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only here to find him <3
BUT!!! Would love some kinnie friends cuz I don’t have any from this source who are as active
#oso.txt#choro n another alter#if he’s still here lurking#he’ll know who I am#and hopefully reach out to me#or at least send me an anon to fuck off but prefacing it w something personal that makes me know it’s actually him#like a bday or something specific#or his old blog or Twitter @#choromatsu kin#osomatsu kin#ososan kin#osomatsu san kin#osochoro#chorooso#blmatsu mention
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Empress and her Bodyguard.
(OCs, grey haired lady Zaphira she/her, demon Shargon he/they)
(also some details up close)
and this guy bc i find him funny
#ganondoodles#art#digital art#painting#artists on tumblr#ocs#original character#look i had to call it quits at some point#so if i waited anylonger to post it in whatever form of finished it was i would have lost interest and would never have posted it so#here it is#also you guys get more info#zaphira is the empress of the largest land in this world and conquered most of it in her youth#she used to be obsessed with war bc she wanted to prove herself to be the strongest ruler there was after the violent death of her-#adopted parents#she grew to see that that isnt the way in part bc of her lover at that time who was a general in her army#but she died in that battle and since then zaphira has been trying to rebuild whatever she destroyed and give back what she can#but she is still very hated and couldnt leave her palace for the longest time bc of assassins until she heard of a demon lurking around#and sought him out to be her bodyguard bc who would dare attack her when shes got a demon at her side#this is her arriving at the palace of another country whos leader challegned her to a fist fight bc he thought shes frail and old#(its an assassination attempt- she knows that)
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Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.
(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#a-qing#jin ling#wen ning#jiang cheng#“Hey wait this feels like there should have been way more content for questions” Yes. There was.#I was not strong enough to redraw *all* of what was lost. Rest in piece the original (lost to tea related accident)#But I'll tell you all the fun other things that would have been drawn out right here in the tags!#Did you know my longest posting streak was 61 days? And my longest hiatus was 6 days?#Did you know I missed posting on 92 days of those 500 days - meaning I posted 82% of the time on a daily basis?#I'm normal about collecting data. I have so much data on this blog for normal reasons. I'm also so normal about art. The normalest.#Honorable mention for the character rankings: Lan Wangji! for “Most improved in rank”.#Sorry Lan Wangji fans but until the audio drama I honestly was...pretty indifferent towards him.#I think a huge part of that was due to the fact he's constantly paired up with WWX; who has *so* much charisma and steals the scene#But I've really come to like him a lot more since starting this project. He rose from mid-tier to being in the top ten!#Dishonorable mention: Nie Huaisang. Who fell out of number 1 spot and out of the top 5.#He just hasn't shown up a lot! And my rankings are fickle! They will probably change once I finish the third season!#My favourite comics are: A lot of them! And the ones I have yet to make!#I'm very sleepy at the moment while writing this but I do want to give a huge shout out to YOU.#Yeah! you reading this! Thank you! If you've been here since the first week or just started reading: THANK YOU!#If you've only ever lurked and never even liked a single post but still read my comics: THANK YOU!!#In creating this blog - I have found 500 days of more happiness that I could have ever imagined.#Thank you for joining me on this journey. Thank you for giving me your time and your support.#It means more than any 'thank you' could say B'*)
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Been in a big gravity falls brainrot lately and I’m currently rewatching the series 👀
#I unfortunately do not have the book of bill so now I just lurk and read the lore sighhhh#I have tried every urge not to mix my special interest with my returning on and yet here we are#gravity falls#balan wonderworld#book of bill#crossover#I used to draw bill a lot when I was 9 and he is still my favorite thing to draw omg#my art#sketches
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sir! the spies are… no, I shan’t say….
