#idk probably not but thats the point of an experiment right? to get results >:3

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Ok that didnt take long lol. I think I'll let my noon queue post go out and then go on a lil break until the 20th (yes I know its just two days sshhhhh)

[thirstybtsthoughts]

Hi, this is a bit embarrassing but I was wondering if I could ask for some advice? This has probably been asked before but his is tumblr mobile so of course I can’t find it, so here we go (again probably). This is about to get a bit graphic, so move along if you don’t want that.

I’ve been mastubrating for years now, but I’ve never gone past clit stimulation, but I’ve been wanting to experiment with penetration.

Now I don’t actually have an issue with pain, I know other people have asked about that but that’s not my concern. I’ve managed to get two fingers inside me without much pain at all (took a lot of practice but I got there), but my hands are too fucking small. Like can’t even reach my own g spot kind of small. I can have one finger inside and it feels nice, sure, but not enough to feel aroused by it? I find it harder to find pleasure with two but that’s because I’m still adjusting to the size I think. But it also has me worried, because I don’t really find it all that pleasurable? Whatever I do is never enough for my body. I know I want it, but I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. It’s gotten to the point where I’m actually worried. I’ve heard before that your body gets used to climaxing in specific ways? So you shouldn’t do the same thing over and over all the time idk. Which is why you shouldn’t use only a vibrator, because then you won’t get to come just by using your hands. What if I’ve gotten my body so used to clitoral stimulation that it just doesn’t find anything else arousing anymore??? I know only around 1 out of 3 girls can come from penetration, but the other two at least find it enjoyable, right? What if I’ve lost my ability to find pleasure in it??? What if I get a boyfriend, only to find out that having him inside me is as dull as doing math homework??? All the hard work and only the bad kind of pain as a result????

I can’t even get a dildo to try and see if that works because I live with my family and I can’t risk them finding out. So I’m really at a loss of what to do. Any advice? Is this a common experience? Am I doomed forever? Do other girls go through this too? Any and all thoughts I’d really appreciate it 🥺

Hi, I get the whole thing with your fingers being too small for it to feel pleasurable, I myself can’t reach very deep with my fingers, so mostly I don’t bother and stick to clit stimulation. I guess that’s why people do end up using dildos and sex toys. I wouldn’t worry about getting used to one way of stimulating yourself, if thats what works then its fine. Don’t overthink/worry about when it comes to having a dick inside you, hopefully it’ll reach further than your fingers 😁. 

I know there are many other women who experience not being able to get toys because of family and therefore have to put their sexual exploration on hold or have it limited. I’ve never really been able to cum from just using my hands, it takes too long and I get tired/achy, so sex toys have been my besties. I’m not sure how I can help with your issue, but know that it’s not something to overthink or worry about 🥺

[spirit-shroud]

what are some roles that have been largely changed for cityrune? since you said queen was an influencer now :]

hi ty for asking me im vibrating. havent gotten to talk about this au now for three years and now that chapter 2 is like real and this time i can like........draw occasionally and i have more understanding of nuance...... [grips table] [screams]

this isnt quite what you asked but heres what's everyone from chapter 1 has been Up To with a little bit of context (and under a read more bc it got LENGTHY):

kris - professional stay at home teen (they live w/ asgore n help run the flower shop sometimes. this decision was entirely bc i dont like toriel). was wrongly diagnosed w Sudden Soul Rejection when they were incredibly young and given an experimental transplanted soul as a replacement. it works for them fine, give or take having to see gaster once a month for checkups. but sometimes the soul makes them skittish n decides they're going to sit in front of the pc and play 30 consecutive hours of a certain simulation game and not even let them drown people in the pool. if it were entirely up to them, they'd be like. passing out on the sofa to documentaries about bigfoot. or practicing cool knife tricks to impress their friends at their next tabletop meetup

- EDITED IN: the soul is kind of their friend. they are wearing a hypothetical get along shirt. most of the time, they agree on actions and things to do. tends to refer to themself + their soul as we/us which originally was just something they did in their head but they kept slipping in speech/text n just became a Thing of how they talk. switches to 'I/Me' whenever smth is wrong.

- also edited in: they believe the soul they have is their original soul bc nobody has told them otherwise. whenever theyre like 'oh yeah we think about our soul n view it as a separate entity to us like. all the time. it likes to hurt if we make too many choices it doesn't seem to like and kind of forces us to be a toned down version of what we want to be but thats just how souls are haha' and everyone is like.... 'Hey Kris That's Really Not How It Is.' theyre like. 'huh. gonna ignore that for now' - this was going to be a plot point

toriel - head of H0MEWOR1D (H01)'s department of education; kind of lost her roots as a simple math teacher as she was pushed into a lot of power she didn't even really seek out. divorced asgore over some miscommunications in their relationship; also loosely as a result of grief from asriel's death

asgore - the same. runs a lil flower/gift shop. people come in more to talk with him than to buy flowers most of the time, though

asriel Flowey - he's back in flower form, thanks to the government an accident. causes a lot of technology glitches wherever he goes, and wants revenge. isn't sure how to go about it. asriel "died" around 8 years before the story takes place and kris still misses him and refuses to even THINK about even the IDEA of calling someone their sibling after what happened, just in case it somehow happens a second time

susie - more of the same really. she spends most of her time either at grillby's (she's sort of become his assistant n helps with opening/closing. it just happened) or getting into low-stakes trouble w/ kris

noelle - she's in the city's equivalent of college and shes so tired. shes So Abysmally Tired n got kinda pushed 2 follow in her mom's footsteps. she's rarely around anymore except through text or on monsters & mages (dnd) night. (however.........she will come back w/ a long break n hang out w everyone again)

berdly - tbh i didnt even consider berdly when i made the au initially. idk what he's doing. probably in a similar situation to noelle??? canonically got kicked out of the M&M group due to clashes w/ other players but lurks in their group chat to posts memes sometimes

didnt rly think of any other of kris' classmates (+ their families) after ch1 and probably will continue to not, until chs 3-5 come out and i gotta whip up roles and histories for like. a lotta guys all of a sudden. i also forgot about noelle's parents

sans - runs a convenience store that everyone kind of thinks is a front, but also it has really cheap snacks and the local teens make a point of stopping there after school. so essentially, more of the same papyrus - similar to ut. is a very polite and sweet boy but you'll know when he's coming

grillby - he's back. he runs a bar like back in ut but the cozy vibes and weird-for-a-bar hours keep attracting kids who need parents, so half of his menu is comprised of overly sweet mocktails. usually only frequented by monsters

QC - same as usual. has a "rivalry" with grillbz but, theyre besties and have a book club

mettaton - he's real and he's back. he's similar to how he is back in ut w/ his EX body. likes to hang out at grillby's and talk to unsuspecting fans. has a show for everything

napstablook - similar to how they are in ut. helps mtt with making music sometimes. doesn't leave the house too often, but spends a lot of time posting on undernet

undyne - unfortunately. more of the same. she is a cop in the monster district. i am also upset by this but couldn't think of anything better for her

alphys - a doctor studying under dr. gaster in the hopes she'll one day take over his research. she spends most of her time as a nurse with a bigger title, though, and blocks out the weirdness of her job with anime.

gaster - weird guy. H01's top soul researcher and resident House wannabe. trying to manufacture the ultimate soul that can be controlled with simple internal switches, but so far he's only had 1 (very limited) success with a certain human. monsters just melt, and darkners just sorta......get weird... he's onto Something, though.

ralsei - lonely boy with some very strange hobbies. popular on UnderNet for poetry, baking videos, and general cryptid vibe. is the DM for the monsters & mages group (also seems to think everything is actually very fine in H01 when it is very much not)

lancer - about the same. professional Round Boy. lives w/ rouxls full time. follows susie around like a lost puppy and calls himself her "underling."

rouxls - runs a hotel/casino kind of deal where the objective Bad Guys hang out, and usually ends up doing any of the spade king's paperwork.

spade king - mafia godfather. kind of a dick. don't play cards with him

seam - works with the spade king as his right hand cat more or less because they have for a lot of years and are in that 'sunk cost fallacy' zone. thinks of retiring to a quiet life in the monster section of town like, daily

jevil - used to work with the spade king, but got imprisoned for Crimes. got weird after The Accident (separate from asriel's accident)

temmies (all) - dont really get mentioned except offhandedly but they run the monster space station. so far, are the only monsters who have ever been to space.

as far as chapter 2 goes:

yeah i dont have much so far for characters. in the original version of the au i accidentally made darkners as a whole just kinda..... not great? like all sorts of weird organized crime ties n sort of going out of their way to be A Problem to the city (not even in like. a revolution way. in a working against them but with the same goals kinda way). with the whole context it worked At The Time, bc i just had the spade king to look to as a villain, and also in this au the darkners are just trying to survive a world that ultimately was not built for them (that humans think they own, and monsters sort of... seeing this and wondering what it'll mean for them whichever one wins), but w/ new info abt how the dark world works n more guys to work with i want to kind of. edit the vibe a bit. like yea darkners will ultimately do whatever it takes to take over H01, but maybe in a better way than like. idk. all this. it doesnt have to be peaceful or anything it just has to be more adaptable as we meet more kinds of darkners

however yeah i thought up 'queen as some sort of childless mommy blogger/influencer' and that completely revived all memory i had of this au. she should be on mtt's talkshow. also she sells collectible wine glasses w/ her likeness

spamton is another one of gaster's failed soul experiments, but he hasn't melted yet, and seems............fine? sort of. so he hasn't gotten decommissioned yet. he does want to give you malware tho. hot monster singles in your area n all that

im blanking on the rest of the guys but i hope any of this was comprehensible

[jamaisjoons]

(1/7) I'm sorry this is going to be super long, so if you actually answer this I'll be so thankful lol... idk how much experience you have in relationships and sexuality and whatnot but I just really need to ask someone about this and you seem super friendly and nice so I wanted to ask you, and if anyone else reading this ask wants to give me advice I'd love and appreciate that as well - I'll keep an eye on the comments 💜 So I've been in a relationship for over 5 years now. I want to preface

this ask is incredibly long and if therefore the rest, along with my response, is under the read more!

(2/7) this with saying that I'm not unhappy with my relationship overall. And I honestly do prioritize emotional connection over physical, but this is something that's been on my mind recently, especially since I started getting into reading fanfics and learning more about how diverse and explorative someone can be with sexuality. My current boyfriend was my first serious relationship so I never experienced anyone else sexually. And I know stories romanticize, dramatize, and exaggerate things

(3/7) so I don't expect that I should be able to experience my sex life exactly as its portrayed in the fictions I read. I've been generally content with my sex life with my boyfriend, while maybe not fully satisfied but content. But lately its been bothering me. I've always had a higher drive than him so I don't mind needing to... take care of myself most days and just have sex whenever he's up for it. (Although he gets whiny if I'm not up for it the day he is, which I guess is partly fair

(4/7) since there's only like 2 days a month I'm not horny lol). And I do tend to take quite a bit longer to uh... well, cum, than he does as well so I've never really taken any offense to him not trying super hard to get me there. Lately it has been bothering me though... he does give effort to it most of the time but gives up because he has trouble getting the right spots and/or it takes a long time (and yeah I chalk that up to female anatomy being more complicated than male so while it is

(5/7) disappointing, I excuse it because of that) But it bothers me because I feel like I try to push myself more to figure out what he likes and try different things out of my comfort zone more than he does for me. (i.e. I've recently started trying to get used to anal even though so far its painful and I haven't found pleasure in it yet because it's something he's always wanted to do). He also loves blow jobs and always wants one - kind of expects it and gets disappointed if I tell him I don't

(6/7) want to that day and sometimes (most of the time) tries to push it, even though I don't push him if he doesn't want to go down on me. I've more or less given up on trying to cum when we have sex, just kind of settled on enjoying it for a while and helping him and then finishing myself off after. I'll sometimes ask him to help afterwards, and he'll help with some stimulation like nipple play and stuff for a bit, but if he's already gotten his release I feel like he treats it like a chore.

(7/7) It's just been bothering me more and more lately. I'm worried about talking to him about it because idk if I'm just being needy or if he'll be offended or upset. And I don't really know how to fix it anyway so idk how to bring it up or any solutions to offer but since its been bothering me more I don't want to just leave it as it is. Do you have any advice for me? Also I'm SO SORRY for the novel and going probably too detailed into my sex life... I hope this wasn't bothersome or annoying!

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i’m gonna preface this with im not a professional and any advice i give is based on my own feelings and thoughts and based on experiences of my own and they won’t be the same as yours! please take caution reading/heeding any of my advice because really i’m not any different to you and i have no real qualifications for giving out sexual advice.

so honestly speaking, i have a fear of commitment and trust issues and as a result i don’t very often partake in committed relationships (i’ve been willingly and happily single for YEARS) - and my previous ones weren’t all that good either (my last two ended with cheating rip). but i’m happy to help in any way possible and it means a lot that you feel like you can speak to me about this!

Okay so, my first point is that sex is honestly diverse and yes its always mindblowing in fics, but in reality its not always the case. sometimes sex is bland, sometimes its really good, and sometimes you don’t really enjoy yourself (not in a bad or nonconsensual way, but more it doesn’t leave you as fulfilled as it could and it just feels,,,, meh for a lack of better word for it). that being said, considering you’ve been in a relationship for a long time and it’s your first and (i assume only? sexual partner) i can potentially see why its just been a case of contentment and not real fulfilment - especially, since it seems you haven’t really been communicating and taking each other’s feelings into consideration? well him more so than you.

Side point, he really shouldn’t be whining if you don’t want to have sex but as long as he’s not pressuring you into anything its fine - people tend to whine (i know i do sometimes too)

Okay so in terms of cumming, not everyone takes the same amount of time to cum. some really need lots of stimulation and stuff in order to really cum and others cum really quickly. its an individual thing - but you definitely seem like the former. That being said, just because you take longer to cum and the female anatomy is more complex (really its not t H A T hard) doesn’t mean he should give up - you work hard for him to make him cum and he should do the same for you. especially since you’ve been together for so long.

A lot of this seems that you’re actively trying more than he is (you’re not obligated to give him oral, especially if he doesn’t reciprocate and he definitely shouldn’t push it). In terms of anal, the human body is different from person to person and not everyone is wired the same. just because someone else enjoys anal doesn’t mean you will, and if it’s painful and you’re not enjoying it, perhaps it’s best to tell him to stop because you get nothing out of it. if he loves you, he’ll make the sacrifice even if he enjoys it (like you’ve been doing for him this entire time). If he’s cummed and he’s not actively wanting to make you cum - you need to call him out on it because it's not fair for him to orgasm and for you to work for it yourself. it’s downright selfish and bad sexual practices and more than anything its not okay and its not a healthy sex life.

I think my best advice right now is to actually talk and communicate with him. A good, healthy sexual relationship that satisfies both parties, can only and will only ever be possible through open communication. you’ve been together five years and you’ve said you’re happy with your relationship overall - which means that you’ve known each other long enough to openly communicate with each other about your likes/dislikes/things you want to try/how they can help. Thats the blanket one, but here are some things you can talk to him about:

In terms of making you cum - you know your body better than anyone else, so perhaps showing him what places are your erogenous zones may be an effective way. If you feel comfortable, sit in front of him and masturbate - show him what gets you off. Sometimes even have him participate - direct his hands to where you want him, tell him when something feels good, when something doesn’t feel so good. but communicate

Tell him that you always try for him and it’s upsetting and makes you feel unsatisfied when he doesn’t put in the same enthusiasm. in sexual relationships, there is compromise and sometimes you do things you don’t necessarily enjoy just as an act of love and care (one of my irls hated giving her boyfriend blowjobs but she used to do it because he enjoyed them and that's okay because she was willing to do it out of love. there were also things he compromised for her like how he never enjoyed wearing condoms because it didn’t feel as good but she didn’t want to go on birth control so he accepted it). There are clearly things you are willing to compromise on (anal) and so he should be doing the same for you

You’re both different people and have different sexual interests and what feels good for you. You should both put in effort to explore these together. Have an actual conversation with him - and if he doesn’t take your feelings, if he starts getting upset or offended, then that speaks more for him. but if he loves you, if he’s a good partner and boyfriend, he will actively listen to you and your feelings and try and understand them. without communication sex and relationships are nothing and you cannot be afraid to speak to him or not speak to him for fear of him reacting negatively.

also if he does reactively, maybe it’s worth considering if this relationship is worth going on with. sometimes people stay with each other because it’s all they know, because they’ve been together for a long time and they fear starting fresh. but that is not healthy. if something isn’t working, no matter how much time and effort you’ve put into it, it’s not worth staying and being unhappy and the best thing you can do is gather the courage to get up, leave and move on and find happiness somewhere else.

i think ? i’ve got most of my points across, but if there’s anything you need clarification on, please do feel free to message me again! but please remember my earlier disclaimer: i am in no way shape or form a professional and i have no qualifications in order to give you advice. these are just my thoughts/opinions/how i see things!!

anyway, i hope this helped! i’m so sorry it took so long to get back to you!

[ais-n]

2| and where is the trauma? both hsin and boyd were severely sexually abused. and emilio's illness is always treated as a joke. look Ais, your series has done me so much good between the bad it did. i found i'm gay lmao and i'm grateful for that. i'm grateful that you wrote this ok. but there are things that were offensive, and maybe it was unconscious, since i doubt you wanted to be racist or write a mlm relationship but more like hetero. i wish i could just enjoy the books but my heart breaks

3| idk what the one who questioned that could possibly mean between all the things but thats what i mean. i appreciate you a lot. i hope this didn’t make you feel worse or whatever. but some people really did end up hurt badly after reading icos and im one of them. with all respect, and hope that i didnt disturb you much, farewell.

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Aha I just realized I can put both 2nd and 3rd asks in one! Which is good because, again, the gay comment makes me laugh out loud XD As I said in the other post, thank you again for reaching out, for explaining your concerns, and for the courage you no doubt had to bring forth in order to do so.

I’m getting right into the answers in this one although I will probably ask more questions for clarification on some of the points, as I did on the first one, to make sure I’m not misunderstanding or misinterpreting anything.

More below the cut! :)

EMILIO’S ILLNESS

I’m really sorry but I wasn’t sure what you meant by that. Which illness? How is it treated as a joke? Could you clarify? 

TRAUMA

So this I thought was super interesting that you felt there was no representation of trauma in ICoS, or I assume you also mean its aftereffects. That’s actually one of the few points I feel pretty confident saying the series does portray a lot of, both in some cases the experience of it and in other cases the repercussions. 

One of the reasons both of them are so severely dysfunctional individually and together is because of trauma.

I don’t want to muddy up this post with a huge tangent but someone had asked a few years ago about the result of the Aleixo mission on Boyd, if he was diagnosed with anything, and so on. If you’re interested, I wrote a long ass reply about the psychological effect of sex trafficking on survivors/victims and talked about some of the things you see Boyd do that are a bit reflective of that. More info at https://aisness.wordpress.com/2015/01/28/boyd-aleixo-psychology/

I think there probably would be more information on all this by now, or at least I certainly hope there would be, but at the time of writing Fade that was the sort of research that was available. 

Although, full disclosure, I don’t tend to write characters looking up the DSM symptoms for this or that; I write what feels right for them psychologically, mentally, emotionally, and oftentimes later look it up and realize they would have likely been diagnosed with this or that thing or they could be displaying traits of this or that.

