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it's just unbelievable how general grievous has two versions of his backstory and the first one is the most gut wrenching heartbreaking tragic story about love and revenge and the other one is basically just springtrap on war
#vezdeshashiy ramblings#star wars#general grievous#springtrap#i actually like drawing parallels between grievous and springtrap because idk they're both barely breathing old dudes fused with machines#also willcare sucks btw#willgrief sucks too my man william is just an asshole on a power trip#and according to trilogy william was totally ok with being springtrap and was even proud of it#that's why I'm comparing grievous's other backstory to springtrap because he's a power/strength obsessed asshole too#but the difference is that i hate willcare/willgrief but love the legends version of grievpus's backstory#because you know grievous is that type of dude who would kill for you and william is that type of dude who will kill YOU#idk what I'm even yapping about#might delete later
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My opinions on some ships and characters 😼😼😼
Ill explain some stuff in the tags if yall are curious hehe ALSO IN THE REBLOGS. TUMBLR SILENCED ME 😔💔
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#minecraft story mode#mcsm#OK SO.#first of all these are MY OPINIONS ship what you want#I truly couldn't care less. I actually LOVE hearing about people's ships. Even the ones I don't like. PLEASE YAP ABOUT IT#Also by IDK I mean I genuinely don't know how to feel. Not a negative idk. Just a genuine idk#OKOK ANYWAY#first. I'm so sorry y'all but I find jetra and jeskas so boring and bland... I just. YK when something is so overdone it ruins your opinion#Yeah..#OBVIOUSLY I LOVE JURM. MORE THAN ANYTHING OMG#jack x Ivor and jack X Romeo are ships I've seen. I personally don't see it but I think it could be cute!#Romeo could either be SUPER TOXIC AND ANGSTY 😼😼 or if he's redeemed pretty nice? But still angst. Hehe#ALSO. AM I CRAZY FOR NURM X BINTA??? AGAIN ITS NOT MY MAIN SHIP BUT LIKE.. I KINDA SEE IT-#LIKE#My Nurm and Binta are BEST FRIENDS. like they'll trauma dump. Then have the most TMI wild convo ever. Then gossip and share cat memes.#In the span of ten minutes THEYRE INSEPARABLE LMAOOO#But honestly thinking about it... I kinda ship it-#HELP#ITS CUTE#Especially since both are creatures to me. Critter X critter#Isa Milo and Reggie. I do not care I just need any of them to kiss. Same with the old order#Like I don't care who's with who I just think it's TASTY#My friend introduced me to Nell x Binta and omg.. YES#SOME OTHER SHIPS IVE SEEN THAT I THINK ARE AWESOME: Petra x Xara. Axel x gill. Jesse x Radar#Ummmm IM SO SORRY ABOUT RADAR X PAMA. I've seen some adorable art on this app but I just. Can't get behind it I'm so sorry 😭🩷🩷#PAMA x harper I don't apologise for. The only ship on here that makes me physically recoil#That's her baby..#UHHH I MIGHT ADD MORE HERE LATER THIS IS JUST OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD#Actually scratch that. Change Nurm x Binta to like. THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT THE MORE I GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEET#I have beef with Aiden. He doesn't deserve love
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I don't know what kind of drugs Rose-Engine put on this particular design, because holy shit I've never been this enthralled by a character before.
#There's something about her bigness and general shape that brings me so much joy#...Expect her legs from the side view. What the hell was that#But yeah I really like how she isn't as... Curvy? Shaped?? As the other replikas#I just think it's really good for a robot girl to be kinda bulky y'know?#I would DIE for an in-depth anatomical/mechanism diagram of this particular unit type as well as the sapr#Like. What does the K on their backs stand for? Why the handles on her head???#Like I even started researching how hydraulic machines and irl animatronics work because of this single fictional robot girl#And yeah there's also their personalities and such ofc. But that's for another day#idk what I'm talking about anymore. Sorry for the yapping#signalis#mnhr#mynah signalis
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is this spoilers? only if you're dr novocaine
#zeno's art#ocs#reassassination#carmilla cavity#alright let me explain:#cavity is novocaine's assistant who is a) a vampire and b) madly in love with novocaine#novo is oblivious to both of these facts#cavity also despises savory with a passion because he's taking all of novocaine's attention and he doesn't even like her!!!!#also reassassination fun fact: monsters/non-humans/ghosties/ghoulies are all called inhumans#geddit? inhuman? inhumane?#idk what i'm yapping about
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Which version of Rick is your fav?
