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it's just unbelievable how general grievous has two versions of his backstory and the first one is the most gut wrenching heartbreaking tragic story about love and revenge and the other one is basically just springtrap on war
#vezdeshashiy ramblings#star wars#general grievous#springtrap#i actually like drawing parallels between grievous and springtrap because idk they're both barely breathing old dudes fused with machines#also willcare sucks btw#willgrief sucks too my man william is just an asshole on a power trip#and according to trilogy william was totally ok with being springtrap and was even proud of it#that's why I'm comparing grievous's other backstory to springtrap because he's a power/strength obsessed asshole too#but the difference is that i hate willcare/willgrief but love the legends version of grievpus's backstory#because you know grievous is that type of dude who would kill for you and william is that type of dude who will kill YOU#idk what I'm even yapping about#might delete later
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the event name wasn't lying, he really did burn his soul (and the people. rip vivid street akito set everything on fire)
(I am joking but some of the phrasing for the fire symbolism is almost comical... out of context it sounds like Akito’s literally starting fires)
#akito shinonome#project sekai#burn my soul#shinonome akito#autumnal rambles#for the record. i did really enjoy this event#it's a neat moment of character development for akito + it's always satisfying to see a character 'prove' themselves to their role model#also idk what it's about (not caught up) but the akito5 announcement has me like 🔥🔥🔥 welcome back vbs fire motif 🔥🔥🔥#(as though it ever went away. vbs has always been about passion and resolve even if it doesn't always directly invoke the image of fire)#i'm partially making fun of it here but real talk it is a fun choice of symbolism/metaphor for vbs (esp akito and an)#maybe once i catch up on vbs stories i'll yap about it more seriously but. that's for me in a few months#and god I need to stop getting art ideas when i don’t have the time to draw#it popped into my head while reading but#rotating musician’s lyrics w respect to akito#especially the lines like. how do you make music. you just face your fears and become your heroes
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I don't know what kind of drugs Rose-Engine put on this particular design, because holy shit I've never been this enthralled by a character before.
#There's something about her bigness and general shape that brings me so much joy#...Expect her legs from the side view. What the hell was that#But yeah I really like how she isn't as... Curvy? Shaped?? As the other replikas#I just think it's really good for a robot girl to be kinda bulky y'know?#I would DIE for an in-depth anatomical/mechanism diagram of this particular unit type as well as the sapr#Like. What does the K on their backs stand for? Why the handles on her head???#Like I even started researching how hydraulic machines and irl animatronics work because of this single fictional robot girl#And yeah there's also their personalities and such ofc. But that's for another day#idk what I'm talking about anymore. Sorry for the yapping#signalis#mnhr#mynah signalis
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is this spoilers? only if you're dr novocaine
#zeno's art#ocs#reassassination#carmilla cavity#alright let me explain:#cavity is novocaine's assistant who is a) a vampire and b) madly in love with novocaine#novo is oblivious to both of these facts#cavity also despises savory with a passion because he's taking all of novocaine's attention and he doesn't even like her!!!!#also reassassination fun fact: monsters/non-humans/ghosties/ghoulies are all called inhumans#geddit? inhuman? inhumane?#idk what i'm yapping about
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Which version of Rick is your fav?
it's so hard for me to choose tbh. HOWEVER, I'd say Evil Rick
then I'd say it's C-137 and Memory Rick
I love how pathetic™ Evil Rick really is tbh. love that he's being controlled by his Morty. can you guess who my favorite Morty is?
