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Bonus 8: How met your mother (CSSR design by @qourmet!)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#cangse sanren#wei changze#jiang fengmian#It was important to me that WCZ had the hereditary mole. I will die on this hill.#I have been *waiting* for the day to finally arrive when I could finally make this comic. It's been marinating for months.#My mission is to redraw all of qour's character designs one day. They are just *that* good.#CSSR has the vibes of a wandering menace who shows up in towns like a stray cat arriving at a new doorstep for treats. 10/10.#While YZY strongly leads us to believe that JFM was in love with CSSR and that's his whole motivation behind taking wwx in-#-I do think this is (once again) rumour being presented as reality. It's the juicer story to tell after all.#It is still possible that he did love her! But I think that story undercuts the relationship he also had with WCZ.#Yall ever think about how JC and WWX parallel their fathers? How Wei Changze also left the Jiang Leader's side? I do.#Unlike JC though It is far more hilarious and plausible to imagine JFM begging to be CSSR and WCZ's third. You know he would.#My wild headcanon is that JFM and YZY are in a mlm and wlw arranged marriage situation. Deeply unhappy as partners. Better as friends.#they care for each other and I'll admit that there is a beautiful tragedy in them having romantic feelings for each other the whole time.#But I am also here for the gaffs. Let them be unfulfilled homosexuals together.#Meanwhile cssr and wcz are having incredible hetrosexual sex in a bisexual way that WILL leave him pregnant by the end of it.
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was just talking to an irl friend who used to be really active in spn back in 2014. she knows and respects my beliefs (wincest) as i respect hers (d*stiel) but i was laughingly telling her about all the samgirls posting about jared at ACL and she said “huh, weird i cant believe there are actually samgirls out there” and i stared at her…. frozen…. our experiences ….., could not be more different….. i am surrounded by samgirls …. they are all i know.., i think i probably exclusively follow samgirls…. what is going on over at d*stiel headquarters
#cannot imagine not being surrounded by samgirls#i am a deangirl myself but i love sam he is so tragic#one thing i have never understood is many samgirls’ defensiveness over sam#it always seemed preemptive to me and as i’ve literally never seen the other side of spn i didn’t know …#i didn’t know he was so disdained#like my friend is in genuine shock people like sam#and i’m like ? the show is literally about him ….#so i apologize to the samgirls i didn’t know u were struggling like that#all i’ve known is peace and love on planet wincest#tell the d*stiel girls i said to SHUT UP and stop being mean#wincest#samdean#my post
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“You took everything from me-!”
#pokemon#kieran#rival kieran#trainer kieran#candyappleshipping#trainer florian#sghr#pokemon sv#tealmaskshipping#art#indigo disk#pokemon scarlet and violet#most average 14 year old drama#IM ILL#if any of u expect cute fluffy sghr from me#actually my ideal sghr is them at each other's throats 👍I’m not immune to toxic yaoi#in fact I am highly susceptible to it#THEYRE MY EVERYTHING 🫶🫶🫶#the rivalry the jealousy the admiration turned obsession of that person who you look up to so much who’s the ideal version of yourself#that person who’s everything you’ve ever wanted to be. who’s so amazing and shines so brightly and#for him to turn around and extend a hand to you. see you as his friend. his equal#maybe you think. you think you can be saved like this. maybe you can be like him too. maybe there’s hope for you yet#if the greatest person in the world thinks you’re worth something. then-#but then- your trust gets shattered .it was hopeless after all.so your love turns to hate and admiration turns to envy and#instead of being a figure to chase after and run side by side with it becomes a goal. an objective. to defeat that person. to prove to him#and prove to yourself too. that you’re not weak not useless .look. I can change too. see? I can be strong too.#I’m so sorry they make me sooo fucking ill and sick and nauseous .icant take it#talk to me abt sghr 💙please pls pls plsplspls#it’s actually. kinda therapeutic to draw kieran getting mad at flor. lol
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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Hey when your art friends share their work with you, please take note to not turn that into a vent session about how your own stuff sucks... It's just gonna make your friend feel like their art is hurting you, and they're not gonna share anymore.