At any rate, with Boyd, his trauma started early on, and pretty much everything about him is a reflection of that in some form. I don’t see trauma as specific to sexual assault; it’s most certainly a result of that but also of many other things. Boyd dealt with a lot of neglect and/or emotional abuse as a child, he was bullied by his peers, and generally speaking it was difficult for him to feel like he belonged anywhere. He was very often judged by others, often negatively, for things completely outside of his control, like his parents, their jobs, his home, the amount of money his family had, his looks, etc. 

If you look at the Mayo Clinic’s list of child abuse, Boyd falls pretty well under emotional abuse and a bit under neglect, and you can especially see the toll that had on his personality by reading the signs and symptoms of emotional abuse in particular:

Loss of self-confidence or self-esteem

Social withdrawal or a loss of interest or enthusiasm

Depression

Avoidance of certain situations, such as refusing to go to school or ride the bus

Desperately seeks affection

And general symptoms:

Withdrawal from friends or usual activities

Depression, anxiety or unusual fears, or a sudden loss of self-confidence

An apparent lack of supervision

Self-harm or attempts at suicide 

If you look at Complex PTSD, and in particular Developmental Trauma Disorder (DTD) you can see a lot of Hsin:

Attachment – “problems with relationship boundaries, lack of trust, social isolation, difficulty perceiving and responding to others’ emotional states”

Behavioural control – “problems with impulse control, aggression, pathological self-soothing, and sleep problems”

Dissociation – “amnesia, depersonalization, discrete states of consciousness with discrete memories, affect, and functioning, and impaired memory for state-based events”

I wouldn’t say Hsin dissociates quite that extensively but I feel like he does display some dissociative tendencies at times.

Boyd has some too, like

Self-concept – “fragmented and disconnected autobiographical narrative, disturbed body image, low self-esteem, excessive shame, and negative internal working models of self”.

I think in some ways you could argue they both display aspects of:

Affect or emotional regulation – “poor affect regulation, difficulty identifying and expressing emotions and internal states, and difficulties communicating needs, wants, and wishes”

When Boyd was little, he often wondered why other people were treated better than him - why, when he was getting perfect grades, he was going above and beyond whenever possible, when he was trying to be “a good boy” all the time, when he went out of his way to stay quiet and not bother anyone – why, despite all his attempts, other people were celebrate yet he was reviled, even if the people being celebrated were awful people doing awful things. He used to study other people relentlessly, trying to understand what it was about them that made them acceptable and what it was about him that made him not.

That’s why, despite being such an introvert, he’s good at blending in and going undercover; it’s why he can adjust to new situations and, in a way, act - because he always had to monitor and adjust himself his whole life just to feel seen and loved. His dad loved him on his own so it wasn’t as bad as it could have been, but with the trauma that came from the loss of his dad, and what happened with Lou, plus everything afterward, it really messed everything up.

Boyd was not a victim of childhood sexual abuse, but more of emotional abuse. Well, I guess, I should say for the most part he wasn’t.

Hsin was definitely a victim of childhood sexual abuse and probably physical abuse (that bit I can’t recall for sure). He was raped even as a small child, and that led into different aspects of his life. One reason, for example, he would go berserk and was seen by the Agency as unreliable in cases of him seeing sexual assault was because he saw, in some way, himself in those victims. It was probably his way of protecting people when he hadn’t been protected, himself. 

I can’t speak too much on Hsin’s specific mental health status or repercussions because I didn’t write him so I’m not fully in his mind, but I do know that sort of berserker aspect is part of what came from his sexual abuse and physical abuse and just generally how he grew up. If I recall correctly, a lot of that led into why he was so unstable and dangerous when Emilio first found him; why it took so long to get Hsin to find a way to deal with the violence and aggression and anger in him, in addition to everything else that would have happened regardless of that childhood trauma. Why, too, it was such a huge deal when Boyd was able to earn Hsin’s trust, because he had learned in his life to trust almost no one.

You can see some of the way they both display aspects of C-PTSD as adults as well in the list at https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complex_post-traumatic_stress_disorder#Adults

I should be clear: I am NOT a psychiatrist or psychologist so I’m not suggesting that they would be specifically diagnosed with any of these disorders were they to get official diagnoses. However, the reason I bring it up is to show that a lot of the series reflects the way their coping mechanisms lead them to interact within themselves and with the outside world, all of which is often directly or indirectly tied to trauma.

Why is Boyd so terrified of anyone seeing him without his shirt in the beginning? Trauma. Why is he depressed? Trauma. Why is he suicidal? Trauma. Why does he go out of his way to avoid a certain block? Trauma. I would have to look at specific symptoms of different things but I would guess that you could also tie back some of his instability and his sometimes inconsistent reactions to trauma as well. Sometimes he does things or says things that may seem a bit reckless, or cold, or some other unexpected thing at that time - and a lot of times it’s probably in part related to how he learned to cope with things and what his levels of defensiveness are or his fears are at that moment. But he also has a complete inability to see the good in himself for a long time which also ties back, I would think, to some of the things he experienced growing up/previously.

Boyd is an incredibly unreliable narrator. He spends most of his narration thinking about how awful he is, how he should just die, how he isn’t doing a good enough job, and so forth. Yet, that fails to show the impact of some of his choices and decisions. Boyd was pretty much the first person to treat Hsin like a normal human being, to not see him as a surrogate of anything or anyone, to not have any ulterior motives or expectations of him (no matter how well-intentioned), and to truly gain his trust as a result. Yet, Boyd didn’t really see it that way. He didn’t see how important it was for Hsin that he ended up in his life; he didn’t get why Hsin was exasperated the times Boyd said he (Boyd) should just die, that there was no value to his life. He didn’t believe he could be loved so he couldn’t see it was even a possibility at first. Therefore, he spends a lot of his narration over the series belittling himself and downplaying any of his own achievements while simultaneously rewarding or acknowledging what others around him are doing. Not every moment of his narration, of course, but his default state of self is to think he sucks and others are probably better.

Conversely, Hsin is a confident narrator. He often doesn’t doubt himself, doesn’t care what other people think, and is very sure of himself in a lot of aspects like his physical prowess which, itself, is already above and beyond nearly everyone else. Yet he also learned not to trust or rely on anyone else in his life, so he’s incredibly suspicious of others because that’s how he had to learn to be. So, especially in the beginning of the series, in his narration he tends to be very factual about his own achievements and not shy away from acknowledging the things that are powerful about him (even if he doesn’t always see it as anything that special), while simultaneously seeking out anything untrustworthy, unreliable, incompetent, or unworthy about those around him. His narration tends to point out the flaws of those around him because he learned that if he doesn’t protect himself, he’s vulnerable, and when he’s vulnerable he gets hurt.

The result of that is, if you read their narrations straight as if it’s all perfectly reliable, Boyd seems even more unreliable and Hsin seems even more perfect than they actually are, because their default states of being overlap in a manner which magnifies the flaws in Boyd and the merits in Hsin. 

Both of them learned to be how they were because of how they were raised, what they went through, and more. Same as how they react to various things throughout the series.

I can’t more specifically comment on anything without knowing what in particular you were thinking of when commenting in the ask about trauma and sexual abuse. But I think generally speaking, they already start the series having learned coping mechanisms that work for them based on trauma they already individually experienced. Those coping mechanisms end up oftentimes being challenged and at times destroyed or reworked throughout the course of the series. That is what leads to a lot of their ups and downs as individuals and as a couple; why their story isn’t a straight arc going up but instead derails a lot. And why they both spend the entirety of the series coming to terms with who they are both internally and externally, and what that means for their relationship, and how they can find a way to grow as a person and a significant other. They both ultimately have to work on trust; Boyd has to learn to trust himself, Hsin has to learn to trust others, and they have to learn to trust each other.

The way people deal with trauma is not the same for everyone. Sexual abuse doesn’t result in the same reaction for all people. I’m not sure if maybe one of the things you were thinking is maybe about sexual abuse during the series itself? I already linked something that goes more in depth on Fade so I won’t touch on that book, and I really can’t speak for Hsin because he isn’t my character so I don’t want to misrepresent his thought process as hidden behind narration or actions at different points.

The only other thing I can think of that maybe you’re thinking about is Boyd’s valentine status, and how he doesn’t seem to have overtly strong reactions to anything until Fade. If that’s one aspect of what you were thinking about, part of that is just how Boyd deals with things. He tends to avoid things that are difficult for him or he has difficulty focusing on, and oftentimes shuts down emotionally. 

I think honestly he probably dissociated to some extent during a lot of things; kind of separated his body from his mind and felt like whatever happened, happened. For a lot of the time that he was a valentine early on, he had such little love for himself that regardless of how upsetting anything was, how little he wanted to do certain things, he felt on some level like he deserved it. Some things were probably a subconscious form of self-punishment for being born, for being who he is, for surviving when Lou didn’t, for surviving when his dad didn’t, for never being enough for his mother, for just plain existing. Then as time went on he grew to rely on Hsin and find strength in him. It’s also not like every mission he had was a valentine one, or even that every valentine has to end in anything physical. 

That’s why he was able to find ways of dealing with things in some form, even if he didn’t like it or was uncomfortable at times, until the Aleixo mission. He thought he knew how to handle things; he thought he had found apt coping mechanisms. But that mission tore that all apart and nearly destroyed him. His coping mechanisms didn’t work the way they had and now he had to find a new way to survive, and from there came a lot of his instability and more that you see in Fade and as I mention in that blog post.

But in short, I feel like the majority of the series ends up touching, indirectly or directly, on some form of trauma as experienced currently or in the past by one or more of the main characters, and their resulting actions then drive the plot. That is one thing we were very specific about doing: having the plot adjust to the characters rather than force the characters to adjust to the plot. That’s why Afterimage exists, actually; the original plan was sort of like 3/4 of Evenfall and then kind of jumping into aspects of Fade. But we realized at the end of Evenfall that certain things would occur which would then lead to Afterimage and Afterimage then led into aspects of Interludes, which then led into aspects of right before Fade, which then affected a huge part of Fade itself, which then informed 1/27. We didn’t set out to write a series specifically about trauma, it’s just sort of one of those things that happens if you take two characters who have been treated so cruelly or poorly for so much of their lives, and put them together as any sort of team - but especially a team that becomes a couple, and a couple that becomes all but married.

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Regarding the other stuff, I haven’t had a chance yet to check if you answered my question about the hetero relationship comment, so I can’t comment on that until I know more of what you mean. But I would say that generally speaking, I don’t know that I believe it’s necessarily fair to label anything as strictly “hetero” vs “m/m” vs anything else for a relationship. That brings with it a lot of assumptions of what it means to be not only gay or LGBTQIA+, but also straight. It seems to suggest there is only a single way or a very strict set of ways for a cis male and a cis female to be together both in a relationship and to have sex, and I guess I don’t feel like that’s necessarily reflective of reality. People are very complex and so are their relationships, as well as their sex lives.

I’m not sure how specifically the series ended up hurting you but I’m very sorry you felt hurt by anything. That’s a terrible feeling to have to experience. I hope that in whatever way, however it may work best for you, you have the time and space to reflect and recover and rejuvenate. You, like everyone, deserve it.

And honestly, if that means you have to leave the series completely in your past, never to think about it again, if that’s what’s healthiest for you, I truly wish you are able to do so. Stories are there to connect with other people, to share our thoughts and sometimes help us work our way through our own while reading. No story is worth your mental health being put in question. If it is truly upsetting to you to think about the series, it is absolutely not worth your energy. You are more important than a story will ever be. Everyone is. And I say that despite how much I love and rely on stories to get me through life.

If part of your duress is you like aspects of the writing style but the series itself and its contents upset you, you could try reading some other stuff. I have some things I wrote solo that you can find on my AO3 if you want. But also you can find other writers entirely. Depending on what you’re looking for in a story, and the sort of topics you’ve learned work well for you or don’t work well for you, you should be able to find a ton of great series out there and great authors out there who will leave you with the happier aspects of your reaction to ICoS without anything more detrimental like it sounds happened for you with ICoS.

Regardless, I truly wish you the very best. As I said in the other one, please stay healthy and safe! And, if you’re in a place to manage it, stay happy as well :)

Brightest of blessings to you and yours, my friend!

[dcomposing]

jumin route rewrite???

ive had.... Issues with jumin's route since the first time i played it and im waiting out a 3 hour layover which means its time to self indulgently fix all of those problems right now in excruciating detail

for the record, i dont mean any disrespect towards cheritz -- i love mysme dearly and this is purely a self indulgent experiment to see what my ideal jumin route would have been! if you like his route as is thats totally fine! it just wasnt for me lmao

this was super fun to write and if this picks up i might do another route rewrite (and i might do it even if it doesnt because it was just that fun lol)

anyways this is REALLY long (literally its like 3k words all in outline form) so its gonna go under the cut lol

okay so: issues i had with jumin’s route that i want to address:

it moves WAY too fast — i mean all of the routes do to a certain degree; they’re only 11 days long but like... you’re literally engaged to him by the end of it which iirc, is something that is only replicated in seven’s normal ending (and even then i think its only implied?) and i get that the point is that jumin goes all out for the people he loves and is VERY certain that he loves you but it just feels... way too soon for my liking ESPECIALLY because you’re his first love! it just makes it feel like he’s caught up in the rush of being in love for the first time and isn’t thinking things through which... isn’t exactly the making of a great relationship lol. so for this re- write we’re gonna slow it WAY down because... oof. 

the sarah and glam plot line happening concurrently with the mint eye/possessive jumin one makes the route feel overly busy. i actually have a similar issue with the echo girl/mint eye overlap in zen’s route but that’s a topic for another day lol. so i’m gonna try to delineate between the two a bit more so there’s less overlap.

SPEAKING OF possessive jumin lol... maybe its just my Personal Background bleeding in, but possessiveness is a really big red flag/trigger for me and i felt like it went WAY too far in his route. dgmw, i understand that its meant to be a character flaw and something he’s meant to overcome but i just feel like there are simpler ways to show that side of him without it becoming... as scary as it got. i wasn’t sure how to deal with it though -- i think it would best be expressed through smaller actions and the minutia of dialogue with the others (e.g. jumin refusing to send a photo of you into the chat room when zen asks if you’re alright, locking up elizabeth, etc.)

the canon first kiss with jumin happening both without your explicit consent AND just to drive sarah away is.... icky to me. especially because he MAKES EYE CONTACT WITH SARAH while kissing you??? i hate that cg lol. it just takes what should be a moment about the two of you and turns it into him using you to prove a point and i don’t like it at all. it’s not romantic and it feels... out of character for jumin to use someone he cares about like that. i have similar issues with the proposal happening right after he exposes glam and sarah. so lets make the kiss more genuine and nix the proposal entirely because it happens too quickly for comfort anyways.

with all of that in mind, i decided a fake dating plot would probably work best (and like i said, this is self indulgent and i’m a SUCKER for fake dating stories sooooo). it makes sure we hit all the beats of the glam/sarah plot line without shoving him and the mc into a relationship too quickly. it also means we can keep their first kiss as a big “fuck you” to sarah, but this time mc gets to be 100% in on the joke AND they get to have a “real” first kiss later on! that’s two (2!) kisses for the price of one folks.

i also decided that in order to streamline the plot a bit, the glam and sarah plot should end earlier, allowing for the mint eye plot to take center stage instead of being shoehorned in around a larger love triangle plot line. also glam and sarah are annoying and i don’t want to deal with them for six full days. the only downside is we don’t get to see v dunk on sarah at the party :-(

in lieu of a proposal for the necessary Big Romantic Gesture at the party, i thought it would be nice if jumin whisked you away from the party to paris or somewhere far away for a ridiculously extravagant first date literally in the middle of the party. not only is it ridiculously grandiose in and of itself, but in abandoning the party halfway through, it shows that jumin has grown into a more relaxed and spontaneous person through knowing you! he’s ready to throw caution to the wind and have fun with you (plus, Big Romantic Date cg!!)

day 5:

VN mode where we essentially get the exact same scene of chairman han telling jumin he wants him to marry sarah to make the merger with sugar round go more smoothly BUT this time jumin blurts out that he’s already with someone and that he didn’t want to go public with it yet. he assumes his father won’t press further, given that they’ve always had a mutual respect for one another’s privacy, but at glam’s insistence, chairman han says he wants to meet jumin’s partner. oh no!

jumin laments his situation to the rfa, resulting in pretty typical responses. zen laughs, yoosung is sympathetic but also kind of wishes it were just that simple for him to meet a wife. jaehee is worried that the inevitable fallout of this will result in more work for her. everything is business as usual until seven is like “ur so rich why don’t you just pay someone to pretend to date you lolol” and jumin (being, well, jumin) runs with it 100%. because they don’t have time to vet candidates (they’re supposed to have dinner with his dad tomorrow night!) he decides it should be someone he knows, but the majority of the other rfa members are already acquainted with his father via rfa events, making it more likely that he sees through the ruse. mc, however, has never met him, making them the perfect candidate! who would have thought lol

so they decide to move you into the penthouse that evening BUT before that can happen, they have to clear it with v because bomb, hacker, mint eye, etc. (yes this is how i’m choosing to do the bomb reveal lol). bonus, v gets to chide jumin about his dumb lie and we get a fun bff conversation with them!

final VN where you show up to the penthouse and you and jumin establish the parameters of your “relationship”. you decide that you’ll both sleep in his bed, just in case a cleaning staff member walks in and notices that he and his partner sleep separately and it ruins everything. establish what physical contact is and isn’t cool, etc, etc. you also decide that when the time comes, you’re going to tell his dad that the entire debacle with sarah put so much strain on your relationship that you had to break up. the hope being that chairman han will feel so bad about ruining things for jumin that he won’t try to force him into something like that ever again.

days 6-8:

you have dinner with his dad and answer pretty typical “meeting the parrents” questions. he asks what you guys did for your first date and jumin tells a 100% fake story about taking you to dinner on top of the eiffel tower and kissing you beneath the stars and the chairman is satisfied. that doesn’t mean that glam and sarah are though. they decide to do some sleuthing to prove that you guys aren’t really dating.

this is the fun part where we get to hit most of the beats of ur typical fake dating story! you and jumin get to know each other really well, albeit kind of superficially (favorite foods, fun childhood stories, etc. etc. nothing too heavy yet.) you guys cook together for the first time, cue cg of jumin with like... idk tomato sauce on his cheek or something. you watch a movie together and elizabeth falls asleep on your lap and jumin dies on spot idk

this is also where your first kiss happens, and pretty much in the same way except its much more mutual and he doesn’t look at sarah this time because his focus is on trying to make it look like he doesn’t even care that she’s there because you’re the only thing he cares about. (which.... isn’t actually hard for him to do at all)

chatrooms are pretty typical for this timeframe — you guys all know the drill. the other members are like “wow they seem really close” and speculate on whether or not you guys are actually together. zen is worried that jumin is going to force himself on you (wolves, etc.). yoosung is jealous that jumin gets to hang out with you. jaehee is upset that jumin is neglecting his work.

VAGUE mentions of weird activity on the messenger, but nothing too serious sounding. just enough to make jumin nervous -- esp with sarah and glam on his back still. this is when he locks elizabeth up. 

 day 8, the chairman learns that sugar round is worthless and that glam and sarah have been duping him the whole time. they’re disgraced and are never heard from again so... problem solved but this also means that you and jumin no longer have a reason to stay “together”... and you’re both kind of falling for each other so obviously that’s no good. you spend one last night in the penthouse before resolving to break things off officially in the morning. the other members talk about how sad you guys both seem to be parting.

