kumasakka

[kumasakka]

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ❝ 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐄𝐋 ! ❞

　at the end he has to realise — he needs you as much as you need him !

featuring. nijiku zanka !

content. 1.1k wc , angst , hurt with comfort , zanka being mean , little to no romance somehow because I failed , he might be out of character , badly written angst , crappy writing , this was a request.

author’s note. guys when I say I can’t write angst for shit, you have to believe me. I cannot write angst to save my life because I just can’t — anon, you probably expected something else than this but this is all I could’ve cooked up so I’m super sorry for the disappointment </3

　"—PLEASE consider the idea! This could put the others less in harm!"

Voice wavering already and on the brink of cracking, you exclaimed hastily as you tried to reach out for his hand — to put a stop to his walking, to hinder him from getting further into the mess.

Yet your words were unheard, the moment he swatted your hand away roughly. Finally daring to gaze at you after a while, eyes narrowing sharply and brows furrowed in anger.

"[name]! We can't let them run away this easily! This raider may come again and hurt many more people— Heck, we might come too late next time and it results into many deaths!" he replied.

There was no way you will let him go, not when—

"But the others are already tired and hurt—!" you choked out in concern, tears welling up in your eyes at his stubbornness.

"Just because yer tired? Train harder. No one needs ya guys when yer whining about being tired— Heck, yer a burden."

Until it hit you. Your hand, which was raised in the air to grasp his wrist, falls to your side. Burning sensation slowly calming down. Furrowed brows relaxing.

Desperately.

Hopeless even.

Once frantic expression growing blank.

It's slow, deliberate and most definitely painful — and this hit him now. As he realised, that he fucked up. In some way or the other.

That was the only thing he was able to read from your face.

"...You can be so fucking cruel." you spat and turned your heel, back now facing him, "one is fatally wounded. I'm not stopping you anymore, Leader."

"Wait..." his eyes softened slightly, realisation now kicking in as he trailed off.

Right. He was the leader of the current mission. His task to make sure everyone was safe — to get the job done.

Although he failed both of them.

He could only watch, your figure growing smaller and smaller. Until you disappeared from his sight.

The mission was a total fail and when your group came back, everyone in the headquarters noticed how tired you all were. No one dared to raise their voice, leaving every single one of you alone until you recovered.

But you never did.

Just like he didn't.

As if you two didn't dare to recover from the mission.

Not after your argument. No, never.

Days have passed, it turned into weeks and almost one month — no words exchanged between the two of you, just lingering stares.

There is nothing you have to share with him.

Yet he has so much to tell you.

Zanka Nijiku fucked up. And he is aware of the fact. At one point someone could tell, he was slowly dying inside. The guilt was eating him up and killed him, lastly leading to his death through blood loss.

Of course. He keeps his lips sealed tight and shut, unsure of how to fix the things properly. So he just waits. And waits.

For time to do its magic, for time to heal this. But somehow, nothing happens. There are no signs of your relationship healing with complete silence and time.

And he knows. He feels it. How you are slowly but surely pulling away from him. It won't be long anymore until you brushed past all of this, did not care for him anymore.

Until you marked him as dead for you.

Yet the noose is leisurely tying around his neck, choking him to death. The string he's standing on is unsafe, unsteady and definitely will break any time, letting him fall deep into the abyss.

Today is no more. It's suffocating him a little too much. So he's finally speaking up, finally parting his lips to call out for you.

"Uh... [name]." it's awkward and quiet, his calling out after you barely audible.

Luckily though, it did reach you. Making you turn around to face him. Your lips forming a straight line before reluctantly sighing out, there was no escape of this conversation.

"Zanka." you eventually breathed out, "what's wrong?"

Everything is wrong, he wants to tell you. Yet his lips are glued together again, his mind puzzling another answer — forming coherent sentences to explain his feelings.

"I-I'm..." he paused, a knot forming in his throat instead, "I'm sorry."

