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coming to terms w the fact that i might have to be a fake hal fan forever
#look man i tried#if i had a nickel for every time doing my hal research/reading has triggered me i’d have 2 nickels#which is by far 10 cents too many#and i just learned another thing that’s making my brain form a scab around the thought to repress it like. cmon now#i’ve never had such a unique relationship w any media before it’s like GL as a title specifically is out to get me#forever grateful to the character for teaching me abt myself and giving me breakthrus my past therapists could only dream of#but i think i’m gonna take it easy w him#if i portray him ooc just know i tried my best#danbles
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PROTECT.
jj maybank x male reader
genre: angst/fluff
warnings: family issues, bruises, sad, kissing, fluff towards the end, a little ooc jj??
summary: the reader is a kook and bestfriends with Sarah and Kie. He’s also apart of a wealthy family but he hangs with the pogues in secret and him and JJ are “bestfriends” but like dating but not offically dating kinda vibe. And basically the whole group kinda knows the dynamic between the reader and his family (bad relationships) and JJ gets upset about it for the reader and one day confronts the readers dad, which leads to the reader getting upset cause he wants to keep JJ away from the mess of his family but JJ is just doing it outta love and wants to protect the reader which causes a bit of tension -anon
a/n: I hope you like it anon!! tried my best to capture jj hope i did u justice :))
JJ and you were from different worlds. You were a kook that came from a wealthy and well known family, you had a reputation that had to be present for your family’s sake. Ever since your mom passed away your dad changed, he became an alcoholic and started to get abusive toward you, blaming you for your mom’s death.
One day you were on a boat with JJ until he noticed something “Whats on your arm m/n??” JJ tried to reach for your arm but you flinched, “O-Oh it’s nothing, dont worry about it.” You smile at him, hoping to reassure him, JJ knew something was wrong but didn’t pry more for your sake and continued steering the boat.
A few days passed and you finally decided you needed to talk to somebody, it was getting to be to much so when you, Kie and Sarah were hanging out without the rest of the pogues, you finally told them. At first they were a little shocked but comforted you to the best of their abilities.
“M/n if you ever need to talk to anybody we’re here for you.” Kie smiled at you reassuringly, “Yeah we’ll always be here for you no matter what, dont hesitate to talk to us if you need it” they both hug you tightly and catch you into their embrace, which made you feel a little better that you had them.
Sarah and Kie kept their mouth shut from the boys but JJ knew something was up between you three. One day you were talking to Sarah about your family problems and JJ happened to be around the corner, he heard you sniffling while talking to the girl so he stopped in his tracks and ease-dropped.
After a while he heard that you were getting abused by your dad, this sparked a fire in him with fiery. When JJ saw you for the first time he couldn’t believe what he felt, he fell in love with you. At first he was confused, you were a guy and he had never had feelings towards the same gender but you were different, your personality and the way you portrayed yourself made him head over heels for you.
Since your first hangout he wanted more, he wanted to be with you 24/7 and always have you by his side. JJ slowly fell even in more love with you but then noticed small things on your body, the bruises and bandages that covered your arms, even hands.
As soon as he heard what was causing these problems and that being your dad, he couldn’t hold back, he needed to do something. The next week JJ decided to confront your dad, you were laying in bed on your phone until you heard screaming.
“GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!” Your dad screamed, “NO I KNOW WHAT YOU’VE BEEN DOING TO M/N AND IT NEEDS TO STOP!!” JJ yelled back. You ran down the stairs to the sight of JJ holding your dad by the collar against the wall with JJ having a bruise on his face, you ran up to JJ “What are you doing JJ?!??” you try to pry his hands off until he let go, “M/n your old chumps a bad man and I know what hes been doing to you.” He says angrily and you look at him confused on how he found out.
You needed to get out of this house so you took JJ’s hand and ran out of your home with him, “GET BACK HERE M/N!!!” your old man yelled but you two didn’t stop.
After a while of running you stopped in your tracks and turned towards him with angry prevalent on your face “What do you think you were doing?!?” you raised your voice slightly at JJ, “I was standing up for you m/n! I couldn’t bare what was happening to you! I had to do something!” He retorted, “JJ it doesn’t matter what was happening to me, you should’ve never confronted my dad about it!” you sighed looking down even more angrier than before.
You knew it was for good intentions but you never wanted JJ to get associated to your problems with your dad.
“I love you m/n” JJ confessed, as he said those words your heart started pounding in your chest, “w-what?” you slowly look up at his face, “I love you m/n.” he repeated. You couldn’t believe what was happening, you never thought this day would come from how long you were longing for it, your face was fully flushed by now and then JJ places his hand on your cheek, “I couldn’t stand seeing you hurt m/n” he brought you close by your waist.
You saw the love in his eyes and it felt like the world stopped, he looked down at your lips and back up to your eyes making eye-contact, you leaned in and your lips touched tenderly. You intertwined your hands in his hair as he brought you even closer with his arms, it felt like forever since the kiss started but he then pulled away and you both stared at each other lovingly, you didn’t want to let go and he felt the same, everything felt perfect.
JJ admired your face and finally said “I will forever protect you m/n I promise.” he kissed you again.
#rudy pankow x reader#rudy pankow x male reader#rudy pankow x you#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank x male reader#jj maybank x you#jj maybank#outerbanks#obx#fanfic#male fluff#male reader#fluff#cronasluvr
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CELEB JING YUAN?? ☁️
celebrity!AU jingyuan
彡- ,, a collection of my brainrots about dating jing yuan as diff types of celebs!
cw ⁞ none unless ur allergic to rich hot general fluff. not proofread.
an ⁞ this may be a little ooc, i apologise ehe. I TRIED PLEASE I PROMISE RGRGGRHRGHGRHG
imagine ceo!jingyuan picking you up from work at your office, patiently waiting for you in his car. he doesn't understand why you want to continue working when he's already mentioned countless times how he could provide for you. you'd never have to work a day in your life again! (lets pretend we're hardworking in this) he gets out of the car to greet you with a smirk before opening the car door for you.
"get in, princess."
you smile at him and thank him for sending you home again — this has become a habit of his, though he sees it more as his duty. you quickly arrive at his residence and were about to bid him goodbye when he suddenly stopped you — his hand gripping your wrist, reluctant to let go. you ask him what's wrong and he just has the saddest pout on his face, looking like a dejected, kicked puppy. (lion?)
"why won't you let me spoil you... i know how much you hate your boss, if you resign, you'll never have to deal with him again. i'll pay for whatever you'll ever want and need, darling," he murmurs sleepily, pulling you closer to him so he can rest his head on your chest. how are you supposed to say no to him like this?! you don't notice his smug smirk as he hears your heartbeat fasten rapidly — he already knows you'll give in to him this time. (sly mf)
imagine artist!jingyuan who sits in his studio everyday, painting his beloved lover onto countless numbers of canvases — his work forever preserved. they all lay untouched, scattered on the floor. he's displeased. you'd visit his studio occasionally and always find him grumbling and utterly frustrated with himself. usually, when he's hit with a creativity block like this, it passes within a couple of days but he's been in this state of discontent for weeks at this point.
"i've been painting for ages now but nothing is appealing," he groans.
you turn to look at the multiple canvases strewn all across the floor and you beg to differ but ultimately decided to stay quiet — you won't be able to understand an artist's grievances anyway. you comfort him to the best of your abilities and you can tell that he appreciates it a lot — the weight of his eyebags lifting slightly. you return to the studio a few days later to see it in a completely different state of mess, the canvases from before are now replaced by sludges of clay.
"oh, you're back. ah, so you've seen the ceramic statues. it's you, my love. it seems your beauty is so breathtaking that it must simply be portrayed in multiple forms of art."
imagine world renowned author!jingyuan who sits in his garden everyday, inscribing his poems on scrolls — the work forever preserved. he hums in satisfaction as he rolls up the piece of parchment, slotting it into a case before sending it off to you via his personal cycrane. you're already reading his first draft within a few hours and pointing out any mistakes he's made so carelessly — making sure to add sarcastic comments by the side to add salt to the wound. after a few days of corrections, the work is ready to be sold to the collectors — the two of you meeting up to thank them for the smooth transaction.
"must you be so cruel every time you mark my work, my love?"
"it's because you're so sloppy with your work, 'yuan. aren't you a famous author? hm?"
"sorry, i work best with a reward-based system. maybe you should give me a kiss for every grammatically correct sentence."
"if that's what will solve your problem then fine."
"don't act so cold, we both know you'd like that."
you notice that his writings have become longer and you haven't been able to spot any mistakes either. (rip your sore lips)
#jing yuan#hsr#hsr x reader#hsr jing yuan#jing yuan x reader#jing yuan x you#jing yuan x y/n#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail#star rail#honkai star rail jing yuan#xianzhou luofu#jing yuan hsr#jingyuan x you#jingyuan x reader#jingyuan fluff#hsr fluff#honkai x reader#honkai x you#jingyuan#hsr x you#hsr x y/n
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Got prompted by @pinkkop but also partially this might end up as the controversial Thai BL post because the range of characters I'd defend with the passion is very wide for me:D
8 BL BOYS I WILL THROW HANDS FOR
Uea (Bed Friend)
This show isn't jokingly called 'A Tale of 1000 Traumas' for no reason, I mean – there is only so much one young adult can go through, and Uea has been through... well, almost everything. Tagging hurt/comfort fics on AO3 will result into red triggers all around. What fascinates me in this character is his resilience, too. He managed to go through everything with the sheer will power and knowing his own worth, what he deserves and what he does not. I am so glad the show made an active choice to send him to therapy and give him a considerate and loving boyfriend! He really needs both.
Sky (Love in the Air)
Again, no surprise that everyone would want to protect Sky. The acting was also chef's kiss in this show, I know I shouldn't be but I absolutely enjoyed seeing Sky getting triggered and sent to the red-lit room in his mind because this was pure cinematography, but irl I would just hug Sky with consent and never let him go. And kick Gun until he never rises up again too. I think Rain should've been given full freedom to avenge for his best friend. But this is also why I'm writing all these skyrain fics – because they are safe space for each other and I want to keep seeing it.
Rain (Love in the Air)
Ehem, like I said– the show has not declared it loudly but he's one of the most ADHD characters in Thai BLs if I ever saw one. He does not deserve to be mocked for his struggles and airheadness. I wish we saw more of him playing into his strengths beside taming a dom, instead of being infantilized by the show sometimes. Don't ask me to dive into full analysis though, I only could watch the PayuRain half of the show once so I'm going off vibes I remember, but I absolutely adore Rain and love reading fics that focus on his ADHD headcanon and how others understand and help him. And also those platonic BDSM tendencies he has with his best friend Sky.