BAD STORY END 1:

if you shy away at the fake intimate gestures (hand holding, hugging, etc), and pointedly answer incorrectly when asked a question about jumin that you should know the answer to, your ruse fails and you guys are caught faking the relationship. to avoid the scandal breaking to the press, jumin winds up marrying sarah anyways.

the branch point for this one would be right before the kiss scene, if you’re on track for the good end then the kiss happens, if not, you’re forced to shove him away when he goes in for it, revealing to sarah that you guys are frauds.

the cg would be him and sarah at the press release for their engagement announcement. sarah’s all smiles and jumin is... pretty understandably miserable looking. a reporter asks him about the other person he was in a relationship with prior to his engagement to sarah, and he reads off a line about how sarah captivated him like no one else ever could in an emotionless voice.

BAD RELATIONSHIP END 1:

if you do fine during the VN portions, but aren’t active enough in the chats, then the fake relationship plan works, but afterwards its just... really awkward. once the whole mint eye thing ends you’re pretty much just excommunicated from the rfa since you... didn’t really seem to like them all that much.

day 9:

a huge attack on the messenger happens, coupled with explicit threats directed at mc, sending everyone into such a panic that ending your fake relationship is the last thing on anyones mind. jumin is so fucking scared that he’s going to lose you, and muses in the chatroom about why he’s more scared for your safety than he would be if it were, say, yoosung being threatened (cue yoosung’s crying emoji lmao). everyone else is like “well clearly its because you’re in love with them”

anyways. they decide its for the best if you continue to stay at the penthouse and in spite of everything, you’re both... kind of relieved lol. 

everything is all fine and dandy until elizabeth III runs away, ramping jumins anxiety up to 11 like... right away

this is where we really start to see behavior more along the lines of what happens in his route, you suggest the two of you leave and search for elizabeth, and he refuses to let you go, etc. etc. 

it sort of turns into a fight, but it all works out in the end. he tells you about rika and elizabeth and why she means so much to him, and you guys talk about how fear of losing someone important to him can’t rule his life, and that its one thing to be careful, but another entirely to try to control someone else’s behavior because of fear. 

you convince him to get some sleep, assuring him that elizabeth will turn up soon and that he’s going to be alright. you guys fall asleep next to eachother without even thinking about it. its not until jumin mentions something about waking up next to you in the chat the next day that the rest of the gang is like “uhhhh,,,, why are you guys still sharing a bed”

MEANWHILE lol seven and yoosung arrive at mint eye and find elizabeth, just like what happens in canon. they decide to bring her back tomorrow.

BAD STORY END 2:

obligatory mint eye ending. if you’re too aggressive and forward with jumin and don’t give him time to properly process his feelings, he doesn’t offer to let you stay at the penthouse, relying on seven’s assurance that the apartment is totally secure (it’s not). saeran breaks in and takes you away.

this branch happens pretty early in the day, before elizabeth escapes.

i thought about a cg for this one but tbh... there are so many saeran and mc at mint eye BE cgs that idk what i could come up with that wouldn’t be super derivative lol

BAD RELATIONSHIP END 2:

again, because you’re only talking to jumin and not the rest of the rfa, he assumes that you don’t like being in the rfa very much BUT he still likes you... a lot and is very worried about your safety re: hacker, AND because he still hasn’t really dealt with his issues regarding v/rika/emotions, you guys decide to just straight up leave lol. you move to a different country where he can pretty much continue doing his work remotely while keeping you safe.

the cg for this one is the two of you in a different cushy apartment somewhere. you’re making dinner while he works. its... stable, but noticeably stiff. neither of you are talking much and his dialogue is pretty stilted. its pretty clear that he regrets abandoning his friends and is unhappy.

day 10:

3AM chat with zen where he speaks entirely in thinly veiled hypotheticals about you guys. (“well, if i thought i could have a shot with someone i really loved, i think i would take that chance and tell them, even if i might get shot down. and even if that person was a huge ass who my sexy white-haired best friend hated. i would tell them how i felt”)

seven secures the messenger again and the threat is declared neutralized! you’re safe to go home but neither you nor jumin want that at all.

yoosung brings elizabeth back around 9, and it proceeds pretty similarly to what happens in his route: he’s wary about taking her back because he feels that he’s mistreated her, you’re like “whoa buddy you’re going too far in the opposite direction here” and you and v have to convince hm that its going to be okay. the only real difference is that v doesnt also have to convince him to let you go. he just says something about how the two of you seem to bring out the best in each other, and that jumin is brighter when you’re around. 

later, jumin (tries) to make you lunch using the cooking skills you taught him a few days ago as a final payment (since you refused actual money) for all of your help, both with his father and with elizabeth, but he winds up ordering in instead. its very cute BUT its super awkward because neither of you has said anything about not wanting to leave.

finally you have to face the music and pack your bags. you hug jumin goodbye and make him promise to still get lunch with you sometime before heading back to rika’s apartment sadly.

everyone is like “yo what the fuck???” and its actually yoosung of all people who is finally like “this is ridiculous. you two clearly have feelings for each other and you need to deal with it” 

jumin is absent from most of the chatrooms for the rest of the day  though, so he doesn’t really see anything until he forces himself to log on later that night and is like “oh”

and YES of course this is going to culminate in a typical romcom scene where he has driver kim race to the apartment so he can pound on the door and apologize to you and tell you how he feels!! maybe it even happens in the rain just to maximize romance. the important thing here is that you finally kiss him for real this time and its perfect.

BAD STORY END 3:

pretty much jumin’s BE2, if you werent assertive enough with him re: his possession/control issues on day 9, he never gets over them. when elizabeth is returned he locks her back up and insists that you continue to stay with him as well, canon BE2 ensues.

i gotta hand it to cheritz. its a really good bad ending and theres not much i wanna change about it. its so scary in a calm sort of way, which i think is the perfect vibe for a dangerously unhealthy jumin. if only people would stop fetishizing it lolol

party (GE ver):

you and jumin mingle with the guests and the other members for a bit, but as the evening goes on, jumin gets restless. he pulls you aside and tells you that, while you did a wonderful job planning the party, he can’t help but regret that your guys’ first

date is technically a work function. especially when the fake first date you told his father was so perfect. he then decides that the two of you have been there long enough to fulfill your obligations, and that no one could really begrudge you if you “took off” a little early. you guys fly to paris that night and have that dinner on top of the eiffel tower.

the ending cg isn’t a kiss one, but a more simple, sweet one of the two of you in a dimly lit restaurant, jumin listening to you talk with the most tender, loving look in his eyes.

party (NE ver):

you and jumin mingle with the guests and the other members for a bit, but as the evening goes on, jumin gets restless. he pulls you aside and tells you that, while you did a wonderful job planning the party, he can’t help but regret that your guys’ first date is technically a work function. especially when the fake first date you told his father was so perfect. he laments the fact that if he was caught shirking responsibilities to take you on a real date, the press would have a field day with it, but promises to make it up to you, and take you out on a proper one tomorrow.

this cg is the two of you dancing at the rfa party, jumin resting his chin on the top of your head and daydreaming out loud about everything the two of you could do on your real first date.

[haeroniel-doliet]

Hnghhh why does it require e f f o r t and p a t i e n c e and p r a c t i c e to get good at art????? I need to be good immediately and things i want to see appear at a snap of my fingers.......

Read more for what became an accidental full rant about why ive yet to post anything besides that one thing idkkkk

Aka im TRYING to be good and practice little by little but its BORING and difficult to not get immediate reward.... Also because for whatever reason i really dont wanna watch tutorials so im tryna be all self taught kinda and im OBVIOUSLY making a lot of mistakes like its part of the process but its FRUSTRATING

Basically im on my 6th??? Idk restart attempt at the same fennec portrait and its. Okay. Its at a point where im like nice as long as i suffer over the details here itll be decent ish. Probably.

But its not REWARDING.....

I know i want to do screencaps and character and face studies to get to the point of good art i wish i could be but .... I also just wanna draw like fun fic scenes and silly doodles of characters like some of the cool artists i follow do but i CANT because im not GOOD ENOUGH yet. ;(((((((

Yea i could post sketches or whatver i manage in a night but like who the fuck wants to follow that? Nah... I just idk. I DONT KNOW i dont know what my art goals are (i do, but DO I??)

My brain also obviously doesnt work very well visually which is GREAT so like, any original work its a lot like 'i'll know its right when i see it' but getting next to no other direction and you just gotta be like right. Okay uhhh my anatomy skills are stunted from when i was like 16?? Perspective?? Detail?? WHATS THE COLOR SCHEME

Never mind that i just... Dont understand the program or brushes that well idk why. Krita should be good and im too stressed to experiment different softwares.... BLEGH

i just. Part of me aches to go back to traditional for a bit but i just, dont have the means to make the scale of work i want ro produce with traditional materials yknow?? Maybe i should try just sketching scanning and then lining on computer again idk. At least for some of these face things.

Ok so my GOAL is to always have a very recognizable face. Like. I guess i cant hold myself to photorealism standards because hahahhah id die! But like, i want the face to be looked at and go ah yes! Its that guy! That actress! My friend! Me! Whoever! But like, recognizable. Because i know i CAN thats what i do! Thats all ive been good at !!!!

And like yeah i could hone that, yknow? Work on face studies and mini portraits of all my favourite actors and scenes and shit. Cool right?? Yeahh that could be sickaroni macaroni. People like faces they can recognize and good refined work. I can do that

But i want to be MORE

Id love love love to make like. Scenic paintings. Concept art level atmosphere and color and light and presence and as tory telling yknow?? Id like to substitute the literally colorless fog inside my head into vivid scenes. Id like to try and take the fics that in my head are set in ??? Space with some movement here and there and just idk emotions? Into fleshed out SCENES with backdrops and accurate anatomy and WEIGHT and like, everything incredible that i admire in true art.

But thats hard, yknow? I havent really ever done backgrounds and what i have have been so flat. I dont KNOW how to do that (here i would be willing to have a teacher i think but. Im tired. I cant even seek out a short term therapist for myself how am i gonna find the kind of teacher i want?? Because of course i want them to teach me how to achieve whata inside my dreams and not what they know how to do ykno)

Yeah so i want to try and paint screencaps in the meantime. See if i cant struggle my way to fit this putty of skill into a square box. Like i think i can paint. Digitally? Somewhat idk?? Maybe if i just. Keep trying itll work out?? Start with simpler ones and build up to complexity??

But also. If im juat trying to get myself to love art again, why am i trying to throw myself in the deep end of struggling with something im not good at?? Shouldnt i be just refining what i already know? Like. A character! Standing. Maybe in a cooler pose if going crazy. Refining basic anatomy. How does fabric work? How does hair work? Can i make expressions seem realistic?

Next step, could i make a picture of someone without direct reference?? Like. Could i draw maybe a wee dinluke holding eachother or whatever and like. Just. Do it?? Without doing a version of photoshopping two pics of the actors through art together. Idk.

Also NONE of this makes sense to anyone outside my head and im SORRY

Like i dont even have a resolution at the end here!!! Im just FRUSTRATED!!!

I wanna draw, i wanna have results and success and rewarding experiences. But i also want ro challenge myself and do super complex shit and like really push myself to learn impressive difficult shit and be proud of down the line.

Im so tired. I cant even feel ok drawing without having someone on call with me to alleviate the immense pressure of frustration and anxiety and stress and struggle!!

I just. Wanna enjoy it

Okay fine i need to find a show or smth to 'watch'

And tomorrow? I might whip out a sketchbook thats been last used 8 years ago and. Ignore everything in it hahhaha its bad

But no im gonna. Im gonna draw scenes. With minimal reference

I might make a face collage i definitely wanna for pascal and mar camel

But im gonna put PENCIL to PAPER and get to the roots of MY HAND CAN DRAW just give her a chance, and get your brain outta the game.

Ok so fuck me this rant has to end here or ill never stop

If you read this (i dont expect ANYONE to have) send me like a message or whatever lol imma need to ask if youre ok <3

[diaryofanormalkid]

My mom today said “why do you look so sad these days?” And instead of saying directly that I have been feeling sad for at least a month, I just went “because I don’t feel good these days.”

And the first holds so much more weight, I don’t know why I didn’t just say that? Bc I genuinely just have been feeling sad for a long time on social media. I still talk to my church friends on friday zoom calls

But I just don’t have the energy or care to socialize beyond that. I feel bad about myself all the time bc I can’t do anything I WANT to do in my head. It’s like I’ve been stuck on the same to do list for weeks.

I’m not even kidding. It’s so frustrating not being able to move in the body you’re in... not being able to get yourself to do what it naturally WANTS to do. I feel like I have a million tabs open that I can’t close.

I won’t close these tabs in my head until I finished the task needed to be done except now the tasks have accumulated so much that my brain power goes slower bc it has so many tabs open...

Idk if that made sense? Like my brain is a computer that is getting slower at functioning bc I refuse to close the tabs and windows that just keep popping up and accumulating.

It feels like my brain is glitching so I have to check my to do list to see what I need to do except my to do list doesn’t even come up in my head bc my brain is on overdrive and doesn’t remind me of my tasks.

Computer= brain

Task manager = to do list

Tabs = life tasks/challenges/events

And each time I close one tab it just feels like 3 more pop up. And it’s an endless cycle. And I just feel numb. I wonder if my life can ever get better without really huge changes.

Bc so far nothing has changed since I’ve talked to my parents about having ~ADHD~ even after the list of things they want me to start doing. Some of those things are even too hard for me to do bc of it.

And just the fact that they wanted me to attempt to keep up with that list is telling that they still don’t quite understand how ~ADHD~ works. I can’t remain consistent with the list, unfortunately.

And it’s not like I’m not trying. But for example, a few moments after we had our conversation, they said “you need to control your emotions better, that temper is a big problem of yours, no excuses.”

Like??????? THATS PART OF THE PROBLEM HELLLLLOOOOO? Did you even listen to the videos and commentary I told you? I actually CAN’T control my emotions like a normal functioning person does.

And they STILL didn’t really ~HEAR~ me when I explained that to them after correcting me on my anger! It’s no wonder I’m so fricking angry, you guys don’t even LISTEN properly.

It always feels like somethings being misunderstood or missed in general. It went right over their head, I can’t believe they actually IN THE MOMENT gave me something to be mad about.

It was a perfect opportunity to mention why I have temper tantrums and they still missed it completely. Like it was JUST explained to you, how did you miss that? This is why I wanted them to do research.

I already knew before speaking with them how frustrated I was going to be with them regardless of how much they understood and took away. There’s always SOMETHING.

They don’t realize how sensitive I can be. It’s another result of ~ADHD~. So combine that with my already very sensitive mother, I got hit pretty hard with the genetics bc I’m sensitive as heck.

So not even just anger, when I explained my EMOTIONS are intense, it’s ALL emotions. I don’t only get easily sad, but easily happy. And when they’ve experience me excited, they shut me down.

Even in those moments, they probably never noticed or took in that those overly excited outbursts of emotions were bc my ~ADHD~. But mannnn, the sadness. That’s probably the worst of it.

That’s the most of it too, and they don’t see it because that one I hide the most. It feels shameful to be sad for too long bc it feels taboo in this house. Which is why I hide it...

It’s just getting to a point of feeling numb. Idk if it’s because my brain is exhausted exerting so much energy into faking smiles and hiding my constant pain of not feeling good enough etc.

I always feel inadequate and I can’t amount to my potential and I’m letting so much ppl down by not actually being in nursing and the constant lying about it has just been the last straw lately.

I don’t even know how I’m going to break it to people that I’m not doing it anymore... like so many people are waiting for my downfall and I just hate to give them that satisfaction bc I worked so hard to get in.

It literally pains me to lie and say I’m still in school doing my nursing when I am not and don’t intend on going back. It eats me alive bc I don’t want ppl to think I just gave up.

I shouldn’t care that much at all about what ppl think about me, but Ik some of them want the best for me and are just going to be really disappointed in me that I didn’t finish my nursing.

I really wish I could’ve finished it. Finished anything for that matter. But no one understands. And that’s also what eats me alive. I don’t want to start anything knowing I probably won’t finish... again.

I already didn’t finish two post secondary’s. I gave the nursing a try bc I thought I would stay passionate enough about it to the very end. But I was suffering in that program, I didn’t even finish first semester.

And obviously Uni didn’t work out either because I had literally no passion in that program whatsoever. It was a miracle I even got A’s and B’s in some courses. I already flunked out of two schools.

I just don’t know where I should go from here bc I’m just scared anything I pick I’m going to lose interest in eventually and won’t finish at all again. It’s just a vicious cycle...

Is this going to be the rest of my life? Will I not be able to get a decent paying career? I don’t want to have to suffer to make a living. That’s not my ideal way of living. Why can’t I just surrender to God?

Another thing is, they don’t realize how ordering food constantly is a result of my impulsivity. I find myself ordering constantly when my parents aren’t home bc I don’t have to get caught in the act of ordering.

And the shame doesn’t come over me if they don’t see me order food. It’s also a result of my taste buds looking to find something new to eat bc ppl with ~ADHD~ crave new sensations, experiences, foods.

I also believe that’s why I can’t eat my moms cooking anymore. Bc she makes the same things over and over and with the same seasonings. So even when she makes something new, it still tastes the same.

[therosettewolf]

Mystic Messenger: ~V~ Good Ending Walkthrough -Updated-

Well looks like I was on the right track, because I finally got the good ending. Here is how I got it, these are indubitably not the only answers you can use to get it, but they worked for me.

Okay so this is a mess, and I'm sorry for that. I have no time to organize this into something nicer (Unfortunately homework is calling me T-T). It was literally typed in notes on my laptop (Lmfao not even Microsoft word *gasp*). It was basically something I was going to use to keep track of the right answers. I feel like someone can at-least use this to make a more proper/organized walkthrough.

The answers are not fully typed out, but there’s enough for you to know which one it is. I placed the name or typed out the color of the heart by the answer so you know who you are getting a heart from

The answers without a name next to them mean you get nothing.

I put a - or * next to the answers I picked.

I tried to pick the answers that would get me hearts for all the RFA members, and of course V ( I think I got most of the right answers for him).

I flirted a bit with Saeran... because... do I really need to explain? you can get away with doing it a little so I’ve heard, but I wouldn't do it a bunch. 

Also careful the burgundy/ red violet hearts are Saeran/Rays, my dumbass did not know so, if I typed out red violet heart next to an answer that’s Saeran’s and um... you should probably not pick it.

Update: So I just found out from @alois-trancys-short-shorts that you actually shouldn’t be mean to Saeran, you can be supportive. To get the good and normal ending you need to rebuff him gently. So I'm assuming you need to not break his heart, which I think I do once, and then tried to fix it by getting another heart for him( because I felt bad). You probably shouldn’t break his heart at all.

@fantasygamer @wonderfuls-worlds Finished it.

Email’s:

https://haengbokaeyo.tumblr.com/post/165193655738/complete-v-route-email-answers-guide

I would use the answer’s that @wonderfuls-worlds has out on her walkthrough before using mine for the rest. Her’s is much nicer ,organized ,and i am clearly missing a huge chunk of the first day.

[First day chat’s]

16:00

First chat: dear party coordinator

People: Yoosung, Mc

1

The weather is nice today-

Really its cloudy

Are you pondering the …

2

Are you sure staring at the sky helps? -

Aren’t you staring at your phone to chat, right now?

3

I already heard enough

Yes, please that would be great- points for yoosung

4.)

