#idk why im yapping. nervous
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Ok im normal sorry that was uh something im usually able to keep under control wow
#had a moment of weakness it is true. i dont even like making posts but what if god sees it and has pity and makes things better idk#i mean like that would be great but in reality just felt something i haven’t in awhile and it did smth to my brain#had a knee jerk reaction. you understand#it aint even about me which is why it’s wild. like uh that’s the reaction to someone else’s pain? girl why are YOU acting out#and see that’s the thing too. i dont care about me in this scenario it’s just being unable to help others that makes me like. agonize#anyway I hope everyone suffering feels better soon. sorry it’s so bad and i hope this is something that seems insignificant in the future#i need more cbd oil i think#hard weed is not legal here so it’s the best i can do. it’s so expensive though#idk why im yapping. nervous
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Hey so should I post the likely insane and most definitely incredibly illegible rambling I made today to try and understand my evil oc cult that is hellbent on imbuing the population with the accursed lifeblood of an almost blood-hungry tyrant because they think its the next logical step for humanity or nah? (I will do my best to transcribe it, because my penmanship is like… THE WORST) but yeah :) fun stuff about the genetic modifications, horrible physical transformations, some character highlights, group hierarchy, extraction and qualities of the stuff they use, etc? Planing to add to it and all but im always such a scatterbrain when it comes to ideas and concepts! (Thus why ive been REALLY trying to nail it down into something more fleshy and concrete!)
I’ll like actually do it this time if yes i swear i just forget (or sometimes the result is more daunting than anticipated), but like I actually have em sitting in a folder on my phone i just gotta pretty them up by making them… idk actually readable? No right answer, just seeing if people wanna see (i am SO BAD at sharing it makes me NERVOUS AF)
#yapping#question???#artists on tumblr#digital aritst#oc artist#i have been working yall!#just behind the scenes#I’m just conflicted because while yes!#I want people to know and dare i say care about what I love#what I’ve been building over the course of like#a decade now???#I am terrified of people too#like yknow the court of public opinion?#im an anxious wreck lol#and protective of my interests#since ive been toyed taunted and teased because of em#and i hate that ofc#idk im an overthinker sometimes#sorry :(#im trying to get better about it though!#kinda why i started this page!#since idk maybe i was nervous of people seeing this stuff that like#actually know me irl and like where i live?#idk sorry for rambling im weird :|
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sorry to the mutuals who I bother in their ask boxes. it'll happen again. I'm a serial yapper.
AND CAFFEINE ONLY AMPLIFIES IT!!! THATS WHY IM YAPPIN TODAY!!! IT WAS THE ENERGY DRINK GODDAMN IT
#I NEED TO SHARE MY IDEAS AND YAP ABT THEM. NO MATTER HOW HORNY.#but dms make me nervous??? asks and public servers? not so much.#idk why either.#FUN FACT!!! ASHE LORE!!! ASHE LORE ALERT!!!#i actually have this same problem irl. i cant talk one-on-one with people but im really good in groups#i was good at public speaking in highschool.#weird huh?#anyway#tulip stfu
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hmmmmm
#my.txt#kinda funny like rn im looking at the guy's tinder profile right now#and im like i must have thought he was really cute#because ive swiped left for a lot of these things#like interest: running - NO SHADE im just scared of active people cause i am not active for fun whatsoever#also he works out actively same as above#i litcherally swipe left if people have more than 1 gym pic because im like ahh we aint compatible - i need someone to rot in bed ...#.... with me in the mornings#good god i just realized he wrote looking for a running partner??? why did he match with me ?????? im scared???#HOWEVER#I do think i saw ''looking for a certified yapper'' and fell for this line LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#because in my bio there's a prompt like: ''my weakness is...i yap too much :')''#i have swiped right by accident too and get too nervous to unmatch cause that feels so mean :(((#idk if that was the case or if it was the yapper line that got me#N if you are reading this please lmk if i'm overreacting did not want to flood ur DMs <3
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idk if you guys are accepting rqs but ive been following since yall started so might as well shoot my shot 😹🤫
i am in desperate need of sugishita (windbre) x reader so may i request general dating hcs for a sugi x gn!reader who comes off as standoffish/cold but is really chatty when getting to know them??
THE PERSONALITY IS SELF INDULGENT BUT LIFES TOO SHORT and i wanna keep it vague sorry im rambling im nervous but thank you if you do!!! 💖💖
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ❝ 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐃 ! ❞
⋆.˚ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆. s.kyotaro x reader .
⋆.˚ 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘. general dating headcanon with our underrated favorite character, sugishita kyotaro <3 boy deserves much more love guys .
⋆.˚ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓. ~0.99k . IT'S A LOT .
⋆.˚ 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓. fluff. lots of fluff I think. gn!reader. It's my first time writing headcanons and gender neutral reader ( gender doesn't get mentioned though ). but I tried my best, anon. expect to be a little disappointed. still hoping you'll enjoy this though !! spoiler - free. <3
୨୧ How did you two meet? Well, good question.
୨୧ But I imagine you both definitely met through Umemiya. Like there aren't any reasons why you two should talk to each other. You're a student from another high school of course, not in Furin like Sugishita and Umemiya is. How you met umemiya is a different story.
୨୧ Umemiya needs to do a lot so the two of you can get more comfortable with each other as if he was the bridge between two quiet cities, he does it unconsciously although. If he wasn't there, you'd probably stare at each other before returning to your own matters. You seemed like a cold person in Sugishita's eyes and Sugishita seemed like he would easily burst when not around Umemiya.
୨୧ At first you thought he was rather hostile towards you, not really fond with the idea of someone other next to Umemiya, someone who's not even from Furin. And whenever he parted his lips to tell to you something, you thought he would threaten you in some way so you'd leave his precious Umemiya alone. He of course noticed your wariness, deciding to leave you alone so you wouldn't feel more uncomfortable next to him.
