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neuroticboyfriend · 8 months ago

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i know im guilty of this but i am a bit done with those disability posts that talk about a problem and basically go "not you actually" to someone dealing with the same core issue but with different details. like. very cool. guess i'll sit here and feel like my problem doesn't matter as much then. and like i'm the asshole for being upset.

to anyone who's ever felt this way from a post i've made, i'm sorry. it was wrong. identifying what we have in common is so important...

#idk why this is getting to me so bad #i wanna cry #i saw the post and was like yes thank you #i've been so frustrated by [insert topic here]#only to get to the end and see myself being excluded #so much for solidarity i guess

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nato-obenkrieger · 4 months ago

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he’s quite silly to me

#nates drawings #autistic michael canon trust!!!!!!#guys is my art regressing i feel like this looks ass 😭😭#i think it’s time to lock in and get better tee bee aych #but anyway i likr michael a lot #the girl commenting is chloe if you couldn’t tell #to me chloe is the type of person to be like ‘we’re best friends right!!’ to the weird kid in class #is this a controversial take im not a big chloe fan #she seems like the type of person to infantilize autistic people 😓😓#anyway im yapping so bad #idk why this drawing looks so odd i haven’t drawn michael in a little while #would you guys still like me if i told you i haven’t been drawing bmc because ive been kinda obsessed with henry danger yaoi #my deepest darkest confession #michael mell #be more chill #be more chill musical #bmc #bmc musical

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bring-onthe-rain · 1 month ago

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dude I just saw someone say that Stobotnik is queer baiting when Stone is literally like this for all three movies

#rain talks #shut up rain #Idk why it pissed me off so bad #Like how the do you get queerbating from “I can't lose you again”#That is a literal line from a slash fanfiction #Stobotnik #agent stone #jimbotnik #Like bro #If anything it's queer coded #Obviously they can't straight up make them kiss or whatever #I don't even think that would make sense for the characters #But still. There is nothing straight about that ending bro #sonic the hedgehog #Sonic 3 #Kinda

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idontmindifuforgetme · 8 months ago

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I genuinely love not having a crush like I’m not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me I’m literally chilling

#Spring semester of last year was so bad bc I was unironically into 3 guys at once and they were all #Being dry and cryptic to me #And then before that in 2022 I had my horrid situationship #I had a mini obsession arc in dec 2023 over someone but now there hasn’t been anyone since #And my palette is so cleansed #When a girl is like I miss having a crush I’m like you’re literally a masochist #There was very briefly a girl I thought I had a crush on when I realized I’m bicurious but #I haven’t put effort into talking to her bc the idea of pursuing anyone makes me wanna claw my eyes out #I’m pretty sure I ghosted her by like just not responding to her last messsge actually #Not on purpose but more so bc I realized I was feeling the same anxiety I felt whenever I had a crush so I was like #Yeah I’m dropping this for now #I’m also always the most present for my friends when I don’t have a crush so idk #Like I don’t wanna be consumed by anyone I just wanna chill #The solution to not having normal attraction to people is just to not be attracted to anyone at all #I fr cracked it #I always just crave the butterflies out of it and never an actual relationship anyway #But they’re so not worth it #Which is why I always get bored of guys who’re forthright like oh ok you actually WANT something…. U don’t wanna just have fun #Not for me #I think the guys I’m into and I typically diverge in the sense that neither of us wants a relationship but they just wanna fuck me #And I more so just want the butterflies experience / to playact couple for like a couple months but nothing too serious #Which is why it never works #Like it’s not that it doesn’t work bc either of us wants a relationship it’s more that what we want out of the situationship is different #So lame #Ok this was a lot but I literally came to this epiphany while writing these tags

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blackkatmagic · 10 months ago

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I'm always a little weirded out by just how much both the movies and the fandom gloss over how utterly uncomfortable Padme was with being around Anakin in the beginning of AotC. Like, this is a woman who grew up under a microscope from the time she was 14, but she still goes so far as to cover all the cameras in her room, knowing that a bounty hunter is after her and just murdered one of her handmaidens, because Anakin watching her creeps her out so much.