Are v’s works famous - heart for V, it was teal colored I think

I’m interested in the networking part

5.)

Is that part of my task to? - I picked this one and got nothing…

Where are those letters now?

6.)

Will I do a good Job for her role?

I’d love to meet her myself.. it’s so sad she’s no longer here. - nothing bad happened but no point

Are you sure that was a good kind of charisma.

7.)

Are you mistaking me and chatting with me for someone else?

Did your friend text you?-

8.)

I think I smell fried wings

He has a School assignment to share? -

9.)

See you, yoosung!- I got nothing

Bye bye

Two hearts out of this conversation. Just remember getting the teal one for asking about V’s photos.

18:00

I need healing time

People: 707, MC, Cumin

1.)

You,707- no point xD

An ant…?

Ex-boyfriend?

2.)

Ewww!- he understands how I feel

oh yummy

Ugh I almost unfriended you.

I see.

3.)

My one and only love

Zombies

Hackers - its this one but my dumbass picked zombies XD

4.)

So can I start my reports with u?  noted wrong answer no points for this one

Its not 9….

Do I have to press all of those numbers?

5.)

Nope. None of my business

0.007

You must have tons of work T-T - hearts for seven

Lucky 7%

6.)

Meow- he loves it heart

Hehe…

…

7.)

I’d love to see your cat! - put this one no points

Pssssh…. (Sound effect)

8.)

Why not summon me instead of Elly?

I think it wouldn’t be good to the cat if her environment changes- heart for Jumin, I wonder if we should become good friends with Jumin because V is his bestfriend?

9.)

That can’t be true! He’s so Nice and persistent!

You shouldn’t torment animals! : no points so maybe the other answer would give something

10.)

No wonder the cat hated is so much- point for cumin

Lolololol

Ill be your laser beam playmate.

11.)

What about zen- nothing

You’re gonna shut out your own member….? That’s sad.

12.)

You’re really obsessive about Elizabeth the 3rd

Sounds like a fair deal- got nothing

13.)

Thats a bunny emoji

I think he wants to play yes or no

It’s an emoji that shows your lips are zip locked - no points but guessed right

14.)

Mmmphgg

I don’t think he’s going to tell you- no points

15.)

If both of you trust v, you can just accept me for who I am, just like how V decided. - no points, nothing bad happened

You seem to trust V a lot…

16.)

Can I unzip them?

I’m not sure either why V accepted me so easily. - no points

17.)

Come on there no way Jumin’s interested in cosplaying….

Thats a great idea! - lol no point ,but he’s more willing then it appears

18.)

I’d love to see it lol

But I think V would be embarrassed - teal heart for V

19,)

You’re persistent - jumin

You must really love cat’s

20.)

Send my regards to Elizabeth the 3rd

Good-by Jumin!- no points

21.)

Looks like Jumin doesn’t hate V very much

But why would you have a mint-haired wig, Seven- no points

It be a phenomenon if he really does! Don’t you agree.

22

Make sure you give me a copy of the pic if you take one - nothing

So shall we get on with it? Lol

23;

Good luck 707! The defender of peace- seven

Yes , we we’ll chat again, seven.

7 hearts gained. Phone call from seven

20:00

Chat 3

Subject of interest

People: Zen, mc, Jaehee

1.)

I’ll cosplay

Jumin - again because he’s V’s bestie heart for Jumin

Seven

Zen!

2.)

Welcome Jaehee- no heart

Zen is my bae..

3.

Jaehee are you in charge of the.. -  no hearts

Are you organizing what you found.

4.

I believe some aspects

Cruel is the reality…

Im sure there’s a reason… -

5.)

Please let me know if there’s anything I can do to help.

So all I have to do is invite as many people..

6.)

But that’s the only thing I was told about

Your psychological settings are so complicated.

I understand that you can’t trust me yet. -Jaehee

7.)

I understand you, Jaehee- Jaehee

But why is this place off-limits- to outsiders? seems like an ordinary chat room to me lol

8.)

I’m not a bad person-

I’m a bad person

9.

I’m sorry. I have a good reason, but I can’t tell you what it is.-  not sure if this was a good answer

My game might be over if I tell you. It’s a secret.

10.)

How come?

I’m being exploited?- lol just because

11.)

No one’s exploring me. I’m just here to have fun with you all

Oh save me, my prince! I’ll be waiting.- lol no points

12.)

This initial setting is a bit tricky. But that’ll make the progress

I hope you’d start to trust me more.

13.)

Your looks are already more than enough

Jaehee, I believe we’ll be able to trust each other soon- Jaehee

14.

…..

Time for your preening zen- zen

(Timer)

15.

You do make sure your facial pores are open- lol because sharing beauty tips

I use soaps….

Why

16

Bye sexy- Zen

Byebye

I’m not even sure who to raise points for anymore. Ofcourse v but where is he T-T

21:00

Richness in wine

Members: Mc, Jumin

1.)

Goodnight . The stars are beautiful

Welcome Jumin-

2.

Good day how come

3.)

You do a lot of business

You got your deal! Congrats!-

Do you like wines?

4.

Maybe they want you-

Its not a scandelous

Maybe its paparazzi

5,

Congrats!

Jumin, you’ve already go talents -jumin

I though they would offer something like this to zen

6.)

Tell me about it. Did you tell them where you live, -

But’ aren’t you delighted

7

I think the question

Yes, absolutely- Jumin

(Timer)

8.)

Looks vs business - Jumin

Im, curious too. Could you

I think the model doesn’t matter

9.)

A gift isn’t bad, but what I think V needs right now is a friend not a wine. - V

I see that V likes wine too.

10.)

What were you two like in the past.?- no point

What if both of you model…?

11.

I’m sure those days will come again- no piny

Does Rika like wine>

12.

Jumin…-

Don’t worry. Ill make sure to finish this as a happy ending.

13,

You two are such good friends

I’ll help too-

14.)

Do you have an automatic timer installed in your head or something

Maybe something’s happened to her -

4 hearts and 1 timer

23:00

Intriguing person

In chat: V, MC

1.

Wow! It’s V….! I’m so thrilled to see you!- v

Oh her comes the final boss

2.)

Is that you and Rika…?

You two make a lovely couple? - no points lol, man thought it would get me some. Said it for no reason now…

3.)

I’m not sure, either. I was simply told to host parties.-

Its all a secret, shh!

4.)

You must be curious about my world

i’m just an ordinary person-

5.

Can you see anything different through your finder?- V

I’ll call the police if you violate my portrait rights?

6.)

They all looked so nice- v

They were so wary of me

7.)

Is Rika that someone for you? - V

The purpose of my life…is my bias…

8.)

This advice sounds like the result of your own experience - no point

Are you warning me right now?

9.)

What? Is this a bug?!

V?- no heart , but idk if that means wrong answer

10.)

Goodbye

Lets talk again V-

4 hearts , 1 hourglass

Story mode

I was playing the game- idk

It was fun, felt like I was talking to real people instead of ALs

The black haired man in a suit with a temper

Now that we talked I want to talk about you

2nd day

[1.00] Expectation and Uneasiness

Chat room: Yoosung, Jaehee, Mc

He’s the king of irresponsibility

He said he’ll be back soon. You could ask him then, can’t you -V

I’m sure he’s inside the phone. Lol

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Welcome Jaehee *

Aren’t you going to sleep, jaehee?

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Do you have a hidden background story with you?

Wow, You must be super-competent, Jaehee. *

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Does that mean that you shouldn’t chit-chat during work?

That’s a true businessman there. He makes future rather

So he must have seen potential in you Jaehee- Jaehee

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How do V’s photos feel like- V

A rich man and a celebrity?

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How does this association work without v?

He said that he’ll drop by more often.- V

I’m sure he will

You mean you can’t log in from abroad.

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I wish I could discuss a lot about parties and the RFA -Purple Heart so I think Yoosung

That’s right! Please trust me! I’m here to have parties with the RFA

////////////////////////

Why don’t you investigate on that on your own? I want to know what happened too.

Isn’t that a sensitive matter to V as well?- V

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That can’t get anymore suspicious. Do you know by any chance….

Their friendship is so cool,-lol purple heart

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Did I do something?

What about me? I like hearing about the RFA. - PROBABLY NOT THE BEST ANSWER

////////////////////

You’re mean

hmmm… it does sound like you have a good situation to be wary of me.- heart for v?

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Yoosung , you tend to lose your temper whenever V is related.. *

You must feel so complicated . I doubt you can sleep.

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I agree. I doubt you can gain anything from suspecting each other. * heart for V

But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t be suspicious at all.

//////////////////

You must be a grand master in handling yoosung

Yoosung must of been really fond of Rika * V

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I’m afraid Yoosung’s sorrow will turn into misunderstanding on V. * Heart for v

Don’t you suspect V, Jaehee?

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Did that ever happen to you two, Jaehee? - Picked this but not sure its right

But you can’t tell people to do something about their sorrow, can you??

///////////////////////////

Are you going to bed now?

I should sleep too * not sure.

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12 hearts

Story mode

[2;00]  Night of Reminiscence

Cumin, V, MC

Good evening Jumin*

What are you doing up

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So you’re saying that I’m currently holding info - red violet heart? Jumin?

But I hardly gained any info here

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I think you’d trust V in whatever situation, Jumin * V

What’s so bad about questioning?

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Ohhhhh busted. I actually came from another dimension * red violet heart

If I don’t look like an extraordinary person, who do you think I am?

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Where is my Prince Charming waiting for me-*

Thats the spell for teleporting

Whats that supposed to mean?

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Thats one elegant sense of humor you have, Jumin- Purple Heart

Cheer up, Jaehee…

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Is that what you think? * lol no pointz

Just where did you get that book?

///////////////

You mean chat about dark magic

I vote for a chat on RFA* Red violet heart

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What?V alert!

Was that spell for summoning V * got a v emoji idk if it was right

Doesn’t seem to matter

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What brings you here at this hour V?

You’re drunk, Jumin…* idk if this was right too

Neither give hearts

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You too know each other so well* not sure if its right

Aww

either worked

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But I’m guessing you managed*

Do you have a drunken habit, V?

/////////

I think he’s fallen asleep *

Perhaps he’s sleeping while chatting

Either work

/////////

Don’t you think

You can actually see that*

Both work

/////////

What was V like when he was young * V heart

I-know-no-such -Purple Heart

/////////

Wow , you two look just like you do now

So you two first met when two were really young. *

Doesn’t matter

//////////

You asked him to be your friend  *

So what did you tell him, Jumin

Either work

///////////

So this is Jumin’s drunken habit

It feels like I’m having a casual chat.

How do you know if he’s drunk.

Either will probably work

/////////////

I think both of you should go to bed

You have to work tomorrow , but you’re are not sleeping yet? *

//////////

Good night, Cumin!

I heard bean sprout is good in getting rid of hangovers!

////////////

You two share a whole lot of memories

Were your families close too

///////////

But its okay to depend on your friends

It looks like Cumin trust you a lot * not sure

///////////

Do you really think there really is something

Could you protect me too *

Not sure which one was right , the other one sounded like a threat to me.

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I’m going to be now too.*

I dont feel like…

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7:00 Unexpected visit

Chatroom; V (Ray), MC

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Uh are you Ray by any chance?

I see you’ve logged in early, V - might be this one

v? Something’s weird about that chat room. * Maybe not right

/////////////////

What? Stupid?*

Kind of… But I’m

They keep suspecting me all the time

/////////////////////

Somethings not right… are you really V?* -  Heart for V

I don’t know

/////////

I already knew who you are. *

You really scared me!

///////////

The game was so fun -  Red violet Heart for unknown maybe

I slept very well.

////////////

I feel a little like a

Thank you, Ray - Purple Heart I’m not sure if I should be nice to unknown

//////////////

I really like the characters * heart for V

Im not sure

Im so excited…

/////////////////

This game is complicated

They’r really Al’s right *

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How much longer do I have to play this *

I think you’re really warm hearted - probably should of said this

////////////

Yes I want to see characters ending.

///////////

Who is it?

Its not V, is it -  teal heart for V

/////////

I’ll be waiting *

I’m starving. Hurry up.

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******************

Story mode

707

****************

9:00

The act of hacking God

Seven/Jaehee

///////////

Uh-huh

No hogging please *

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Hit seoul* Purple Heart

Do you have that book titled/

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Can you give me a recommendation on real estate.

That’s my username *

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Welcome, Jaehee*

I wonder what they keep in the Vatican’s server

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I’m a popes fan too -Seven

Way to go, Jaehee! Hit him

/////////////////////

Thank god it wasn’t the messn- Jaehee

So you sure the mess

/////////

Can you tell me

Business, personal, and backup-seven

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One choice.

//////////////

You have your old pictures

Can I get a copy - Purple Heart

Give me a kitty picture

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You’re a genius- seven

Time to call the police

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Please don’t be mean

But, first you should - Jaehee

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Oh? Did you find anything about me? *

Do I get to hear my own characterization now?

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I wanna know too. Is it this hacker or someone else. *

That hacker goes by the name of this developer.

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Byebyebye *

Good luck on recovering servers

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I  hope nothing bad happens * Jaehee

Is that because of me?

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V looks like a very responsible man * V heart

I think everyone’s….

I think that’s because he has fallen for me ^^

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If he does

I don’t think* Zen????

But what really matters

//////////////

Are there really

Jumin told you to get a book out of print

Meh idk no points for probable either.

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Becareful

Goodbye Jaehee*.

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10 hearts

12:00

Lots I want to of together

Chatroom : Ray/ Saeran

////////////

The user is here-

Is this *

Perfect timing.

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What’s the development room * so I can drop by?

Can I drop by for a bit

Did you have lunch, ray

So hard to be mean to him

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You must be really talented

Its okay I like your game *

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Can I go out now? *

That sounds great!

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No I like you more than those Albs

Actually you did, kind of.- Ugh broke baby boys heart.

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It did get kind of boring…

I’m not bored. I get to talk to you- feel back so picked this to get a heart backk, he’s too precious

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But that sounded quite convincing - V heart

Why is this game so full

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Ofcourse- probably will get a heart for ray

But they sounded right… *

I thought you were their creator. Do you have to hate them that much- maybe this one

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Important guest? *

A Meeting?

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Good luck on your work Ray

Goodbye. *

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********

Story mode V

************

13:00: V’s decision

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What? ! It’s V!

Hello, V

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That took long

You made a choice* V

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Thats what i’ve been telling you

Don’t tell me

So does that mean*

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You know

You seem to have a reason * no hearts yet

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So we’ll be holding -* heart V

I hope you’d let me know spa

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Sure * V

I’ll decide on that eventually.

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Can’t I recommend guest too

I’m so excited * V

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I’d like to know more about you too. * V

Can I call you in the middle of the night?

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I wish you could

Please log in * V

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Goodbye.

I hope we can talk some more next time * V.

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7 HEARTS FOR V

*********

Story mode V

*********

15:00 Recommendation of Trust

Jumin, Mc

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Hey hey

Jumin, have

Welcome, Jumin! *

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Really what is it * Jumin heart.

I have a bad feeling

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There’s C&R right there! *

Jaehee ordered them for you?

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You collect.. * -Jumin

But Jaehee

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Sound’s great! We’ll get to hear the secrets behind his long life.

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Welcome Yoosung*

Thou who are deeper than even blood,

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Really? *

Jumin,

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What matters isn’t the background.

That’s so right *

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V looks like a trustworthy person * Jumin

He feels like a dictator or something.

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Recommendations please

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There’s also crane*

They can take the cab

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He’s right. * Yoosung

You can find guest

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Jumin, *

You two didn’t make a deal of some sort..

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Why don’t you try  *

Yoosung is a grown up

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Just follow

Why don’t you try*

Maybe the first answer would be better

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You should

I think its good *

What about studying

/////////////////

Clear your head, then come back

Goodbye Bye-

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Email vampire:

Carry blood packs-

Man hunt!

**********

Story mode

Yoosung

********8

18:00

The universe and the sun

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Hello

Hell-o-seven! -seven

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Too bad.*

Is there actually such creation

Ugh I doubt that

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One choice

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I’ll invite it beep

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At last

What is it seven? - seven

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Try me

You can scream into your blanket. *

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What’s that photo

Here he is my secret buddy * v

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Can I get your autograph * got nothin

Cant expect anything else from Jumins friend…

So idk if it was a good answer

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I’m curious for how much your autograph sold

I didn’t know you sell your autographs for. *

Nothing bad happened

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Lets just be honest with space * -V

Dont be so mean…

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I can see a  *

That halo definitely comes from

Got no hearts.

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Doesn’t matter-  heart for seven

Holy V

Damn would the other have gotten me one for v?

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Are you going to discuss secrets again

Can you count me in*

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Those left behind should carry one

I think that will be even harder on you * V

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But if thats -* V

Yes it is

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Hes gone*

You don’t think he ran away.

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Does V like the sun * v

The picture that was uploaded…

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bECAUSE LIGHT IS

Maybe the sun * V

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I wanna see my zen

Isn’t he busy *

Maybe he’s sick

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You’re such a good boy .* Seven

Go and call him now.

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I don’t think so

Of course *

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Email:

Pluto

No I’m not!

************** Story mode*************

V

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20:00 [ party at Saturn}

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Good evening, Jumin. -jumin

Hello, Jaehee

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But it’s just a day. He’ll be fine

Neither have I. *

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You too must be *

He won’t hang up

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Pluto will feel lonely *

We’re not

Idk if its correct.

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I understand.

When it comes to recommendations *

Not sure

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Please don’t worry. I can take care of it - probably this one

I think I’d be fun *

Not sure I picked the right one

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That’s a person’s name, right?

You mean… the dish itself? *

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Sounds delicious I mean sounds good - purple

How can we have

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Some superior officer? Who could it be?

Are v’s photos that high in quality? * V

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Wow! I’ve never seen your selfie * Jaehee

You look tired.

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Good luck, Cumin! * Cumin

Cheer up , Jaehee!

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Really I wanna see *Jumin

So you are saying that your cat jumped.

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You’re actually capable

I wanna see too * jumin

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Oh my.. she’s so cute! * cumin

….

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Good night, Cumin! *

Can I have more pictures

Jaehee..

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Maybe

Id like to know.*

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You can watch zen’s * Jahee

You can.

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Huh? Zen!

What took you so long, Mr Gorgeous - * Zen

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If you were planning…

So did you de *

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You basically

I thought those flowers bloomed from your face. * Zen

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Zen did you know we are*

I’m sure you’ll be a musical star.

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You just had to hire…

We can talk more tomorrow- zen/

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I thought you had…

I wonder what kind of recommendations *

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Do let me know what you think of the new dvd.

Goodbye, Jaehee! *

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Your looks will… * zen

Being handsome

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Lets have a nice party *

It was boring

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No choice

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Email: Udon

Yes I want to eat you *

No I wouldn’t dare to

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22:38 [congrats]

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I don’t think you have to know where I go.

I was sight seeing in the other room. I thought I could take a break. *

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They’re beautiful.. * Ray

Thanks, but I don’t like flowers…

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I think the Ads are not very suspicious of me now… -*ray

You mean I’m just getting started?

When will I ever see the ending.

I really shouldn’t be picking the answers that give me hearts for him

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I wish you would focus *

I too wish you

I’m not yours.

The one I picked doesn’t break a heart, or gain one

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If you’re so glad, why not  *

I am hearing that often

I can see how

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I prefer my home*

I want to stay here

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Yeah, I can’t stop caring about V *

No other answer’s because this is the one that gives you a heart for him.

