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Bonus 8: How met your mother (CSSR design by @qourmet!)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#cangse sanren#wei changze#jiang fengmian#It was important to me that WCZ had the hereditary mole. I will die on this hill.#I have been *waiting* for the day to finally arrive when I could finally make this comic. It's been marinating for months.#My mission is to redraw all of qour's character designs one day. They are just *that* good.#CSSR has the vibes of a wandering menace who shows up in towns like a stray cat arriving at a new doorstep for treats. 10/10.#While YZY strongly leads us to believe that JFM was in love with CSSR and that's his whole motivation behind taking wwx in-#-I do think this is (once again) rumour being presented as reality. It's the juicer story to tell after all.#It is still possible that he did love her! But I think that story undercuts the relationship he also had with WCZ.#Yall ever think about how JC and WWX parallel their fathers? How Wei Changze also left the Jiang Leader's side? I do.#Unlike JC though It is far more hilarious and plausible to imagine JFM begging to be CSSR and WCZ's third. You know he would.#My wild headcanon is that JFM and YZY are in a mlm and wlw arranged marriage situation. Deeply unhappy as partners. Better as friends.#they care for each other and I'll admit that there is a beautiful tragedy in them having romantic feelings for each other the whole time.#But I am also here for the gaffs. Let them be unfulfilled homosexuals together.#Meanwhile cssr and wcz are having incredible hetrosexual sex in a bisexual way that WILL leave him pregnant by the end of it.
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was just talking to an irl friend who used to be really active in spn back in 2014. she knows and respects my beliefs (wincest) as i respect hers (d*stiel) but i was laughingly telling her about all the samgirls posting about jared at ACL and she said âhuh, weird i cant believe there are actually samgirls out thereâ and i stared at herâŠ. frozenâŠ. our experiences âŠ.., could not be more differentâŠ.. i am surrounded by samgirls âŠ. they are all i know.., i think i probably exclusively follow samgirlsâŠ. what is going on over at d*stiel headquarters
#cannot imagine not being surrounded by samgirls#i am a deangirl myself but i love sam he is so tragic#one thing i have never understood is many samgirlsâ defensiveness over sam#it always seemed preemptive to me and as iâve literally never seen the other side of spn i didnât know âŠ#i didnât know he was so disdained#like my friend is in genuine shock people like sam#and iâm like ? the show is literally about him âŠ.#so i apologize to the samgirls i didnât know u were struggling like that#all iâve known is peace and love on planet wincest#tell the d*stiel girls i said to SHUT UP and stop being mean#wincest#samdean#my post
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night đ„
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot đ§ââïž#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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I blacked out and more Logince HS AU appeared on my canvas idk what happened (also ty @oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat for some inspiration sorry it took so long to make a post about Them <3)
#spoondoodles#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#ts sides#tss#logan sanders#roman sanders#patton sanders#remus sanders#janus sanders#logince#I am here!!! for the platonic relationships!!!!! in this AU!!!!!!!#i have a strong character arc in my head about platonic logicality growing up together as childhood friends you have no idea asdfghj#i think they were very dependent on each other for many years so much so they'd copy each other but they're much more independent in HS#only remnant of that is that they have the same glasses + emotionally vent to each other a lot - their friends circle has grown enough#they don't live in each others' pockets anymore. roman + janus met in theatre + are gossip besties like they just talk shit together#(not completely sold on janus' design yet ngl i'm not happy with how i drew the vitilego but i'm working on it)#remus + logan are partners in chemistry in a classic teacher act of putting the 'disruptive' kid next to the 'good student' kid in hopes#that logan would stop remus acting out. predictably what happened instead is that they're friends now + remus is still as disruptive#but in a way that entertains logan so they get their work done early. now the teacher can't separate them. lol lmao.#remus knows ALL. but has been sworn to secrecy so can't say shit. janus knows roman's feelings but only suspects logan's.#patton didn't even have to be told by logan he just KNEW + is choosing not to speculate on roman's feelings b/c he's too polite.#virgil isn't here but that's b/c he also KNOWS without being told + is in an even more precarious position than remus. if they were#on better speaking terms he'd commiserate with remus. alas they are suffering separately.#anyway enough rambling from me. many thoughts head full.
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hey yâall!
so iâve been considering this a lot in the past few weeks, and figured iâd make an official post so you all know iâm alive and what not since i have been very much inactive as of recently.
iâm taking a break.
not forever! not because of anything in the fandom! this break is solely due to personal life reasons and the fact i just canât be as active on here right now between my jobs and personal affairs. and it also wonât be long â iâm going to be off here probably through the end of november. if i have the time/mental capacity to come back before then, i absolutely will đ€ but right now, tumblr isnât something that fits easily within my days and also, writing for my fics hasnât been something i can easily do not due to lack of inspiration but lack of time.