୨୧ Seems like you misunderstood his actions though, since the reason behind his actions was once again Umemiya. Only because Umemiya mentioned it would be nice if you two understood each other. Yeah now you felt bad.
୨୧ After learning this fact, you decided you should take the first step and apologizing for the misunderstanding. Sugishita accepted and took the opportunity to get to know you better.
୨୧ To be honest, the first few interactions were quite awkward as you both watered Umemiya's plants, not knowing how to start a conversation or have a small talk. And damn, small talks are weird—weird awkward. But after some time, you got more and more comfortable, starting to converse with him about random things and enjoying to yap about the last few days.
୨୧ Sugishita remains quiet while listening to your rambles and even caring enough to reply your questions or suggestions. Ah, the cold persona faded and it turns out you were a real chatty person who could smile a lot around people you feel comfortable with. Even if he doesn't admit it, he feels a bit honored to be a person you can get comfortable with.
୨୧ Yeah one day you started dating which surprised the most. You don't seem to fit each other and your personalities didn't match. Oh how wrong they were...
୨୧ I would imagine that he takes the chance to pick you up from school from time to time while patrolling the town, also walking behind of the rest of the group so you both are alone and have your own peace, not noticing how the others always glance back to you with a curious gleam in their eyes.
୨୧ Well, you either hang out on the rooftop of Furin, at yours or walk through the town. I promise you, even if you both walk pass a street hundreds of times, you both just don't care, still enjoying every bit and savoring every second.
୨୧ Surprisingly, he also spends less time with Umemiya than before, rather using his free time to spend it with you and to listen to your daily rambles. Wow Umemiya did the work of an Angel and he is proud that the relationship works out for both of you, god he's so happy for you two.
୨୧ Except him to beat the shit out of anyone who has ill intentions towards you, who glares at you, who speaks shit about you— the list goes on and on. Don't be surprised if he goes away for a sec, just to return with some bruises ( if that person managed to land a hit on him, that is ).
୨୧ Loves, loves, loves, LOVES when you patch him up after a fight and when you fuss about him. It just shows how much you care about him. And he is silently savoring every second of it, also using this to get your affections and comfort. He is not a baby. But he secretly is ( only a bit though ). If you tell someone about this side of his other than Umemiya, expect him to be not fond of getting patched up by you anymore ( he still loves it ). He's just a bit sad that you "betrayed" him. It was supposed to his peace between you two. So please don't tell anyone. Please.
୨୧ Imagine you get hurt infront of him. Yeah now the hell breaks out and his inner demon is showing. The dude who hurt you probably sleeps in the hospital for some weeks.
୨୧ He would inwardly blame himself for getting you into his shit while staying by your side the whole time. If the accident was really bad that you're also in the hospital, he would ask Umemiya to skip school so he can stay beside you and Umemiya, knowing the kind of guy he is, allowed him to. At this point, he would quietly follow you everywhere around, making other patients wonder. If you need to pee, he would stand infront of the door of course.
୨୧ Sugishita even spends two third of his time with you, not making the same mistake again and protects you from any danger. You know how proud he would if you can fight? You're so badass, is his only thought. Well there are a lot of other praises in his mind.
୨୧ Girl, if you ever worry that he doesn't love you, because he doesn't show much affection, worry not. If there are times he puts you over Umemiya, be assured. And if he puts you over Umemiya all the time, you shouldn't even dare to worry. He even cares to listen to your stories and remembers what your favorite things are.
୨୧ On your birthday, there will be a basket of your favorite things in his hand. Cause he LOVES you.
© 2024 kumasakka — do not plagiarize , copy , modify , translate our work !
a/n's note — I HOPE HE ISN'T TOO OOC. by the way don't worry about rambling in your request <3 I'd love to listen.
#❨🎐❩ 𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐀 :: shitpost.#wind breaker#wb#wind breaker x reader#wb x reader#anime#manga#sugishita kyotaro#kyotaro sugishita#sugishita x reader#x reader
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Any reason why you ship Gangle x Zooble?
( i also ship them ) 🥺❤
TYSM FOR ASKING AHEM
1- They would just work together (I love the ship dynamic so much!!!)
2- They would comfort each other like when zooble hates themselves she would say cute stuff and tell them how amazing they are
3- Zooble would gladly kill Jax for her <3
4- they would stand up for her when she's too scared too
5- Both have fragile bodies so they could relate to eachother
6- I feel like zooble would have physical affection unless it was from her
7- They would hang out often and yap about their hatred for jax
8- yapper x listener?! <3
9- Cuties are my favorite characters <3 fav character x fav character hits different
10- They're so different from each other which is cuteee
11- I feel like Gangle would dream about them often :3
12- Its really funny imagining Gangle begging zooble to go on an adventure
13- Caine would pick up on their closeness and use it to his advantage (ex: Telling zooble if they went on the adventure they could pair with gangle)
14- Cute weeb probably obsessed with sanrio and cute things X punk baddie who never really thought about that stuff until they met her
15- Zooble would also probably think of her whenever they see any cute stuff
16- Gangle would help them find parts they like
17- zooble would help Gangle fix her mask often
18- date where they murder jax <3
19- Zooble would try their best to comfort Gangle
20- I feel like they would both have mood swings (Zooble wouldn't have them as bad as gangle tho duh)
21- Their ship name is literally abstragedy its meant to be
22- Zooble would try to protect her from jax
23- They're just drawn to each other cuz they're soulmates
24- I cant remember if this was a dream or not but gooseworx posted a photo of her liked posts and one of them was zooble and Gangle hugging?! (Don't take my word for it tho I have bad memory But im pretty sure it did happen)
25- "Gangles too shy to say anything about it.." HOW CAN YOU HEAR THAT AND NOT SEE THE LOVE IN THEIR DIFFERENTLY SIZED EYES?!
