#idk what happened to that bill

[myladyofmercy]

just bought a necklace at the christmas market because it reminded me of the last dinner party

[doctorsiren]

AU where Ford did end up going to West Coast Tech and he ends up founding Aperture Science (and yes, this was all because Cave Johnson and Ford have the same VA)

[dansemacabre]

i’ve been thinking about “sixer, it would eat you alive” since i read it and. man. every layer you peel back makes it worse. im not a bill apologist but. shit

if you (1) take it at face value, it paints bill as an apologetic murderer in his single (and maybe sole) open moment of regret. he doesn’t let his walls down often- only with ford do we even get to see the remnant of his galaxy, see the “actual remorse” ford describes, get just a hint of his origins. but he does it, because he thinks ford should know.

if you (2) take it from ford’s point of view, as something he committed to journal three, like. wow. imagine being so committed to a being that you’d hunt down and kill the monster that destroyed his home, only to (assumably) figure out later that that being was the monster. the small moments of trust, the “good times”, are so key to manipulation. how long did ford hold onto that one shred of vulnerability? no wonder ford stayed for as long as he did. in his eyes, bill was a survivor. ford wanted to survive too.

(slight tw below for unreality- any time i mention our reality, i mean “our reality” as a narrative device used in the book of bill as a proxy for the idea of bill being in our reality, since he can’t actually be in our reality. all of this is a fictional theory about a show/book with fictional contents!)

but if you (3) remember that “even his lies are lies” and absolutely Nothing bill says should be trusted. Whoo boy. if i read tbob right the book itself is being created in the theraprism (even tho it shows up with the ciphertologists at some point? idk that’s a whole other post). it’s meant to show what the reader wants to see; it manifests in our reality as what the collective fandom wants to see. so if we want to see truth, if we want to see where bill ended up and who he actually is, there’s a non-zero chance that the whole interaction was a complete fabrication.

imagine bill, stuck in the actively harmful, probably earth-illegal theraprism, once again being forced to be “fixed” and molded into something more palatable, being forced to conform no matter how much it hurts. (i know natural uncontrollable mutation ≠ just so much murder and destruction and chaos, but. you can’t ignore the similarities. bill has obviously been thinking about those silly straws.)

he looks back on everything that went wrong, back on his relationship with ford, back through every dimension where he wins. would that one moment, that one truth amid centuries of lies, have saved him from purgatory? if he had just been open? shown his damage? maybe he did think of his parents, or his henchmaniacs (especially the oracle). people who he might have once opened up to. maybe he just wanted to open up to someone again.

so in his own weird way, stuck in a cell, he reshaped reality again. in this reality, for this fleeting moment, he had been someone worth believing. and ford had listened, hell, ford had wanted to help. looking back, knowing how he treated ford, knowing how ford ended up because of it, maybe bill would have said the most honest thing he’d ever told ford: i am the monster, i am not worth your time or belief, and i will eat you alive.

[criscrossaapplesauce]

just remembered I can post my dumb drawings!! wowie!!

[delicioustarong]

My version of a Semi-Human!Bill :3

He's just a silly (evil) guy hellbent in throwing the biggest party in the whole universe. Had fun designing him!

Just Bill 👇

[dimonds456-art]

More of this AU, whoops

[greensapphic]

*rises from depression pit grave*

I wonder how the book of bill fandom is doi- WAIT STANLEY AND FIDDLEFORD???

[introvert-slushie]

Currently saw a few people joke about how Ford should take ALL the suffering from Fiddleford and Stanley. I’m keeping my mouth shut, but I can’t take it. Why do we keep blaming the victims? Some of you guys are dense, not to be mean though.

Bill Cipher deserves all the suffering he put Stanford, Fiddleford, Dipper, Mabel, and Stanley though. Filbrick deserves the suffering too of course. Please, get it in your head that victims deal with so much that they deserve to heal.

This is why Alex put Bill in Theraprism, to think about his own actions beyond after death. This is why Alex Hirsch wrote near the end of the book that Ford reconnects with his family and Fiddleford to heal himself.

The difference in their fates is interesting in the end.

I’ll be honest though, I did not like Ford either when I was younger. Once I read Journal 3 and the Book of Bill now that I’m older. I understand and love his character. People act as if they’re mature for siding with Stanley. When really you should side with Stanley and Stanford. We can argue for hours how “bad” either of them are. Really, I think after 10 years since the show ended, Alex gave us Journal 3 and the Book of Bill to wrap it up. Give us an insight of Ford and Bill, along with others.

It’s a good ending to a great show. And I love these characters and their complexities from what we were shown.

[brrdhouse]

currently obsessed with these two... i could be a good mother

doodles and notes under cut:

[oobbbear]

Old man yaoi kill me old man yaoi…

[starpaw0007]

i have to put him in situations immediately

[shukruut]

🤑

[dreamweave01]

. . .

. . . I can explain.

I know I originally said my Gravity Falls AU was a human Bill au.

but then I discovered object head Bill.

So I kind of. . .

. . . redesigned him. . .

(°- °)

Oh and theres a little Ford there too totally not Billford no way uh

[thedumbbrunette]

dippy not so fresh raising the highest eyebrow at this shit

[locosquif]

[jehanjoltaires]

Haha wow apparently all it takes to get my inspiration back for writing is a man who activates my praise kink mid battle and a spicy dream