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apparently my mom’s been seriously considering moving us to canada if shit goes further south here in the states…
#not sure how I feel about that#told her she better start researching and she was like oh I have#first of all#it would probably be easier to move to just like…. a more progressive state#bc then at least we know how the currency works and other law things y’know#but like would that even matter if shit did hit the fan??#idk#the thought of moving from my home state though kinda makes me sad#it’s not the best place but like… it’s the only place I’ve ever lived and I love it here#y’know???#and my grandma lives here#and I just??? idk#I don’t want to leave but like#if I’m able to i probably should???#idk idk idk I’m getting upset over something that isn’t even decided and isn’t a possibility/necessity at the time#cross that bridge yadda yadda#don’t worry about something twice or whatever
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crazy how the sanshee plush is one of the few actual direct confirmations on what a non-act 2 Natsuki’s home life is like because of how cagey she is on literally everything. Like this isn’t anything surprising or something you wouldn’t be able to extrapolate from the games but unlike everything else we know about her the implications are right there on the tin.
They literally did the character bio trope where where all the likes are normal but the dislikes are about their very specific trauma it’s just so funny they did that on the plushie card
#the thing is the rest of the bios are mostly normal it’s just this one with the yellong part why did they do that#idk if I’m stupid or forgot the yelling thing being shown directly in a non-act 2 context but I at least appreciate the confirmation#since I might just be mixing up fanon and canon considering 90% of what we know with Natsuki’s whole deal is interpolated from small tidbits#but like trying to understand anything about non act 2 Natsuki’s background is so funny because she doesn’t like to talk about anything#so all we know about her home life is by comparing her to act 2 and the secret poem plus psychoanalysing her thoughts and actions#is like the secret poem says Monika definitely made her dad worse but the problem is we don’t know how much#anyways and for all we know her dad could range from somewhat average dad to should be put on a watch list#and sometimes there’s dialogue like the one in self love about Natsuki worrying about her friends retaliation#and it’s probably meant to act as a confirmation to whether there’s physical abuse considering how out of left field the question is#but like it could be interpreted either way so it’s basically just Schrödinger’s physical abuse for no reason#I’m not criticizing or anything I think the characters being able to hold secrets is cool and ambiguity is awesome#and the choice to keep the ambiguous is intentional since the characters only share what their comfortable with#but I just need to vent about that one line in self love ok#like idk if I’m just stupid but there’s multiple interpretations but it’s seemingly both a decomfirmation and confirmation#idk it’s weird but her dad yelling at her enough to make it one of her dislikes is at least something in terms of actual evidence#damn it I put a paragraph in the tags again I’m sorry gang I’m not moving it#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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Biograft sillies (PHIGHTING!)
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some fun little shitposts I made as stress relievers/for fun :3! Honestly had a blast with all of these and they weirdly didn’t take too long! The first one is for a Twitter challenge and the other two are just for fun based off some cat images I found
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#these were really fun to do LMAO#I should probably clarify that YES! All of these are of Clementine :3#My boy got a MAJORRRR redesign since the last time I drew him#I am a teensy bit tentative on the new design since I liked the more muted/calm tone of his older colors#But I think the more bright/harsh colors are good for a pre-vinestaff arc design and or are a good contrast to his more muted personality#Honestly really happy with how these game out LMAO#Expect more biograft art soon by the way :3! I’m currently working on Jestergraft and Dreamgrafts designs for artfight#Anyways that’s all I can really thing of as an add on#I went to the orthodontist today so my mouth is hurting a bunch but I’ll be able to get my braces off early so YEAAAAAAAH!#art#artists on tumblr#phighting!#phighting#digital art#phighting fanart#phighting roblox#phighting art#roblox#roblox phighting#subspace tripmine#phighting subspace#biograft phighting#biograft oc#biograft fanart#biograft#phighting oc#phighting! roblox#phighting! oc#phighting! art#PHIGHTING! Biograft
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Thought posed:
Danny does the college stuff and interning for stuff at Wayne Enterprises while living in Gotham, but he doesn’t catch the Bats attention because he simultaneously is both Just Normal Enough while the Bats are Slightly Out Of Step of normal long enough that things with Danny don’t catch their attention. (Gotham as a whole is a huge ‘well this might as well happen’ place and after however many years…the threshold is a bit off for weirdness. Pair that up with normal Batdrama and role-code-switching and minor things are likely going to be subconsciously overlooked if not clocked as Dangerous.)
