#if he read the note he probably thinks i am insane. hes right tho.

[juyomiao]

Only ONE - sung hanbin x gn!reader

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17 ☆ love bomb

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chapter warnings : boring , chae threatens hanbin's life at some point , ynbin being so sweet n healthy its sickening

☆ note: aaand with this very boring n underwhelming chapter , only one finally comes to an end (not all hope is lost , tho , as much as i hated writing it at times im so emotionally attached to this series i might consider a little epilogue/spin-off chapter) . AND i managed to squeeze in the haoyn beef explanation ?? tbh when i first posted it i kind of expected it to do fairly well (the boys planet smau writers demographic was like 10 ppl at best back then) but i did not expect it to do this well n singlehandedly gain me almost 500 followers . thats crazy insane bonkers . why am i getting kind of emotional writing this i dont think listening to light the way by cravity was a good idea . anyways , im sorry by the end of it i kind of lost the 'spark' that made this fic good - i couldn't even get to 20 chapters ffs - writing it was more of a chore than a fun little hobby for me n at times it made me genuinely anxious to the point of crying/getting nauseous . yes user li juyomiao is fucking insane but hey ! im alright now i promise ! jumping right into another series is probably not the smartest thing to do but im so excited abt it n i really really want to branch out into writing for other groups n the idea i had was so so good ,, i'll learn from my mistakes n write a few chapters in advance so i can take it easy n not pressure myself , tho :] thank u to everyone who supported only one until its very last chapter !! this authors note is long asf so if u read it all heres a dumpling for u my lovelies 🥟 thats it , li out‼️‼️ (im fr getting emotional good lord help me)

☆ SYNOPSIS: sung hanbin is everyone's dream guy: perfect grades, perfect looks, perfect personality, he has it all. he's even class AND student council president! everyone loves him, and you, as his vice-president, are no exception to that. having been in love with him since you were 12, you try to tone down your feelings "for the sake of professionalism" and claim it's simple admiration for someone who objectively has no flaws. but there is one small detail you missed, in all these years admiring him: he has an even bigger crush on you.

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[crunchyapple33]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤin depth about meㅤ!ㅤ

[note: this is insanely long, i mean it when i say 'in depth' (or: i don't know when to shut the fuck up). all key words are in bold for anyone who doesn't care all that much /silly]

the general segment

hi everypony !! my name is zachary, zach, whatever floats your boat. i am 19 years old, born november 24. i am a sagittarius sun, virgo moon, and a libra rising. whatever that means, if anyone likes that stuff, feel free to tell me what it means 😭

fun fact: i actually use my birthdate here in every single one of my alternate realities. it just feels so perfect to me. aaaaah

i use he / him pronouns, i am a boygirl gaybian (although i prefer if only i call myself a girl), and some labels i find that suit me the best are:

sapphillean,   ambonec,   fleurian,   boygyne

i live in the usa (unfortunately), and have never left my state. i have a map of the united states that i use to chart what state plates i've seen driving around my area. i've found: montana, utah, arizona, nebraska, oklahoma, texas, michigan, indiana, ohio, tennessee, mississippi, georgia, north carolina, virginia, new york, main, new jersey, connecticut, rhode island, and massachusetts. i've only started charting what states i've seen this year, but my favorite plate i've seen was a hawaii plate back in 2019. (although i don't agree with the idea of them being a usa state, but i can say that for the entirety of the country so i digress)

my favorite color is a golden yellow (around #ffae00), my favorite number is 33 (shocking right?), my favorite drink is a dr pepper, my favorite food is... idk probably watermelon honestly. so good omfg

my current fixation: rupaul's drag race, reality shifting / law of assumption

the favorites segment

my (current) favorite song: run away with me - carly rae jepsen (i only recently discovered this song and its tearing me apart /pos)

my (current) favorite movie: running strong, my favorite movie for the past 10 years is 'the d.u.f.f'. it came out 2015, and i've been in love with it since. it's a fucking terrible film, cheesy as all hell, but damn it if it doesn't comfort me to no end.

my (current) favorite musicians: halsey (her 2015-2017 discography has a tight grip on me), ninjasexparty (give them a chance.. despite the name of their band, they're really good. i recommend 'danny don't you know', and '6969'), and pigeon pit. my all time favorite band. i'm in genuine love with them. (i haven't listened to their newest album yet which hurts my very soul but . i recommend 'no breaks' and 'milk crates'.. hey it rhymed!)

my favorite book: out of my mind by sharon m draper. please please please read it it's so phenomenal. if you have a hard time reading, the movie for this book came out last year on disney plus and it's absolutely great and so fucking realistic. please read it or watch it im actually begging

favorite youtuber: tbh it's been markiplier since 2014 lmfao. jacksepticeye introduced me to mark so they're forever deeply entwined together in my mind. i know, boring basic answer but whatever

favorite flower: tiger lily!!

favorite scent: uhhmm i like vanilla, my favorite perfumes are all by body fantasies. i like their japanese cherry blossom scent, and their coconut fantasy scent. i reallllly want axe body sprays' 'apollo' scent tho

favorite season: winter !!!

favorite weather: rain!!! especially if it's super sunny / clear skies while it's raining. i call this 'rainbow weather' hehe

my (current) favorite tv show: rupaul's drag race EASILY.!!!! it's been a reoccurring hyperfixation of mine for 5 years now. i'm insane about this show. even if i think i've escaped it's autistic grasp on me, i fall right back into this damn show

my (current) favorite drag queens: lydia b kollins, kori king, raja gemini, manila luzon, adore delano, daya betty

additionally: lydia b kollins and kori king are my s/os in several of my ars (if not all, once i get to making more hehe), and i know there's not that many drag race shifters so i'm not concerned about people who also are with them, but i still feel the need to share this<3

fun fact: my twitter handle is actually a song lyric from one of manila's songs<3

the disorders / etc segment

a great segue into.. what disorders i have ! not much has been properly diagnosed due to a bunch of different reasons, but they've all been things i've heavily looked into, and been confident in for years.

i am autistic, i have ocd, c-ptsd and adhd. i am hard of hearing (medically recognized), major depressive disorder (medically recognized), general anxiety (medically recognized). oh, yea, and i have osdd. i am only dyslexic coded . maybe i'm just super illiterate. we'll never know /silly. alleged synesthesia that i haven't properly looked into yet. i have dermatillomania, thaomniphobia, and teranyctophobia

thaomniphobia: a term coined by me, which is the fear of dying in my sleep teranyctophobia: a term coined by my friend, which is the fear of monsters in the dark

i have 4.. ish.. skin conditions? wait lemme look. okay yea, general acne, sebo-psoriasis, terra firma-forme dermatosis, hidradenitis supprativa. honeslty jsut adding this bit in case anyone else has these conditions; so you feel less alone <3

i am in therapy as of last month :D

next fun fact: i tried watching adventure time and only got through 4 and a half episodes of the first season. i found it extremely boring ...

the likes and dislikes (additional dni) segment

some things i like:

(a lot of this is copy pasted from my intro post, but i deleted info i have already stated in this current post!)

descendants,   life is strange,   yellowjackets,   mythic quest,   mcu,   craig of the creek,   rick and morty,   tarot,  sims 3,   age regression,   self shipping,   penguins,   foxes,   therianthropy,   solarpunk movement,   rpf,   bob's burgers,   american dad,   spongebob squarepants,   boyre aesthetic,   folk punk genre,   fanfiction,   my little pony,   community 2009,   solitaire,   sudoku,   crystals

kin list:

wilford warfstache, morgie le fay, unikitty, pinkie pie, my friend pine (inside joke but still counts to me /silly)

some things i dislike:

tldr, this is basically another dnf in some capacity. i also block freely so listen or don't listen, genuinely don't care. i'm not the biggest fan of 'byf's anyway. u don't rlly need to take this 100% serious

c.ai,   shifttok,   pro-israel,   heavy talk of christianity (mainly in the sense of if you're like.. pushing your religion onto other people. first day i made this acc i saw someone say like "idk if you are christian but just know god loves you!!" like ??!?! thats fucking insane and soooo... are you listening to yourself???? okay rant over),   maga maggots,   terfs,   anti-ageres,   anti-kins,   anti-polyamorys,   if you think pronouns equal gender (ex: he/him lesbians),    cops / authority figures, coca cola,   if you villainize an entire dog breed,   flag discourse,   being late to appointments,   fancy fonts (screen readers deserve love),   harry styles,   taylor swift,   chappell roan,   "kurt cobain wasn't murdered!",   "princess diana's death wasn't planned!",   "marilyn monroe wasn't murdered!",   people who say others with complicated identities aren't human (like lesboys),   people who are "anti good faith identities" (what?)

aesthetics that i connect with:

if it's possible to kin aesthetics, these would be it !

2010s internet,   soft grunge,   twee,   after hours,   bastardcore,   tropical coquette,   coffinwood,   waif,   cottagegore,   cozy childhood hideaway,   folk punk,   kinderwhore,   nostalgiacore,   northernness,   mallgoth,   midwest gothic,   bubble goth,   indie sleaze,   olderbrothercore,   solarpunk,   soft apocalypse,   rainy day,   trailer park princess,   trashy raver,   trinketcore,   whimsigothic,   whimsy twee

honorable mentions:

2014 girly,   babycore,   bloomcore,   this cool image i found,   dethereal,   música metro,   glitter poppare,   starrflesh,   southern gothic,   pale waves' singer heather is on this page :D,   scene tween,   rebel academia

fun fact: i am left handed!

the agere segment

adding this since i've seen other little shifters, but i am also an age regressor :3 my little ages r usually like .. 4-8 . so if anyone wants to talk abt that stuff in my inbox (vents, anything not pertaining to me in specific, are also included) go ahead !!

off topic but you can literally say anything in my inbox, feel free. specify if you want me to not post it if you want, i won't tell a soul<3 (i am also notoriously behind on inbox messages on my other / 'main' acc (like by 100 inboxes) soooo ... Sobs)

fun fact: the 'wedding finger' is typically your left ring finger, and some people think that the reason for that is because that finger is the only one with a vein that goes all the way to the heart. it's called the 'vena amoris' or, the vein of love<3

the alterhuman segment

i am very not human feeling . i'm like if the body of a deer and emotions of a dog had a child. and also had the tail and ears of a fox. but also if that deer-wolf-fox morph was pure consciousness and was nothing and everything at once. but is also inhabiting the body of a teenage polish-american kid on many pain medications. who also feels like the embodiment of thunderous rain and a heavy snow storm.

very that

fun fact: dagames commented on my youtube video in 2016 once. so he definitely just looks up his name on youtube and watches everything. i don't even watch him tho i was forced onto one of his streams and his admin banned me from chatting so i made a video abt it and wlll commented on it

the political segment

i am anti government . anti economy. pro immigration. pro separation of church and state. pro land back. anti taxes (unless they'll start using the money to benefit people). anti military. pro drugs. i took a test online as per my class assignment to gauge my political standing and it said i'm a left libertarian. so take that as you will but i also just consider myself a left libertarian in action, but an anarchist at heart.

i think time, money and gender are social constructs. i am anti cop. only law i believe in is loa. anti authority. anti israel. pro theft from big corporations. anti homelessness (In the way of . give people fucking houses???? government with millions of dollars????) anti rent. anti war. i think we should restructure the school system completely. pro bodily autonomy. anti declawing animals. eat the rich

(i add this all just in case anyone is curiosu ....i also say all of this from an american standpoint)

fun fact: my cat is a lovable asshole who wont stop moving in front of my eyesight as i type all of this out

the crystals segment

i have 40 crystals!!! i got them all from a zen shop in a mall a few cities away from me (which im going again this friday (4/25/25!!!) what ones should i get next...)