And yeah, most of that is because the movies forget about it too in favor of reducing her character to "girl in forbidden love", but still. It's so deeply clear in the first half of the movie just how much Anakin makes Padme uncomfortable. Like. to wild degrees.

#reason 13543 why I have to believe there was at least SOME mental influence going on to get her to ignore that many red flags #at least if we're trying to keep her characterization at all consistent with tpm #kat rants #idk man it just always stands out to me so starkly #maybe because i've been that uncomfortable around people before and ended up in bad relationships when i didn't listen to my instincts #it resonates #padme amidala #star wars #anti anidala

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lazylittledragon · 3 months ago

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Please ignore if this is too personal but IIRC you were/are dealing with caffeine addiction? I hope you're doing Ok, as a former addict I know how hard it is so wishing you the best xx

thank you for checking in!!

i'm doing very well!! i haven't cut out coffee completely bc i really don't think i can (it's been one of my daily pleasures for SO long), but right now i only have 1-2 espresso shots and i don't even have it every day anymore

also remembering that i used to have 4-6 shots per drink, sometimes multiple times a day, makes me want to throw up now which is probably a good sign ajkdhdsh

#ramble #tw addiction #i've always felt weird calling it an addiction bc like. it was just coffee and it feels like bastardising a little bit #but i mean it was a habit i couldn't live without and it was making my life actively worse so i feel like it qualifies #the fact that someone checks in on me every couple of months is very sweet :'))#if you're asking how i was like. ok. during the worst of it #amazing question. i was NOT #as someone who already has digestive issues idk why the fuck i did that to myself sjhdhdsh #i'm starting my job soon and i'm a bit worried it's going to get bad again so if it does i'll switch fully to decaf #it's not even about the energy i just like having a fun little drink in the middle of the day #so if i have to stop having caffeine completely it shouldn't be that bad #as long as i have my syrups and my milk frother i'll be grand

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sunnibits · 3 months ago

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potentially hot take but this is a pet peeve of mine

#listen. anyone can write whatever they want and idc I don’t have to engage with it. all power to them!!!!#it’s not even an automatic click-off for me or anything #i just… why. I don’t get it #like… that’s literally one of THE most iconic traits of the entire character. of the entire concept of the SHOW even #and you’re just gonna??? get rid of it??? hello????? the entire basis that John and Arthur’s relationship is made from????????#really????????? possibly the most tender part of their relationship???????#you don’t wanna write fluff about John reading him books and describing things and guiding him????? really?????????#it’s just so boring to me. I don’t understand the appeal #like yeah obviously Arthur as himself would definitely prefer to get his sight back #but as a concept like….#something ab the whole ‘happy ending = the disabled character gets ‘fixed’’ thing just leaves a bad taste in my mouth #why do u have to fix them. why cant they just be disabled. do you think people can’t be happy and be disabled???#idk maybe it’s not that deep. and still I don’t really care that much #it’s just the vibes. I don’t vibe with it.#and I’m sure there’s some actual annoying as hell discourse in the fandom ab it which I have zero interest in engaging in #but I had to have my little petty bitch moment #bc blind Arthur is everything to me. ESPECIALLY in a jarthur context.#anyways thank u for coming to my Ted talk #malevolent #arthur lester #if anyone wants me to tag this as smth Iemme know

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bacchuschucklefuck · 8 months ago

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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

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buwheal · 5 months ago

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Why does the orange Addison's mannequin kinda resemble you?