it's so hard for me to choose tbh. HOWEVER, I'd say Evil Rick
then I'd say it's C-137 and Memory Rick
I love how pathetic™ Evil Rick really is tbh. love that he's being controlled by his Morty. can you guess who my favorite Morty is?
#the only reason why Evil is above C-137 and Memory is because#Memory's design is something I don't really like in the style of the show#his fanart makes him look so much cooler but in the show he just looks.. unfinished?#idk it's weird to me. I love him outside of that though#and with C-137. I'M SICK OF HIM LMAO I AM SO SORRY#there are too many fucking episodes dedicated to this man. pushing everyone else aside just to have him yap about his dead wife#I love him so much but there's only so many times we can bring Diane up and not really develop her as a character but rather to boost Rick#and the show is Rick and MORTY yet all I see is Rick 😭😭 don't get me wrong I love this man#I just feel like we know more about Rick than the rest of the family#WHICH IS FINE IF THAT WAS WHAT THEY WERE GOING FOR#and if they wanted to go in that direction so be it! it's fine!#I just feel like he needs less screen time or at least balance episodes among the family#cause even the most recent Morty episode is about Rick. it was so frustrating watching it cause it's literally MORTY'S fear hole experience#yet we're watching Morty's head canons about his grandparents#I also hate the narrative they took with Diane. only ever having Rick talk of her or others bring her up#it just doesn't make her a character but rather an extension off of Rick. that's how I'm feeling rn with the family#they're all just there to prop up Rick or something. super annoying#but that's about it. I'm not gonna continue my rant#unless you want me to?#idk if I even made sense but that's all good#rick and morty#rick and morty fandom#rick#memory rick#evil rick#C-137#Rick Sanchez
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I love your work so much!! But of course, never push yourself if it isn’t making you happy to create anymore, you put in so much time and effort and I promise it’s appreciated by so many!! But you need to appreciate your own work as well :) <3
Oh no I'm still very happy making stuff <3 I just struggle with posting stuff cause it feels like I'm posting to no one?? It's a weird feeling and I know people like my stuff but my brain just gets weird about it. (This happens from time to time so I'm sure it'll pass soon)
I'm also super proud of my work cause some of the sets I've made are very impressive and I love looking at them <3 Just feel like people don't always appreciate how hard some of them were to make but ofc how could people know how hard something was to make if they don't even know anything about making cc 😅😅
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I'm going to vacuum my apartment, which means I'll be out for the next few days.
Keep me in your thoughts.