(textless version below the cut)
#spies are forever#agent curt mega#owen carvour#i hear curt mega (actual) lurks on here so if he sees this… hello mr mega👋#curt mega#joey richter#spies are forever fanart#saf#saf fanart#curt mega fanart#owen carvour fanart#tin can bros#team starkid#(<not actually)#still haven’t figured out how to draw joey richter ToT#gun#tw gun#curtwen
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rereading the nuca pink doujin and seeing yakumo tear himself apart re: his snake form vs his human form all this agony and self-doubt and silent suffering and fear of rejection like "if i looked less human would u hate me" , "if u saw me in my true form wouldn't that be horrible. terrifying. disgusting" , "if i admitted i want to swallow you whole would you think worse of me"
and i imagine him asking something like this to the crowd of clan members , who are , undeniably,, a group of Kinky Fuckers
they all smile with the serenity and carefully masked excitement of a horny olivine. masterful beautiful reassuring expressions (errr..... masked to different degrees depending on the clan member)
#yaku is in his head so much about that#he thinks his snake form would be gross right? right????#eiden might give me Wet Hole privileges when i look like this carefully crafted human avatar#but if i revert to my original body there's no way anyone would ever want to ..be with me... like that? right???#meanwhile eiden's just got that sly look on his face in the corner waiting for yakumo to make the proposal#i can't imagine any of the clan members being particularly freaked out about yaku in snake form.....#all the yokai are immediately eliminated from Grossed Out pool. like. that's them. they know how it be#then you got the ppl who have lived way too long to be shocked by a sweet little snakewife being more noodley than usual#rei and quincy fall into that category most likely. blade by association because . well. blade.#he's gonna make a Yakuchan Snake sculpture and it's gonna be extra cute so yakumo doesn't feel shy about his snake form anymore#(actually it's going to freak yaku out even more and he's gonna spiral thinking that he's uglier than he ever imagined)#(and he's gonna run away feeling more insecurity while blade is SUPER CONFUSED because he captured his cuteness perfectly??)#(eiden's gonna have to reconcile another misunderstanding. sorry eiden. artistic differences are rough)#and you have the general Kinky Fuckers like eiden oli and morv#morv won't care as long as you feed him LOL#and eiden and oli are just sideeyeing excitedly like. snake? snake??? can we. can we try that 👀#i imagine that the only people who might express hesitation at first are edmond and dante#eddie would probably cave though once he realises it is IN FACT still yakumo in there. and he can fully consent#(then we give way to Kinky Fucker Edmond. Welcome to the party eddie!)#hmm... dante... never really thought about him and snakekumo...#how would that even go DOWN? like what is even the siTUATION here? how did we get here??#dante catches sooley who has a tiny snakekumo in his mouth??? a tiny lil guy who was lurking in his palace for some reason???#hm. warrants more thought exploration. we'll come back to that another time.#nu carnival yakumo
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Always cracks me up when people who haven't seen much of Moomins characterize Snufkin as someone who is always very wise and mature and perfectly chill and who knows everything. Boy I remember you from the early books. I remember you wanted to call a boat "Lurking Wolf".
#he appears always cool and collected because he's quiet and confident.#<-listen to me he is just as silly as his friends. he's just more understated about it#even 90s series snufkin who better fits the archetype of cool mature loner is also a mischievous little guy#storyrambles#moomins#snufkin#look i know he matures in the books and that it depends on the continuity but i don't think i can ever let this one go. it's so funny#snufkin: 'i think lurking wolf is a nice name' :)#moomin: 'absolutely not??? get out of here'#early book snufkin really is such a delight though. tossing rocks off a cliff for fun. constantly talking about how beautiful the world is#playing bumper cars on clouds with snorkmaiden. snapping at sniff because his poetry sucked jdfhbvdjdjfk#and sure he matures/his character was definitely changed in the later books but he still has his moments#'i feel weird and bad when i think of how rude i was to teety-woo and how sad moomin likely is right now. hm. i must be sick.'#...ok snufkin. alright.#or his unmitigated excitement at the thunderstorm in november. a lighter moment in an otherwise heavy book :)
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Hey do yous want to see my favourite bit from the first Thor film? It's this bit:
What's going on here? Why would anyone be standing behind that big gold pillar for any reason other than to slink out from behind it? There's nothing there! Not even the sinister shadows that I suspect were supposed to be on that part of the set.
Oh ho ho, here we go, here we goooooo!!!
Oh yeah, I absolutely 100% trust whatever this lad's about to say. That's the least shifty approach I've ever seen in my life. He barely even skulked.
Listen to him, Thor! I don't care what he's saying to you, it's definitely good advice whatever it is. See how he's leaning towards you in a completely un-conspiratorial manner, speaking quietly because he knows you're a sensitive type who gets nervous around loud noises. This is really good advice. You can tell because he looks so earnest.
