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Hiii just wanted to let you know in case it ever happens to you, there may be people who will use tumblr stories for character AI. This happened to another person I follow. 🙁
There’s comment in the description of this that shows you how to report it!!
https://www.tumblr.com/aurumalatus/772625698460434432/now-that-i-know-more-of-my-works-were-fed-into-ai
I don’t use character AI, but HUHHHHH? What do you mean they use tumblr stories for character AI? How do I know if my story is being used? 😭 also imagine being so uncreative that you use other people’s stories to create a character you can’t even write yourself 🥴 the joke writes itself 😭
I’m not shaming people who use character AI to chat with the characters, I’m shaming the “creators” who use other people’s tumblr and AO3 fanfics for “their” characters.
But thank you for letting me know! I really appreciate it ^^
#genshinluvr#genshinluvr answers#if anyone does this shit to me I will delete all of my fanfics and put them behind a paywall on KO-FI
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anyone interested in hearing how i study animation stills?
i think i've mentioned my giant-ass animation moodboard here before (annoyingly i think i deleted the post lol). technically this is v2 of the one i first created for iron crown. first one was okay but there's a very specific era of vibrant 1990's flat color styling i really like (you'll see a lot of NGE, OG trigun, brave little toaster, and cowboy bebop here), and this is a little more fleshed out and more focused on that era.
what this does is several things.
shows me that the whole rainbow of color is used. but for different things. certian emotive moods dominate certian hues and vice versa.
for example here's a very specific magenta-red-purple in the upper left-middle area that's the oh shit's dire panic climax color. an ice grey-blue that's post-climax eerie calm. dull yellow for unease, etc.
certian pairings of colors are potent too. weirdly high amounts of purple/yellow on the far left. the top middle dusty color blend is funky too.
you'll notice that the backgrounds pair pretty well with the characters depicted. if the character needs to stand out and is predominantly dressed in red, oftentimes the dominant hue is green (complementary color). sometimes though the background hue takes over the whole slide. this moodboard helps to figure out why and when that change takes place.
(matching the skin/hair tones of characters to moods is tricky. this also gives you a blueprint of where to start when color picking that and shadows.)
"sorting" the stills into the different color quadrants is a useful excersise that doesn't take a lot of thinking on the surface but slowly trains your brain on recognizing what the dominant hues are. (harder than it looks).
not all series are equal though. i rewatched NGE/EOE last night and took a shitload of screenshots. part of that was to make a moodboard specifically for that series.
here's me starting to sort stills.
NGE specifically is really fun for relatively simple backgrounds and color blocking while packing a hell of an emotional punch. simple is good. anything to make it quicker/easier to draw.
let's say i want to draw an anime screenshot still of a fanfic of mine. i'm rotating in my mind 'what mood does this scene best fit here?' you don't want to lock it to a preconceived color, per se, but what's the unconcious/instinctive/id response in your gut. 'what do i want the viewer to feel? unease? relief?'
with this kind of a resource you can start to narrow down "cousin" stills that are similar in hue to pull from. you can use a totally different composition, different characters, etc - but at least you know you're not hopelessly way off on the emotional mapping when slopping down the initial color blocking.
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Okay more seriously I made a post about when the Iskall stuff with the Hermits went down and I do want to reiterate a few points i made there again for the dream smp fandom, tommy fans, etc etc etc
1. just because someone has left or did a bad thing, doesn’t mean you’re a bad person for enjoying the content, along with still wanting to watch that old content they did or were a part of
2. Just because someone has left or did a bad thing does not mean you cannot continue to make fan content. While it’s understandable if you don’t make more or remove art you have made, you are also not bad if you don’t. YouTube is all about collaboration and transformation. Fanart? Fanfic? Cosplay? That’s all transformative, you don’t have to stop making a new thing from the old thing. It’s fully in your right to do so, but it’s not required.
3. Do not harass people about whether they do or don’t make art or delete art, it’s transformative works and personal choice, the most you should do is ask for it to be tagged so it can be filtered.
4. Be kind to each other, and remember the people you watch are people, and people do dumb or fucked shit sometimes, every youtuber has probably held an opinion or been a part of something you’d find distasteful, that’s just what it means to be human. It’s up to you to decide where your personal line is and your comfort levels on that stuff, and no one can make that choice for you.
I want to be extremely clear I am not saying this in support of dream, fuck dream, all my homies hate dream , I just want to be clear about my own experience with how fandoms who have had issues with problematic or shitty creators have best dealt with that fact while also balancing the creative side of fandom and how you can't always just delete them from the story and have it still make any sense or not need major revisions. It's a tricky thing, and everyone's lines and understandings and sensibilities will clash against each others.
In my own personal experience, trying to police the people trying to find their own balance between "this is a bad person who should not be given more attention" and "this is a story that means a lot to me along with had many other people who worked on it and i dont want to give up on it" never ends well. I don't want someone to get hurt because they still are updating their unfinished 40k dream smp fic or something.
While I hope Dream goes away forever, I still support people who want to keep writing with the dream smp setting, or manhunt ideas, or anything. If you don't want to see it or anything, that's perfectly fine as well, but be kind about it. Have some understanding of why some people may throw themselves into fixing it, while others distance themselves entirely from it. It's messy, and you need to be kind. Everyone handles this shit differently.
Creating something transformative is deeply personal and everyone's level of comfort will be different. You can have discussions about it in a general sense yes, but please be kind to each other okay? Don't attack each other over it. I don't want anyone to feel like their a bad person because they don't want to delete some random one shot they wrote four years ago because one of the actors turned out to be a piece of shit.