again, this is just due to my own personal life currently. nothing happened in the fandom that motivated this decision (i honestly donât even know whatâs happening on here currently solely because i havenât had the time to scroll lol) and itâs very much not permanent, and will HOPEFULLY be very short. like i said, until the end of november. iâll still be writing in my free time, and my hope is to be able to update fics once iâm back and worse better than ever! đ€
see yâall in december <3
#in the great words of miss swift â itâs been a long time coming#idk if iâll be around to check my inbox either đ#if you have my discord iâll still be active there no worries haha#i canât wait to come back and see what yâall have been up to itâll be fun#also my queue is officially empty after today so like genuinely there wonât be any posts sorry everyone#putting me first đ«Ą#saying that feels ridiculous#THIS ALL FEELS VERY DRAMATIC iâve just got a lot of antsy anons recently#is antsy the word? anxious? idk#see yâall on the other side though my friends#and if i need longer than the rest of this month iâll make another post#life am i right?
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Whumptober 7 - only for emergencies
title: in which gem is the only one with normal eyes
fandom: hermitcraft smp
cw: blood and injuries, mild gore, mild cannibalism (idk if it really counts as cannibalism tho...)
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âOh, weâll be out of here pretty quick!â Scar declared confidently. âXisuma wonât rest until he finds us.â
âAnd if he doesnât?â Pearl questioned. Gem elbowed her.
Scar just waved her off. âIf he doesnât, then I have a back-up plan. But only for emergencies, Iâm sure itâll never come to that!â
They were stuck in here, in this concrete room, a sink and a bucket in the corner. The door was heavy and locked; the only comfort they had were three ragged blankets, which they had each dragged to separate spots in the room, marking their claim for somewhere to rest.
Gem had never been kidnapped before. Not officially, by someone who wasnât a Hermit. But there was a first time for everything!
âIâm sorry, guys,â Pearl said after a long moment, the little feelers on her head twitching. âI shouldnât have gone out in public with yâall.â
âDonât say that,â Gem reprimanded, smacking Pearl on the arm.
âIt wouldnât have been the same without you!â insisted Scar.
âI just . . . if I hadnât, then maybeââ
âThen we wouldnât have gotten to go on this fun field trip!â
Scar grinned. âI love fun field trips. Donât you, Pearl?â
Pearl rolled her eyes, but at least she was smiling. âWhatever.â
âMy mom packed me cookies for this field trip,â Scar stage-whispered to Gem. âBut Iâm willing to trade.â
âMy mom just gave me money to buy food.â
âOh, thatâs way better! Now my sandwich looks boring.â
âWhat kind of sandwich?â
âClassic peanut butter. But Iâve alsoââ
âI didnât think I was kidnapped with children,â Pearl said drily. âDo you two mind?â
Scar grimaced. âI think we made the bus driver mad.â
âWe? That was allââ
âI wish the torture would start, already.â
-
They came for Pearl a couple of hours later, by Gemâs watch.
Theyâd been out on the Hub for a game of lazer tag, of all things. It was supposed to be Gem, Pearl, and Impulse, but Impulse had dropped out last second, and Scar had happened to have a coupon to the lazer tag place, so the three of them went instead.
There was another group in the arena with them, college-age kids, and they all managed to have a good time together. They had seemed like nice kids.
Gem would never stop berating herself for not paying much attention to the way one of them kept staring at Pearlâs antennae. People noticed herâit wasnât normal at all for an alien to be found on a public world. They usually kept to themselves, as far as Gem knew.
Sheâd never met one other than Pearl, at any rate, nor had she known anyone who had. In fact, many people didnât believe they even existed. The Hermitcraft server was split on the issue, with certain people like Ren and Keralis sure of their existence, and others like Cleo and Mumbo fairly dubious.
Pearl had shown up near the beginning of Season 8, and that had put a definitive end to that casual debate.
Gem had honestly forgotten how uncommon aliens were. When you lived with one like Pearl for as long as she had, it became normal. When Pearl had asked about lazer tag, she hadnât hesitated to find a place where they could go play. She hadnât even thought about Pearlâs less common features.
âWe shouldâve seen this coming,â Gem said now, fiddling with the band of her watch. Sheâd noticed the way that kid was looking at Pearl, but she hadnât thought anything of it. How could she have ignored it?
Scar shrugged. âYeah. I forgot that aliens arenât a thing.â
âMe too.â
âAre you keeping track of how long sheâs gone?â
Gem nodded. âForty minutes, now. How long do you think until Doc and Xisuma find us?â
âWell, they took us to another world,â Scar said contemplatively. âLast time someone got kidnapped, it was . . . Grian, I think? And that only lasted a couple of days, Xisuma tracked him down fast.â
âDo people get kidnapped a lot on Hermitcraft?â
âUsually one per season, at least! Didnât you notice when I got kidnapped last season?â
âYouâwhat?â
Scar waved nonchalantly. âYes, yes, I missed a Boatem company meeting for it! I was gone for . . . a week? Maybe less.â
Now that he mentioned it, she did vaguely remember hearing that Scar spent an extended period of time off-world. She didnât know that heâd been kidnapped, though.