Oh and here come some witnesses! I mean your friends!
You can safely ignore whatever he's saying now though, Thor. He's obviously got a bit intimidated by the success that lies ahead when you carry out this amazing plan that you've just come up with all by yourself after he suggested it.
Oof, he's very against you doing that thing that you're about to do! He's sooooo disappointed with the way this is going. He's just said it's madness! In a loud, clear voice that should have carried across the room quite well.
I wonder if any of the witnesses overheard that part of the conversation?
Aye. Aye, they did :)
#no really i love this bit#this is true cinema. this is art. this is making me want to check if my purse is still where i left it.#that's why i get a bit sad when people tell me loki was just lurking behind that pillar because it has such a nice view of the sunset#if i'm supposed to conclude from this scene that loki was entirely innocent at this point then someone's fucked up quite badly here.#i mean aside from thor. thor's definitely fucked up quite badly here. he's fucked up by listening to slinky mcslinkface.#all that later drama could have been avoided if only this room hadn't had huge pillars along one side that a person could lurk behind :'(#why were you even standing there in the first place you shifty wee bastard (affectionate)?!#thor (2011)#mcu tag
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*Gives him a flower, gazes him at intensely with tears in his eyes* “Take care of yourself.”
#deep lurk#cheng yi#zhang tianyang#yun hongshen#yun hongqi#he gave him a flower and he starts tearing up I’m…exhausted#dmbj cast#the lost tomb 2#I’m still here I’m still watching because of these two muppets#my gifs#stand by for the queue#what in the zhang buxun x zhang gaoyuan is going on#episode 29 deep lurk#why does he have better chemistry with him than anyone else hic#this drama is so unnecessarily long like 38 episodes? why and most are fillers like e.e
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#i’m putting this down here because i don’t actually really want to talk about it or answer asks about it but i’m like a little annoyed lmao#first of all obviously people should have boundaries and not be annoying/invasive/etc. duh.#i have been around the rpf block many a time and rule 1 is don’t be a weirdo. don't let it out of fandom spaces :)#but yeah idk. oliver stark to me feels like someone who is actually very familiar with the mechanics of fandom warfare#and therefore does not know how to log off when it starts to get personal#like to be clear i definitely do not think he engages directly with This fandom other than to lurk and spy on people for fun/haterism#but in MY opinion he has the energy of a person who spends a nonzero amount of time engaged in petty anonymous beef#over a character or a ship or a sport or a new brand of tofu. idk i don’t really care what he’s into#but it does sort of seem like he forgets that when he’s doing it on his real socials with his real face and real name attached#people are going to know that it’s him and respond accordingly and he should just like. block them and move on.#and maybe even go back to his burner and vague about it or something if he truly cannot just walk away.#which he does seem to be sort of getting slightly better at but it's still just like. yeah man! i don't know what to tell you.#people are weird sometimes. we all get weird anons and dm’s and people cyberbullying us. it sucks and it shouldn't happen but it does.#and you do literally just have to find ways to make it easier to ignore them. i know that you know this#because you are a human who grew up on the same exact internet as the rest of us.#i say; as i feel compelled to post about a tiny situation from like 12 hours ago that has literally nothing to do with me#anyway!!!!!!!#i went into the settings to turn off reblogs and thought how funny would it be if i blazed this post lmao
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ok dabicumsponge
#like mf he was tortured for eighteen yrs and he still manages to kick ass#airing out my grievances here bc I am a coward and twt scares me I prefer to lurk there#bsd#bungou stray dogs#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi
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I'm probably going to regret posting this and might delete it at some point, who knows, but I want to get this off my chest. I'll probably regret doing this on a public post on Tumblr later.
Is it weird to miss someone who you've only talked to briefly on here who deactivated their account for a reason or another, and since you don't know if there's any other social media out there they have along with the fact that you still didn't talk to them much, you'll probably never encounter them again?
Because that happened to me. I found an account by chance while perusing Tumblr, and I was interested in what posts were on there despite them being 18+ and NSFW. I honestly liked the content when looking through it and I even sent a message through the ask function admitting as such despite being unusually shy for some reason, maybe because at the time I didn't post anything (until my rant about my girl Alyssa Targaryen not too long ago) and I usually prefer to keep to myself.