#the only reason why Evil is above C-137 and Memory is because#Memory's design is something I don't really like in the style of the show#his fanart makes him look so much cooler but in the show he just looks.. unfinished?#idk it's weird to me. I love him outside of that though#and with C-137. I'M SICK OF HIM LMAO I AM SO SORRY#there are too many fucking episodes dedicated to this man. pushing everyone else aside just to have him yap about his dead wife#I love him so much but there's only so many times we can bring Diane up and not really develop her as a character but rather to boost Rick#and the show is Rick and MORTY yet all I see is Rick 😭😭 don't get me wrong I love this man#I just feel like we know more about Rick than the rest of the family#WHICH IS FINE IF THAT WAS WHAT THEY WERE GOING FOR#and if they wanted to go in that direction so be it! it's fine!#I just feel like he needs less screen time or at least balance episodes among the family#cause even the most recent Morty episode is about Rick. it was so frustrating watching it cause it's literally MORTY'S fear hole experience#yet we're watching Morty's head canons about his grandparents#I also hate the narrative they took with Diane. only ever having Rick talk of her or others bring her up#it just doesn't make her a character but rather an extension off of Rick. that's how I'm feeling rn with the family#they're all just there to prop up Rick or something. super annoying#but that's about it. I'm not gonna continue my rant#unless you want me to?#idk if I even made sense but that's all good#rick and morty#rick and morty fandom#rick#memory rick#evil rick#C-137#Rick Sanchez
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I'm going to vacuum my apartment, which means I'll be out for the next few days.
Keep me in your thoughts.
#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#fibromyalgia#fibropain#fibro problems#chronically ill#personal#txt#oh I fully anticipate the increased PAIN and FATIGUE but I still have to do it#maybe one day I'll just hire someone to do it for me#but I'm paranoid about someone being in my home and about the person not doing it correctly#because I'm a control freak when it comes to my things#I HATE when someone touches or moves my things#I don't even know why#it's not rational but it is what it is#(I'm fully aware that that's a 'me' problem btw!)#thankfully I live alone#but that also means I have to do all the cleaning and housekeeping by myself#also I'd be worried about the cost#I wouldn't want to underpay and exploit someone but that might mean I couldn't afford it#idk what the cost might be#wow that's a lot of yapping to avoid starting the vacuuming proces#but I'm practicing self love now so IT'S OKAY#I can talk#it's tumblr ffs
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my problem is that my brain interprets this as "pretty girl"
ft: small edit so others can see my vision
#cl talks#eren jaeger#I'm about to yap so others can disregard#eren yeager#aot#snk#like idk what it is#def not attraction bc i'm repulsed when i remember he's a guy#but for some reason i see him and it feels like me#like i want to look like this & be perceived like this but still be “girl”#thought of not being perceived as “girl” makes me uncomfy but so does dressing “femininely” many days#even though i adore the style#<3 cute little skirts#sometimes wearing them makes me want to rip off my skin#but being referred to by things other than she/her wouldn't feel right#but i still feel some calling to “masculinity”#idk bro#update from some days later: don't feel like this at all rn#no idea what I was on#was definitely a “fem style uncomfy” day#fascinating to see the difference day to day#eremin#humans are so strange#fem!eren
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#God Curio needs to shut up#Idk what callout he's even yapping about this time#Bro all you do is yap yap yaaaaap#If you're so anti drama and callouts why do you keep yapping about them and sticking your nose where it shouldn't be?#Is he talking about the original Soy callout maybe?? 🤔#Curio if you're reading this correct me if I'm wrong 🤷♀️
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I love your work so much!! But of course, never push yourself if it isn’t making you happy to create anymore, you put in so much time and effort and I promise it’s appreciated by so many!! But you need to appreciate your own work as well :) <3
Oh no I'm still very happy making stuff <3 I just struggle with posting stuff cause it feels like I'm posting to no one?? It's a weird feeling and I know people like my stuff but my brain just gets weird about it. (This happens from time to time so I'm sure it'll pass soon)
I'm also super proud of my work cause some of the sets I've made are very impressive and I love looking at them <3 Just feel like people don't always appreciate how hard some of them were to make but ofc how could people know how hard something was to make if they don't even know anything about making cc 😅😅
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#day 4 on bupropion#i need to vent. bc today was mostly decent. cause at least i could control my emotions and not cry at every little thing#but ended just as badly as i was feeling yesterday. i feel rly sad rn#when im productive i feel great but when im trying to relax? i feel like i need to find something productive to do immediately.#its like i need to do everything but i have no desire to do anything#im like. lying in bed at 2 am grieving my hyperfixations hard. been crying for the past 3 hours#bc i just cant sit down and enjoy anything without feeling like im forcing myself. and i already miss feeling things when i play video game#idk if i can do the 4-6 weeks of this before side effects normalize. everyone says it gets better#and even that is making me feel guilty bc it took me this long to get help and i already want to quit on my first week#i have an appointment with my dr on friday but fuck. the last 3 nights have felt like weeks. its so hard falling asleep.#it really doesn't help that this med is making me. stupid. i have about 10 seconds worth of memory before the thought is deleted#literally forgetting what i'm talking about midway through a sentence#but hey. at least my memory is so bad i cant remember what i did today and overthink every action. i guess.#and maybe tmi. but my libido is gone... like completely nonexistent now#some people literally take this shit to help w a low libido!!! but for me it is doing the exact opposite!!! what is wrong with my body#and to top it off i can't drink even a half cup of coffee without panic attacks. i miss iced coffee already :(#cant enjoy shit anymore and my adhd feels 10 times worse than it did before bc i can't sit still to save my life.#anyway im yapping so much but i need to because im feeling so alone#some side affects im getting r common and manageable but some are pretty uncommon and its hard finding anyone who relates...
