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triglycercule · 19 days ago

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mtt therapy moment except dust keeps taking breaks to talk to phantom papyrus and horror just wants this to hurry up so it can get to his turn because he couldn't give two shits about dust and killer's trauma and killer physically cannot discuss his issues and just starts zoning out while crying for some reason during it

and i'm the therapist listening to all of this writing down notes fervently because ITS CANON MATERIAL CANON I NEED TO GET THE CANON MATERIAL

#i have to break apart like 34 potential fights with my otherdimensional godly creator powers #i would be an ass therapist i will not lie. infact i would make them worse with my knowledge of their lives. never put me in a room w them #OH MY GOD I JUST REVISTED THIS IDEA AFTER LEAVING IT TO COLLECT DUST (hehehe) IN MY DRAFYS FOR A MONTH #ANS TJIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY HELP 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP😭😭😭😭😭😭#still real tho highkey i havent changed 1 bit. ITS CANON OMG WRITE THSY DOWN WHAY WERE THE EXACT REACTIONS #ive got these guys wearing microphones i got cameras in the room i got advanced psychologists watching to explain every detail #is it a therapy session or just a badly disguised interview #nooo nooo its therapy......DONT LEAVS!!!! (activates the chains (that coincidentally all are connected to eachother) (heheheheh))#now youCANT leave😈😈😈😈😈 not until im done asking my questions ASSHOLES. dont question the handcuffs that keep you guys together please #actually id probably get like nothing out of them because theyre all repressed and defensive and whatever. BUT im simply more determined so #tricule rant #killer sans #horror sans #dust sans #murder time trio #utmv #sans au #fandom event if the mtt ever became real. we're all lining up to the facility to ask one question #world's hardest challenge: if you could ask the murder time trio one thing what would it be #FUCK idk...... id simply hav too many questions!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!#triglycercule do your homework SHUT UO RESPONSIBLE VOICE IN MY HEAD!!!! I WONT!!!!! NOT UNTIL THIS IS DONE #fall headcanons for the trio when. i'll think of them once i'm done with homework #see a reward system! now i have a thought that i dont wanna say in tags this will be going to the side blog #anyways! i think that's enough drafts undrafted and posted i REALLY need to do my homework #i dont even have that much it's literally 2 assignments but i know damn well doing 1 of them is gonna bring me to dream and nightmare's age #sigh......... i hate school bring me back to summer break i wasSO productive. SMH

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nostalgia-tblr · 4 days ago

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loki/william rufus fic, where bill explains that as the second son he has inherited england while big brother bob only got the duchy of normandy, ha ha ha.

#no offence to normandy of course i'm sure it's a fine duchy with many things to recommend it.#oh but wait! England Son then dies in a “Hunting Accident” and the next brother heads for the capital ASAP!#where is Bob? idk i think he was on crusade or something. BUT! he'll get to stay in england when henry keeps him captive for life <3 #apparently robert got very into welsh poetry while imprisoned for being the older brother so maybe that made up for it all?#PLOT TWIST: henry the first of england leaves no legitimate sons and england ends up having a civil war when he dies.#btw it still throws me a bit that post-conquest kings have names like william and robert while the pre-1066 dudes are all named Aethelthing #*whispers* i kind of feel like asgard should be on a atheling system like pre-conquest england but i don't want to complicate things.#though this would explain why Thor 1 treats a Loki succession as a real possibility and thinks aptitude for kingship in any way matters.#whereas the later movies all assume it works on primogeniture (and none of us in fandom really absorbed the fact that when hela shows up #thor instantly accepts that she's ahead of him in the line of succession and objects to her evilness rather than her sex/gender.#so clearly if thor and loki have an older sister the OLDER matters more than the SISTER. right? yet sif is the only female warrior.#and while i think the 'kings NEED to go into battle!' thing was overstated by the past and by modern observers we do all go along with that #in the context of these films don't we? loki is unsuitable due to his *checks notes* weak fragile feminine form.#*looks at him and experiences a brief moment of cognitive dissonance before moving on*#and that's a story more of us want to tell (or i assume that's what's up) so we all just ignore The Hela Evidence don't we?)#(i can explain my own reasons if anyone asks but nobody will so i won't bother doing it in these tags.)#btw a friend once made a william the conqueror joke about passing the duchy on the left hand side which was FANSTASTIC #but explaining it would take far too long so i won't do that either. BUT IT WAS RLY FUNNY U GUYS (gender-neutral)!#history shitposting #plus the mcu because of course