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I'm being stalked by someone who screams that I can't stop talking about her despite her having it made it clear she wants "no contact" and then screenshots my blog to spread more lies about me in spite of the fact that I have her blocked and block evading is supposed to be one of my grievous sins
like literally the most I have talked about her recently was with a coded name that doesn't even reference her URL in response to her taking a screenshot of my post and calling me pro-American because memes are hilarious but IRL seriously I would have preferred 9/11 not have happened
I am still not using her URL or her fucking name while she goes around saying VELVET VEXATIONS SHOULD DRINK BLEACH BECAUSE SHE SAID DONALD TRUMP DOESN'T BELIEVE TRANS WOMEN ARE WOMEN NOW EXCUSE ME I SAW MY LEAST FAVORITE COLOR AND NEED TO COMPOSE A MELINCHOLY POEM TO PROCESS THE GRIEF IT'S CAUSED ME
every time a transradfem equates discussing how transphobes feel about us is the same as misgendering other trans people, that's fucking pathetic assuming it's a genuine belief and not just something to performatively break into tears over as intoxicatingly self-righteous justification for thinking only the people they fetishize should be allowed to exist
but apparently! this person has another stalker who sends her posts to other people! and that's really interesting to me, you know, because the only post of her's I've ever received from an anon was one in which she was talking about me! And when that person came off anon to say it was them that sent it, she took a screenshot of that admission but did not include me telling them off for stirring shit
too bad I decided to delete the admission due them using her name and can't prove I gave them that dressing down, clearly I shouldn't have fucking bothered since innocence itself is no protection
she seriously can't stop calling me a TERF while actual no-bullshit TERFs are openly calling on one another to email publishers trying to get me canceled for writing a fanfic where it's briefly mentioned a trans teenager wore her sister's clothes without asking, what the fuck does any transradfem know about TERFs when I'm dealing with actual TERFs and all they are to them is an abstract concept used to bludgeon trans men and non-binary people with
these fucking people do not experience actual fucking problems, they do not have any conception of what an actual problem is, they sit around lying about the traitorous Queen of Tee Em Eees, puppet of the completely fictional AFAB patriarchy, because they do not have real problems and have never had one in their entire lives, like all fucking people who can't go five seconds without reminding you they're a communist because they think it's cool and trendy and makes them sound smart to say things like dialetic materialist epistemology transubstantiating within the imperial core of the glocal northsouth without actually engaging in any of the actual ideals that make communism laudable and worthy of sincere pursuit
the temptation is to say that transradfems do it because they feel powerless to do anything about actual social issues on any level and lash out at anyone they can feel good taking a swing at, but I don't give a fuck, I'm not willing to give them that they're just misguided, I don't think there's a single atom in the being of even one transradfem that cares about about anything beyond the clout they can extract from it, at best everything they whine about is less than a fourteen year old on Livejournal writing about how unfair it is when their parents won't let them get a tattoo except usually the the fourteen year old would be relaying actual events that actually happened
and I straight up do not fucking believe anyone gets hate mail over interactions I've had with them either, I fucking do not believe those obviously bullshit lies while I still get anons calling me zipperits and trying to trigger dysphoria on the assumption that works on me for saying I think transmascs aren't cis men
in fact, I kinna half-joked about it before, but I think I now just fully believe it one hundred percent was a fucking trans rad fem - probably even this one in particular! - who sent my published work to that TERF the other day, because I haven't had that pinned or brought it up in months and I've never gotten attention from TERFs before this month outside of one or two comments that went nowhere
motherfucking hellsite
fucking internet
fucking stupid motherfuckers
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a movie........
time for a rant that has been a looong time coming because
the FUCK??? NOOOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE NO NO NO PLEASE GOD IF YOU'RE OUT THERE NEVER LET THIS MOVIE SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY NEVER EVEN MENTION THAT SHOW EVER AGAIN IN MY PRESENCE it should fucking DIE and stay DEAD
the WORST fandom i've ever come across/been part of. everyone was so fucking braindead. god the bullying here was So Bad. vld fandom was the epitome of 'you can't enjoy what you like'. and the bullies were like, some of the most popular blogs here. the content creators (among others ofc) here were NASTY. the people making decent art were so fucking rude to almost anyone that didn't bow down to them and agree with their views on the show, sitting on their high horse like they were fucking gods or something when they were like, 17 or something. mind u voltron was a show about ugly transformers lions and a bunch of kids in space meant for 7 YEAR OLDS. like stfu it's not deep, it's not important. i get that this is the internet i really do but apparently everyone was a pedo and homophobic and racist and needed to be cancelled because they weren't pure angels. i hope the people who liked the show, both teens and adults alike, have grown up and learnt what those words actually mean and why you shouldn't just casually throw them around. i hated you all. u had to be so careful about what you said on here, it was like north korea or something. i remember how kids got bullied into deleting their harmless fanfics, the fucking voice actors got bullied on a daily basis, it was BAD. i remember i got hate for having shiro as my icon and the background was the bi flag colours. I AM BI. also, so what if i had headcanoned shiro as bi, you couldn't have stopped me or anyone else from thinking that, and also IT WOULD NOT HAVE MATTERED, HE'S FICTIONAL, HE'S JUST LINES AND PIXELS. i know this is going to shatter some of your worlds (or at least would have back then), but a random ass nobody on tumblr headcanoning a character as bi when said character is "actually" straight/gay/whatever is NOT going to affect irl queer people in any way, it does NOT have real life consequences. who gives a fuck. since when has the fandom given a shit about canon anyway? fuck you.
okay, i've been bitching about the fandom enough (no i haven't, there's no way you can ever bitch about the vld fandom enough). what about the actual show? well. once again it's meant for 7 year olds. who cares if it was good or not. i've seen seasons 1–6. i liked season 1, didn't really like anything after that since the show seemed to change so much. the first season kind of has a different vibe completely? idk how to explain it, it just kind of feels like the actual show and then the rest was just a long fanfic by someone who was in love with keith's character. but since i was watching the show with my sister who was 10 at the time, it was fine, otherwise i wouldn't have kept watching after seeing season 2 i don't think.
here are a few negative things about the show imo:
making keith the main character out of nowhere after s1 (where he definitely wasn't the main focus) was so dumb. god the showrunners loved keith sooo much, it was so stupid. keith was nooot a leader. whatever.
making keith the black paladin was also so fucking stupid my god. and yes, everyone here wanting LANCE to become the black paladin just because he was the fandom favourite (don't get me wrong, he was my fave too) was so fucking braindead too honestly. shiro or allura. no one else made any sense.
canon allurance SUUUCKED. like holy shit that was so bad and horribly written, even lotor and allura had a better love story and had waaay more chemistry (and their relationship ended badly, rightfully so). and NO klance was never ever ever going to be canon, you were so delusional. like lmaooo did we even watch the same show? i just really enjoyed their dynamic and that's why i shipped them together, whatever. but yeah, like i said the bullying here was disgusting and everyone was cancelled, great, klance seemed to be the only thing you were allowed to like so in that sense i was lucky.
everything they did with allura in the later seasons............ you know what? i'm not even going to start. because wtfffffffff, as a storyteller myself i ?????? what in the world were they thinking. but yeah whatever it does not matter.
the point of this post is that EW EW EWWWW FUCK THAT SHOW AND FUCK YOU, if you were in the voltron fandom in 2017/2018 i personally hate you

#voltron#vld#voltron legendary defender#klance#allurance#🤢#if you disagree with anything i said. you're wrong. dni.#i was happy with my klance fic back then tho. i deleted it but hm i should probably post it again just for shits and giggles#it was a childhood friends to lovers no voltron au where keith was pining HARD lol#im usually not this negative but the whole… vld experience i had here on tumblr was kinda traumatizing#it took me a few years to stop being so careful and nervous and scared online
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wakey wakey
Is someone home?