"...For what?" you asked sharply, eyes not daring to reach his.

"About everything that happened on the mission." he also avoided looking at you, hand running over his hair, "I am glad ya were on my side. I'm glad everyone is safe."

Your eyes softened, couldn't help but starting to burn ever so slightly. Lips quivering at his words.

"Without ya... Our team would've come back with one death." he whispered under his breath quietly, "no one is a burden. Everyone carried out their task but me. I was the only one, who failed."

"That's right." you didn't hesitate to agree, finally lifting your head.

Your gazes clashed — surprise meeting determination. He could see it so vividly. How your eyebrows furrowed in anger yet relief. How glassy your eyes were. How your lip was trembling.

One tear gliding down your cheek — it was enough to kill him.

Zanka does remember his words as if it was yesterday. Despite knowing you, your past, your insecurities. He hit your weak spot. And he knows. Because you entrusted him the reason why you joined the cleaners.

To help people, to not be a burden anymore.

"I hate myself." he groaned and covered his face from you, feeling a little too weak under your heated and pointed glare.

"But... you were right too." a frown replaced your face, "we let the raider come out unscathed. He will come back again, hurt more people and eventually kill someone. We shouldn't have... Because we were so close."

"No, I was wrong." he denied, "the safety of the others should've been the priority. Because at the end, it's our fear that the raider will come back. We can still stop that to happen now..."

Silence settled between you, heart nervously racing quicker than ever.

"I should've... put yer safety over that raider." he whispered. "And I fucked up so bad. I'm sorry."

"You aren't forgiven." you tutted before adding, "yet." 

"How can I make ya forgive me..?"

"Better yourself. Next time, you have to show me your leadership." you decided and turned your back to him.

This time — it doesn't feel bad at all. This time, you weren't facing him because you felt hurt. But because you were waiting. For him to catch up.

"Imma become the best leader ya have ever seen."

Because if he doesn't catch up — then you also won't.

© 2025 kumasakka — do not plagiarize , copy , modify , translate our work !

[kumasakka]

Why Hello to Your beautiful fanfics 😏😏😏

I heard ur taking requests so I wanted to ask if you could make one with Zanka x reader?

Here's my idea - Zanka and the reader have been getting along great, but one day, he says something in the heat of the moment that really stings the reader. It wasn’t intentional, but it cuts deep. The reader starts pulling away, feeling hurt, and now he's left feeling guilty and unsure of how to fix things. The reader needs time to process, but when they finally come together to talk it out, it’s a slow but healing moment where they both realize how much they mean to each other.

My brain worked up so hard to get an idea since I suck at ideas 😭

ALSO UR FICS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!! <333

thank you anon but I gotta apologise immediately because I totally failed the request since I cannot write angst to save my own life. this is so badly written and totally not what you’re expecting i’m so sorry for disappointing you 🙇‍♀️

here is the fic, please don’t be TOO mad at me ☹️🙏

[kumasakka]

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ❝ 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 ! ❞

　coming home late as usual because of his tiring missions. but instead of getting greeted warmly, the house feels strangely cold !

featuring. nagumo yoichi !

content. 0.7k wc , angsty dangsty , a teeny tiny bit comfort , minor injuries , nagumo probably being out of character , crappy writing , safe for minors , spoiler free , this was a request.

author’s note. I honestly suck at writing angst because I hate it so much, this explains why this is a “yes queen, give us nothing” post and also! the request said they wanted to see nagumo lose his cool for a bit but I cannot imagine him losing his calm and collected mind entirely, only being strangely quiet. that’s all….

　"PUH, today was so tiring! I can't wait to get home and see my pretty wifey!"

Nagumo stretched his arms in the car as they arrived at the destination — since Shishiba felt generous enough to drive Nagumo home. But the generosity didn't hold for long until Shishiba urged him to go.

"Get out now." he grumbled under his breath, eyes wandering to the passenger seat.