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goblin-enjoyer · 17 days ago

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Ok concept: seadweller trolls live in the ocean right? all high class and crabp. going by "series that has an aquatic people in it that they don't delve too deeply on if they are freshwater or saltwater" rules it would be safe to assume that they could live in water. concept convergence: violet troll that lives in like a lake,river or swamp or something. I will be pondering this while I go try and find a fanfiction that sounds interesting that i saw fanart of on twitter.

#What if felwater troggoths but they are homestuck trolls instead #for once my brain is thinking up a character and not a species.#mostly because after I finish getting tzeentch chariot and using the bits on a noise marine to make a infernal master rocker ->#i have no clue what to use my chore money on.#and its tied between gloomspite gits or spess mareens #i mean i only make like sometimes 20 dollars a week so eh i have time to ponder. been meaning to build up the courage to ask for a ->#conditional raise. but like the system i have now is good and while it is impossible for me to get an actual job (no DL no bank account no-#useful skills. etc...) I would like to do more things. but this is a discussion to have later and not under a homestuck what if post.#oh zog i gotta tag this properly before it goes full midnight brainrot #homestuck #homestuck troll #uh idk what to put so ima just #homestuck oc concept #there that sounds like a thing time to quickly hit post before I hit the tag limit again

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chibishortdeath · 6 months ago

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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).

I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.

So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.

#text post #incoherent rambling #project update #game project #I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too #It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult #either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about #which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague #truly a balancing act writing is #kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members #which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary #the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film #funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg #but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it #still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason #I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning #ugh writing is HARD #but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles #I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo #and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring #I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums #the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age #anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this #hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀

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whoblewboobear · 3 months ago

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It’s strange, I’m used to hyperfixating hard on things like HARD (beats my 2yr long beetlejuice musical obsession back with a stick) but Starbreaker- not even fantasy high itself took me over to the point of feeling like a teen about. Like I haven’t had this much fun in fandom in years. I haven’t like- interacted with people this much in fandom in years (which is still not enough but if I beat myself up about social interaction again I’ll jump off a cliff)

But there’s never been a concern of like “this obsession won’t fade for a while but it’ll lose popularity” and that’s fine and surprisingly it hasn’t. But it is different. It’s like adapting to it constantly as the thing itself changes even when there are aspects that you’d like to stay the same. Like that ‘I don’t go to this school of thought, but I’ll still take the class bc it’s interesting’ sorta thing.

And then there’s that feeling of WANTING to contribute but the thing has become such a beast that it’s like oooh I’m so out of my depths here.

Also like constantly having to look myself in the eye and be like ‘bitch you don’t have to talk or contribute to EVERYTHING’ and the sooner I accept that and accept that it is what it is, ill miss things, I won’t get enjoyment out of every aspect and every aspect isn’t for me and that that isn’t a bad thing, I’ll stop having moments of feeling weird and out of place. I have my lil corner and that’s okay