#talking about this with someone#and realizing how little i share my work#cause of how often it's immediately met with some insecurities#and then after a conversation of me comforting someone and complimenting them#we get to the other side. and they never even said anything nice about my art#its happened. more often than i feel should be happening#but i know a lot of artists are insecure#and feeling jealous is normal#but like. feelings and actions...#making your friends feel bad cause youre jealous of them is not normal. dont do that#i dont even share all my work on social media lmfao#cause ive posted and then 5 minutes later seen someone post the same insecurities they did in dms#so genuinely i only share when its like. funny?#or if i just. am really proud of something#and just want to hear something nice about it#hurts to be met with silence but it happens#no one is obligated to give me compliments#its my job to create and when i do a good job i will be rewarded for that#but if im not doing a good job then. i wont! and thats on me!#but people ARE obligated to not be treating me as an object of their jealousy#and putting their emotional pain on me just cause i (looks at smudged writing on hand) drew something they liked#whatever#just thinking about it#my thoughts are not complete and i dont want this going around LOL#delete later
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I blacked out and more Logince HS AU appeared on my canvas idk what happened (also ty @oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat for some inspiration sorry it took so long to make a post about Them <3)
#spoondoodles#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#ts sides#tss#logan sanders#roman sanders#patton sanders#remus sanders#janus sanders#logince#I am here!!! for the platonic relationships!!!!! in this AU!!!!!!!#i have a strong character arc in my head about platonic logicality growing up together as childhood friends you have no idea asdfghj#i think they were very dependent on each other for many years so much so they'd copy each other but they're much more independent in HS#only remnant of that is that they have the same glasses + emotionally vent to each other a lot - their friends circle has grown enough#they don't live in each others' pockets anymore. roman + janus met in theatre + are gossip besties like they just talk shit together#(not completely sold on janus' design yet ngl i'm not happy with how i drew the vitilego but i'm working on it)#remus + logan are partners in chemistry in a classic teacher act of putting the 'disruptive' kid next to the 'good student' kid in hopes#that logan would stop remus acting out. predictably what happened instead is that they're friends now + remus is still as disruptive#but in a way that entertains logan so they get their work done early. now the teacher can't separate them. lol lmao.#remus knows ALL. but has been sworn to secrecy so can't say shit. janus knows roman's feelings but only suspects logan's.#patton didn't even have to be told by logan he just KNEW + is choosing not to speculate on roman's feelings b/c he's too polite.#virgil isn't here but that's b/c he also KNOWS without being told + is in an even more precarious position than remus. if they were#on better speaking terms he'd commiserate with remus. alas they are suffering separately.#anyway enough rambling from me. many thoughts head full.
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hey y’all!
so i’ve been considering this a lot in the past few weeks, and figured i’d make an official post so you all know i’m alive and what not since i have been very much inactive as of recently.
i’m taking a break.
not forever! not because of anything in the fandom! this break is solely due to personal life reasons and the fact i just can’t be as active on here right now between my jobs and personal affairs. and it also won’t be long — i’m going to be off here probably through the end of november. if i have the time/mental capacity to come back before then, i absolutely will 🖤 but right now, tumblr isn’t something that fits easily within my days and also, writing for my fics hasn’t been something i can easily do not due to lack of inspiration but lack of time.
again, this is just due to my own personal life currently. nothing happened in the fandom that motivated this decision (i honestly don’t even know what’s happening on here currently solely because i haven’t had the time to scroll lol) and it’s very much not permanent, and will HOPEFULLY be very short. like i said, until the end of november. i’ll still be writing in my free time, and my hope is to be able to update fics once i’m back and worse better than ever! 🖤
see y’all in december <3
#in the great words of miss swift — it’s been a long time coming#idk if i’ll be around to check my inbox either 😭#if you have my discord i’ll still be active there no worries haha#i can’t wait to come back and see what y’all have been up to it’ll be fun#also my queue is officially empty after today so like genuinely there won’t be any posts sorry everyone#putting me first 🫡#saying that feels ridiculous#THIS ALL FEELS VERY DRAMATIC i’ve just got a lot of antsy anons recently#is antsy the word? anxious? idk#see y’all on the other side though my friends#and if i need longer than the rest of this month i’ll make another post#life am i right?
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rewatching high school frenemy episode 11 like it's my fulltime job
#'even if i hate you you must not avoid me'#shin screaming in the hospital bed :((((#'if you are not by my side how could i be happy?'#'are you really going to leave me?'#'TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE HURT!!'#their sad teary eyes during the whole rooftop conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!!#'i like this house because my friend lives here'#the sneaking glances at each other in bed!!!!!!#THE WHOLE CINEMATIC MASTERPIECE THAT IS THE MOTORBIKE SCENE!!!!!!!!!#'besides football you are the only one i care about'#'for me you are the only one i care about'#'i'm so lucky to have you as my friend'#THIS SHOW IS CRAZY!!!!#I AM CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#high school frenemy#saintshin
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Whumptober 7 - only for emergencies
title: in which gem is the only one with normal eyes
fandom: hermitcraft smp
cw: blood and injuries, mild gore, mild cannibalism (idk if it really counts as cannibalism tho...)
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“Oh, we’ll be out of here pretty quick!” Scar declared confidently. “Xisuma won’t rest until he finds us.”
“And if he doesn’t?” Pearl questioned. Gem elbowed her.
Scar just waved her off. “If he doesn’t, then I have a back-up plan. But only for emergencies, I’m sure it’ll never come to that!”
They were stuck in here, in this concrete room, a sink and a bucket in the corner. The door was heavy and locked; the only comfort they had were three ragged blankets, which they had each dragged to separate spots in the room, marking their claim for somewhere to rest.