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so like not to hate but the obsessive need for a fanbase to pair off EVERY SINGLE NAMED CHARACTER in romantic relationships with one another needs to be studied.
#like. barring the obvious fact that Some People Are Aromantic And Don't Want To Ever Be In A Romantic Relationship#people don't always gotta be romantically involved!! even if they aren't arospec!!!#it doesn't actually have to be the culmination of existence for everyone!!!#(<- voice of someone who is unlikely to be arospec but is super not wanting romance in her life rn)#just like. idk#i'd like it if more characters could just exist as individuals. yknow?#idk maybe that's just me#but also!!!!!! more aromantic representation!!!!!!!!#normalize people who don't want a relationship maybe just for now or maybe forever! and maybe it's bc they are aro!! and maybe it's not!!!#mind you i totally get the rarepair fun and whimsy. that's not what I'm talking about!!#im talking about when it's like “ope character H doesn't have a romantic partner!! oops!!! better search every frame of the media to find#find someone to put em with because HEAVEN FORBID ANYONE BE SINGLE“#my yapping
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rip Magnus Carter you would have loved causing problems for the general public and also not having mad cow syndrome
#i heart that funky bisexual boy#fun fact he's a spiderman oc that got into some complications with cannibalism and morbius. those two things are unrelated i just wanted to#clarify. hes not a good guy lmao#imagine if spiderman wasn't really spiderman but he was some random ginger teenager living in the sewers 'communicating to the spiders' who#he feeds by dragging helpless strangers into the sewers and letting the spiders eat them ! so basically spiderman already kind of exists#in his universe but he's like. a weird freaky villain guy varient of them somehow? I couldn't think of any weird spide rvillain names so he#is just kind of known as The Spider or The Spider King but I'm also a big nerd for greek myths so I kinda wanna make him be known as Arachn#anyways the way that he's technically kind of like spiderman is because he was bit by these weird carnivorous sentient spiders that were#experimented on by some big company probably oscorp and they tried to eat him but when they bit him he got the silly powers and so they wer#like 'ooooh! he is the one we follow! please feed us human flesh little human boy!' and so he listened to them because the poison that gave#him the powers in the first place was already incredibly corrosive so it very much made him a lot more physically ill than he already was#but the spiders were like 'noooo what we have no idea whats going on just take some more of our acidic blood so you can be all powerful !'#even though that was killing him anyways eventually skipping over a lot of stuff i dont have time to yap about he figured out that he could#control the spiders kind of in a way? idk i made this when I was an emo middle schooler ignore this if it's cringe but anyways spiderman#kind of started realizing what was going on so he ended up kinda having to fight that guy and he ended up killing his Gwen Stacy and since#this spiderman doesn't have a no kill rule he kinda killed him :p theres more lore for him but that's just his universe's magnus#carter lore anyways sorry for infodumping I got excited and silly cause I haven't gotten to yap about him in so long#I really like it when villains are genuinely horror novel level disturbing if that makes sense for why he's so fucked up and weird#oh also the morbius thing is for a different version of him ! I may yap about that version of him at a future date
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my in-some-ways-closest cousin called to check in on me because my mom's deathiversary was the other day and we talked about it abstractly a couple of times then like actually talked directly about it and i talked a little bit about how awful that whole year was because that was the year i gouged my eye and lost my cousin as well as my mom and <three other major things> and i think about everything that happened every day and about two sentences in she interrupted me to say we needed to change the subject so she wouldn't cry. okay. well we wouldn't want that i guess.