#ngl I think the biggest ‘culture shock’ ig about being in fandom is that tagging systems have changed so much or something bc I’m used to #walking in a tag and that’s where you find everything #but now it’s different #things are tagged wayyy differently and it means missing things or setting aside time to go down a list to check every blog #I dunno #I always feel a little weird about main tagging sb stuff now bc I’ll check the tag and it’s like oh? things are slowing down #but it’s like nooo bc of tagging and different lanes entirely I’m just missing stuff #idk what this is I’m just talking but it’s strange #I think I’m bad at fandom and that defeats the purpose of it bc it’s recreational #it’s supposed to be fun.#it’s /supposed/ to be fun #I saw a post the other day of someone that’s in this purely for Jace and having similar feelings of being out of the loop and it got me #thinking bc on some part I’ve contributed to it and I’ve probably clogged tags #but the lizard part of my brain that gets the dopamine boost from getting a note is like if I don’t main tag it won’t be seen #but truly either way I am mostly talking to myself lmao #so yah know? idk it should be fun #idk what this is and idk if I’ll fully ever commit to a different/quieter tagging system #bc tumblr is the place I got to scream and be annoying without being told it’s too much and some how I’ve convinced myself that on my own #blog and fandom spaces I enjoy that I’m just annoying #and I don’t wanna think that #I think I’m tired. like hyperfixation hasn’t died but the part of me that’s hungry for being completely consumed by it is tired #my one fear is that I’ll be so annoying that my fic will finish and no one will care #which isn’t true bc I’ll care until the bitter end lmao #idk I’ve talked so much that I’m like oh I’ve done the thing again I should shut up #also this is too like- self focused way too self focused #which just makes it worse bc then I’m like that’s what got me in this mess #but goddamn there’s just so much shit I’m missing out on and interactions I’d like to have but about things that I’m out of my depths on #so it made fandom a little lonely and a little secular #feeling like a kid on the outs #I want that feeling to die especially about the things I love

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the-halfling-prince · 1 year ago

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Had this vision in my head, had to draw it. Idk what the context is but here's another teen Zephyr drawing but this time one of my ocs is there too

#I imagine this would be like if the 'we have to dress formal to sneak into this fancy event for a mission' trope was fantasy viking-ified #(yes I know rtte sorta already did that in last auction hero leave me alone)#my posts #my art #Zephyr doesn't know how to sit it dresses. Gay MF doesn't know how to sit outside of dresses. Girl can't sit.#RJ (the OC) is the definition of 'cleans up well'#I did mess up on RJ's hair I put her bangs in the wrong side but y'all wouldn't know that so idk why I'm saying it #Zephyr doesn't clean up well she doesn't even know what that means. She dragged that skirt through the mud.#Putting zeph in all green felt like a betrayal to my color system I accidentally put in place for the main five.#Zephyr's red. Nuffink is blue. Spike is green Eric is orange and RJ is purple. (Madder is yellow but she's sorta a later addition #to the team. Also Hatchet and Spade are neutrals)#Hmm out of all of these characters I've only drawn Hatchet and Spade's dragon. That hideous zippleback I drew a while ago you know #Anyway I'm done rambling #Have a nice night #dragon riders second generation #<btw that's the tag I'm using for all of my teen zephyr and her friends stuff so if it's annoying then there's the tag to block #And if you want more. Well. There's the tag to search on my blog. I've put everything there.#Ugh I hate how embarrassed I get everytime I talk about these guys. 'oh it's so cringe-' bitch shut up #I'll look at other people's httyd OCs and go 'oooh cool I love that' but then the second I go to post mine I'm like 'ugh cringe-'#Cringe culture is dead post the damn drawing write the damn fic.#Honestly at this point I treat Zephyr like an OC. Dreamworks lost their rights to her she's mine now /hj #Like I used the personality Dreamworks gave her as like a baseline and then made her (and Nuffink) better #And I gave them friends.

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lightbulb-warning · 1 year ago

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i like keeping all my wips open because otherwise they go straight into "i forgor"-ville (population? everything im not currently staring at.)

my laptop fucking HATES it though. very unsupportive of you, bestie. wdym you can't handle the weight of 12 different overly ambitious projects at once?? massive you problem, you inanimate object.