26- "What about zooble..?" Not her being the only one who cared? Not her loving them and wanting to marry them?
27- also her wanting to save them but kinger won lol imagine STOP ABSTRAGEDY COMMUNITY WOUKD BE GOING CRAZY IF GANGLE WON ROCK PAPER SCISSORS SOMEHOW AND SAVED THEM
28- The christmas promo where zooble gave her a new mask?!
29- Gangle probably is obsessed a little
30- Zooble makes her feel like shes cared about and that she matters <3
31- I want coleslaw
32- Zooble has a lot of knowledge about animes Gangle likes because she's a yapper like that probably
33- Uh not zooble putting their hands near their heart and looking more relaxed when they talk about her? The love is showing they can't even hide it
34- Gangles probably a scaredy cat so she would run to zooble when something scares her
35- Zooble would actually take time to get to know her which makes her feel loved
36- Zooble would be so confused and like idk about their own emotions because they've never felt this way for anyone else
37- Gangle would be very concerned about how they feel about stuff which no one has really cared about that before
38- They would hide their relationship from Jax to avoid getting teased and stuff
39- Gangle would be such an idiot around them when she first realized she liked them cuz she was nervous
40- zooble thought it was cute and silly when she did
41- Its true love you can't deny we all saw the look in their eyes when talking about Gangle and also the way they glanced at her while saying they aren't straight?! Why would they look at her while talking about their gayness IF THEY DIDNT LIKE HER?! @starspangledbatter Im pretty sure is the one who pointed that out <3
42- We might get more abstragedy crumbs as the show progresses hopefully
43- They've been in the same shot like 3 whole times :0
44- Ignore the fact they called her an idiot that's irrelevant
45- Wait imagine them calling her an idiot in an endearing way :0
46- I'm literally listening to an abstragedy playlist rn its just in my blood to love abstragedy (I do have to admit, in the first month I didn't ship abstragedy... I shipped ribbun..... BUT WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT ANYMORE!!! IT WAS A PHASE!!)
47- I headcanon gangle going to zoobles room in the middle of the night when she can't sleep <3
48- Gangle would be a listener when she needs to be
49- Zooble would help her get out of bad situations
50- She would hug them like a snake
51- They would constantly glance at eachother then look away really fast before they started dating probably
Anywayssss this took way too long- But heres 50 abstragedy stuff!!!!
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc gangle#abstragedy#gangle x zooble#zooble x gangle#tadc zooble#gangle#zooble#tadc ships#this took way too long#yes I used to ship ribbun ive grown and evolved into abstragedy
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update update i got an A and was told that my 'research was the standard' like thank you i do not think about anything normally ever<3
pls in my theatre class we have to compare a modern character in tv/film to a greek tragedy and then explain how they fit into the greek tragedy narrative…and ofc i thought of yellowjackets the problem is IDK WHICH CHARACTER TO PICK LMAO
#proud of myself for getting an 100 even tho i wanted to die a thousand times in my head#idk why i was so anxious i literally come on the internet every day and force people to look at what i'm into#but tbf i do get nervous about that. my theatre teacher is really critical so idk. it kinda made my day a bit#lowkey had so much fun researching the concept of tragedy and fatal flaws in ancient greece#and connecting it to character i am sooo normal about. like two big interests of mine. yay#sorry for yapping im happy i've been doing p well on grades recently#which is a big thing for me. so yea#my text
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Hey can u please do girl dad Matt fics and he has twin girls who are like 14 or 15 and when one gets a bf he realises that he’s getting old🤍
Idk if that makes any sense 😭
Time Flies By
-M.S
Synopsis; Matt and you have two beautiful girls together. He was now in his mid/early thirties, as you were, and your two girls were growing up, but Matt only realized when they both came home with new news.
Pairing; Dad!Matt Sturniolo X Mom!Fem Reader
Warnings: Cussing
You were laying down with Matt on your couch, cuddling into his side, when you heard the front door open and shut, signifying that your twin girls were home from school. Chris and Nick waddled into your vision, before your girls. The two had agreed to pick the girls up from school today, so it wasn’t anything that worried you.
“Okay, you two. Sit up.” Chris demanded, and your eyebrows furrowed as you turned to look at Matt, who seemed to have the same reaction as you had. You listened, however, becoming slightly worried. Had something happened with your girls?
You began searching the living room with your eyes, finding Nick escorting both seemingly nervous girls over. Had they gotten in trouble? Lilah, the older one was biting her lips. Something she only did when she was anxious. Olivia, however, looked calm. Confident, almost.
Lilah looked over at Olivia, who then nodded.
“I have a boyfriend.” Olivia smiles, and both your’s and Matt’s jaw dropped.
“I have a girlfriend..” Lilah mumbles. You and Matt couldn’t be more shocked.
“Yeah!” Chris giggles, jumping around as if he had just won the lottery. “Thats my girls!” He cheers. Causing both girls to smile.
“Um.. For how long?” Matt asks shyly- as if he wasn’t talking to his own children. Lilah speaks up first this time.
“A year.” She states. “For me. Not Liv.” She looks to Liv as Matt and your eyes widen.
“Today, actually. He asked me out today.” Liv hummed.
“Oh.” You hum. You were enthralled, but you were worried at the same time. You didn’t want either of your girls getting hurt, but you trusted them.
“C’mon! Show some enthusiasm!” Nick groans, gently shoving Matt’s shoulder.
“Holy fuck i’m old!” Matt laughs, breaking the tension. He stands up, to walk over to his girls, pulling them both into a reassuring hug.
“Why didn’t you tell us sooner, Lils?” He questioned, and she shrugged.