I admittedly wasn't sure what the response would be and suddenly I felt like the biggest shrinking violet on the planet at the time. It was probably because it was the first time I had ever sent an ask on anyone's account, not to mention this was probably the first guy I reached out to on my own initiative outside of those I was already comfortable around on Discord. I was so nervous and to a certain extent, scared, because even though I was 22 at the time I never knew I could be so shy. I must have been pretty red in the face from my shyness too.
But he reached out to me about my ask through Tumblr's messages function, and he was honestly really kind. In the first message he sent to me, he thanked me for the kindness in my ask, and I was so surprised that he directly reached out to me that not only did my shyness kick in full force, I admittedly didn't respond to it for a month. When I finally responded, he understood I was shy for reasons I couldn't explain at the time, and surprisingly, despite my shyness still lingering, I felt comfortable around him. He assured me that he didn't feel uncomfortable about the fact that I liked a lot of his posts, which I was feeling really conscious about and had admitted to him. I felt like I could come out of my shell at least a bit, open up a little, at least to the point where I was willing to keep talking to him if we could. There were times where there were bumps in the road, where I wasn't sure if we had gotten off on the wrong foot or something or I was wondering if I was annoying or a load because of a tendency to just run my mouth at times, but overall I honestly enjoyed talking to him and his company even if it was solely through Tumblr's messages function.
However, it wasn't for long. We only talked for a few months, and even then, it was really brief and spread out partially due to different time zones. He was dealing with a lot of hate from anons who knew they could get away with it because they could hide behind screens. It was one of the key reasons if not the key reason why he eventually deactivated his blog, last year actually, and probably hasn't returned. Our final exchange, in October last year, was me wishing him luck since he was deleting his blog and possibly not returning, and he thanked me and wished me the best as well. And we both moved on with our lives.
But here's why I think I'm weird when concerning this topic and for even writing all this. It's because somehow, I miss him and feel a wish to reconnect with him and talk with him again. Aside from us talking very sparsely, I'm not sure if we even really knew each other after our message exchanging. As a result of all that, I feel like I shouldn't miss him. Yet I do, and I feel a strange desire to reconnect with him and talk with him again. I try to quash those feelings because not only will it probably never happen, to an extent I feel like it doesn't feel right to miss him and want to reconnect with him after only exchanging messages with him briefly and it being almost a year since he left.
Oh boy, this was practically an essay. While I do feel a bit better about getting this off my chest, I'm probably going to be cringing at myself for this and considering when to delete it as well. It scares me a bit, the fact that even though I didn't mention the person's name at all, someone might still figure out who I'm talking about and somehow get it to him. Well, it's still up in the air as to whether this is going to be deleted or not, but it all depends on how much I regret posting this and how mortified and conscious I feel at least a bit later over even writing this to begin with.
#personal#thought vomit#if the person I talked about finds this I'll probably be so mortified I'm going to wish the ground opened up beneath me#I never thought I would post again but then again this could be deleted if I feel too conscious about what I wrote#does this count as baring a part of your soul#I don't know if the person I talked about still lurks under a different account but if he finds this I will feel incredibly mortified#I never thought I would talk about this person but I guess I may regret doing so later because this post will probably be everywhere#if this is deleted later it's because I feel extremely mortified over this post and am probably weird for even writing it to begin with#I kind of hope the person I talked about somehow doesn't find this post because he'll probably figure out I was talking about him here#he might though and it scares me#I didn't mention his name but someone's going to figure it out eventually and that also scares me#might be deleted later#if anyone somehow figures out who I was talking about in this post please don't mention his name#personal thoughts#emotions#thoughts#feelings
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found my to-do list on metas to write again and are you guys ready for the unhinged-about-rito mutual to be unhinged about rito again
#* roosting / ooc.#clans...folk dancing...death anniversaries and rites....wood (trade)....artisans (professions)....and this isn't even mentioning#the brick of an answer i'm still in the middle of finetuning for that very very old short-essay anon sdlfkjl#(you're probably not actively lurking anymore but you are so appreciated and i hope you're having a lovely time wherever you are <3)#just give me a sec to get my act together fr here flskdjfl#see i was supposed to decide what to do with re.vali. like he's been around long enough now that he should be moved up to secondary at leas#but he is so. selectively active. which is perfectly in-tune with his character slfkjsd#request-only he stays.....arghhh.....