(Does Danny know the Bats’ IDs? … He would deny it if asked. Not his circus business though. He does think it’s smart that they at least try to cover their faces, unlike when he played the hero. He meets Clark before Superman and feels like he’s on the Office or something.)
Danny moves on with the astro-stuff (whether an astronaut, an astrophysicist, or whatever else) in another city and catches the attention of another hero as Not Normal, What’s Up With That Guy?? (two parts coincidence, one part Danny’s willingness to trust for the better, one part Uncanny) and they track his history to Gotham/WE and decide to ask the Batclan if they knew anything.
They find out nothing really is wrong with Danny (…the JLD was not called or conferred with, unfortunately for all) but it does spark the reeducation refresher of the Gotham Clan for Human Weirdness (that also educated the rest in just how messed up Gotham can be).
#and then at the end Danny shows up in space or whatever idk#part as just a normal thing he does that didn’t catch attention before#part because the heroes were not subtle and Danny wants to fuck with them#Danny’s stuff is more background to the reeducation of Gotham vigilantes’ perspective of normalcy#I figure that with enough time some things that were Big News is now not and therefore doesn’t reach far#especially is Gotham had a period of not being able to rely on anything but itself#adult Danny Fenton#he’s in his 30s#two decades dead and a year or two off of finding out he’s functionally immortal#GIW not really an issue#governmant agencies may be watching him to use him for nefarious purposes (saving money on budgets with this overpowered space weirdo)#I’m on the astronaut Danny fenton tag again#lol#dpxdc#ao3#op#Danny stared at Clark for 20 seconds without blinking during an interview and the déjà vu sense clocked him as alien#Clark was concerned when his interviewee spaced out mid word. saw him later when he saved him from a car later and the guy just…sighed?#the only thing he says as he walks away?#goddamnit wes. every effing time. should probably look into that.
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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dont u hate when u accidentally blow up ur entire remaining family and it changes the whole course of ur life for the worse
#arcane#arcane fanart#arcane s2#viktor on the cross is coming up next y’all#I’m creatively charged#i haven’t seen act two yet I saw act 1 and realized I should probably rewatch the first season ohghhhh#jinx#jinx fanart#it’s nice to be able to draw when i watched the first season I never managed to do any fanart I liked#jinx arcane#art#fanart
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little rant, came to the realization today that when I eventually get married my mom definitely will not go. I don’t know why that hurts as much as it does. I’ve always known, like I’ve known for years and thought that I internalized it, but it’s just becoming more of a reality. I’m not even close to her but wow it sucks :)
#me begging my parents to just not vote for Trump went about as well as one can expect#as someone who isn’t even a fan of Kamala but terrified at the idea of another Trump presidency#not even like with me in mind…but mainly my brother#how do you as a parent of a disabled child decide to vote for a man who said that all Americans with disabilities should just die#how do you look him in the eyes after and say that it was the right decision#like the homophobia I’m used to at this point and it’s painful but knowing that not even the ableist shit is enough to stop it#I’m just very sad and exhausted and as much as I wish I personally had different parents#I really wish my brother had parents that were able to put him first#I’ll probably delete later today I’m just so sad and it’s a very painful thing to be grieving as stupid as it may sound#it’s also 10x more challenging wanting to just cut them off forever but losing my brother in the process idk#I look at people with parents who are either not voting or voting blue and aren’t crazy homophobes and I wonder what that is like#like she won’t be there for dress fittings or anything and I’m not even like engaged but damn
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wip wednesday
have a snippet from already spoken for (trans! john wedding date au)
context: johns received an invite to his ex wife's wedding and has given kate a bell to chat about time off
"If I go alone I can always lie about a new partner or someone I'm seein'; it's not unbelievable that she'd be too busy with work to get the time off to come with me. The benefit of the doubt goes away if I bring you or, God forbid, bloody Simon."