“I would’ve, but.. Since I have a girlfriend I was worried you wouldn’t accept me.” She hummed, and your heart broke. You hated that she felt like she couldn’t come to you. “But since Liv decided she wanted to tell you guys, I felt like I should, too.” Matt frowns.
“Aw, baby.” He coos. “You know i’ll love you, no matter what. I love all of you.” He smiles, ruffling Lilah’s hair.
“Yeah, yeah. We know.” She shakes her head.
Matt hums, looking back at you, who was still sitting on the couch.
“Y’know this makes us old now, right?” Matt smirks, and you fake gasp.
“I’ll never be old. How dare you, Matthew.” You place your hand on your heart while scoffing. You made your way to Matt, gently shoving him out of the way, hugging both girls, as he did earlier.
You wouldn’t lie, this did make you come to the realization of how old you two were getting, but it wasn’t anything you couldn’t handle. You were together, and you had both of your beautiful girls. You had an amazing family. Thats all you need.
『 ↳✧・゚ Finn yaps❕ ;
Im so sorry this ones so short😭 I felt like keeping it short and simple would be good for this concept, but if you want me to rewrite it and make it longer, i can! thank you for reading <3
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MONTHLY MFIP UPDATE✨✨
9/24 | Month 2 | Next Month | Month 1
Hey folks 🦐 I finally got the chance to make this month’s MFIP Update cuz god damn life was kicking my ass. College is fine for the most part tbh, just a lot of reading and writing cuz of the specific classes I chose. HOWEVER I have 💥FUCKING PMDD💥 so um skill issue on my part but it’s why I’ve been kinda exhausted as shit this week and was late with the update so my bad folks! (Also for more info on PMDD, click here! I don’t wanna spend this post yapping about it but wanted to leave a resource to spread awareness just in case :3). Also, Imma be tagging some of y'all who have been reading/supporting MFIP consistently just for this post, so yk you guys actually know these updates exist. I was gonna do that for the first ever update but as with many things, I forgor, so I'm doing it now! They’re supposed to come out on the 18th of every month, but yk sometimes life happens and I’m a lil late. It won’t be any earlier than the 18th tho so look out for these once it hits that date! Anywho, cheers to this month’s update!
Alrighty folks we be starting with the Art~!
Alrighty so obvious new thing, WE GOT RAPH’S REF SHEEEEEEEET TEEHEEEEEEE
BRO IM SO HYPE ABOUT IT! It turned out so genuinely amazing and I’m ridiculously proud of it! Especially cuz I honestly thought Raph was gonna be a harder design to figure out yk? I’m not used to drawing his body type, I wasn’t as familiar with his outfit, and even tho I’ve sketched him a few times before, I was just a bit nervous with Raph. Funfact, he’s also been the hardest to figure out how to write back when I was first starting MFIP. I genuinely don’t know why, but I got there eventually (I actually really love writing him now—) and same thing happened with his design!
Since MFIP’s taking place a few months after the Krang invasion, i’m able to take creative liberties and update the boys’ designs more! For some clarification btw, in my story’s lore, the invasion took place in September 2020, and MFIP starts on March 2021. Anywhizzle, my ideas for the boys’ designs is to combine their movie look with their show look, cuz while I do LOVE the black on them, it doesn’t feel right to me to not make them still unique in their own ways. These guys are all about authenticity, so why make their gear exactly the same, ya get me? I basically recolored his show gear to be black and red (and added a lil asymmetry on his legs) cuz I think it makes Raph feel older and more sure about himself, just feels right for him! I also just think the red fade on the black is hella cool! Fun lil color theory i think application, the black is more of a really dark, inky blue, so it makes the red pop out even more! I decided to make a bow out of his mask tails, too! I don’t wanna spoil the entire lore reasoning for it yet (it’ll pop up in the story), but I can indeed say it’s intentional that it looks a little like a lunamoth with damaged tails :3 I also took a BUNCH of creative liberties with his sais’ handles, since we haven’t really seen it much so like idk gaslight yourselves into thinking it’s always been this epic✨✨
Also I gave him his shorts back because FUCK YOU I LIKED THE RED TRIMMMM—
OH I ALMOST FORGOT yes he has longer eyelashes! I saw he grows to have really pretty eyelashes in the future cuz of his turtle species, and I wanted to lean into that by showing they’re starting to grow now :3
Bullshit Gag Because Yes‼️‼️
There ain’t shit to say about this, I just pulled a silly. I saw the fact Donnie was supposed to have a “Doctor Donatello” persona in the deleted episode where Dale turns into a werewolf. I’m really heavily on the train of Leo being the team medic and into medicine in general. I don’t think it makes sense for Donnie to be the medic judging by his sensory issues and this mf being as much of a germaphobe as my mom, and in my opinion it felt too stereotypical anyway to have Donnie be the medic. Ofc, to each their own, and this is just my interpretation of it, but I thought it’d be funny if Donnie still had this persona and was passionate about it, but was like horrifically bad at being a doctor. I made this dumbass sketch that I’ll finish sometime in the future (it’s gonna be a chapter in Arc 3 probably) and I just wanted to share it with yall~
THEY’RE HUMAN NOW⁉️
My ass wanted to show off cuz I’m sketching out some ideas of what my human designs for the boys culd be. I already did Leo’s like ages ago so he’s not on here but I’m realizing as I’m typing this my dumbass forgor to post it so um my bad I will do that in a few days—
But I wanted to design (or more accurately, redesign cuz I did draw em once a while back but I’m not satisfied with them) and I think I ate so far so uh yea. There isn’t any logic to sharing this, I just thought it was cool😭
And actually, imma share them here too just so y’all can see my boy ;w;
(A lil outdated cuz I didn’t give him lips at the time)
Okay there we go~
