#if i had to do it so does jean
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everyone saying what they're hoping for in the golden raven, i'm throwing my piece in:
i want laila and cat to take jean to in n out burger and him to be flabbergasted by the line of people there and then even more when he sees the animal style fries cat orders it's an important la experience
#jean moreau#laila dermott#cat alvarez#the sunshine court#aftg#tsc#tgr#all for the game#if i had to do it so does jean
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hmo- ollix going bowling
IT WOULD BE SO CUTE AGH
who do you think would win 🥺🥺🥺
Ollie is pretty good at bowling, but in a surprise twist that shocks everyone, Phoenix is TERRIBLE.
at first, Ollie assumed that it’s an attempt to make him feel cool or a bit or something, but no. they’ve done it; they’ve managed to find something that Phoenix isn’t immediately good at. it frustrates them at first but they’re not the kind of person to let sucking at something ruin their night and decide to lean into it and still have a good time
but yeah point-wise Ollie destroys them. happy valentine’s day!
#bowling in VR can be pretty jank which is why Phoenix struggles so much with it#but we all know the REAL bowling master would be Reginald#Phoenix does cheat with their TK. just a tiny bit. not that it matters#AUGH they’re so cute i’m obsessed w them#you know i had to put Ollie in the aggressively 60s bell bottom jeans#thanks for the ask!#ieytd#i expect you to die#agent phoenix#ollie ieytd#ollix#my art#literally forgot that valentine’s day was coming up i lucked out in randomly selecting this ask to do
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“i will be better than my mother” not as a declaration of spite but as an act of tribute. you know?
not simply “i will be better than my mother because she messed me up and i refuse to be like her”
but instead “i will be better than my mother because she taught me to be, because she instilled these values into me even though she sometimes failed to live up to them”
“i will be better than my mother because she laid the foundation for me, because she shed the wrongs of the past as best as she could even if she could not lose all of them”
“i will be better than my mother because she would want me to be”
#sorry i’m gunnhildr-posting again#i just think a lot about jean taking on the gunnhildr legacy and needing to figure out how to pay tribute without getting stuck in the past#like it’s so interesting how jean’s relationships with the younger women in her life mirror her relationship with frederica#like the way she holds klee to an impossible standard without truly figuring out why she acts the way she does#“continuous self improvement is one’s duty” etc etc#but also the way she shelters noelle#maybe in an attempt to be the protection she herself never had#like how do you leave that behind without losing everything you are?#anyway. messy family dynamics >>>#genshin#jean gunnhildr#frederica gunnhildr#leifythoughts
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Mirror BPR Style Swap ⭐🌸🥀🔥🌼🐍
100% inspired by @lazarish's Laby style swap, I saw it and needed to do it too
#ts4#berry sims#berry sweet sims#ts4 cas#mirror bpr extras#bprextras#gen 6 in gen 5's style is making me lose it it looks SO wrong on her#also I initially put heavy makeup on everyone for gen 6 and then realized that gen 6 actually is barefaced 90% of the time#her vibes are just extremely intense and scary so i Thought she had intense makeup on#ive also mostly retconned Star's original style from the actual gen bc she wore a lot of skinny jeans and i just can't do those anymore#i also just realized that i forgot Holly's scar bc the gallery version of her didn't have it but it would only be seen in 1 or 2 outfits#gen 6 is also like 6ft tall in my brain but she's actually very shrimpy. idk what it is about her that does this#anyways hi im not dead just a lil busy#i do have some cc im gonna post probably later tonight tho!
