#idk they just give me butterflies

[day-dream-fever]

I just really like the idea of them flying together 🥺💙💚

[makeriia]

Fantober day 31!! A free day again.

Recently gotten into HADES, and I think about them a normal amount (lie)

[napping-sapphic]

There really is something so magical about loving women for me like i love getting passing crushes and thinking someone is beautiful or handsome or cute, a girl can make me blush once and i’ll feel like im floating for the rest of the week

[merlins-strawberriesandroses]

I’m not very articulate unfortunately but now that I’ve made this sideblog I wanted to get some thoughts out. I do see the logic when folks say that Arthur mostly experienced bad things in regards to magic, so it makes sense why he was wary of it/didn’t alter the laws since he didn’t know about Merlin’s guardian angel tendencies/etc. BUT. If we’re going with the magic is a queer metaphor (or just using it as one of many real life parallels) then I got to say. If you’re homophobic or your dad’s a queerphobic/bigoted politician who sanctions their murder and you haven’t explicitly said oh yeah I really don’t agree with that. Then queer people will probably not go out of their way to be kind to you while also letting you know they’re queer. They’re going to be wary and many will be antagonistic, and if there are queer people in your life they’ll probably keep mum because saying anything risks their life/security, and even freedom, in a way that’s distinct and sometimes worse than the restriction of freedom the closet imposes. 

In the same vein I feel like well if magic was banned in Camelot, and we know that even innocent people using it for, idk, healing a cut, got persecuted, then why would magic users be tripping over themselves to explicitly show Arthur how they’re using “good” magic. It’d put them in danger! Even if they were being helpful they’d not be telling Arthur they were being magically helpful (on account of the tyrant father’s laws still existing). Only sorcerers who are about to Revenge it Up (or power-grab it up) will likely be found out as sorcerers (on account of the occasional monologue and gold flashing eyes as they try to stab u).

Arthur just couldn’t have realistically seen an equivalently diverse number of people doing benevolent magic as long as all magic, no exceptions, was technically still illegal. (Though he does see some instances of ‘good’ magic!)

And about magical people close to Arthur not telling him for so long (Merlin, Morgs), I think they had many understandable reasons. At one point if you live long enough in a place where various parts of your identity can be legally prosecuted, or are liable to be socially persecuted, it’s physically hard to even get the words out. From personal experience the fear is just very encompassing, and it sucks to think that you very likely have to bear agression or worse if you want to let people you care about know. Plus, for Merlin I imagine a part of the situation was that telling Arthur would risk their closeness, which is pretty important to his ability to protect him. And Merlin believes that if he protects Arthur, the prophecy dictates at some point in the future magic will be legalized (which it does become, but it’s mentioned so briefly at the end. Could we not have had a happier ending??) :( I have a lot of other thoughts on this specific topic that I’ve tearfully jotted down over the years about how I understand why Merlin didn’t tell his friends (I’m less tearful about it now haha I was just Going Through It back then), but I fear I’ll still be incomprehensible and even more rambly, so I’ll avoid doing that right now. ANYWAY sorry for the ramble. I just made this sideblog and realized I can share some of the things that have been rolling around in my mind for years. Okay now I’m gonna go back to being in denial over the ending :) 

[usertoxicyaoi]

“Well ... I just want to thank you. That’s all.” BETWEEN US (2022-2023) - Episode 3.

[kiwiwinjindouche]

thanks to the horror!au Jindosh is no longer a rat or a cat or whatever to me

but spider

[insert Spider Dance from Undertale] (it doesn't help!!!!)

[cnsystem]

guy who can only speak in fortnite jokes and videogame references tries to explain the multidimensional rift they've found himself in

[omgitsaddyc]

writing for my friends is probably my favorite thing ever.

[d0vegum]

i have a special place in my heart for these three <3

[runthepockets]

I love that Jesse starts off Breaking Bad listening to knucklehead tough guy Rap and Nu Metal but as soon as he gets a gf he starts listening to R&B and Raggae. That's really what it's like.

[lex-n-weegie]

Posting this squish semi late at night so no one looks at me ♡ /j

QP tag: My Butterfly

[beurvixen]

i love holding doors open for people. 🥺💕

[thethingything]

ended up working on it for a bit and mostly did some more lighting and shading stuff again

I'm trying to make the sunlight on the left side feel brighter and more like actual sunlight than just warm-tinted diffuse light. admittedly I don't think it looks like there's a huge difference between the before and after images here

[amarantoestrella]

I didn't see my little work bf who doesn't know he's my bf all week and I think he got rotated to another unit for a few weeks so I probably won't see him :(

[shroomierambles]

aaaaggahhahjahhhhh i fucking developed feelings for someone in one of my classes & the class we have together is today so my stomach’s giving me fucking killer butterflies this suuucccckkkkksssssss

[insanechayne]

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