#if I didn’t have headphones
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thinking about the times when my family went away on holiday when my sister and i were young and we had to share a room
and i always went to bed after her cause I’m the older sibling
and sometimes she’d be snoring and it DROVE ME UP THE FUCKING WALL so bad I couldn’t STAND it AT ALL so I’d deliberately poke her or kick her bed just enough times for her to stir and the snoring stop
and then I’d go to sleep in peace but sometimes I had to repeat the process a few times in a night if I woke up
and whenever this happened the next morning she’d be like I’m really tired...didn’t sleep well I guess
and I’d be like damn that’s crazy I slept really well
anyway I’m probably going to hell for that
#that was absolutely NOT a one off#every time#over the course of years#whenever we had to share#worst part is I’d probably still do it as an adult#if I didn’t have headphones#i don’t know why snoring pisses me off so bad I just can’t stand the sound 💀💀💀
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teru in my outfit for today
#doctorsiren#mob psycho 100#teruki hanazawa#mp100 fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#I’m never drawing that pants pattern again in my life goodness gracious#luckily for the lemon shirt. I was able to find a picture of the fabric online bc I made that shirt and I just got the fabric from Walmart#and then for the perler earrings I was too lazy to draw them out so I just took pictures of them#I didn’t make the pixel art itself but I remade it in perler beads so I could have silly earrings#the only thing missing in this drawing are my cat ear headphones but i wasn’t tryna figure out how those would sit on his head lmao#anyways now onto working on my art fight refs :>#somehow without even intending to. there’s weirdly a consistent colour palette throughout my outfit despite how busy it looks at first#sparkle on!!!
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⭐️Draw the squad⭐️
I found this meme template on Pinterest and I HAD to draw out the Backups inside the car lol.
Original image:
And ofc Oswald is the one driving because. He’s Oswald.
Meanwhile Mickey is holding on for dear life 😅
Donald on the other hand… honestly I don’t think I’m going to explain his situation so.
Goofy? He’s chilling so he’ll be fine. But yeah enjoy ✨
Backup detectives belong to @skullsemi & @thebackupdetectives 🧡✨
#disney#oswald the lucky rabbit#mickey mouse#donald duck#goofy goof#goofy#the backup detectives#art#my art#yeah after this Oswald crashed the car down a cliff#so I guess you could say left this on a cliffhanger#ey?#ok I’ll stop#and he got his license taken away#and there’s a Easter egg woooo#paopu fruit#don’t ask why Goofy has headphones when back then they didn’t have headphones this is Disney magic#fanart
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Me: wow im feeling so much better today
-leaves the house-
-gets so overwhelmed by everything suddenly I have to run out of the car and hide behind a fountain-
Me:
Me: I am doing so great rn
#pix habla#auagajsysuhs#too noisy my head was going to explode#and I didn’t want to be mad at people in the car either 💀#maybe I just need to start using the noise cancelling headphones outside the house actually#Eugh that was not#a good feeling#I don’t have Myla either so that made it worse#anyway the fountain spot was really nice I just sat in front of it and it was raining a little#vent#I think#my brain feels weird
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Post KH3 Ventus Design (New and improved!)
Hello all! I decided to redo my p!kh3 Ventus design so that it more matches the tone/coordination with everyone else’s designs that I have in mind. I love him sm teehee
+ Some silly expressions/doodles
#my art#digital art#kingdom hearts#kh fanart#ventus#kh ventus#post kh3#ventus kingdom hearts#adding my hc that he has just a shit Ton of freckles everywhere#Also his little mini headphones make me so normal I love drawing them sm#Hopefully his design will have more synergy with the other’s now. As well as it reflecting his own character well enough.#I thought the previous one didn’t quite hit that mark#as good as it was YAGSYSGG#Either Kairi or Vanitas next.!#Whoever pops in my brain teehee
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time for my favorite part about sleeping over at my dad’s house. There Is Constant Near-Imperceptible Electronic Buzzing.