4/26/25 update: i got a lemon citrine!!!! it's a calm crystal, so it's a smooth circular crystal and it's so beautiful!! i'm creating a pocket altar for Apollo soon so i'm gonna keep it in there but alternate from keeping it on me to stim with and keeping it in his altar from time to time :)

my favorites are my blue apatite and my opalite!! i carry them with me whenever i go out hehe

i have: 1 rose quartz, 1 clear quartz, 5 howlite, 1 adventurine, 5 agate, 1 bloodstone, 1 dalmation stone, 1 opal, 2 lapis lazuli, 4 milky quartz, 1 prehnite, 1 snowflake obsidian, 1 sodalite, 1 zebra marble, 1 fake turqoise, 1 crackle quartz. 1 carnelian agate, 1 hematite, 1 brecciated jasper, 1 cherry quartz, 2 amethyst, 1 calcite, 1 blue apatite, 1 satin spar gypsum, 1 rutilated quartz, 1 citrine

fun fact: i actually have a good amount of obsidian that isn't listed above, because it's super sharp and easy to break, so my mom put it in her safe to keep it safe lol

extra fun fact: i asked the r/crystals subreddit about what crystals could help me sleep better and the majority of the comments were calling me crazy for believing in crystal magic or whatever </3

the pagan segment

i really want to look into a few pagan religions!! i grew up without any religion because my mom was raised the same way and so she believes that i should be as well so i could explore religion independently without it being forced onto me growing up. (i absolutely love this idea and will be using it in a future parent ar... i mean WHAT i said nothing /silly)

i've talked about a few times now, wanting to look into hellenic polytheism (is that how it's spelt?) or aka the greek gods !! especially apollo hehe.

i also would love to look into heathenry (aka asatru) which is a pagan religion following the norse gods!

another one i wanna look into is rodnovery, which is actually a slavic pagan religion!! like i said a little bit ago, i am polish american. i am 4th generation american, and my mom is 3rd gen, her dad is 2nd, his dad is 1st, and then his dad is the son of the lady who came to america with him and his brother. so my great great great grandmother came to america in 1910! afaik my polish family has always been pretty christian, but i believe it was because.. historically, as we are all aware, christianity has been forced onto many different groups of people, poles included.

i've looked into it, and as late as the end of the 10th century (or the years 901-1000 if anyone has a hard time following that type of terminology), poland had fallen into a period of christianisation and much of the native polish faith of rodnovery was lost to time due to that. and i know that like . that was a LONG time ago and whatnot but . i would like to follow that religion because i can only imagine what ancestors i may have had who were forced to abandon their beliefs for christianity. is that too empathetic? /gen , idk how to word it. especially that my .. great great grandparents (had to think abt it LMFAO) actually founded the local polish christian church, as well as the local polish cemetery (my area is like . 50% italian, 25% poles 25% jewish ppl LMAO it makes sense *nodding emoji cuz idk where to find it*) . and my grandmother on my dads side actually wants me to get baptized because she's a christian and she wants to know i'll be safe when she's gone. but i just like the idea of getting to relight the torch of rodnovery that was forcefully extinguished forever ago idk

the only true downsides, is that both heathenry and rodnovery has gotten a lot of ... Really Bad People using the religion as a security blanket to throw their white supremacy onto :( . i've watched a video on actual heathenry followers who were very upset about the trend of people using their religion as an excuse to be racist and like . /i/ know i'm following the religion sincerely, but would other people just jump to conclusions based on what they've heard ? idk it's probably a stupid thought to have but like . idk whatever rip

4/26/25 update: i am now a proud eclectic pagan :)) i wish to look into worshiping Aphrodite, Apollo, Artemis, Demeter, Hestia, Zeus; Lucifer; and probably many more !!!! i'm preparing to make Apollo's pocket altar this upcoming week :))

fun fact: one of my friends when i was like 6 tried killing me . she convinced me to go onto the roof of the apt building we lived in and like the whole thing was very pebbly. big rocks small rocks every kind of rock. so we walk close to the edge to look around and she tries shoving me, but i tripped onto a few rocks and fell to the ground instead

the etc segment

man this took me like 3 days to write. last updated 4/26/25 <3

last fun fact: i'm recording my cat rn to see if i cant catch her dreaming . but also ummmm my favorite car is a 1957 chevy bel air. i collect tiny toy old car models. the toys themself aren't old but the model is old . so i have a toy model of the 57 chevy bel air for example

[unbizzarre]

Byerly Vorrutyer Character Designs

BYERLY VORRUTYER of Lois McMaster Bujold’s Vorkosigan Saga

Tried to go for a rapidly-aging prettyboy with the gothic heavy lidded eyes (idk how to describe the eyes I’m talking about) and a face that reads as male while having something slightly feminine about it. A face that smiles often but is composed, cool. Slightly wavy black hair that is either shortish, chin length, or slightly shorter than shoulder length (I haven’t decided yet 😅)

Designing faces is not my strong suit so I am working backwards from a few references I like. Will probably simplify artstyle, slightly lengthen hair and mix with a dash of Professor Venom from OK KO (for that little bit of haggard twink energy) to creat the final design.

References:

Wardrobe:

Materials: silk, velvet, ruffles lace, detailed embroidery, military piping, sheer cloth, fur — echoes of beautiful luxurious handmade traditional artisan clothing- but all a little to gaudy and cheaply produced - the barrayaran aristocrat version of fast fashion. Androgynous and galactic styles occasionally thrown in to add to mystique

-SHIRTS: silk shirts // shirts with poofy or frilly sleeves // patterned shirts // sheer shirts // velvet shirts // shirts that are tucked in the pants but so unbuttoned the entire chest exposed

- SUITS: velvet suits that absolutely reek of cologne // sleezy yet sharp barreyaran style black suits you might smoke a cigar or play pool in // pastel suit for daytime garden parties

WARDROBE ACCENTS

- bigass fur coat - maybe even almost a midieval king robe

- several offensively knock off fast fashionmilitary style jackets

- luxuriously patterned bathrobe

- see through shawl / wrap / night robe thing

- some gaudy galactic style outfits

- a few sexy or frilly dresses to piss off the family

- a few a casual / slightly more subdued blend of komarran, barrayaran and practical galactic clothing he only really wears at home (stuff he wears when he’s not preforming for an audience). maybe some sentimental pieces. What’s hidden beneath the camouflage.

- some bling: rings and earrings. A few broaches and cuff links probably not that many necklaces

EDIT: here are some reference collages I put together! Note that these references aren’t the exact items that he would have in his closet but rather there are aspects to each piece that I would want to incorporate into his design. Maybe it’s the cut of a sleeve, the silhouette of a coat, the way a robe drapes, the embroidery pattern on some fabric, or the general partied-too-hard vibes of a particular photo of a model.

Bastardized military jackets:

Neglige options / heavier nightfrobe options:

Bigass fur coat:

Shirts (please ignore the long blue scarf in the central image like wtf is that- the rest of the suit is nice tho):

Party vibes:

A lot of these aspects would then be mixed with my own head cannon for the rules/cuts of barreyaran mens clothing (I went to a library and spent a stupid insane amount of time looking through books with midieval, 1800s and 1900s men’s fashions and France, Russia, and Greece- + additional books of traditional folk clothings and textile patterns + several other books of historic military uniforms…. The process and choices were so long that I had to give up and just stop thinking about any sort of vorkosigan related character design for a couple months cuz my head hurt. - I will probably make another post at some point with more annotated collages and possibly some of my own drawings synthesizing the concepts, but uh not right now because I need a nap just thinking about trying to organize it all.)

If you’d like to see a little more of vorkosigan universe costume imaginings here’s my Pinterest board on it (kinda) https://pin.it/2rOoHsq it’s a extremely disorganized and from early hyperfixation days so none of my fashion history research stuff is there (cuz that was all physical book stuff) but uh, you can look at it if you want.

P.S.

If you have any feedback or critiques on the design so far, or ideas for how you think By should look, let me know! I love hearing other people’s interpretations 😊.

Photos of faces you think look like By, pictures of outfits that feel Byerly-ish, or direct quotes from the books about his demeanor or appearance are also welcome!

@starfishlikestoread it’s been approximately a thousand years but I’m finally getting around to that Byerly fanart! Hope you enjoy 😅

[jorgecrespo]

911 thoughts below, i never hide posts so you know i yap a lot and also i love you guys so nobody is forced to read my thoughts, whatever it's fine :(

ok first of all this will be scattered because i didn't write any notes this is just free form, i am not god's strongest soldier. i only cried a few times which is very impressive considering i cry at everything so i'm back to being god's strongest soldier. so much happened in this show it's shocking. things just keep going on. la is literally the most dangerous place on earth they need to move IMMEDIATELY. why is angela bassett in this. what did her agent tell her to convince her to do this. this isn't a complaint btw this is the greatest project she's ever done. thank you angela's agent we all say in unison. it's so campy, died in 2023 born in 2018 welcome back riverdale. no i won't elaborate. ok ummm characters. it was an uphill battle to not have maddie as my favorite character because jennifer is my girl we're like this 🤞 and maddie is the name of my childhood bff. and baby we never reached the top of that hill MADDIE SUPREMACY 🫶🫶🫶. that's my bestie, that's my boo bear, that's mother right there. love you girlfriend forever and ever amen. eddie diaz my beautiful princess with a disorder. need to study this dude immediately. first of all .... ****** and that's all i have to say about that. has he done things wrong? yes all the time including right now. do i care? well he's my beautiful princess with a disorder i don't know what to tell you. his kid should definitely be mad at him tho baby what were you thinking with that one? nothing ☺️🫶 love you chris come home soon pls. chim THE PEOPLE'S PRINCESS. never done a thing wrong except almost die literally all the time but that's ok we love him anyways. nobody's perfect but he's close love you bestie 💜💜💜. buck is a princess who should just sit there and look pretty and not do anything that will put him in the hospital. don't worry about anything babygirl we'll figure it out for you. we're also gonna get you away from "tommy" (unbelievable that's his actual name, a grown ass man) i do not like him at all. oooooo you've been bi for like 20 minutes but you gotta come out immediately or i'm gonna throw a fit I HAVE A GUN AND IT'S LOADED. i'm sorry but i'm throwing him into oncoming traffic as soon as possible live laugh love. and he's not having a funeral. love you buck, you shall be free soon 🫶. bobby and athena best couple of all time I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT. that's ohana right there. they mean a lot to me ok. hen literally mother.com she's my girl except when she cheated on my lesbian queen karen but i'm pretending she didn't do that because i don't think she would!!! i know her better than the writers. remember a long time ago when i said you should get a free pass to forget exactly one bad thing your favorite character did to preserve your sanity? well here we are. i didn't see shit. hen and chim friendship supremacy btw. a great show, nothing makes sense and i'd like to keep it that way. they just landed a plane with the power of friendship, love, and autism. hopes for this season are that things continue to be insane, hen and karen get their kid back, and eddie too i guess. love his little crisis mustache going on i'm sorry but this is your fault you weird little man. and tommy dies of course. in god we trust. there i probably missed 80% of what i wanted to say and also emotionally i can't think about certain scenes i'll need several month to heal 😐 whatever it's chill. thanks for reading if you did, i'm probably just talking to myself right now heyyy kallie how's it going??? pretty good thank you bestie!!!!