âSo it took Xisuma a week to find you?â she said, skipping over Scarâs kidnapping for now.
âOh, no. Xisuma didnât find me, I broke out. I mostly stuck around so long because I needed a vacation.â
âSo . . . he might not find us within the week?â
âHe will! He usually figures it out, at least.â
Gem groaned in frustration, buried her face in her knees. âI hope Pearl doesn't mind waiting.â
She was really trying not to think about Pearl, about what they might have been doing to her. Pearl was strong, that was for sure, but Gem had never seen her in a situation like this. Were they experimenting on her? Observing her?
There was surely some black market out there for aliens. Would it come to that? Were they just showing Pearl to potential buyers?
Were they hurting her?
She couldnât let herself think about it. Hopefully, Pearl would be returned to them. It was silly to think she wouldnât beâthey were presumably using Gem and Scar as leverage to get Pearl to do what they wanted. As long as the two of them were still here and fine, Pearl was likely also still here somewhere, and not auctioned off to some highest bidder.
That was what was important. Pearl was here, and they were here, and Xisuma was going to get them out of there.
-
If Gem hadnât been told, she probably wouldnât have guessed that Pearl was an alien.
There were plenty of hybrids on Hermitcraftâavian, blaze, dogâ, so Gem would have willingly believed that Pearl was some kind of bug hybrid. It wasnât too far-fetched. She had antennae, and spines on her arms, she could crawl up walls.
The only thing that gave her pause was her eyes.
Pearlâs eyes reflected a galaxy. They spun with stars and planets and darkness, and Gem once spent all day comparing an image of their galaxy to the one in Pearlâs eyes and had found nothing similar in them. She wondered sometimes if the galaxy changed, if there was any way to map what her eyes displayed.
She wondered what Pearl saw.
Her eyes were the most beautiful things Gem had ever seen, and now, as she gently brushed Pearlâs hair back from her forehead, she wished she would open those eyes.
âWhy are they keeping us around?â Scar murmured, tucking his blanket around Pearl. They only had the one thin blanket each, but Scar just buttoned up his shirt to protect against the cold.
âI donât know, but Iâm not complaining.â
Pearl groaned, shifted just slightly in Gemâs arms. âItâs because of me,â she said, not opening her eyes.
âHm?â
âI get energy. From people. They want me to be . . . healthy.â
âOh,â Scar said. âYouâre an extrovert?â
Pearl snorted, finally opened her eyes. Yep, those stars still spun. âI draw energy from people,â she clarified. âItâs how I stay alive, being near others. They keep you here so that I can eat your delicious energy.â
âYum,â Gem said.
âYum yum,â Pearl confirmed. Her antennae wiggled. âI absorb it through my antennae.â
Pearl already looked a little healthier than she had when they first threw her back in the cell, and sure enough, Gem was feeling a bit sleepy.
She hadnât looked too roughed-up, thankfully. A couple of bandages on her inner elbows and hands, a woozy look on her face. Just some tests run, probably. Sheâd been gone for about six hours.
But this was only the first day. What would happen tomorrow?
âMaybe we should break ourselves out,â Gem suggested. âIt canât be that hard, right? How many guards were there, Pearl?â
Pearl shrugged, her eyes slipping closed again.
Scar tugged on his sleeves. âWe should wait,â he said. âI mean, Xisumaâs going to find us any day!â
Gem bit her tongue. She didnât like to sit around and wait. She liked to get to the action, do things herself, make a push when others werenât expecting it.
But Scar felt like they should wait, and they werenât hurting Pearl too badly. It wouldnât be the end of the world to wait.
Gem clenched her fist and just pulled Pearl closer.
-
âYou know the drill, up against the wall.â
Every day, three people entered the room.
Scar and Gem would scoot to the back of the cell, sitting on the floor with their hands above their heads, pressed to the wall. One man would stand close to them, a stun gun trained on them. The other two would haul Pearl up by her arms and leave, the third backing up behind them. The third man always locked the door.
Gem could easily take out three men. No problem.
Every day, three people entered the room. Four went out.
This was the seventh day, and she was getting really sick of waiting.
âIâm gonna go for it tomorrow,â she told Scar. Scar shook his head rapidly, hiding a yawn.
âNoâno, we should wait,â he insisted. âItâs only been a week, Xisumaâsââ
âYou said to wait a week,â Gem countered. âI waited a week. Nobodyâs found us.â
âWe donât have any weapons!â
âAll of the guards have swords and stun guns. Iâm GeminiSlay, I can take one down with my bare hands, then take his weapon!â
âIâlook, I have a plan if it gets bad,â Scar said, wringing his hands. âBut it isnât bad, yet, and we just have to wait a little longer.â
Gem sighed. Sure, it wasnât too bad so far, but Pearl was still suffering.