"Yes. Get out." Osaragi added from behind, arms folded tightly to refrain herself from attacking the black-haired guy.

The black-haired guy who was eerily silent. Something very unusual for a cheery and happy-go-around someone. "What's wrong?" Shishiba questioned and followed the direction Nagumo was looking at.

"I just had an odd feeling." Nagumo turned back to the driver, suddenly plastering the everlasting smile on his lips again. "Thanks again!"

And with that, he stepped out of the car, making his way to the entrance of his own home. His hand slowly wrapped itself around the handle and then noticed — it was open.

"I'm home, [name]!" he called out, voice unwavering and strong.

Like the usual you would hear from him. Finally daring to enter the cold house, his smile didn't last very long as his gaze flickered around the messy entrance.

Oh he doesn't have to think long to figure out what happened, it was clear as day. One person broke in. Not one, multiple people even. He studied the dirty floor for a second and decided — the count reached to four people.

But that was his second priority, hand extending behind him to slam the door shut before slowly walking into the chaotic hallway, steps steady and loudly echoing within the walls.

Calm. And collected. Like always. What you usually expect from Nagumo.

Until he reached the very door that lead to your shared bedroom. Onyx eyes lingering on the handle for far too long.

As if he was afraid — afraid to see what happens next. Afraid what will happen after the mess. Afraid what he will do later on.

Afraid to lose you.

How ironic. As an assassin especially for this fear to happen. As if he did not take countless lives — people who had their family, friends and loved ones. As if they don't miss the person Nagumo has taken from them.

Now? He wonders. How fucking hypocritical for him, an assassin, to show signs of vulnerability after seeing his loved one is hurt.

He dares to push the door open, own heart pounding hardly against his chest. It feels so suffocating. So hard to breathe. He cannot hold himself back anymore.

Black eyes landing on your figure, lips sealed shut. He rushes towards you, quick and briefly, takes your hand into his and searches quietly for wounds. But he knows you're hurt, the blood on the floor tells him that much.

"Yoichi...." he hears you whisper, voice barely reaching his ears.

"[name]." he replied after a second, "w-where are you hurt?"

For the first time in over a decade, he found himself trembling, stuttering, afraid.

"It's... cold." you made out, eyes slowly blinking — hesitating to close your eyes.

What if he disappears?

"Don't worry. I'm holding you... close." he didn't waste time to grab the blanket on the bed, wrapping your upper body with the material.

To keep you warm.

To keep you alive.

Somehow. Desperate.

"Does... it hurt? Where does it hurt?" he swallowed hardly, eyes flickering around.

"No..." what a lie. "It doesn't hurt... Hold me close."

You find yourself, using your last strength to lean against him.

"Where does it hurt?" he questioned again.

"...Just my thigh."

As soon as he saw the wound, he feels his shoulders slumping down, body relaxing a bit.

It's nothing fatal. Nothing dangerous enough to end your life.

He lets out a shaky sigh and wraps his arms around you before lifting you up in his arms. It's not safe here anymore. He will get you into the hospital first and make sure you're okay again.

Nagumo doesn't play if you're involved into this.

And definitely no one leaves unscathed after hurting you.

That's right. He will find them. Cut their legs off. And end them.

So they can repent.

© 2025 kumasakka — do not plagiarize , copy , modify , translate our work !

[kumasakka]

hello! can i request something where nagumo gets home to gn reader injured? maybe the house was attacked while nagumo was away and he opens the door to silence and a blood trail leading to reader. hes always so calm and collected so i just want to see him lose his cool for a bit <3

HI HI!!!! here is your request, I really hope you enjoy anon hehe, even though i’m not the best in writing angst and all — cuz I honestly suck in writing angst. (I hate angst LALALjcjdhc)

[kumasakka]

nano….ka…..

nanoka…..

na….no….ka….

na….no….

nano………….

nanoka……..

smiles.