[seenthisepisode]

early 2021 spn destiel tumblr simulator

canondestiel reblogged castielscock follow

i did NOT have a "destiel goes explicitly romantically both sided canon BUT in spanish and THEN misha collins tries to set things straight while in a middle of a divorce on a thanksgiving day" on my bingo list but here we are i guess?!

#the cw sniper's aim was right between his eyes probably

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slickdean reblogged blowjobdean

WHY LA VERDAD????? NO DESPAIR???? #TheySilencedThem #CoWards

#tinfoil hat and clown shoes stay on honk honk

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endgamehandprint reblogged willowdestiel follow

know your herstory ;)

#he was always on our side!!!!!!

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hellerjensenackles

not jensen ackles talking about blue green flannel 😭 go off heller king 😞✊

deanswinchestres-deactivated091

come onn this was on accident and i love the guy but he is at best indifferent to the concept to destile

britneycastiel

he was literally asked for permission to film the confession scene. and he gave his blessing so shut up

castieltops

#destile 😭

#while i think he was maybe not into destiel at the beginning he was an enjoyer of it in the later seasons #because the concept of kissing misha or whatever wasn't scary anymore it was but an everyday routine for him <3 #cockles

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after years of hatecriming and queerbaiting i am done. i am so officially done. i will never watch another cw show. we shouldn't be giving them any money or recognition. in these few easy steps i will explain how it's best to boycott w*lker and what hashtags to use on twitter on the special time at the special date:

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dickstiel

"the original ending was something that i feel would be much better explored in fan fiction anyway" MISHA WHAT DID YOU FUCKING MEAN BY THAT

omegiansensibilities

he also talked about rainbow wings ;_; OH MY GOD what if they are iridescent?!?!?

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IRIDESCENT CAS WINGS ARE NOW CANON TO ME CAN SOMEONE DRAW THIS OMG

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gabrielsamrowena follow

so first they say the bloody handprint was sp8's idea, then they say it was just something that came to them on the spot and then jensen admits it was his idea only to later contradict it and say it was misha's idea???? what is the fucking truth can someone write a tell-all memoir that turns into an hbo documentary already i NEED to know EVERYTHING

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cocklesdreams reblogged mishasjensens

help me and @cockkless were trying to figure it out and we listened to the scene 4647 times and analyzed it frame by fram WHAT DID HE SAY are we hearing things

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hellermishaswift

YOU'RE TELLING ME JENSEN HAS WHAT on his phone???????

#he filmed the scene. he filmed it. he fucking did that. the insane motherfucker did that because he knew. #right? #he had to know that this scene will get buthcered in the end. that the most important stuff won't be in teh final cut #apart from castiel's i love you of course but i guess he might have thought this might be cut too??? #what the absolute hell was going on that set that day

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angelstouch reblogged submissivedeans

there is another online con this weekend and i will be livestreaming it here <333

#but also if they mention the plane accident again i will kms and stop streaming <3 ask destiel questions or else 🔪🔪🔪

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whylamp reblogged milfrowena

samswig follow

do we think that the rogue translator and cw sniper ever explored each oth- [I AM BEING FORCIBLY DRAGGED OUTSIDE] [GUNSHOTS ARE HEARD]

twistanddshouut

no but i bet the no homo intern and the cw twitter intern did tho <3

#if you remember the no homo intern you might be entitled to financial compensation . few people know that :)

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[nattyontherun]

I just read all ur naruto fics and I feel insane.

Me about fictional characters: they get me.

I absolutely refuse to be emo in someone ask box but screams at you so much.

“How much do you lose to mourning, when what you lose is everything you’ve ever had? How can you acknowledge yourself, when all you have left to acknowledge is the you who never grew past your hurt? // Existence was ruination, to Sasuke. Existence was the slow descent into insanity.” I’m literally rolling around on the floor thrashing around. Hearth fire (and the rest of the series) WRECKED ME by the way if you even CARE. Me when the parallels in a fic to my life literally grab my by the throat and stab me but also wrap me in a warm fuzzy blanket and pat my head. Literally sent me deep into a very contemplative mood after reading it.

“… would have to live on because if not him, who?” “…because mourning, in its own way, is a form of safekeeping.” Hello I have died.

Also I don’t mean this in a derogatory sense but when I went to ur ao3 profile and read u have a psych degree I was like. That makes so much sense lmFAO.

Also also on a slightly more serious note, well it’s not that serious tbh, but I also do be dissociating and the way you described it was idk it felt weirdly good to read. I used to lose days at a time. I’m not as bad now but I’ll still lose hours here and there. I am not one to externalise things so I don’t have the capacity to describe things to people when asked but we’re I to try very hard it would probably be similar to how you wrote sasukes experience.

Oh my god tho. Oblivion. YOUR MIND IS SO POWERFUL. Your mind is literally so so so powerful. I’m shaking.

Anyway maligayang pasko at mag ingat ka 🫶🏻

This just made my holidays! First of all thanks??? I'm as surprised as you are that HF has been so monumental for me????

I've been told on a multitude of occasions that I have the unfortunate(?) habit of putting a lot of myself in fics. What I explore--thematically at the very least--is often just me chasing after the worms that haunt me in my dreams, yk? It's not like I'm a perpetually sad or moody person--quite the opposite really--but if I don't contemplate stuff I go through at least a little bit, where would that leave me? As uncomfy as it is, it's better to know yourself too much than not at all.

But YEAH! HF! Mindboggly amounts of woah topped by a surprising amount of hope? Sometimes I think I made it too melodramatic and "floaty" for lack of a better word and then I get comments like yours and I start rethinking my spirally thoughts. I just have so many OPINIONS about how canon treated everyone, but mainly Sasuke. If they weren't gonna let him die, by god give him the justice he so deserves?? He has like zero closure and an overwhelming brother complex and all canon does to fix that is say "revenge bad, here walk around some" FAWK no????

Anyways I have a psych degree! I don't use it for much rn but it's glossy and makes me feel good about myself sometimes! I like to think I'm not so obvious about it but I also feel like I always talk about it to anyone everytime so bvcedjsnj where was I going with my reply?

Right. Right! I meant to say that, as per the dissociation thing--far be it for me to claim I know anything about it beyond what I've read in a couple journals but I do tend to 'lose time" so to speak, myself? When I'm stressed or depressed or anxious or some horrid conglomeration of those three horrid things lmao. It's NOT fun, and I don't wish it on anyone, and I hope, if you can, you can speak to someone about it because suffering, in whatever way, however much, doesn't have to be a thing we just settle with yk? Idk. I wrote HF with this thought in mind that just because things can seem absolutely ass over tits at any moment doesn't mean it's always gonna be like that. I love the struggle story, I love ANGST--writing it, reading it--but there's something so devastating and inspirational about wanting to stand back up after stumbling. Human tenacity and resilience will always be infinitely more heartrending than sorrow itself or whatever philosophical way you can spin it...

I feel like I just lost the thread of my response all over again. I'm sorry! It's nearing 3am, I just got off shift, and I'm in one of those moods again... just... I care very deeply about people as a concept, and the way we mold ourselves around each other's lives until every one of our struggles is an extension of our community, which is an extension of our history and so on. I'm not super good about being in the /now/, the details of general existence aren't my best friends. But if characters get to act however the fuck they want to act, if they can build themselves back up from nothing, explore themselves in ways you or I never could, maybe never is just a qualifier we give ourselves to excuse our inflexibility and stagnation?

Something, something, the ultimate goal of the human experience will always be Self Actualization.

Anyways Anon, sorry about all the rambly philosophizing, I've probably scared you off now fbvehcskffbcrehd but you made my whole month!! Maligayang Pasko sa inyo po!!! Ingat ka lagi!!!!!!! And to whoever even bothers to read all this rambling,,,, in English: Merry Christmas and take care always, Mabuhay!

[misdre]

back to business, continuation of me re-reading gideon the ninth! this is the sixth post! which! is! my favourite number! haha!

aooowww i didn't remember the fourth died so grotesquely :( isaac is left to die alone in the dark… i'm sad. and gideon got to have these wholesome connections for the first time in her life and they last a total of couple of days before the people all start to die. insert a sad kity meme image

i'm feeling kinda fucked up about these characters in general atm like jeannemary mentions it was their first time leaving the fourth house, obviously gideon's first time leaving the ninth house, and i'm not sure if all the rest have ever left theirs either before? so the first time they get out, some of them experience real sunlight and weather for the first time and thinking they're off to maybe the grandest thing of their lives, and then… they are either killed or taken to increasingly traumatising locations afterwards. these space stations are moderated to constantly have the perfect temperature etc, well the sixth canonically is at least and then they get tossed to this ass hot planet in NTN for example. the fuck does that feel like. or even just living in a normal(-ish) house. i don't now really remember if camilla and/or palamedes address this in nona the ninth and that book traumatised me so i'm a little scared of re-reading it i'll be honest, i'm not over paul in fact i feel like every day i am a little more fucked up about paul, oh god i'm digressing uummmm let's get back to re-reading GTN misi we're not at NTN, it's fine breathe in this bag and it's fine

ahahaha…haha….haa….. crying

again looking back in hindsight, cytherea really was just kind of cytherea-ing like, half of the time instead of dulcinea-ing. "I'll probably live forever… worse luck. Whatever happened to one flesh, one end?" insane she just said these things

when your fave casually walks into a scene with "his big black bag of weird shit." (all this intense flirt between gideon and dulcie tho. i sort of hope palamedes at least by now had a hunch she's not the real one because this has all been relentless otherwise)

kind of intrigued by the thought of an AU where silas and gideon actually get along, there's a lot of mad deadpan sass going on. "eat me, milk man" dude i'll come back to this later