#/lh #hi i know i haven't uploaded anything art related in THREE WHOLE DAYS #i know right? completely unprofessional of me.#/sarcasm #dont worry i know i have unreasonable expectations for myself. it's just how i have fun!#“aim for the moon because if you miss you still end up among the stars 🥴” except i am launching myself out a window with a firecracker #thus am impressed by any achieved elevation at all. idk metaphors are hard. you get it.#anyway just here to bitch and moan about my physical form preventing me from dishing out unlimited amounts of drawings #my physical vessel do be acting subpar as of recently. groan. hate it when can't get good am i right kids #new symptoms unlocked! randomly just. crashing? idk how to best describe it #“guess im on the floor for the next five minutes. love your ceiling btw very ceiling-y”#the social circle is lovely though they've really taken it (maoira corpse era) in stride im really happy about that #*maiora (i really should have chosen a fake name that doesn't make my dyslexic ass implode but it's funnier this way)#i got my blood stats results back tho! mayhaps the docs might figure out what the hell is wrong with moi???#i sincerely ✨doubt✨ it because the medical system always finds new ways to screw people over #groan #oh well literally nothing else i can do about this #the tone is lighthearted i am speaking lightheartedly im having a chuckle at my own expense for funsiez!!#wow i really appreciate you asking about my day! (yes. you totally *did* do that) how was yours??#/genuine question since you're still here reading my tags #fun fact! all my electronics are named Apοllo. all of them.#thanks for reading have a nice day take care of yourself buhbye!!#shut up maiora #anecdote anthology #gargantuan levels of eepy in me rn

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brutal-nemesis · 1 year ago

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Feel free to ignore this and im sorry if i word it poorly, but I'm asking because I'm genuinely curious and want to learn as I don't know any aroace people in real life! You said you have a boyfriend, but you don't feel romantic attraction. How does that change having a friend vs having a boyfriend?

No worries I'm happy to talk about it!! This might get kinda rambly but oh well shove it under readmore so i can talk forever

So I think for my boyfriend, I think it's just like more intense platonic feelings? The sorts of things I want to do with him are things I would be fine doing with someone else, if that makes sense. Cuz a lot of aromantics/aro-adjacent people struggle with telling the difference between romantic and platonic attraction, myself included. At some point I defined romantic as wanting to do certain things with Them and Only Them, while platonic is like I would prefer to do xyz thing with them but if I did it with someone else it wouldn't be weird. "Doing things" in this case ranges from eating a meal together to cuddling (for me things don't go beyond that physically). Idk if I explained it well enough but that's the definition I use for myself.

So like I still love him and care about him a lot and everything but it's not quite the same way he loves me (he's straight). I at least can sense a sort of difference in how we feel about each other, idk if he can, but it makes me more certain that my feelings for him aren't romantic, and that is okay. He's known I'm aroace since before we started dating (he was super scared to ask me out because of it rip bozo) so we've always been on the same page about all of that.

And you're probably wondering why I did agree to go out with him if I don't have romantic feelings for him. For starters, I've never been opposed to the idea of having a partner, but it was more of a "if it happens great and if not that's fine too" kinda vibe. In the months before we started dating we'd gotten really close as friends and did some cuddling because that shit can totally be platonic yk. He caught feelings somewhere along the way cuz Straight and when he asked I said yes cuz I do want to be with him. I wanna hang out all the time and go for hikes and watch Ghost Files and make dinner together and let him have some of my ice cream.

I could do those things with someone else and still have fun, but I'd rather do them with him. So it's platonic, in my eyes, but it's still very much love.

#wow an ask #anon #nemi's vibes #ig idk how to categorize this #not whump #oh wait funny colored tag #aromantic #yaaaaaahhhh #but uh yeah np i am always open to questions about whatever #cuz if it comes from an honest place of wanting to learn then im happy to explain whatever stupid thing #(i say this like i didnt cry laughing last night because we had to explain to one of my friends what ''bottom energy'' meant)#(he genuinely did not know. i sobbed. innocent man who probably has autism i love him)#(tbf this guy has a history of Not Knowing Things because the texas education system will do that to ya 😔)#enough about him tho. i am happy to answer questions!!

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bestfluteninja · 1 year ago

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breaking news recognizing that you feel desperately lonely because you have been severely lacking in social conversational interaction this week and taking steps to fix that will ultimately make you feel better!