SOMEONE HELP ME ASAP, ATP I’M FEARING FOR MY LIFE GUYS PLEASE

[kumasakka]

UR BLIGS SO COOWPDLXLWLDLDKW CUTE🥹🥹

WAHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH, THIS TOOK A WHILE probably a few hours SO HEARING THIS MAKES ME SOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY AHHH 🤭🤭🤭🫶🫶 BUT I ALSO THINK YOUR THEME IS PRETTY SWEET, IT’S SO NATURE-CORE AND I LAUVAAAAA THIS SM EHE 🤭

[kumasakka]

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ❝ 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ! ❞

　short, sweet headcanons about your relationship with zodyl typhon !

featuring. zodyl typhon !

content. 0.74k wc , fluff fluff fluff , slight crack , headcanons , zodyl might be (very) ooc , crappy writing , minor spoilers , safe for minors , this was a request.

author’s note. i’m so sorry for the long wait love :( but by the way, I’ve already had a request wherein he asked reader out, which is named promise right here !!! I still hope you enjoy them ha ha…..

you are the man in the relationship.

genuinely? okay never mind — but like how I would describe the relationship: you are the one wearing the pants, you are the alpha while he is your omega.

yeah definitely, he might be stronger than you (a hundred times stronger than you, physically and ability-wise) yet somehow you are the one who has the say in all this.

oh he's doing something you dislike? this is getting changed right away, ma'am. he's walking around your house while wearing street shoes? he might throw the shoes away and wipes the floor. he is eating something weird again? he will make himself a decent meal.

sometimes you don't even have to say it, because he will notice your dissatisfaction himself and takes matters in his own hands.

and also not to forget, we all know the fights like "i love you" and "i love you more". just imagine this between you and as soon as he says "i love you more", you reply with "no, you don't" and he just... accepts it. but secretly, he does love you more. he just doesn't want you to be upset.

people might say it's toxic or "why do you get to decide over everything?" and honestly? you don't know yourself. sometimes you have to force him to squeeze in his opinion about things since he naturally lets you decide. he simply wants everything what you want.

okay it's not always like this — it depends if your safety is in danger. something like, going out on a mission with jabber or visiting some of the no man's zones. heck no, you two wouldn't even argue for long because man... if he is sure about one thing, you cannot change his mind. not when you're standing in front of danger.

but also, he is busy as hell. please forgive him for this and everything but being the leader of the raiders can be very tiring and busy, so don't be too frustrated. there are weeks or even months where isn't there, no contact between the two of you.

yet he tries. he tries to uphold contact by sending you simple letters, a few words written on them to let you know he's doing fine.

although at the very start, he didn't really bother about sending you any messages. and it made you worry so bad. the worse reached its peak when he was away for two months because of one stupid mission and you were mad at him, almost on the verge of tears. since he dared to disappear for two months without telling you where and why.

that was probably one of his worst moments every in life. scratch that, the entire week was filled with sorrow and gloom because you were angry at him (he even received the silent treatment).

but he tries to better himself again, apologised for his mistakes and promised you to do better. after he got some advice from his people, that is. and then you suggested that he would send some letters, which was actually a joke. nonetheless, he still took the idea. it came from you and probably made you happy. so it doesn't hurt, right?

that's why you aren't that mad whenever you receive letters with a few words written on that. that he was alright was all you needed to hear. and whatever you write makes up for two people literally, your letter can go a lot longer than his — sometimes even five pages. sometimes.... but worry not, zodyl reads every word of it.

oh but when he is home and you wanna spend some time together? he isn't really the biggest fan of going out to do something or also isn't really fond of staying in the base of raiders, so it always ends up in your house. he just loves your house because it feels like his home too!

you would do various things like cooking (most of the time), baking many many many sweets, watch some movies or he listens to your yapping while laying in bed.

zodyl loves when you ruffle his hair or pat his head. moments where is allowed to breathe, to feel — your body close to his, skin touching all the time, breath against his neck. he loves it all. sometimes he wished he could glue himself to you (which he does anyway without saying).

all in all? he isn't the best boyfriend but he tries, always tries for you!