She now had dark bruises trailing up the insides of her arms, the evidence of many blood draws or IVs. Clinical stitched-up lines marked her arms and bare feet, and Gem was sure that sheâd been cut open and stitched back up in more places than that, but she held her clothes closed (her shirt had been sliced down the back for easy removal) and shook her head whenever Gem asked if she wanted help with wounds.
She didnât really talk much, not anymore. She just rested against their shoulders and slept. Gem and Scar usually fell asleep quickly, her drain on their energy pulling them down as well.
Maybe it wasnât as bad as it could be, but it was still bad. They had spent days here, leaning on one another, their energy dwindling more and more as Pearl required more from them. They only got fed once a day, and the sink in the corner of the room provided water but there was nothing to drink with, and cupping their hands barely got anything.
Plus, Gem had a base to be building. She didnât have weeks to spend locked up in here.
âIâm going to attack,â Gem decided. Scar grimaced, buried his face into his knees. âTomorrow, when they come to get Pearl. If you want to help, you can.â
Scar didnât respond.
So Gem just settled in with her singular blanket and started planning.
-
It went perfectly.
Until it didnât.
Gem launched herself at the first guard through the door, wresting his stun gun from his grip. She turned it on him, holding down the trigger until he was writhing on the ground. Then she hit the following guard in the face with the hilt of the gunâand she aimed for the third oneâ
But it wasnât right.
There wasnât just a third guard.
A fourth guard followed in, then a fifth.
Coming straight for her.
Before Gem knew what was happening, she was down, electricity burning through her spasming body. She gaspedâher vision went red, flashing, the only sound that echoed through her ears was a distant screamingâ
Then it ended, and Gem took in a ragged breath, the world returning under layers of static.
âNo more standing, for this one,â a too-loud voice growled. Gem wrenched open her eyes, looked upâ
A blurry guard was holding a club over her legâ
He swung, landed with a deafening crack, and Gem screamed and screamed and screamed.
She couldnât breathe past the pain for far too long. Long enough that black spots floated in front of her eyes, long enough that her chest strained with the lack of oxygen. She gritted her teeth hard enough that one of them gave under the strain, but after several swelling moments, she managed to draw in a breath.
âOkay, can you hear me? Gem, Gem, how many fingers am I holding up?â
She blinked several times, but couldnât quite keep her eyes open. It hurt so much, sickening pulses spreading out from her left leg, and then it hurt even worse and fire flashed through her brainâ
âItâs me, itâs okay, Iâm justâI think itâs broken, and we should probably set it but I donât know how to do thatâcan you look at me, Gem?â
âHurts,â she managed, tears squeezing out of her closed eyes.
âI know, I know . . . oh, Gem, oh, this is badâthis is so badââ
Gem swallowed, then finally forced her eyes open.
Scar was there, leaning over her, hands fluttering as he tried to decide what to do first. Eventually, he just kneeled beside her head, pulling her into his lap. Gem couldnât restrain a small noise in the back of her throat as even that movement shifted her leg a tiny bit, but she leaned into Scar, desperate for any comfort that might help ease the pain. He wiped her forehead with his sleeve, brushing back strands of hair.
âOh, geez. Iâm sorry, Gem. This is pretty bad, huh? Iâve got you, donât worry.â
âIâm worrying,â she choked out. Scar chuckled nervously.
âYeah. Yeah, me too.â
-
Gem slept most of that day, but by the evening, she was more-or-less conscious and able to think through the pain. Her leg was definitely broken, but they didnât dare set it, not without a doctor present.
She and Scar didnât talk. Scar sat in the back corner and picked at his nails, glancing around anxiously every once in a while. Gem rested on the ground, trying not to so much as twitch her leg.
When Pearl was thrown back in, though, they were silent for a different reason.
One of her antennae was missing.
It was cut off, messy stitches closing the wound, and Gem could do nothing but gape as Pearl lay in a slumped heap on the floor, her singular antenna barely twitching.
âOh, Pearl,â Scar said at long last, breaking the silence and diving to Pearlâs side. âOh, Pearl. Iâm so sorry.â
Pearlâs shoulders trembled in a move so foreign that Gem had never seen it before, couldnât reconcile it with her Pearlâ
She was crying. Gem saw it, briefly, as Scar lifted her into his lapâPearlâs eyes leaked sparkling tears, each one like a miniature star rolling down her cheek.
Then Pearlâs face was hidden in Scarâs chest, and Gem almost believed that she had imagined it. Pearl didnât cryâall the time that theyâve been here, sheâd smiled and laughed almost like it was any other day (albeit more tired and with a few more winces).
If Pearl was crying, that meant things were really bad.
âTheyââ Pearl choked out, voice muffled by Scarâs shirt.
âSh, sh,â he hushed. âWeâve got you.â
âTheyâtheyâre mapping my eyes,â she cried. âThey canâtâtheyâll findâtheyâll find my home!â
Gem had never asked Pearl where she came from, how she found herself on Hermitcraft, and she never shared that information voluntarily.
Maybe it was to protect her past.
Maybe it was to protect her family.
