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so there was a thing in the timestamps
and well.
let's just say the livestream is sometimes blessed and sometimes cursed with a good mic 😂
source: NamibiaCam
#cw literal shitpost#idk what else to add honestly#the timestamp says enough lol#namibia cam#animals#birds#lappet faced vulture#vulture
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Just, like, thinking ahead for reasons that are totally unrelated to making unprecedented progress on a book draft, does anyone have experience trying to go the traditional publishing route with a high-fantasy novel/series? I know I'll probably have to end up self-publishing, but I'd like to give the traditional publishing route a chance.
Tyty 💚
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I made a general time line of the lore of my borrowers "simius" in half-life :) here's my linke if you're curious..
The images i added to the doc are very small due of necessity so here's the uncompressed versions. Some of these are updated versions of drawings i already posted before
Corvus Fugax is a fictional species from @thatforestprince
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I hate the stretch lines in the front of Curly's uniform because that means the devs rushed to make a model in like a month or so and thought "They gotta at least know he has huge knockers, gotta know he's got back pain." Cause like what is the thematic importance of his tits having overhang?
What responsibility is that representing? Breast reduction? It shows an inherent greed in his character due to the excess and heshouldletmeholdone and that he clearly is blinded cause if he tries to look down his damn ladder all he's seeing is his own cleavage.
#this is my curly slander post ig#disclaimer i need you to understand i see all fictional men i like as like butches Curly is no exception#but like they didnt need to add that many polygons to his chest like its unnessary and honestly a little mean he already has so many things#to handle and you expect him to hold those boys up like that just aint right this is like something so stupid but i know you can tell im#having strong feelings about it cause like what was the point why did they survive the fucking crash it has to be a injoke at this point#with the devs it shouldnt make me this mad im turning into a misandrist but only towards large chested men#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#shitpost#suggestive#ig because this is just about his chest but like also they made him objectively pretty for no reason like yeah like ideal man and work ig#but they went over the extra mile like i have a right to be mad they did that much for a model we see canonically for like two seconds its#crazy actually how little we see of curly pre crash because we also lose his physical movements to help characterize him the way we see#body language with the other characters and how it gives way to their struggles and personalities and sentiments in certain moments#like all he does and how he emotes is stifled by the fact we always play as him until the last moments where he takes over to try and save#the ship and crew and even right before that the scene is so wrought with tension we cant tell what that look he gave Jimmy meant due to#the limitations of the models and how stiff Curly is like was it fear acceptance denial we dont know enought about how he acts himself#to tell and then everything else is charaterized by what Jimmy had done to where we dont really just get to see Curly as himself like Anya#and Swansea and Daisuke we have no idea how theyd act in a regular moment outside of a few glimpses and even then it is them doing#their jobs like grrrr we hate an unreliable narrator but also its the fact jimmy clearly does not interact with them or try to outside of#his position as copilot and then captain harkening back to the entire capitlist view of utility and how he views all of them as useless eve#Curly which fandom tangent the fandom also tends to do to Curly as they base every trait on what they think he failed to do as Captain#between Jimmy and Anya when the QnAs kinda make him out to be a rather open and willing person but still someone who isnt like a push over#just thinking of QnA three where it mentions hes very open to trying new things and you need to be an open minded person to open urself up#to failure like that and ig this is just the weird view that Curly needs to learn that or that theres redemption he needs personality wise#verses healing and learning from trauma like idk its the idea that people assume he did abosultely nothing when the games points out direct#and throught parallels he was taking actions its just wasnt enough and an over focus on absolute inaction vs ineffective methods used to#tackle the issues and themes the game grapples with plus wanting someone to take the blame and have to make it up to Anya even tho#i think it would mean nothing from Curly because she saw his efforts and would be disappointed it wasnt enough but the idea she would#disregard the attempts or not acknoweldge Jimmy as the epicenter compared ot Curly is weird and too focused on someone
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I needed some bg assets for a piece I'm working on and decided my time would be 100% best be spent spending several days making unique snack brands based off my friends and fav artists loooool lotta these are just what I thought would fit best but some are just straight up memes lmaooo either way it was fun to make 'em all and I got to practice bg objects so win win character's belong to: @alfafilly Smashmat on Bluesky, @ekstez @stupidshepherd @ariallybadpun @xxslurkuxx @lilaira @vmod @smokyjack and Vaxsin (and there's a random enderman themed product just cause I thought a ramune soda with an eye of ender as the marble was cool / funny get it they don't like da water so it's kinda fucked up )
#rodentbloodart#these were honestly so fun I kinda would wanna do more lmaooooo#maybe if I ever do another piece that needs it#just to add in some of that special extra touch ya know?#also I doubt anyone wants too but if I drew your char and you want a high res solo of your snack feel free to ask me I gotchu#art for others#gift art#idk what else to actually tag this lmaooo#snacks#fake food brands#???