As you can see, I want all the boys to look kinda etherial and like they'd turn heads, and I think I am SUCCEEDING SO HARD SO FAR CUZ DAMNNNN THEY'RE ALL PRETTY AS SHIIIIIIIT TEEHEE✨ Also am tryna make sure they actually look Blasian since that's what the canon of my story says they are. I'll talk about them more another time when I have all of them on here~
But yea that's all for art this time folks :> ONTO THE NEXT THINGGG
Chapter Progress Time Whoop Whoooop‼️‼️
I didn’t make much progress on anything this month due to college—again, it’s fine, but there’s a shit ton of time management going on in my part to just manage everything and make sure I’m on track—BUT I am indeed still working on chapter 10. We’re up to 20 pages now which is only two more pages written from last month, but it’s kinda cool writing Donnie and I feel like I’m getting a better understanding of him! One thing I’ve been tryna do is understand autism better as a condition cuz I do wanna acknowledge and show bro’s autism instead of just ignoring it due to a lack of understanding. Donnie ain’t Donnie without it, ya know? I don’t know everything and tbh I would say I still have A LOT to learn on the subject matter, but I’m tryna expand my knowledge every opportunity I get and experimenting with how to better show it! This is to say tho, I’M NOT A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL, NOR AN EXPERT ON THE AUTISM SPECTRUM. This is what I’m finding and comprehending via my own research, and can tbh end up being wrong so please don’t quote me as a reliable source, I’m still learning ;v;
I remember one of the things I kept hearing about was autism leading people to struggle with empathy. The best way I heard it being described was someone bringing the example of when their friend was upset. That person can’t truly feel their friend’s emotions because they’re not the one experiencing it, so can’t properly understand how it’s making their friend feel. But they can see that their friend is communicating their sadness, and they still try to comfort them and make sure their friend knows they’re there for support. I understood it as bringing logic to emotions in a sense; collecting data and figuring out how to handle the situation based on the data rather than using intuition alone.
I’ve been using that to figure out how Donnie might handle more emotionally subtle situations, where he might try to rationally work through what’s happening and kinda substitute it in place of natural empathy. Like the little tidbit I gave above! Instead of just automatically being able to get vibes that the other person is upset, I felt maybe Donnie would instead notice the fact their tone is kinda different from before; it’s basically a data point. With that data point in mind, he could connect it to past experiences where a tone change could indicate a mood change, and as a result he might conclude that Salena’s tone change means she’s upset. I comprehend it as manually working through empathy rather than it being second nature, if that makes sense. Obviously and thankfully Donnie isn’t gonna spend the entire chapter playing a guessing game or anything with Salena’s emotions, it’s just one lil moment that I thought was cool challenge to myself with when writing him! I really love putting myself in the characters’ shoes when I’m writing them or their dialogue. I highly recommend it as a tool too, since it's helped me a lot with staying in character!
Last Lil Segment Y'all
Aight so, I wanted to try doing something cool if y'all are up for it. I really love rambling about my story and lore and characters blah blah blah, but I don't really know how to do so tbh. I'm not that familiar with how social medias work cuz I just never took it seriously, and I don't wanna just keep being like HEYYYYY ASK BOX IS OPENNNNN like I'm screaming from the top of the hill either. Sooooo insteaddddd
I think it'd be fun to do Q&As here! Or at least something similar. I'll open my ask box again and feel free to send any questions you want; it can be about the story, past lore, design questions, getting to know the characters, absolutely anything! Then when I'm gonna do my update for the month, I'll compile all y'all's asks, (prolly will have to tag to make sure you guys know I answered it, or if you ask anon then uh idk look out for the monthly update) and then answer them during the monthly update as the last section! I think it'll be a cool way to make this feel more interactive, and gives me an excuse to ramble. Don't be afraid to ask potentially spoilery questions either! If it's something I can't spoil yet or even give hints or vague answers about, I'll just say so in the update!
Anywhizzle, That's All Folks~!
I'm glad there was so much to talk about this month! I actually deadass thought it would be short but I should know better with my yapping' ass💀✨ But yeah, thanks for reading everyone! I hope y'all enjoy the rest of your days, and I shall see you next month~ Bye :D
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honestly ive been thinking abt making a fully nsft acc… but idk bc i can just…. post them here ??? BUT IM TOO NERVOUS GHELPME IDK WHY ig its bc this is an overall acc? so maybe that one wouldn’t…. have me yapping I DONT KNOW IDK HELP
i also kind of want to make another ANOTHER one (damn girl how many accounts can you make) BUT. this one does kind of need a space of its own bc it would be sfw , but i pppprobably? wont make it since i dont think ill use it as often (maybe)
#yun yip bark bark#IM KEEPING THIS ONE THO OFC OFC#but if i dont make the other one then….. maybe this acc will get 0.2% freakier idk#i do NOT know what im talking abt its 5am ghelp
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7, 8, 32? :3
YIPPEEEE thank u for the ask i have been BORED
7. Post a snippet from a wip.
“Says the one who continues to try and convince me that the waiter at the mutant pizza place is in love with you,” Donnie said, voice flat. He took an unconcerned sip of his coffee. “Nooo, he wants me, trust!” Leo whined. “You’re just too stupid to see the the sexual tension between us.” “There’s about to be sexual tension between your head and the fucking drywall if you don’t get off of me right now.” Leo sniffed, and pointedly sneezed in his face. Donnie judo-flipped him. “Oh nooo,” he deadpanned, not even looking down at Leo, who was splayed out on the floor. “I’m so soooorry, it was just a reflex.” “I HATE YOU,” Leo shouted up at him.
8. Post an out-of-context spoiler from a wip.
they lied. it was four days.