Gem had never been kidnapped before. Not officially, by someone who wasn’t a Hermit. But there was a first time for everything!
“I’m sorry, guys,” Pearl said after a long moment, the little feelers on her head twitching. “I shouldn’t have gone out in public with y’all.”
“Don’t say that,” Gem reprimanded, smacking Pearl on the arm.
“It wouldn’t have been the same without you!” insisted Scar.
“I just . . . if I hadn’t, then maybe—”
“Then we wouldn’t have gotten to go on this fun field trip!”
Scar grinned. “I love fun field trips. Don’t you, Pearl?”
Pearl rolled her eyes, but at least she was smiling. “Whatever.”
“My mom packed me cookies for this field trip,” Scar stage-whispered to Gem. “But I’m willing to trade.”
“My mom just gave me money to buy food.”
“Oh, that’s way better! Now my sandwich looks boring.”
“What kind of sandwich?”
“Classic peanut butter. But I’ve also—”
“I didn’t think I was kidnapped with children,” Pearl said drily. “Do you two mind?”
Scar grimaced. “I think we made the bus driver mad.”
“We? That was all—”
“I wish the torture would start, already.”
-
They came for Pearl a couple of hours later, by Gem’s watch.
They’d been out on the Hub for a game of lazer tag, of all things. It was supposed to be Gem, Pearl, and Impulse, but Impulse had dropped out last second, and Scar had happened to have a coupon to the lazer tag place, so the three of them went instead.
There was another group in the arena with them, college-age kids, and they all managed to have a good time together. They had seemed like nice kids.
Gem would never stop berating herself for not paying much attention to the way one of them kept staring at Pearl’s antennae. People noticed her—it wasn’t normal at all for an alien to be found on a public world. They usually kept to themselves, as far as Gem knew.
She’d never met one other than Pearl, at any rate, nor had she known anyone who had. In fact, many people didn’t believe they even existed. The Hermitcraft server was split on the issue, with certain people like Ren and Keralis sure of their existence, and others like Cleo and Mumbo fairly dubious.
Pearl had shown up near the beginning of Season 8, and that had put a definitive end to that casual debate.
Gem had honestly forgotten how uncommon aliens were. When you lived with one like Pearl for as long as she had, it became normal. When Pearl had asked about lazer tag, she hadn’t hesitated to find a place where they could go play. She hadn’t even thought about Pearl’s less common features.
“We should’ve seen this coming,” Gem said now, fiddling with the band of her watch. She’d noticed the way that kid was looking at Pearl, but she hadn’t thought anything of it. How could she have ignored it?
Scar shrugged. “Yeah. I forgot that aliens aren’t a thing.”
“Me too.”
“Are you keeping track of how long she’s gone?”
Gem nodded. “Forty minutes, now. How long do you think until Doc and Xisuma find us?”
“Well, they took us to another world,” Scar said contemplatively. “Last time someone got kidnapped, it was . . . Grian, I think? And that only lasted a couple of days, Xisuma tracked him down fast.”
“Do people get kidnapped a lot on Hermitcraft?”
“Usually one per season, at least! Didn’t you notice when I got kidnapped last season?”
“You—what?”
Scar waved nonchalantly. “Yes, yes, I missed a Boatem company meeting for it! I was gone for . . . a week? Maybe less.”
Now that he mentioned it, she did vaguely remember hearing that Scar spent an extended period of time off-world. She didn’t know that he’d been kidnapped, though.
“So it took Xisuma a week to find you?” she said, skipping over Scar’s kidnapping for now.
“Oh, no. Xisuma didn’t find me, I broke out. I mostly stuck around so long because I needed a vacation.”
“So . . . he might not find us within the week?”
“He will! He usually figures it out, at least.”
Gem groaned in frustration, buried her face in her knees. “I hope Pearl doesn't mind waiting.”
She was really trying not to think about Pearl, about what they might have been doing to her. Pearl was strong, that was for sure, but Gem had never seen her in a situation like this. Were they experimenting on her? Observing her?
There was surely some black market out there for aliens. Would it come to that? Were they just showing Pearl to potential buyers?
Were they hurting her?
She couldn’t let herself think about it. Hopefully, Pearl would be returned to them. It was silly to think she wouldn’t be—they were presumably using Gem and Scar as leverage to get Pearl to do what they wanted. As long as the two of them were still here and fine, Pearl was likely also still here somewhere, and not auctioned off to some highest bidder.
That was what was important. Pearl was here, and they were here, and Xisuma was going to get them out of there.
-
If Gem hadn’t been told, she probably wouldn’t have guessed that Pearl was an alien.
There were plenty of hybrids on Hermitcraft—avian, blaze, dog—, so Gem would have willingly believed that Pearl was some kind of bug hybrid. It wasn’t too far-fetched. She had antennae, and spines on her arms, she could crawl up walls.