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back on my bullshit (meeting men im in love with). Ben Schwartz is so kind and tall :-) I didn’t totally freeze like when I met the Jonas brothers but the selfies we took are blurry so 😔
(at least I have these bc I told sam to record the whole thing heheheh)
#also the show was great#I had to slap sam many times bc she was choking from laughter#ben schwartz#bro how did i forget my personal tag for ben#ben schwartz my beloved#me#also forgot me tag#editing tags after the fact to recount the entire experience#so we waited outside for about 10 minutes and I had no expectation of how long it usually takes for him to come out and take pictures#he comes out without a mask which is surprising to me and says ‘you guys wanna take some pictures?’#we all just kinda form a non sensical blob (there’s maybe like 10 ppl total) around him#Brandon Katie and Eugene hang back towards the stage door unsure if anyone wants to chat with them#I’m gushing over how tall and handsome Ben is to my sister who is ready to record our interaction once he gets to me#as I listen to him chatting with the other fans I can’t help but smile and say to my sibling ‘he’s so sweet’ every minute#he meets someone who has a cool sketchbook of the skits from the show that he wants to take a picture of#but they need to write their handle so he says he’ll talk with some others and get back to them#so he does and then later I see the girl ready to talk to him again off to the side#so I tell her ‘you can go ahead and finish talking to him”’ and she’s like ‘are you sure?’ and I’m like duh!#finally it’s my turn and he looks at me and says ‘hi I’m Ben’#yes Benjamin Joseph Schwartz I know#he sees me holding my phone and immediately sides steps to get into selfie mode as I ask him if he’ll sign my Jean Ralphio figure#he steps back to Be in front of me ‘yes of course!’#what insane media training he has#he says ‘I’ve seen this! this is the first one I’ve ever signed’#upon seeing the figure he says ‘it’s beautiful’ lol#he’s concerned that the sharpie I brought will not show up and I mention that it was probably a bad one to bring because it’s pastel#he signs and holds it up (as you can see in the first photo) to make sure it’s visible#he hands it back to me and I thank him and he says ‘do you want to take a picture?’#and I say ‘I would love to!’ and then I hold the Jean Ralphio figure and he looks to my sibling assuming she’s taking the picture#she’s like ‘no I’m just here for moral support!’
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Production of American Psycho where all the instrumental tracks are just played from yt or spotify and Bateman goes on semi-scripted tangents about each product, and a few nonsensical ads for poisons industrial weapons etc are sprinkled in with increasing frequency as it goes on. Also all the songs are different because I fucking hate what they did with that show.
#I'm in the camp of the book is interesting the movie's great the musical blows chunks#When you have a song called 'you are what you wear' sung by the two main high-society women and their guests#and Bateman enters the party without getting his own verse or even joining in. nd Bateman enters the party#In fact is busy calling Jean in a moment played as sweet or smth because he calls her peasant clothes acceptable and asks her out#you have lost the plot are you fucking kidding me#He doesn't really consider himself a god and he absolutely isn't one. He tries cooking human sausage and fails at it and cries about it#He pulls a dumb prank on his fiance right before breakup. He does dogshit doodles and fills out a crossword with MEAT BLOOD BONE. Unserious#They give Jean a song about how nice it could be to settle down with him. Bitch that's the Hamptons era with Evelyn and guess how that goes#Having his spree when he gets back be countless bodies just writhing beneath him while he sings a power song...disgusting. Repugnant.#And having him make a public scene right at the beginning and implying the homeless man to be his first victim is so fucking stupid#And I swear I hate how they do Louis so much. Feels like we're supposed to be laughing at him#And his confession coming from guilt over Jean? Bitch what are we doing here. What story are we trying to tell?#At points it feels like he's supposed to be even more of a monster who sees himself above all of humanity than in the book or the film#And at points more of a tragic figure than the fuck has any right to be. Where's the satire?#Anyway. On a positive note I got this idea from watching a small (coincidentally 80s-themed) production of Hadestown#and I really liked it overall but sometimes the tracks had awkward blips in between. Not their fault tiny tech issue didn't really detract#But I do think it could be interesting as an artistic choice to go to the logical conclusion of like#using music from a platform where access to art is so openly mediated(?) by commerce. Just not paying for the premium#american psycho
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just got the time to start the sunshine court and I'm Vibrating out of my skin