32. Do you take fic requests? Why or why not?
nooot normally, although mind you i havent really gotten any ever so i havent had any reason to consider it. although once i finish caged lungs i kind of slightly plan on opening up some crowdsourcing on ideas for where im gonna like,,, GO from here because i have a lot of things to address in the aftermath and only a few vague ideas on how to do it. mostly just asking what people want to see because ermmm moment of weakness (i know fandom writers do this kind of thing all the time ive just never done it before so im a little nervous lolol)
im in the final fourth of the first draft btw im ALMOST DONE, im estimating 55-65k words in total. SOON I WILL STOP YAPPING ABOUT MY PROGRESS AND ALL WILL BE WELL (editing will be much calmer for me)
otherwise idk at some point maybe i'll do a bad things happen bingo and shake it up a little for funsies, the idea is definitely not something i find bad!! and i love whump and would love to diversify my Angst Palette, write about some other characters perhaps. i have like a whole queue of ideas its hard to stick to one
#ask#rottmnt#canary continuity#disaster twins#the first snippet is from a oneshot ive had in the drafts for like a month now#itll probably be short. its just some silliness#ill come back to it when i have the free time#leo has a DEADLY DISEASE and hes being VERY ANNOYING ABOUT IT (its literally just the sniffles)
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Diary entry #3 - 22/01/25
Soo.. yk how i said i was gonna take a little break so i didnt burn myself out?? Yeah.. no (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) but forreals tho today was actually really nice and like.. i barely even needed to romanticise it so obvi im posting about it bc i cant shut up!! Also i didnt actually take notes today so im going off memory so this is probably shorter.. also i might stop w notes bc i feel like i get nervous that ill forget sumet soo.. testing my memory idk!!
Anyways! Abt today! It actually didnt start really well bc firstly its my mums bday and i literally told myself the second id wake up id tell her happy bday and i completely forgot and i feel so bad she deserves the world honestly. Promising myself to spoil her next bday when i have a job bc.. maybe i like spending money a little shhh.. Anyways i also forgot to study for my exam in the morning and even left my notes sheet at home. Not that it rlly mattered bc i had the exam first period and didnt have time to look anyways. But still jdjdjdjd.
Also i was in a rlly nasty mood today for some reason </3 Like i was super pissy and snappy and idek why. Like im not near my period or anything.. maybe bc i didnt sleep as much as i probably shouldve.
Okay anyways period one!! Which was the exam.. but actually it wasnt that bad bc R my pookie was in and shes doing it w us. My other friend forgot his earphones tho.. which tbf was probably for the better bc i literally have like a 10 second attention span. But i actually think the revising worked bc i got a lot down and i actually remembered some stuff!! I would revise it more but also ive sorta moved on from the bit i can revise for and onto the like.. critical thinking stuff kinda. Anyways I helped out R with hers a little which like.. i dont think is allowed but also were both clueless so i prolly wasnt much help anyways..
Okok then period two englishh!! My teachers daughter had an assembly at school that she performed in and miss told us abt it and it was sosoosos funny 😭😭 Firstly they sung the london bridge song like 5 times so its like.. lets calm down a little. Giggle fr though basically they were talking abt firemen using hoses using erm.. a.. peculiar action!! Possibly may have involved swinging ones arms infront of yourself… and she was telling us abt how her husband was trying really hard not to laugh and bc she had her school high vis on she had to like tell him off gigglibggg!!
Otherwise it was pretty chill honestly. Like i didnt even realise the girl i used to be scared of wasnt here until miss did the register and its like.. is this recovering?? We were also just doinf like an article thingy which wasnt great but also totally couldve been worse. We were either meant to go with like funny or serious and i just kinda went serious bc like.. idk im not putting effort into being funny let me live </3 giggke fr though its like hard to be funny when asked i think? Not sure. I did call dogs pudgy pooches tho which is a win to me.
Noooow break! Tbh it usually kinda like blends together for me bc its always just me and my friends yapping lol. One of us did get a waffle tho and he shared it w me and i kinda dreaded it for a sec. I still ate it tho which is something i guess? I just feel bad bc like its his food. But also i dont wanna refuse bc ik its sorta sending me back down that hole and uthhggh. Its just hard sometimes. Itll get better eventually.
Anyways, on a better note!! Period three which was biology! I was kinda spaced for a lot of this giggles. It was nice tho i chilled out and sorta talked w the girl next to me?? And I accidentally told her a wrong answer but she wasnt like horrible about it. So maybe ill live giggle. Also the girl i thought they might have beef w kinda seemed like.. less put together? And idk it made me feel a little bad. Like she was bad to me but also it’s probably hard for her idk.
Then period 4, which was maths as usual. Miss wasnt in AGAIN which like.. i feel abandoned </3 but forreal not much happened again. I got through like all of the sheet we were doing which i was acc a little proud of honestly. Also omg i need to say something that i feel kinda bad abt bc im scared of like spreading rumours but apparently a kid one seat over from me has nits?? Like ppl have seen them and everything. And im so fucking scared of getting them theyre actually ny worst nightmare ever they freak me out so bad. And like.. if u cant get rid of them bc ur situation or something thats one thing but like!! Please dont come into school w them?!!? Or anything infectious at that?? Pls!!