#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#fibromyalgia#fibropain#fibro problems#chronically ill#personal#txt#oh I fully anticipate the increased PAIN and FATIGUE but I still have to do it#maybe one day I'll just hire someone to do it for me#but I'm paranoid about someone being in my home and about the person not doing it correctly#because I'm a control freak when it comes to my things#I HATE when someone touches or moves my things#I don't even know why#it's not rational but it is what it is#(I'm fully aware that that's a 'me' problem btw!)#thankfully I live alone#but that also means I have to do all the cleaning and housekeeping by myself#also I'd be worried about the cost#I wouldn't want to underpay and exploit someone but that might mean I couldn't afford it#idk what the cost might be#wow that's a lot of yapping to avoid starting the vacuuming proces#but I'm practicing self love now so IT'S OKAY#I can talk#it's tumblr ffs
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my problem is that my brain interprets this as "pretty girl"
ft: small edit so others can see my vision
#cl talks#eren jaeger#I'm about to yap so others can disregard#eren yeager#aot#snk#like idk what it is#def not attraction bc i'm repulsed when i remember he's a guy#but for some reason i see him and it feels like me#like i want to look like this & be perceived like this but still be “girl”#thought of not being perceived as “girl” makes me uncomfy but so does dressing “femininely” many days#even though i adore the style#<3 cute little skirts#sometimes wearing them makes me want to rip off my skin#but being referred to by things other than she/her wouldn't feel right#but i still feel some calling to “masculinity”#idk bro#update from some days later: don't feel like this at all rn#no idea what I was on#was definitely a “fem style uncomfy” day#fascinating to see the difference day to day#eremin#humans are so strange#fem!eren
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#God Curio needs to shut up#Idk what callout he's even yapping about this time#Bro all you do is yap yap yaaaaap#If you're so anti drama and callouts why do you keep yapping about them and sticking your nose where it shouldn't be?#Is he talking about the original Soy callout maybe?? 🤔#Curio if you're reading this correct me if I'm wrong 🤷♀️
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I'd love to interact with the ethel cain fandom on here a little more but im lowkey kind of worried about my reception from certain groups of people bc im like. a guy.
#not the fandom in general. i do think most people in here are weird little freaks also#but there's a specific subset of people that tag everything like: Hashtag girlblogging Hashtag this is what makes us girls Hashtag femcel#kind of gives man-hating vibes. which is a bit scary. as a boy.#not even a cis boy like. they'd have the knowledge to say things about my body and my life and stuff that would be very bad for me to hear#i know most of the fandom is probably not like this but its lowkey scary bc i know some people are#and that they're common enough that i notice them#[insert cool original post tag]#also people who aren't able to interact with media about religion and also have a critical view of it#just bc cool music girl talks about religion does not mean it cant be damaging and bad and extremely traumatic for some people#also idk if you noticed but ethel the character did not have a fun time with it like. i feel like her connection with faith over time is#- like very important to the preacher's daughter story#im yapping. whatever!!!! im going to stay in this corner for now i think#boy shut up#<- im putting this at the end of all my rants. feel free to block it#obviously its not transphobia that I'm worried about in this particular fandom. i dont think I'll have to deal with that bc how are you here#if ur transphobic. girl!!! this is transgender territory!!!!!#its more the general Men Are Evil vibes coming from particular groups thats eek#okay im done now goodbye
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saw a post on here about making friends as an adult and i feel conflicted cuz like, overall i agree that all you have to do is get the courage to show up and get the ball rolling by talking to people/getting their numbers even if it feels cringe or 'wrong' to do so however i can't help but raise my eyebrow at the 'act like they're already your friend' part because some people lean way to into that to the point where they forget we're not actually friends yet which inevitably leads to them saying/doing something that's pretty out of line so like. yes put yourself out there, talk to them and get to know them but please remember that people need to actually like, warm up to each other which could take weeks of speaking to them regularly at minimum
#like. idk maybe i'm getting hung up on semantics#but if someone i barely know calls me their friend or bestie or w/e off the rip it just makes me want to keep a distance from them#bc i don't trust their intentions#i'm kind of an extreme case bc my brain is wired in a way that it takes me like. a year for me to comfortably call someone a friend#but even then i recognize i'm an extreme case and ive warmed up to people in less time than that so it just Depends on the person/situation#thinking about how someone early this year randomly dm'd me asking for help on something and when i said 'yeah sure'#they started going on about how i'm great friend for always helping people out amongst other random positive things which made me go ???#bc i never spoken to them or hung out with them so i had no idea what their basis was for saying that. so their words came off as fake#like they were trying to use flattery to get on my good side or something#externally i was cordial n saying 'thanks' but internally i was like: ?? who are you? why are you talking to me like that?#i've had diff ppl do this to me later on in the year and it never not creeps me out#similar vein ppl i don't know will do that thing where theyre rude in a 'friend way'but it doesn't creep me out so much as it pisses me off#and 9/10 these people always turn out to be not good people to be around so#yap fest over thanks for reading if you got this far.#ik i went on a tangent for a bit but reminder that i think the general advice of putting urself out there is good#i just think people lean too into the over-familiarity sometimes and need to remember to slow down a lil bit#bc before you're close friends with anyone you're still strangers/acquaintances with them first#strike.txt
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Hi guys! I'm so normal!!