GOD i not only love the sixth to death, i just think i might BE from the sixth?? gideon visits their quarters and they got all the windows covered because sunlight yuck (check), their place is messy as fuck (check) covered with books and notes everywhere (check check). she describes their bedroom as a "dark nest" ah i love that. the dark nest of palamedes and camilla with their shared bed. that hits my goth just right

again i'm here squirming with glee over the rival banter that harrowhark and palamedes have going on -- which is, honestly, kind of the more wholesome dynamic here?? i did not remember this book is so… well, laced with drama that's somehow simultaneously low-key and incredibly present at the same time. there's the love triangle of harrowhark trying to tell gideon to not be such a lesbian about dulcinea and gideon accusing her of being jealous (which harrow probably is), but then it's the… love quadrangle about gideon being aware that palamedes also crushes on dulcinea and feels weird about it, but then there are the little hints of a love uuhh love pentagon-- POLYCULE with camilla being fucking ice cold about dulcinea any time she's mentioned in her vicinity (WHICH i love, so much, by the way, jealous clingy camilla is my jam) so the frenemies here with no odd feelings mixed in are harrowhark and palamedes, hence they are surprisingly wholesome. i rest my case. i mean doesn't he hug her in HTN?? i'll continue to call this an underrated duo

the collective "palamedes." moments again GJDSGHBSDHG i find it supremely funny how fucking much he swears all the time, i feel like all the other necromancers are way more solemn and dignified (well... maybe not ianthe.), and he's supposed to be the cultured one but he goes around calling doors dickheads

it's also ANOTHER instance here of gideon the gigantic lesbian saying palamedes is "very nearly good looking" when he smiles (aw) which, if it comes from her, has to be true. i'm sooo dead set on defending palamedes because i've seen incredibly mean takes about him within the fandom and i hate it and am very determined to just love him any moment i can!!! i got so heated about it the other day, i could write a fucking essay on this topic (in true sixth house fashion. peer reviewed) since apparently he's called "too perfect" because he gets to "never be wrong" well like. first of all. he dies so there's that

the eighth house continues to mesmerise me by being so so strange. what am i even reading. gideon calls silas a "tooth-coloured asshole", silas responds by calling her a synonym thesaurus list of words for slave and proceeds to invite her for tea? and she actually goes gdfnjgndfjgdf?? then colum turns out to be this actually kind of a sympathetic guy who cleans the house and parses clothes and… makes tea and… then is like actually this kinda sucks. i kinda hate it here and i hate my stupid fucking pampered asshole uncle's scrawny white ass. i did NOT remember colum being this way, what a delight

when silas tells colum to "leave the semiotics to the sixth" i again tossed a hand over my heart screaming ME! IT'S ME I ACTUALLY AM A SIXTH! damn maybe i should start dressing in grey (though i kinda think i already look like a librarian irl. i even have a pair of book earrings. i once wore them to a bookstore and some random other customer commented on them. i was buying tarot cards)

i knew there was a reason i imagined coronabeth to look like juri arisugawa from utena all throughout originally reading the books. probably started from the scene where gideon finds out she's a swordswoman. i plan to draw her looking like juri by the way because i have the power to do anything

IN SAID SCENE CORONA IS ALSO BITING NABERIUS, YOU TOO SISTER???? the fuck does it even feel like to be naberius. you have two necromancer sisters eating you. and not in a very sexy way. (well each to their own i guess but) on this re-read i'm finding myself more and more confused about what cavaliers really even are, because on one hand they are presented as these noble fighters who are like knights protecting their adepts but a lot of time they seem more like servants than anything noble, and then at least marta, naberius, and colum are some sort of vessels for the necromancers to use for fuel. and it's the sixth, who are friends and SORT of reasonable human beings in this grand scheme of necros and cavs because no fucking way palamedes would ever be literally eating cam (or, well........ WELL YOU KNOW), whom silas calls weird ass rude names gdgdfgldfmkgdfk gkjdgdf "unfinished inbred with his mad dog companion" is how i will call them if one of those "describe your otp in a really bad way" posts comes around again, i'm dead

man this book is intense. i got back to reading it after finishing the empusium which has entire chapters where the main character is just kind of walking around and. some guys are talking irrelevant shit about a random topic that you're almost meant to tune out of as a reader and. and then i come back to GTN and it's BAMBAMBAMBAM scene after scene is bombarding me with so much everything

[kingseph]

Writing here bc none of my friends are reading it so I feel bad ranting. But here is MY BLOG and when I finish something and booktok loves me THEN THEY’LL SEE MY INSANE RAMBLINGS. Anyways.

God I love my own writing. I love writing about freaks that I like. I love Fenriel, my little freak guy.

I haven’t had a ton of like prose inspiration but I am filling out the holes in the story quite well. I should be taking notes.

But I’ve got a section about Fen’s early life “courting” his future wife and some drama with his cousin. Just drama in the royal court in a very rich but very rural area of china. A bit of a toxic love story with his guard oooooohhhhhhh.

I have a section about Fen in the military with Shigeru (delicious and horrific I loveeeeeeee and I haven’t even written them fucking yet but AGHHHH the pining the “someone finally sees me for who I am” the embarassment from shigeru bc he’s like this scary tough psycho guy but he’s not really been in love before so he’s got like these almost teenager nervous things of “omg how do I kiss him?” “Omg what if I look stupid” “omg why am I so into this guy?” Peppered among super depraved and evil shit. This chapter is from Shigeru’s point of view so it’s like cool to look into his head and see his thought processes. How he’s so direct. Other than it being fucked up, I think his thought processes mirrior mine a lot. I just have a very direct and fact based way of looking at things. But I’m also not the psychotic captain of a dangerous military troop. Soooo…..

Then I’ve been thinking through Fen joining 10:1 and meeting back up with Shigeru after the military and the like angst between them both AGHHHHHHHHHH. I’m FERAL FOR IT. (Haven’t written anything for this but im finalizing some things…), and then Jai falling in love with Fen and being like fuck that guy (shigeru- who is Jai’s right hand man btw) omg and I should write Jai and shigeru meeting too. Hnngggg How Jai found Shigeru destitute drinking himself to death in a bar (that Jai owned) and sorta rehabilitated this absolute psycho. Realizing slowly that he /is/ a psycho. Seeing the sad boy facade slip. Holding him as he cries about a failed love he doesnt name (its Fen). Ahh such good content to be had here

Then the main one i’ve all but finished of wayyyy down the timeline with Fen and his boyfriend Lark and their sort of tumultuous love story and Lark’s family. Lark is probably the first normal boyfriend he’s ever had (tho he’s had girlfriends in college and of course shigeru in the military and breifly fell for someone else but to say that this guy is real real and fen actually loves him…. Or is he just making himself love Lark bc he CANT GET OVER SHIGERU AGH.).

Then a real long section about lark family drama then part of that Jai and Fen fuck (great scene very emotional kinda wild in comparison to some other things ive written bc it’s gonna mirrior some things from before- I have plans… trust me…. The motifs!!!!!! The call backs!!!! It’s all connected!!!!! AGH!!!!!!!

Anyways that’s all I feel like ranting about :))

[waterfallofspace]

okay hi so i haven't done one of these in a long time but this is so sweet and AGHKSDJKSFJK and has brought this out of me so welcome to Live Read-Along And Comments With Waterfall

(first things first tho OMGGGGG WREN AHGHGH- this is so unbelievably sweet of you oh my god- screaming crying shaking passing out oh my GODDDD- you say I'm sweet but!!!! no!!! it is you!!! oh my goooodddd!!!! thank you for this and i'll say that again later probably maybe likely multiple times but im screeching here oh my GOODDDDD this is so ghajuoskldmgd okay okay im gonna stop flailing and actually read it sdjksfjfs-)

~ well okay so first things first AIZAWA MY HUSBAND AGGHGHGH well mic's husband but mine too i love him GOD- and my love was literally just brought back again by tiktoks i saw of him in the new mha thingy so AHGHAGHGH so feral for this already okay let's go

~ "-And what all of his different sneezes sound like." hello im growling what the f- AHGDJSKDJS this concept already has me biting the bars of my enclosure oh my god im gonna need to chew on a table to calm down adhjsoifklgdm

~ YOUR SPELLINGS. ARE PERFECT. OH MY GOD they are EXACTLY the type that draws me in so well like- i can hEAR THEM oh my god

~ 'shuddering into his elbow' also needs a shout out i shivered oh my god (im gonna keep saying oh my god but listen it's only bc i literally just don't know what else to say that sums up the AHHHHHness as well T-T)

~ GOD I LOVE love so much love the 'hello to you too' trope when someone greets someone else with a snz (i've totally written it before god i LOVE IT)

~ 'sorry i've been doing that all day' pardon me while i faint (and the imagery of the pink nose against the wrist AHHHHHH)

~ ANOTHER TROPE I ADOOOREEE nose kisses to cause a snz AHGAHGGH it's so perfect with them it's literally one of my favourite lil tropes for them is mic doing that to aizawa like.......... hello you are hitting ALL of the points and im lightheaded

~ mic asking what's wrong and aizawa can just snz about it aghAGHGAH

~ MIC FILLING THE SILENCE god i..... i'm insane rn

~ also i already said it but your SPELLINGS WREN. i am feral. they are..... perfect. they are perfect and i can heAR THEM hasdjoklfmgd i love this so much have i said that? i'm gonna keep saying that. i love this so much

~ needy. to describe a snz. i need to catch my bREATH- adhsjuolkg

~ teeth. peeking out. that whole line of description has left me screeching oh my god

~ mic getting lost in how hot that is, yeah me too dude ME TOO

~ GOOODDDDDD it being in his hair.... idk why but that's made me even more insane i didn't think that was possible ahdjosifgkjm

~ THEY ARE CUTIES YOUR HONOUR THEY ARE HUSBANDS AND ADORABLE AND I LOVE THEM

hi okay so welcome to the end of the live read along uhhhhhh- this was so insanely good???? like girl- short or not this was AMAZING and ahguaghaguh it hit so many of the right notes i feel. a little lightheaded. this was INSANE i had to pause reading it a couple of times honestly just to sit in a mental image and silently scream ahudsjoikflgd

you did!!! amazing with this!!! and oh my GOD thank you so much for it auhdsjolkfdmjlka- I've not had a good Aizawa morsel in awhile and god i forgot how feral he makes me........... aHGGHGH ily queen you are everything this is everything and you are SO SWEET FOR THIS???? dude ily oh my god T-T

(also they were SO in character????? like i read the tags [same on period btw ahujodsikgldm] and you said it's been awhile but???? you did so good???? i heard this in my head as them SO clearly and DJUASOIKLFG im just... screeching <3333 your praises <3333 so much <3333 forever <33333 oh my god <33333)

Fall onto me

fandom: My Hero Academia

characters: Shouta Aizawa, Hizashi Yamada

cw: sneeze kink !!! mentions of coughing + brief mess

notes: ummmmmm I'm so nervous to post this !!! but it's for @waterfallofspace who is just the sweetest and always lights up my day + my dash every time we interact !!! Shes always making stuff for others and feeding my middle aged man obsession and I'm so thankful !!!!! I wish this. Was better. But um i tried my best and I hope you enjoy !!!!!