Hhhhn okok anyways. Lunch! They were doing like lower school cakes (w the like white frosting ykwim?) and mt friend gave me some and it was like really good. Also my old maths teacher is gonna help us by giving us some papers and textbooks to practice w which honestlt i need rn. Also we were joking about my friends sneaking out and helping me cheat an exam by like sending light codes giggle i love them. Also omg those annoying kids came up again and its like.. leave us alonnneee omg do u actually have no other friends to bother?? Does ur year hate u that much??? Sighh anyways yeah. Omg and when we were talking another kid (our year) whos apparently like really creepy and harrassy came over and my friend got nervous.. like i thought he was just annoying not like.. a predator 😭
But anyways. Now period five which was chemistry. Honestly it was pretty easy bc were mostly revising so i could chill for a little. The mz kid did get like sorta told off tho bc he was being insistant about calculators or something which was like.. omg ty for saying somehtingndjdjjfn. Alsosooso a girl in the class who i thought was popular but like.. i think people really dont like got caught on her phone and got a dt for it and she was like really nasty abt it to the teacher and i feel bad.. like i thought she was nice but damn girlie u dont need to be on ur phone 24/7 even im not! Idk i cant really say much i just used to get embarrassed when i got caught so.. i dunno!
Buuttt something new today! I went to this like afterschool english help thingy for poetry bc my friends go! I was gonna go last week but i couldnt get permission. I got to go today thoo! It was actually rwally chill and i sat next to one of my sorta friends i dont get to talk to much which was nice! And theres a lot of like loud kids there but theure surprisingly like. Listening?? Idk it was nice to see they actually kinda care and theyre not just loud and mean. Also we were talking abt this at break but one of them is actually really smart and i did NOT expect it bc he always used to fuck around in lessons and its like!! Respectt omg. Also hes really religious (muslim) so its like he actually seems like a really nice person. Which was a nice change!
Aaanndd now afterschool! Ive literallt just been hanging out and girlblogging and reading fics giggle. I do kinda have maths hw to do thought which is just tijtjgjjg. I dont have to do it today technically but also i probably wont wanna tomorrow so.. productiviy idk. Anyways im eating a pizza rn which is amazing and im like pure hanging out. Also i wanna like expand my wardrobe for like punk rock gf vibes tbh because im feeling that vibe so hatr rnrnrnn!! Ong also lastly my package still isnt hereee crying.. its like two days late now. Litro brokenhearted.
Okayaya forreals giggle thats it for today!! Im gonna forreal try not to write another entry tmr honestlt bc i really need to not burn mtself out today was just funn!! If u made it here, ty for reading gorgeous!!
Rue, signing out 𓂃۶ৎ
#rue’s diary#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girly thoughts#loser girl#just girly things#bambi girl#girl blogger#girly stuff#this is a girlblog
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🎁 ˶˙ᵕ˙ )ノ HELLO NICK !!!! i am here with a word dump i am so very sorry 🙂↕️ i feel like in general, my yapping is increased tenfold with you in particular because you are such an awesome and easy person to talk to / pos ?! you have a very inviting and fun air to you :’) IT MAKES ME WANT TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING . i will ban myself from mentioning your art or puppetgear in this particular ask ( because .. we really would be here for the rest of the day .. never-ending chatter about how awesome both are .. and your .. s..st…sty… ANYWAYS ) and because i wanted to talk more about you as a person !!!! these things you do for others — DRAWING THEIR SELFSHIPS, commenting on their posts, encouraging your friends — urk 🥹🥹🥹 those acts alone are already SO KIND, like… so kind that i actually left this ask as a draft because i ended up staring at my screen like this -> 🥹 again HANSJDN so i was like .. take 2 … OKAY. THOSE ALONE ARE ALREADY SO INSANELY KIND, BUT YOUR ATTENTION TO DETAIL ??? the way you listen to your friends’ selfship lore and implement the little things they had mentioned )): asking them to elaborate on certain things )): YOURE SO KIND . AGGHHHH . i really don’t even know what to say about those things because i just turn into a sappy puddle honestly — so let’s switch up and talk more about OMG I WANT TO TALK ABOUT UR AWESOME HUMOR. NICK . is humor the right word ??? the way you type online — always brings such a huge smile to my face !!! so when you speak — LITERALLY ANYTHING AT ALL, I AM LIKE ^^ !!!! AISNDKDK . IT DOESNT NECESSARILY HAVE TO BE SOMETHING FUNNY. ITS JUST. THE WAY YOU DO ANYTHING. I ADORE . I HOPE THAT MAKES SENSE ??? !!! nick = smile essentially … i love seeing ur posts on my dash sniffle T T OKAY I NEED TO STOP HERE BECAUSE THIS IS SO LONG AGHH I HOPE U HAVE AN AWESOME REST OF YOUR YEAR NICK !!!! THANJ YOU FOR EXISTING T T !!!!!
EVIE !!! WAHHHHH EVIE !!!! YOURE SO NICE ?!?!? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL OF YOUR WORDS ?!?!?! 😭😭😭😭😭😭
ME ?!?! KIND AND AWESOME ?!?!? PLSSS 😭😭😭😭
EVIE YOURE THE COOLEST PERSON I KNOW I SHOULD BE SAYING ALL OF THIS TO YOU !!!!! im legit so so lucky to be able to meet you and become mutuals with you-- LEGIT IDK WHY I WAS SO NERVOUS BEFORE YOURE AN ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART 😭😭😭
ALSO IM HAPPY YOU LIKE MY LITTLE TYPING QUIRK CAUSE I WAS SO WORRIED I MIGHT BE TOO DRAMATIC AT TIME 😭😭😭
wahhh evie you have no idea how much this means !!!! im not the best with words but sob sob sob IM JUST SO GLAD TO BE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDSS :[[[[[[[[
#ask#ILY EVIE //P#BTW EVEN TILL THIS DAY I KEEP MISTYPING UR NAME TO EEVEE CAUSE UR JUST AN EEVEE ON UR PHONE/COMP/MAC TO ME JDFBSDHFBDB#also cause eevee is one of my fav pkm and ur one of my fav !!!!#WAHHHH MERRY CHRISTMAST TO YOU!!!!!!#✧ ; es-steamed guests
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- Social Media (in my TWST AU) -
this is rly short cz im procrastinating finishing my oc profiles rn... oops edit after i finished: wow i lied MY BAD i did not anticipate this... ahahahaha...