The only thing that gave her pause was her eyes.
Pearl’s eyes reflected a galaxy. They spun with stars and planets and darkness, and Gem once spent all day comparing an image of their galaxy to the one in Pearl’s eyes and had found nothing similar in them. She wondered sometimes if the galaxy changed, if there was any way to map what her eyes displayed.
She wondered what Pearl saw.
Her eyes were the most beautiful things Gem had ever seen, and now, as she gently brushed Pearl’s hair back from her forehead, she wished she would open those eyes.
“Why are they keeping us around?” Scar murmured, tucking his blanket around Pearl. They only had the one thin blanket each, but Scar just buttoned up his shirt to protect against the cold.
“I don’t know, but I’m not complaining.”
Pearl groaned, shifted just slightly in Gem’s arms. “It’s because of me,” she said, not opening her eyes.
“Hm?”
“I get energy. From people. They want me to be . . . healthy.”
“Oh,” Scar said. “You’re an extrovert?”
Pearl snorted, finally opened her eyes. Yep, those stars still spun. “I draw energy from people,” she clarified. “It’s how I stay alive, being near others. They keep you here so that I can eat your delicious energy.”
“Yum,” Gem said.
“Yum yum,” Pearl confirmed. Her antennae wiggled. “I absorb it through my antennae.”
Pearl already looked a little healthier than she had when they first threw her back in the cell, and sure enough, Gem was feeling a bit sleepy.
She hadn’t looked too roughed-up, thankfully. A couple of bandages on her inner elbows and hands, a woozy look on her face. Just some tests run, probably. She’d been gone for about six hours.
But this was only the first day. What would happen tomorrow?
“Maybe we should break ourselves out,” Gem suggested. “It can’t be that hard, right? How many guards were there, Pearl?”
Pearl shrugged, her eyes slipping closed again.
Scar tugged on his sleeves. “We should wait,” he said. “I mean, Xisuma’s going to find us any day!”
Gem bit her tongue. She didn’t like to sit around and wait. She liked to get to the action, do things herself, make a push when others weren’t expecting it.
But Scar felt like they should wait, and they weren’t hurting Pearl too badly. It wouldn’t be the end of the world to wait.
Gem clenched her fist and just pulled Pearl closer.
-
“You know the drill, up against the wall.”
Every day, three people entered the room.
Scar and Gem would scoot to the back of the cell, sitting on the floor with their hands above their heads, pressed to the wall. One man would stand close to them, a stun gun trained on them. The other two would haul Pearl up by her arms and leave, the third backing up behind them. The third man always locked the door.
Gem could easily take out three men. No problem.
Every day, three people entered the room. Four went out.
This was the seventh day, and she was getting really sick of waiting.
“I’m gonna go for it tomorrow,” she told Scar. Scar shook his head rapidly, hiding a yawn.
“No—no, we should wait,” he insisted. “It’s only been a week, Xisuma’s—”
“You said to wait a week,” Gem countered. “I waited a week. Nobody’s found us.”
“We don’t have any weapons!”
“All of the guards have swords and stun guns. I’m GeminiSlay, I can take one down with my bare hands, then take his weapon!”
“I—look, I have a plan if it gets bad,” Scar said, wringing his hands. “But it isn’t bad, yet, and we just have to wait a little longer.”
Gem sighed. Sure, it wasn’t too bad so far, but Pearl was still suffering.
She now had dark bruises trailing up the insides of her arms, the evidence of many blood draws or IVs. Clinical stitched-up lines marked her arms and bare feet, and Gem was sure that she’d been cut open and stitched back up in more places than that, but she held her clothes closed (her shirt had been sliced down the back for easy removal) and shook her head whenever Gem asked if she wanted help with wounds.
She didn’t really talk much, not anymore. She just rested against their shoulders and slept. Gem and Scar usually fell asleep quickly, her drain on their energy pulling them down as well.
Maybe it wasn’t as bad as it could be, but it was still bad. They had spent days here, leaning on one another, their energy dwindling more and more as Pearl required more from them. They only got fed once a day, and the sink in the corner of the room provided water but there was nothing to drink with, and cupping their hands barely got anything.
Plus, Gem had a base to be building. She didn’t have weeks to spend locked up in here.
“I’m going to attack,” Gem decided. Scar grimaced, buried his face into his knees. “Tomorrow, when they come to get Pearl. If you want to help, you can.”
Scar didn’t respond.
So Gem just settled in with her singular blanket and started planning.
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It went perfectly.
Until it didn’t.
Gem launched herself at the first guard through the door, wresting his stun gun from his grip. She turned it on him, holding down the trigger until he was writhing on the ground. Then she hit the following guard in the face with the hilt of the gun—and she aimed for the third one—
But it wasn’t right.
There wasn’t just a third guard.