#i did not think it was possible for me to like a character this much three chapters into a book#i might actually end up liking Jean better than Neil which is saying a Lot#something about a character whose route to survival had to be giving in and staying small instead of fighting back or running away#something about a character who has been taught to lock up their emotions for years or suffer the consequences#something about a character who is resigned to what happens to them because that's the only way they can survive in their environment#I am desperately hoping that Jean learns how to be ANGRY outwardly without permission.#I need that boy to be able to Rage out loud and do it MESSY#because I'm not convinced he's going to be able to really smile until he does#Also I'm really appreciating both the Renee and Thea content we've desperately needed more of both of them and they showed up so quick#privately hoping both stay present for a while but tbh i'm just excited for where this is headed#Anyways I also just fixated on Jean Moreau then discovered that (SPOILERS) he's 19???? Almost the same age as me??? hate riko hate riko HAT#anyway sorry riko enjoyers i know he's Complicated but I never liked him in the first place#and this book is making me look forward to his death even more than I did when I first read aftg. So.#listen i know he has Issues. I know Ichirou killing him without a second thought is probably the cruelest way that he personally can die#I also want him dead and gone. Those statements can and should coexist imho.#the sunshine court#jean moreau#really looking forward to finding out more about Jeremy too#this is gonna be a wild ride#jeremy knox#all for the game#love how nora's writing and characters can grab me in a chokehold and refuse to let me go thank you nora for the food
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the fif is fif-ing 🎉

#the app im using doesn't do a full calculation of how long it takes [at least that i can see] but i DID have a timelapse#it just does it in chunks so i had to. math it. ty time website but lil annoying to put the numbers in but oh well#anyways. the actual art#i am NOT ready to draw the jeans#especially the belt#also the sunglasses... augh#those will take me extra longer. head in hands#its going tho!!! which is good#i hope its good at least. I keep flipping between “woah this actually is kinda sick?” and “it looks so off & weird i hate this so so much”#So im biased on both ends pft. Mainly the first tho luckily#praying that doesnt change with the pants & shades tho ough#atlas art wips
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I WON MY 50/50 YIPEEE
#also did a couple standard pulls and got c1 tighnari so double YIPEE#wanted a new chara tho tbh. i only have three standard chara. jean dehya and tighnari. i got dehya c1 from chara select cause i need her for#future team and just got tighnari c1#honestly probably wouldve preferred new chara (mona or keqing) or new weapon#BUT WHATEVER STANDARD BANNER DOESN'T MATTER I GOT KAZUHA YIPEE#had to go to 77 pity but hes immediately forgiven#now. do i have enough time to save for lyney? no. absolutely not. but i will pray anyways#future team gonna be bennett dehya kazuha and lyney#now have 3/4 of the team#none built ofc#my other team is furina sigewinne chongyun shenhe#because im a main dps chongyun truther#furina does most of the dmg cause you know i had to invest in my queen#chongyun just has to sit and look pretty til his artifact domains stop killing me#shenhe is built besides talents. sigewinne has okayish artifacts but theyre usable until i NEED to yk#both her and furina need a little more talents. working on triple crowining furina#chongyun needs artifacts and talents. considering triple crowning him maybe#lyney when i get him will likely also be triple crown. might give kazuha and dehya a crown each#but yeah im so happy to finally have kazuha. ive played him in trials and hes literally so fun#im so excited#genshin impact#kadehara kazuha
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About Riko 1/?
My idea of Riko is of an absolutely insufferable person, but person everyone tolerates because his ways bring home results. Not talking about the behind scenes terror he exposed foxes to. That's dirty play, and I usually write it off as something master Tetsuji was behind. Riko just used them as manipulation tactic (which backfires as instead of frightening foxes, he pissed them off and motivated them to work harder). Ravens are trained to be pinnacle of excellence when it comes to their physical abilities. After all, they are worth little to nothing outside of court. But to be good player you need to be able to strategize on the fly and synergize with your team and that's not something charts before game can always prepare you for. That's what Riko excels at, quick decision making and risky play. The ravens are groomed to support this play style. Their only job is to read Riko and adjust their game to match him (this is why the board was concerned about the play style holding Kevin Day back). Current team for ravens is undefeated because everyone on the team trusts Riko's judgment. As fucked up as the little fucker is, he knows the game. He has intuition few can rival with. He does not fuck around, does not allow people to feel more important than they are when their game is shit. That's why raven team consists of numbers from 1 to 4 then 10 and up. The fodder is in constant competition between each other to earn that single digit. They know Riko is crazy. They know a person should not function like this but they also know that his way bring results. They follow him off field with the same trust they follow him on field because for ravens there is no difference between the two. They need Riko, who gave his life away to the game (a choice master made for him) to carry them to better future. But then Riko's only reason to play is gone. His father passed, never acknowledging him as a human being. And the game does not matter so much any more. TLDR ravens know Riko is fucking insane but they respect it because they need him that way.