HI GUYS MOD HERE IM SO SORRY
Another quick Daily Nyarinder coming soon! Plus… a challenge? 👀
An explanation for my absence + details on an upcoming Daily Nyarinder event under the cut!!
So kinda personal bt my therapist left her practice unexpectedly so I got off my adhd and depresso meds at the same time as I was moving to another house and I just… really lost steam and haven’t had the energy to work on this project orz
i love cotl with all my heart! But my main fandom is svsss (shout out to kamkamquats on twt, this blog was inspired by their dailybingpup!! 💖) and trying to move all my shit over from twitter to bluesky so it doesn’t feed Elon Musk’s ai has also taken a lot of energy that would have been spent drawing for both cotl and svsss.
Additionally, last time I checked this blog I got some anon asks trying to pull me into fandom wank. The admin of this account is a grown adult with a spouse, a house, community protests to organize/attend, cosplays to make, a startup business to take care of; online fandoms are my comfort place and have been since I was 13, and as such I resolved years ago to stay away from fandom drama and just do what makes me happy. I’m really used to how chill and sweet svsss fandom is, so it was kinda startling to remember that younger fandoms are very drama-prone. I deleted those messages, but it still left a sour taste in my mouth whenever I came back to this blog.
As such, I’ve been on a break. And I probably will continue this hiatus until things settle on bluesky and I can spend more time on my friend’s cotl discord server to get my motivation back.
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THAT SAID, I hope to do a little daily nyarinder art challenge for anyone who still follows this blog! Instructions and rules will be posted separately later today, but the idea is thus:
“YOU, dear reader, are just as wonderful, creative, and capable an artist as any cultist here. What do YOU want to see in Daily Nyarinder’s escapades? Pick up a craft and get creating! Use whatever you’ve got—whether it’s a fancy tablet, ibispaint on a touchscreen phone (that’s how dailynyarinder has been made so far 👀), a pen and the back of a receipt, needle and thread, hook and yarn, scrapbooking paper and scissors, a word doc and a keyboard, a camera, etc etc etc. Whatever medium brings you joy and renews your belief in our benevolent God of Death, this humble Narinder blog calls upon you to make and share a Daily Nyarinder post of your own!
Skill level doesn’t matter in the face of creativity. Whether you’re a renowned oil painter, a fanfic author, a newbie artist, or a kid who just really likes cats, all offerings are encouraged and welcome!
As for content rules, the Nyarinderverse is full of strange and unusual things; anything goes! HOWEVER, since this is a sfw blog and is followed by lots of minors, I’ll ask that if anyone participating decides to draw nsfw content, please make sure it is appropriately tagged and locked behind some sort of link—whether it’s a link to twitter, privatter, or elsewise. Any NSFW that isn’t hidden from immediate view will not be reblogged on this blog. If and when I reblog potential nsfw content, it will be tagged “NSFW” BY ME BY AS WELL so that my followers can filter it out if they need.
Any characters, ships, potential squicks or triggers, etc should be tagged appropriately.
Please know that this blog will never, EVER harass or condone/encourage harassment based on what you make, but as the mod I retain the right to not reblog works that squick me out personally. This doesn’t mean you shouldn’t make them; it just means they might not all appear here.
Works may be posted separately under the hashtag #DailyNyarinderChallenge or submitted to this blog!
Finally, and most importantly, HAVE FUN!”
^^^ the challenge text will be reposted with some promotional artwork later, but does this sound like it would be a fun event? Let me know what you think.
Look forward to the resolution of the current daily nyarinder arc this week! But then I’ll likely go back on break again until things settle. 💖🐈⬛
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Hey; there was an update on the ai data scraping situation: https://www.reddit.com/r/AO3/s/mdYk5bGmWe
Some locked fics also got scrapped it seems
Well, all my fics already were in the pool, so...
It's more of a statement to lock them than a safety measure.
As in: I publish this shit for you I literally have no reason to publish it other than to let others enjoy what I write, and now you've taken advantage of the goodness of my heart, so I'm locking my fics to make it harder for you: Keep it up and no one gets to read my work.
I hate to sound dramatic but my finger is lingering over the delete work button, and it's not going to take much to turn this shit into an email chain. Encrypted email chain. If that even exists.
Otherwise, I guess my work will have to be private until AI hopefully implodes and dies. Then I'll pop a bottle of champagne and republish everything, because surprise I actually do want people to share in the joy of reading my work, free of charge and free of all this bullshit threatening that joy, because I'm–oh, you know–a decent human being with a moral compass, and compassion, and a brain, and whatnot. Crazy. I know.
It virtually does null and zero to lock your works if people want to scrape them. There is nothing you can do to protect your work, other than inventing your own encrypted hosting site, or simply not publishing it, I guess. Doesn't sound very fun to me...
From what I've seen most fellow fic writers are in agreement that if you (as in a general you, not you specifically, anon) can't respect what we do for free, because we want to, then we'll simply pull our works from the internet, for good. No more fanfiction. Have fun generating slop and sucking up our drinking water, I hope it was worth it. Oh, I hope the mediocre, repetitive, misspelled, poorly structured, couldn't find a narrative if it kicked it in the shins, absolute tapestry of shit AI cooks up for you, using people's earnest work, is everything you dreamed of.
If you write fanfic and publish it online, you're pretty much screwed as far as precautions go. Same for artists, and anyone who posts, comments or writes something on most social media apps these days. Yippy skippy.
But I'm like totally chill about it and sooooo happy that nothing is sacred on this godforsaken planet :)
#technically you also own the rights to your fanfiction#but the legality of it all is so messy#due to copyright and transformative works already being a whole grey zone#so adding AI which is even more complicated in a law-making context#is a mess#that most humble fanfic writers also can't afford to take up against these literal giant fuck-off-sized AI corps#i'm not mad at you anon#I'm mad at people who scrape people's work like sorry but that's literally the most insane behavior#you couldn't find anything better to do#you had to become a mediocre supervillain in a bad copy of an old comic book that most people would disregard because it was too cliché?#get a life#before AI takes that too
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Deleting my fic on ao3 has fr been the most freeing thing I’ve ever done.