A fourth guard followed in, then a fifth.
Coming straight for her.
Before Gem knew what was happening, she was down, electricity burning through her spasming body. She gasped—her vision went red, flashing, the only sound that echoed through her ears was a distant screaming—
Then it ended, and Gem took in a ragged breath, the world returning under layers of static.
“No more standing, for this one,” a too-loud voice growled. Gem wrenched open her eyes, looked up—
A blurry guard was holding a club over her leg—
He swung, landed with a deafening crack, and Gem screamed and screamed and screamed.
She couldn’t breathe past the pain for far too long. Long enough that black spots floated in front of her eyes, long enough that her chest strained with the lack of oxygen. She gritted her teeth hard enough that one of them gave under the strain, but after several swelling moments, she managed to draw in a breath.
“Okay, can you hear me? Gem, Gem, how many fingers am I holding up?”
She blinked several times, but couldn’t quite keep her eyes open. It hurt so much, sickening pulses spreading out from her left leg, and then it hurt even worse and fire flashed through her brain—
“It’s me, it’s okay, I’m just—I think it’s broken, and we should probably set it but I don’t know how to do that—can you look at me, Gem?”
“Hurts,” she managed, tears squeezing out of her closed eyes.
“I know, I know . . . oh, Gem, oh, this is bad—this is so bad—”
Gem swallowed, then finally forced her eyes open.
Scar was there, leaning over her, hands fluttering as he tried to decide what to do first. Eventually, he just kneeled beside her head, pulling her into his lap. Gem couldn’t restrain a small noise in the back of her throat as even that movement shifted her leg a tiny bit, but she leaned into Scar, desperate for any comfort that might help ease the pain. He wiped her forehead with his sleeve, brushing back strands of hair.
“Oh, geez. I’m sorry, Gem. This is pretty bad, huh? I’ve got you, don’t worry.”
“I’m worrying,” she choked out. Scar chuckled nervously.
“Yeah. Yeah, me too.”
-
Gem slept most of that day, but by the evening, she was more-or-less conscious and able to think through the pain. Her leg was definitely broken, but they didn’t dare set it, not without a doctor present.
She and Scar didn’t talk. Scar sat in the back corner and picked at his nails, glancing around anxiously every once in a while. Gem rested on the ground, trying not to so much as twitch her leg.
When Pearl was thrown back in, though, they were silent for a different reason.
One of her antennae was missing.
It was cut off, messy stitches closing the wound, and Gem could do nothing but gape as Pearl lay in a slumped heap on the floor, her singular antenna barely twitching.
“Oh, Pearl,” Scar said at long last, breaking the silence and diving to Pearl’s side. “Oh, Pearl. I’m so sorry.”
Pearl’s shoulders trembled in a move so foreign that Gem had never seen it before, couldn’t reconcile it with her Pearl—
She was crying. Gem saw it, briefly, as Scar lifted her into his lap—Pearl’s eyes leaked sparkling tears, each one like a miniature star rolling down her cheek.
Then Pearl’s face was hidden in Scar’s chest, and Gem almost believed that she had imagined it. Pearl didn’t cry—all the time that they’ve been here, she’d smiled and laughed almost like it was any other day (albeit more tired and with a few more winces).
If Pearl was crying, that meant things were really bad.
“They—” Pearl choked out, voice muffled by Scar’s shirt.
“Sh, sh,” he hushed. “We’ve got you.”
“They—they’re mapping my eyes,” she cried. “They can’t—they’ll find—they’ll find my home!”
Gem had never asked Pearl where she came from, how she found herself on Hermitcraft, and she never shared that information voluntarily.
Maybe it was to protect her past.
Maybe it was to protect her family.
“Scar,” Gem whispered. When he looked up, she tried to convey to him that this was serious, far too serious to wait any longer. She nodded her head toward Pearl, then toward her own leg.
Scar’s face fell. He bit his lip, glanced between Pearl and Gem.
After a moment, he nodded to himself, coming to some sort of decision.
“I’ll get us out of here,” Scar murmured, gently stroking Pearl’s hair. “I’ve got it, don’t you worry about a thing.”
-
When the guards came in the next morning, Scar didn’t move from his spot against the left wall of the room, swathed in the darkest shadows that the cell had.
“Against the back wall,” the one with the stun gun commanded, aiming it at him.
Scar smiled, just visible in the darkness. It was a smile that would be considered friendly, jovial, if the person didn’t know Scar.
Gem knew Scar. She recognized that smile from a million miles away. It was the smile he wore when he was about to close a shady deal, when someone played right into his hands, when he was in games of death.
It was hungry.
“Move!”
“No, thank you,” said Scar cordially. “I think you’ll move, actually. Right back out of here, if you want to live.”
Gem blinked, surprised at his level threats. She hugged Pearl a bit tighter, her friend limp in her arms.
The guard snorted. “Yeah, right. You have until the count of three to get against that wall.”