#riko moriyama#aftg#all for the game#nora sakavic#edgar allan ravens#i think the book had not done him justice i'm sorry he is just very badly written character#i think he is brilliant and there is a reason whole team plays along with all of his bullshit#and as tropes go most likely this lands him as extremely influential character#fear goes long way but skills and results go even further + this way he can still be horrible person (love u baby do not change)#we were not given insight on anyone form raven team nora portrayed them as mindless drones#so i am applying this to their play style too#ravens are just cannon fooder to let riko (kevin jean and whoever riko chooses) excell at the game#riko does not know raven 10 and + names he refers to them by numbers
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I have a lot of mixed feelings about tsc but my main takeaway is I'm obsessed with Jeremy's "say 'yes jeremy'" and Jean's immediate "yes jeremy" please inject that scene directly into my blood
#tsc#aftg#my tags will be my mixed review#tsc felt like too much of a close of tfc#WHY do all the coaches feel like wymack with a different face#WHY did everyone kiss and hug Jean SO fast#if they had been reserved this book and then touched and kissed next book that would have meant more to me#too many similar phrases#i get it u learned the word vitriol#i get it jean slammed his memories so deep inside him it hurt#now it is tru i love jean#and i really really wanna see how he does with the trojans#but WHY was it only the last 30% of the book we saw that?????#just like tfc#makin me crazy#but just like tfc i didnt like thr first one until the 2nd one#so i can be patient#so excited for jeremy/jean stuff tho#it better be cute#IT BETTER BE CUTE#thank u
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“I… I could’ve sworn.. hm. I guess not. Nevermind, Captain. It’s nothing...”
oh q who ! anyways I had . A thought.
this thought is specifically thanks to @porgthespacepenguin and @celestialholz ‘s theories living rent free since s2 came OUT and now s3 having no mention of local entity even in passing (so far. but i have little hope /lh)

(hissing)
#my art#Guinan#Jean-Luc Picard#Q Star Trek#in spirit /jov#Star Trek#Star Trek Picard#Star Trek PIC#Star Madness (across the universe)#do I know how tf this would be feasible???? no!!!! but that doesn’t stop the Sudden Fear#and YES I know in s3ep3 Picard mentions that he “knows NOW he wouldn't be like his father but could've learned that 20 years ago''#but does he mention Q by name? NO! and i'm offended /lhj#AS WELL AS EP 4’S GENEROUS USE OF FARPOINT REFERENCES A N D SPACE JELLIES? c’mon.#don’t even. when Shaw EXPLICITLY mentioned the time anomaly I had to pause and brEATHE.#so both ep 4 and 5 reference things Q had been APART of#but no direct tie to Q. No one referring to him as their adversary or the one who constructed those things — nothing.#for example on where my brain went#if Quinn gets explicitly remembered in VOY then you could toss ‘he died a mortal’#meanwhile dying as a Q has the consequence of memory of the entity itself fading away if not the actions and things woven into existence#and Guinan is enough outside it all that she forgot that linear beings Forget#this concept came to me the night b4 episode 2 released I am extremely lazy /lh#also sorry I HAD attempted backgrounds b4 giving up and going fuck it real image#enjoyyyyy#rea rambles in the tags#rea’s trash
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#im to embarassed to talk abt him but omg im gonna EXPLODE#cutest boy EVER in the world EVER EVER EVER#his cute glasses and his pretty eyes and his smile lines and crows feet and the way the hairs at the front curl into a heart shape#the way he sits and the way he stands and the way he talks to his family and the way the big t shirts he wears sits on his waistband and#hes insecure about his body and his acne but hes literally so gorgeous I have no idea why he is#goddddd cutest boy in the worldddd i like him so much it makes me feel sick#at prom (26th june) he tied some loose fabric around my wrist and its still there now#his jeans i see him wear all the time cus theyre his favourite like he has favourite jeans im àaaaaaaaaaa#the way he throws his head back when he laughs and