#i said i would be fine with us literally just reading our separate books in the same room i just wanted Company and he said okay #came over and we ended up talking for almost three hours and also he did a tarot reading for me #**edit almost four hours lol from 6 pm to nearly 10 #and you know what? i feel better now!#more human more like i know how to be a person more like i’m good at being one more like i can converse and have meaningful relationships #with other people. just Better #yes it’s weird on multiple levels that my current closest friend in the country is also my ex. it’s so weird that he’s kind of my in-person #support system while here because he did break my heart. but i value his friendship and he values mine #and so he came over and the conversation literally did not falter for two hours and forty eight minutes #**edit three hours and forty eight minutes which is even more impressive #jhb <3 #hannah does college #personal #yes i’m still using the tag with the heart for him. organizationally.#idk man it was just really nice! to spend time with a person and be like oh this person enjoys my company and i enjoy theirs #even if i have a particularly fraught emotional history with that person. we’re Weird ultimately. but i’m making do

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rainbow-needs-help · 2 years ago

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recently i’ve seen people posting about their struggles with dental hygiene and honestly? it’s helped me a lot with mine so here’s hoping i can help spur someone who struggles with it into brushing their teeth today. so without further ado:

the routine i started doing that has helped me actually do the thing!!!

so firstly, i found out pretty early on that i absolutely despise the taste of mint toothpaste. doesn’t matter what kind, it makes me gag. i hate it. so instead, i went out and got myself a thing of kids watermelon toothpaste like i used to have in elementary school, and that helped quite a bit on its own, but it wasn’t enough to actually get into a habit. so i added some other things to the mix!!

the first night i started on my “let’s actually do it this time” mission i kept telling myself the whole time how my favorite fictional characters would be proud of me for doing this, even if i bled and cried a little, they were all proud, and that helped a lot more than expected so if you’re a blorbo bitch like me, your blorbos are proud of you!!! tell yourself that!!!

the other thing that helps quite a bit is the fact that i paired brushing my teeth with taking my meds before bed during my routine. i have an app that reminds me to take said meds, and i’m not allowed to hit the “i took my meds” button until i have also brushed my teeth. they go hand in hand in my brain

i also have one of those tiny hourglass thingies that runs for like two minutes and you get em from the dentist as a treat. helps to know how short of a time it actually takes to do the thing

the thing that has helped me the most however, is music. i am an extremely musical person i almost always have music playing no matter what i’m doing, and i just got these amazing noise canceling headphones for my birthday, so i started using those while brushing and y’all. it is a game changer. i’ve only added music to the routine the past couple nights, but tonight was the first time i actually genuinely enjoyed brushing my teeth. i was jamming and dancing and i didn’t even notice when my little hourglass ran out bc Music!!

so yeah!! that’s all the shit i do to help make brushing my teeth a little more manageable. i know different people struggle for different reasons, but for me, it was mostly just the fact that it wasn’t a habit that was built when i was young, so now i have to deal with it now, when forming habits feels impossible. i still only brush once a day, instead of morning and night, but after about a week of brushing once a day, my gums and teeth don’t bleed and it doesn’t hurt or sting. i have a couple spots that are way sensitive, and those are just. always going to be like that i think. and i’m getting rambly now without meaning to but. yeah!! hopefully someone finds this useful, and hopefully by sharing i’ve made other people who struggle feel a little safer and less alone

#this got longer than expected uh #idk what to tag this #i just thought i’d share #neurodivergent #idk i feel like this is partially from nd struggles #dental hygiene #dental health #it feels so weird to tag that shit on my fandom blog but oh well #that implies i have multiple blogs. i don’t.#all thoughts and shitposts and blorbo posting get dumped Right Here #there is no organizational system #i’m rambling again those are thoughts for a separate post

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bright-haired-teacher · 1 year ago

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bro everyone is so nice here. like i had a request of plant ops and it was done less than 15 minutes later.