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I’m counting on you… * shit heart for Ray I’m too soft for him :/

This isn’t some sort of illegal pyramid scheme is it?

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You should go now and look at the server *

We didn’t chat much … you’re leaving already?

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3rd day******************

Email Udon

Go 180, stir-fried Udon! * Got the green arrow?

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00:00 (Under the shimmering)

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I wanted to chill out more and then go to sleep

I was waiting to see you , zen * point for zen

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I think your biroythmm will break living like that..

The beautiful are sleepy heads..? * probably point for zen

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God, finally we’ll have some peace..

I actually want to see V’s photos! * V hearts

Wow, you’re even humble ! Such perfection!

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Zen…

Are you in a motorcycle gang? * zen

I wonder how Jumin will look riding a bike - probably not right answer tried to get points for JUmin- didn’t work XD

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Share with me…

That’s the things…

Doesn’t matter

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Its the same thing…

Wow!…

Both are so perfect..* - point for zen/

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You are here to see me !!

I want to chat with everyone together *  point for V

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Zen , you had an accident? *

Aren’t motorcycles dangerous - probably correct

Doesn’t matter actually no points

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When you’re…

What if something dangerous happens… * V

You feel as free as a bird

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How exactly did the crash occur?

Tell me what happened back then.- might not be this one

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V, you’re are quite persistent

It would have been serious if V didn’t  follows you. * V

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V, you should take photos of me someday as well. * V it was right

Trying to deny it by myself..

Ahh I have no idea what to pick, narcassim at its best with the first one.

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Flowers? V, were you Zen’s fan * V points

Zen,….

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Life is about…

Maybe you’re in a slump.

You still look promising *

No points though so perhaps not.

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Do something that brightens your mood *

I lie low for a while

Forget about everything..

No points

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v, do you normally clock in such late hours.

You seem to be coming in late hours, * V

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Have you ever heard off…

Zen I hope you ..

V, you go well with wine * no points T-T

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Don’t drink too much * V POINTS

Good bye

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I’m like that as well- * V points

You have a lot to worry about

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I think is should….

Im going to stay up late *

Not sure if right but he’s staying up so I am

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*******Story *******

V

*************** 2:00 (Paradox of survival of the)

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I was testing.. * Fuck heart for him

Ray, why aren’t you sleeping?

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If you have something to say..

Theres this modern convenience called the phone. *

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Wonder why… *

Then it’ll bloom…

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It could be that one…

Wouldn’t it be because… *

I feel sad

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I want to save the weaker stalk somehow.. * heart for Ray I can’t help it my poor baby

Theres nothing you can do

//////

Throw it out.

Rescue both *

You’re right..

But..

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Wow…

It’ll be a flower gained from… *

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It was fun…

Yawn. *

Im sorry boo

/////

Ray, when…

Are you going back to work *

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7:00  : ( Take care of your health )

//////////

Why don’t you

Change your glasses into sunglasses lol *

//////

I’ll get ready to write it down * seven

Huh. The names even suspicious for a start

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Isn’t that a bunch of powders?

Can I taste it? * Lmfao

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It’s not like stakes are.. *

Reports to police right now …

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Send in an ingredient review doc…

A match of outstanding quality. * Seven

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You don’t….

Seems you have an innocent..* Jumin point.

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You’re suddenly…

Throwing it down the drain.. * Seven points

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In other words..

Catching your breath… * seven

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Tell me more of this cleaning fairy. *

You’re nodding…

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Awesome! Why don’t we learn its secret cleaning methods at the party?

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Huh…

Jaehee, good morning! *

//////

Too bad… - Seven heart

You were very persistent

/////

Jaehee.. -*Jaehee

You just came in…

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You…

Isn’t it enough* Jumin heart

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Can someone translate what sevens saying.

101101.. * Seven

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I thought it was funny lol- seven

It wasn’t too far… *

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Don’t forget to bring… *

Stop getting distracted ..

*********************************

Email: Cleaning fairy

Must be a machine *

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9:000 (Back in the day)

Did you.. *

A morning meeting beautiful people

Cat cafe

Jumin’s company?

////////////

I’m actually tired…

I’m ready to hit save… * Zen

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When did you debut?

Oh! I suppose the roads … *

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You must be happy

Oh, celebrity! * Zen

And the story goes that it…

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What photo did V debut with? * v

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Yeah.. * zen

Oh, um, yeah…

Zen, I invite you to

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The one with Pikachoo!? *

I wanna be- most very best- ( This answer would so be me)

/////////////

Great! I’ll catch Backpack Monsters by inviting him to the party. - Email

/////////////

My eyes are screaming.. *

Wow lol

Oh… sweet Jesus!

No points so probably wrong one?

///////

Welcome…

Jaehee… * Jaehee points.

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I want to see that performance

And like this…. * Jaehee.

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Jaehee, your Zen…. * Jaehee

///////

Truth. Is I think I prefer V than Zen * V

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Its a meeting with V’s aquaintance… V

//////////

Its my father-in-law

V’s dad… I wonder what kind of person he is. *

No point so maybe chance the other.

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He would have received some hardcore education… *

Silver spoon family class..

No points maybe it doesn’t matter what you pick

///////

I like V’s humble attitude - heart for V

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I think they pair well together - V

///////////

You do know that beer.. *

Enjoy your meal-

No points so maybe other one.

/////////

Does V know about this? * V

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I want to be friends with V too * V

///////////

Bye-

Jaehee, have a great day today! * Jaehee

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********

Email bpmonster

Experienced electric shock

***********

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12:00 (My best friend)

Mc, Ray

I did- *

Not yet

///////

No..

Ofcourse! Friends are really dear. *

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You’re friends with flowers…

Aren’t you working indoors all the time? *

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I like Lilly..

Lisianthus. *

Whats the flower…

Whats the flower language

Maybe it doesn’t matter

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Um.. I think * V HEARTS OKAY IT WAS WORTH IT SORRY SAERAN

You can! Though more time would be needed.

Sorry baby T-T

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I’m jealous

Who is it?*

The other will probably give you a heart for Saeran.

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Um, I don’t know..  *

I don’t feel it at all

I don’t think you are obsessed…

Im trying to remain neutral sorry saran

///////

The ray,… *

Who is this person?

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When the party is held… * Sorry T-T

I Want to be with you!

/////

Bye! *

I want to see you today, Ray!

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**********

sTORY MODE Jumin

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14:00 (Small cute adorable)

Is something wrong?

Oh , savior of justice… *

Everyday is a crossroad lol

Idk if its right.

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Whats your real job? *

You’re a person receiving salary

///////

I secured your portrait of the deceased thanks/ *

What a dangerous mission…

Probably the other one. ‘Cus no points

///////

I understand her… *

Condolences to Jaehes

Lol probably the jaehee one

//////

Will a nude…

I pray for your suc.. *

I think I’m already used to it..

Still no points T-T

///////

Such a delicate..

I am curious of the next theme

Do I need to feed the fairy with compliments. * Seven

///////

3 days? * probably this one

Is 3 days enough?… - but I’m a biatch and picked this one

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Got it *

… let me hear it out first.

Other one might be right, because no points

/////

I was about to recommend..

Jaehee.. you want to get…* Jaehee

Oh! Compliment from the bottom of. jaehees..

///////

Seven! Sell your cars to

Cars are dreams! Don’t sell it *

No points.

/////

Since its … *

Maybe its duty free…

No points

/////

Okay…

its inivitable … *

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Only one choice

//////

Not really. *

I pay a decent amount

I’m a person with a fragile wallet

Maybe it was the last one or the middle ! T-T I don’t know

///////

V might…

Wouldn’t v’s mother *

The father might have…

Idk

////////

I wish a dragon would come.. * Seven

You’re the son of a dragon..

/////

Lets make an equal… * seven

Wouldn’t it be better…

//////

Whoa

Lolol

It looks like a very strong name *

Maybe wrong

///////

Okay lets invite it*

//////////

Wow-*

Can the party…

//////

You’ve put your effort..*

How is this person related to you Jaehee

So this person has nothing to do with the pilot you just mentioned.

//////

We cannot decline someone like that- Jaehee

//////

Whoa… *

What are you talking about…

/////

I want to try that *

Sounds dangerous

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I’d expect nothing less… * V

///////

The party might become.. * JUMIN

Didn’t he invite the vampire and Udon.

//////

I’m worried…

No way- They don’t look like bad people*

You don’t think V told those two…

No points T-T

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I should pick up… *

To rest during the evening…

i’ll start my grand after noon.

Middle one might help get a point idk

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*******

EMAIL: Dark dragon

I think it’s cool! Of course you can!

**************

Email: Normal

Rich enough to fill a swimming pool up with money.

**************

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16:00 ( Precious friend)

Chatroom: V, MC

V! HI!*

Hello

/////////

I think it’ll be fun!*

Do you think…

Not sure

////////

Jumin, welcome

Two friends gathered in a chatroom ^^ *

Fuck have no idea

//////

Rich people..

What kind of person is V’s father? *

Did you exchange any secrets?

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Ah, then you two should… * V POINT FINALLY.

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Fathers are said to be close but distant as well.. *

Oh.. you’ve become estranged..

V, you have a lot of secrets.

No points so maybe try the second one.

//////////

It would of been better if you told V, * V

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I think it was Jumins way… * Jumin point

V you seem very uncomfortable…

/////////

You must of…

Feel like your business… * heart for Jumin

Do you have any stories..

////////

church..

Impressive..

I want to hear memories of you two ^^ *

Maybe impressive, idk.

/////////

Cute-!! * V heart

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I think v would have won * V heart

/////////

Please don’t say that , V. It’s not your fault * V points

//////////

Its going to get better little by little , v. * V heart

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V.. don’t fall * V heart

//////////

I think…

Though he looks very cool on the outside… *

///////

Is there anything I can do for V? * point for v

/////////

Im going to think of V… Bye * V point

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18:00 [ Explosion of emotions]

Yoosung , Mc

Umm I did see it,

Yes , I did.

///////

Yoosung, you must be in pain… * Yoosung

Doesn’t it feel like everyone is hiding..

Please calm down

////////

Hello- *

Welcome, zen,..

///////

We were talking about Jumin * Yoosung

Yoosung is curently..

///////

Aunt and uncle? *

You should be nice to …

///////

Don’t you think..

Who.. isn’t that harsh… * yoosung

//////////

There seems to be a lot of drama…

Rika was adopted? *

//////

They’re a family.. *

I didn’t know since Rika had a bright

I’m not sure which is right.

///////

I think V’s trying hard too… * V

//////

I think having someone… * Zen

Lolol

///////

I don’t think thats something.. Yoosung needs* Yoosung

Yup…

/////////

Don’t treat…

Zen said that to help you.*

Maybe wrong, yoosung got upset and left probably would of happened anyway.

///////////

Zen… it might reach him later on. * zen

I don think its good to..

///////

I wonder what V’s thinking * V

//////////

Seven…

His way of grieving may be out of this world! * Seven

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If you ride the motorcycle , V will get worried. * V

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I hope you’re not *

Zen, you’ll …

The other will probably get you points for zen

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************Story mode************

Yoosung

*************************************

20:00 ( Reason behind the Curiosity)

Ray , mc

Why does the background.. *

You’re on your way…

////////

I’m not in my room yet..

I was resting doing this and that.*

I was about to have dinner.

////////

BZZ. *

You’ve got a few right…

//////

How much…

Um…. *

I like you too

////////

I feel … *

I actually feel good,

UMMM MUST BE A glitch because that shit gave me a heart for Saeran.

//////////////

It was fun today as well, V turned a bit more active * V point

//////////

YesI

Give me a second…*

Im sorry baby let me get the door for Chu!

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**********story mode**********

Saeran

I’ve been waiting for you! Its great to see you…

Aren’t you busy? *

*********************************

You said you needed caffiene

You talked about a garden.*

***********************************

I’m not an idiot-.*

I want to go to that garden fast.

***************************

They’re beautiful!*

Its a little chilly

******************************

When will this game end?

Just what do you do…

But, just what is this place? *

*********************************

Lets wait…

I want to go back…

Already?…*

***************

21:00 (powder of the coordinator)

Chatroom: Seven, mc

Hi-ho

Cleaning fairy!… * Seven

/////////////////

Yes, it was great talking to V and alll

//////////////////

I don’t know*

Yes!

Should of probably said yes

/////////////

When can i..

This time its an insurance…

Heartwarming…*

/////////////

yes^^ * V

////////////////

I’m embarrassed ^^; *

What else…

Wow i’m so glad…

Probably I’m so glad would of been better

/////////////////

Wow..! *

You really didn’t..

And what other kinds…

Ugh idk which one

///////////

In a tad bit..

Sure-*

////////////////

Feels great that he’s looking out for me * V

//////

V said to not advertise.* V

/////////

I want to buy one for V * V hearts

//////////////////////

Good luck…* Seven

Bye, Mr. Advertiser.

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23:00 (Another level of salvation)

Chatroom: Jaehee, mc

Jaehee, you should…

Hello, Jaehee! You’re up late! *

////////////

Troubled times, these times.

I believe Seven… * Seven

///////////

I have a bad feeling… *

Why don’t you go……

/////////

Yes.. * V

////////

Yoosung…*

Welcome…

//////

No we must stop him * V

/////////

Did you fall into the world of gaming.. * Yoosung

Are you ordering …

///////

Isn’t that a virus..? *

Seems like a sign.- probably this

Probably the sign…

//////////

sob.

Sniff.. I smell.. * Seven

Weren’t there any hidden..

//////

Start binge..

Im thankful that he’s … * Jaehee

//////

I believe its … * v

/////

Sounds like good words… *

She’s right.- probably this one

I think I should of put she’s right.

///////

I can see how dangerous.. * V

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I might not be fancy like salvation, but… * V

//////////

Yoosung.. -might need to say this

Eating might help… *

Dont gain or lose a point here

/////////

Whoa interesting.. *

I’m a bit suspicious lol

///////

Lets invite him… *

////////

Yoosung… *

Vent out your stress…- probably should say this

Maybe should of said vent out your stress

///////

I think he… *Jaehee

He needs a true salvation…

/////////

If you find it…* V

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***********************

Email; Neuropsychiatry

Freud

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**************Story mode********

******************************

4th day

00:00 (I keep thinking of you)

Ray, Mc

What brings you here at this hour?*

You are back?

/////

Thats the one we saw in the corridor

Thats the one we saw in the garden* heart for saran

//////

I think you…*

I would’ve…

Sorry baby

/////////

That sounds like a dream..

That sounds a bit creepy *

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I think all the members.. *V

/////////

I’m sure V will tell me his plan… * V

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I think its good…* V

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But.. *this one

No, money can’t solve- picked this and got a heart for saran

////////////

But don’t you think its natural… * V

///////////////

I think the period …* V

///////

I thought…

Can I save everyone*

///////

That is a happy ending right? * V

///////////

Not really..*

Actually yeah, sometimes..

///////

Whats the enrollment*

Sure, ill think about it

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I’m gonne

Now.*

///////

2:00 (whats wrong)

Seven, mc

Hello, seven,*

What are you doing at this hour…?

///////

Please calm down..! *

Another hacking?

Probably the other one

/////////

If it happened..

What about it?

Past midnight…? Oh..*

Idk am I an idiot for letting him know

/////////

You don’t wanna know-

//////////

Hey

Welcome zen…*

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Hehe its not a bug..

I think there’s a bug..*

/////

The only..

Im sorry that I crashed in*

i’m sure its not big deal..

Sorry seven but I’m laughing now

////////////

Please make sure.. * zen

Who’s your watcher?

///////

I think other pictures… *V

///////

What about me?*

If I give..

///////

The oh-so…

Seven… you’re going to use that..

I think Jaehee should be in charge of accounting.* Jaehee

/////////

Did you…

Who shall… * Seven

///////

It suits you *

Thats lit

Ugh my head.

Wanted to put thats lit

//////

You should of…* zen

Did you make it yourself.

//////

I’ll check my

I should wear what I should for a party* why did I get a heart for JUMIN?

///////

Is he an actor

Theres actually someone…*

////

I want some fried wings

Really?…*

/////

He’s from a rich family..- this is probably the right one

Hes actually a girl!*

////////

Don’t you think…  * Jumin

Is he the kind of guy…

//////

But he sounded nice..* Bam V AND JUMIN HEARTS!

//////

ME TOO lets invite him! *

////

I will.. *

Now, I guess

/////

To whom?

Are you…*

////

Good night.

Goodnight , zen *

/////

Im sure..

You have a lot to work on T-T*

///////

Bye bye.- probably this XD

Tell your house maid..*

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*************

Email: Chickendelivery

1200 won~ 1400~

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*********story mode*******

Seven

**********

Email:Bpmonster

Part 2

You shouldn’t miss this chance

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8:00: (All-nighter)

Chatroom: Jaehee, mc

Jaehee, I wanna see… * Zen

Jaehee, have you seen Seven’s..

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I wanna see V’s picture  * V

//////////

Tell me about…*

I can’t sleep either

/////////

Welcome ^^ * Yoosung

Hello

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What did you *

You didn’t…

/////////////

I’m am also…

Good for you..

You need a limit… * Um zen heart for some reason?

//////////

My definitions of friends..

Congrats.*- yoosung

Umm picking the first one is like saying your aren’t friends with everyone..

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You took a nap…*

Napping on a bus?

Did your mind slip from…

//////////

What kind of friends

Didn’t Jumin say.. * Jumin

/////////////////

Umm..

Yes.. you gotta.. * Jaehee

I’m jealous..

/////////////

How did you deal with your stress… Yoosung.

How did you deal with your stress… Jaehee?*

///////

Hiking.. * She hiked - no point either so it doesn’t matter

Were you into musicals? * I put this though, hiking might be better answer, although I’m not sure you get a point for guessing right

Did you play go?

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Hehehe…

Oh yes, please! * What the heck need more photos in my gall.

///////

But I gotta finish  * Yoosung

Playing games…

Cutting baby boy some slack.

/////////

Lets all meet nice and happy at the…. * V

//////////

Shouldn’t we trust V and wait for him? * V

///////////

Umm… - oh shit don’t put this one heart for Ray!

I think there’s…*

I think you’re...

////////

You should..* Either work

But you should hang on..*

From now one..

///////

Sleep tight!

Hope you dream… *

Either work

///////

I’m not sure..* V

The one about applauding him gives you a heart for ray. I know because this the third damn time I’m doing this chat

//////////

Sure, I’ll see you later.*

Goodbye…

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************story mode*******

V

**********************

10:000 (Understanding and Respect)

V, mc

Welcome, V! * V

////////////

Is there anything..* V

//////////

Of course!… * V

//////

I don’t think its too late.. * V

/////////

We are getting to * v

///////////

Just let him do what he want.. * V

//////////

I already..

I can’t tell *

Im not sure which one is right… didn’t a get a point so maybe the other one.

///////

But why would… * V

///////

Is there something wrong…*

Anything suspicious…

///////

If thats the case.. * V

////////

Its okay.. * V

/////////

I don’t think… * Jumin?

I wish I had a stable..

But you’re…

/////////

I think you’re also.. * V

////////////

I think you will be friends … * V

////////////

I hope.. * V

////////

But I think you… * v

///////

Ciao!*

Goodbye

//////

Its a privilege of a friend* V

///////

Why..

I agree.. * Jumin..