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Some random london pics that I posted on instagram so i'm putting them here also
#one is actually totally not from this trip but i'm obsessed with this meme format I need to make more of these#i like it how this trip allowed me to both have a longer autumn AND a very early christmas season#it honestly shocked me how christmasy everything was already#all in all a fun awesome time 10/10 honestly. idk what else to add.#if i start adding something i will start adding more and more unnecessary details which is probably not needed so yeah#also i'm gonna make the show recap post soon like this week i hope. lol#goosepost
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to be completely honest, i've appreciating lawlu more recently but not in a romantic or friendship sense...
i'm a qpr lawlu truther... like idk, to me they're more than just friends but i cannot see them romantically together nor do i see their bond as familial either. good for u if u like either, just not me
#i think qpr lawlu might be something i desire + projection#i'd say zl too but i see them romantically And as a Secret Third Thing#idk i rlly like lawlu honestly 😞#i likely wont talk abt them as much bc tbh what else is there to say#theyre a rlly popular ship too so i dont have much to add on JDKHDDKJ#only thing different is that they are qpr (aro4aro 🥺👉👈❓) in my head#this is very funny though bc#law is another character shipped with each asl brother#law🤝sanji: loved by asl brothers for some reason??#'will u draw rhem together' i did once on law's bday last year but i dont like drawing law#i cant figure this man out !!!!!!#dain talks
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Spider(?) Ryker thingy
This idea/concept just popped into my head yesterday out of nowhere, in the most random moment
Thought it was cool, so i drew it today
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#8:11 game#8:11 ryker#ryker dublin#8:11 fanart#art#idk what else to add#maybe my mind came up with this based on centipede vitto??? honestly no idea why my mind created this. spider ryker#my brain is weird like that sometimes i guess ┐( ̄ヘ ̄)┌
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covert npd is awesome and i want to live and i’m going to listen to song about pirates
#the crier#forgot the tag. sorry. please block that if you’re not comfortable with this#i’m sorry i’ll draw something soon later i promise i’m sorry#i can’t even rethink my life choices because honestly i would’ve found some other thing to absolutely wreck myself over and it��d basically#be the same thing. i don’t want to just. rot or something anymore. i do not want rest. i do not want a break and to come back when i feel#better. i want to stop feeling entirely. i want to be nothing again and not in worth but in how i exist. i do not want to exist anymore#it doesn’t even feel like they hate me. it’s just that everything i did was nothing. i hate that it was nothing. i hate that i loved so muc#and it was nothing. that was everything i was. what else do i have but what i made. it’s everything to me and nothing to everyone#they are everything to me and to everyone they are just ‘okay’. you won’t talk about it again. you won’t think of it again#if my creations could feel they would not care so why do i have to. i want to say it’s the creations that make me happy but its the attenti#ion. i don’t know. i don’t want to rely on it. seeing them makes me happy but it’s nothing anymore once i realize nobody cares but me#this isn’t even a real fucking issue. i’m fine realistically i should be good as long as i don’t make another issue for myself#i just don’t know though. the issue is me and well by extending my life i am basically harming everyone else. maybe my creations deserve#to be looked over because they are helping something that shouldn’t be here exist. i wish i didn’t exist. i hate myself i don’t know#it’s just. i’m worthless. i have no real reason to be here other than to annoy people. if people don’t love what i made then i will have to#face that my existence isn’t worth anything. i won’t HAVE to live anymore. and i want to live but at the same time if i don’t have to be#here then why should i fight against myself? i don’t even know what i would say i don’t want to entertain the possibility so i keep fightin#i just want to live i want to live so fucking bad and i can only live if they exist and if you see them too#a real death would mean nothing to me but i’m dead the second anyone looks away and i’m scared andi’m sweating and i hate this an#i’m going to bed now#idk i just want to add if someone’s reading this i’m never insincere when i compliment something that’s better than me. it’s better than wh#at i did that’s why i’m complimenting it. it’s just i wish that i was as good too
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A silly little headshot of Yoshi
#Chainsaw Man#ChainsawMan#CSM#Hirofumi Yoshida#Yoshida#idk what else to add I honestly just drew this to mess with my art style consistency#he's literally just some guy#TK's art
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Hm. So am I the only one who 'likes' having ARFID?