     After over 20 years of knowing each other, living with one another in both the dorms at UA and their apartment, Hizashi can confidently say that he knows his husband like the back of his hand. He knows Shouta’s food preferences, the temperature he likes his showers, and his preferred brand of eye drops 

-And what all of his different sneezes sound like.

So when Shouta walks through the door of their apartment, shuddering into his elbow with a muffled, heavy “hHD’SHHh-yu!”, Hizashi’s mind instantly darts to the Benydral kept in the bathroom cabinet, because Hizashi knows his husband, and knows the sound of his allergies all too well. 

But Shouta tends to get prickly when coddled, and everything Hizashi knows about his husband indicates irritation of more than one kind, so he keeps quiet. Instead, he smiles up at Shouta, who’s still sniffling in the entrance way as he drags himself out of the house and into his slippers, and greets him with a cherry “Bless you! Hello to you, too,” and revels in the well-natured eye roll he gets in acknowledgement. 

“hH’dTSHHh-yu! Damn. Sorry,” Is what his husband actually greets him with as he shuffles into the kitchen, rubbing his pinkened nose against his wrist. “I’ve been doing that all day.” He huffs like an old, burly dog as he sits at the table, and Hizashi can see an irritated wetness in his eyes as he hums down at his vegetables. 

“Not catching something, are ya? I’ve told you that you’ve gotta stop fussing over every student with the sniffles.” At that, Shouta shakes his lead a little too roughly, like he’s trying to shake off the tickle with it. “No, I feel fine. Jus’hiHt-! Just itchy.” He punctuates the sentence with a tickly cough, almost like he has to prove it. Hizashi can't empathize much, always prone to letting everything out as soon as it irritates him, but can sympathize, so he stands and stretches while his back gives a satisfying pop! and gives Shouta a small peck on the bridge of his nose that he knows will do the trick on his way to the stove. 

He hears his success as he lights the burner, first a quick snag in Shouta’s breath, then another, and then the creak of the chair as he shifts his weight suddenly “ hIH’dTSHh-yu! e’TCHhih! eHd’tCHh-iewh! ‘tCHHh-iew!  ” Hizashi listens, feigning an interest in the stove as his husband grumbles. “Bless you! That was cute.” He chirped. “No, it was gross.” Shouta corrects, and he can hear the congestion in his throat now. Poor thing. 

“Do you know what's setting you off? Can’t be pollen, it’s winter, and-” he leans over to press the back of his hand to Shouta’s cheek, mostly for show “- You’re cool as a clam, so it's not a cold.” Shouta opens his mouth to respond, but gets quickly interrupted with a quick gasp that sends him into his elbow once again. 

“hiD'TCHhi’yu! e'tTCHh- eD'SHH-iewh! hiH- hH'ESSHh-oo! ed'TCHHh-oo! ” Hizashi is face-front at the show this time, watching the crease in Shouta’s brow and the twitch of his nose from where it peaks above his sleeve. He dutifully passes along the tissues when his husband stays still for a beat too long, sniffling desperately, and starts to fill the quiet with enthusiasm blessing and talk of a new segment he's planning. He’s barely two sentences in, turned towards the stove again, when he hears Shouta take in a trembling gasp and muffle a tickly sounding “hihH”ndXT-iew!”, restrained and wholly unsatisfying-sounding. 

Hizashi whirls around to face him with his hands on his hips, playing the mother hen well as he scolds/ “Don’t do that, Sho! You’ll hurt yourself!” Then, in a softer tone, “Why don’t you go take a shower and wash whatever this is off.” He gives him a few hearty smacks on the back when he evolves into a fit of tickly, barking coughs that crescendo with a needy “e'hHDTSHh-yu!” that Hizashi thinks is all too cute. It must have cleared something out, because he stops sneezing for long enough to stand with cracking joints of his own (Christ, when did they get so old?) and disappear into the bathroom, pressing a hand to the small of Hizashi’s back as he passes. 

Besides a throat scraping fit that leaves Hizashi wincing in sympathy, responding with his own set of ‘Bless you!’ that probably gets muffled in the walls, everything seems to return to normal. When Shouta returns from the shower, hair wet and in a new set of clothes, nothing besides the occasional sniffle indicates much of anything was wrong, until they’re in the bedroom after dinner. Shouta sits on the bed, hunched over as he grades papers, while Hizashi stands in front of him and prepares for a late-night patrol. 

More specifically, the reprise occurs when Hizashi sprays a bit of cologne on himself, a gift from a fan he got on his patrol last night. It was a small bottle, labeled all in English, with a spiced scent he was fond of. But apparently, his husband wasn't. The moment he sprays it, Shouta gasps and starts to cough, leaving Hizashi laughing as he thumps him on the back for the second time that day. “That bad, huh? I like it.” “NohH - no, it’hHT-!.. It’s not that, ihHt-” He’s not able to finish explaining before he takes another stuttering breath, nostrils flaring and teeth peaking out from where his lips curl back, and buries himself in his sleeve. 

“e'TCHHhi- et’TSHHh-iewh! hiD'TCH!  hH’RSHHh-! ‘tSHHh-iewh! eH’NGKT-hH’NGT- e'SHHhi-yu! ” Hizashi is a bit awestruck, not accustomed to watching such an unprompted loss of control, spurred only when Shouta manages to hiss out “the perfume’hHTSHHh-iew!” before being thrown back into his elbow with another fit as Hizashi takes a wide step back, then a couple more as his husband starts to cough again. 

“hiDt'TSHhi-! hiD'TCH’yu! ‘tSHHhi-yu! hiH- ugh… snf” And, nose apparently satisfied, Shputa flops against the headboard, panting as a stray tear tracks down his face, carving out the slope of his cheekbones. He looks up at Hizashi with teasing and expectant eyes, eyebrows raised, and he can’t help but get lost for a second in how hot that is before remembering himself. 

“Bless you lots, sho! I lost count! Guess we found the culprit, huh?” He remembers, just barely, to keep his distance, plucking the bottle up from the nightstand with a stretch. “hiDt’sHHhi-! Ugh, yeah.” The congestion is back in his voice, leaving it thick and a bit crackly. “How was it on me this morning, though?” Hizashi has to think about that for a minute, leaning back on his heels, then remembers with a sheepish smile. 

“When I got back from patrol, I sprayed it in here, just to try it, y’know? It must’ve gotten in your hair. Oh, you poor thing, Sho!!” He says with drama, trying to make up for his lack of physical contact with words. 

“hiDT’CHh-yu!” Shouta snaps forward again, then sniffs as he straightens out. “Just remember to wash off before you come to bed.” He grumbles as Hizashi starts to back out of the room. He gives a mock salute, calling out a “Yes, Sir!” As he closes the bedroom door. While he toes on his shoes, he hears another muffled sneeze through the wall, and sticks around just long enough to hear a “thank you” for his blessing. 

[jikookpancakes]

JIKOOK FIC RECS that no one asked for (2021)

but im giving anyway because THE TALENT IN THIS FANDOM IS INSANE

long post incoming!! this is probably just part 1 because i wont stop reading anytime soon so i’m inserting that link just in case i do make another one in the future

What’s a Soul Really Worth, Anyway? by thisneedsmorefilth - 130k words, fantasy, demon!jm, witch!jk, listen, this and the next one are my top 2 jikook fics of all time, so well-written, plot so exciting legit reads like a book, better than a lot of books tbh, the world-building is INSANE, jungkook and the gang accidentally summon demon!jimin and chaos ensue, especially for jungkook...and you know why!!!, so funny, angsty, cried so much, happy ending but listen to me: you gotta read the sequel too, YOU GOTTA.

Militat Omnis Amans: The Beginnings by edaen - 92k words, fantasy, werewolf!jk, vampire!jm, forbidden love, super slow burn but super worth it, JIKOOK IN THIS IS MY FAVORITE JIKOOK IN ANY FIC EVER EVER EVER, this is the ultimate all or nothing will freeze hell over for the other kind of love, and the way this is written is just so... how do i describe it. like you can just tell the author wanted to be very realistic with their feelings. you’ve seen the word count, this is SLOW burn. like you will legit feel their struggle to just be able to love each other and while it hurts, it’s also SO GLORIOUS. i love this one so much and if you like reading angst with happy ending but like cranked up to 200% then read this. bonus feels if you read the whole series

Until Dawn (series) by edaen - this is the long series where the previous one above is part of. highly rec if you love fantasy and you wanna read about bts being a rag tag group of supernatural beings fighting evil yay. also it makes the above fic more satisfying because you see more of jikook just being tgt and in love (with bonus angst because of course)

7 Signs by NamHyora - 27k words, secret spies au, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm who is always used as a raven in their operations aka they use jimin and his attractive self to attract people and gather information or acquire targets and all that spy stuff, and his bestie alpha jk is not too happy about it hehe, friends to lovers, iove this one so much i wish it was longer but i think the author is planning to write a sequel!

Drop Like Confetti by annie_vi - 110k words, ceo!jk, age difference, age swap, ahhh i love this fic so much cause jimin smart and mature and has this no bs attitude, and he can keep up with jk despite the age gap and the difference in status/experiences, jk sexy dilf in this one eheh, i love it cause the drama/angst tackles a very real concern for such couples, like there’s no angst just for the sake of having angst, it really makes sense where they’re both coming from, they’re so whipped for eo too so love that for me

Fold it Up Like Origami by annie_vi - 99k words, gamer!jk, model!jm, same author as above and jk is so boyfriend goals in this one and in all this author’s fics in general like wow my standards are so high now i will legit be single forever just reading jikook fics (with no regrets), secret relationship due to their celeb status, well-written as usual, dialogues/banter in this author’s fics are just YES

The Tournament by kinkmins - 34k words, prince!jm, bodyguard!jk, abo, i’ll paste part of the summary here “Prince Jimin gets ready to hold a tournament where 50 alphas compete for a chance to court him, his father the king hires a new bodyguard who is a little too blunt and a little too talkative.“, i really love this oneeeee

Screwed Up and Brilliant by annie_vi - 113k words, escort!jk, jimin needed a date for a work event and in comes jungkook, escort extraordinaire with a no sex rule and jimin is just dasdkjfhasl, a lot of that “is this real or is he just acting” kinda angst, fluff smut angst

Like Everything Glows by annie_vi - 180k words, merman!jm, aquatic vet!jk, ok this is like my 4th rec from this author just read all their fics you’re welcome, this is their first fantasy fic but soso good, i rec’d this to someone who doesn’t really read fics and she really loved it and said “their love is so pure hhh”, she’s right

Track one: I love you by honeydice - 30k words, they’re “just” best friends, lots of pining it hurts, there’s some yoonmin and mentioned past jinmin in this so just noting in case, angst, denial of feelings, siiiiigh

InYou by edaen - 4k words, pwp :), abo, the morning after jikook mating, more sexytimes ensue + fluff

Falling For You Again by Rose_gold715 - 30k words, amnesia au, jk forgets about jimin and idk just something about this hits right in the feels. btw i don’t support the jk hated jm before in real life agenda so i don’t like this fic for that reason but i like this fic because i love me some good painful angst with happy ending.