It’s not like I completely abandoned it, even now that it is off the internet, but ever since posting it I got continuously burnt out with writing and keeping up with it to the point that I didn’t update it for almost an entire year.
This would have been completely fine (it’s completely normal to lose interest in things you used to love) if it weren’t for the fact that I genuinely did still love this story. I loved the world and I loved the ideas that I was putting into it and I loved the process of writing it up until I stated posting it.
I think the problem was that when I initially started writing my fic, I just planned for it to be this completely self indulgent thing only for my eyes. I never intended to post it. Whenever it came to a writers block, I would just tell myself “It doesn’t matter how stupid the solution to this is, just write it out” because the only person that could judge it was me. Even if it did turn out trash, it didn’t really matter to me and I would move on to the next chapter.
However, when I did decide to put it out in the world, I became hyperaware of every aspect and flaw of my writing. I couldn’t just say la vie because there were real people reading this shit! Everything I wrote suddenly mattered. Every sentence I had to ask “What will readers think of this?”, “Does this make sense?”, “Is this good enough?”, etc, etc.
All of that is what made writing miserable.
And it wasn’t until recently I realized that I was obsessing over how palatable a completely self indulgent piece of work, something that I started as something for only myself, was for a wider audience.
So I deleted my fanfic.
At first I felt a little sad, as I felt all that work I had poured into this piece of writing was now down the garbage chute. But after a while, I finally felt free enough to start working on the fic again without stressing so hard over it. It was like I was stuck in quicksand, and by removing my fic from the public eye I was finally able to start moving forward.
I don’t want anyone to think that you shouldn’t try to make good stories, or that it’s easier to just make brain slop instead of nuanced narratives, that’s the exact opposite of what I’m trying to get at. My point is that for stories that are special to you, stories, or anything for that matter, which you have bled and cried into, should never be held back because you don’t think people will like them, or because you have doubts in your ability to convey your ideas. Sometimes you just need to sit in a solitary room with your story for a while and write it out. If your story turns out stupid and cringe then that’s okay, you’ll survive. It’s hard to allow yourself the freedom to be stupid when you feel everyone is judging you, but being stupid is just a divot you either jump or trip over before you do something beautiful. Without that freedom, you’ll just end up standing in the same place for seven months without updating your fanfic.
I don’t really know if this is problem for other writers, but if it is then please, stop stressing about what you think everyone will think. Just write what you want to write and people will either like it or not like it. It doesn’t really matter what they think, because you’ve already made something worth creating, and that in itself is beautiful.
(Guys this was kinda cringe wtf was I on)
#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3 writer#writers on tumblr#writer stuff#rant post#writing rant#fanfic rant#writeblr#writing#fanfic writing#thank you for coming to my ted talk#idk might repost the fic later anyways#because im a hypocrite
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Tw: Loli/shotacon, proship, Levi x Luke, Dark romance/abuse/kidnapping, NSFW!!! and
the Lollipop joke..
Im not letting anyone in this fandom forget those two obey me fanfics on ao3 from like 2?? Years ago. Please tell me I'm not the only one who remembers them?? It was such a big thing for the fandom, Im so glad I read them before they got deleted because the memory is soo FUNNY HELP ?? I need opinions on these two fics, if anyone actually remembers them:(
Dia x Luci : The Red Means I love you
ABSOLUTELY TRAUMATIZING SHIT BRO WHAT IN THE DARK ROMANCE?? wouldn't even call that romance it was such a hard read. Stumbling across videos of it made on tiktok was probably the worst event that I experienced 👽 ON MY MOTHER THE SCENES WERE SO UNNECESSARY (but the adrenaline rush was pretty good ngl)
I read through that with my heart dropping with each new chapter bro?? I couldn't even read through the entire story. I'm pretty sure it's deleted now cus I've been searching for it to make a whole OM fandom lore post but heyy
To sum it up for the people who were fortunate enough to not read it;
Diavolo kidnaps Lucifer, and keeps him in some cage/almost prison cell area. I think he's chained up to the ceiling, I'm not so sure. It starts off with Dia being nice I think, trying to gain Lucifers trust and eventually have him submit but that shit doesn't work and all of hell releases. Lucifer endures some physical and sexual abuse and attempts to escape. But before he successfully escapes,he bumps into Barbatos who offers to help him
He does not help him. Infact, he locks him back up and informs Diavolo.
What the fuck
The most notable things I believe Dia did was clip lucifer's wings?? And pulled out his teeth (i think Barbatos actually did that I'm not so sure). But I can't really explain how gruesome and detailed the writing was. What's worse is that it also included how the brothers were reacting to Lucifer just disappearing. Very interesting fic, story wise it was fine and well written. It's just the plot in general was what the actual fuck??
LEVI X LUKE : i forgor the title and I'm very relieved that I did
VERY UNCOMFORTABLE READ BTW!! i hated summing this up so much
An absolute wreck, these fanfics were so well written I can't even hate the authors for what they did (the Dia x Luci one didn't deserve any hate imo, but this one?? Holy fucking shit??) This fic was so out of pocket, it ruined the way I saw Levi for a good while.
P.s!! Not the same author!!
WHAT I RECALL!!! aka summary?? Kinda...
So I think Simeon called Levi to look after Luke? Which is really fucking weird because Luke is an angel, sure he's depicted as a kid but if Micheal chose him to follow Simeon down to the Devildom for the exchange program then I'm pretty damn sure he can at least take care of himself without adult Supervision, but whatever. Nice plot, I hate it
Levi was totally against the babysitting thing and actually disliked having to look after Luke
Until
At some point, Luke wants to take a bath and Levi's like suree okay.
THEN ACCOMPANIES HIM TO GIVE HIM THE SAID BATH??? Obviously that's where this all downplays from what could've potentially been a found family fic to some proship shotacon fic. Levi gives him the bath and Luke gets
turned on... (I hate typing this out so much)
So, Levi gives him head. I fucking hate this with burning passion :(((
His mouth 'pops' when he stops which reminds him of a Lollipop!! And I quote this from memory:
Kinda like a Lollipop. Heh.. Loli.
I hate this fanfic so much, I don't claim it in this fandom,its a fic not a fanfic👽👽👽
And yeah, the rest of the story went on with Levi doing that bullshit!!! I don't think I read through the entire thing because curious kills the cat. I just saw some tiktok post about it and decided hey!! Im gonna look for it and read it.