âScar,â Gem whispered. When he looked up, she tried to convey to him that this was serious, far too serious to wait any longer. She nodded her head toward Pearl, then toward her own leg.
Scarâs face fell. He bit his lip, glanced between Pearl and Gem.
After a moment, he nodded to himself, coming to some sort of decision.
âIâll get us out of here,â Scar murmured, gently stroking Pearlâs hair. âIâve got it, donât you worry about a thing.â
-
When the guards came in the next morning, Scar didnât move from his spot against the left wall of the room, swathed in the darkest shadows that the cell had.
âAgainst the back wall,â the one with the stun gun commanded, aiming it at him.
Scar smiled, just visible in the darkness. It was a smile that would be considered friendly, jovial, if the person didnât know Scar.
Gem knew Scar. She recognized that smile from a million miles away. It was the smile he wore when he was about to close a shady deal, when someone played right into his hands, when he was in games of death.
It was hungry.
âMove!â
âNo, thank you,â said Scar cordially. âI think youâll move, actually. Right back out of here, if you want to live.â
Gem blinked, surprised at his level threats. She hugged Pearl a bit tighter, her friend limp in her arms.
The guard snorted. âYeah, right. You have until the count of three to get against that wall.â
Scar sighed. âDonât say I didnât warn you,â he said regretfully.
âOne.â
âYâknow, itâs always count of three. Why not count of five? Or six?â
âTwo.â
âJust wondering! Gem, you might want to close your eyes.â
âThree.â
The guard strode toward Scar, gun out, finger on the trigger.
Gem did not close her eyes. Pearl didnât look, face still buried in Gemâs shoulder, but Gem watched. She wasnât afraid of a little bloodshed, and she had no clue what Scar was planning.
Did he really think that he could take the guards on his own, when Gem had failed so definitively just the day before? What did he have that she didnât?
Suddenly, Scarâs eyes shone from the shadows.
And they shone blue.
Scar leapt at the guard, fangsâsince when did he have fangs?âbared in a snarl, and Gem barely had time to blink before Scarâs teeth were ripping into the guardâs throat, tearing it out entirely with frankly impressive jaw strength.
The other two men shoutedâone guard got out his own stun gun and hit Scar with a bolt of electricity, but Scar took it in stride without so much as a flinch. His skin rippled, fading blue to match his eyes, and as Gem watched, leathery blue wings burst from his back, shredding his shirt.
The guards barely had a chance to scream before Scar was on top of them, slashing through their flesh with his sharp teeth and black claws (sprouting from his fingertips, still growing longer and longer). He destroyed them in a matter of seconds, blood and viscera flying everywhere, spraying across Gemâs face. She choked, wiped off her eyes, then noticed, with a sense of growing horror, that Scar had stopped toâto eat one of the bodies, digging a hole into his chest and pulling out fistfuls of flesh with reckless abandon.
She opened her mouth to call to him, but no sound came out. Her lips trembled, her breath caught in her throat.
Was this creature still Scar? Blue and terrifying, wings flapping and long claws stuffed into a body, his pointed teeth dripping with blood. His hair was the same, his features still Scarâs (but for the eyes, piercing and ice-blue), the scars on his face unchanged.
Would he recognize her if she spoke to him? Or would he attack them, too?
How had Scar become thisâthis monster?
Another guard ran up to the cell, but instead of entering, they slammed the door shut, locking it.
That didnât seem to do more than mildly annoy Scar and distract him from his meal. He growled animalistically, then scampered (and he moved oddly, launching himself from all-fours to flight in a couple of steps, his hands and feet pushing him along even as his wings carried him) to the door. Without warning, he stabbed his claws into the metal of the door and tore through it like it was nothing more than a leaf of paper.
Then he turned, his glowing eyes lighting on Gem and Pearl.
Gem couldnât help itâshe flinched away, pulling Pearl closer to herself. She didnât know if Scar was a danger to her or not, but after what she just saw, she wasnât prepared to be seen as a friend.
Oddly enough, Scarâs face twisted in regret. He offered a shrugârather downplayed by the blood coating him. âSorry,â he said, and his voice was entirely Scarâs (if with a bit of a lisp from the longer teeth). âI didnât wantâI didnât want it to come to this.â
Gem wasnât a squeamish person, but she still avoided looking down at the mutilated bodies. She couldnât stand to think of literally eating a personâwhat had Scar become?
âIâIâll explain later,â Scar said, as if he had heard her thoughts. âIâll go find a communicator. And destroy their stuff.â
He dashed off down the hall.
Pearl moved against her, tipping her head back. âIâm tired,â she mumbled.
âI know,â Gem said, trying not to gag at the scent of blood that had begun to permeate the room. She swallowed, pushing down her fear. âWeâre going home. Scarâs getting us home.â
That was all Pearl needed to hear. She fully slumped against Gem, dead asleep. Gem gently rubbed her back, buried her nose in her hair (carefully avoiding the stump of her antenna).
She hoped they got out of there quickly.