Kawi (Be My Favorite)
For this guy, I would not fight the show or narration because they treated both characters and viewers with care, gentleness, wise teaching and love (Max is a harsh brat but that's his personality). I would actually fight the fandom: from people who hate-watched this show and refused to acknowledge it was amazingly done further than 'i might've liked it but ew screw this actor and novel the show was inspired by amiright don't judge me for liking it jk lol' to some individuals who missed the beautifully developed and portrayed close bond (aspec on at that, I'll stay firm) that spread across >10 years and different timelines and reduced Kawi to immature whiny weirdo who's scared to fuck Pisaeng ten times a day instead of one, idk. This show is a gem with many life-lessons and Kawi has one of the strongest and fascinating character development in Thai BLs that I've seen. Hands are being thrown.
Boston (Only Friends)
The creators of the show said the series didn't have any intentional message, but considering how many long discussions and poured out frustrations we had with some people, Only Friends definitely did Boston wrong. So what if he's a proud slut, should the show punish him for it while praising 'righteous' characters high on their horses? I don't think so. My guy was constantly filmed illegally and threatened by his hookups and friends, he's very hesitant about falling in love but he tried his best with clearly spoken offers, poly views and limits. I also see Boston kinda neurodivergent and/or demiromantic based on many lines he said about himself and his own view of people and relationships in the series. Nick might not be fully compatible with him, and I would throw hands for both of them, but if those two would communicate better, there would be no need for the OOC "twist" at the end. Their story could be beautiful, sad and realistic, instead Boston being kicked down in the street dirt by everyone after opening up about his heart and fears made me angry.
Akk (The Eclipse)
These descriptions just keep getting longer and longer? Oops... I don't think I need to explain the desire to protect Akk – this guy has not stopped crying since a mischievous and passionate newbie managed to break through his 100m thick wall of composure, pokerface and sheer will to survive. And also through all the manipulation Akk faced from the people he looked up to. Akk and everything that he went through managed to rip my heart out, and I'm not kidding. If you're repressed, oppressed and/or struggling with money, desire to make your parents proud and can't help but feel 'disapproved' feelings for someone – meet Akk, he's very relatable. I'd protect him and you too.
Thua (The Eclipse)
*clears throat* I did say this post would get controversial. I can and I will consider 90% of the people who hate Thua as lacking media literacy :D But without getting into useless fandom discussions, Thua is a poor teenager that needs love and support to be able to find himself and his own voice. He's stressed out by a harsh step-father, constantly facing homophobia and mocking in school, has suicidal intentions and the only good friend who opposed homophobic students and teachers, who showed him safe space and helped reach out to his mother, encouraged him to speak out loudly... went behind everyone's back, started dating the main "bully" of the school who threatened every queer for months and decided to support him while silencing students' and Thua's voices. At least that's what Thua experienced from his POV. Would you throw hands? Thua did, and while I may not agree with how he handled the situation, I can't hate him. He finally stood up for himself and his own, tried to change the system, and I'd fight Suppalo school for him too.
Black (Not Me)
There's someone who doesn't need my protection at all! A second before turning into bloody merciless activist-fighter who doesn't shy away from murdering capitalists and cops, I would still want Black not to think he's better off alone. While antagonistic sexually-tense exchange of comas with his ex-best friend can count as one of the most delicious type of romance that happened in subtext not text, he still deserved to seek solace in his ex-girlfriend and (ex? they were so close, why Gram does not care about him at all when he returns? we'll never know) other activist friend's company. Also, fighting with his life to change something in how the country works and hearing 'nah, your twin is better, he knows how to fight with social media so we achieved more with him than with you' from his mentor and Black deciding that he should again ditch everyone he cares about...noo:( I need spin-off about him where he gets everything he really deserves.
#I think I could've picked up 2 more but I can't think of anyone else right now#writing these 8 has already filled me with fire xD#thai series#thai bl#gmmtv#let's say pat and pran are the 2 left and i won't need to explain anything#dropthemeta
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TELL ME ֗ ˖ ࣪ ᩠ ༉‧₊˚ ✿ #01
━━ a filmmaker decides to follow and document the lives of the worst and best students at your school for a month, unfortunately, those students are you and chishiya, the most annoying guy on earth.
masterlist ◌*ꕤ
word count ✦ 1726
A/N: lets not question why the best student is allowed to have dyed long hair, idk either!!!! also kyuma cameo, i just needed someone as the filmmaker so hes kinda ooc take that in mind U_U hope u like it!
05/28/18 12:38
Why did the principal reach out to you to meet him at his office? Were you in trouble? Did he finally decide to expel you because of your scores? No, it couldn’t be, everyone knows that type of thing only happens in American movies, so, why were you waiting there and nervously avoiding eye contact? Also, a weird guy -he was wearing a cap indoors and that was enough for you to consider him weird-, who undoubtedly was not a teacher, even less a student was awkwardly standing in the corner of the room. You prayed for a word, just a single word, that could break the tense silence. As if your prayers had been heard for the very first time in your whole life, the awkward guy with the cap crouched down to whisper something in the director’s ear and as he vaguely nodded, the principal eventually spoke.
“Miss Kano, I have summoned you to propose and discuss an extracurricular activity involving you and one of your classmates” classmate? Who was he talking about? You started getting more curious, letting go of your previous anxieties, maybe this proposal could be fun, right? As long as they didn't force you to study maths for two hours every day after school, it would be pleasant. You heard the strange man clear his throat and you prepared yourself to finally hear him talk, he made you more curious than creeped out. “It seems your, uh, friend may take his time to arrive yet” so your so-called classmate was a guy, your options to guess decreased, “allow me to introduce myself, I’m Kyuma Ginji, filmmaker and the director of this new project”.
Someone knocked on the door softly, so softly it could almost have been ignored if the people in the room weren’t so expectant of the arrival of the fourth member and the principal barely said a word allowing the newcomer to enter the room. Just like that, all your expectations, interest and curiosity died right there without an opportunity to meet the real world. The one classmate who could disturb your day with only his presence set foot into the office and sat in the chair next to you. “Good morning, I’m sorry about the delay, I was taking care of a homework-related matter with Mister Kuzuryu” you tried not to look at him but even his voice annoyed you.
Mr. Kyuma brushed it off and resumed his self-introduction, “now that you both are here, I will explain you my project. Basically, my crew and I want to portray the lives of the senior students with the best and worst grades respectively, and see how you interact with each other for a month” no, simply no, there was no way you would interact with Chishiya for a whole month in front of cameras, not even if a gun was pointed at your head, “if you both agree, we’ll sign a contract and start shooting the first day of June, that way we’ll end at the start of July without disrupting your midterm exams. Please let me know what you think”.
“I think I’ll pass…” “Sir, are we going to get paid?” that rude cat-face with toilet paper-coloured hair dared to cut you off. Who did he think he was? Sometimes, you said to yourself it was nonsense to dislike him with so much energy, and maybe you could start over. You wouldn’t dare to befriend him, but you could finally leave each other alone, but with moments like this, you realized that would never happen. “Yes, of course, all of that information is in more detail in the contract, would you like to see it?” Mr. Kyuma said as he quickly, and really clumsily, directed himself towards his briefcase taking out a portfolio which, you assumed, stored your contracts.
He handed you each a piece of paper which contained all the clauses and conditions, you started reading it but reminded yourself you weren’t interested, if you accepted, you would work closely with Chishiya for a whole freaking month. “Uh, sorry, as I was saying…” “It’s okay, I’ll join the documental” and again, see? This was the reason why you would never work willingly with Chishiya, also, it was odd of Chishiya to accept something like this. No matter how much you disliked him, you couldn’t deny you knew him very well, at the end of the day, you essentially watched him grow. And this wasn’t usual for him. You noticed everyone seeing you expecting an answer, Chishiya smirked at you irritating your insides, “Miss Kano, we only need you to agree and we’ll sign the contracts tomorrow, then start filming as scheduled” oh no, there it was, the pressure.
It puzzled you why Chishiya agreed to this, the truth is, he had two big reasons; first, he would get paid and the amount was not low, and second, he heard you trying to deny the offer so he figured out that by agreeing, he would have the opportunity to bother you and see that annoyed face of yours that pleased him so much. If we are being honest, it puzzled him as much as you, if not more, why he got so much satisfaction by being around you and pushing your buttons, but the answer was something he deep inside knew he wouldn’t like to acknowledge.
Oh, you were aware there was no way out. Chishiya was already on board and the producer looked at you with puppy-like eyes, anticipating your positive answer. You knew you didn’t owe him anything, but still, he seemed young and hopeful. Even to the untrained eye, it was evident this was his first project. “Uh, why not? But I would like to mention this to my parents first” you talked with hesitation, contemplating the slightest chance your parents would disapprove of their youngest daughter appearing on a documentary showing off her awful grades.
Certainly, your parents weren’t against it, they didn’t even bat an eye, as per usual, they didn’t care about your life while you weren’t out there doing drugs -you weren’t sure about that testament either-. “Could you hand me the salad? Thanks. Yeah, your teacher, or was it your principal? Not so sure, but I got a call, they explained everything. You can participate, honey, it’s not like you’re going to get distracted from your studies or anything” your mom chuckled as if what she had said just recently was funny, but no one else at the table was laughing. Family dinners were always the same, your parents making passive-aggressive comments towards you, maybe praise your sister once or twice and silence. Not awkward, nor comfortable either, just plain silence.
“Mom, I’m not going to join the project” as you said, your parents released a “why?!” into the air in unison. You barely muttered “because I don’t want to” when your dad replied in a demanding tone, “that’s not a valid answer. You never want to do anything. If you do it, you’ll have money and at least one thing to write in your resume” of course the one time you needed your parents to mind their business as they always did was the time they decided to involve themselves into your life. “The man I spoke to earlier mentioned you and Shuntaro Chishiya, if I’m not mistaken, would be filmed. He is Dr. Chishiya’s son, right? He’s the best student, you could use some of his knowledge”.
That was it, you couldn’t stand Chishiya, you couldn’t stand your family, you were at your limit. You stuffed your mouth with the remaining food on your plate and stood up without saying a word, you heard your parents calling your name, but it did not matter to you at the moment. Taking the book you borrowed from the school library and laying in your bed, you found your desired peace, or so you believed until you heard a door knock. You didn’t answer in the case that would make whoever knocked on your door go away.