Scar sighed. “Don’t say I didn’t warn you,” he said regretfully.
“One.”
“Y’know, it’s always count of three. Why not count of five? Or six?”
“Two.”
“Just wondering! Gem, you might want to close your eyes.”
“Three.”
The guard strode toward Scar, gun out, finger on the trigger.
Gem did not close her eyes. Pearl didn’t look, face still buried in Gem’s shoulder, but Gem watched. She wasn’t afraid of a little bloodshed, and she had no clue what Scar was planning.
Did he really think that he could take the guards on his own, when Gem had failed so definitively just the day before? What did he have that she didn’t?
Suddenly, Scar’s eyes shone from the shadows.
And they shone blue.
Scar leapt at the guard, fangs—since when did he have fangs?—bared in a snarl, and Gem barely had time to blink before Scar’s teeth were ripping into the guard’s throat, tearing it out entirely with frankly impressive jaw strength.
The other two men shouted—one guard got out his own stun gun and hit Scar with a bolt of electricity, but Scar took it in stride without so much as a flinch. His skin rippled, fading blue to match his eyes, and as Gem watched, leathery blue wings burst from his back, shredding his shirt.
The guards barely had a chance to scream before Scar was on top of them, slashing through their flesh with his sharp teeth and black claws (sprouting from his fingertips, still growing longer and longer). He destroyed them in a matter of seconds, blood and viscera flying everywhere, spraying across Gem’s face. She choked, wiped off her eyes, then noticed, with a sense of growing horror, that Scar had stopped to—to eat one of the bodies, digging a hole into his chest and pulling out fistfuls of flesh with reckless abandon.
She opened her mouth to call to him, but no sound came out. Her lips trembled, her breath caught in her throat.
Was this creature still Scar? Blue and terrifying, wings flapping and long claws stuffed into a body, his pointed teeth dripping with blood. His hair was the same, his features still Scar’s (but for the eyes, piercing and ice-blue), the scars on his face unchanged.
Would he recognize her if she spoke to him? Or would he attack them, too?
How had Scar become this—this monster?
Another guard ran up to the cell, but instead of entering, they slammed the door shut, locking it.
That didn’t seem to do more than mildly annoy Scar and distract him from his meal. He growled animalistically, then scampered (and he moved oddly, launching himself from all-fours to flight in a couple of steps, his hands and feet pushing him along even as his wings carried him) to the door. Without warning, he stabbed his claws into the metal of the door and tore through it like it was nothing more than a leaf of paper.
Then he turned, his glowing eyes lighting on Gem and Pearl.
Gem couldn’t help it—she flinched away, pulling Pearl closer to herself. She didn’t know if Scar was a danger to her or not, but after what she just saw, she wasn’t prepared to be seen as a friend.
Oddly enough, Scar’s face twisted in regret. He offered a shrug—rather downplayed by the blood coating him. “Sorry,” he said, and his voice was entirely Scar’s (if with a bit of a lisp from the longer teeth). “I didn’t want—I didn’t want it to come to this.”
Gem wasn’t a squeamish person, but she still avoided looking down at the mutilated bodies. She couldn’t stand to think of literally eating a person—what had Scar become?
“I—I’ll explain later,” Scar said, as if he had heard her thoughts. “I’ll go find a communicator. And destroy their stuff.”
He dashed off down the hall.
Pearl moved against her, tipping her head back. “I’m tired,” she mumbled.
“I know,” Gem said, trying not to gag at the scent of blood that had begun to permeate the room. She swallowed, pushing down her fear. “We’re going home. Scar’s getting us home.”
That was all Pearl needed to hear. She fully slumped against Gem, dead asleep. Gem gently rubbed her back, buried her nose in her hair (carefully avoiding the stump of her antenna).
She hoped they got out of there quickly.
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Pearl spent a lot more time resting than she ever had. Gem figured it was something similar to chronic fatigue, now that she was missing half of her main source of energy.
When she asked if it would grow back, Pearl had just shrugged.
“Only if I go back home.”
“Are you going to do that?”
“Probably not. It’s far away.”
Pearl still managed to create massive builds practically overnight, though, so Gem assumed it didn’t bother her too much.
Gem’s leg was still recovering, a month out from their week in captivity. It had been broken severely enough that she’d needed pins to hold the bones together, which put her at six weeks minimum in the cast. It limited her sparring and building abilities, but she did what she could on crutches to keep her skills from getting rusty.
She couldn’t spend all her time practicing, though, in order to let her body recover, so she ended up filling a lot of her time with meditation. Her impatience is what got her leg broken, after all, and she’d been beating herself up about it ever since.
Scar joined her, sometimes, at various points of interest across her base where she could look out over the valley and Pearl across the way. He would sit beside her in silence, oddly contemplative as he, too, stared at Pearl’s builds.