Like don't get me wrong it's horrible it's caused so much damage to me but also like. I've had it my whole life I can't imagine a version of myself without it and I wouldn't want to not have it.
It's as big and fundamental a part of me as my autism. Sure there's bad parts but it's what makes me me, and without it I would cease to be me and become a whole nother person.
I've always found it a 'fun' part of me, a unique thing I was completely alone in most of my life, something that made me different in a funky way.
#arfid#avoidant restrictive food intake disorder#personal#just tbc this isnt anti recovery if thats what u wanna do good for u#i consider my arfid to be chronic tho#i tried therapy my family tried so many things when i was younger but nothing worked nothing helped#and i have consistently just gotten worse#and ive never truly wanted to get better or whatever#the doctors would always ask if i had any concerns about my eating habits and i would answer nl#no*#bc i dont. i dont mind it. its so fundamental to who i am as a person i cant separate it from myself#idk this is my relationship w all my disorders honestly#they suck but there does not exist a version of me without and if there did i would no lonher recognize them as Me#but also frankly? i was just one of those kids who was weird and creepy and loved it.#i love my unhealthy habits bc they make me special n not like everyone else. is that so wrong???#idk im just screamin into the void#only IM allowed to insult my arfid. anyone else does it and theyre on my shitlist#anyway again. if u wanna reciver good for u i dont consider it impossible for other ppl#just for me. bc my arfid is based in my sensory processing issues and that is never gonna change#and even if it could i wouldnt want it nor would i put in the effort#so yeah. my arfid is crhonic but my add is iconic whatever#ass*
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Ao3 year in review🫡🫡🫡
#sorry if it’s ugly I made it myself#archive of our own#ao3#ao3 year in review#honestly hella proud of myself for the >50k word count#my writing holy wow#writing#fanfiction#ao3 stats#idk what else to add😤
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Ykno the suckiest thing about being broken up with for someone else is that like. Well I'm doing generally fine, all things considered, but I Am kinda sad thinking about the things I've lost and all the casual affection that I can't have now.
But she's out there having all the affection she wants from her coworker, and it's just like. Damn this feels so skewed and SO unfair.