It didn’t, instead, a rather familiar face appeared as they opened your door. “Forgot to lock it” Mira grinned at you, “what do you want?” you said while covering your face with the book you were reading at the moment -The Silent Cry by Kenzaburo Oe-. “Can I come in?” you did not use your energy to say no because your sister would ignore you and enter your room whether you like it or not.
She sat next to you in your bed, “I think you shouldn’t deny the film offer”, “are you joining them in this nonsense? Traitor…” you moved yourself to face the wall because you were actually hurt she was taking your parents’ side instead of yours. “It’s a really good opportunity, I don’t think you should miss it, also, why you don’t want to do it? Even though my parents think you are lazy, I know you’re down to try everything at least once”.
“Why are you being so nosy? It’s not like it matters to you or something” you faced her again and stood right up to be at her height. “You are right, it does not matter to me, but clearly does to you, that’s why it’s bothering you so much and you don’t want to say the reason why. Whatever, my opinion shouldn’t be important, but I do think you should do it. You’ll get paid, maybe you could show off some of your poetry, you know, and mom and dad would love to see you” Mira stood up as she talked and was about to disappear through the door that connected your room to the hall but she stopped when you called her name.
There was a simple phrase you knew you had to say, different from what Mira would have liked to hear, but you didn’t say any of those. “You’re too good with words, you’re like a congressman” your sister laughed leaning against the door, “oh, god, I wish I was a congressman, do you know how much they get paid a year?” a sweet moment of giggles and then, a comfortable silence between you and her settled in the room, “anyways, I have to study, think about what I told you. Good luck with your book”
tag list: @surshica @enslique @httpsimmy @elernity @eshtravagent @fishisahappydog @kreishin @vernon-dursley @mhyunri
#chishiya x reader#chishiya shuntaro x reader#aib x reader#alice in boderland x reader#chishiya x fem!reader#aib chishiya#୨୧ . . . tell me#l❤︎veable
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Not Today : Imagine Niragi Comforting you from a Panic Attack
Summary: You've been suffering panic attacks at the beach and after a game you started going through yet another one until someone unlikely comforts you.
Warning+A/N: Probably accidentally made it a bit too long for an imagine- It's probably ooc (BUT IT IS IN MY HANDS) for Niragi, and a kind of bad attempt at portraying a panic attack? I'm better at anxiety attacks/anxiety related things cause that's me— But I'll try my best and do some research!!
Also not proofread!
Requested (Wattpad): I'd like to ask for an imagine: The reader is on the Beach and she is suffering from panic attacks - after returning from a game she gets a very bad panic attack - and out of nowhere it is Niragi who knows to comfort her and who shows her that she doesn't have to be scared of him.
Feedback is highly appreciated!!!
It was ironic of that man to have saved your life. As far as you know, he doesn't care about anyone or anything other than a gun in his hand.
The way he looked at you with that troubled look in his eye and nodded at you as a signal to 'get up'. It didn't make much sense.
People could totally assess that as a normal behavior but it wasn't for him. I mean come on, out of all people -
You found yourself choking on air and shaking on the ground. Just like that you were ripped away from your thoughts as the feeling of another panic attack gripping at you from the pit of darkness that was your room.
You felt as though you were losing everything around you.
Like the ground was swallowing you whole.
You felt like you were gonna be sick.
Tears threatened to spill from your eyes as you felt like attacking everything but also wanting to just break down and succumb to this darkness knowing that you can't stop it.
Just before you were about to lose all of your control, you heard your bedroom door swing open - creating a big noise at it hit the wall.
This immediately triggered you to try and weakly crawl to your bedside while you struggled to scream out 'Stay Back'.
But what you weren't expecting was somebody to gently put their hands on your shoulders and proceed to softly shake you while calling out your name - asking you to calm the fuck down.
He worried that he was being a little too harsh so he started to gently caress your cheek and pet your head as they brought you closer to their body.
"God-damnit, Y/N, breath." They muttered out rather intensely, but it was because they started to panic in worry too.
You struggled to follow their instructions as a few tears escaped your eyes.
"Y/N, listen. to. me. I'm fucking real and I'm here, okay?" The male voice said, trying to make you look at him but the water in your eyes and the tornado in your brain couldn't make out his face. "I'm fucking real, you got that?"
But then you started to feel the panic drift away, letting go of it's harsh grip on you.
You started to feel and get in touch with your surroundings again as the man kept gently rocking you back and forth in his arms, proving to you that he was very real and that you could get pass your attack and breath. You looked up at him to say thank you until,
Niragi
You swore to God, you almost screeched.
You tried to yelp and crawl away from him this time until he took your wrist in his hand. You thought he was going to start calling you names and crap but he had genuine worry in his eyes. But why?
"Y/N! Y/N, please." He muttered out to you and surprisingly; you obliged. "I'm not gonna hurt you, okay?"
It was unnatural of you to trust someone. Especially if that someone was him. But there was just something different about him right now that made you completely believe him.
And with that, you decided to let him scrape you back into his arms as he helped you calm down from that panic attack.
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"Why- Why'd you?" You couldn't complete your own sentences. "I thought you're-"
"What, Heartless? A monster?" Niragi chuckled, "Yeah, well, maybe not today. Not with you."
#aib#alice in borderland#aib x reader#alice in borderland x reader#niragi x reader#aib niragi x reader#x reader#imagine#box writes#i honestly don't even like niragi but gotta give the people what they want <3#he was probably standing outside your door the whole damn time because he was planning to confess to you#but like in a big tsundere way because thats him#like contemplating there while his forehead on the door#until he heard like choking noises and banging noises from the inside#just lil personal hcs lololol#aib imagines
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ATLA LA Episode 4 Into the Dark
The glowing rock candy 🤤🤤
Iroh and Aang bonding in prison.
"I'm really starting to see what kind of person his is." "I doubt that."
Sokka yelling at Sai like you yell at your father's mistakes
Love how active the fantasy racism is.
DONT GUILT SOKKA, SAI
Sokka is still so proud of Hakoda. He's so proud to be his son, "My father would never do what you did."
Zuko sneaking in??? We've seen numerous times in the OG his stealth capabilities when he tries. So, I'm excited.
BABY BUMI ! BABY (hes still a baby) AANG !
"I like the parts of Omashu that aren't so depressing :D"
SECRET TUNNEL
Great touch to openly address labor camps and POWs with the real world terms
"It's time to stop fighting. It's time to fight."
The Flopsy statue needs more recognition.
BUMI
Even Aang looks at Bumi like he's insane
Bumi, I know he's your friend, but you shouldn't out Aang like that
"Throw him.... a feast!" Aang looking terrified as if his old friend would EVER hurt him because the world has changed so much since he was last in it breaks me.
"Not everyone out there is the enemy"
"If you stand against us, you are."
"You're fighting because of hate. Just like the Fire Benders"
YES KATARA FIGHT BACK
KATARA THUGGIN AFTER SAYING "Goodbye, Jet"
I love how awful a liar Zuko is in every universe. LEARN TO FIB MY BOY
Aang at the table, like, "did my bsf friend forget I'm a vegetarian???"
Bumi being passively aggressive toward Aang, and Aang serving back "It was a tragedy!"
"Don't you care?" Aang, Bumi has a point when he yells at you. I like this Bumi a lot. His anger feels genuine. However irrational it may be.
THE HIPPIES IN THE MOUNTAIN
Sokka slowly vibing is OOC but still appreciated.
"We're doing what we're doing." They're all high. They gotta be.
Are Oma and Shu...? The gay??
I love how women are often portrayed as ending a war or unintentionally starting it, and then there's Azula.
Thanks for the backstory hippie man, wish you had a map though.
Two lovers, forbidden from one another~
SECRET TUNNEL (×2) THROUGH THE MOUNTAIN
"They're doomed 🤠"
Prisoner cruelty!! I know Uncle War Crimes but what about the Geneva Convention?
"The direct path is not always the best path." Paralleled with Aang wanting to find a way to end the war without killing Ozai.
I hate how they took out Kataang in the LA (i understand it'd be weird to allude to making aang's actor kiss kataras, though), but I like "love" in the tunnels being familial instead of romantic. And I like Sokka using his brain to figure stuff out.
"He was 19.. Was it worth it?" "We were at war.. I was a soldier." Such is the awful reality of war. When it comes to soldiers, it's not personal. It's a job, its dehumanizing to yourself and the rest of the world. It's a politcal game. "You (Iroh) know nothing of loss." And then showing his grief.
Iroh didn't want his son to die a war hero, he wanted Lu Ten to be his son.
!!! This was such an important conversation to put into the show. !!!
Zuko having something from Lu Ten 🥺🥺
I want a separate series with just Lu Ten
Leave from the Vine playing 🥺🥺
Bumi ragging on Aang for wanting to be a kid, AS A TWELVE YEAR OLD, makes me so mad.
Yes, he thinks about fun and games. A boy shouldn't be as bitter as an old man.
Zuko showing up to kick ass for his Uncle because that's HIS FUCKING UNCLE. He's still strong enough to break metal WITHOUT BENDING. SHOWING HIS COMPENTENCY.
"We've all seen enough death."
Zuko showing concern for Iroh's Injury to demonstrate his "true" nature of being sensitive and compassionate. Which is why he was banished in the first place.
The WT Siblings just hold each other before their perceived death feels so important to me.
And I feel like we can and should read into the badgermole/ "Love is brightest in the dark" scene.
"Great, how do you think they respond to verbal commands." Sokka can you be Sappy for like 5 minutes please.
"Some of us have to fight, even if we don't want to. That's what it means to he in a WAR!" This show is delivering so many lines and comments about war and its complexities for everybody involved. Just like the original. Y'all wanna sleep on it because of minor character changes????
I have yet to see a character, Suki has come the closest, that has been so awfully OOC that I've had to stop.
Aang asking for help, "one that requires you to make impossible choices" Bumi is a little misguided here but he means well in sharing his knowledge of leading to his friend.
"Learn what it means to be the Avatar!" "No!" Aang will never give up who he is based on others expectations. And the idea that he doesn't have to do things on his own, "like a child" is going to be what wins the war.
Aangs refusal to kill or hurt isn't bad, he's going to make a difference. He's going to save people. He's going to be the Avatar, but he will be an airbender first!