Idk if the other would give you a heart for V.

////////

Even though* V

//////////

Thank you v.. *

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12:00 (I really want to see you)

Chatroom : Ray

Ray…

huh… *

///////

Does it hurt..

You should..*

//////

Yes, I’ll make sure tell you

I can take care of myself *

/////

yes..*

I think they’ve

/////

I don’t think V is a bad person* V

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Looks like…*

Who do you…

//////

us..* V

/////

I wonder..

I can start all over again*

/////

I want to be with you…

What benifits *

///////

Jaehee…*

You mean yoosung..

707!

Lol sorry Jaehee

/////////

Did you screw up..

Then..

programmed…*

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Doesn’t it mean..

What kind..*

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But I’ll..*

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Take your pills…*

Bye now

Gotta throw baby boy a bone..

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Ii’l try…*

Don’t worry

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**************story mode*********

Jumin Han

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Email: Bp monster part 2

What’s wrong with that

**************

14:00 [portrait of youthful Days]

Chatroom: Yoosung

Hey!- nothing

Are you awake now, Yoosung? * - no point

Sure it doesn’t matter which you pick

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Did you do well? Lol

You poor dear…* -nothing >-<

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But it’s barely a year… * V

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Holding the party.. * V

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I think the purpose of your application…

You don’t have to get into a big company for that dream.. * Nothing

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(I feel you, Yoosung T-T)

That’s not a simple problem it’s difficult to fix that T-T -nothing

Unemployment is a serious issue.. * nothing

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You’ve been whining a lot.. *

Listening to you makes me wanna lie..

Wtf these both sound harsh , what the hell am I supposed to say??? I took the fall, he doesn’t get hurt with the whining one so idk which one gives points. Probably neither because, wtf does the second one mean?

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..I think you will be fine with a part-time at.. -nothing

Maybe Jumin will hire you..- nothing

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Whoa! That’s one knack…- nothing

Welcome Jumin! -nothing

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Whoa that was brave * yoosung

Couldn’t you ask asked more subtly..?

////////////

Jumin is right! * Jumin

Could you give…

But some people get jobs..

Hearts for him because he’s V’s bestie.

/////////////

I hope social… -nothing

Jumin, a single card you give can save a single life here.*yoosung

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I’m 16 year old

I’m a genius. My IQ’s like..299? * no points lmfao feel bad for lying XD

I think it’s somewhere around average.  - no points

She’s clearly- not a genius, homegirl let a stranger blindfold her , and take her up into the mountains to play a game…

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It’s a group of people who don’t believe…

It’s a group of people with super-high-IQ. * I was right though… nothing

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Why do you want to use… * yoosung

I wanna be an intern too lol - well fuck that gives you a heart for Ray :/

//////////////////

Yep I think I get what you mean * Jumin

So you want someone obedient…

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The smiley face of horror

Jaehee is so professional. She’s so impressive. * Jaehee

Because I’m trying to rack in those points >:D

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So you guys have a complicated.. * - nothing

So yoosung, you hate your cousin…

Wow that second answer… think I’m going to play it safe for that one

/////////////

But bill gates is a drop out lol- works too

Right he is. * - man nothing, so I could of picked bill gates? XD

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I’m sure this is a bit * V

Sorry yoosung.

//////////////

Yep you can’t choose what family… *- nothing

Sounds like an indirect way…

//////////////

And he’s a good Man ^^ * V

////////////

Who could it be? * nothing

This is your chance- nothing but Jumin-bae gets a bit salty

/////////////

What

Is it time for your class? * nothing

//////////

I don’t think he ever mentioned Erika…

It's all thanks to the game* nothing

///////////

Don’t you think V.. * V

///////////////

Good luck on your work Jumin! *

Goodbye-

************

Email: Chicken delivery

Press the stop button

***********

**********Story mode************

707

*********************************

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17:00 [An afternoon of Anxiety]

Chatroom: MC , V 

Me? No, nothing. Why? * Heart for V

Is there something wrong with you , V? : not this one you get Saeran heart

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But it looks like the messenger is working fine. * Nothing

Where are you right now?

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You’re popular , V- * V

///////////

Is this that surprise?

What emails?* nothing

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Umm. Maybe it will work… * V

/////////////

Could you send it to me?

I hope it’s nothing bad..*

//////////

I hope nothing bad… * V

/////////////

I don’t think you’d..

I shouldn’t have come here…* - nothing

Hopefully someone can test the other answer

////////////

Him?* - nothing

I smell a secret

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no. *

yes. : heart for Ray so I’m guessing no

I think you’ve…

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I’m feeling guilty * V

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That must be quite a burden… * V

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i’m sure the other members.

Alright please take care of Seven. * Seven

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I’m not to sure if I’m right, how do you tell with story mode?

**************story mode*************

Ray

Come on in

****************

I saw it!..

You mean this email incident with 707*

*************************************

They feel like actual…

I didn’t really feel so good seeing them so anxious*

*****************************************

Actually , I’d prefer…. *

Yes, it was a surprise….

**************************************

Okay.

I’m not sure about that….*

*************************************

18:00 [ Mask made of Glass]

Chatroom: Jaehee, Mc

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Will seven be okay? * V

////////////

I think V’s burden… * V

//////////////

Did you call V? * V

//////////////

What happened…

Feeling ok now? * nothing

/////////////

Don’t pretend you’re…- nothing

I think you’re trying to… * Nothing

You’re not playing delusional

//////////////////

I’m worried about you.. * V

//////////////

I’m dying to know your past…-nothing

I didn’t think you’d be like this - nothing but he sounds like he suspects us so maybe the other answer is better.

/////////////

You sound a bit uneasy * -nothing

You act like you …

////////////

I think you should rest * V

////////////

Please calm down… *- nothing

C language..?- nothing

Should I ask someone…

///////////

If inviting this language can help you calm down

///////////////////

Cotton candy?- nothing

Ice-cream? *- nothing

A kiss?

/////////////

Haagen- dash 31- nothing

Juicy- melon bar * nothing

Mellon bar

/////////

bye!

Have a good one and refresh your mind! * seven

/////////

v, seven…. * V

////////////

He said he’s fine…- nothing

I guess time is the answer- nothing

//////////

Do you report…

Sure, have a good one…*

//////////////

Timer

20:00 [Zen’s Worrisome Looks]

Welcome, Zen!

Welcome, Zen the Beautiful. * Zen XD

/////////////////

I think V took care of it * V

/////////////

Go to be early…

I recommend SEVENSTAR DRINK. * Seaven

//////////////////

You should exercise…

Yes me too! * nothing

I can fall asleep in 3 seconds lol

//////////////////

How was school? - nothing, but probably should of just said hey because Yoosung is regressing.

Hey*

///////////

For now, I’m cheering for V… * V

///////////

Yoosung is still young..-Yoosung

Yeah, thats right. You…. -Zen

I surmise the first one would give a point to Yoosung.

//////////////

It’s annoying..

Only basics * Nothing

Yes, sort of

Started questioning my skincare routine o.o

//////////////////

Thats so sweet * nothing

What kind of mask..- nothing

////////

Lets not discuss age^^

I think you are nagging again Zen

I think you’d better take Zen’s… * Zen

The middle one probably gives you point for Yoosung

////////////////

You’re so diligent when it comes to…

Hindow10 update T-T… * Yoosung

/////////

Let’s invite him! … *

I decline. I think he’ll play only LOLO at the party.

////////////////

I’ve been …

I’m all ears. * Zen

//////////////////

Byebye*

You’re off to play..

////////////

But I think yoosung.. * V

////////////////

You should make a contract..* nothing

I can knock you out…

/////////////

I remember what Jumin said… * Jumin

Sleep tight…

///////////

Goodbye.

See-you- good night * nothing

////////////

Huh? I see a mole!

The chat room’s dazzling! Thank you!* Zen

/////////

I want to see V’s picture too* V

//////////

He’s a secret maker….

You’re sweet Zen..

Goodbye! *

//////////

21:00 :[Nice]

Chatroom: V ,mc

V…! Does your phone work now? * V

////////////////

How did you know!… * V

/////////

I think I got a lot… * V

////////////

I can see how much you value.. * V

//////////

It hurt so much…* v

/////////

Thank you… * - nothing

You sound like..

///////////

Yes, I like the RFA * V

Do I really…

///////////

Umm… I’ll look around… * V

/////////

Wow, finally !

When is it? * nothing

Ugh was the first one meant to be mean, I can’t tell

///////////////

What? Thats too fast.

Will I manage to make * nothing

/////////////

It was nice talking to you. * V

/////////////////////

************story mode***********

*********************************

I would probably save on a second file

22:00 [What I want to say}

Chatroom: Ray ,mc

Am I going to make the contract… - Ray

You’re here….- nothing

I put ray because I’m trying not to be too mean to him/ but not sure if thats the right decision

//////////////////

I decided to stay here with you…

I haven’t made my choice yet.. *

/////////

Whose face is it? *

That must be horrible

//////////////

This so sudden…*

Me too… I like you too…

Ugh I do like him..

///////////

Those Ads they’re the programs you made …right?

I won’t betray you. I promise. * Ray

Ugh my heart, I just wanted to reassure him probably can get away

/////////////

I think you should… * V

/////////////////

Of course ….

You sound a bit-sad. * V

///////////////

I’ll think about it… * nothing

I’ll be waiting.

/////////

Does a Timer mean we are doing good… because we got one

~Game branches so save here in another saving spot.~

V’S ROUTE 5TH DAY

************Story mode*************

Yes! I’ll be with you…

No, thanks. I’ll return as soon as the … *

**************************************

This is a bit…

okay….*

*********************

Where are we going?

*****************

There are a lot of computers….*

Is this where I have to make the contract?

*********************************

Special elixir

***************

Close eyes

**********

What is this?

************

It looks very suspicious*

Is this a medical….

*********************

You’re not telling me to drink this… *

This is a good elixir right…….

*********************

(Drink the elixir)

(Hestitate)*

******************

I agree…..

This isn’t the time…*

*****************

Who are you? Whats going on!?

*************************

You weren’t an al…

************

Ray… whats going on here…?

The Rfa wasn’t Als… *

***************

So you’re the one…*

Ray, are you crying…

*****************

Who is this savior?

*********************

If thats what you tell me…

None of your words…*

******************************

5th day

00:00 [Truth Revealed]

Saeran

Ray, explain…- nothing

Did you catch V? * Nothing

Thought we would get a heart for being concerned about V

/////////////////

I don’t believe you….* V

////////////////////

So this was no game… * V

//////////////

Promise me you won’t do anything.. * V

//////////////

Alright. Ill do as you say… - ray

Are you threatening me…* nothing

///////////

Thats easier said than done..- nothing

I think I need a moment..* nothing

/////////////////

********story mode**********

********************

2:00 [data filled with Riddles]

Oh… looks like the hacker who sent me.. * V & Timer

////////

Is V safe? * V

/////////////

What.. * nothing

Do you think…

There’s data even…

/////////

The connection… * V

////////////

That man… * v

/////////////////

May I, v? * nothing

I dont..

////////////

I thought…

Why would you… * nothing

/////////////

Alright… * V

////////////

Seven..

Dont you give… * nothing..

/////////

You’ve encrypted them… * V

//////////

Hmm,…

Did he forget.. * nothing

////////////

Can’t you tell him…

Can’t you tell him..

Why for a week.. * nothing

//////////

It feels like… -  Ray

v shouldn’t you get help… * V

//////////////

So what.. * nothing

I think you’re…

////////////

Why do we… * Seven

V…I really want to know.. - Ray

/////////////

I dont…

I understand that you’re trying to do this alone… *

////////////

Seven thank you… * V

Loos like you..

//////////

Uh.. did..

I’m fine… * nothing

The other one might be right… not sure

/////////

Okay.. please call me.. * nothing

Though there are a couple of things..

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***********sTORY MODE***********

********************************

7:00 [trust]

Good morning…

Good morning, Zen! * V

//////////

I’ll feel so safe..

Welcome.. * Jumin

//////////////

Don’t you think hiding..

I’m safe right now.. * v

/////////////

I’ll have to wait..

V sent seven… * nothing

//////////

Then did he ..

He also told me..

I’m sure there’s a complicated… * V

///////////

I’ll do the best.. * V

You’re incredible, Jumin.

//////////////

Is it okay..

Who is this candidate? * nothing

////////

Sounds interesting *

////////

So you want us to … * V

I don’t think..

/////////

Umm…

I see! Now.. * Jumin

///////

Looks like you understand v to his dept* jumin

But even if we…

//////////

Im not sure about..

Yes, I know very well…* V

////////////////

I’m sorry I can’t … * nothing

It’s up to you…

///////

You’re so thorough.. * nothing

What are you..

//////////

They’re very special.. * V and Jumin

They’re not going…

////////

For now…

Yes, I’m going to wait too * nothing.

///////

Goodbye

I will. Thanks for your. * nothing

/////////

‘

**********Story mode************

**********************

10:00 [V’s insecurity}

I’m seeing you alot…

V, does your phone work now? * nothing.

///////////

Do you know..

I’m fine! Are you okay? * V

///////

I’m fine.. * nothing

i’m scared…

///////

I don’t think its..

You had not choice.. * V

//////

Yes, I’ll be waiting * V

How can I …

no. Thank you…

////////////

You’re telling me… *V

alright…

////////

I need more..

Don’t blame yourself too much.. *  V

/////////

You have…

I’ll trust you… * V

/////////

**************Story mode******************

******************************************

12:00 { lies and two people]

My goodnesss. * nothing

Yoosung.. I know you hate V..

/////////

There’s no denying..

First of all…. * V

////////

Maybe..

I’m not sure.. *  nothing

///////

Welcome , Zen… * nothing

You should…

/////////

Thats right.. *nothing

Hold on…

////////

So this person… * nothing

Is it from a ghost…

////////

Like blackmailing letter.. * nothing

Like broken pieces..

////////

Lets not suspect… * zen and v

Im suspecting v.

You’re not suspecting me..

///////

It’s written … * nothing

Don’t you..

//////

Their relationship..

I agree… * V

//////

Thats a great idea! *V

I think it’d be safer..

I’d like to go to your place..

/////////////////

See you..

What out on your way… * yoosung

/////////

Maybe… * V

perhaps…

////////

My heart is breaking.. * V

Will V really come to save me?

////////////////

We’re not going..

Please take care of yoosung.* yoosung

//////

You should…

Gotcha.. * V

///////

15:00 [malice and hypocrisy]

Did something.. * V

You didn’t…

Did Zen’s musical get…

///////

Seems like.. * V

Just what has v..

There is a suspect.

/////////

I’m sure…

I’m more worried…. * V

////////

Jumin, Jaehee.. * nothing

Jumin , don’t you think…

////////

Wait could it be.. * nothing

You should of given it to him..

///////

Hey, you’re..

That was..an important task * nothing

////////

Jumin , so is your work…

Thats so smooth go you, Jumin.. * Jumin

//////

Thats big!!.. * jumin

Jaehee…

I wish I could sleep too…

//////

You avoided that picture.. * Jumin

Maybe the RFA..

////////

I do have a highly…

Why does no one know.. * nothing

/////////

He seems very talented… - Ray

Shouldn’t we get outside… * nothing

//////////////////

A cat project…* nothing

The eminence of a holiday..

The eminence of the over time.

////////

Great idea.. * nothing

Wow

//////////

Jaehee… * Jaehee

Congrats..

/////////

… I can only see… * jaehee

I’m counting on you…

///////

Jaehee… * Jaehee

But if you…

///////

You’re brave…

Is it okay… * V

///////////

You’re very talented.. * cumin

But is it okay..

///////

Good please tell him to contact me *

///////

I hope V will.. * V

I’ll see you again…

///////

Jaehee..

But its a relief… * Jaehee

I’m so excited..

/////

I think nothing..

I believe the RFA.. * V

//////

I’ll see you again

Good luck,.. * Jaehee

/////

*********story mode*********

*************************

17:00 [ Sevens plea}

Seven did you

Hey seven* nothing

//////

Ugh.. looks like.. * V

Just what in the world…

////////

Don’t you think…

….Are you suspecting… * V

//////////

There’s not way V… * v

I think maybe the answer…

////////

But we can’t…

If he did.. then…  * V

////////

We’ve trusted him… * V

Maybe…

///////////

Looks like..

I’m sure its because… * V

//////

Maybe… * V

I wanna hear no…

///////

He said he’ll…

I’m not sure if its.. * nothing

But, is we say something isn’t that giving ray the chance to find where he is? That’s why I didn’t pick the first answer but maybe it is right.

///////////

You sound…

At least we should..* Jumin

//////////

So you want v…

You can leave it to fate… * nothing.

//////////

I hope you can decrypt.. * nothing

Bye.

//////

***********story mode***********

***************************

19:00: [Zen’s view]

Hows yoosung… * yoosung

It looks like seven..

./////

No ones…

I’m worried… * V

/////

Don’t you think V…

What are we going to of… * V

/////

Heavy.. * nothing

Rather,  

////////

So you two…

But are you feeling better now?* nothing

/////

That’s impossible… * nothing

Maybe he’s right.

//////

I’d say that man.. * Jumin

Are you going..

///////

There you…

V! Thank god..* nothing

/////

Umm…

Yes! * V

////

Are you really… * V

Whats taking…

///////

Did you see..

I think it’s reckless… * nothing..

Probably the other one

/////

I’m frustrated…

V…  I hope the time..* V

/////////

Don’t change…

Thats right! * nothing

//////

If you’re not going..

I’d like to trust you…* V

//////

You’re finally talking…

What is this truth* nothing

////////

Hello, yoosung..

Please answer him..

Yoosung.. please calm down* V

///////

Yoosung.. you should… * V

Yoosung, what’s 78+544

Good question, Yoosung

////////

A human relationship… * V

What did you have for..

///////

He even reached…

Yoosung, I think…* V

//////

But we could hear..

You’re taking great care.. * zen

///////

V… I hope… * V

You’ve been hiding too many things, V

///////

It’d depend… * V

He’s right!

///////

Tell him to..

I think you should…* nothing

//////

Actually, I’m having a great time * V

//////

You’re still grieving.. * V

What did you think of when..

/////

Can you swear..

Getting what you want..* V

/////

V, Rika’s choice..* V

What kind of person was..

/////

You’re saying the deceased…

////

Do you think you did?

Right now’ you say…* Nothing

////////

V, Please hang in there!* V

////

*******Story mode*********

v

……………………………………….

21:00 [How we take in Sadness]

Thanks for showing..

Hehehe are you sober now..* nothing..

///////

It’d be fun if…

Are you okay now..* V

/////

I wish I could.. * V

When’s he gonna show…

////

Hello, Jaehee* nothing

Welcome, head of the intelligence…

///

The power of youth- * nothing

Are you awake to play games by any chance?

///

Don’t drink too much * Nothing

Zen T-T…

////

She’s right…* V

/////

May I ask you why? * nothing

Yoosung, are you ill…

/////////////

That’s not what I was expecting* V

/////////

So V was so sad… * V

Do you think…

//////

Thats called… * nothing

I don’t think I’ve …

////////

I hope that’d be the case * V

Do you think we can finalize..

///////

No one knows if he really loves her.

I see… V still loves.. Rika.. * V

///////

Yes, do think about it.. * nothing

Don’t forget to deal..

