#idk i cant explain it

[napping-sapphic]

There really is something so magical about loving women for me like i love getting passing crushes and thinking someone is beautiful or handsome or cute, a girl can make me blush once and i’ll feel like im floating for the rest of the week

[httpiastri]

i completely get the being too nervous/shocked to say hi to the drivers and things like that! i went to the toronto indy last weekend and i saw theo pourchaire THREE TIMES (and like very up-close too, he was literally walking past me) and was too shocked to say anything either of the times 😭 it's hard to explain but in the moment it's so difficult to go up to them!!

omg im so so glad im not the only one 😭😭 i cant help it, i just freeze!! like dino was walking right towards me yesterday and i just turned around? when i literally couldve spoken swedish with him????

[cookiepie111]

I'm delusional, but this song reminds me of könig x reader. Let me be delusional and crazy in peace ✌🏾

[kavennnn]

im just like so happy that shirachuu

[im-too-emotionally-involved]

When people like/reblog your no tag post>>>>

[beemintty]

it's raining.

to dance in the sky's tears and breathe in the smell of dry days being washed away is a blessing I thank god for everyday.

[random-krab]

My issue with Alexander (2004) isn't that's it's "bad" it looks fine, most if not everything looks historically accurate but idk I just couldn't get past how it makes its transitions

[leyyvi]

your tags on your academia and fear of failure post are so real

sadly it's the same when you work in corporate, you can't ever get ahead ffs

idk ive had so many jobs and none of them have made me feel the same sense of dread the way academia has jdsgoiresndviorsjhng

[isjasz]

☀️⭐🌙👁️👑

This is the way you are supposed to play this game.

[trickstarbrave]

this one actually made me laugh pretty hard im not gonna lie

[fishgoatwasabi]

I hate waiting to feel hungry again after a binge. It's like you're in mental time out and can only think about how much you fucked up.

Feeling hungry feels skinny.

[koipepo]

That omake of little Kabru not being able to show off his howetown sweets because of Misril gets to me a lot so...

Here's a happier Kabru (and Lairu)

[mumblesplash]

part 2!!!! [read part one here]

transcript below the cut arranged into stanzas to help show where the rhymes are:

“that’s why they brought gem in? as a failsafe?” as a pawn. we were told to point her at whoever we need gone

“gem won’t hurt her allies. …yet.” the curse she carries will it’s had its eye on her since she lost the other eye she was specially selected for her hunting skill it’s quite the high honor. “wow. how generous.” we try

think about it: why does almost no one fight the curse? “given how fast scott killed skizz last season, i can guess.” [“any pain you spare your friends, you’ll have to suffer worse”?] it’s designed to shut down higher reasoning with stress

[tsubasaclones]

i love g3 deuce’s trans swag

[dykedvonte]

Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.

We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.

Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.

He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?

I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?