-
Pearl spent a lot more time resting than she ever had. Gem figured it was something similar to chronic fatigue, now that she was missing half of her main source of energy.
When she asked if it would grow back, Pearl had just shrugged.
âOnly if I go back home.â
âAre you going to do that?â
âProbably not. Itâs far away.â
Pearl still managed to create massive builds practically overnight, though, so Gem assumed it didnât bother her too much.
Gemâs leg was still recovering, a month out from their week in captivity. It had been broken severely enough that sheâd needed pins to hold the bones together, which put her at six weeks minimum in the cast. It limited her sparring and building abilities, but she did what she could on crutches to keep her skills from getting rusty.
She couldnât spend all her time practicing, though, in order to let her body recover, so she ended up filling a lot of her time with meditation. Her impatience is what got her leg broken, after all, and sheâd been beating herself up about it ever since.
Scar joined her, sometimes, at various points of interest across her base where she could look out over the valley and Pearl across the way. He would sit beside her in silence, oddly contemplative as he, too, stared at Pearlâs builds.
Gem understood, now, why Scar hadnât wanted to act except in case of emergency. She wouldnât want anyone to see her like that, either.
He had fully transformed back into something human (she wasnât sure that he was human, though) by the time rescue arrived, and Cub had taken one look at the gore and taken Scar straight to his base on Hermitcraft, ignoring Xisumaâs insistence that he get checked over for injuries.
Now, as they sat on a hill, a couple of feet between them, Gem wondered what Cub knew.
Scar sighed beside her.
She wasnât scared of him. She wondered if that was what he thought, that he kept sitting with her and sending her terribly guilty and forlorn looks because he expected to be faced with fear and disgust.
She wasnât scared. It had beenâwell, it had been a shock, and she still hadnât quite gotten the image of Scar eating a human body out of her head, but she wasnât scared.
She just felt . . . awkward, bringing it up. Scar clearly hadnât wanted them to see that part of him. He probably felt vulnerable, rejected. Why he kept hanging around her, she didnât know, but she had to get rid of the barrier between them.
âHowâs Scarland coming along?â she asked one day, kicking her good leg a little.
As simple as it sounded, that did it. That broke the ice, and Scar started rambling about something or other, and the next morning when she settled down to meditate, Scar was already there with blueprints in hand.
She stared at his fingers as he pointed out different aspects of his design, her mindâs eye momentarily seeing a blackened claw glistening with blood.
Well. If she ever needed help to murder someone, she knew who she was calling.
#whumptober2024#no.7#only for emergencies#hermitcraft smp#fic#blood and injury#hcs9#hermitcraft season 9#geminitay#hermitcraft#pearlescentmoon#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#hermitcraft fanfic#mas writes#there's a supply closet on the other side of the wall at work#where i am at#and it's so scary when people go in there#it's show week my good friends#but if all goes well i will still be posting#lmk what you think#love you guys
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It appears that I've become the most annoying person right after watching Bridgerton Season 2 bc now I'm obsessed with anything that is Kanthony.
In other news, House of Ashes x Bridgerton crossover...... In which the Marines are the Bridgerton family and the Othmans will mirror the Sharmas storyline of season 2.
Ofc Jason will be taking Anthony's place as the viscount trying to marry out of duty rather than love, and Salim will mirror Kate as his constant foil. That unfortunately leaves Zain to take Edwinas place as the one Jason will initially go after which makes me cringe just thinking about it (Zain will be Salims son rather than his sibling, and that dynamic would make things even weirder unfortunately) đ
I do wanna tweak the story a bit so it's more specific to Jalim rather than being copy paste of the Kanthony storyline, but one thing for certain is that Jason gets to wear suits and Salim gets to be in pretty dresses !!
Also, Kanthony in HoA where they get to team up and kill vampires together.... Very hot.