#every room is full of various devices that make sounds only i can hear#and there is. absolutely something buzzing in this room that is going to drive me insane.#and i didn’t bring my loops.#OH. I HAVE HEADPHONES. THANK GOD.#izzy.txt
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tumblr mobile if you ever autoplay sound on ads ever again i’ll fucking kill you
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I’m god’s bravest little soldier right now i‘m not even kidding
#got my period 5 days early and i had quinoa yesterday so you can imagine what kind of day i‘m having#plus migros didn’t have the kind of sandwich i wanted#and this guy in the train is pissing me OFF. listen to your stupid deutschrap with headphones i don’t want to hear this shit
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sf9 was slaying it down in that parking lot it was so serious to them 😭😭😭😭😭
#i can’t believe i had never watched this before another performance video for me to watch obsessively yayyy 🤸#they’re slaying it down in an empty parking garage w suits on does that sound familiar to anyone…#i’m sorry i was only going to post the bridge + final chorus but this choreo is too good…#it’s so smooth n satisfying to watch n they used the size of the group to their advantage#n the fact that they’re all wearing the same exact suit makes it better#chani is such a slayer omg… n inseong they were having a slay off dancer vs singer style#n the songgg this shit went triple platinum in my room i can’t believe it didn’t unflop them we love u now or never ❤️#i was watching it on my tv but i had to watch it on my phone so i could listen to it w my headphones 😭#.txt
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starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal
#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept#i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them#if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens#i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it#i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut#it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair#my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking#if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back#if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off#ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal#but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends#i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens#and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too#since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out#i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now#now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that#i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly.#if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill#in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it#my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes#sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know???#but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested#i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore#i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world
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Since when does foolish go live this early and I can’t even watch because I’m at church
#will I browse tumblr and read fanfic during church yes#draw the line at having to use headphones#didn’t bring mine anyways
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Unfinished draft #2
Concept: Rich/Michael soulmate AU, where a soulmate’s writing appears on your skin.
“...How long have you known?” Rich’s voice was quiet, sadness Michael wasn’t expecting unsuccessfully hidden behind the words.
“...Sophomore year,” Michael knew the least he could do was look Rich in the eye, but he couldn’t even do that as he stared at a stray thread above his hoodie pocket, “You um...you had me shoved up against some lockers. You were bunching up my hoodie and all that and...I could see your arms. I’ll never forget what incredulous means,”
#be more chill#bmc#expensive headphones#bmc rich#bmc michael#bmc micheal mell#michael mell#rich goranski#draft two#The idea of a soulmate au between them has always intriguingly me#very specifically the figuring it out during Rich’s squip era#In this draft Michael knew and Rich didn’t and never really told him#even post squip#Also please talk to me about these drafts I have so many thoughts i jsuy don’t write them lmao
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why are people so weird about silence
#like 5 times in the past week it has come up#every time someone walks into the room where i’m working they’re like ‘haha you should turn the radio on’ i don’t want to#i’m the only one in here#was helping another guy set up a machine and he was like ‘you can put your headphones in. i’ve got mine that’s why i’m not talking’ like#cool bro. i didn’t even know it would have been an issue if you hadn’t said something. i think that’s just on you#and at dnd another person was talking about how weird and quiet their tattoo artist is bc she doesn’t talk and i was like#god that sounds IDEAL#why do people assume silence is inherently awkward and uncomfortable. why can’t we just sit and enjoy it#or at least. if you feel those things why do you need to project it onto others#this is why i hate that ppl online will talk about ‘neurodivergent swag’ to mean like. ‘never shuts up’#if someone wants to talk i’m not going to actively stop them but like. your experiences are not universal
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my opinion of my roommate just gets worse & worse the older his kids get
#& it’s like. I never knew him super well & especially not now but#it’s fucking crazy that despite him 1) having adhd & 2) recognizing that his own dad was abusive#he still thinks it’s totally normal to yell at his wife about how their 11 y/o is a ‘lazy piece of shit’ because he asked#asked for help last minute on an assignment#his wife was legit like ‘he didn’t tell us earlier because he doesn’t feel comfortable talking to us about it (school)’#& he just. kept repeating the same kind of abusive shit about their kid#dude I wonder if the fact that you say that kind of stuff so loud I can hear it with noise cancelling headphones#has anything to do with why your kid doesn’t want to tell you when it happens 🙄#i was literally Just talking to my therapist on friday abt#my mom recently bringing up my poor performance in HS & it was. mostly because of stuff I now see happening w [kids name redacted]
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The curse of having kids like you for whatever reason is the result of having everyone’s child dropped on you randomly because “they just attached to you so quickly!” IM DONE WITB EVERYONES BABIES PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP FORCING ME TO WATCH YOUR CHILDREN
#like iguess on one hand it’s kinda nice to have kids trust me and not scream the moment Iwalk into a room#but at the same time.#I didn’t volunteer to watch your child#I can at most match their energy for 30 minutes tops.#also I’m just sick of hearing my brother#screaming every word he says#and my dad just allowing him too#even though it’s nearly 1 am and I’m way too tired and overstimulated for sound#and my dads like ohhh I can’t control him let him talk bro that’s your kid#love the guy but this is why I like self isolation#someone get me 100% noise canceling headphones
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I haven’t done any video editing in literally a week. There is so much to edit rn (I’m acting sad but really I’m kind of I’m excited bc I’m gonna finish a video and a half today so yipppeee)
#it’s just a lot of clips to edit down bc I filmed so much a week ago that I didn’t have the energy to edit or film like on purpose for week#so it’s a lot to edit but I’m happy I’m excited I’m drinking a smoothie and I’m high and I’m editing with my big headphones on and it’s good#💌
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