Gem understood, now, why Scar hadn’t wanted to act except in case of emergency. She wouldn’t want anyone to see her like that, either.
He had fully transformed back into something human (she wasn’t sure that he was human, though) by the time rescue arrived, and Cub had taken one look at the gore and taken Scar straight to his base on Hermitcraft, ignoring Xisuma’s insistence that he get checked over for injuries.
Now, as they sat on a hill, a couple of feet between them, Gem wondered what Cub knew.
Scar sighed beside her.
She wasn’t scared of him. She wondered if that was what he thought, that he kept sitting with her and sending her terribly guilty and forlorn looks because he expected to be faced with fear and disgust.
She wasn’t scared. It had been—well, it had been a shock, and she still hadn’t quite gotten the image of Scar eating a human body out of her head, but she wasn’t scared.
She just felt . . . awkward, bringing it up. Scar clearly hadn’t wanted them to see that part of him. He probably felt vulnerable, rejected. Why he kept hanging around her, she didn’t know, but she had to get rid of the barrier between them.
“How’s Scarland coming along?” she asked one day, kicking her good leg a little.
As simple as it sounded, that did it. That broke the ice, and Scar started rambling about something or other, and the next morning when she settled down to meditate, Scar was already there with blueprints in hand.
She stared at his fingers as he pointed out different aspects of his design, her mind’s eye momentarily seeing a blackened claw glistening with blood.
Well. If she ever needed help to murder someone, she knew who she was calling.
#whumptober2024#no.7#only for emergencies#hermitcraft smp#fic#blood and injury#hcs9#hermitcraft season 9#geminitay#hermitcraft#pearlescentmoon#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#hermitcraft fanfic#mas writes#there's a supply closet on the other side of the wall at work#where i am at#and it's so scary when people go in there#it's show week my good friends#but if all goes well i will still be posting#lmk what you think#love you guys
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It appears that I've become the most annoying person right after watching Bridgerton Season 2 bc now I'm obsessed with anything that is Kanthony.
In other news, House of Ashes x Bridgerton crossover...... In which the Marines are the Bridgerton family and the Othmans will mirror the Sharmas storyline of season 2.
Ofc Jason will be taking Anthony's place as the viscount trying to marry out of duty rather than love, and Salim will mirror Kate as his constant foil. That unfortunately leaves Zain to take Edwinas place as the one Jason will initially go after which makes me cringe just thinking about it (Zain will be Salims son rather than his sibling, and that dynamic would make things even weirder unfortunately) 😭
I do wanna tweak the story a bit so it's more specific to Jalim rather than being copy paste of the Kanthony storyline, but one thing for certain is that Jason gets to wear suits and Salim gets to be in pretty dresses !!
Also, Kanthony in HoA where they get to team up and kill vampires together.... Very hot.
I blame this on @ctrvpani for even putting this idea in my head to begin with 🤝
#Once I get the time I do wanna draw a family tree so I know who is related to who and what kind of relationship they have to others#Clarice will be an outsider and so will Dar#Eric and Rachel makes sense as siblings as they look similar and then you can squeeze in Jason there#Nick would be a good best friend for Jason#And I'm a sucker for KingKay so that would be a nice ship#With Clarachel as a side dish#Also gotta construct another way Jason interact with the Othmans bc no way in hell am I making Jason even fake dating Zain of all ppl 😭#This is an insane crossover but these are currently my hyperfixations so it makes sense to me 🗣️#hoa#jalim#house of ashes#kanthony#insp#reference#au#captains log
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why is everyone suddenly jackdoctor posting. like i'm not complaining i've just been indescribably sick over that entire storyline for years so it's funny to see it picking up steam again
#UTOPIA IS UP NEXT IN MY REWATCH BRO I WILL LITERALLY DIE 😅#and i keep seeing that utopia clip someone posted that i still can't hit play on like oh my GODD you want me to die#the way it's like. already batshit crazy if you just watch dr who but then here i am having#consumed literally hundreds of hours of extra content and soso deeply ill#YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT.... HHNNHNYJTNJFHFHFHFHDHB#so glad i get to force THREE of my friends to watch t.orchwood with me coz I#never got to talk abt it before and now I'll finally be unleashed. lordddddd#like ohhmy god it's not even like... like i dont SHIP them i dont think i ship anything in dw#but what an incredible story especially after you get All of jack's side of it. hough#i should whip up a list or a watching/listening order or something the catalogue of dweu in#my head has to be of SOME use other than making 3 specific ppl sit through it with me....#doctor who#jackdoctor#jack harkness#trying to start a tagging system for dw after 7 years on tumblr is gonna bite me in the ass
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could i please get some of nicky and joe dancing please <3?