The President’s Son by AmeliaBedelia - 55k words, bodyguard!jk, president’s son!jm, jk is assigned to shadow jm bc his life is under threat, and things develop :), jm is jk’s gay awakening :) :)

A Touch of Sin by pettey - 102k words, fantasy au, police officer!jk, supernatural!jm, shamanism, LOOK AT THE RANGE OF JIKOOK WRITERS YALL, this is such an interesting concept, so different from every other fic i’ve read, really well-written, sometimes you come across fics and you cant help but go “someone out there rly blessing me with this art for free”

Tears to the Tide by haromame - 65k words, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm, honestly there’s not a lot of abo elements it’s focused more on jungkook having ptsd as he just came from war, established relationship jikook, he comes back home to jimin and things have just... changed. except their love ok THEY LOVE EO SO MUCH this made me cry so f much ugh so good tho.

Zero Hour by edaen - 5k words, canon compliant, a little drabble based around rosebowl jikook, it’s part of a series/collection of canon compliant jikook so if you’re looking for more canon compliant here you go!!, also if you can’t tell already i tend to like several things from a single author, i haven’t read their other fics im legit saving for sad days but i am confident enough to say their other fics are also rec-worthy.

Wonder by wordcouture - 7k words, im sorry in advance, mcd :( pls take care of yourself, i don’t like sad endings ok i don’t, but this is so popular and i was like, ok let’s see what the hype is all about, i get it now, :((((((((((((((((((((, well-written tho, bc the author will manage to crush your heart in just 7k words ha ha

The Omega Revolution by PinkBTS  - 158k words, abo, alpha!jk omega!jm, dystopian au, the hunger games more specifically mockingjay vibes, angst with happy ending but there’s some...things... lost along the way and i think that’s realistic for a dystopian war au, well-written

Blind Switch - 226k words, jockey!jk, rich spoiled brat!jm, jm gets exiled to his grandparents ranch where he meets jk yeehaw, im sorry for the yeehaw, anyway fluff smut angst enemies friends to lovers hurt/comfort slow burn happy ending, all the good stuff, ugh jk so boyfriend goals, also the amount of fluff in the later chapters thank u writer

Finally by Rose_gold715 - 12k words, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm, angst with happy ending, jikook mate out of convenience and jimin runs away from jk and his pack feeling unloved and outcasted, but jungkook goes after him :((

Park Jimin’s Guide to Good Housekeeping by Ashlyn17 - 235k words, fantasy au, when i say jikook has the best fic writers i mean jikook has the best fic writers because THE WORLD-BUILDING in this one?, THE PLOT TWIST?, yesyesyes, jungkook is a powerful fae and jimin is assigned to be his housekeeper hehe, listen my entire fic rec has several that could be great netflix shows and this is definitely one of them

A Spell That Reminds Me of Your Name by Chimneycricket - 42k words, wizards!au, enemies to friends to lovers and the development felt natural, well-written plus the author sometimes makes art of their fics and other jikook fics and posts on twitter, both their fics and art are so good, i’ve heard good stuff about their other fics too :)

that’s it for now!

just a quick one about my preferences: idc about tops/bottoms, i read just about anything but i prefer fantasy and multi-chaptered fics, i love established relationship jikook so hmu with recs anytime, i don’t like reading anything with cheating and mcd, i love fics where jk and jm are just so friggin in love they are just IT for eo, and at the end of the day even if there are elements to the fics i wouldn’t normally read, as long as they’re well-written then i’m all for it

[insanepoll]

Hi!! Not any of the other anons, but I am one of the people that submitted propaganda for the narrator (I was the one who put “he (essentially) gave himself a chemical burn) and all this propaganda is making me so excited!! The movie is a lot of fun and I def recommend watching it, but if you’re a reader I also recommend reading the book!! The narration in the movie is almost word for word what it says in the book, so if you like one I think you’ll like the other :) the narration is genuinely one of my favorite parts of both the movie and the book, such memorable quotes!! A note about the movie no one has talked about, is Meat Loaf is in the movie!! He plays Bob! One of the people the narrator meets in the support group for testicular cancer. Also Jared Leto is in there, which sucks, but you get to watch the shit get beat out of him so that’s a bonus.

More propaganda for the narrator tho!!

In the book he talks about peeing on the Blarney Stone for a solid couple pages??

He identifies with a gimmick in Readers Digest, there’s a series of articles where organs of the human body talk about themself in first person (ex: “I am Joe’s liver”… "I am Jane’s gallbladder”) after reading these articles, he occasionally starts to use this first person talking about himself as any particular organ that best personifies his emotional situation at the moment. Absolutely insane thing to do imo

Beats the shit out of himself in front of his boss, so his boss will keep him on payroll even when he isn’t working

Showed up to work with a fucking hole in his face

He technically did this as Tyler Durden (aka Brad Pitt) but he put single frame splices of porn into family movies while he was working at the theatre. Idk how to explain it but I’m sure somebody can do a good job! Essentially by messing with the physical film itself he could put single frames of porn into the movie, that when watching would only last like 1/24th of a second. So the audience wouldn’t know they saw it and leave the theatre upset/uneasy.

Would join support groups just to feel something. Like multiple. He got into an argument with Marla over it actually. One was the testicular cancer one, but there were others.

His happy place was essentially him being a penguin. People might say it’s more complicated than that, but I think it’s funnier this way.

SPOILER FOR THE BOOK ENDING: he ends up in a hospital after shootings himself in the face, but he thinks he’s in heaven instead. He thinks the doctor he’s talking to is God. My favorite quote from that is:

“And God says, “No, that’s not right.”

Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can’t teach God anything.”

Iconic.

There’s probably more but if you listen to him or read what he says you can tell he’s insane.

Sorry for the long ask, have a nice day!! <3

dont apologise for the long ask i loved reading it! also, there's a LOT to unpack here lmao and you are definitely right that saying his happy place being a penguin is funny. idc what's the complicated version this is real to me

[ninthhousedyke]

Nona The Ninth Live Blog - #2

ALRIGHT

SO

I’m on chapter 15.

My thoughts are as follows:

I fucking KNEW Crown was gonna be Coronabeth!! It was maybe chapter 3 I thought, “wouldn’t it be funny if Crown were Corona because Corona means queen? And then I WAS RIGHT!

On that note. “I don’t even know you anymore Coronabeth.” LIKE WHAT? I wanna know what kind of falling out happened here.

Nona wanting to know what everyone finds sexy was so cute. Pyrrha loving toxic and explosive redheads was not at ALL evident! /sarcasm

On that note. Palamedes wtf

Nona just fucking READING Corona too like. Don’t feel bad Cor, we all want Camilla Hect to cuddle us and look at us like we’re the most fascinating thing in the world.

Also poor Judith. She’s a prisoner AND suffering from the resurrection beast. (That is what’s up above the planet right? Like it’s gotta be.)

I would die for Hot Sauce and Honesty and Kevin. Still debating on Ruby and Born.

The Angel and Noodle have gotta be important somehow.

Man these people REALLY hate necromancers.

Love how We Suffer is all “Lyctors have helped us do some great things” but is also like “Lyctors evil don’t trust Dve” and also like “hey how fast can you make Nona a Lyctor we can fight with?”

Pal and Cam are totally gonna die *sobs aggressively*

WHERE’S GIDEON’S BODY? No one has mentioned her and Cam’s whole “we lost something important” in the battle that happened post Harrow makes me think John got his hands on her somehow. Or they traded her for Harrow’s body maybe??

Pyrrha holding Camilla in her arms is a SCENE I NEED DRAWN

Pyrrha Dve can hold me in her arms any day of the week.

Everyone thinking Pyrrha is a pimp is hilarious.

Also since I’m on a Pyrrha kick, her staring at Wake’s portrait was sjsgdkagdksgdkdg SHE STILL LOVES HER GINGER PSYCHOPATH

Love how so many BOE members have cool shortened versions of their names like We Suffer and Crown and Wake but then there’s fucking Pash. You really got the short stick there baby.

Also the double machetes? I can already tell Pash is a character I will want to top me.

“Boobs and hair” lmao dont do Corona dirty like that Pash. She’s also got insanity in her family tree.

Speaking of insanity, when do we get to see Ianthe again. Almost missing her.

Nona having a crush on Cam tho…like join the club babygirl

John casually traumadumping in his dreams to “Harrow”. Is it actually Harrow’s soul and they’ve met in the River? Is he creating Harrow in his dreams because he feels she would understand the burden of needing to save your people? The fear of being seen as a sin?

So the trillionaires who escaped Earth as it was dying became the Blood of Eden now. Loving the “there are no good guys” theme here.

Ulysses and Titania being child corpses who were John’s first necromantic acts going on to create the Fourth House and it’s child soldiers is making me feel some type of way.

Cassiopeia and Nigella were in love *screams*

Wonder if John protected Mercy and Augustine more than his other Lyctors because they were his closest friends as humans….

John grave robbing corpses and Pyrrha being annoyed she has to clean it up rather than being annoyed he GRSVE ROBBED CORPSES is amazing

There’s probably more thoughts I had but that’s all I can think of for now! Gonna read more tonight and post thoughts maybe late this night or tomorrow morning. But I am enjoying Nona so far! It’s not too confusing like HTN but it’s definitely missing the spark of GTN.

[darling-i-read-it]

Jealousy

Will Graham x reader, slight Hannibal Lecter x reader

Word Count: 2.2k 

Warnings: talks of murder, corpses, crime scenes 

Author’s Note: besties you need to stop giving me freedom to chose the endings because i am SO biased. I hope you all enjoy regardless and didn’t mind that I bunched these two requests together because they’re so similar! 

Requested: by anon, Hey i don’t know if you’re still taking Hannibal requests but if you are can you do something where both Will and Hannibal have a crush on the reader? The reader would be the only one who doesn’t know about the two men having a crush on her and one day the reader hangs out alone with one of them (could be Will or Hannibal) and the other gets jealous? It could end in the reader choosing one of them. (your choice)

Requested: by anon, AHHH i’m so nervous to write a request even tho this a anon😅 I never done a request but if you could do something where both Hannibal and Will take an interest in the reader? It could just be a thing where both of them try to impress the reader who remains oblivious to their affections. And during the entire thing they get jealous of each other and try to one up each other in gifts. If you want you could end it with them being polyamorous or the reader choosing one of them, i don’t really care my main focus id just the jealousy lol😅

Summary: the requests! 

