the registers and boxing things up hoping he'll box up my groceries
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#*#i really do think i'm never not going to choose him#even if i may not be as important to him as he is to me#even if i may never be#i'm usually so hesitant to call something forever#because everything i thought was forever has never stood the test of time#but this really might be forever#i will forever miss him i will forever love him#Spotify
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i don't know hsr sunday's lore but my brother does and based on what he's told me i think i accidentally years ago made an oc that is literally just hsr sunday
#*#i'm like thinking about which one of my ocs is the most evil and jesus christ i just realized the similarities
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crazy how all it takes is one really sweet blackberry to feel like everything's going to be okay
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EEEEE STARTING MY KIND OF GIRL BY BUDDHADEVA BOSE
#*#i'm really in the mood for novellas lately#i think the length of them makes them easier for me to dive into#hopefully i'm not overhyping this novella and i actually really enjoy it
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Which OC would celebrate the death of someone they dislike?
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Who is your absolute worst OC? (In whatever way that means to you.)
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#*#doing oc prompts bc i haven't thought about my ocs in a hot minute oaugh#if we're talkin just plain evil: ossian#literal god of chaos he wants nothing more than to play around with mortals (but in a very you are just clay that i mold sort of way)#if we're talkin the most irritating asshole on planet earth: nox#the man with the most (justifiably) fragile ego#^ these two exist in the same universe btw#if you're reading this alex i also have werlin in this universe if you remember him :D
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ggrrrrrrrr i would look so cool with a vertical labret i just wish i wasn't a coward
#*#like i kinda want my bridge pierced too but hhghhhhh#CRIES I WOULD LOOK SO GOOD ESP W THE NEW GLASSES
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the very tempting urge to abandon this crochet scarf project that i've been trying to finish for the last four months and start a new LONGER, MORE COMPLICATED project after learning how to tunisian crochet
#*#RAAAHH i need like one last row on this scarf tbh and then it's done#but oaugghghjgdhhhhhh h#i get no dopamine from it anymore so it's just been hard :/
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oaugh i love the color of cooked down blackberries
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am i allowed to ask who ur ocs maeve and alistair are? :3
of course !!! though, alistair isn't mine, he's @slashy-love's !!!
but oaugh they went back AGES. maeve, my dark elf/drow wild magic sorcerer, who was about to essentially be forced into her family's cult, fled across the sea to a nation called polperro, where she met alistair, a human, who was a student at the world-renowned magic academy there.
not having anywhere else to go, and considering her inability to control her (very volatile) magic, she enrolled there. with alistair being her senior, he showed her the ropes, and they grew quite close until his graduation. by then, maeve still had some years left to finish, and alistair was off into the world. but by then, maeve had fallen in love with him (and he her, though i'm not exactly sure when alistair began to develop feelings for her).
it wasn't until maybe five or so years after (ouagh i gotta work the timeline out still), they reunited, this time each introducing themselves as the king of the neighboring land, cirrane, and a lone wanderer trying to seek a cure to rid herself of her magic.
it wasn't before long that the continent was plunged into war, polperro against cirrane, and at some point, maeve had joined the cirrane council as an advisor to alistair and his wife relle. by then, the two had already had two children, i believe: sylas, the elder, and ophelia, the younger.
this, of course, was all devastating to maeve, but she loved alistair so much that she wanted nothing more than to be of use to him, in anyway she could, hence her joining the council. it was in the closing years of the war that alistair and maeve affaired, and in the few months before the war ended, they'd conceived a child: a bastard baby girl named airene (pronounced irene), which maeve had named her after alistair.
the war ended with the deaths of the cirrane monarchs (and the polperro monarchs as well if i remember correctly), smited by the hands of the gods, cracking the continent into two. maeve had to have been no less than 5 months pregnant, and of course alistair's death was the most devastating thing to have happened to her. i want to say that it even put her pregnancy in jeopardy, but thankfully there was a guard that maeve had gotten to know in her tenure on the council that helped not only to hide her pregnancy but also nurse her through it.
once airene was born, maeve didn't have the heart to keep her and take care of her. even if she wanted to raise airene, how could she have? she was the king's bastard, and even if they tried to hide it, there would've been too much suspicion around the child. and regardless, she reminded her too much of alistair. she ultimately gave airene up to an orphanage, and almost 15 ish years later, retaining her position on the council (up until recently) to serve ophelia as incoming queen, hasn't heard from, or of, her.
but yes !!! that's (part of) maeve's torrid and heartbroken past !!! :D
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where does your oc call home?
#.#oaugh maeve doesn't call anything home anymore#she thought that the moment alistair died that was it#but then when she got removed from the council THATS when she realized that nowhere was home anymore
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what i really like about having a completely unknown acc with just about no followers is that i feel no expectation to perform or behave in any sort of particular way (which i could just do on my bigger acc but there's something about being so miniscule that's so freeing, as in nothing i do or say carries as much weight here)
#*#this is to say that for the people here who do follow me#i don't feel the need to perform in front of you#but oaugh i do sometimes miss the days when i first started kiisuuumii and no one knew me and all my posts got max 10 notes
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lunch today is an open corned beef sandwich, potato salad w corn and eggs, and some strawberries :>
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IMMEDIATELY DOWNLOADS THE PDF TO MY LAST REBLOG
#*#i figured instead of waiting for the next time i pick up a postmodern book i'd just read the condition of postmodernity#and oaugh lo and behold there's a free pdf of it#yoinks it
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