Kate snorted down the phone.
"They won't believe you," she said. "One look at your face when you see her and they'll know."
John stayed quiet for a moment. "Maybe."
"Want my advice?"
"Not in this case, no."
"Don't go, John. You'll only hurt yourself and potentially ruin her day. It's selfish," she said plainly.
"Don't pull your fucking punches, Kate."
"It was selfish of her to invite you," she clarified. "But it's selfish of you to go too. We both know how you want this reunion to end and it's not in her fiance's favour."
"This might be the last time I ever see her," John said softly. "I have to go. I want to."
Kate sighed. "You've got the time off, there's nothing stopping you."
bits and pieces of this might be my wip wednesday for the next few weeks while i finish it off!
#if you saw this earlier no you didn’t 🙂↕️🙂↕️ i scheduled it too early hahsjahhshs#also reader isn’t the ex wife pls don’t start cheering for a reunion :’)#wip wednesday#scheduled this for while i’m at work lmao but at the Right Time at work this time around ajdjjsjdjsj#fuck sake one day i’ll be able to use this app properly#anyway super excited for this! should get the first chap done soon and then once im half way through chap 2 ill probably post bc im#impatient for feedback lmao#john price x reader#john price#trans john price
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Happy Valentine’s Day! Take a Kon sketch!
#its not much but I’m on the aroace spectrum I don’t rly care ab Valentine’s Day#hmmm I should probably finish a full piece sometime#I have 10000000 art assignments from 10000 different programs tho#kon el#superboy#doodle#sketch#digital art#digital sketch#my art#valentines day#being able to queue up posts is the best feature ever
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phil calling 2010 him and dan “two tiny gays” when they were fully 6’3” men has the same energy as me calling myself a “little white girl” on the daily when i’m taller than most men i know and can casually carry my 65 pound dog up and down a staircase
#dnp 🤝 me just little guys (giants)#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#yeet my deenp#yeet my deet#to be clear i have no stamina#like i’m not fit or swole or anything#i’m just Strong and Tall lmao#i get out of breath walking up the stairs and i’m constantly in pain#probably bc being strong and not fit means i constantly lift shit that is in fact too heavy and that no one should be lifting my themselves#my little chicken arms may be able to lift shit but that doesn’t mean they should#tw body type discussion#maybe?#could be triggering to ppl with eds? or body dysmorphia?