#most of their mannequins probably look like him tbf #good average cyber-citizen sizing (SHORTASS)#i dont have a lot to say because it explains itself + if i say anything i remove possibilities of answering an asks with something related #to said thought so im not gonna #[you've got mail!]#spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #no.1 freak #something different about this one i think. maybe its the expressions. not a bad thing but its definitely. different.#i had thoughts but im tired and i dont hop on tumblr until i finish the ask im working on so i dont get stuck scrolling & unproductive #sorry i dissapearrreeeddd i was overstimulated like halfway through the week which is earlier than usual but it makes sense because i was #out doing more unusual social activities :-P but you dont care and nor am i obligated soo....#the hands look better not pixelated idk why #give me a little to respond to stuff and check up we be eepy #this one has a lot of freakin frames for some reason

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snekdood · 1 year ago

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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.

#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else #you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should #change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting #affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree #with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them #or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you #an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont #set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU #FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police #n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you #throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.

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sheetzking · 3 months ago

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hes so iconic to me :3

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heartorbit · 1 year ago

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just how can i protect your smile?

#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi #pjsk #prsk #project sekai #proseka #tsukasa tenma #rui kamishiro #ruikasa #AUUUUUGH.#this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism #putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009)#this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted #i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay #tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine #me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt #im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit.#emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me #Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here #im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked #i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it #but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH #wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg

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mossyfig · 5 months ago

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Very WIP of Senior Year Normal and Hermie!! Wanted to share my designs for them!!!!

#nobody can take headband norm away from me. it just FITS. and of COURSE he keeps growing out his stupid bad mustache but it does get a bette #bro canonically wears flipflops sorry #normal tries weed and now he looks like this #idk why hermie is the riddler but he picked a new batman villian and i think it kinda rules #plus riddler had a 2020s remake like the joker did so symetrryyy #i like his hair lots. greasy.#they are in a toxic on and off again situationship your honor.#i ship them in a way where they both need therapy after #my art #normal oak #hermie the unworthy #dungeons and daddies #dndads s2 #oakworthy #dungeons and daddies s2

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months ago

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #ichiban kasuga #masato arakawa #ryo aoki #snap sketches #edit: two versions cause im indecisive about everything ever #this one goes out to anon ..... hi ....#Truly ask really did just. make me wanna draw em LMAO #idk why i decided they should get takoyaki afterwards but idk. best thing to do before you go to jail vjaLRKVKE #tbh i just know that whenever i was upset my sis would take me out to get food #it wasnt often since shes not home much but on the off chance she caught me on a bad day we'd always get ice cream or somn #ironically my sister's coming home from a trip later today and my sister's always been my best friend tbh so. funny timin for this doodle #i wont go on a mile long tangent like i usually do so ill just say my sister's really cool and important to me and i cant wait to see her #def why y7 hits hard for me ..... the FAMILY bro ........ beating aoki with a metal pipe as we speak #nuff of that tho. for now i sleep for ten seconds bye everyone

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sporeclan · 1 year ago

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pixlokita · 9 days ago

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When you be disabled, making less money than the previous year and have the medical records to prove it and the government denies you insurance assistance because you don’t have kids …. wha….

#they said i qualified except for the fact… I don’t have kids #LIKE ? make it make sense ??? 😭#I’m not upset because I have treatment to stay stable even if o pay out of pocket every three months I can work with that for now #but the fact they denied me for that #also it looks like I’m not the only one #even people with tumors who can no longer keep up with full time jobs get denied if they don’t have kids #thanks America 🦅#no offense also but my uterus had me hospitalized for two years and on a wheelchair to the point doctors suggested just removing it #having kids would kill me fr #aside from being aroace i have a medical excuse for not wanting them 💀#but Les gooooo #les gooooooo!! yay!!#pix habla #I’m not upset I’m just shook 😭 I swear #I had to share because it’s so silly #the interview guy felt embarrassed telling me too and kept apologizing and I was like hey dawg it’s ok man I get it it’s not your fault #like he struggled to tell me the reason was the lack of kids and I’d hate to be in his shoes 💀 hope he’s ok #that’s why healthcare based jobs suck idk if I’ll even go back to that field of work >> the nonsense you have to say out loud sometimes is #so bad…

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