SAI OUTING THE FIRE NATION IS REDEMPTION
Iroh left to be with his nephew 🥺🥺
He won't let this boy be without a father
LEAVES ON THE VINE
"Everything I need is on this boat"
This episode felt a little rushed, and felt like it lacked a little in terms of the Gaang. But in terms of Zuko, it served. Zuko's story felt stronger here. Especially, after seeing Appa fly away, but he chose instead to prioritize his Uncle.
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If I’m trying to dip my toes into writing jlud fics, is there anything you think should be highlighted in their dynamic, I’ve never written real people before, so I’m worried they may come off as OOC
i think having a history of writing rpf in general does help you portray real people a little better, but even if you've only written fic based on movies or tv, then you really just have to study and think about the way real people talk. none of it is carefully orchestrated or prewritten or flowery or anything like that. real people use lots of filler words and phrases like "uh", "ah", "um", "like", "yeah", "i mean", "you know", so on and so forth. they stutter. they fumble. j stutters a lot, usually because he talks very quickly and his mouth can't keep up with his brain and he short-circuits when he's placed into unfamiliar situations.
a lot of people make the mistake that lud is inherently domineering and suave and super alpha and he always knows what he's doing, which isn't true. he's able to fake confidence VERY well and he tries to make up a lot of his personality so he can mask his vulnerability and sell himself as a product to others, but he's easily broken through because he wants SO badly to be loved and praised and coddled. at the same time, he also has the capacity to be very cruel and snide and shitty on purpose and he doesn't really care about hurting people's feelings. all of these spawn from him being a miserable, unstable, spoiled manchild. he's very mean to jrma in between glorifying him, constantly diving between these two extremes depending on his mood and what his current perception of jrma is. he acts out and expects everyone to put up with it and doesn't care when people don't. j usually puts up with it no matter what because he hates himself and needs so badly to stay in lud's good graces. unless he sees lud being mean to somebody else. then he'll scold him for it.
they absolutely and thoroughly adore each other and they've been following each other's exploits closely for years. lud has been watching jrma ever since he was at asu and jrma has been watching lud from a similar timeframe. the first time j ever shouted him out and thanked him for raids was all the way back in 2018. they're VERY familiar with each other from a voyeuristic standpoint; j listens to the yard and watches a fuckton of his streams and lud regularly looks up and watches jrma clips along with a bunch of his streams too. they both look up to each other so much. lud looks up to j because he sees him as a mentor, an artist, and a father/teacher figure, and j looks up to lud because he also sees him as an artist and so fucking cool and slick and handsome and he's awed by and jealous of the success he's achieved at such a young age. they both want very, very badly to be liked by each other but their own mental blocks that they have put in place makes it so that they can't see how crazy the other one is about them. j because he can't stand himself, and lud because he's constantly playing 4d chess with everyone in his life.
j is VERY needy, physically and emotionally, when they interact with each other in real life. he doesn't feel the need to interact with others or make more friends. he wants lud to be around him and talk to him and hype him up. and once they do find each other again, they talk easily and comfortably for ages and ages because they have a ton in common. they both seem to ignore the strange obstacles that both of them tend to throw up around each other because it's so much easier to be the best of friends than it is to talk about their feelings at all. they don't admit things to each other. they don't talk about things deeper. they just exist in each other's vicinities and grab at each other and try to steal pieces for themselves.
all in all, watch their streams and see how their relationship has developed over time and listen well. some key streams to watch are the replacement stream, bro v bro, name your price, juiced, beerio kart, and risk, because they're all wildly different and they all uniquely showcase aspects of their relationship that you can pull from.
#hope this helped!! i think about them a lot#i admit i don't follow my own rules when i want to make the true lud alpha god rapist. but it's fuuuuun..#also he does LOVE to put on a show when he wants to torment j for any reason. he LOVES being mean to him#i think it just gets his dick hard that j will accept any kind of treatment from him#jlud#bunnyaskz
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GET TO KNOW YOUR ADMIN !!
name — Calamity or Phantasma.
pronouns — She/her.
preferred comms — Discord or Tumblr IMs. Either is fine. I'm a shy bean, so I'm not good at messaging people in ooc really, but it's not that I don't like you or anything! Just me being awkward as hell.
name of muse — I have a few, but I'd say the main ones I use are Gundham, Junko, Bakugo, Mikey, and Fubuki. I use Benedikta a lot on a different account.
experience in RP — Since 2003, so it's been 20 freaking years now of on and off RP life. Feeling old now. I started on xanga as Bankotsu from Inuyasha. It was a lawless RP land back then. Everyone god modded and one lined, but it was a grand time. My Bankotsu got so many of those sacred jewel shards.
best experiences — I have many. The first days of RP were certainly some of them. I actually met quite a few people from RP in RL. I would say the best of the best was when I met a group of Danganranpa RPers on anirp, and we did different story-lines all together. The one guy made up stories and events for the characters. I was Gundham. We also did the despair storyline which I think was my favorite, because I was able to do despair Gundham and made such a great backstory and I got so many compliments from the group on how I portrayed him(I guess he was pretty similar to the joker according to some.) I got my own event where i tried to kill all the other remnants with my animal army. We also did a really fun persona storyline. I got to be the fem p3 protag and had a love triangle with Shinji and Akihiko. ;) There was some drama with the group, and the leader talked a lot of crap cause I was busy and missed a lot of events though, so I ended up leaving.
pet peeves / dealbreakers — My number one is the one thing I will block you for: If you ask for a starter and then never reply. I have very little time to write and I can't stand people wasting my time. Another is drama of course. I come to RP as an escape, not for more stress. It also annoys me if someone posts a starter call and I like it, but get ignored. Why did you follow me back if you don't want to RP?
muse preference ( fluff, angst, smut ) — Fluff and angst are by far my two favorite genres. I love the corny, romantic slow burn more than anything. Romance is dead irl and I need some kind of fantasy outlet since I'm a hopeless romantic. I also just love angst cause it causes conflict and helps the characters develop, and I just live for the drama. Besides, after the hurt, comes the comfort. My other favorite genre is dark. I love writing dark things. Junko is a good outlet for that, and I'd love to write despair Gundham sometimes. Also Dark Mikey. Smut, I'm pretty good at writing it, but I need a solid storyline and a slow burn romance that leads up to it. Except maybe for Junko.
plot or memes — I honestly usually just wing stuff haha. I've posted memes but people generally don't send them to start new storylines with me. Since I'm shy, I don't typically approach people to try and plot either v.v But both are great when they happen.
long or short replies — I prefer stuff typically on the longer side(If you can't tell by my blog). I would say my typical replies are 3 paragraphs or so, but I can go longer. I really like to flesh out my muses and their thoughts. I don't expect people to keep up though.
best time to write �� Weekends by far. Lately I haven't had time to do anything on my weekdays. Work has been crazy busy so I haven't been able to use the work computer for replies. I work two jobs and commute over 2 hours everyday, (and go to the gym 3 days a week), so I just don't have much time for anything during the week.
are you like your muse — I typically do characters that are vastly different from myself, because I feel like that's the most fun for me. Some similarities though:
I love animals(I'm a vet assistant), and I typically dress goth/alt like Gundham
I tend to be impulsive like Mikey
I'm quite air headed, ditzy, and naive like Fubuki(Not to that extreme at least, but a little bit.)
I tend to be logical, cold, and distant like Makoto. I'm also terrible at asking for help, feeling I have to be the rock and do everything myself. I have to always be strong for everyone else, and never show any weakness.
I have a really rough past full of abuse like Benedikta, and am always fighting an internal darkness.
Tagged by: @more-than-a-princess(Thank you!) Tagging: @nuravity and you reading this right now.
#☾✩☽ out of calamity#memes#munday meme#//I literally saved this to post on Monday and then forgot lmao#So here it is now
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I was curious if you have any opinions on the characterization of any Star Fox characters? Or just like anything you feel like saying about the series in general? I only very recently got into one of the games myself.
first let it be known your talking to a person who got into the starfox fandom because of the second smash bros (the one on the wii that had the cool connecting storylines) and didn't know fox even had his own game besides the one when krystal is introduced with the dinosaurs and we had our parental figure take the game back because the first part wasn't in English and we couldn't pass it so we thought something was wrong with it.
I like Falco me and my friend love Falco that is our OG boy he's so sassy i played starfox assault never finished it but i love when he's always like you owe me or i owe you i kept count of how many times we owed each other and i how many times i helped him out and he never thanked me XD
i kinda just love the background characters like Leon and Panther love them they are so weird
recently just developed a love for Andrew or as we like to call him Annndreew he's like that one kid that always tries to be in on everything and tries to fit in with the bullies but also gets bullied by the people he hangs out with
Everything i'm telling you is mostly based off how we've portrayed the characters in me and my friend's very ooc talking sessions when we talk so take everything i say as very ooc ver of the characters
Wolf is silly too love when he was like "I didn't save you fox i just so happen to be flying by and you landed on my Rwing" that was peak smarty pants
my biggest thing with wolf tho is he isn't 20, that man is not 20 he might be canonly 20 something but he is not that young that man is 45 or 33 at best
those are just some things if you want me to really get into it i can talk about other things but like what did you want me to talk about specifically if you had something in mind?
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🌟✨💖☀️❤️
🌟 ― i love how you portray your muse(s)
I'm actually VERY THRILLED that I'm getting these consistently because I'm gonna be real with you all I WAS A LITTLE WORRIED AT FIRST-
Though I also portrayed him a bit too submissive at first I think and had to get adjusted to writing him in general lol. SO I GUESS I'M GETTING GOOD AT IT! Seriously though another Adam tried to fuck him once and intimidated him so badly that Adam couldn't respond for like a week and they ended up dropping me by then
✨ ― i love the way you write
YEEEE once again, I just try to have fun with it and it seems to fit the general feel of me, Adam, and the blog as a whole!
💖 ― you seem like a genuinely nice person
FFFFFF I try to be! I wasn't always a VERY GOOD PERSON due to my upbringing in a bad area (rural south) and misguided teachings from my very religious and controlling mother (I GOTS MOMMY ISSUES FOR DAYSSS lol) so young me was guilty of bad shit like homophobia and transphobia as well as some light uses of racists jokes and a few other more minor transgressions :U BUT I have since been educated, corrected myself, and have done my best to make up for all the harm I've done in the past...because I was never naturally bad I don't think?? Just young, edgy, and really REALLY stupid. XD But yeah I've had to deal with some less than awesome people in my life and I don't wanna be one of those people nor understand why anyone would want to be one themselves, so I do my best! I do struggle with anger issues from time to time admittedly and am still a bit OLD SCHOOL when it comes to some "problematic" situations (mostly when it comes to things I can weigh in on like ableism, homophobia, transphobia and the like) but yeah. I wanna be the best person I can be and treat everyone how they deserve to be treated!