I would've been fine without reading this fic, ever, i would've turned out the same as I am today LMAOO
#obey me#obey me shall we date#om! swd#om! shall we date#sillyposting#obey me memes#obey me brothers#obey me leviathan#obey me fandom#om! leviathan#obey me diavolo#lucifer obey me#om! lucifer#obey me lucifer#om! diavolo#diavolo obey me#leviathan obey me#luke obey me#obey me luke#om! luke#obey me incorrect quotes#obey me fanfic#obey me oneshot#obey me swd#obey me imagines#obey me fanart#mentally i am not ok#im still traumatized#lmk your thoughts#obey me edit
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I need to get some thoughts off my chest about WWE. Feel free to comment! I don’t have anyone to chat with about wrestling! I’ll go back to my regularly scheduled fanfics.
Felt ranty. Might delete later. Idk.
-The IWC is exhausting.
-Drew McIntyre does not need a character pivot to attack the Bloodline. Not everything needs this grand backstory. He’s attacking them because of what they did to him. It’s perfectly fine.
-It’s exhausting how the Bloodline gets their ass kicked weekly while Roman never comes out to save any of them during this feud with Drew. It’s a major downside of Roman never actually wrestling on TV.
-The Judgement Day moving to feud with Wyatt 6 (if rumors are true) would not be Liv lowering herself. Wrestlers cannot be in the main event/top storylines all the time. It will not hurt her. She feuds w Wyatt 6 for a month or two. Then comes back into the IC/US title hunt or Championship. It will be fine. If done right (probably won’t be) both sides will move on to be fine.
-The Wyatt 6 should have 100% feuded with Judgement Day upon their debut.
-Liv and Rhea should have ended their feud at Bad Blood. Full stop. The name was in the title.
-same with Damian and Finn.
-Same with Roman and Solo. Though I will allow them to carry on to Survivor Series, but no further.
-With Drew inserting himself in Bloodline business, why are they still trying to push Solo? He’s coming across as a tantrum throwing younger sibling demanding “look at me!” While the Bloodline’s attention has turned to Drew.
-It’s perfectly acceptable for wrestlers to actually wrestle on TV and not just PLEs. They don’t have to wrestle every week, but it would do wonders for feuds if matches actually happened instead of promos and jawing.
-Raw on Netflix is gonna be some grand first episode and then revert back to Raw as it always is.
-Jey Uso and Drew McIntrye should have happened tonight like it used to be. Get attacked in the opening of the show? Match is scheduled that night. Not next week.
-STOP CHANGING ENTRANCE MUSIC!
-Rhea was always going to get the title back. It’s the story. She vacated it for injury. The story ends with her getting it back.
-KO should win the title at Royal Rumble but Cody should win it back at Elimination Chamber. If he doesn’t, that feud needs to stop.
-it’s okay for belts to change hands on Raw/SD. Once upon a time, the belts changed hands at house (live) shows.
-It’s okay for belts to change hands after a month. Even if they go back to the other person. Again. It helps the feud. It doesn’t make the reign bad.
-Matches on TV don’t always need to have a story or push an agenda. They can just wrestle.
-The Rock puts fans in the stands, will get a major pop, but ultimately wrestling does not need him and it’s extremely irritating that he pops in for no reason other than almost an “I’m bored”.
-Any match The Rock is in, does not need a title. The Rock v Roman (of that ever happens with a closing window) does not need a belt. They have The Head of The Table title.
-Wrestling does not need Roman either. (They have recovered from losing Cena, HHH, Undertaker, Shawn Michaels, Bret Hart, Hogan, etc.) He will forever sell merch and be a top seller no doubt, but the shows will be fine
-The draft needs to happen the week after Wrestlemania. Feuds end at the titular event. Hold the draft the following Monday and Friday and actually change up the rosters.
-STOP PUTTING THE TOP GUYS IN THE SAME FUED! (Looking at you Seth, Drew, Punk, Roman, Sami, Jey…) Jey can still be in the IC title picture. Bloodline can be a side quest. Shit man. That’s why people are tired of seeing Gunther v Damian. But what can they do?? There is no one else.
-please don’t give the/a belt to Charlotte immediately upon returning.
-Same with Becky. Let her feud with Liv since she made those few comments about retiring her. Again. No belt is needed.
-injuries/depleted roster really hurt the Raw’s women’s division and they never tried to jump those hurdles. That’s what caused Liv and Rhea to drag on. There was nothing else. It could have been handled differently. (Though still stand by it ending at Bad Blood.)
-We don’t need long title runs to solidify a reign. Not everyone can be billed as unbeatable (Goldberg, Lesner, Roman and not Gunther). Book them well for 2 months and it could be a great reign as one that hits a year.
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ATTENTION PEOPLE: MISSING FANFIC SEARCH:
So this is going to be very incredibly confusing, but I’m searching for this fic I read a really long time ago. In light of the possibility ao3 gets banned, I’m going to save fics that I think deserve to be preserved like the literature they are. This includes fics that I read previously and really liked. However, I’m having trouble finding this Heartstopper fic I read ages ago back when I was still in the fandom and do not remember the title of. I fear it may have been deleted. But regardless, I will shout into the void and hope and pray someone knows the fic I’m taking about and can maybe send me the link. So here’s a plot recap:
It’s set during the Christmas season. Charlie is homeless. He breaks into nicks shed to steal power tools to pawn them for money but nick catches him, and feels bad. Slowly over time they become friends, and nick does what he can to help Charlie. The early chapters im blanking on but it gets interesting much later. Charlie stays with nick after a lot of convincing and they lie to nicks parents (who in this fic, are still together-nicks father is a cop.) and say he goes to truham. Christmas rolls around and nick (I think) fakes sick to stay home while his parents travel or see relatives or something, and Charlie spends a few days with nick alone in the house. Charlie also plays the violin for some reason, which nick happens to have and gifts to Charlie because he never uses it. Charlie grows insecure about “using” nick and eventually runs off, feeling as though he is a nuisance, and so he goes back to the street. His violin gets stolen by some street rats who beat him up, but nick goes out searching for him and throws the street rats off, leading to him and Charlie having to escape and hide in an abandoned apartment Charlie stays in some times. But when you think everything’s okay, the third act happens and Ben comes into play, who is a much older drug dealer who takes advantage of Charlie being in a bad position to have an abusive relationship with him. Charlie tries to go to Elle and Tao, who he met through Ben, and who try to hide him but ultimately he’s sniffed out and Ben takes him when his goons and him storm elle and Tao’s apartment. There’s some sort of fight in I think a motel and and nick gets him back. Imogen is also there, I don’t really remember when she is or what she does until the end, when we find out she went with Ben who is now technically a kidnapper, and nicks cop father has to swat Ben to take him out, and he goes to jail cause turns out he killed Charlie’s mom because she was (I think) verbally abusive to Charlie and it’s what leads to them being together.