#met a beautiful beautiful man this past weekend and i'm genuinely going crazy over it#he has such an aura and he's respectful and beautiful and tall and beautiful and he [redacted screaming cat howl]#i'm never going to see him again and it's soo disappointing cause he was so sweet (and beautiful)#like i know he could definitely hunt down my name. i know what happens when you google me. but idk if he liked me like at all#especially enough to do that#i need to move to specific place in the states. maybe then he'll teach me how to swing dance#but damnnn i really wish bro would ask my friend (who has his number) for my number. cause he's so so beautiful#idk what's going on with me? i was perfectly normal and professional around this guy until a specfic moment in time. and now#i really wish he lived in canada. i even gave him something with my last name on it (it was supposed to be an exchange but i'll forgive it)#and i gave him canadian rockets.#man i just need to wait to be normal#or i need him to get a social media and find me (obviously i figured out his first name and that he doesn't have social media)#but ughdhhshr. he was super nice. i just wish i had the confidence this weekend to genuinely speak to him about non professional things#i will be normal eventually. hopefully (he's so beautiful)#the pasta speaks#thanks i just needed a place to yap about it
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so like not to hate but the obsessive need for a fanbase to pair off EVERY SINGLE NAMED CHARACTER in romantic relationships with one another needs to be studied.
#like. barring the obvious fact that Some People Are Aromantic And Don't Want To Ever Be In A Romantic Relationship#people don't always gotta be romantically involved!! even if they aren't arospec!!!#it doesn't actually have to be the culmination of existence for everyone!!!#(<- voice of someone who is unlikely to be arospec but is super not wanting romance in her life rn)#just like. idk#i'd like it if more characters could just exist as individuals. yknow?#idk maybe that's just me#but also!!!!!! more aromantic representation!!!!!!!!#normalize people who don't want a relationship maybe just for now or maybe forever! and maybe it's bc they are aro!! and maybe it's not!!!#mind you i totally get the rarepair fun and whimsy. that's not what I'm talking about!!#im talking about when it's like “ope character H doesn't have a romantic partner!! oops!!! better search every frame of the media to find#find someone to put em with because HEAVEN FORBID ANYONE BE SINGLE“#my yapping
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rip Magnus Carter you would have loved causing problems for the general public and also not having mad cow syndrome
#i heart that funky bisexual boy#fun fact he's a spiderman oc that got into some complications with cannibalism and morbius. those two things are unrelated i just wanted to#clarify. hes not a good guy lmao#imagine if spiderman wasn't really spiderman but he was some random ginger teenager living in the sewers 'communicating to the spiders' who#he feeds by dragging helpless strangers into the sewers and letting the spiders eat them ! so basically spiderman already kind of exists#in his universe but he's like. a weird freaky villain guy varient of them somehow? I couldn't think of any weird spide rvillain names so he#is just kind of known as The Spider or The Spider King but I'm also a big nerd for greek myths so I kinda wanna make him be known as Arachn#anyways the way that he's technically kind of like spiderman is because he was bit by these weird carnivorous sentient spiders that were#experimented on by some big company probably oscorp and they tried to eat him but when they bit him he got the silly powers and so they wer#like 'ooooh! he is the one we follow! please feed us human flesh little human boy!' and so he listened to them because the poison that gave#him the powers in the first place was already incredibly corrosive so it very much made him a lot more physically ill than he already was#but the spiders were like 'noooo what we have no idea whats going on just take some more of our acidic blood so you can be all powerful !'#even though that was killing him anyways eventually skipping over a lot of stuff i dont have time to yap about he figured out that he could#control the spiders kind of in a way? idk i made this when I was an emo middle schooler ignore this if it's cringe but anyways spiderman#kind of started realizing what was going on so he ended up kinda having to fight that guy and he ended up killing his Gwen Stacy and since#this spiderman doesn't have a no kill rule he kinda killed him :p theres more lore for him but that's just his universe's magnus#carter lore anyways sorry for infodumping I got excited and silly cause I haven't gotten to yap about him in so long#I really like it when villains are genuinely horror novel level disturbing if that makes sense for why he's so fucked up and weird#oh also the morbius thing is for a different version of him ! I may yap about that version of him at a future date