☀️ ― your posts always bring me joy
Thank you!! I know they're like OOC a lot and often completely off topic in general so it's kinda nice to know that they're at least entertaining or fun in some way!
❤️ ― you're one of my favorite blogs
OKAY NOW I CAN-
*Copies and pastes my last misplaced gush from the other posts*
WAIT ACTUALLY THAT REALLY MEANS A LOT because there are a TON of quality blogs on here with wonderful writing and consistent behavior and not all the crazy stupid bullshit that I do XD AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON HOW INTIMIDATED I AM BY OTHER ADAMS MOST OF THE TIME-
So that genuinely means a lot to me!! ;u;
OKAY THERE-
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First of all thank you so much to both of you! I'm happy both of you really enjoy this ^_^
@loregoddess You really should! Persona 5 Royal is a long but amazing game and I had an absolute BLAST playing it (and I'm going to play 4 and 3 whenever they go on sale)
Also fun fact I actually did think about putting in Lysithea at first but then realized I'd rather have Marianne instead. If only because of her Metaverse element being the opposite of the one she uses in the real world, I love the dicothomy. Honestly thinking about it more I'd go with Lorenz even if it could be considered slightly OOC, both because I'm sure a part of him would love to just get Acheron to finally stop being himself and also he's the best fit for the Psychokinesis element by far.
Anyway, moving on!
aurgh that is so COOL. lonato def makes for a good starting arc! ashe is my favorite boy you cant do this to me. i'd imagine he initially took ashe in out of goodwill but then after christophe he just became so bitter that ashe then became the replacement. orugh.
I want to beat the shit out of Lonato so bad
I don't know whether Ashe and the others' adoption happened before or after Cristophe's execution, but regardless, I have very, VERY few kind things to say about Lonato, no matter how much the game tries to portray him as a good man.
Which really, all of this makes him a great first Palace because he is viewed very highly by the populace (or at least was before the insurrection), in the canon game already it's all but stated that his desire for vengeance consumed him, not to mention Ashe keeps calling his adoptive father Lord Lonato which implies the distance between the two is quite strong despite Ashe's admiration for him. And, you know. The fact he answer Ashes' plea to just talk things out by trying to kill him.
His Palace would either be in Castle Gaspard or perhaps in Garreg Mach's Audience Chamber? That maybe since he keeps calling Rhea a witch he views it as a super evil layer or some shit. His Sin would be Wrath though, no question.
Anyway, fuck Lonato. Sorry, where was I?
i'd imagine this is then just white clouds divergent? either rhea or edelgard or both would be the final palace before facing the slitherers in true Let's Kill God fashion (final boss epimenides? since he's the most readily available sothis god-counterpart)
Actually, ACTUALLY, hold on.
First things first - yes, it is mainly WC divergent, although the war still starts. But given the Metaverse makes getting Edelgard to quit it far, far earlier, no timeskip occurs since the war lasts for like, a few months at most. Save for perhaps a Byleth Palace once they reawaken five years later.
Edie would be the final Palace in this, yes, since she's pretty much Fòdlan's version of Shido, but for Mementos Depths...
First things first, Mementos is in Garreg Mach's first floor because, come on. Claude himself calls that place "Fòdlan in a nutshell".
And in this AU Mementos Depths represents Greed instead of Sloth, since that's the main cause you can attribute most of Fòdlan's tragedies to. Specifically, greed for power.
So in my mind there's no one better fitted to be the Treasure of this version of Mementos than Nemesis, someone infamous for his lust for power, no matter the version of his story.
To be clear, he's not the real Nemesis- just a godlike embodiment of Fòdlan's greed that took his shape as the one who represents it best. The real Nemesis is dead and buried - and unlike in the canon Verdant Wind, never to be resurrected.
Also none of that "merging reality with Mementos" shit or all the other twists of the P5 ending because I'll be honest with you Feli, I don't really like the P5 vanilla ending.
oh man i'm spitballing now. the idea of a futaba-style own palace dive for marianne is great. she's exactly the type who'd want the PT to expose her "crimes" only to find out she's not the beast at all
Ironically wasn't even considering a Marianne Palace at first but YOU ARE SO RIGHT. Would fit great in one of those rare chapters where nothing is going to shit so like, Ch7. Even more poignant given the implication she offs herself if Byleth doesn't recruit her.
And it won't be the first nor last time the Phantom Thieves steal someone's heart as a way to drag them to therapy.
but you bring up lonato and marianne, and i think jeritza would be great as well! maybe when flayn's kidnapped, they manage to dive into the palace of the death knight to find her (and she somehow wiggles her way in with nabatean powers), and the group finds out who he is and get him to stop this overglorified suicide attempt and reunite with his sister.
Still very unfamiliar on Jeritza besides the very general ideas but yeah! We could make the change that while Flayn is still kidnapped at the start of the month Manuela is actually still around searching and this is just so she is not left to bleed to death for a whole month. Goddamnit game. The team investigates, searches around and lo and behold, there's a Palace right in Jeritza's quarters. The gang goes into the Palace to investigate and perhaps they accidently drag Flayn and Kronya into the Metaverse with them, leading eventually to Flayn awakening her Persona and Kronya gaining the knowledge to blackmail the Phantom Thieves in the future.
And, you know. Jeritza is finally dragged into therapy and stops doing whatever he was doing.
By the way, in addition to her Persona being Cethleann Flayn's phantom outfit would absolutely be a cat. Mainly because of her Halloween alt, but also because, come on. Indipendent? Free to wander around? Loves fish? Cats are Flayn's spirit animal. I'd go with her code name being Kitty!
the idea of redemption arc kronya is also so cool. not a lot to work with with her, but all the more options!
I mean, I'm not sure I'd call it a redemption arc but, yeah. Anything to make her more than the unbelievably shallow "mwehehehe murder" woman she was in canon. If anything I was thinking she'd be more like how a certain someone acts in the third semester of Royal, from "Still arguably evil but with a common enemy" to "an anti-hero but would NEVER admit it". Just the idea of her begrudgingly teaming up with a bunch of stinky humans and a Nabatean and desperately shaking off the thought worming into her head that she's actually enjoying it.
Since I wanna shake things up a bit, Thales' Palace would come before Edelgard's, meaning the one who gives the PTs the instructions on how to infiltrate Shambala wouldn't be a posthumous Hubert but, you guessed it, Kronya. Who somehow survived getting her heart ripped out, don't worry about it. She, uh, grew it back or something.
So, with the replies being done, here's my not-quite-ordered Palace list!
Lonato: During Ch3 - Nothing left to say. Except that I don't know what his Treasure would be, any ideas? (Sin: Wrath)
Miklan: I can't think of what or where his Palace would be, just that I want it. Takes place during Ch5 and it's about stealing his heart before he turns into a Demonic Beast. (Sin: Envy, Treasure: Either the Lance of Ruin or the Dragon Sign that grants you the Crest of Gautier in NG+)
Jeritza: During Ch6 - Mentioned earlier so, you know. His Palace would probably look like a slaughterhouse or some other place associated his death, while his Treasure... dunno. (Sin: Lust because lust for blood/death? Maybe??)
Marianne: During Ch7 - Again, dragging her ass to therapy before she even thinks about offing herself. Flayn consolidates herself in the role of the Phantom Thieves' therapist, which is even more poignant given where Marianne's trauma comes from. (Sin: Sloth?, Treasure: dunno)
Dimitri: Ok, I don't know where to put this. Part of me wants to put it before the Twisted Joke because his Treasure would be the Flame Emperor mask, ironically leading the PTs to suspect at least for a little bit that he was the Flame Emperor and I find it really funny. But at the same time it'd make far more sense for them to steal his heart after he snapped, so...
But then again, since Felix would be the one to join here SPECIFICALLY to have Dimitri's heart changed, maybe he'd give the unpolite suggestion to hurry the fuck up before he loses it completely.
His Palace would ABSOLUTELY be in Duscur because, come on. Rendered as a burning hellscape due to his trauma. Also his Shadow looks like a boar, showing Felix's constant insults did get through to him, pretty deep actually.
A cognitive Dedue is of course there, but so is, suprise suprise, a cognitive version of young Edelgard guiding the Phantom Thieves through the Palace, because there's a part of Dimitri that wants the pain and the voices to stop and in the Palace it takes the shape of El. My heart.
(Sin: Wrath 2, Treasure: Flame Emperor Mask)
Rhea: Takes place during Ch11, and it's specifically about preventing the Holy Tomb to occur. Not Edie's thing because there's no way the PTs would know yet unless Jeritza rats her out, rather specifically to stop her from resurrecting Sothis through Byleth. Although at least half of the PTs are in this specifically because they want to help her, especially Flayn and Cyril. (and by which I mean, good 'ol enforced therapy)
I will say more in a later post because like in canon, Rhea took a complete hold over me and I have. So many things to say it'd probably take me a separate post.
So for now I'll just say that before her Palace she has her strong suspicions on who the Phantom Thieves are but chooses to not say anything (someone months prior made a box for requests to the Phantom Thieves. It never gets removed which, nuff said.) But after her change of heart she immediately goes to Claude and the others, thanks them for taking such a huge weight off her shoulders and grants them a permanent safe space to stay in the Monastery as well as a place to use as a hideout.
Also she teaches Claude how to grow that sweet, sweet Nabatean weed.
(Sin: Wrath 3/Sorrow, Treasure: Sothis' Crest Stone)
Thales: Most interesting things to say is that it 1) Takes place before Edie's Palace meaning that no, she'd still continue with her conquest even after he backs down, 2) the implication that not all the Agarthans were on board with *vaguely gestures at everything* and there's likely some settlement who disguised as humans and, much like the Nabateans, only desire to be left alone, 3) Kronya is the one to rat them out as revenge
(Sin: Envy 2, Treasure: fuck if I know)
Edelgard: There's, uh, several directions you could take this depending on your view of her, which in my case is... not good. When I said she's Fòdlan's Shido, I mean it. Even if Shido is still arguably worse. Bonus points if the Hegemon is one of Shadow Edelgard's forms.
(Sin: Pride, Treasure: The dagger Dimitri gave her)
Nemesis: As I said before, in this AU he's not a revived zombie but the cognitive embodiment of all of Fòdlan's greed and desire for power, damn such silly things as morality or care for others. Which means that, ironically, HE is the god in this one.