Also, a couple random plot points I remember but don’t know where to place include:
-charlie constantly wears a thin denim jacket that later gets traded with one of nicks old puffer coats
-he runs into Tara and Darcy drawing graffiti under a bridge and joins them. If I remember correctly, Darcy was kicked out by her mom and Tara has a shit home life.
-Charlie goes with nicks mom to one of his rugby games and they talk I think
-nick and Charlie have a date where they go to some sort of Christmas fair and I think go ice skating
-Ben may or may not have been drugging and pimping out Charlie, and I think that’s like the main reason why he freaks out about Imogen is cause he’s worried it’ll happen to her?
-when Ben brings Charlie to the hotel, he shoot’s up heroin
The fic was posted during the holiday season, I do remember that. As for the year, I’m not sure, but I would say it’s likely to be either from December 2021 or 2022.
If ANYONE remembers anything about this fic, the name, the author, anything at all, please comment below. I remember it was an incredible story and I know I would feel incredible guilt if I couldn’t find it again while I’m on the hunt to preserve my favorite fics before the government might take them away from me.
#Heartstopper#heartstoppernetflix#heartstopper tv show#heartstoppercomic#nick nelson#charliespring#nick/charlie#nick and charlie#nicknelson#alice oseman#heartstopper fandom#heartstopper fanfic#a03 fanfic#fanfic#lost media
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Not sure if you can help but...
I used to write fanfic a lot (not just Johnlock, but other fandoms too) and I got a particularly nasty comment on a fic months back (almost a year ago now I think) that made me delete my entire AO3 and never write anything ever again.
But I miss it so much. And every time I go to write something, the magic is just gone and I get nowhere. It's like any joy I had in writing was just sucked out by one single comment. How do I fix this?
Hey Nonny *SNUGGLE BUGGLE HUGGLE*
I'm so sorry that the "magic" feels gone, and I am so sorry that you had such a terrible experience because of one entitled asshole.
Unfortunately, I am not a professional in this regard, so please take what I say as just a grain of salt and as someone who adores and supports all creatives in this fandom... I've gotten lots of nasty comments over the years, and honestly... I take more joy that I continue on doing what I'm doing and that they're SO bloody bothered by me that I just ignored them... because really that's all you can do online. And sites like AO3 now give you the option to have your fics only be commented on by registered users only, so if you get that hate comment, just report it, block the user, and laugh at them.
I know that it's easier said than done, but to me it seems like you want to do start writing again. I've found that I just stopped caring about who my content is for, because at the end of the day, I'm doing my content for me, and it has the side effect of other people enjoying it too. I've lived long enough to just... not give a shit anymore about asshats online, because honestly they're just sad, bored people who get a sick thrill from riling people up.
BUT AGAIN, Nonny, this might be deeper than "just writing and forgetting about it" because that one comment WAS traumatic for YOU and that's VALID. I think talking to other authors might be beneficial to you to help you overcome that hurdle. FOR ME, I've found just... doing my projects with me as the primary audience does wonders. I love going back to my SUPER old stories and rereading them, because I take a lot of joy in remembering that these worlds were created by me FOR me. And looking at my old art and seeing how much I've improved often is motivation enough for me to carry on.
Actually, thinking back to my college days (OOOOOOF I'm old), we specifically had classes where the profs would rip apart our projects during critique sessions, on purpose, because in the real world, unfortunately, it is stuff you have to deal with in real life and they didn't want us to have our first experience be on-the-job. So I MIGHT be a bit more indifferent to "critiques" than most people, I'm now realizing, so AGAIN, please take what I say with a grain of salt.
That all said, you know what, Lovely? You have a lot more fans than you know, I'm sure, and they'd be thrilled to have you back <3 I REALLY REALLY wish I was better at articulating just how much I really want to see you happy, and how much of the best I hope for you. I know that my words aren't going to make everything better, but I hope they helped a bit.
If there's anyone who struggled to get over that hurdle themselves, please don't hesitate to reply or send me an anonymous message and I'll paste it here so Nonny knows that they're not alone.
And if you do, Nonny, decide to return and post up your stories, I am ALWAYS here to promote them and boost them for you <3
Please take care Nonny, and I hope you continue to write again <3 But KNOW that if you inevitably DON'T, THAT IS OKAY TOO. <3
#steph replies#chatting with nonnies#i am not a professional#writing advice#life advice#writer problems#my advice
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Someone on a discord I'm in asked us older-uns who were adults during the 2016 election what to do. I have no fucking clue, but I still managed to dig up some thoughts. It's long as shit, barely edited, and you don't know me from Bob in terms of 'credibility', but it's my few cents.
TLDR:
Back up content you want or need off the web now, before FOSTA-SESTA or related 'authoritarian censorship' stuff rolls out. This can be that your favorite fic you'd be heartbroken to see purged for being marked as pornographic content; this is also downloading family photos from Google Drive.
Learn how to garden, or learn how you can learn to garden in a pinch of you lose money and/or supply chains get fucked.
Have you heard of OPSEC and INFOSEC? Good, that's a start. Learn more. If you haven't heard of them, learn quick. This is 'loose lips sink ships' and 'do not take phones to protests (or anything else that might get judicial crackback)' as much as its 'get a VPN and make sure its reputable'.
And the original rambling post, for anyone interested:
Is more an abstract 'thing to do', but as a historian and amateur archivist who knows history of censorship, etc: Think about what you want to back-up. What you need saved, or think needs to be saved, and what you can save. If you've got stuff online on sites you think might not survive FOSTA-SESTA or Musk and Peter Thiel types getting carte blanch, back it up. If you go through a webpage you think should be saved to look back on for 'here is how things became what they are', save it. Looking back at 2016 when 'grab em by the pussy' was the most egregious shit - when the original Unite the Right rally happened and we were aghast - compared to now, its night and day. We got here day by day. This time it might be a bit more abrupt. Still. What are the posts, the pages, the tweets you think need to be saved, for yourself or for history? Save it.
