#idk i cant explain it
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nobody will ever know how much this episode means to me.
#carol peletier#the walking dead#twd#lydia twd#they both let go of something so profound that day#but the way carol was about to end it all really fucks with me#and heals me at the same time#idk i cant explain it#it reminds me of myself a lot and i think thats why its so precious to me#but lydia saved her#and I'll never not cry my eyes out at this#even though carol lowkey blamed her for Henry's death - lydia put that aside and saved her#okay I'm going to stop now#10 x 16#a certain doom
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There really is something so magical about loving women for me like i love getting passing crushes and thinking someone is beautiful or handsome or cute, a girl can make me blush once and i’ll feel like im floating for the rest of the week
#wlw#lesbian#sapphic#the lesbian visibility week feels are getting to me#almost teared up thinking about how much i love women and how happy i am to accept that earlier#ignore me i have Emotions™️#i just love feeling this way and i never know how to express it#i just spend everyday so thankful for coming out to myself#it took a while and was really hard at some points but really it’s by far the best thing i ever did for myself#because everytime a girl gives me butterflies it feels MAGICAL to me#idk i cant explain it#i just LOVE loving women#ahhhhhhh
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i completely get the being too nervous/shocked to say hi to the drivers and things like that! i went to the toronto indy last weekend and i saw theo pourchaire THREE TIMES (and like very up-close too, he was literally walking past me) and was too shocked to say anything either of the times 😭 it's hard to explain but in the moment it's so difficult to go up to them!!
omg im so so glad im not the only one 😭😭 i cant help it, i just freeze!! like dino was walking right towards me yesterday and i just turned around? when i literally couldve spoken swedish with him????
#thank u so much for relating#thank u so much for sharing 🙏🙏 made me feel much better#idk i cant explain it#i just. freeze#but tbh i suffer from loads of social anxiety these days so i mean im not surprised#+ i even get performance anxiety like… wanting to say something funny to make them laugh and find me interesting#and then i compare myself to other ppl who have met them#like 'no he didnt laugh as much as he did with that other fan'#idk its all complicated#so id rather not exist at all in their world than exist and be awkward#asks!#anon!
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im just like so happy that shirachuu
#idk i cant explain it#im just so happy that they#*incomprehensible screeching*#yk?#yk just they#the boys#you see this is what happens when i discover that other ppl share my ship that no one talks abt enough#omg ex-wives from six came on on spotify im screaming i havent heard it in years it's so good#anyway six the musical is soooo good#like the music#askjfhadskljlfs#THE MUSIC#okay i *may* have gotten off track in these tags#ima go rewatch the musical idc
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I'm delusional, but this song reminds me of könig x reader. Let me be delusional and crazy in peace ✌🏾
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When people like/reblog your no tag post>>>>
#sorry if this didn't make sense#lile you liked it because you liked it not just because its in your fandom#idk i cant explain it#ifykyk ig
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it's raining.
to dance in the sky's tears and breathe in the smell of dry days being washed away is a blessing I thank god for everyday.
#i love rain#the rain makes me feel amazing#the rain makes me feel human#idk i cant explain it#its just so beautiful#and peaceful#and perfect#and messy#and ugly#all at the same time#it makes me feel alive#on life#thoughts#my thoughts#its raining#poetry#<3#my writing
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My issue with Alexander (2004) isn't that's it's "bad" it looks fine, most if not everything looks historically accurate but idk I just couldn't get past how it makes its transitions
#alexander the great#alexander 2004#does anyone else relate#??? idk#idk i cant explain it#and I can't get over it for some reason
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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😘
#crush#jennifer paige#song#audio#this always makes me feel some type of sexy#idk i cant explain it#90's music#Spotify
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your tags on your academia and fear of failure post are so real
sadly it's the same when you work in corporate, you can't ever get ahead ffs
idk ive had so many jobs and none of them have made me feel the same sense of dread the way academia has jdsgoiresndviorsjhng
#even the corpoish job i have now#maybe bc i have more motivation since im getting paid LOL#idk i cant explain it#i wish i could elaborate more but it'll go into trauma dumping territory and im afraid of negative human emotions u_u#BUT ya like i still get anxiety from jobs but school just#turns on a different kind of fight or flight#i think it's mostly because i have to have discipline to study/do homework#and its really hard to do outsiode of the classroom for me#im also a horrible test taker pls dont put me on a timed test i will start crying JHGFDJKGH
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my stupid children omg
#theyre like so great guys i love them#IVE BEEN WORKING ON OTHER STUFF LATELY UGH i havent had time to draw them#ok thats a lie im just gatekeeping#scitwi's kind of a fujoshi idk she just gives that i cant explain#my art#mlp art#mlp fim#my little pony#mlp#eqg#mlp equestria girls#twilight sparkle#equestria girls#sunset shimmer#sci twi#scitwi#sciset#mlp eqg#also uhh my sunset wears a chest binder if anyone was wondering.. totally not projecting
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That omake of little Kabru not being able to show off his howetown sweets because of Misril gets to me a lot so...
