#if i gain 20 pounds

[apleasurableillusion]

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" is obviously an insane statement (which Kate Moss herself has apologized for) for all the reasons we know, but also because "how skinny feels" is actually brain dead. Like you know how you can't think if you haven't eaten lunch? Is that really the way you want to feel, no matter how many compliments you get? Is outside validation that important to you?

[quiet-admirer]

But actually what is it about a 30-pound weight gain that's such a hot increment of weight

[thedomesticanthropologist]

I may be running out of coping mechanisms but I'll die before I add caffeine to that list

Anyway happy 165! Only 200 days more to get to my goal✨️✨️

[alphacrone]

i need to start lifting weights. i would be so hot as a muscle mommy.

[spawksstuff]

The De Completionist Checklist Part 14

1964

Note on the dates: I will mostly be going by when a show/movie was shot rather than its release date. Variety Magazine will be given first priority.

My score: 2 / 3

Need To Find: Slattery’s People - Question: Which One Has The Privilege?

Favorite Movie: Town Tamer

Favorite TV Show:  N/A

Favorite Quote (Exchange):

Conder: You go tell him [Rosser] to look at that fancy horse of his in exactly 10 minutes.

Guy (De): I’m not an errand boy.

<Very next scene>

Guy (De) to Rosser: That horse of yours, better go take a look at it.

<Which is funny enough but then>:

Rosser: What’s wrong with him?

Guy (De): How do I know I’m no horse doctor.

[roguemonsterfucker]

I think I lost so much fat on my body that any light pressure just like… hurts. There’s no cushion. I scratch my leg and there’s just muscle and bone. My face too. Just fucking sucks.

[genderfluid-dynamics]

calorie math is really fucked for gaining weight.

so my daily maintenance level is 2500kcal. (i’m rounding somewhat.) that’s what i have to eat on average just to break even.

that’s already a solid amount of food, so the most i can do in terms of surplus is maybe 500kcal, but that’s with a full belly for hours and requires quite a few snacks.

the only sustainable way to get more of a surplus physically in would be to spend considerably more money on calorie-dense food prepared by other people, which i doubt i could do with my current resources and fairly expensive food requirements.

but i skip one day, and now i need to eat at full surplus for five days just to catch up.

it is so lopsided.

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

TW ED MENTION!!!

I know I said it before but I fist yall not one of the things that has helped me the most the past few months has been picturing Eric Cartman telling me to get the fuck over myself every time I have urges to do some shit I shouldn’t be doing. Snaps me right out, man. “It’s a goddamn sandwich you stupid ginger bitch calm down or I’ll kick you right in the nuts” thank you Cartman.

[stealchain]

ive already lost 10 pounds living without the black mold 😭😭😭😭

[quiet-admirer]

I still can't believe I let 20 whole pounds sneak up on me like that 👀

[clingylilhoneybee]

Finally got a dr appointment to see what’s wrong with me and I’m so nervous and excited

[gideonisms]

Me: I'm not even in pain this month period week is going to be a good week for me!

Me 5 minutes later: [experiencing every emotional reaction from the past 5-7 years at once] damn why does all my clothing look bad on me now

[iii-maniii]

Sorry for what I said while I was on t.

[bigboypuck]

just crossed over 4000 calories for the day and feeling crazy about that.

[wickerfemme]

do you ever get embarrassed at the idea of ppl irl noticing youve let urself go?

I was thinking about this just this morning! I think the answer is... no. I'm very confident and comfortable in my body (and honestly only moreso with the added weight; I feel hotter than ever, frankly).

[omaaoc]

They should invent an exercise that doesn't fucking suck