#what's wrong with my family honestly#i didn't even want to talk about it because i've given up on talking about it & basically accepted that whatever closure i thought i'd get#on mom's death or the last year of her life or whatever#that's from an external point of view#is just not. going to happen. lol.#idk. this is just very demoralising personally.#like i'm out here crying every day for two years. basically ruined psychologically. went to weekly therapy for a year. nightmares usually.#and she's afraid of crying in front of me when talking about a sad fucking topic#girl grow up#you're twice my age but grow up#learn to allow intimacy with those close to you#how do you think i feel opening up to you after you called to check in and being cut off because you're getting sad#i have sympathy. but goddamn.#adam yaps
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i WANT to write the wind rises kavexis au. i WANT to write about pokemon au for my selfships. but. slime rancher calls. slime rancher calls, and it says "look shroom. look at your lovely mosaic tangle largos. you need to find the nightshade secret style for your tangle slimes, shroom. why don't you do that? why don't you also do some quests for viktor, while you're at it, and unlock his lab?" slime rancher tells me to play for a bit and then i check how long i've been playing and it's been 150 minutes and it's 1 20pm and I haven't had lunch yet
#I'm too weak. slime rancher got to me :(#and i still need to decide what type of largo my sabers will be :( idk what to do for them!!!#tangle?? mosaic COULD be cool. but I think something like phosphor or even pink could be better#ik I ADORED my crystal saber largos in my old main. I loved those things so much#I might go with that again..#or hunter?? noo.. not dervish either.. honey could be cute actually#ILL SEE ILL SEE#ILL FEED THEM A MINT MANGO NO MATTER WHAT AND SEE WHAT I THINK OF A SABER HONEY LARGO#everyone but Alexis is probably so confused rn. if you're reading this I love you <3 thank you for reading all of my rambles <33#I'm soso excited to see twig on the 31st <33 about 18 more days!! yay!!!#OKOK SHUSH SHROOM!! GO TO BED!!#MUAH I LOVE YOU ALL YOURE SO COOL AND AMAZING!! AND I LOVEYOU!!!!!!!#:shroom is typing...#OH I GOT TO A HIGHER LEVEL IN THE 7ZEE REWARDS CLUB I HAVE AN UPGRADED GROTTO NOW!!#I really like the 7zee rewards part of slime rancher but at the same time it's so expensive#NO NO STOP TALKIGN SHROOM GO TO BED GO TO SELEEP STOP YAPPING!! NOO#DSHFHJSDFHJF#NO MORE TAGS NO MORE TAGS NO MORE TAGS. OK? OK. I want to add more tags I will talk until I reach the limit of this one thanks for listenin
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Wow haha
Life really is so much better when you block stuff you don't like and don't need to worry about
Coming across fandom interpretations and au's that give me the ick and with a simple press of a button i don't have to see it
No worries
It's great
You're allowed your opinion, it can be as wrong and terrible or just off cuff as you want, I'm just gonna block it because I don't like it
I don't even gotta say shit to them either and they won't ever really know
I go back to having fun and forget about it
YAHOO
#fiden rants#gender stereotype reinforcement??? in MY twst feed??? it's more likely than you think 🫠🙃#anyways i high key don't give a fuck I'm just yapping and it's just new blog problems so new algorithm that shows stuff i normally don't see#ah well#like damn can't i have a canonically gender nonconforming man in peace???#let me live#no big deal it's just that any fandom that is idiotic with genderfuckery in canon makes me a mad because I'm already slapped in the face by#actual IRL transphobia and bigotry and it sucks when you see some type of non-cis rep in media and people don't know how to act#like way to go fuckers!! y'all did it!!!#y'all made him boring as shit AND fucked up what made him interesting AND nerfed representation AND ignored his characterization and motives#way to go dipshits#sometimes it's not even that big of a deal.#sometimes it's just someone “genderbending” them. but they end up doing it to the nonbinary or the non conforming#and it's like ?????? they... they weren't even the gender?????