Here's a happier Kabru (and Lairu)
#kabru#lairu#labru#laios#dungeon meshi#my art#my fanart#fanart#idk why i resort to fluffy fanart even tho i keep thinking and seeing gag/hornt lairu stuff#kabru is just so.. fascinating and actually endlessly tragic#i kinda like that ryoko kui doesnt try to over-explain or dramatize her characters that have tragic backstories. it makes her world that-#-much more believable and realistic. that being said i will devour more kabru stories from her#i kinda cant stop thinking abt kabru (and to an extent lairu)#ik in Lairu/Labru fanart Kabru is usually depicted as humorously in denial guy#but i see it everywhere and it made me think more of their more understanding phase in the epilogue#maybe laios is ooc here but i think he will also warm up to human connection now that he actually has people he cares abt around him#(and maybe because kabru is teaching him tips and trick to be a Normal Guy lmao)#im also not very good at humor so theres only so much i can do with gag lairu 😂
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part 2!!!! [read part one here]
transcript below the cut arranged into stanzas to help show where the rhymes are:
“that’s why they brought gem in? as a failsafe?” as a pawn. we were told to point her at whoever we need gone
“gem won’t hurt her allies. …yet.” the curse she carries will it’s had its eye on her since she lost the other eye she was specially selected for her hunting skill it’s quite the high honor. “wow. how generous.” we try
think about it: why does almost no one fight the curse? “given how fast scott killed skizz last season, i can guess.” [“any pain you spare your friends, you’ll have to suffer worse”?] it’s designed to shut down higher reasoning with stress
#if you still can't see the rhyme scheme try reading it out loud#if that doesn't work uh. idk. can't help you#my art#my poetry#grian#geminitay#smajor1995#bdoubleo100#inthelittlewood#secret life#grian and his terrible horrible no good very bad eldritch coworkers: the sequel#cant wait to post the next part so i can be like 'my three secret life comics. and yes they all rhyme'#this one narratively doesn't work nearly as well as a standalone compared to part 1#however i accidentally went way too hard and could probably upload the middle page + second to last panel as their own separate art pieces#tbh i'm considering putting an explanation of everything below the readmore buuut i don't feel like it atm. :3 later maybe#me and my 20+ life series headcanons i only allude to without explicitly stating don't need to explain ourselves#still experimenting with this webtoon-esque vertical comic style#still not sure i like it#it gets long too quickly#among other things#but it's very easy to read on a phone so
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Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.
We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.
Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.
He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?
I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?
#like curly is very much does his job goes home takes care of self repeat i dont think hes like an asocial person but he doesn't take the tim#time to indulge in himself the way he thinks hes a bigger picture guy so as long as nothing is disrupted hes relatively okay even if its#slowly chipping away at him and making him feel hollow like he thought space was endless that he could never reach a point of feeling finis#he never had to predict what to do after the end and suddently he realizes there was no end to it because there cant be an end to nothing#hes accomplished so much objectively but hes done nothing with his life outside of his work like he mentions no hobbies other friends or an#thing of the sort he doesn't even feel like he can vent it cause what? hes complaining about how hard it is to get promoted to have securit#in a job you hate and a position that keeps weighing you down like I feel like if he explained himself at the party and didn't let Jimmy t#talk for him hed actually have made points the others would get cause even if they envied his position he still is justified in being unhap#not everything that you think would bring you happiness does or fulfills even a small part of that desire#idk hes a lot more fucked in the head but like towards himself than people realize like how he lets Jimmy treat him is indicitive of that i#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#curly mouthwashing
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so twelveclara obviously didnt have sex but i think they probably did some weird shit a few times that was sex without having sex. and they were both like hmmmm lets never speak of this
#ultimate homoerotic girlbestfriendship#idk what exactly probably some alien kink shit that cant be explained in human language#or time lord psychic stuff like i mentioned before i think thats a fun concept#its always so homoerotic#that one fucking tensimm scene the 13 and claire scene#10 and reinette#11 and craig#they were all fucking#twelveclara#mine#dw
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