//////

I’m not sure if Yoosung

No, you’ve done well * Jaehee

/////

I agree.. let there be peace! * V

Shouldn’t we wait and see…

////////////////

Oh dear… Good luck, Jaehee. *V

Please make it…

/////////

************ Story mode************

************************************

22:22: Secrets Revealed

V, you do realize..

I wanted to talk too! * V

///////////

I trust you *V

///////

You will tell us everything soon,…* v

That’s so not like a leader..

///////

You mean that the person who sent the images… * nothing

That you’ve done something bad that hacker in..

/////

But why would you try..

What are you investigating? * nothing

/////

So is this hacker.. * nothing

But Erika is no longer…

/////

But this is related to Rika…

But why would you..* nothing

///

You can work this out..

So you’re here to tell us not.. * V

///

You’re saying this is something.. * V

This is as far..

////

Yes, I promise* V

/////

I’m counting on you.. * V

You’re not going to waste time and fall..

////

************story mode************

**********************************

23:00 Finishing up on a stormy

Welcome , Jumin. *nothing

I happen to be going through one in my …nothing

/////

So V was not uninterested.. * V

I think there’s a .. nothing

/////

I understand that.. - nothing

You’re caring for me,… * nothing

////////

What I found..

Same here… * nothing

////

This mystery..

I can’t give you detail..* V

/////

Friend shield on!* nothing

Bird of a feather..

//////

For example- nothing

You are not thinking.. * nothing

////////////

Huh? Maybe… * V

Aw, come on…

////////

..

Ahaha..* Jumin

//////

Caught in a tree.. * zen

But if she’s alive…

//////

Tell me about it.. -zen

So jumin, you also… * Jumin

/////

Jumin..

Do you think..

I’d like to meet her myself.. * nothing

///////

Didn’t you say that Rika..-nothing

I think their lives are completely different… * nothing

/////////

I’d like to see him..- nothing

How’s yoosung..* nothing

/////

Jumin, when will…

I think you’re not getting enough.. * Jumin

////

A model* nothing

Head of the strategy..

A security guard..

//////

Hahahahahaha….* Jumin

….. Jumin , Thats enough…

/////

I feel sorry for Jaehee… * Jumin

///////////

Good luck,Jaehee!

I like Jumin’s… * V an Jumin

I just imagined Jumin’s…

////////

The members would be so happy * V

I’m sure we have to wait and see..

///////

I’m feeling nervous..

I’m a bit ignored right now, so… * V

////////

************story mode**************

*********************************

Day: 6

1:00 [707 cyber News]

Hello^^;  * nothing

You didn’t…

/////////

My head spins…

yes.. *nothing

///////

You’re getting.. * Seven

Ummm….

//////

I know you’ll win.. * Seven

This hacker won’t give up

/////

Looks like you

You need a right * nothing

///////

Wow , no kidding,, * nothing

Who made them

//////

Blank puzzles

Daffodils *nothing

707Bunnygirl…

/////////

Should I start…

Jaehee… * jaehee

/////

You work.. * jaehee

Why don’t…

/////

Coffee

The sun * V

Cats

//////

Don’t you think… * nothing

Aren’t you…

//////

Mint color? * nothing

Rainbow color

Cobalt color

//////

It kind of sounds..

V has mint-colored eyes * V

/////

Hmmm… that sounds * nothing

My eyes are provocative…

I don’t think Rika…

//////

Do you think…

So how long does it… * nothing.

///////

Don’t you think.. * V

What will happen..

//////////

Byebye

I’ll see you again * nothing

//////

Who is it?

That’s nice of him T-T * jaehee

//////

Ok… Could you ask him… *

///////

You two…

He seems. * nothing

//////////

It will.. * Jaehee

Its an order…

//////

2:00 [ V’s concern]

There was.. * nothing

I’m lonely..

I can’t sleep.. - nothing

/////////

I think she’s really busy..

I think he’s trying to decrypt.. * V

////////

Do the mint-colored.. * V

You sound like…

//////

I don’t think… * V

What is it…

/////

V, you shouldn’t…

So there’s something… * V

//////

Yes * nothing

Hm…- nothing

///////

I’m already.. * V

I’m alright.. -nothing

Actually, I’m…

///////

Thanks,..

You turned a little… * V

//////

Do think… * V

I don’t think..

/////////

I’m going..- nothing

yes.. I should. * nothing..

///////

**************story mode ****************

******************************************

7:00 :[changes Jumin See’s]

It’s a beautiful… * nothing

It’s an energetic…

/////

Pictures!.. * Cumin

I hear…

So simple put…

//////

Maybe it doesn’t mean.. * nothing

V is still looking for…

/////

Jaehee!.. * nothing

When do you…

/////

She right..

So how’s the intelligence.. * cumin

///////

I think you..

And don’t forget V! ….* V

////////

In a not-so-good way?

In a bad way?

In a good way? * nothing

////

I think V… * V

V is so stubborn.

////

To be honest…

I hope V will take courage and break… * V

////

Why don’t you ..

What? Why? * nothing

//////

Jaehee, please.. * V

Don’t you think..

//////

Bye.. * nothing

Aren’t you going to work.

/////

You should..

But you can’t send… * V

/////

Let’s take care of them… * Jaehee

He’ll give a new task…

////

That’s the time ..

Why don’t you have a … * Jaehee

///////

Good luck today, Jaehee * Jaehee

Long is the way of the head…

/////

10:00 ( Don’t want to be hated)

Ray, please let me out of here.

Ray, are you still attacking.. * nothing

//////

Are you the one… * V

Why do you keep doing this..

////

It looks like nothing.. * V

So you’re saying V…

/////

Actually, I think..

Right now I am hostage.. * V

//////

They’ll come to save.. *V

Wouldn’t it help you…

/////

I’ll trust V. * V

Now that I listen..

///////

Show me..

Don’t touch… * V

I’ll think about

///////

Where did you learn..

Please don’t torment.. * Seven

/////

I hope..

Are you going.. * V

//////

I like you too

I… like someone too * V

My heart( We need Saeran route)

/////

Are you.. *V

How?

////

I don’t believe you.. *V

Why do you hate V so much?

////

I think… * V

Who is this savior… - Ray

///////

What does she.. * nothing

What preparation

//////

When will you let me out..* V

You will come to seem me … right..

/////

12:00 : ( Need some Fresh air)

About time to gaze.. * V

About time to get..

About time to play..

////

What should.. * Seven

Your body..

/////

You’re gonna work.. *

Is something wrong? -nothing

////////

I wanna get some..

Welcome, Yoosung.. * nothing

/////

You should..

I think you should.. * Zen

//////

Yoosung.. * V

Me, me! Me too!

/////////

He can take..

….Good for you, Jaehee. * Seven

//////

I think I’m ..

Stop suspecting V, Yoosung T-T * V

/////////

What about Zen? * Zen

Play LOLOL loL

/////

Whoa… nostalgia..

What is that? Lolol * Seven

I wonder what zen….

///

He should..

Why won’t he get * Zen

/////

I think I know now…

I wish I could help Zen some how.. * Zen

/////

Ok… there’s no other choice. * Seven & Email

/////////

I also..

We are going to have the party!.. *nothing

/////

Walkingman…

What’s that?

I think Zen… * Zen

//////

Zen must be so… * zen

I think we should..

All are for zen. Wtf?

////////

Home- sweet-home-

I think this would be good time for a don… * Zen

////

I think you should.. * nothing

What kind of nagging…

////

I wish LOLOL… * nothing

You should go to an Internet cafe … * this is probably better

//

You said you’re too scared to go out …

Bye!

Please be carful of kidnappers * V

////////

*******************STORY MODE**************

Jaehee

*****************************************

14:00 Passion RED

Jaehee, is the intelligence..

Jaehee, are you on your way? * Nothing

/////////////

I think Jumin…

But I think V will be… * V

///////

He sad he’s going..

He’s not going to.. * V

Hmm.. he seems to be up to

///////

What is his car like.. * nothing

Ask him..

//////

I wonder what.. * V

Seven… he’s so cool…

/////

I’d like to go on a drive with V… * V

I think Seven would make a better..

///////

Hi , Zen. * nothing

Here comes…

/////

Lucky you, Jaehee T-T * Jaehee

Zen do you know how to drive…

//////

I thought of V! * V

Jaehee said you’ll…

///////

It would feel like..

It’s the graceful stability.. * Zen

/////

I wanna try..

I don’t really like..

Then I’d like to try Jumin’s car lol * Jumin

///////

No no you… * nothing

Just do it..

Didn’t anyone..

///////

I think you should…

What? It looked pretty…  * Zen

//////

You should try installing.. * yoosung

What can you possibly..

//////

Oh no.. not the blue screen… * nothing

What’s your os?  Probably this would work too

////

Yep….

If you have a smartphone.. * nothing

Sniffle… I should’ve…

//////

You do have TV, don’t you?

So you have a wakingman? * nothing

////

I wonder what.. * V

Zen, you didn’t get one..

///////

Seven is quite..

I wonder what V’s * V

///////

I’m sure he does..

I don’t think he does lol * nothing

//////

I’m sure your more..

Rough is the life.. * Seven

/////

Don’t be so stressed out.. * zen

See you soon

/////

Do you think V… * V

Agreed!…

//////

Goodbye.

Have a safe trip! Please watch… *nothing

/////

I never know what the hell to put for these T^T

**************Story mode*********************

Who is it?

*************

How were you doing… *

….What brings you here?

********

I don’t want to see her..

Are we going to meet her? *

***************

What is this? *

Ray?

**************

Hello. *

A mask…?

***********

You won’t stop me.. *

But I don’t want to.

**************

Who are you?

Whats your name? *

***************

16:00: Yoosung’s Heaven

Yoosung, how are…

Yoosung, did you have.. * Zen

//////////

Not yet!

Yep I dId. * nothing

/////////

Cup noodle..

You’re at an internet… * Yoosung

////

Arobot? Wow, that’s you future..

You’ve found peace.. * Yoosung

///////

Welcome, Jumin. * Nothing

Jumin, have you ever had..

//////

She still hasn’t reported,,,

Is it because.. * Jaehee

////////

Where did she place… * Jumin

You talked about work even in..

///

Jaehee.. * nothing

It sounds like..

////////

Yoosung, your suspicion.. * V

I’m not sure..

/////

I don’t think there’s anything..

Oh… Thank you for compliment! * Yoosung and V it think ( it was V)

///////

Yes.. V will come to save me. * V

But he’s still….

///

I hope you’d take more action instead… * Jumin & V

Yoosung is suspicious…

////

Good idea… * yoosung

Umm… you mean those..

//////

Good luck! * nothing

Make sure you keep your voice..

////

I think this…

Get black bean.. * nothing

//////

A vending machine…

A person who’s been staying there for  *nothing

////

Let’s invite him!…

/////////

Good luck! *nothing

Bye!

////////

How’s the intelligence.. * nothing

Tell me about..

///////

Are you leaving?

What’s the menu? * nothing

//////

**************Story mode ************

707

**************************************

18:00 [ Heading towards 2020]

Zen, how was your.. * Zen

Are you back…

//////

Yes, there’s nothing.. * Zen

I wish I could take wings too…

/////

I want to lie..

If I see your silhouette

You’re such a hard worker.. * nothing

///

We’ll get to hear lots of helpful tips on a diet! Great! - Email

/////////////

Yeah Yeah!

Welcome! * nothing

//////

Zen..

She said.. *nothing

/////

Is V fit too?..*V

So you get to go outside..

////

I think.. * Seven

No!..

////

Looks awesome… * Seven

Is that for Zen?

////

The latest model runs..

So how much.. * nothing

///

I don’t think its..

Don’t you think… * nothing

///

You’re not giving him..

Do you have a 36… * Seven

///

Wow! * Seven

Sniff sniff..

/////

…May * Seven

When?

/////

Nothing is..

I think this time.. * Seven

///

By the way.. *seVEN

Zen, You should…

////

Why not…

He said… * Seven

////

Back up! .. *nothing

You can…

////

We are having…

Oh , two in a row?.. *

////

Same here! I hate..

Hmm.. * V

////

Though.. - Email

///////

So long… 386. * nothing

Ok see ya!

////////

************Story mode**********

V

*********************

20:00 [Doubtful family}

Nothin in particular. What about you?

I moved to somewhere else.. But I’m fine. * V

/////////

No , I would of.. * nothing

I wouldn’t mind..- nothing

/////

Was there something… * V

Does it look like V…

///////

Welcome !  * nothing

Did you call your aunt?- nothing

/////////

Why would the… - ray

What was in it? * V

///////////

… Do you think V will love.. * V

Do you think he missed Rika?

/////////

You’re not suspecting V again, are you? * V

Did you talk to your aunt?

//////

Why would she .. * nothing

Does Rika have lots of belongings?

/////

And why would…* nothing

Don’t you think…

//////

Maybe Rika….

It’s so sad, but… * V

////////

Do you think..

And you’ve been… * V

/////////

They’re basically.. * V

But I think…

/////

It looks like Rika’s parents dont.. * nothing

But they’re still her parents…

////

This isn’t your fault.. * Yoosung

I wonder what..

/////

V didn’t ..

Perhaps… * V

/////

I think..

You shouldn’t.. * V

/////

From now on.. * V

But whether..

///////

If you’re.. * Yoosung

But its good that…

/////

I met some new..

I’m fine… * V

////

I hope you take a break!.. * nothing

See you again, Yoosung.

///////

Yes,.. * V

Grief..

Sometimes..

/////

Rika… * V

I think things.

/////

Alright..

i’m going to wait for V to… * V

/////

*************story mode************

I’ve..

Im thinking.. *

*************

You look like a weird…

You look like a scary person..

You look like a nice person*

*******************************

Are you jealous..

Do you like me… meh I was curious

Do you hate me…

Why do you keep asking me questions.. -  *this one would of probably have been better

***********************

So why…

What do you mean *

*************

But I like..

I can feel my heart fluttering - Rika route ????

V will come… *

**************

Yes, I’d like to,..

… will I?

I don’t believe you- *

********

22:00  : [his idea of family]

I think something’s gonna happen tonight… * Nothing

Welcome, Jumin.

////////

But that’s the … * Jaehee

Jumin,…

//////

Rika..

I’m sure he did… * V

/////

Well,.. * V

Maybe everything…

/////

What’s…

Yep! * V

//////

How did Seven..

Umm, lets not * V

//////

How’s your… * Jumin

Since when..

/////

So you were…

Did Rika…. * V

/////

But marriage.. * V

Ugh..

You mean…

//////

I think…

So you loved her just… * V

///////////

Why don’t… * V

Perhaps…

///////

What’s the matter..

But maybe it would’ve… * V

/////

Is your security tight? *nothing

soon..?

//////////

Have a good time… * Jumin

Bye, Jumin..

//////////

So seven…

Did you just call him… * nothing

///////

Yes,… * V

So exactly..

/////

******************Story mode************

707

**************

How old is this..

Why are you so nice to me? *

******************

Does Ray… *

Do you have lots of wounds?

********************

I’m worried about Ray.

Do you also … *

**************************

I want to know your real name..

What’s your relation..*

*******

I see.

You’re…*

/////

v!. *

You are…

////

You called her..

I knew it. You are Rika… *

/////////

Good..

V! *

Rika…

///////

23:00: What happened to V!?!

v!… * nothing

Yoosung…

////

****************STORY Mode********* Rika…

This place… *

***********

What will..*

Why do you…

*******

A little

**********

Couldn’t you.. *

Is this…

******* He’ll…

What… *

***********

What is it?

************

7th day

1:00: Shocking truth

I’m with..

V has been kidnapped.. * nothing

///////

Seven…

Rika is alive… * V

/////

Rika…

A few hours.. * V

///////

I’m alright.. * V

Yes… I’m fine!

/////

Now I can’t..

Rika and V… * nothing.

///////

Let’s just calm down!… * V

Yoosung…

/////

But its no,, * V

I think things…

///////

Yes.. * V

I think V was the bad person

/////

I think Zika…

Rika isn’t… *V

/////

Yes…

I’m alright! * V

///////

I think he’s * V

Lets leave…

/////

Yes… * V

He’s here…

///////

No, she’s not. * Nothing

It’s someone..

/////

But Rika..

Yoosung… * V

////////

You mean.. * V

Do you think…

////////

Maybe V… * V

I think she…

//////

I think… * V

It’S v…

////

I think…- Ray

No, thats not the case..*

//////

I bet..

Let’s not hide anything… * V

//////

Ok…

I’m fine… *V

//////

V…

Zen… * V

/////

At least I’m fine…

I think everyone… * nothing

/////

That’s alright…. * V

Okay..

////////

2:00 Cumin helplessness and..

jumin.. *

jUMIN, don’t you

/////

Zika now.. * V

V…

//////

Rika’s doing.. * V

I think she..

//////

V is..

It seemed to me… * V

//////

V..

I felt… * V

//////

This all..

V was just trying… * V

/////

Is this..

What is it* nothing

//////

Isn’t…

Rika.. * V

//////

Then why.. * V

V is such

/////

You’ll.. * V

Its all V’s

/////

I should..

I don’t think.. * V

I’m going..

///////

*****************Story mode**************

Jumin

****************************************

6:00 C&R Intelligence Unit

Yes…

I’m fine.. *V

//////

I think…

V could..* V

/////

I hope.. * V and Cumin

How’s..

////

I thought you’ll..- nothing

They are working…

////////

I think V…

I think Both * V

///////

So thats..

Great.. * Seven

I don’t think…

////

I hope so.. * V

I’m sure..

//////

Good luck.. *

Ok.. see you soon

//////

********story mode*******

V

***********

8:00 Staying calm

I’m fine…

I’m well…  * nothing

///

Yes..

I’m fine.. * V

/////

Yoosung..

Welcome… * Nothing

/////

Maybe Zen…

It’s a secret.. * Zen

////////

Does he look..

Whoa… * Yoosung

///

Well,… * nothing

Umm.. I don’t think so. -nothing

////

I heard..- Ray

She does.. *

//////

She’s not well..

I think she’s Very well * V

///

We should be worrying about her..

We should be worrying about v! * V

/////////

But it’s kind..

I think as of.. * V

/////

Rika could…

That was before I actually.. -nothing

/////

Aren’t you.. * Yoosung

Zen, how…

/////

I’m sure..

Please , just be… * V

////

…

Oh.. I should… * Zen

//////

Maybe it’s time..

That’s because .. * nothing

////

Yes, lets do that -Email

/////

You can.. * yoosung

Yoosung…

////

Good luck with that..*

See you!

/////

But ..

I think.. * yoosung

//////

Yes, I will.. * yoosung

Umm…

////

See you..

Cheer up! *

/////

***************Story mode**********

Is he safe right now *

What are you…

******************** Why did you leave V? *

I want to know about..

*******************

Are you afraid.. *

What is your.

*******

Are you crying right now? *

Did you show your tears..

I think… you’ll be lovely…

********************

Rika..

***************

11:00 provocation

Hello, Jumin. *

You didn’t know..

////////

I’m just..

When will we go.. * V

/////

What  is it? * nothing

You��re…

////

A cult.. * V

illegal…

////

If this… * V

Don’t get us

/////

Do we really… * v

It’s ray,,

/////

I’m telling.. * V

I want to..

/////

Did you.

Does something change.. * nothing

/////

What..

yes.  *nothing

/////

He could’ve..

You mean.. * V

//////

Armed.

Can’t we.. * V

//////

Let’s do as he says, * V

Don’t touch RIka!!!

/////

I don’t think you..

Yes, please hurry! * V

///////

I’lll be waiting! * V

Bye..