(For example: SingleFile is a firefox addon that allows you to save, Wayback-style, webpages to your personal files and keeps all embedded media from the page! If you SingleFile a wikipedia page, you have it downloaded; if you hit a reddit page, you'll have it with intact formatting; and it'll even capture stills of tumblr pages with all posts on said pages. If you are looking at this Read More? If I ever get deactivated, this Read More is lost. The first part of the post can be reblogged, but no one can get into Read More sections of posts whose OP has seen deactivated. SingleFile the page you have this post opened in, and you have it on-hand forever. Wayback also exists, but that's contingent on the Internet Archive - Wayback's parent - surviving things. If it does, it does; but if you think your personal files will survive longer (or want to access osmething sans internet), SingleFile is there for you.)
Hell, between 'what if this gets censored off the web?' and 'what if I want to have a copy of this on-hand even without internet?' is a possible approach here. What fanfics would you like to have on hand, and to not loose to a site-purge? What Youtube videos bring you joy, and which ones are records you want kept from this time? What media do you want to pirate in case a company deletes old product, and how might that get worse under a second Trump reign? Start there, and figure out what else to back up next.
Otherwise, if you don't think you're going to be able to make it out of the country and you want to prepare for if things truly do go to shit, some things to look into include:
Do you know how to grow food? Otherwise, figure out if you have easy access to ways to learn (library, downloaded how-to PDFs, your gardener friend, etc). There's been intermittent episodes about food-growing (and community gardening) on It Could Happen Here
Maybe listen to It Could Happen Here, or at least put it on your watchlist. Robert (a long-time political-extremism journalist) originally started it in 2019 as a 'here is how a second american civil war could start' thing, and transitioned it into daily discussion of how to survive 'it' happening here...such as what's happening right now. Listen to ICHH; it might be depressing, but him and his cohosts know what they're talking about.
Learn what info-security and operations-security is. Any sort of activism is likely to be more dangerous than protests in the last few years, and those have still been a shitshot. Whether its 'do not take your phone to protests' to 'download a VPN' to 'loose lips sink ships': learn about the concepts, make sure you know how you can learn more. This is especially true if you wait to do this, as the more time any theoretical authoritarian govts have time to prepare, the more they might notice what info you are searching for. Paranoid? Not pessimistic enough? I'd rather you be thinking of this now than to realize its far too late.
Beyond that, yeah: if you can get out, that's not a bad idea. You're asking us for advice on how to survive, and the horrid fact is: this time is going to be so much worse. There's been more time for things to fester, more time for the fascists to gather power, more time for them to grow bloodthirsty. Again. History major. This is going to be really fucking bad.
Whether you get out or not, people need to come together more. Last time, the fascism rippled out: Trump got in, and a lot of similar cases went masks-off (or won elections) elsewhere. The same is likely true this time. In America or not, people need to come together; and it's the only way we'll survive or hold our own.
And in the meantime: figure out what you can save, or need to save. Save it. Figure out how to garden, or how to do maintenance on stuff that might start crumbling as shit gets bad, or figure out the basics of infosec and opsec. Do multiple if you can; do individual ones if you can't, or can reasonably work with others to cover each other's weaknesses.
It's still going to suck. There's no way this doesn't suck. Frankly, there's no way there's not going to be at least some horrific atrocities; it's just a question of how many, and how quick they start up. That's the best thing I can recommend, honestly, is: it's good to hope things somehow work out, but don't stick your head in the sand. If you hope the leopards don't eat your face because you stay still and don't move, maybe you'll live? But maybe not, and maybe you'll just see someone else get eaten. Preparing won't necessarily save you anyways. But, it'll buy you better odds, and it'll make the fascists a bit more annoyed, and enough annoyances might fuck them still. Hopefully this helps in some way.
#the monkey speaks#current events#all who live to see such times#how to survive#opsec matters#tips and tricks and warnings (communications and infosec)#preparing for 2025 and after
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2024 fanfic year-in-review!
tagged by: @smaller-comfort tagging: anyone who'd like to! . number of stories posted to ao3:
16! Holy shit, I didn’t realize that I posted that many! Admittedly, some are old reposts (my Assassin’s Creed and my Final Fantasy Tactics Advance fic).
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word counted posted for last year:
Scrivener states 90526. If we go by what AO3 says, for posted works for 2024, stats state a word count of 107,656.
These are both with a grain of salt, bc AO3 counts up whatever was posted this year, even though the work might have been written in a different year. Scrivener does count up how many words you are deleting, and only counts what is leftover (I could go through and do the math, but that’s a lot of days to sort through and I’m tired.
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fandoms i wrote for:
Sea of Stars! This fandom has broken me not only out of my writing funk, but helped me gain confidence in my writing (I’m fairly certain it was this year that I de-anoned my explicit stuff).
Final Fantasy Tactics Advance: I’ve been scribbling down some more stuff for Discarded Hope, tho nothing is posted yet…
Legend of Zelda: There was some world building I’ve written for my Zelda OC, but I’ve not posted anything really for her, but sure, I’ll count Zelda into the mix.
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pairings:
Barma’thazël/Zale, Barmathazël/Elysan'darëlle/Zale, Garl/Zale, Garl/Zale/Valere, Teaks/Valere. Technically if you just count post dates to AO3, then Kemal/Olgan (Discarded Hope), and Desmond/Shaun/Nate (AssCreed/Uncharted crossover).
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stories with the most kudos, bookmarks and comment threads:
So I don’t think I can accurately list the hit/kudos counts, bc AO3 doesn’t break them down by year; you can sort by year, but it lists the full hit/kudo count for the fic even if it was posted in a previous year (and many of those hits might have been for the previous year…)
So, what AO3 says for 2024:
Take me where I cannot stand (AssCreed and Firefly snippet)
Scorched Earth (Sea of Stars multi-chapter)
An Honor (Sea of Stars short collection)
(The one that blows all of them out of the water is still Break Point, but that one was written and completed last year. It’s at 6,243 hits, 61 kudos, and 30 bookmarks! Holy shit!)
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work(s) i’m most proud of (and why):
Right up there is Toss (and the series Bloodlines it’s part of), just being able to knock out some quick silly and whumpy fic and post them pretty quickly is a huge achievement for me. While they’re interconnected, the pics can also stand alone and I’m not stuck agonizing over chapters.
Scorched Earth is also a big one, as a lot of it was written by the seat of my pants and while I knew vaguely where I wanted to end up, the fic has expanded a lot outside the initial idea. And has been giving me even more ideas for spin offs and world building (especially where the Acolytes are concerned).