© 2025 kumasakka — do not plagiarize , copy , modify , translate our work !

[kumasakka]

Hiii, I loved your zodyl story where he asks you out and I wanted to ask if you could write dating hcs for zodyl, please and thank you ❤️

hai !!! your request is right here love ehe, super sorry for the long wait — yet i still hope you will enjoy! by the way, I already had a request where he asks out reader, so I also linked it in the request ><

[kumasakka]

ENJIN would most definitely tattoo your name on his arm — on a random monday morning, he will burst into your room while you’re still mid sleeping and shake you awake (you are annoyed as hell).

“love, dear, darling, gummy bear! look at my new tattoo!” he exclaimed excited as ever and shoved his big ass arm into of your face.

“what… let me sleep.” you grumbled under your breath, finally taking a look at his arm before you started to…

screech loudly.

© 2025 kumasakka — do not plagiarize , copy , modify , translate our work !

a/n’s note — yes i’m working on the requests now…. please be patient with me and have mercy….

[kumasakka]

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ❝ 𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐒𝐍𝐀𝐂𝐊 ! ❞

　wherein a phone call at almost midnight turns into a hang out — in, he is visiting you for the first time !

featuring. apart !

content. 0.9k wc , part two of special bond , fluff fluff fluff , a hint of crack , sunshine ! reader , apart being a tinge bit of awkward , he might be ooc , crappy writing , have mercy ahh , this was a request.

author’s note. y’all I noticed how we barely have any apart content here…. he’s such a fine and cute shyt, i’m crying cuz he won’t appear anymore </3

　"NO wait! You can't do that! Stop right now!"

You cried out into your speaker and sat up from your bed, phone pressed against your ear as you listened to how Apart was giving suggestions — his way of befriending someone.

It sounds... totally wrong, to say at least. Almost like a threat.

"Uh I think I still haven't got the hang of it yet." he commented before adding, "let's be friends."

A shudder ran down your spine as you breathed out at another suggestion, which wasn't bad compared to his other ideas, yet it also wasn't good. You sweat dropped and leaned against the wall.

"This sounds too forced. And also, you don't ask someone to be your friend..." you trailed off, "not in this way."

"But this worked with you."

"Yeah, it did. But others might think it's too direct after exchanging a few words."

"Did you think... I was being too direct with you?"

"Nah, you're all good. I love it when people are direct instead of fumbling with their words actually." you heaved out a sigh, "I could complain about them all the time."

"...I would listen."

"Really?" you beamed in delight, lips curling into the brightest grin. "You know what? You're already doing a good job."

"Are you sure? I thought I'm not learning fast enough."

"I'm sure, especially when you're putting in a lot of effort." you let out a chuckle, "it's not about learning fast. People can learn fast, others slow. It just depends how you take in the information."

"[name]."

You hummed as reply and stared at the ceiling, eyes glued to the white colour and hands occupied with your phone.

"Are we bonding right now?"

"We are! I think I'm starting to understand you a lot more." you paused.

"Makes me happy."

He really does sound overjoyed. Not that you are able to see the proud smile forming on his lips yet you could hear it, in his voice. The faintest hint of excitement laced in his tone.

"You should totally come over next time!" you suggested, "we could make a meal together and talk so much more. Actually, I don't like talking over the phone at all."

"Sorry... If I'm allowed to, I would come over."

"Pfft— You don't need to ask! You can come over any time." you laughed as you plopped down to your bed again.

"Like... right now?"

"Eh?" you blinked rapidly and immediately found yourself sitting up again, head turning side to side. "R-Right now!?"

"Never mind."

"Wait no! You can! P-Please come over..!" you tripped over your own words as you rose from the bed with a surprised expression.

"It's so sudden."