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#ok saying this here since it’s the middle of the night and we’re all on our hoax bullshit which leads to being on other bullshit lol#the rolling stone interview from 2020 lives rent free in my mind#specifically the part where she asks Paul McCartney about how he was able to raise a family amidst his fame#and how he was able to carve out a life for himself and his wife and his kids outside of the noise#and he talked about how they just tried to be as normal as possible#eg lived in the country and the kids went to the local#school etc#and her interest just seemed really… pointed#and even back then that pinged at me and made me wonder about what… plans were underway#and then after Joever and YLM came out my brain went back to that#and considering hoax and many other things#(and now with TTPD which I’m talking around lol)#it just made me wonder if those… types of plans are what were reneged on#and that they were just no longer on the same page#and or he ultimately told her the fame and career thing was the dealbreaker re that#anyway I have thoughts but this is already too parasocial for main#but does fall into#the faithless love equation in my mind#ok I should probably delete this in the morning
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🔥SET FIRE TO THE SKY🔥
I think this is the best scarlet and violet photo ever taken I think I win the contest
#this has been sitting in my drafts for a while I should actually post this :))#I was weary about posting it for my friends who weren’t able to play teal mask for whatever reasons#I think this is probably fine now though considering indigo disk is NEXT WEEK I THINK#IM SO GOOD AT GETTING AESTHETIC PHOTOS IN SCARVIO APPARENTLY#“the perfect photo doesn’t exist”#meanwhile the perfect photo:#this also is not in the teal mask map#I’m literally in cassaroya lake because it’s my favorite spot#something about it is so beautiful and relaxing……… a real vibe#Chandelure#shiny Chandelure#Pokémon#shiny Pokémon#shiny hunting#Pokémon scarlet and violet#pokémon scarlet#Pokémon violet#Pokémon scarvio#Pokémon the teal mask#the teal mask#The Kiwi Shines
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I’m not crazy (at least I think I’m not) but idk what you call a person who refuses to sleep even if it’s 5 in the morning and has done nothing but scroll through hundreds of posts of Blanche and Dorothy on Tumblr just to fangirl all over for them because you're too overwhelmed by their chemistry and the feeling just makes you hyped even more to the point where you can't sleep anymore because you're too excited although your eyes are burning from staring at the screen too long……
#guys I think I need help#I blame it on them but I love them too much#I think if they actually got together I wouldn’t be able to sleep for days thinking constantly about them#the ending still hurts me deeply#it is what it is#it really had to be BLANCHE’S UNCLE#someone related to BLANCHE#the writers know what they were doing#oh I’m gonna kill them#some of them are probably dead#oh well#they both reached for the gun#and Lucas got the gun after 2 days#hahahaha I’m totally fine#I’ll just sleep it off#if I can#no matter how many men has passed on Blanche she still had Dorothy all those years#the writers should pay for our therapy#Rose immediately having the thought of moving in with her daughter and just leaving Blanche like that after all those years was insane#it seemed to me that everybody was ready to leave Blanche cuz it wouldn't be the same without Dorothy#ouch.#Blanche will always have my heart#those 2 last episodes never existed and you can’t change my mind#well anyway#goodnight#or should I say…goodmorning.#blanche x dorothy#blanche devereaux#dorothy zbornak#the golden girls
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why are you a cannibal joe
BECAUSE IM SWAG AND COOL :)
#ALSO SALMON TASTY#i do acctually have a lot of thoughts on stuff like this like i don’t think they enjoy dying for the fun of it it’s acctually this is#too long for tags i think i elaborated on it once but like#long story short for an animal that irl uncontrollably rots alive after spawning being able to die quickly in a way that should benefit#the survivors of thier group even if it’s just by leaving edible flesh#idkkk i’m sleepy and autistic abt salmonids#im probably explaining it wrong#i have a better explanation somewhere on a old side blog i might try find after sleeping#anyway#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatoon salmonid
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Can’t it just be enough to say whales are cool, do I really need to discuss the broader impacts of this research
#worst part of college is I can’t just say whales are cool and get an a#well that’s definitely not the worst part but I also don’t like it#I mean the answer for this particular question is actually pretty easy but still#I should be able to include ‘this is cool so I’m researching it’ in my paper#I could probably find a way to say that in appropriate scientific paper language but I should get to say it exactly like that#whales#j rambles
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God hates me so I love to write and I can’t fucking do math thank you for making me completely unemployable I hate school so fucking much but imagine if I could just be a data analyst and make like 80k after a 4 year degree! Unfortunately that’s IMPOSSIBLE
#ramblings#according to astrocartography I should move to Chicago#I fear I’ll never be able to afford a nice apartment in a city#ill probably live with my parents forever#and maybe one day afford a shitty basement apartment in my hometown with gross carpeting and stupid linoleum in the kitchen#I am so scared of my own life!#hahahahaha#I’m so bad at everything meaningful#guys what if I never fall in love#hahahaha#wouldn’t that be crazy#no but like I’m nearly 20#i know that’s young but the walls are closing in#ahahahahahaha#no big d#no biggie#I’m chilling
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