#speculation nation#and then U add in the fact that the girl she broke up with me for is already dating someone else (poly sort of situation)#and im just like. WHYYYYY did she break up with me instead of trying to negotiate poly???#she was gonna at first but when i expressed concern about poly given her obvious communication problems about it#then she dropped me like a hot coal. like sorry i wasnt about to let myself be stood up and ignored for basically a whole day#just to accept u trying to negotiate poly. like What?????#anyways i may have a bit of a history with being a bit of an asshole and breaking up with them#but at LEAST ive never broken up with anyone to immediately start dating someone else#and at LEAST ive broken up with them in person and not over text!!! the fuck?????#i keep alternating between 'surprisingly okay with it all' and 'maybe a little sad' and 'absolutely fucking LIVID'#and i keep wanting to yell at her more but i already said quite a lot of things. so id just be repeating myself#and at that point id just be a vitriolic piece of shit. which i try not to be.#so im letting her live in peace while i continue to be So Pissed about it and it just sucks man lmfao#why do i gotta be the bigger person fr. i even apologized for the hurtful things i was saying in anger. literally in that same conversation.#and she gets to pull this stunt and walk free and spend so much time with her new 'love' ignoring the world etc etc#honestly i hope it fails miserably for her. bc sure theres a chance it works out but every single part of this is impulsive and So Stupid.#and even tho my ex agreed with me when i told her it was INSANE. she was just like 'i have to' like OKAY????#jesus fucking christmas she's revealed a side to me that i really hadnt seen before.#so i hope it fails and i hope she tells me about it. i hope she owns up to her mistakes. for my own satisfaction.#but i have 0 intention on ever taking her back. because what the fuck????#i may be a flawed individual with plenty of problems. but i still have basic fucking dignity. and i am NOT accepting this back in my life.#and god damn her friend is moving into the unit across from mine for this coming year#and i may have to see my ex sometimes bc of it 😭😭😭#the friend seemed generally level headed tho. idk if i happen across him & he doesnt avoid me maybe i'll ask him what he thinks of this#bc she was treating me with such love and affection showing me off to all her friends. and then she drops me like a fucking coal.#i wouldnt say i made friends with them myself but we were at least friendly. so i doubt theyd have a good opinion of her for this.#so would the friend loyalty take precedence? or would he be willing to chat with me and confirm Yeah what the fuck?#bc if i had a friend who did this same exact thing id be side-eyeing them SO hard.#id support them bc theyre my friend but i would also be like 'hey uh Why did you do that. that was pretty awful of u you know that right'#& itd also make me more cautious of them too. for being Able to drop someone so suddenly lol.
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I think its so funny when ppl have this attachment and loyalty to this one person in their life where they kind of just like them better and therefore listen to whatever they say like it's not only a little strange
#and this exists in varying degrees right#but idk ive never had that kind of attachment to anyone nor do i let what i do be affected by anyone else#or maybe its the way they phrase it#i enjoy fucking with my boy rn bc like he doesnt take shit from anyone but when he hangs out with his bestie#well other ppl need to be allowed to hangout and permission has to be asked for anyone else to join#u cant just pull up#and everytime he mentions it i laugh a little to fuck with him#bc i could care less if im allowed and im not gonna get upset abt it like his other friend has before#and it bothers him sooooooo much so so much its so fun to me#im evilllll#bc honestly it is a little ridiculous like pls be so for real#and i mean to add that truly i dont care if im included or not bc tbh i kind of dont care for his friend that much#i just think its interesting how straightforward he is abt making it known abt that arbitrary nature of the situation#and its not weird its not smth discussed between them both#thats just how it is
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guys can u send me music recs i’m flopping bad style on listening to new music
#preferably like. songs + albums bc i wanna add them all to a big playlist#or u can make me a playlist im not picky <3#my fav genre is indie (pop/rock/folk especially) but i also like alt rock pop punk pop folk etc ill honestly listen to anything tbh#i dont like slow songs but i like slow songs in the way hozier has slower songs if that helps. ummm idk what else yall need to get my vibe#go crazy ig if anyone interacts w this#r.txt
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your art is absolutely stunning and thank you for drawing a lot for tamlin 💕 there’s not enough fanart of him and i yearn for more tamtam content so thank you for all the work you do !!
Aww, thank you! I'm glad you like my interpretations of him.
Honestly, one reason for it is that after I read these books I looked into the Tamlin tags and there was barely any art, mostly just hate or jokes and I was so disappointed. No cute Tamlin art, no Tam/Rhys???
But you know how it is: Be the change you want to see in the world and now here we are.
#me and copy just trying to fill the tamlin tag with cute art#so the 5 people who like him will have something nice to look at ahaha (and maybe it convinces SJM not to kill him off - one can dream!)#but honestly I always do that I get attached to the one loser noone else likes and then I have to draw for them#the struggle#but it's fun#like with acotar - there is SO MUCH art out there for the bat boys#and some of it is very good#so I don't have as much to add there#but tamlin? plenty of stuff to do with him still!#thrum rambles#anon asks#thrum replies#idk what my tags are anymore lol
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