"Y-Yes! I was just surprised! But I'm bored anyways and we can uh watch movies or something else!"

"Are you sure i'm not intruding? What about your family..?"

"I live alone!" wait was it really fine to bring over a boy into your room.

Your eyes flickered to the time on your phone, showing you point eleven pm. It was even dark too, midnight almost. Well never mind, you trust Apart so you don't worry that much.

The only thing you are worried about is how messy your two room apartment is right now.

"Come over, please. I will send you the address."

"O-Okay..."

Now you felt a little guilty for overwhelming him like that.

"Sorry, I shouldn't rush it too." you sighed out and shook your head, "we can postpone to tomorrow if you'd like."

"I'm already on my way."

"WHAT—?!" you gasped in shock and hung up. Accidentally.

Before going into the chat and texting him an apology — and that you have to clean up your mess. Your cheeks heated up in embarrassment as you glanced towards your room.

With that, you didn't hesitate to rush into the small part of your kitchen, that was connected to your room, and got a wet towel to wipe the table clean. And you also had to throw the trash out.

Time passed quickly, too quickly, as you took upon the mess in your kitchen sink, cleaned the bathroom and even folded all your clothes to push them into your closet with all your might.

It didn't take long until it ringed loudly in your house.

"Wait..!" you exclaimed and hurried towards the door, stumbling a little on the way before opening the door. "Good evening!"

"Good evening..?" he repeated after you and blinked, questioning inwardly why you were out of breath.

"Oh, you brought..! Something?" you eyed the bag he was holding on to and asked curiously.

"Ramen cups... It's not much." he trailed off and raised the plastic bag slowly, "I thought about... making a meal."

"At this time?" you asked as he nodded, making you laugh out loudly, "pfft— S-Sorry for laughing..! Okay sure, this could be our midnight snack!"

"Midnight snack?"

"Yeah midnight snack. People don't usually have a meal when it's midnight, but if they're hungry — they make themselves a snack." you explained before giving him space to enter, "come in, come in!"

His eyes landed on the sweat beads formed over your skin, your disheveled pyjama and your messy hair as if you've rushed within the walls like some manic.

Most importantly — the beaming smile that adorned your lips despite all that.

"I will make you the most delicious ramen you have ever laid your eyes on to! Or well, you ever tasted!"

"Let me help you."

"Sure, we can do it together!"

© 2025 kumasakka — do not plagiarize , copy , modify , translate our work !

[kumasakka]

I absolutely love Apart and the fic u made for him !! Is a part two okay ? If no then could u do one where Apart here’s reader singing in the park all alone and when he co fronts them they both turn into blushing messes ? :3 no pressure

HI HIIII Y’ALL DON’T KNOW HOW EXCITED I WAS EHEHEHEH!!!! here is the request, I hope it’s good and alright and all BOO HE MAKES ME GIGGLE I made a part two instead of your second idea and I hope that’s fine with you too !!! 🫶

[kumasakka]

Hi! 👋 May I request Sakamato days men (like Nagumo, shishiba, Natsuki, Gaku, Kei Uzuki.) x reader but with Enemies to Lovers??

HAI so actually I would LOVEEE to accept the request but there is one big problem about me — that is, I cannot write enemies to lovers for shit and I always struggle with it since uh I cannot write this trope in one drabble or smth SOOO I wanted to ask you, or anyone else, if they have an idea for each character ?

[kumasakka]

isnt zodyl such a cool character

get off my balls riu

[kumasakka]

IS THIS WHAT TOU LIKE🥺🥺🥺

i lwk forgot what you said your fav food was…😣

YES KING, I LAUVA FOOD AND COULD LITERALLY CHOKE THIS DOWN AND I LAUVA YOUUUU

[kumasakka]

La la la la

ok ok ok ok

[kumasakka]

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[kumasakka]

STOP you love seeing me suffer huh. like get out RIGHT NOW maya 😒😒

love this girl, sorry 😔 @kumasakka