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Hello Pokémon SWSH fandom
disappears from the fandom's eyes for another undisclosed amount of time
#Pokemon#Pokemon SWSH#Pokemon Sword and Shield#Leon Pokemon#Pokemon Leon#Digital Art#My Art#Pechadoodles#I've missed drawing him (no I did not‚ he is still a pain to figure out how to draw)#I come back to the swsh tag to throw in my silly lil sketch and then I run out immediately#(maybe I'll throw in some more here and there who knows)#I never really leave a fandom- if I'm not being 'active' just assume I'm in my lurking phase-#also WOW my art progress from my last Leon drawing vs this latest one is VERY apparent#I've improved so much- I'm proud of myself-#anyways yeah haha don't mind me if I just randomly post swsh content every now and then- it's my comfort game okay-
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in true gem fashion as i come back to the dash i have to talk about details related to the scholar king ( yeah that’s a literal title the university refers to him as )
okay but that being said — this is literally a picture taken by a fan(?) and posted on the forum without his knowledge
like obviously when reading the whole dr. ratio’s school notes it was just entertaining and you’d probably go “ me fr ” but the more you look into it the darker it appears
it’s clearly a textbook example of borderline fanaticism and other posts like the user “ dr ratio fan club ( insane version ) ” only alludes to how drastic future or current posts might be
after the interview i can only imagine how hectic the forum would have been and the type of posts that ended up floating around — some which might have expressed hatred to aventurine
i think it’s extremely fascinating but also concerning for dr. ratio to be seen in this celebrity - esque light considering he already has plenty on his plate — the ceaseless pressures and overwhelming burdens of being more than he already is
#* ✦ ��𝐕. ❮ isms ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐕𝐈. ❮ muses ❯ ⸻ ❝ 「 veritas ratio 」#i was talking to the besties about this last night#and so to come back to the dash i decided why not talk about this#i imagine it isn’t as bad as robin but it’s still a breach of privacy#and you wonder why he wears the bust#this is why he probably lurks in the shadows as well#aside when he’s teaching classes and performing duties#i can only imagine the kind of toll this has on someone especially when this happens in reality to celebrities#but yeah the fact his lc is a picture posted by a random fan is kind of insane#unless hoyo confirms that he had someone take it or something#but the here’s the pics has me like oh um well
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Nice healthy obsession you got there (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#SU#Scribbles for maximum speed and minimum prettiness lol#How! many! layers! deep! can I go!!#I have been well-out from Steven Universe for a heck-while now - stopped around Off-Colors I think? I haven't been back since 2017ish y'see#Something-something pick up Vargas drop off Steven Universe (there was a few months of crossover but it's a whole thing w/e w/e)#Anyway! Lol#It was lurking dormant for This Moment is what I'm getting at#Just needed to stew on SCII for five years and then all the feelings'd come up lol#It is still so funny to me that I drew Max and Dex before ZEX and DAX - whenever things come full circle like this it tickles me#I've already written up a Whole Thing about my alien-faves so that'll be a thing soon enough lol#For now! Silliness! I mean - more silliness lol#Those /are/ ZEX and DAX but?? I guess?? with the body-snatched version but they'd be gems?? I don't know either lol#I put in the caption that DAX would be a pearl but honestly he feels like he'd be an opal or something#Can't say labradorite that's too indulgent but he'd be so pretty! Those hidden depths and flecks of green <3#I feel like ZEX would be something clear and beautiful :) So - not a green quartz lol but something pretty and important!#I dunno I've forgotten many many things about SU gem types haha#Also silly how I put ZEX in the Pearl position - he just Seems It y'know ♪#I mean Max would too lol#But no DAX is the obvious Pearl here - her songs were always my favourite <3 Discounting that she was always my favourite ahem lol#I have Always Always loved It's Over Isn't It <3 A full mournful song for her ugh it's so gorgeous ♥#I've been trying to learn the Italian version because it is So pretty <3#Thank goodness the comments weren't disabled under the Italian upload so someone was able to post the lyrics#So nice to be able to see them! And the words genuinely flow so beautifully they're really fun to sing ♫
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