I blame this on @ctrvpani for even putting this idea in my head to begin with đ€
#Once I get the time I do wanna draw a family tree so I know who is related to who and what kind of relationship they have to others#Clarice will be an outsider and so will Dar#Eric and Rachel makes sense as siblings as they look similar and then you can squeeze in Jason there#Nick would be a good best friend for Jason#And I'm a sucker for KingKay so that would be a nice ship#With Clarachel as a side dish#Also gotta construct another way Jason interact with the Othmans bc no way in hell am I making Jason even fake dating Zain of all ppl đ#This is an insane crossover but these are currently my hyperfixations so it makes sense to me đŁïž#hoa#jalim#house of ashes#kanthony#insp#reference#au#captains log
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why is everyone suddenly jackdoctor posting. like i'm not complaining i've just been indescribably sick over that entire storyline for years so it's funny to see it picking up steam again
#UTOPIA IS UP NEXT IN MY REWATCH BRO I WILL LITERALLY DIE đ
#and i keep seeing that utopia clip someone posted that i still can't hit play on like oh my GODD you want me to die#the way it's like. already batshit crazy if you just watch dr who but then here i am having#consumed literally hundreds of hours of extra content and soso deeply ill#YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT.... HHNNHNYJTNJFHFHFHFHDHB#so glad i get to force THREE of my friends to watch t.orchwood with me coz I#never got to talk abt it before and now I'll finally be unleashed. lordddddd#like ohhmy god it's not even like... like i dont SHIP them i dont think i ship anything in dw#but what an incredible story especially after you get All of jack's side of it. hough#i should whip up a list or a watching/listening order or something the catalogue of dweu in#my head has to be of SOME use other than making 3 specific ppl sit through it with me....#doctor who#jackdoctor#jack harkness#trying to start a tagging system for dw after 7 years on tumblr is gonna bite me in the ass
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top 3 fave bbys in the burrito show (bonus SUPER LONG tags on how i feel bout the characters)
#my art#boruto naruto next generations#sarada uchiha#shikadai nara#inojin yamanaka#in no particular order except sarada is my fav- i think she shouldve been main focus- girl brings all of og team 7 together at all times#just her family history alone is very interesting and i WISH we had seen a convo with sausage boi about her uncle and just everything#but shes a pretty solid character on her own- VERY good mix of both parents yet still being her own self#shikadai is funny i really like seeing him- hes a sight for sore eyes- bro got EVERYTHING from his dad minus his eyes and maybe hair#his dynamic with boruto being besties is really fun to watch- sarada too- with both shika and sara being geniuses and all#i love inojin's simplicity and how ordinary he is.... its... realistic?#hes artistically talented yes with his ninja art stuff but everything else hes kinda... mundane? at times even bad?#Considering every other prev gen child's got all these cool stuff goin on- i like that hes just... kinda normal... i like that about him#boruto i actually do like as well- he'd make a GREAT support character- i love how big bro he is and how he wants to stand up for others#hes a lot like naruto in that way- and might be a hot topic to say this but i also like how - in his very first arc- boruto hates the hokag#not his dad but internalized that the job took his dad away from him- regardless on criticism i think that concept is really neat#i am not well versed in what the story is now for boruto- ive just kinda picked my snacks on what i wanna watch lmao#but i do wish there was more showings of slice of life for all the kids- cuz they are all really interesting- especially for prev gen's kid#>>wished they did timetravel arc with sarada so we coulda seen young sasuke & sakura interact with boruto and sarada T_T#one last note: borusara is very interesting- but i actually prefer them just being friends- at most friends with crushes on eachother#i do think its cute but i like the dynamic of it being unrequited idk its new for me i just prefer them as friends with crushes lmao#prob cuz they work as characters independently Im not really interested in ANY of the new gen hookin up- borusara is the most interesting#i mean it IS the ONLY one being pushed canonically but i like it- that boruto looks out for sarada and sarada worries for boruto#but ya i wish boruto was like mitsuki in being a side character - i think a LOT more people will find him less annoying that way#though- i REALLY want more sarada and sasuke dynamics being shown- actually the uchiha fam a TON more than what we got#they are just SUPER interesting to me lmao#im a sucker for the emo boy turns soft and has family and bonds with their kids- its one of my favourite things in media#i feel like scraping the ocean floor when im trying to find quality sasuke and sarada art pieces and story stuff#cuz ive exhausted all the content in these past what 2-3 years of knowing both boruto- and now more recently - naruto#(yes im one of those people who knew boruto before naruto- smite me)
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craving validation from exactly the wrong person. slay
#bpd#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#bpd vent#bpd mood#girl you can't just do this every time you want to talk to someone and they don't read your mind and text you#how to explain to people that i am not just insane in love relationships i'm insane about everyone i know and they are not an exception#baby i have wild and insane platonic abandonment issues too (friends with that guy again but we will absolutely never be as close as before)#codependent best friendship where other person gets pissy and decides not to be my friend all the time#losing my best friend over and over#sometiems bc i was being a bitch but sometimes bc i shared too much about my mental health or said the wrong thing#never knowing what the emotional support threshold is or what the new wrong thing could be#and i was insane and way too attached like codependence has such a nasty side when it's not mutual anymore#and i'm WORKING ON SHIT and taking my favorite people off their pedestals and blah blah blah#anyway guess that still has me fucked up
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could i please get some of nicky and joe dancing please <3?