#and it's never in a actual interesting and analytical way that actual takes into account gender versus perception and body#genderbend is just switching up gender but gender itself is irrelevant to the body#so it would affect how the fucker would dress and look in a gender bend of the char also takes into account their body when dressing#ex: someone buff who feels self-conscious about it so dresses to look smaller would genderbend into someone small who dresses to look bigger#but yeah that doesn't happen#and it just reeks of stereotype half the time#but also i know that this is just someone's fan stuff. and that's okay. i don't have to like it and they don't have to cater to anyone.#i just block it and move on#it just sucks cause it FEELS like it happens the most to the gender non conforming ones and the non cis ones...#like way to go... you inserted straightness and conforming stereotypes into my canonically queer non cis characters...#like there's a shit ton of straight cis characters. go play with them. go with them and do that.#i don't see why you gotta do it to the few canonically queer rep characters...#i know folks do different au's for the canonically straight ones but I'm used to that because there used to be nothing.#like legit there was nothing and there couldn't be anything like that due to rules and stuff.... so folks made do because they wanted rep#idk it just hits harder when you're trying to escape and you already get blasted with offline real life bigotry and queerphobia#yeah ...
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This is super random, but I've recently been watching more German movies (I really enjoyed the performances of some Downfall actors and wanted to see some of their other works), and like what the hell is it with 2000s German movies that there's way too often one entirely random scene with someone having their bare ass out😭😂
Of course it doesn't happen in every movie but still often enough that it's somehow noticeable? I'm not sure if it's more of a time or a country dependent thing, but at least in my perception I just don't feel like this occurs as often in more recent movies and series especially in those from the US (like, I feel I'd have noticed if it did because I'd probably be lowkey annoyed by it😂)
#or maybe the things I tend to be interested are just more targeted at all ages that's why I rarely don't come across it usually idk#I mean in some instances it it's actually sorta plot relevant (like in the final scenes of Napola for example) but in others it's so random#and I'm like ... couldn't you just have lifted the camera angle a couple degrees so we only see that guy from the waist up?#I just feel a little bad for the actors tbh😅 esp in those unnecessary scenes. I mean I guess they knew what they signed up for but still#this is all meant to be /lh to be clear - for the most part I find this literally just hilarious because it's such a random thing#not sure if my asexuality has to do with my perception either. I find it silly and roll my eyes at it but I'm not genuinely bothered by it#but aside from that watching movies because of specific actors can actually be kinda funny#because it makes you take a look at media you'd never have considered otherwise (which can be hit or miss)#like for example now I've watched some of the most random movies ever just because Justus von Dohnányi is in them#(<- he has my recommendation btw. not all of them were even good but I think he's genuinely fun to watch and also kinda adorable tbh)#it's also funny when you watch sth because of one actor and then another one you remember from elsewhere just randomly appears there too#like once I was like 'hey isn't that the guy who played Hewel in Downfall? oh and the one who played that one drunk guy is here too lol'#also idk why but I feel like Thomas Kretschmann is somehow everywhere lmao#I mean it's probably bc he's in a lot of international productions too but still. tbf he doesn't look bad at all#those two and André Hennicke are generally the ones I'm most interested in. maybe Rolf Kanies too#but tbh I feel like he just hasn't been in as many things? idk why though he was so good in Downfall#anyway I think I'm yapping way too much. I just like watching things and talking about them#and seeing actors having fun with their job while also being good at it is just really cool tbh#selnia talks
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