tbf, they're actually staffed here because this is a good place to work and people don't quit left and right, so that certainly helps... i used to make requests of plant ops at my old school and they were so swamped all the time. it got to a point where i was like "hey, can i have the tools i need to fix my table legs myself? it seems to take you like 3 minutes so i'm sure i can manage it" and the afternoon plant ops manager (i miss her, she was rad af) was like "absolutely!"

like i was always grateful to her (and the rest of plant ops) because they were doing their best while being understaffed, so why not try to make their job a bit easier for minor requests that don't really need a whole-ass work order to get done?

but it is nice to have such responsiveness. haven't had to yet, but i bet if i call the office for an administrator i'd get one. and i feel fully confident in that, when i didn't before.

you know the analogy about the crab in the boiling water? it was like that. i didn't know how bad it had gotten until i left. like. no. it was not supposed to be like that. this job has its challenges but it was never supposed to feel as bad as it did last year. like. i know i keep saying this but it's so refreshing not hating going to work in the morning! (i still hate getting up but that's because i like sleeping and snuggling with my dog, that has nothing to do with work lmao). it's just. things are so much better. and yeah it's only the 5th day with students but i'm so much more energized.

i wish i could just go talk to my previous admin and be like "look how happy i am. you guys fucking suck." but i can't. lol. (and they would take zero responsibility anyway so w/e.)

anyway, what meant to be a short post has now become an essay. cool. lol.

#stuff #idk what to tag this?#my tag system has been broken for a while lol #oh well

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nomaishuttle · 2 years ago

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bedtime i surpose.. i loves you all mwhamwhamaha. ok bye

#now for my cursory talking in the tags for 30.minutes #sighhh. i wish i could just copy my little mini globe and put it likee. online.. i had a thang t umm. draw on a globe digitally b4.. but i #cant remember what it ws called sobsobsosbs...ill try n find it tmrw ig...#but umm saurrr yeha.#ig rly i dont have that much 2 talk abt......sry i thot id have more. teehee #i rly wanna try n likeee. do a worldbuilding project... but bc i think it will be good for me to go insane crazy abt something for a while #might crack open world anvil. but also its sooo sucks without a membership...#could always just make Oh so many google docs...#bc now ive got likee. th sort of layout of the planet... ive got pics of my Orb i need to get likeee. more.. all angles even #its judt hard bc like. i have t be super duper careful abt shere i hold it #LEST the devil.#could maybe likee. cut it super carefully??? n lay it flat 2 get a good pic... idk tho sobbing #but ermm. ya :]#now i wanna try n design their solar system...... idk how likee modern theyll be #th people. who live on this planet.. so idk if theyll even know anyfink abt their solr system #but still. itll be good for establishing like. day/night cycles + what the sky looks like.. ALSO i need to decide on like. how big the #planet is...#but hluld i go for that first Orrrr should i go for like.. political/cultural borders first... hrm hrm hrm much t think abt #i also need to decide on biomes/climate for each part of th workd.. smiles #ik if yr likee. writing. you arent suppsoed to worry abt this stuff too early #but i havent written since likee..2018-19 and im not abt to start... this is just mein special little project!!!!#thank gd my talkatice nature came back now im all tuckered out. which would be a SUPER rude thing 2 say if i ws hanging out with my friend #tucker. i dont have a friend named tucker but if i did that wouldbe been a shitty thing 2 say to him....#but ermm ya. if nybody wants to brainstorm random little worldbuilding stuff... smiles at u #my dream is to get SUPER deep into it... with conlangs and astuff .. but i also have a super duper short attention span with projects like #this. no matter how much i beatmyself up over it...#but its ok... gngngngn i love you all beautiful people in my phone :]

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cartoonghosts · 3 days ago

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I am so fucking fragile and soft rn like I feel like I might just break under the pressure of daily life. I always forget how okay I can be when I'm surrounded by people who make me feel safe and now I'm back and it's like. I don't like or trust anyone around me. I'm just scared all the time. I can't live like this. I don't know what to do and I'm not sure there's anything I can do other than be ready to tape myself back together when I break again.