I don’t own these characters. They belong to author/director/creator

(not my gif)

You nodded gently, putting your fingernail between your teeth. You circled the corpse, giving it a careful eye as Beverly spoke over your thoughts. 

“We believe it was murder, obviously,” she said. 

“It’s just been a bitch trying to figure out how she was murdered,” Zeller commented. He was sitting on one of the stools, his hands resting on his thighs. 

“Keep working on it,” Jack said, hand resting on the cold metal table. 

“I think we should try and talk to the mom again. I feel like she knows more than she’s letting on,” you muttered. Will and Hannibal watched you as you moved to the head of the body, looking directly down at it. 

“I want to go to the crime scene again,” Will said. You looked up and met his eyes, nodding a bit. You knew the toll that it took on him so you preferred him to offer up his abilities, rather than ask him. 

“Are you sure you’re up for that?” Hannibal asked. Yours and Will’s eyes floated to Hannibal who was standing at the corner of the room. This wasn’t his crime, he wasn’t sure what Will would find. 

“I’m sure,” Will said sturtly and then turned around, walking out of the room. Hannibal watched as your gaze followed Will until he was out of sight and then you turned back to the corpse. 

“I’ll drive you to the mothers house,” Hannibal suggested. You nodded and took your hands off the metal, walking over to him.

“Thank you.” 

The two of you left quickly after that, leaving Bev, Zeller, Price and Jack in the room alone. Beverly pretended to check something on her clipboard before looking up at everyone.

“You all felt that tension too, right?” Overlapped responses came.

“Yeah.”

“Yes.” 

“When did that happen?” 

Beverly shrugged and learned against the wall. She tried to follow you and Hannibal as you left the morgue but you were already long gone.

“Who do you think she’s gonna pick?” Bev asked. 

“I say let the best man win!” Price commented. 

“We have a case here lady and gentlemen,” Jack said, pretending he too wasn’t invested. Everyone else shared one more look and then turned around, getting back to their duties. 

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Hannibal sat promptly in his chair, legs crossed and looking at Will who sat across from him. Will had an open stance as he looked around the room he had been in a couple of times before. 

“How was your week? Let’s start there,” Hannibal said gently, prompting Will to start talking. Will was usually filled to the brim with sarcastic comments but he never wanted to delve any deeper than that. Unless he was talking about other people's murders. 

“Um, it was fine,” he said, trying to figure out what to say. “Y/N came over last night and made dinner. It was nice to have someone over.” Hannibal was able to mask his feelings very well but Will caught a little bit of disdain. 

“That’s nice. Do you see her often?” 

“Sometimes. She’s nice and likes to see the dogs.” Hannibal saw you yesterday as well, when the two of you went to interview the mother again. Hannibal offered a nice face to the woman and it ended up getting you somewhere with her. 

“She is very kind,” Hannibal commented. 

“Do you see her often Dr. Lecter?” Will asked. 

“On occasion. She comes over for dinner. She used to be a patient but she’s been doing well.”

“Glad to hear you have some success stories.” 

That was the day that Will and Hannibal realized they were competing and they hadn’t known it. They weren’t even sure that you knew it but they understood that the other had feelings for you. 

Sure, ultimately it was up to you in the end but it was then they decided they would have to get to you first. Will was a little unhinged and confused. Hannibal was a little insane and unsettling. 

Just depended on who was going to be able to play the right cards. 

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You sat beside Hanniabl at his dinner table. You had a few of the case papers out in front of you, next to your plate of food. Hannibal was flipping through them as well. He was trying to help you out while also getting you to enjoy a nice meal. 

You ate the last bite of the food and showed Hannibal one of the pictures. 

“Do you think this looks like she’s been dead for a couple of months? I know water can wash away evidence and stuff but it definitely doesn’t look like she’s been dead for months,” you said. Hannibal took the picture from you and looked it over. 

“I can’t say I disagree with you.” You took the picture back.

“This is really good by the way. Thank you for letting me intrude on your dinner,” you said laughing a bit. He shook his head. 

“Of course. I’m glad you enjoy it, I know it can be an acquired taste.” 

“I really enjoy everything you make. How do you say it? It’s growing my pallet,” you said smiling. He nodded pleasantly. It was always nice to make sure people were listening. You looked like you were about to say something else when your phone dinged. At first you ignored it but then it dinged again. “I’m sorry,” you muttered and then picked up the phone. You read a couple of messages and laughter bubbled from your mouth. Hannibal immediately felt a stab of jealousy but it didn’t show on his face. “Sorry, Will just sent me something about the case. I actually have to go see him later tonight, I should probably get out of your hair.” 

Hannibal shook his head. 

“You’re always welcome here, I hope you know that.” You smiled and nodded but still put the papers together in a neat stack.

“Don’t say that, I’ll abuse my privileges.” You stood up and put the stack of papers in your arms. “Thank you again Hannibal. I’ll call you?” He nodded, standing up as well and taking your plate. 

“Of course. Have a nice night and say hello to Will for me.” You nodded and waved as you turned to leave. 

Hannibal turned to the kitchen and put the dishes in the sink. He started to wash them and after a moment he found he had been washing his hands dry. 

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“You really didn’t have to drive me. I can drive myself,” Will said from the passenger seat of your car. You waved him off, shaking your head. 

“Please Will, I can drive you around all I want. Plus, I wanted to see Hannibal anyway. Don’t worry I won’t intrude on your session. I brought a book.” You held your book up in front of him and he nodded slightly. 

Why did you wanna see Hannibal? He decided not to ask. 

You got out of the car and followed Will inside to Hannibal’s office. Hannibal opened the door, as though he had been listening and waiting for your arrival. His smile grew at the sight of you. 

“I was hoping to run into you. I boxed some leftovers from last night because you enjoyed them so much,” Hannibal explained. 

“You went over to Hannibals’ last night?” Will asked. He didn’t mean for his voice to sound so accusatory but it did. You shrugged.

“I went for dinner and he helped me with some case notes.” You remained completely oblivious to the tension in the room. He handed you a box that he grabbed from his desk and you nodded happily. “Thank you so much! I will cherish this,” you joked. You turned to Will. “Have a nice session boys, I’ll be in the car.” 

  They both nodded and waved goodbye to you as you left the room. The tension did not leave with you. 

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The morgue did not smell any better the next time you were in it. You were alone with just Bev this time as you compared notes on the cause of death. She and the guys were still in the process of figuring it out but it had been a busy couple of days.

“Yeah that’s kind of what Price was saying. I don’t know, I’ll look into it more and get back to you,” she said as you showed her some notes. You nodded and put your notepad back in your bag. 

“Alright, keep me posted.” You stood up from your chair and stretched a bit. You and Beverly were pretty good friends outside of work as well so she had been dying to ask you about Hannibal and Will.

“So...how’s it going with Hannibal and Will?” she asked, crossing her arms and leaning against the wall. You gave her a confused look.

“Huh?” She scoffed.

“You’re kidding right?” You gave her a look and she laughed dryly. “You seriously don’t know? Those guys are head over heels for you. Come on, you had to have noticed how jealous they get when you talk to them. It literally fills the room with tension,” she explained. You shook your head slowly. It took you a moment but the realization hit you. You had to sit back down. 

“Oh my God, I’ve been so head first in this case I didn’t even notice,” you said, laughing a bit.

“Well! Who’s gonna take the cake? Come on, we’re running bets here in the morgue.” You raised an eyebrow.

“Who did you bet on?” She gave you a look. “Come on!” 

“Will,” she fessed up. You stood up. 

“Go get your money Katz.” A prideful look went over her face and she nodded. 

“Alright then. You better go get your man.” 

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You knocked on Will’s door that night. You teetered back and forth on the porch, wondering if Beverly had been wrong. She could have read the signs wrong. Heck, you read the signs wrong at first. You were about to walk off the porch when Will opened the door, rubbing his eyes. 

“Hi,” he said, blinking quickly.

“Oh my gosh did I wake you? I’m sorry, I am running on case time,” you said, suddenly feeling very apologetic. He shook his head. 

“No, don’t worry about it. Do you need something?” You doubted yourself again but figured that if you were going to do it you had to do it now. 

“I just...Beverly said something and I...do you wanna go to dinner? Like together? Like as a couple?” You were trying to get the words out so they didn’t sound awkward. Will rubbed his eyes some more and then his hand dropped. He smirked a bit. 

“Yeah. I would really like that.” 

“Okay! Okay. Good, good. I’ll talk to you about it tomorrow once you get some rest,” you said. He nodded happily. 

“I look forward to it.” 

“Me too.” 

You turned around and he shut the door and a wall away from each other. You were both smiling wildly. Will almost called Hannibal and bragged but he went to sleep. He would find out eventually. 

[brain-reads]

dnf fics that make me scream into my pillow at 2 am

disclaimer: i do not wish to cross the ccs boundaries in any way possible. if they ever say or indicate that shipping makes them uncomfortable, this post will be immediately deleted. 

i will keep updating this list as i read more

note: all of these fics are on ao3

complete, multichapter fics:

heat waves: classic angst with fluff, such a good fic tho the descriptions are so well written

inkling: THE WAY I SCREAM FOR THIS FIC PLEASE ITS INCREDIBLE AND I REALLY DONT READ A LOT OF AUS GDSFUIJHSD anyway- this is basically about a soulmate au where anything you write on your skin is shown on your soulmate’s skin on/after both of your 18th birthdays and oml it was adorable (bonus karlnap! sgfhbd) this is one of my all time fav fics and i would HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT !!!

chasing snowflakes: mutual pining, fake dating au because george has been telling his family that he has a bf but he doesnt, angst and christmas fluff

12 days of DNF-mas: sequel to chasing snowflakes and honestly the loml i would marry this fic if i could it is so cute with the right amount of angst and asghfhdsvbfhhsdn