You certainly can, my friend! <3
I may have accidentally made it a little angsty (and they look like they're not dancing rip but I promise they are)
#yeee here they are#siggy draws#tog#the old guard#kaysanova#ty for the prompt my friend ;w; <3 i managed to figure joe out woo hoo!!!!!#the amount of times i zoomed in on nicky's ass to ask myself if i was making it too flat#and it turns out i did!! but his jeans are slightly loose so the ass is hiding in there. that's my excuse#i couldn't just have them both post-merrick covered in blood having an 'i almost lost you' moment with nicky's ass hanging out#on the flipside i am very very happy with joe's arm and hand#his other hand is holding the other side of nicky's face lol#why am i so nervous about posting this my god
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so normal about this game
#aether#genshin impact#das my art#fanart#genshin impact fanart#genshin fanart#traveller#genshin aether#art#digital art#currently just finished the inazuma questline#cannot wait what other bullshit this reckless little guy gets himself into#does he have other braincells than must safe friends? i think not#to be clear i am enjoying it immensely#also i perhaps overlevelled my characters a tiny bit#most of the actual main quest fights have taken like. seven minutes#a few of the smaller ones have taken about half a minute ajxksjsks#so i might actually have to hold off on levelling up that much more for my own enjoyment#but to be fair some of the side quests are much more difficult so i had assumed the main quests would be the same level lol
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I think I like this little life
#Oh because the skies turn grey and the wind brushes my skin#There's food on the table and my family still speaks to each other#My friends acknowledge my presence and I am kinder to myself#I got God and the universe on my side so this little life of mine?#I think I like this little life of mine#art#spilled words#aesthetic#dark academia#chaotic academia#literature#writeblr#art gallery#text#life quotes#inspiring quotes#inspirational quotes#inspiring words#quotes#relationship quotes#relatable quotes#quoteoftheday#wise words#love life#shower thoughts
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TFS TUESDAY! BUT ACTUALLY TUESDAY THIS TIME!
#last chapter was a lot#IN A GOOD WAY#a lot in a good way#it kills me how if they would just TALK TO EACH OTHER this whole thing could have been completely avoided#but thats not how people work. especially not kids and also toichiro is gonna do everything in his stupid power to keep them from being#friends again#i know im cutting it close its almost wednesday#BUT THE KEY WORD IS ALMOST#ITS NOT WEDNESDAY YET#where i am its not#SO CLOSE but not quite#fun fact that alien stuffed animal is something i won from a claw machine second try and when i got it i kid you not i fell to my knees#because i was so shocked#i shouldnt have touched the floor though it was probably gross#i just noticed tome's hair in that picture is longer on one side than the other and its going to bug me forever#typing all of this is keeping me from reading it so i'm going to shut up for a minute and get to the new chapter
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a girl will do/say the most dorky, silly or stupid thing in the world and I will be like ooaoaoaogghhhhhh. make out with m ee
#tell any stories u have in the reblogs/comments/tags#lesbian#wlw#shitpost#lgbtq#i think im the main idiot in any relationship#once with my ex partner i messaged them one day with âWAIT IS HE CALLED SONIC BC. SUPER SONIC SPEEDSâ#and all they responded to me with was âcharlie...â#on the other side of this any girl or lesbian or nonbinary with the stupidest as fuck sense of humour will make me go feral#someone I know hid rubber ducks around a school and shoots bugs with nerf guns and i was overcome with lust#my ex's name on any game is something like Swagmaster or Robux Giftcard#one of my friends who i am attracted to pretends that im their yaoi uke#basically i think I'm drawn to the most dumbass abysmal senses of humour imaginable
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Gonna ask this to a few people that inspire me, but how do you take inspiration from things without feeling like whatever you make is just bad in comparison? Or like a downgraded version of the thing(s) that inspired you?
(If this is too negative feel free to delete/ignore, I'm sorry)
Oh gosh this is such an interesting question since, I dont think I really have feelings of thinking my version is bad? Or that I am just a copy?
I am honestly just grateful my work became as popular as it is in the first place haha- low expectations going in to begin with. That and, I am very aware my art style isnt as defined and polished as other peoples styles, but I have come to terms with this! And hey the improvement in my own artwork over the past year is a massive trip if you go back through some of my older stuff- I am improving, slowly.
I mean, 2AL started by complete accident, and was "inspired" from me wishing the Leos from OMO or MNMC would hug it out already- but if you were to compare 2AL to one of those, they are very different. Hell even comparing OMO and MNMC, same starting point, but still very different.
I think my only advice to other people trying to make an AU is to try and find some core theme/idea and work around that, rather than gather a bunch of little things from other sources you like into a big pile. Find some key message to start up a base with.
#asks#no seriously 2al was by COMPLETE accident#and then it exploded so I kept it going#oh well#also like!!!!#seriously#the people you are probably comparing yourself too#chances are just have wayyy more experience and practice than you#like!!!! dude sometimes it hits me how many of my friends and other âbig blogsâ are either#1. professional artists who do this shit for a living anyways#or 2. have been drawing digitally for way way longer than me#digital art is still new territory for me so I am giving myself some slack here#that and I have no interest in art for a career#this is just my side hobby!#yknow!!!!#for FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!#and wheres the fun in going#âdamn this person who has years more experience than me and draws for a living is... somehow better at drawing than me this is so unfairâ#answer: theres no fun in that#but also fr-#I have only been doing digital art consistently (in this style specifically) for.#a year-#deadass.#I have not done much art before all this outside notebook paper doodles#and the occasional once every month or two painting#all this is so new to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im learning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I deserve to give myself so so much slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I have also improved so much in the past year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#oops tag ramble
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