Wilted Flower for a Broken Pet is another, as it was so heavy on the OC and having to build up world building for her to figure out how her character ticked beyond the small bit I had in Break Point.
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work i’m least proud of (and why):
I don’t know that I have any…? Just the fact that I’m writing and posting so much makes them all fic that I’m proud of.
*kicks Discarded Hope: the Original under the bed*
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share or describe a favorite review you received:
There is one review on Scorched Earth where I got screaming and keyboard smashing after the big plot reveal. >:3
All the reactions I’ve gotten on An Honor have been amazing, too!
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a time when writing was really, really hard:
It’s been getting harder lately, with my job change to an office setting, and doing a lot of data review. Then coming home and sitting at a computer to write is just a little exhausting atm. I do have more time to write now, bc I don’t have to worry as much about getting up at stupid-o’clock anymore, but it’s still at a learning curve/getting used to the new shift.
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a scene or character you wrote that surprised you:
Two surprised me a lot, though she really shouldn’t have. I love antagonists, and the more unhinged they are the better (makes sense as my fave villains are Ganondorf, Maleficent, Kefka, and GLaDOS…) I didn’t really expect her to take over for the last few chapters for Scorched Earth, though.
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a favourite excerpt of your writing:
This one is a known fav, from Scorched Earth, as I’ve used it in other writing/ask games for this question:
The windows and door to the balcony faced the east, and rattled as the wind picked up. Two turned just in time to see the black cloud rise up in the distance. It surged up in a pillar not unlike smoke, then roiled across the sky at incredible speed. For a moment, the shriek of the wind and the rattle and shattering of glass about the Manor was all that could be heard— —then the cloud reached them, and all went black. The very air felt thick, a dark presence in it that pressed heavily down all around her. Two smiled as it rejuvenated her, the very essence of the darkness coiling about her like an affectionate pet.
Now that I think of it, there’s also this one from Friends:
Zale squeaked as B’st grabbed and lifted him off of Valere. Rockie gave a questioning chirp at the sound, eyeing the Blade Dancer with an even more interested look, wriggling excitedly behind Malkomud’s restraining hands. “Oh, no…” Zale whispered, staring down at the eager salamander from where he dangled in B’st’s hands. Malkomud and Garl both carefully placed themselves in front of the wriggling Rockie, hands up like they could stop her from getting to Zale. “Rockie, no!” “Ooof!” There was a chime of glass as B’st was bowled over by the overexcited salamander, and a yelp from Zale as Rockie picked him up in her mouth once more. He dangled horizontally in her mouth, pushing and kicking ineffectively to get free. The salamander gently tightened her grip on him, and Zale produced another, drawn out squeak. She excitedly romped about the cavern, each bound producing more squeaking from her captive. Garl, B’st, and Malkomud immediately gave chase, which only encouraged the salamander more in a game of keep-away. “Rockie, put him down, please!” *squeak* “Oh, dear!” *squeak-squeak-squeak* “Ooof! Help!” *squeak-squeeeaaak* “Hold on, Zale!” Valere curled into the pillows with a high pitched cackle as Rockie evaded her friends, tears leaking from her eyes as she wiped at the slime Zale had smeared on her.
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how did you grow as a writer last year:
So, so many words! I can’t remember a time where I wrote this much! Also, been repeating the mantra of, “It doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be done.” It’s helped with me getting things to paper.
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how do you hope to grow this year:
Sit on the completed bits a bit longer, with more time between feeling it’s ready to post and the final read through. I get so impatient with wanting to post once I’ve gotten a chapter into a good place. (If you’ve ever seen the comic with the cat batting a fic off the counter and immediately going down and asking the fic, “comments?” Yeah, that’s me.)
I’ve been meaning to go back and make some minor edits and add clarifications to some chapters (I’ve realized that I’ve not really put in descriptions for a lot of the OCs in my fic, or of side characters. There’s a fine line between over describing and under describing, and I’ve overcorrected to under describing…)
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who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer, beta, cheerleader, etc.):
So, so many people, but @smaller-comfort and @neoyi-backstreetback have been big positive influences, to just geek out with and expand on world building! I’m so bad at maintaining friendships and the like, and this fandom has really allowed me to grow!
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anything from your real life show up in your writing last year: A lot of quirks of mine get shoved onto characters. Zale’s squeaking when poked and biting at his lips are me. I’m sure there are other quirks that have made it into other characters too, but pretty sure those are not as deliberate.
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any projects you’re looking to starting (or finishing) this year: I’m looking forward to finishing Scorched Earth! It’s rare that I go into fic with any kind of plan, and this one was a bit more deliberate on how I approached it.
I do want to write more for Olgan and Kemal, maybe even get some ideas down for Lorilei (Zelda OC). We’ll see.
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man... (cw: hater moment)
the other day I tried to start this book and the first page was a content warnings list which, yeah alright, fine. (I will say, despite the fact that I am ideologically in support of content warnings, seeing them in a published work does automatically ping my "oh I'm gonna hate something about this work" geiger counter.) but then the next couple of pages was... a book playlist. as in, every chapter got 1-3 songs and it was all shit I was entirely unfamiliar with or familiar enough with to get a Vibe, ykwim
but I pushed past the alarm bells in my head and tried to read the book itself. because it was a romance about two serial killers! I mean, come on, of course I'm going to give it a chance! I barely made it through the first chapter before hittin the "delete from library" button.
idk what to call this particular narrative voice except the "this used to be a fanfic and it reads like one" voice, and I call it that because of Fifty Shades of Grey, because if you are in any way familiar with how that book reads then you know exactly what I mean. this book had that. and the male serial killer had "golden retriever vibes", which, okay, trope subversion, I guess? but... ew?
this is a shame, because the content warnings were pretty damn good (as befitting a book about murderers, yknow). I did consider skipping ahead to find to the sex scenes but instead I chose to wisely assume that there are hornyposts on my dashboard that are way hotter than whatever that book could have given me
anyway all this to say, anyone got any good bad-people romance recs
#now that i've had the carrot dangled in front of me i demand satisfaction#i am a tiktok user so when i say it reads like a booktok darling you can fully trust that assessment#you know what maybe i'll just go back to my roots and get into some laurell k hamilton#something something better the trash you know..........#oh shit i never namedropped the book LOL. it was butcher & blackbird
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Character x character
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Genshin impact
Obey me (one master to rule them all AND nightbringer)
Love and deep space
Mystic messenger
Ikemen Vampire
Project sekai
Twisted wonderland
Danganronpa
Helluva boss
Hazbing hotel
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