(Sin: Greed, Treasure: the friends we made along the way)
Byleth: The bonus Palace and only one to take place in the timeskip. Still haven't figured out what it'd be about, but I do want it here due to again, them being the last person Claude needs to fight so that the "Claude fights the whole world" I said at the start can be true.
(Sin: Yes, Treasure: Also yes)
Also, for minor Mementos, request, uh, probably a bunch of students. Definitely Sylvain (requested by literally every woman and girl in Garreg Mach), Seteth (requested by Flayn herself because his overprotectiveness keeps smothering her even if she understands why but he just won't listen), Manuela and Hanneman (yes they indeed requested each other), several of those fucking racist monks (seriously why is it that whenever an NPC says something bigoted it's ALWAYS the monks). A lot of parents too, which means that yes, Claude and the Phantom Thieves beat up Count Varley('s Shadow) in this one. Bitch should be lucky they didn't kill him.
Been chatting with a couple of friends and came up with the idea of a Persona 5 AU for Three Houses where Claude is the founder and leader of the Phantom Thieves, would you be interested in hearing more?
(To be clear the setting and characters would be exclusively from 3H, although it would include the Metaverse, Palaces and Persona like in P5)
#fire emblem#fire emblem three houses#fe16#fe16 spoilers#claude#fòdlan phantom thieves#my writings#my rambles#i am. genuinely loving the way this AU is shaping up.#i promise i'll do the rhea post soon because fdgdfgf#she eventually becomes the sojiro in this one#instead of coffee dad we have weed (grand)mom
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Pairing: Kaz Brekker x f!Reader
A/N: Hello thereee, I just saw that I still have some drafts of non-requested fics, so I may just finish some of these before moving on to the newer requests. This is pretty short (and kinda stupid), but I just needed something cute for the vibes.
Summary: Kaz and the reader have been married for quite some years now, unbeknownst to their friends. But what if a slip up causes this shared secret to come to the surface?
Genre: Fluff and Comedy
Word Count: 1.9K
Warnings: Slight ooc!Kaz, marriage, cringe
“Kaz, do you still need the blueprints of Hoede’s mansion, or can I stow them away? They’ve been rotting here for weeks now, and I doubt that they’ll be needed in the near future.” you inquired gently, watching Kaz as he looked over the bank statements of the Crow Club.
His eyes darted to you and the rolls of blueprints, as he began to mentally consider the possibility of requiring the maps in the following missions.
“There won’t be any need for that any time soon. You may put them away.” he answered, his voice rough from spending the majority of his day working.
You sighed, meeting his gaze again. He was overworking himself again, and both of you knew that. But, no matter how hard you tried, he wouldn’t back down until everything was meticulously planned out.
“Do you need anything else? I can get you some tea? Have you eaten? You should consider taking a break.” you asked softly, stepping closer to his desk.
“I’m finishing that paper, and then I’ll join you for dinner.”
“You better do. Or else I have to drag you down there myself.” you playfully threatened, pointing the blueprints in the direction of his face.
His lips twitched into something akin to a grin, as he eyed you carefully.
“Thank you, darling. What would I do without you.” he cooed, his voice uncharacteristically caring.
Well, uncharacteristically to basically everyone else. Not to you.
“What was that, Brekker? Don’t let anyone else hear that, or they might think Dirtyhands has gone soft.” you teased with a smile, very much enjoying his flattery.
“Am I not allowed to talk to my wife that way?”
“I’m not complaining, love. But someday you might let it slip in front of someone else.”
Kaz nodded, knowing what you were referring to. The two of you had been married for quite a while now, unbeknownst to anyone else. Not even the Crows knew of your marriage or your relationship for that matter. It was hard keeping it a secret from everyone you loved, but in the Barrel, love was not a thing to portray publicly, especially not for one of the most notorious criminals in the city. So, in order to keep the both of you safe, you decided to act as if nothing had ever happened between the two of you.
This had worked surprisingly well. While you and Kaz spent way more time with each other, even trying to work on his touch aversion, your friends tried their best to get you together. They were convinced that there had to be some chance to bring you to admit your feelings for the other. You had to try your best to not let anything slip. To not accidentally touch his shoulder comfortingly after a failed job, or stand just a little bit too close to him while you were out. Especially, having to hide your wedding band pained you deeply, but you managed to attach it to a chain, hanging it around your neck and saying that it was your parents’ wedding ring. Kaz, on the other hand, didn’t seem to have any problems with hiding his genuine feelings towards you. As the years went on, however, he started to act a little bit more careless. His longing gazes getting longer, and his attention span during meetings getting shorter. It scared you that even the Bastard of the Barrel was beginning to crack when it came to his love life.
“Quit worrying. It doesn’t suit you.” your husband smirked, turning back to his work.
You only shook your head, flashing him a quick smile, as you left his office.
This play went well for a few more weeks. Until it didn’t.
It should’ve been a simple meeting. And it was for a while.
The Crows were all sitting at their respective places in Kaz’s office. Jesper and Wylan were sat right next to each other in a love seat, barely inches away from being situated in each other’s laps. Nina and Matthias had gotten, more or less, comfortable on the small couch that was facing the work desk, with Inej lounging on the thick armrest next to them. You sat on the small platform leading up to the window, close enough to Kaz so that you could see every tiny change of expression that flew across his face.
“Kaz, we’ll definitely need the keys to get into the warehouse. I checked the locks, and there’s no way, not even for you, to solve these without triggering the defence mechanism.” Inej stated after recounting some of the other observations she had made on her previous trip to the warehouse district.
“Don’t tell me that we have to go back into Hoede’s mansion.” Wylan groaned, throwing his head back, visibly not enjoying this suggestion.
“I fear we have no other choice.” Kaz grumbled, his fingers pinching the bridge of his nose.
He was obviously unamused by the prospect of breaking into Councilman Hoede's mansion again, but there seemed to be no other way to get into the warehouse.
His hands wandered to the edge of his desk, irritation evident as they reached an empty spot, where the blueprints should’ve been. Embarrassingly, his eyes met yours in an instant, pleading for you to do something about the missing papers.
“Oh, I put them in the upper left drawer.” you answered the silent question, causing Jesper to smirk at you, entertained by the abstract communication system the two of you had established.
Before Kaz could get up, you hopped off the platform and crossed the room to get to said drawer.
“Don’t bother, I’ll get them.”
You heard some of the others - Wylan, Jesper and Nina, to be exact - chuckle at your statement, amused by your quick reaction.
Quickly, you found the plans and handed them over, receiving a thankful nod from Kaz. However, his next words caught you completely off-guard.
“Thank you, love.”
After uttering these words, the room went quiet. Everyone staring at you and Kaz. Your eyes flashed in his direction, shock was plastered on your face, as you searched his eyes, waiting for the pointe of a joke you missed. He already noticed his slip up, the cogs turning inside his head to come up with a possible way to talk himself out of this dilemma. You sat back down slowly, feeling a faint blush taint your cheeks, whilst Kaz turned his attention to the plans in front of him again, acting as if he didn’t just drop a massive bombshell.
“We have to look into an alternative escape route, in case things go south. Our last route worked out pretty well, but we can’t rely on it too heavily, otherwise we’re getting too predictable.” he tried to turn the team’s attention back to the plan again.
Inej either knew exactly what was going on, or she just tried to play into his attempt at saving face, because the professional expression returned to her face.
“As far as I know, there’s a barricaded basement door close to the west entrance. If we’re careful enough, we can slip in almost unnoticed.” she started, her gaze wandering between you and Kaz.
The general attention of the others, however, wasn’t even close to being focused on the factual discussion. Nina wasn’t leaning on Matthias anymore, instead, she was sitting up straight, a mischievous grin graced her face, whilst Matthias just stared straight at Kaz. Jesper’s face wasn’t as joyous anymore. He was currently trying to sort out his thoughts, straining to understand what was going on. Wylan looked utterly shocked, his eyes meeting yours, an unspoken question lying within them.
Before Kaz could continue to speak, however, Jesper shook his head, removing his arm from his partner’s shoulder and shaking his hands profusely.
“Are we not going to talk about what just happened?” he asked, his voice playful, but also genuinely shocked.
“What did just happen? I don’t think that there’s anything to talk about, but the plan, so if you don't mind-” Kaz inquired calmly.
“Oh, you’re not getting away that easily.” Jesper retorted, his gaze moving towards you again, “You can’t deny it, Kaz. You just called Y/N ‘love’!”
“Jesper, I doubt that this is relevant t-”
“Saints, just ask her out already!” Nina interjected, throwing her head back into the couch, “It’s getting painful to watch. And you embarrassed yourself enough already with that statement.”
Kaz paused, his face turning towards you almost pleadingly. You knew that there was no other way out of this situation, so you just nodded slightly.
“Am I not allowed to talk about my wife that way?” he asked, his question sounding rather like a statement.
The room went quiet again. Even Inej stopped dead in her tracks, as her brain steadily connected the dots.
“Wife? As in, you’re officially married and all that jazz?” Wylan sputtered, almost tripping over his own words as he talked.
“Brekker, you’re not serious, are you?” Nina added, her mouth staying a little agape after finishing her sentence.
“He can’t be serious. We would’ve definitely noticed if two of our best friends were married.” Jesper tried to rationalize the uncomfortable situation.
“And also, the Demjin wouldn’t have the guts to ask someone out.” Matthias said, acting as if you and Kaz wouldn't be in the room too.
Inej’s eyes travelled between you and Kaz again, as a knowing smile formed on her lips. She shook her head in disbelief, as she started to talk.
“The ring around your necklace didn’t belong to your parents, did it?” she asked, looking at you intently.
“Nope.” you replied, grinning back at her, as you took off the necklace carefully.
Her head turned, and her gaze shifted towards her boss again.
“There also was no trading mission in Ravka that the two of you had to attend all these years ago, was there?” she added, barely being able to contain her laughter.
“There was. It just wasn’t the reason why we had to delay our departure for two weeks. Adding a honeymoon to a business trip is definitely something to experience.” he answered matter-of-factly, a crooked grin on his lips.
“Don't tell me that you're in on the joke too, Inej?” the sharpshooter inserted himself back into the conversation, still not believing anything that was said.
“Jes, we’re serious.” you chuckled, removing the wedding band from its chain, and putting it on your ring finger.
Kaz’s eyes followed your motions intently, a content expression settling on his face.
“Wait, that job in Ravka was like,” Wylan started, pausing quickly to sort through his memories, “three years ago?”