You certainly can, my friend! <3
I may have accidentally made it a little angsty (and they look like they're not dancing rip but I promise they are)
#yeee here they are#siggy draws#tog#the old guard#kaysanova#ty for the prompt my friend ;w; <3 i managed to figure joe out woo hoo!!!!!#the amount of times i zoomed in on nicky's ass to ask myself if i was making it too flat#and it turns out i did!! but his jeans are slightly loose so the ass is hiding in there. that's my excuse#i couldn't just have them both post-merrick covered in blood having an 'i almost lost you' moment with nicky's ass hanging out#on the flipside i am very very happy with joe's arm and hand#his other hand is holding the other side of nicky's face lol#why am i so nervous about posting this my god
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a girl will do/say the most dorky, silly or stupid thing in the world and I will be like ooaoaoaogghhhhhh. make out with m ee
#tell any stories u have in the reblogs/comments/tags#lesbian#wlw#shitpost#lgbtq#i think im the main idiot in any relationship#once with my ex partner i messaged them one day with “WAIT IS HE CALLED SONIC BC. SUPER SONIC SPEEDS”#and all they responded to me with was “charlie...”#on the other side of this any girl or lesbian or nonbinary with the stupidest as fuck sense of humour will make me go feral#someone I know hid rubber ducks around a school and shoots bugs with nerf guns and i was overcome with lust#my ex's name on any game is something like Swagmaster or Robux Giftcard#one of my friends who i am attracted to pretends that im their yaoi uke#basically i think I'm drawn to the most dumbass abysmal senses of humour imaginable
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so normal about this game
#aether#genshin impact#das my art#fanart#genshin impact fanart#genshin fanart#traveller#genshin aether#art#digital art#currently just finished the inazuma questline#cannot wait what other bullshit this reckless little guy gets himself into#does he have other braincells than must safe friends? i think not#to be clear i am enjoying it immensely#also i perhaps overlevelled my characters a tiny bit#most of the actual main quest fights have taken like. seven minutes#a few of the smaller ones have taken about half a minute ajxksjsks#so i might actually have to hold off on levelling up that much more for my own enjoyment#but to be fair some of the side quests are much more difficult so i had assumed the main quests would be the same level lol
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I think I like this little life
#Oh because the skies turn grey and the wind brushes my skin#There's food on the table and my family still speaks to each other#My friends acknowledge my presence and I am kinder to myself#I got God and the universe on my side so this little life of mine?#I think I like this little life of mine#art#spilled words#aesthetic#dark academia#chaotic academia#literature#writeblr#art gallery#text#life quotes#inspiring quotes#inspirational quotes#inspiring words#quotes#relationship quotes#relatable quotes#quoteoftheday#wise words#love life#shower thoughts
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every time i see bakudeku compared to k/ance (now specifically in terms of them getting shafted in the ending and/or accused of queerbaiting) i take psychic damage
#i am NOT tagging this one mainly because i don't want to bring down the fucking horde of klance shippers on my head#i was there. i was part of the fandom. and i STILL don't understand how or why THAT was the massive ship#y'all are clinging to something that stopped being relevant after SEASON ONE in an EIGHT SEASON LONG show#lance spent the ENTIRE series crushing on (and eventually fully falling in love with) allura#allura who slowly started to reciprocate. allurance CONTINUED to get ship tease EVEN as she fell for lotor#literally 85% of the significant klance moments/interactions were in the first season#i don't know how y'all kept clinging to a ship that gave you absolute scraps#as for keith. again i watched voltron myself. i even BRIEFLY shipped klance when the show first came out#because again - season one was GREAT for them. a strong foundation for a ship! but that foundation was NEVER built upon#then season two hit and i was quite happy to pivot to sheith which is where i remained until the ending#keith spent the entire show very devoted to shiro. you don't have to read it romantically but it's a hell of a lot easier to do so#than ever imagining he'd feel that way about lance after he just. basically stopped caring about him post s1#meanwhile lance slowly let go of the (one-sided) rivalry and just focused more and more on allura#comparing klance and bakudeku feels like a fucking crime to me.#klance was a once-promising rivals to lovers arc that IMMEDIATELY fizzled out into them being kind of friends.#but specifically The Friends Who Never Hang Out kind. while both parties were lowkey obsessed with someone else.#this ship was NEVER going to happen when it became clear around s4-5 that the writers DID NOT CARE about it at all#(and they went on record saying they were surprised it was so huge!)#meanwhile until the trashfire epilogue bakudeku spent the ENTIRE series obsessed with each other#they were friends to enemies to rivals to friends with everyone HOPING they'd get a canonical 'to lovers' tacked on#they got the MOST development in the series individually and as a pair (platonically or otherwise)#THIS ship had legs and was only denied greatness because it was struck with the typical shounen homophobia curse#PLEASE stop comparing one of the greatest arcs and relationships (even if it stumbled at the finish line)...#that i have EVER seen... to That. to fucking... two bros chilling in a hot tub (five feet apart cause they're not gay)#(except keith MIGHT be. just not for lance. sorry not sorry.)
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