7 minutes in heaven, but it’s 7 days in florida: SFGHDJFJHSGDFSBDCX I LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY WITH THE AMOUNT OF MUTUAL PINING AND FLUFF AND SAPNAP THIRD WHEELING IS SO FUNNY 

lovesick (the beat inside my head): the only au i am probably going to read for dnf ever, highschool au, dream and george havent seen each other and dk where they live, gnf is moving to florida, meets clay at his new highschool, and well ;)

seconds, minutes, hours, lifetimes: highschool roadtrip au! oh i loved this one so much, it was amazing i would highly recommend it <3

stick with me: angst. so much angst. but it is so worth it the feels are insane!!! dream and george trapped in an airport together because of a hurricane, chaos ensues

heavenstruck: guardian angel au !! cw for major character death (i cried a lot in this one but it is so worth it)

hold me close: ahhh the yearning the angst the fluff this fic is just *chefs kiss* i would highly recommend it (also!! a tiny bit of bonus karlnap again :D)

it was only a fic: sfgdhn dream accidentally gets invested in a dnf fanfic. that cant end badly can it 

moment’s silence: smut and sexual tension. thats all i have to say for this fic (the students really be actin like us dnf stans-)

incomplete, multichapter fics:

tidal pools and stars:  it’s an amazing read, quite a lot of angst but mixed with some softer moments (i cried in this fic like thrice-)

helium: sequel to heat waves, hopefully with a happy ending? it’s genuinely so good there’s an incredible balance of angst and fluff

blushing!: oh my GOD this was AMAZING ITS ADORABLE AND SGFHB BONUS KARLNAP AND SKEPHALO (implied) DSGFHBD I WOULD HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS FIC

an interstate paved with memories: another roadtrip au ! updates every friday

early age: im so sorry this is so much angst theres a lot of tws in this fic too so please go through that before you read it

bedroom walls: oh boy are y’all in for a wild ride on this one. college/uni au, frat boy dream, internalised homophobia, SMUT, this fic has it all 

oneshots:

this is a drista moment, lets just accept it: drista content my beloved, i’ve only ever read one more dnf fic that’s been from drista’s pov (and sadly that was only the last chapter) and i loved it! this is such a sweet oneshot there’s just something so domestic about these fics and i am so asgdfhjshf /pos AGAIN THIS IS ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVOURITES AND I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT

they say love is contagious: sickfic!!! all fluff no angst, absolutely adorable, dream, sapnap, bbh, and big q are all visiting george and dream is just taking care of him because he gets sick sdfhdsbvjfdn

“i thought i lost you”: the PAIN OH MY GOD I CRIED its so beautiful the yearning the love the everything and the way i can picture this so vividly- i would highly recommend giving it a read

3 am showers: ahhh such a cute domestic oneshot, honestly i love sickfics so much they’re adorable

paper rings: read it. trust me. it will not let you down i swear

hold what’s close to your heart: dream and george are dating in this one and they finally meet and oh its just so cute

you are home: this is so super cute, another feel good domestic fluff fic that just warms my heart :’) george reminisces over some special moments in his and dream’s relationship 

like real people do: tooth rotting fluff. its another oneshot and just,,, yes. i read an incredibly angsty and frustrating fic before this that i will neither name nor recommend but this just fixed my mood completely

chasing rays of sunlight: red string soulmate au 10/10 would recommend

stella by starlight: god domestic fics just make me so happy, george is in florida, but he’s here to stay! and just in time for new years too!

tawny, marigold, caramel and somewhere in between we fall in love: another fic centered around george’s colourblindness! i swear these are just too cute to handle-

stumbling into place: sdgyufjhbn i laughed so hard this is so cute and funny the way sap think george got a cat is so gdsfhbv

heart and throat, lined with it: im gay and touchstarved so i read about gay cuddles help

strawberry blond: roommate au!! college au !!! ahhh i love it 

stay on the phone just to hear me breathe: a 5+1 of dream watching george sleep (it sounds creepy when i say it like that but i promise its good)

dream’s dollar donations: established relationship, dream and george have a fight and now dream’s trying to make it up to him <3 super cute and fluffy

[daenqyu]

— love language (3) sero hanta

pairing: sero x fem!reader

warnings: swearing 

a/n: i’m so sorry this took me so long to upload:( but i hope you like it! this is my first time writing for sero and God, i love him so much pls 🥺

love language masterlist

sero’s love language is: quality time

we all know our man sero is very chill and laid back, 

so i know for a fact there’s nothing he loves more than spending some quality time with his s/o

you guys could be doing absolutely nothing, but as long as he has you by his side, he’s happy

that means lots of dates

not just formal or fancy dates,

but also just hanging out in his room while watching a movie

or even just studying together 

one of his favorite things to do is to take naps with you

he likes the way you cuddle him, specially when you wrap your arms around his neck to pull him closer 

it makes him feel all warm inside 

plus he loves how needy you get when you’re sleepy hehe

not really the clingy type, but lives for the way you frown whenever you’re in the same room and he’s not giving you any attention

and you better bet he’s gonna tease you 

“something wrong?” he asks when he notices you glaring at him, even tho he already knows the answer to that

“i’ve been here for almost an hour and you’ve barely even looked at me”

has to bite down on his lip to prevent himself from smirking

“hm, is someone in need of my attention?”

“you know what? i’m going back to my room”

you’re only kidding, but nevertheless sero takes ahold your arm and pulls you down, once again, unto his bed

he’s on top on you, wearing a cocky ass smirk that makes you scoff and look away from him

he chuckles at your childish antics before pressing kisses all over your face 

and you only last 3 more seconds faking being annoyed before bursting out in giggles

doesn’t really take long before you guys are heavily making out 

what can i say? he gives in way too easily to that pretty face of yours

and your lips too lmao

he also really likes surprising you whenever he has the chance

like this one time he randomly knocked on your bedroom door at 5AM just so you could watch the sunrise together 

and how could you ever get mad at him for waking you up so early when he looks so damn ethereal with the sun rays hitting his skin?

answer: you can’t 

he’s a simple man,

all you gotta do let him know you appreciate his presence (one way or another) and he’ll love you forever 

a frustrated groan leaves your lips after you fail yet another attempt at trying to solve the fucking math exercise. you’d been stuck on this for half an hour now and you felt like you were going insane; no matter how much you reviewed your notes or how many times you redid the formula, you just couldn’t seem to get it right. and it was pissing you off. you take a deep breath before covering your face with your hands, trying to calm down and not let the tears fall. it was silly, but you were pressuring yourself and not being able to do something as simple as this exercise made you feel dumb. 

sero watched you from his bed, where he was also finishing up his homework, and couldn’t help but feel bad for you. he had asked you multiple times if you needed his help, but every single time you said you were fine and that you could do it alone. clearly that wasn’t the case, but for some reason you kept thinking:  if i’m unable to do this, how am i supposed to become a hero? how were you supposed to save people and bring a smile to their faces when you could barely pass your exams? you weren’t like bakugou or todoroki, who were incredibly powerful and smart. were you even worthy of being in class 1A? the more you thought about it and questioned all of your abilities, the more uncomfortable the lump in your throat became. 

suddenly, you felt sero turn the chair you were sitting on around and gently prying your hands off from your face. his eyes looked for yours, but you were too busy staring at you lap; you didn’t want him to think you were stupid or fragile, that something like this was enough to make you cry. but he didn’t care about that. he just wanted to make sure you were okay, and so, he takes your chin in between his fingers and forces you to look at him. his heart feels heavy when he sees the tears falling down your cheeks and the way your lower lip wouldn’t stop trembling.

but what hurts even more is when you try to speak up and apologize. 

“m’sorry, i know i-i’m being stupid but-”

“baby,” he cuts you off, eyes gentle as he looks at you. “you’re doing great, okay? but you need to take a break,” before actually helping you stand up, he wipes the tears away with his thumb and kisses your forehead. the action makes you want to cry even more, but for a different reason. he’s everything (and probably more) you could’ve ever asked for. “come on.”

sero takes your hand and leads you to his hammock before laying down on it, you frown your eyebrows in confusion. does he think we can- but before you can even finish the thought, he pulls you down on top of him, making the hammock shake violently. 

“hanta we’re gonna fall!” you look at him with eyes wide open, as if asking him what the hell was going through his mind, but he just chuckles and holds your hips. that makes you scoff before hitting his arm.

“ouch! no need to get aggressive.”

after he reassures you that you’ll both be fine, and that if you do end up falling he’ll catch you, you snuggle yourself against his chest and try to get comfortable. you rest your face on the space between his shoulder and neck while he wraps his arms around your torso, his hands tangled in your hair as he runs his fingers through it. both of you stay quiet for a while, and the feeling of sero’s fingers makes you extremely sleepy, but before you can fall asleep, he speaks up. 

“i know i don’t say this often, but i’m proud of you. you work so hard and i admire you so much for that, but you need to take care of yourself too. school can be stressing and difficult, so it’s important to take breaks when you feel like it’s too much. and just because you can’t do something doesn’t mean you’re stupid, baby.” it was as if he had read your mind, reassuring you on everything you were overthinking earlier. once again, tears fill your eyes at sero’s heartfelt words and you glance up, only to find him smiling down at you.

without thinking it twice, you connect your lips with his in a tender kiss. he’s a little taken aback at first, yet doesn’t waste any time before kissing you back eagerly. one of his hands gently caresses your cheek, which is a big contrast to the way he’s kissing you, but the action makes goosebumps appear all over your skin. sero is very passionate when it comes to the things he likes/enjoys and you’re no exception to that. that’s why his kisses always leave you feeling breathless.

“thank you, hanta.”

from that day on, sero constantly checked up on you just so he could make sure you weren’t overworking yourself and you guys even started having study dates every wednesday. he knew you could do anything you put your mind to, because he believed in you, and he didn’t mind having to remind you or helping you with whatever you needed. after all, that just meant he’d get to spend more time with his love. 

[onceandfutureoshainspector]

- question from long ago answered: the GLOWING SEA is not, in fact, a literal sea, it’s just the most blighted part of an already irradiated wasteland, full of nasty critters and radioactive smog.

    - a bit disappointed with this tbh - in keeping with the arthurian theme i had tentatively set VIRGIL up in my head as the FISHER KING, and had been picturing him living in this little shack on stilts out in a sea of glow stick juice kinda like sharkboy’s dad’s house, spending his days reeling in fucked up fish and setting up insane numbers of booby traps in preparation for the INSTITUTE coming after him.

        - although i guess he’s not really keeping the “GRAIL” (SHAUN), he just holds the key to its location, which might make him JOSEPH OF ARIMATHEA? or maybe NACIENS THE HERMIT? it’s possible i might be reading too deeply into this.

            - i mean, i’m starting beyond the end of the story, with “ARTHUR” waking from his long slumber and returning to his land, so the entire story’s gonna be a bit jumbled. probably not gonna stop me tho.

- anyway.

- trekked through the wasteland’s wasteland a bit, found a PIZZA PLANET TRUCK STOP that i could actually enter, which was a surprise - idk why i didn’t think there’d be visitable locations down here.

- also i discovered that RADSCORPIONS burrow, which was a Big surprise :|

- of course he’s way down there.

    - as a side note, is my PIP-BOY’s map information up-to date, or am i running on the equivalent of google maps circa 2077? like i assume i’m the one putting quest locations and stuff in there, but does this thing know how much the world has changed? “in 300km, turn right” *the indicated exit is blocked by two tanks and a deathclaw*

- this place is continually trying to get my ass. almost got deteected by one FERAL GHOUL, so i shot them, and what should happen next?

- THE BRITISH ARE COMING THE BRITISH ARE COMING!!!!