the specific “ha-HAA” laugh he does when he isnt expecting it#his stupid chai latte that he really likes#how he always has to say goodnight 3 times before he stops talking#how he uses the purple heart emoji rather than the regular ones#i had a dream once that we were laying in my bed when everyone was asleep just whispering and giggling and he left in a hurry back to-#wherever he was staying and we were laughing and when the door clicked behind him i just felt so light#UGH HES SO CUTE#his big dramatic expressions and how everything becomes a story#the stupid facial expression he pulls where his tongue goes out and hos eye brows arch when he makes any kind of dance move#the way he giggles when hes about to make a joke#(richie tozier voice) CUTE CUTE CUTE#omg his VOICE. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god man. oh god. help me. god be with me. please.#hes playing troy bolton rn so he keeps singing HSM and im just AAAAAAA I CANT. I CANTICANTICANT#the way his instinct is to grab my wrist/lower arm/hand whenever anything happens#OAIAHAUAGAH GUYS. GUYS I WILL NOT SURVIVEEEEE#his eyes are like. slanted? idk how to describe it but theyre lower on the outside and theyre soooooo gorgeous#ughhh both his eyes and hair are like so-dark brown theyre nearly black and its so fucking pretty i cant do this#at prom i had to lean in to talk to him & vice versa and at some point we were sat towards eachother with his legs kinda like barricading-#mine yk. ugh. he was so sweet and so cute the whole time. like helping me walk in the heels and opening doors for me and following me around#UGHHHH I CANT. GUYS. HELP.#☕#beverly says stuff
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eddsworld/ews in 2023? 'cause hs^2 came back 'cause wtf??
anyway y'all get this one thing. only on tumblr.
and it's me and Tord cause i also found the old art ppl made for me again (if you know, you know), so i was thinking of them.
#artists on tumblr#eddsworld#eddsworldstuck#eddsworld tord#RT (ews)#fanart#doodle#i had to go back and look wtf i used for tags#anyway again y'all get this one thing before i go back to game of dice cause it's the anniversary month#i'm not reblogging this to the ews blog cause i can't be bothered#*looks at the last ews doodle saying i'd bring ews back someday; post is from 4 years ago* welllllllll... i've been thinking about it again#if i wasn't like. occupied by my game of dice fanstory and writing for one of my ocs...#yes she does have a different mask cause if you know what the old mask was based on you'd know why it's different#anyway that's jean descole's mask#i also asked a friend if i should post this and she said do it so sure why not lol
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got COCKBLOCKED in my own HOUSE (both literally and figuratively 🤔)
#f.txt#the house is my dreams. but the dream was in my house#ANYWAYS I HAD A DREAM. WHERE I WAS GONNA FUCK ANAKIN. BUT I DIDN'T BC DGSKDHSJHD#MY MOM CAME INTO THE ROOM 😭😭😭#so it started with anakin and me in a room. anakin was on a desk with his back to me working on some stuff on a computer#he was wearing s shiny tight leather jacket and jeans. and FUCK did he look delicious. just incredible#so i go to him and i like lift up his jacket from behind and start grabbing his waist.#and then i grab his crotch and start rubbing it (he had a tiny dick <3) (AND I STILL REMEMBER THE FEELING OF IT 😭😭😭😭)#at first he doesn’t want to and he kinda resists. but we all know im into that shit.#but then actually he does get into it and wants to. so i take him and push him into the bed#OK DGDJHF actually there was someone else who wanted to fuck him too in the room with us#idk who it was and for some reason all i remember is that it was spiderman (but i go like BITHC IM gonna fuck him)#(actually i think we agreed to both do it or smth idk) so then there's like some dick grabbing action going on#and then. my mom comes in.#and I'm like. girl. why. why would u do this to me. how could u fucking do this to me. do u not see me having THE moment of my life.#so she uhh sees us. and she's like uhhhh. and we make like if we weren't doing anything ahaaa whaat nothing weird going on here.#so in a desperate attempt to continue i grab anakin's hand and take him to the other room. where apparently there's my brother.