“You’ve been together for three years?” Nina blurted out, also continuing to stare at you.
“Don't be ridiculous, Zenik. We’ve been married for three years. We’ve been together for way longer.” Kaz stated coolly, having to force a controlled expression onto his features, whilst a smile was trying to break through the surface.
“What?” was the general reaction you got from your friends, some still shocked by this new revelations, others just smiling at the two of you.
You tried to meet Kaz’s gaze again, but he was focused on something else. With controlled motions, he began removing his black leather gloves, revealing a pair of slender pale hands. The golden wedding band he wore on his left finger was a stark contrast to the almost white skin of his hands.
“Djiel receive me, the Demjin is wearing one too.” Matthias muttered under his breath, as your friends started bombarding you with questions.
#kaz brekker fanfic#kaz brekker imagine#kaz brekker x reader#kaz brekker#grishaverse fanfic#grishaverse x reader#grishaverse#shadow and bone x reader#shadow and bone#six of crows#shadow and bone imagine#netflix shadow and bone#six of crows x reader#grishaverse headcanons#the grishaverse
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HII, I LOVE UR FANFICS AND BLOG SM(ITS SO PRETTY OGMGOGMG) YOU CAN LEAVE THIS HERE BUT HEAR ME OUT, bonten x tomie!reader (shes from the junji ito collection) where bonten is a bunch of down bad dogs for her and would do anything for her, the plot is up to you but if you're not comfy with writing it then its totally fine mwa!! <3
bonten with tomie!reader
characters : sano manjiro, akashi haruchiyo, hitto kakucho, kokonoi hajime, haitani ran, haitani rindou, akashi takeomi.
pairings : bonten x tomie! reader
warnings : swearings, graphic gore, death, mention of death, rape, attempted murder.
genre : fluff, angst?
note : hiiii hehe thankyou for you kind words anon! tbh I've never read junji ito, but i do know tomie. i actually can't handle horror shit- like idk i just can't handle it and it scares me like crazy, but just for this reqs, i prepared myself to read 2 volumes of tomie. hmm more than scared, i feel annoyed and bad for tomie cause she's surrounded by shitheads, so yeah I'm not really scared but more to angry. also I'm sorry if the reader doesn't really act like tomie, i tried my best to portray her and I'm sorry if did such a shitty job, well that's too much i hope you enjoy this! and I'm also sorry if y/n is too ooc, or not like tomie
- hmm let me be honest, we don't know why tf your presence is not affecting them, like if it others they would hate you like crazy or obsessed over. but not with bonten... it's like they're bunch of people who's immune to you and it felt so weird lmaooo
- how you met with bonten? well just another normal day for you.
- you're pinned down on the dark alleyway by man with his eyes glazed like crazy and uncontrollable man.
- "ahhh, I'm about to die again huh?"
- well that shithead start making his move, groping all over your body while threatening you
- just as you're about to accept your fate and let the disgusting man lick you
- suddenly a bang* sounded out, and the bullet hit that man shoulder
- suddenly he was thrown off you in seconds
- a man with black hair and big scar ran across his face was in front of you
- "miss, it's okay you can go and run away now, we'll take care of him"
- huh? why is he not affected???
- seeing you not responding that man decided to ehem carry into some car heading to idk where.
- "oh well hello there beautiful, what a pleasure to meet a beautiful woman like you, the name's ran, what's yours?"
- umm another man that's not affected??? what the actual fuck!
- fast forward
- basically uhm, they bought you to bonten hideout/place. and you're introduced to bonten executives, and now that you know them. ain't no way you're escaping from them.
- all of them r real down fucking bad for you. like sure at first they're memerised at how gorgeous you are, but after spending more time and observing you they've fallen for your behaviour and personalities.
- they love how confident, how you stand tall, how you have your own principal, how you never bow down to others, how you behave towards them and how indifferent you act to them
- basically bonten is a simp for your my queen.
- there's one time wherein you're on your way to supermarket to buy groceries, you bumper into man at the isolated walkway. the man become enchanted with you, he's obsessed with you and slowly that turned into hate filled with urges to get rid of you out from this world
- as the man corners you and about to kill you merciless, a baton was bashed into his head knocking him aside.
- looking up you saw the bonten trio, ran and rindou being infront of you and sanzu is on the side pushing his feet into the crazy man face
- "say how crazy you are to disturb bonten's property huh?" rin spited out feeling angered at how that shitty man almost hurt you
- "oioioi where the fuck you you're going bitch, you gonna sit here and take what i give you as your punishment for touching bonten girl" sanzu said while pointing his katana on the crazy neck that keeps on muttering how he needs to kill you.
- "ahhh, you're annoying me :)" ran said after bashing his baton into the man head once again to the point he's fainted.
- when all bonten executives ge to know what happened all of them were fumed in fear, mikey even instructed his man to put the crazy bitch into one of their torture room
- after a while of silence, kokonoi voiced out asking "say y/n why that man is so fixed on killing you as if he's posessed?"
- welp here we go telling them the truth.
- after explaining to them, how you attracting people attention that will either be obsession or hate and will develop to them hating more than anything wishing you to be gone from this world
- how if you're dead, you'll get regenerated from your own dead body, how you healed so fast and all of that stuff. and also you kinda? told them what shits you've experienced and been through.
- instead of them freaking out, throwing you away calling you monster. they actually felt sorry and hurt and angry for you, for all the things you've been through.
- takeomi said "y/n, even though you've been through that shit thousands times and be resurrected even if you're dead, it doesn't change the fact that it's hurting you. don't get used to giving your life away so easily please. You're worth more than anything"
- fuck. they just make you feel something.
- "y/n" mikey calls out to you "if there's any people that disturb you or want to kill you just inform any of us. we'll get rid of them for you. you can't be injured"
- "sweetheart, dyya remember those shit heads name lemme kill em and get rid of em for you kay?" sanzu let out while grinning maniacally
- "y/n, if anything remember that we're here for you. we love you for who you are and anything else didn't matter" kakucho said
- fuck. you've never feel so loved and complete. after all of this time, after those ressurected time, after countless of death, after countless of time being called monster left alone and hated. you've finally get to feel what is it like to be loved to feel happiness
- they managed to bring another side of you, the side that no one ever saw.
- they love you nonetheless, they also love your new side. how you would get all clingy and waiting for them. they love all of you.
- at the end of the day, they will never leave you. even after knowing the truth.
- for a few days you noticed that they've gotten a lil bit busy?
- uhmm lemme just say that bonten is doing their business over what they say, lemme quoted "now it's time for payback motherfuckers, you messed with our y/n you mess with bonten."
- they would do anything. anything for you.
- got a creep that obsessed with you? considered it done, that motherfucker will die in no time
- don't tolerate shit. like literally, if they ever caught someone talking shit bout you or take your picture. uh well yeah they'll be 6 foot under in no time.
- absolutely fucking wholesome, will you praise anytime, anywhere.
- watch them fight each other to over who should take care of you.
- refuses you to let you do anything on your own
- love taking care of you, will baby you at any chance they get
bonus : since you're not apart of bonten officially? you didn't really have a desk or office, but! mikey decided to do something for you, ehehehe he actually make a lil space for you inside his bigass office and all bonten executives will take any chance to get into mikey's office just to see you or talk with you ><
#tokyo revengers x reader#bonten headcanons#bonten mikey#bonten x reader#mikey x reader#tokyo rev x you#tokyo revengers#tokyorev x reader#tomie!y/n#bonten#sanzu x reader#takeomi x reader#kokonoi x reader#kakucho x reader#rindou x reader#ran x reader#sano manjiro#sanzu haruchiyo#kakucho hitto#kokonoi hajime#haitani rindou#haitani ran#akashi takeomi#bonten timeline#bonten sanzu#bonten executives#bonten takeomi#bonten kakucho#bonten ran
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SW FALL OF THE JEDI
So, I just wanted to write a post on why I think taking Luke in the direction of the sequels is an absolute mistake, why it makes no sense for his character and why I believe the Jedi code REALLY should have rephrased or at least specified more its 'no attachment rule'.
I guess the really basic reason for the first point is: why would you go there when that's the thing EVERYONE, including Mark Hamill himself, hated of the sequels. Even those who liked the sequels didn't appreciate it. Luke's portrayal in TLJ is just plain bad, so why would someone set up themselves to turn a good character into a decisively bad and ooc one? I guess they are trying to do with him what they did with Anakin in the Clone Wars.
Let's remember that when the Prequels came out, there was a huge whiplash for how Anakin was portrayed and how he evolved into Vader. But not only did people adjust to it, we had 7 seasons of the amazing Clone Wars series to fill in the gaps left by the movie's limited runtime and made the transformation from Jedi to Sith way more heartfelt and understandable, to the point that it shatters one's heart to see Vader gazing over Ashoka's and Rex's apparent graves.
SW Rebels moreover gave us a bridge for the character between the prequel era and the original trilogy.
But here's the thing: Vader is possibly the most beloved and best written character of Star Wars ever! So it makes sense to try and polish Anakin's transformation as much as possible. When it comes to Luke however, no amount of extra explanation or screen time is gonna fix the mess the sequels did to him! It's not something fans asked for or are willing to see. Like, we are all hanging on our seats dreading every sign of it. The comics tried doing that as well, but there is just no way to justify Luke brandishing his lightsaber against his only nephew while he's asleep and use his final words to trash said nephew. Trying to keep canon consistent just isn't worth it, when there have already been cases of contradiction and re-writes.
Secondly, let's remember that no matter how much the Star Wars universe expands, its pivotal point remains the original trilogy. In it Luke's main characterizations are that he is 'hopeful', a symbol of hope and that he is very compassionate. He doesn't just roll with the Jedi teachings both Obi One and Yoda impart on him when they feel wrong. Both his masters told him to let his friend and sister die without doing anything and kill Vader but he just couldn't do it. In the end, the reason why things turned out alright was BECAUSE Luke's attachments were strong. He didn't resist the dark side, defeat the Emperor and Vader because he was a super powerful and detached Jedi but because he was a boy calling out for his father believing till the end that he could be heard. So, since this was his experience, why would he suddenly go " Yeah, let's isolate, pull away from my family and become super strict on the "no bonds - no emotions' part of the code when that's what saved me in the first place? Because that's the Luke we've seen in BoBF ep.6.
