#idk. i'll think about it tonight.

[quick-drawn-a]

i’m debating on remaking this blog,      someone should stop me —

[intramoon]

Finally, working on custom tattoos for Wednesday - 40% done?

[dreamofimmortality]

[Summarised image description: Three-part edit compiling manga panels of Hanabusa, Yoite and Miharu from Nabari no Ou. A text post has been split into several parts and scattered across the images. The first part reads, "don't be a stranger!" The rest is in brackets and reads, "please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it." End description]

don't be a stranger!

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Detailed image description. Panels in each image listed after the text included in that image.

Image 1: "don't be a stranger!" Two panels of Hanabusa grinning widely. Yoite jumping a bit as Hanabusa holds his hands. Miharu and Yoite blushing in Hanabusa's embrace. Miharu and Yoite sitting together on a couch, while Hanabusa looks on across from them.

Image 2: "(please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving." Hanabusa catching Miharu and Yoite by surprise outside her house. Hanabusa placing her hand on Yoite's cheek. Yoite raising an eyebrow as Hanabusa reaches for his hand. Hanabusa hugging both Miharu and Yoite on the ground outside. Hanabusa putting her hands on Miharu and Yoite's shoulders each. Hanabusa handing over Yoite's black coat to him. Hanabusa and Yoite hugging each other.

Image 3: "please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it)." Hanabusa knitting a scarf. Yoite's gloved hand holding a scarf. Yoite looking down at his scarf he's holding. Hanabusa looking surprised while holding Yoite's hat. Miharu taking off his scarf as he stands face to face with Yoite. Miharu reaching up to wrap that scarf around Yoite's neck.

[mushroomcrepe]

The gods are punishing me by putting me in a unbeatable demonic trial against satan (there's a big spider in my room)

[werewolfgenesis]

I drew too much and now I barely have the motivation to finish any of my sketches, I have so many wips rn in my ibis gallery waiting to be finished

I've mostly been doing small silly doodles and dumb little drawings (if you know you know) and I have a whole checklist of things I want to draw

Been so excited to be here and to draw things that I was pumping out so many drawings a day through pure, unadulterated determination and excitement

I'm glad people like my silly art though even though it'll probably slow down now <3

It means a lot to me and everyone has been so supportive of me and my art

I'm not used to having so much attention on me as I haven't really posted online in roughly 4 years but the support means everything to me, even if everything is a little bit overwhelming for me at times, I know I must sound like a broken record but I really appreciate all the love I've been recieving on my art <3

[celebrimborium]

Dropping 3 episodes at once is such an evil thing to do to gifmakers! Just saying!

(jk I love it)

[jiraixprincess]

Instant regret

I'm nervous now

[blitzbuckz]

[lctibule]

minjoon is a difficult person to faze and even more difficult to scare. because of this, he's never really enjoyed horror games all that much - ones which rely on jumpscares in particular, he's never understood the appeal of. regardless of this, however, he has played some scary games on stream entirely at the request of his chat. he always worries that his reactions are underwhelming and kind of against the point of playing horror games for content, but chat all eat it up - there's something about the way he'll just blink and utter a quiet "ah" or "i didn't expect that" when something startling happens and then continue on with what he was talking about before that a lot of them find very entertaining.

[vt-scribbles]

Something seriously lacking in my art is the ability to tell a story in a single illustration.

I've gotten so used to drawing my characters standing around doing random things that I've never practiced telling a full tale/putting implications into my pieces that require more thinking/looking.

It also comes from a lower amount of details in my works by default [since I like to get pieces done fast], but I'm tired of using that as an excuse.

[thatdude-noah]

just rambling about self diagnosis and my experience with it for a second feel free to ignore

self diagnosis is such an interesting thing to me because. sometimes it is so stigmatized and looked down on, but it's such a vital part in actually getting any diagnosis. some people get lucky and other people notice their symptoms and their struggles and they're able to get a diagnosis without much effort. other people aren't that lucky. other people have mental illnesses or learning disabilities or something else that they will have to seek a diagnosis for. and in order to seek that diagnosis, these people will, to some degree, have to self diagnose first.

and then there are the obvious issues with diagnosis. not everybody is able to seek and afford a diagnosis. diagnoses are not given equally and are very hard to get if you're not a white male. sometimes getting a diagnosis is actually not beneficial to people.

but there is so much pushback against self diagnosis sometimes. and self diagnosis is becoming a more common and commonly accepted thing! but some circles are still so hellbent on official diagnoses. and admittedly, some people will self diagnose without doing proper research. some people may self diagnose because something is "trendy" or seems fun. but ultimately, this is such a small proportion of people who utilize self diagnosis. people who self diagnose, for the most part, are not hurting anybody. they're not taking any resources away. they're not invalidating professional diagnosis. they are doing it to help themselves and make their lives easier.

i am a big advocate for self diagnosis. i think it can really help people improve their quality of life. and it ultimately has no downsides in my eyes. when people are smart and mindful, self diagnosis can be so valuable. even if someone does not currently have a diagnosis, finding a group of people to relate to can be so helpful. while they may not be able to seek professional help and resources, online communities can still help control symptoms and make life better. self diagnosis receives so much pushback sometimes, but it can truly be invaluable to somebody.

[anachronistic-falsehood]

snow storming outside im in my parents house im sitting in my mom's rokcing chair on my laptop suddenly it's march 2022 again and i'm home from college because i got in a car accident and my crippling anxiety worsened and i felt like throwing up if i was two hours away in my college dorm and had no one to rely on and was convinced i would die if i wasn't being supervised at all times of the day. so how are you guys doing

[moe-broey]

Would I be proving my therapist (who has been voicing some concerns about my depression maybe getting worse but like I feel like it's fine) right by cancelling my appointment tomorrow cause I just don't wanna. Like all I have to report is that I'm tired and I wanna rest and I just don't really feel like it y'know

[metronn]

collection (growing)

[ID: a photo of all my star trek DVDs, including all of TNG and TOS, first contact, nemesis, star trek TMP, the wrath of khan, the final frontier, the undiscovered country, and the voyage home (AKA the one with the whales).]

[droolfang]

Curious question: is there anything you'd like to be commission for more, down the road?

if im being honest, i'd prefer not to have to open comms again for a while haha! but i never say never so

I love drawing fat characters and I'd love some more like big-but-not-immobile sized characters if that makes sense? (historically I've also been commissioned mostly for huger blob sizes which, nothing wrong with that, but can be pretty limiting in poses!) Especially any kind of pseudo-giant stuff or size diff. I dont get commed for nearly enough body horror or blood or guts imo. for fandom type stuff i would kill to draw peoples fat w*rhammer ocs

[majicmarker]

well i think the problem is that i want to write something that makes me happy, but i'm Not happy, so trying to access that feeling is... murky.