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This is super random, but I've recently been watching more German movies (I really enjoyed the performances of some Downfall actors and wanted to see some of their other works), and like what the hell is it with 2000s German movies that there's way too often one entirely random scene with someone having their bare ass out😭😂
Of course it doesn't happen in every movie but still often enough that it's somehow noticeable? I'm not sure if it's more of a time or a country dependent thing, but at least in my perception I just don't feel like this occurs as often in more recent movies and series especially in those from the US (like, I feel I'd have noticed if it did because I'd probably be lowkey annoyed by it😂)
#or maybe the things I tend to be interested are just more targeted at all ages that's why I rarely don't come across it usually idk#I mean in some instances it it's actually sorta plot relevant (like in the final scenes of Napola for example) but in others it's so random#and I'm like ... couldn't you just have lifted the camera angle a couple degrees so we only see that guy from the waist up?#I just feel a little bad for the actors tbh😅 esp in those unnecessary scenes. I mean I guess they knew what they signed up for but still#this is all meant to be /lh to be clear - for the most part I find this literally just hilarious because it's such a random thing#not sure if my asexuality has to do with my perception either. I find it silly and roll my eyes at it but I'm not genuinely bothered by it#but aside from that watching movies because of specific actors can actually be kinda funny#because it makes you take a look at media you'd never have considered otherwise (which can be hit or miss)#like for example now I've watched some of the most random movies ever just because Justus von Dohnányi is in them#(<- he has my recommendation btw. not all of them were even good but I think he's genuinely fun to watch and also kinda adorable tbh)#it's also funny when you watch sth because of one actor and then another one you remember from elsewhere just randomly appears there too#like once I was like 'hey isn't that the guy who played Hewel in Downfall? oh and the one who played that one drunk guy is here too lol'#also idk why but I feel like Thomas Kretschmann is somehow everywhere lmao#I mean it's probably bc he's in a lot of international productions too but still. tbf he doesn't look bad at all#those two and André Hennicke are generally the ones I'm most interested in. maybe Rolf Kanies too#but tbh I feel like he just hasn't been in as many things? idk why though he was so good in Downfall#anyway I think I'm yapping way too much. I just like watching things and talking about them#and seeing actors having fun with their job while also being good at it is just really cool tbh#selnia talks
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my in-some-ways-closest cousin called to check in on me because my mom's deathiversary was the other day and we talked about it abstractly a couple of times then like actually talked directly about it and i talked a little bit about how awful that whole year was because that was the year i gouged my eye and lost my cousin as well as my mom and <three other major things> and i think about everything that happened every day and about two sentences in she interrupted me to say we needed to change the subject so she wouldn't cry. okay. well we wouldn't want that i guess.
#what's wrong with my family honestly#i didn't even want to talk about it because i've given up on talking about it & basically accepted that whatever closure i thought i'd get#on mom's death or the last year of her life or whatever#that's from an external point of view#is just not. going to happen. lol.#idk. this is just very demoralising personally.#like i'm out here crying every day for two years. basically ruined psychologically. went to weekly therapy for a year. nightmares usually.#and she's afraid of crying in front of me when talking about a sad fucking topic#girl grow up#you're twice my age but grow up#learn to allow intimacy with those close to you#how do you think i feel opening up to you after you called to check in and being cut off because you're getting sad#i have sympathy. but goddamn.#adam yaps
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