Like I've said in a previous post, I don't think he was written poorly in it because we can still see the kindness and patience and care in him as he trains Grogu, but the signs of him going there are very much present. Also, I do understand his conserns regarding Grogu, because a split heart is no good for a Jedi. Strictly speaking, that was Anakin's situation with his mother and we know how that went down. But Luke, of all people, should have had his heart melt at the goodbye scene between Grogu and Din as it was a perfect parallel to his own father's last moment. Grogu proceeded with his training even though it ached his heart and Din showed time and again that he was willing and ready to let Grogu go for his own good.
That's what the Jedi mean with detachment! It's not the lack of love or affection, it's not letting it override you! There honestly would have been no problem in letting both Din and Grogu see each other every now and again and Luke SHOULD know this from experience! Grogu's distress about missing Din is only an issue if seeing him is a forbidden thing, something that can't coexist with training.
We have a bunch of examples in which attachments weren't a problem at all for a Jedi but rather a source of strength beyond Luke himself. Kannan was in love with Hera and they even had a child together and that was never an issue. The ghost crew were a family for Ezra and he still loved his lost parents very much but that didn't deviate him because he had learned how to let go and handle grief. One could say the same for Cal Kestis and in the case of Revan from 'Knights of the old Republic' her loved ones were the very thing that kept her/him from falling to the dark side again.
On the other hand? The cases we've seen of Jedi taking these rules too seriously mark some of the most terrifying of their history: they nearly allowed Ashoka to get sentenced to death, they were willing to let Mandalore burn under Maul's whim (the only one who stood up to it and found a solution was Anakin) and they nearly watched the entire Republic fall when the Mandalorians took over, which in turn brought to Revan's fall. Because of their 'detachment' they let their shiniest stars Anakin and Revan suffer in silence and change beyond recognition! They made Ashoka walk away.
I'm currently reading the novels from "The High Republic" era (something I advice every Star wars fan to do) and in them you see the Jedi at their best, their codes and rules explained for what they truly mean.
"...I know of at least two former students who chose to meditate whenever I launched in the intricacies of lightsaber history. It is a particular passion of mine" "Now that is interesting. I thought the Jedi code stated there is no passion" "Indeed it does. Strong passions are something we try to control within ourselves, as emotions can cloud judgement, especially in stressful situations. That said, it would be foolish to suggest that a Jedi has no desires or interests. In fact, I would go so far as to say that it would be dangerous, leading only to complacency. Yes, I have a passion for learning and teaching. It is part of who I am. But I am also prepared to set such things aside at moment's notice. My passion must never be greater than my mission." Explains Master Stellan Gios.
"...He would also remind you how a Jedi faces the death of those they love. Because Jedi can love, Bell. We're not droids, nor should we ever be. We are living creatures rich in the Force, with everything that brings. Joy, affection and, yes, grief. Experiencing such emotions is part of life. It is light." "But-" "but while we experience such emotions, we should never let them rule us. You miss what you might have shared with Loden if he were here. That is natural. I miss him, too. And so we acknowledge that hurt. We understand it, embrace it even, but eventually..." "We let it go". Says Master Indeera Stokes.
Through the Jedi Avar Kriss and Elzar Mann we also learn that at the time, while kept on the hush-hush, romantic relationships between padawans were common and accepted. It was only when they had to choose whether to accept the title of knight or not that they were supposed to decide if they were ready to commit to the full Jedi life or not.
But I guess it's a natural progression for things to start a slow decline after they peak. It's only interesting that it happened twice nearly in the exact same manner. Back in the Old Republic and after the Clone Wars. On both occasions the order got almost entirely wiped out with only a handful of surviving members and because they hand in some manner lost their way; a former member of the order turning against them and passing to the dark side.
In the videogame "Jedi: Fallen Order", Cal finds the ruins of an ancient civilization, the 'Zeffo', whose faith seems to mirror the one of the Jedi.
"Despite our technological achievement we face extinction. Dogma blinded us to the path of balance and gradually we allowed our pride to corrupt us. The greater control we sought, the further we fell into ruin." Records a Zeffo Sage.
On the flip side, can one say that the 'no attachment' rule is absolutely pointless? Absolutely not. Vader is one of the best examples on how one should be weary. Luke himself almost lost himself to anger when Vader said he would go for Leia next. Also, from a strictly political and practical point of view, Jedi are supposed to be neutral and dedicated 24/7 to their cause. That can be a bit difficult to handle if you've got a family waiting for you somewhere and you are deeply attached to your original culture.
Still, going in the same way they always have, yielded the same result over and over again. So, maybe having a Luke that's testing the ground, trying to find a right balance between tradition and his own beat is more interesting than super serious and precise and secure Jedi Master Luke. He has always been a sensitive character in the middle of a growing process. It would be a shame to take that away from him, when in many ways he was the one who brought 'balance' to the Galaxy. If I could make a wish to the writers of all these new Star Wars series it to just treat him more like a real character and less like a stiff legend and to leave his disastrous portrayal in TLJ as something that will eventually happen in the future. Even if that, yes, means disconnecting rather than connecting the original series to the sequels which is, strictly speaking, what they're doing now. But wouldn't that be worth it? Wouldn't it be much more satisfying than settling for this:
#star wars#luke skywalker#din djarin#grogu#baby yoda#tbobf#sw tbobf#the mandalorian#jedi: fallen order#the high republic#cal kestis#jedi#revan#darth revan#darth vader#anakin skywalker#sw tlj#sw rotj#ben solo
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Two Petes in a Pod
Authors note: Slightly based on this post i made a while back. Legit sorry if any of these are OOC or anything! I tried my best to portray them correctly and everything. Either way happy reading lol
“Thank you so much for letting me stay here, Ms. Maximoff!” Peter Parker says, carrying his box into the small house. Wanda smiles at the young boy.
“No problem dear, I could use the company.”
Peter smiles back.
After the spell, everyone had forgotten Peter. He wasn’t in any pictures, any assignments, and videos. It was as if he had been wiped off the surface of the planet. He knew what the outcome of the spell would be, he knew the consequences. Still, he couldn’t help but feel lonely. Every one of his friends didn’t remember him, and he did not know how to cope with it. He tried making new friends, but it was so hard. So when Wanda Maximoff randomly called him up, and asked how he was doing, he bursted into tears. Wanda had taken pity on him and offered him a place. She knew what it felt to be alone. She couldn’t leave him alone.
“Sorry the place is a bit messy, I thought I asked my brother to clean up the place…”She bites the inside of her cheeks, as she scans the place. Peter’s eyes widen as he looks at her. Confusion laced in his face.
“Your- Your brother? But I thought your brother-“
“You know how you told me different variants of you came through? Well, he’s a variant of my brother,” Wanda says, cutting him off. Peter nods deeply. Wanda sighs.
“I told him to clean up, honestly that-“ A gust of wind blows in front of the two Avengers.
“What do you mean? This place is spotless!” A man says, sitting down on the couch. Peter looks at the man. He had silver hair and was wearing a blueish grey singlet. He had a lopsided smile splashed across his face. He came in there in a blink of an eye. Silver hair, super speed. Quicksilver.
“Who’s the shortie?”
Wanda rolls her eyes, Peter extends his hand stiffly towards the man. “I’m Peter, Peter Parker. It’s a pleasure to meet you, Pietro Maximoff sir.”
“Actually, I don’t go by Pietro. I go by Peter. Also, no need to call me Sir. Just call me Peter.” Peter says, speeding up to him. He grins. Parker only smiles back at him, the sudden gust of wind hitting his face causing his hair to be ruffled beyond imagination. The silver haired man laughed.
“Wow- No wonder they call you the fastest man alive! Wait- were u like running? or walking during that superspeed? Does it matter if you run or walk? How is it like when you use your power-“
“Well, I’ll leave you to both to get to know each other,” Wanda says interrupting Spider-man’s list of questions that were escaping his mouth faster than he could control. Parker bites his lip, turning towards Wanda.
“Where are you going miss?” He asks. Peter Maximoff cocks an eyebrow at the usage of Ms on his sister.
“I’m going to go talk to Strange. You two can hang out. There’s food in the fridge.”
Wanda says, turning to the door. Looking back she smiles at the two boys who were staring at her as she left.
“Please don’t destroy the house.”
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“You left Spider-man AND your brother together, unattended?!” Dr. Strange shouts, quickly creating a portal to the edge of Westview.
“I don’t see what the big deal is!” Wanda says, walking through the portal behind Strange. Her arms crossed as she looks around the quiet but lovely neighbourhood. If only Vision could see it.
“The big deal, is THAT!” Dr. Strange exclaims, pointing out Wanda’s house that had webs slung all across the building. Wanda bites her lips. Speechless.
“OH SH- PETER 1 SHE’S BACK!” Peter Parker shouts, running from the window to the kitchen where the silver haired man.
“ALREADY?” He shouts back.
“WE HAVE TO-“
The world turned to a stop. Peter Maximoff sighs, looking at the Peter’s mouth which was still open mid sentence. He cracks his knuckles and plugs in his earphones before getting to work. Grabbing tissues and quickly removing any signs of chaos and tomfoolery that had happened.
He never knew that science could be so fun. He remembered he sometimes had fun with Scott and Kurt during his father’s physics lessons and Hank’s chemistry lessons, but still he never remembered it being this fun.
Peter Parker was an avid science fan and asked if they could do experiments together on their capabilities. It was the most fun he’d had in months. With Wanda, he felt as though he was the younger one. He knew in this universe he was but Wanda seemed so much more mature than him even though he was born in 50’s. He related more to Parker. He was a teenager who was trying to live his life. He related to that, even though he was closer to Wanda’s age.
He places the final cushion on the couch. Before going back and taking the can of coke in the fridge.
“-HURRY” Peter Parker finally finishes as Peter Maximoff takes a sip of the coke.
“WHAT HAPPENED- What-“ Wanda’s voice shouts from the living room. Peter Parker stares at the silver haired Maximoff, who only winked at him in return before walking to the living.
“Oh Wanda your back! And you brought at friend over!” Peter Maximoff shouts.
“I could’ve sworn-“ The other man says.
“It doesn’t matter, everything’s fixed now!” The silver haired man said, grinning at his sister.
“Peter, I trust you alright. You mess up this house again, and I’ll make sure you’ll regret it!” Wanda says to her brother who only smiles back.
“Love you too sis.”
“That goes for you too Spidey!”
Peter Parker who still stayed frozen near the fridge by his own choice, gulps. He looks back to the doorway to see Wanda not looking the slightest bit angry. She was… smiling? Was she amused.
Parker smiles, that smile quickly evolving into a laugh. A laugh that he hadn’t done in months. A true laugh.
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