#and i want to cry. bc CANT A GIRL HAVE HER PRIVACY PLS (like i get it irl but NOT EVEN IN NY DREAMS 😭😭)#anyways so instead we just like. lay in bed. im between his legs bc no one's gonna fucking get me out of ther now lmao#and we start playing clapping games. bc what else are we supposed to do. and my mom COMES IN HERE too#to u know check up on what we're doing. and the position is uhh not innocent but we're like hey we're just playing.#so she leaves. and then we get up and run in circles lmao.#but anyways yeah that was the end of the anakin fucking 😭😭😭#then it was hours of me having to listen to my mom and aunt talking about life hardships or smth#OH BUT THE END. i had another lil dream about exo/specifically kai. SPECIFICALLY about his thighs.#like there was a comeback or smth but his thighs were incredible. and then there's like a dance scene but he's mini tiny shorts#and when he moves u can See Things 😳👀#anyway that is the story. no anakin fucking for me 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i feel like this dream is so. representation of my Life. like yeah. this is literally my life.
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going to make my own version of those "that girl" videos that used to go around on tiktok (which were basically aesthetically-styled disordered eating so far as i could tell tbh) but mine will be me eating stuff like hard-boiled eggs slathered with mustard & enjoying it with a degree of enthusiasm that viewers find off-putting. my "that girl" trait will not be yoga or drinking five gallons of water a day or even having nice hair or clear skin, it will simply be my joie de vivre or however it's spelled
#i used to eat hard boiled eggs w mustard on them all the time in college bc they had them in the vending machines#and they also had packets of mustard#and i forgot my lunch like every day lol#so that became my lunch#it's a humbling experience to eat a wholeass hard boiled egg in public with like. no knife to cut it in half btw. like you just have to#take bites and it's fine but you feel silly and inelegant#it does not help if you are very gender nonconforming at the time but like. aren't trying to be. jfhfhfjgh#<- was really bad at fitting in during college bc i had super short hair and wore men's jeans and sweaters from goodwill#all of which are actually swag things to do btw but like it doesn't feel swag at all if you like. are actually trying to fit in#and are just very bad at it#and genuinely cannot connect the dots on Why Girls Don't Want To Be Your Friend (it CAN'T just be that you're getting read as queer. right?)#(because that would be so messed up if it was because of that.)#[narrator voice: it was because of that]#anyways this is off the rails bc it was supposed to be about eggs and my love of them but#a lot of people say that college is better than high school. and for me it WAS by a lot but it still was really hard in a lot of ways#i felt deeply isolated. i went to an ag school in the middle of a midwest state and studied STEM#in high school i associated with basically only queer art kids (not a huge high school and a lot of us weren't out yet but. y'know.)#and then in college i felt very out of place#and towards the end of college i decided to try and take a stab at looking more traditionally feminine. grew out my hair#got rid of my bangs#it was fine#i definitely noticed that people treated me much nicer once i had long hair and women's clothes that actually fit me#and i was like okay yeah so i guess i just should try to pass as straight then. that seems like it'll be easier#during the pandemic i gave myself bangs again. just a lil bi girl swag yk. and then last august i got my hair cut into a real short bob#and i immediately felt so much more like myself. idk how to explain it. but i was just like not meant to be feminine in that exact way#i'm honestly still pretty feminine presenting overall but#i love the fact that if i wear my hair messy now it looks kinda boyish. and if i style it nicely it looks girly.#i feel like i have options yk. and i still don't think i get read as queer now tbh? though i'm bad at knowing these things#but i don't feel like i'm HIDING anymore#WOW THAT WAS LONG SORRY LMAO
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