any notes (do i call it that?) would mean the world even a like will make me very happy (pls im desperate.... i did not do all this yapping for nothing... /lh /nsrs) ok first section :sparkles: Magicam :sparkles:
in my au i sorta think of magicam like insta (obviously) except there's like two main sections obviously there's the insta bit which is just . insta . yk photo based and shit
then there's also a section that's essentially just twitter like as in text based posts and twitter type shenanigans and stuff
(think of it like threads but if people actually used threads as much as they used instagram and it was like integrated into the instagram experience and culture and stuff)
therefore insta-type posts and twitter-type posts can exist simultaneously and everyone wins (that's why everyone only talks abt magicam cuz its got EVERYTHING in one) wow!!!!!!!!! ok next section... a twst equivalent of discord... it doesn't have a name idk whether to keep it as discord or not... imagine i call it magicord... /hj ok so i just came up with this idea as im writing this so we're winging it
but essentially its like a main chat system integrated into most games where essentially you login to all games through this account and your username stays the same
it also integrates into in game chat systems and shit
but it also works like discord as its own platform and you can make servers and group chats and shit too
if you add someone in a game it goes straight to their account so like you don't have separate accounts its just all one :3
that's why gloomurai and muscle_red are always the same yk like ur friends list instantly transfers no matter what game u play handy right :333 last section!!!! [ how this is relevant in my au !! ]
im so so so very sorry theres no context for any of the oc stuff i swear ill get the profiles done soon...
ok this is purely for me to yap about my ocs and canon rn so uh yea
idia (gloomurai) lilia (muscle_red) yuuto (infinitelygrey)* & mace (chainflailed) have a group chat and a server and are usually active in them almost every day. they often play games together , idia and mace carry, lilia has fun (though does his part - competitive ass), and yuuto... yuutos trying his best... he'll bite u if u tell him he's doing worse than the rest of them though
yuuto & kiyuu share a magicam page with ramshackle dorm branding n shit (@/snowyruins)**, and they both have a sign off (yuutos is yu & kiyuu's is ki) kiyuu does most of the posts, whether its of himself, or ramshackle's 'cleaning progress' or him exploring outside of their dorm yuuto pitches in once in a blue moon to post dumb memes and/or reply in the middle of kiyuu's conversations to make fun of people ;p or alternatively just a really shitty doodle of someone to embarrass them aros has a magicam account that's decently famous because of his family, though he rarely uses it except to promote his families business yuuto posts his art under a magicam acc also called @/infinitelygrey (he has to resist the urge to draw his friends schoolmates since its anon) *this is a reference... if u get it ill marry you (/j ill just be very happy) **this one i can actually explain right since since yu + ki = yuki and yuki = snow and ramshackle means like 'state of disrepair' so its basically like ruins right right right right??! ok thats all i can think of rn.... i did way too much yapping holy shit i can feel my braincells melting... stay tuned for another one of these regarding a different topic sometime soon??? i have too much brainrot >;3 im actually kinda rly nervous to post this idk why but yolo ig...
#if you get the infinitelygrey reference ill love you forever im so proud of it#AND IT SUITS HIM LIKE#idia thinks its really emo tho#aue's asteryn#asteryn yuuto#asteryn mace#twst oc#ocs#writing#rambles#au#my au#twst#twisted wonderland
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I love your genshin posts, I don’t go there but I am really entertained by your gush posts !!! - minnow ( I’m gonna tag like this instead of @minnowsimulator everytime from now on )
AWWWW SHUCKSSS THANK YOU 🥺🥺🥺 im just very nervous about yapping lately idk why... i should be UNASHAMED!!! but yes yes thank you. i really do appreciate reminders like this so 💚💚🥺 im happy to know that 💚
#don't worry. youll be educated abt this game through my yappings /lh UWHAHA#~ mailbox#minnow tag#<- there you go! :3
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Hellooo (#^.^#)
Can I ask:
🕊️: Give just a general domestic tidbit for em (things they like about each other, routines, habits, and just overall sweet stuff)
🦀: How did they handle realizing they were in love? Embarrassed? Nervous? Mad?
😑: How easily do they get jealous and how do they handle it?
YIPPEE YAHOOO another yapping ticket!!
🕊️ first!
for living quarters i like to stick w my main fic idea; which is that there are some dorm rooms in the main Alchemax campus, but Liv also gets to have a whole ass penthouse at Fisk tower. Lucy would be the main/only reason she goes back to actually stay there
i think their decor style would be like the Josh and Matt guys on tt and insta (idk if they have other platforms i just like their taste) plus they remind me of this lesbian couple my dad is friends with who just have the coolest house ever
🦀 next! im gonna base this one on my s/i being Sky-Spider rather than the usual X3
they're both scared, embarrassed as hell. Liv is more frustrated with herself than anything, that hero is a pest! but the more she thinks about her, the more she realizes the little things. Like how she always tried not to ruin the labs, or how she went through extra work to not cause any terrible harm
Sky-Spider on the other hand thinks there's something wrong with her for feeling like this. she knew she was always being a little to nice to good ol doc ock, but she always tried to push back that voice of reason.
why was she doing it?
she liked the doctor from the start
LAST BUT NOT LEAST! 😑
im so bad with jealousy, like, my blocklist is way too long kinda bad
so for Lucy first! the one thing that helps her most is just getting to spend time with Liv, they don't have to be hugging or cuddling, she just wants to be there. she wouldn't get jealous over things she understands, like work, but other things might accidentally get her worried
for Olivia, it'd take a little bit more for her to actually get jealous, as she's definitely more reserved overall. but once her shell cracks she'd be more frustrated when feeling that way
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