////

I don’t know..

I hope everything.. * V

/////

… But can’t we..

Okay!.. * V

/////

Yes,… * nothing

Goodbye…

//////

******Story-mode *****

**********************

13:00 :[ One’s own reasons]

Jaehee…

I’m so worried…* V

///////

How are your.. * nothing

Maybe Rika..

///////

Okay… though.. - Email

////

Because I’m with rika..* nothing

Of what?

////

Yoosung, are you.. * yoosung

Do you thinks..

/////

I see.. * yoosung

You could…

//////

Rika was so..

It’s dangerous here… * V

/////

Yoosung..

Seven.. * Seven

/////

But do you..

I think I know.. * yoosung

/////

Looks like yoosung.. * yoosung

I think Rika…

//////

I think… * V

Whatever…

//////

Don’t worry…

Don’t worry. Right now.. * V

//////

************** STORY mode**************

v

*****************************************

15:00 [Miss you, I feel lonely]

Ray!..

Is V safe? * V

////

Yes, I like..

I’m worried that she’ll… * V

//////

I miss that place.. * Ray

Ray.. you should stop..

///////

Ok…

Yes.. * V and seven

//////

You’re right..

What are you… *V

/////

Yes, lets..

Is V safe?.. * V

//////

Welcome..

Yoosung…  * V

///////

Did you try. * seven

If it works…

///////

Why not.. * yoosung

I wonder..

/////

Ok..

Sure.. * nothing

///////

Timer

************stORY MODE************

V

*************************************

17:00 [ his heart]

You shouldn’t..

Yes,… * Yoosung

//////

How much..

Do you have to get… * nothing

/////

What did you.. * nothing

You’re not..

/////

Welcome..

How’s.. * yoosung

/////

Are you a playboy?

Jealous… Can I have one too? * nothing

/////

Whoa… * Zen

Now I’m ….

/////

Be careful.. * nothing

See you soon

/////

I don’t know..

I really wish.. * V

////

It does.. * Zen

Yes, you should..

/////

I hope…

Please take care of… * Yoosung

////

A lotus..

A statue of Buddha.. * nothing

////

I’ll try talking to him…-email

/////

you…

Massage? * nothing

//////

Got it.. * Zen

Bye..

//////

Timer

19:00 [How to cope with Risk]

What are you.. * Jumin

I think hes..

///////

I would’ve used.. * nothing

I think…

///////

I want.. * JUMIN

Ummm…

/////

They’re..* nothing

Give me..

////////

Jumin…

I think..* V

///////////

You…

You’ve been friends… * V

//////

Welcome..

Yoosung.. * nothing

//////

Yoosung,… * Yoosung

Zen,..

////

Hahah..

Zen,… * zen

/////

Nice going ,Jumin… * Jumin

Have a good…

/////

Zen,..

I hope… * Yoosung

/////

Hahahahhaha.. * V

I’ll say

//////

We should..

Wow… let’s try inviting… *

//////

Ok… * nothing

You’re actually…

/////

Make sure you save.

***************Story mode**************

I’m thinking about you

Im thinking about v*

//////////

Didn’t V do that , too?

I’m worried about V*

/////

(Reject Rika.) *

(Embrace Rika)- Get a cg…, does it really matter whether you hug her to not?

*****************************************

21:00 : [Coming this way]

What’s racing..

Ray , I’m seeing you often * nothing

/////////

So ray… * Seven

Aren’t you…

///////

Treatment? Are you ill? * ray

I think you’re…

/////

But..

What.. * V

//////

So soon..

Mine.. * nothing

///////

I … will make.. * V

Of course. Don’t worry..

////

See..

Bye.. * nothing

///////

***********story mode**************

************************************

     23:00:  [Before charging in]

How far did.. * Seven

Jaehee, what’s new?

/////

I don’t think..

I’m sure.. * V

//////

Are you here.. * nothing

There’s a signal interruption for you?

////

The hacker..

Seven… * v

/////

But it won’t..

Oh you’re professional.. * Seven

////

What does blue..

What should I.. * V

///////

I’ll looks forward to it * Seven

I’ll be waiting..

/////

I’m nervous..

The fate..

I feel a bit. * Jaehee

////////

You are already.. *Jaehee

But this place has a hacker just

//////

Oh, it’s alright ! Please go ahead.

////////////

Ok,.. *

I’ll see..

///////

*************Story mode**********

****************************

Day 8

No, nothing last forever.

The depends on you.

I do *

**********************

Choice

****************

V are you.. * V

Are you here.

*************

What drug..

Is this what you do.. *

***********

V! Its me! Mc!

***********

Rika please..

**********

Rika… you’re not.. * choosing v

I understand..-

*********

Rika…

***********

Raise V behind Rika’s back

********

V, please wake up! *

Where are we going

Seven!..

******************

00:00 [ Seven’s status Report]

We saved V!.. * V

But no one’s here

///////////

I feel so bad for V.. * V

Let’s hurry

//////

Yoosung, V is sick. * V

Yoosung! Rika..

////////

What should…

I think V was…. * V

////////

I think..

I don’t think  she’s… * V

///////

All V ever did.. * V

Yoosung..

///////

Yes, Seven.. * v & Seven

I’m just glad..

/////

Yoosung… * nothing

Seven, are you going

////////

Yoosung…

You can talk to me,… *nothing

//////

Shouldn’t you… * V

No more repetitions.

/////

You can count.. * nothing

Seven…

/////

Perhaps.. * v

I’m glad…

///////

We should keep her.. * V

I don’t think she’ll..

/////

Good luck.. * V

You’re not…

///////

************ story mode********

V ! Can you hear me? *

Oh, thank…

*********

I’m fine..

You should…

********

Seven, I know…

***

You….

I’m fine.. *

*******

1:00 [ Emergency in RFA]

He’s resting.. * V

He’s having..

///////

No…

////

I don’t think we can afford.. * ( I feel so bad putting this but it gets us an email)

I don’t think I’d be safe.

////////

You’re.. * Zen

When..

///////

What..

Do you… * nothing

/////

I think..

I don’t think.. * V

/////

To be honest..

V is trying.. * V

I think Zika..

///////

She is the Zika.. * nothing

I think…

////

I think… * Zen

Yes,…

/////

You’re working..

Yes, how’s the unit going..

///////

You’re… * Jaehee

Hows the unit..

//////////

Then what…

It’s ray. * nothing

//////

I think.. * seven

What happens if..  

//////////

I don’t want.. * V

This is…

///////

I think..

//////

You’re working..

I’ll do my best.. * V

////////

Good luck, Jaehee! *

Please..

//////

Could you.. * nothing oh well, probably should complement him XD

Could you distract..

//////

Seven, we have. * nothing

SEVEN ,I think..

//////////

When will we.. * nothing

So you mean..

//////

How long will.. * V

This is sad..

///////

Ok..

////

********story mode**********

V, I’m here

********

I’m fine*

V, your hands

*********

Leave it to me

************

Please don’t push..

*******

Let me hold…

I’ll hold *

***************************

7:00 [Suspicious Chat Room]

Tell me about it.. * nothing

Maybe this is a bug.

**********

no, let me.. * V ///////

Ray…!..

I hope this.. * V

Stop tormenting..

Rika… I miss..

/////

Whats. * nothing

Ray,..

/////////

What’s wrong.

/////

So rika… * V

So can..

////

I’m looking.. * V

I’m trying..

///////

Agressive..

////////

Isn’t there.. * V

I don’t want..

////

I don’t think * nothing

I am..

////

… Maybe

So is that.. * nothing

/////

I don’t…

..For now, ….(lmfao I’m dying XD , work is work I guess) * ray

//////////

Is that.. * nothing

No, I like…

//////

Ok..

….. * V

///////

The Rfa..

Could you please… * V

////////

9:00 [conciliation toward’s Seven]

pardon?

/////

Wow!..

/////

its..

//////

T-T

Seven.. it’s dizzy. * nothing

/////

That’s enougg, Seven..

Ummm…. I think Ray.. * nothing

/////

So ..

No… * nothing

/////

Rika..

Did Ray stop… * nothing

/////

Rika… * V

Saeyoung…

/////

Rika.. * V

Rika, we will win this.

/////

...

But seven.. * V

/////

Seven is it… * V

Seven… don’t..

///

Who’s Saeran? * nothing

It sounds..

////

Rika,..

Seven, .. * V

/////

Saeran must.. * V

Stop talking to her..

/////

v suffered..

Don’t you.. * V

////

Rika… * V

You brought…

///

I think.. * V

Look…

/////

Is it wrong that I kind of want a Rika route, and also really really want a Saeran one.

******Story mode*******

This time i’ll protect v.

**********************

I want a vanderwood route too XD

11:00 [how did we end up like this?]

V,..

You’re .. * V

/////

What.. * V

Rika…

///

so..

what.. * V

////

Yes, why.. * V

Do you think..

///

So.. * V

Why are..

/////

So it was.. * V

But I don’t..

////

So you wanted..

Rika must of bee.. * v

////

… So denying…

I’d like to experience.. * V

/////////

I would’ve been.. * V

I understand…

///

I feel such.. * V

I… I think…

////////

I’ll forgive..

But you.. * V

/////

I understand.. * V

You don’t …

/////

Don’t forget..

I will be with you.. * V

/////

Please.. * V

I think…

/////

Why is that? * V

All you need to do…

//////

That is not.. * V

Please…

///////

*********Story mode*************8

V

*****************************

13:00 [The demon you created]

I think V is looking back… * V

He’s completely done..

///

I’m sure… * V

I don’t think…

////

You didn’t..

What did it feel… *V

///

Perhaps… *V

He wants..

/////

I’m sure..

I think V… * V

///////

Yes…

Rika… * V

/////

Rika,,, * V

V..

///

He..

Rika.. *v

////

V and I..

Right now.. * V

/////

Please stop.. * v

The way..

////

I don’t..

V doesn’t mask himself. * V

/////

I don’t need..

That is not.. * V

////

I don’t care..

Rika.. *nothing

And please stop…

//////

Trying.. * V

If V really..

////

15:00 [ I’m worried of you]

I’m..

Ray.. * V

/////

It’s not V* V

Ray…

/////

You shouldn’t.. * V

Then go ahead..

///

I hope.. * V

Stop worship..

/////

Ray… * V

I’m with V…

////

I don’t…

You asked.. * Ray

/////

Ray, You..

I think you… * V

/////

I don’t think.. * V

The RFA..

////

I trust.. * V

You..

////

You did.. * Ray

I’m sure

/////

I wish… * V

I’m..

///

I’m ready…

My heart.. * v

////

Why is that? *Ray

I don’t want to see you..

////

I’m sorry. But I don’t think that’ll happen * v

No thanks.

//////

Ugh..

Leave… * V

/////

Now..

Stop it… * V

/////

…Huh?

////

Seven!

////

Could it be what..?

///

17:00 : It’s all my fault

Where are you…

You scared me! * nothing

////

I don’t care.. * V

It’s alright..

/////////

That’s not true.. *V

////////

No, you can do.. * V

I’m nothing..

/////

You can..

I understand..    * V

////

Were you..

Seven,… * nothing

////

Don’t you think..

I wish.. * V

//////

Whats.. * V

I knew it..

//////

Oh, no.. * V

So when..

////

He seemed.. * nothing

He hates..

////

V looks..

Why did.. *V

/////

He did..

Is this…  *nothing

///

Seven..

V… come.. * V

V, you’d..

/////

I hope..

Cheer up!… * V

////

What are you saying..

I don’t .. * v

//////

I’ll bring V with me * nothing

thanks..- should probably say this for seven

///

For now.. * V

You…

////

Are you..

I think… * nothing

////

Yes,… * V

If there..

/////

I hope.. * V

How..

///

Instead… * V

I think you..

//////

It’s okay.. * V

Don’t…

////

I’m sure.. *V

please..

/////

I’m heading..

Ok… * nothing

/////

*******storymode*********

707

*************************

19:02 [Failure]

Rika… * V

You surely…

//////

That’s enough..

Oh dear..

I know how… * V

////////

Please.. * V

I’m honestly.

////

Don’t you think… * V

That’s no happiness..

/////

Then…

Don’t you… * v

///

He’s accepted.. * V

So stay away...

////

That’s be..

He’s not running.. * V

/////

Perhaps V.. * v

Whatever…

////

Don’t..

V has had… * V

/////

20:00 [ I don’t want to be Abandoned]

Thats..

Not, well, because… * V

/////

You mean… * V

Yeah, but I didn’t…

/////

V is deeply… * V

She’ll leave..

////

You used,,

You are very talented *V

//////

Ray.. I hope.. * Ray

You’re..

/////

I don’t think… * v

Rika..

/////

You’re no fun..

You’ve done nothing… * V

///////

Ray, don’t you.. * V

You’re full…

////

Ray… isn’t. * ray

Ray, you’re falling..

////

V’s effect.. * v

RIka…

///

You mean.. * Ray

How could..

/////

Ray.. *

I heard..

///////

Ray,,,

I’m sorry, but that won’t happen * nothing

/////

How…

I feel bad… * nothing

//////

22:00 [ opposition and Debacle]

V & Rika

V, how are you feeling.. *

//////

What are the side… * nothing

I think…

////

Can we..

Rika.. * V

//////

You’re the…

V is now.. * v

////

Now.. * v

There you…

///

Right now.. * V

///

V..

everyone.. * V

////

Honestly.. * V

We don’t..

////

Can’t you,,,

Ok, there goes.. * V

////

Rika… *V

He said not anymore

////

If that’s true.. * V

Im…

/////////

V, are you…

V, you can’t… * v

//////

I think…

V, * V

//

But..

You’re not… * V

/////

V… don’t comply… * V

////////

Whatever… * V

Lets stop,..

//////

I really…

I’m fine… * V

/////

You… * V

Please…

//////

I respect… * V

/////

Then…

Of course… * nothing

////

******story mode v*********

*********************

23:00 [pass the baton]

Ray..* ray either way?

Did you eat… - ray

////////////

I’m looking…

I’m fine… * ray

////

He’s not.. * v

//////

Yes..

Ray… * V

//////

I’m sure.. * V

//////

Are you…

/////

hUH.. *nothing

Am I talking…

////////

Is there..

I think you need * nothing

///////

This is the.. * nothing

Who are you

///////

Seven, hurry!..

Seven , we have a… * seven

/////

Seven…

What,,, * V

/////

Maybe…

I think this..* ray

/////

Is V alright *V

/////

You know seven…? * nothing

Are you..?

////

What are you… * nothing

What happened to ray>

/////

You can’t take me.. * V

You…

///////

9th day

00:00 [Seduction of the moon]

Feels very afar… * V

I don’t…

/////

What are you up to> *V

Something..

////

I think… * V

///////

I’m not on any side * nothing

//////

I am… * V

////

I want to prove… * V

//////////

It seems.. * V

//////

I’ll choose the RFA. * V

///////

I’ll wait for the sun… * V

///

********Story mode

707

*******************

2:00 [I can make you have more fun]

You’re new… * nothing

ray…

////

sleeping… * nothing

Is ray okay…

/////

Do you…

Why did you.. *nothing

///////

Get rid of him? * ray

I don’t like his…

/////

How are…

You… seem… * V

////////

No, thank’s * V

Give me back

///////

I’m curious..

I’m not going back.! * V

//////

Will we

Please… *V

////

…

There’s no way.. * V

/////

**********story mode***********

707

***********************

6:00 [stop it]

How are you… * V

/////

I’m okay….  * V

//////

The harder the..

Im sure the other… * nothing

/////

It must… * V

///////

wouldn’t… * V

I think…

/////

Are you..

stop… * V

////

I want you… * V

//////

The what about… * V

///

V….

v, please… * nothing

////

V, is there.. * V

/////

Thinking… * V

/////

*******8Story mode ******

V?..

v , how are you feeling *

/////

It’s alright..

/////

There goes…

////

There’s nothing..

///

You’re not a monster..

///

You can.. *

If its complicated..

////

I’ll come..

Please… *

////

*******************

9:00 [third person persepective]

Seven?? * nothing

///

Are you fiddling with.. * nothing

Seven!! Vänder..

/////

Oh… * V

//

It is…

No. Not a test… * V

/////

Does the camera work.. * vanderwood cg XD

Say…

////

It’s reeking..

In truth.. I think.. * nothing

//

Who’s the call from.. * nothing

Why isn’t he answering…

//////

He propbably..

Isn’t there. * nothing

/////

It seems.. * v

Now I have no…

///

he was..

He’s sacrificing … *V.

////

maybe.. * nothing

He codes..

///

Hereditary, maybe… * nothing

Why…

//////

Allow me.. * v

you’re…

//////

I thought…

Don’t you want… * nothing

/////

.. it might.. * v

I think our…

////

Is there… * nothing

////

But this * v

////

I think… * nothing

What kind of photos..

////

Seven.. * seven

////

He wouldn’t.. * nothing

Run run…

//////

*******8story mode********

Seven

*********************

12:00 [Rika’s feelings]

He want’s to protect * V

/////

Don’t belittle… * nothing

That’s not..

////

The idea..

Do you… * nothing

////

I may be love.. * V

rika…

///

You two..

Then you should… * V

/////

Then… *nothing

You’re only..

/////

Rika.. * nothing

That’s …

/////

They willl… * nothing

Rika,…

////

Rika..

Even.. * nothing

/////

Are you’re..

At least.. * nothing

///

Rika..

If it slips… * nothing..

/////

**********story mode ********

V. please…

‘’’’’’’’’’’

v, you’re so stubborn

////

You tried..

Are you sure.. *

/////

v… can’t you

//////

Enough… *

/////

You don’t hav…

////

Choose.. ****************

14:00 [reason trying to stop her]

He just..

Yes.. * nothing

////////

Yes..

Isn’t… * nothing

//

Who..

Then you’re saying.. * V

////

I can’t imagine… * V

/////

since… * nothing

The only…

/////

Yoosung.. * nothing

////

yes of-course .. * V

v seems..

//////

She might.. * nothing

You were..

//////

Would…

You can.. * nothing

/////

That’s… * nothing

Is there no way…

////

See you..

Alright.. * nothing

///

*********story mode********

****************************

16:00 [you change me]

Why.. * nothing

I’ll..

///

We should..

If you know.. * V

////

No .. she’ll.. * V

She might stop..

///////

Stop..

I don’t mind… * v

/////

Then.. - nothing

You know..- nothing

/////

I’m different..

We can.. * V

/////

you’re.. *V

What are you..

//////

If you… *

…so

/////

You can start again..* v

///////

So..

V,… * V

/////

**********story mode*************

707

**************

18:00 [ Seven’s persuasion]

Return.. * Jumin

What are you..

///

Did.. * nothing

Ray…

/////

Ray, calm.. * ray

Seven,…

////

Ray..

He’s right Ray… * seven

/////

Why are you.. * nothing

Ray…

///

Don’t trust..

You have a brother… * nothing

////

Did you eat.. * nothing

Are you in pain…

//////

Do.. *nothiinh

Seven,…

/////

I hope v.. * V

Good luck…

//

******story mode*******

707

**********************

20:00 : [Winner Seven]

Heart.. * nothing

Can we now get…

///

Hmm… * nothing

Hmm?

////

Wow!! *

///////

Are we safe.. * nothing

Why aren’t…

.////

Would v…

YesI I can… * V

/////

Will ray.. *

I wonder what Ray’s… - ray

////

Wouldn’t it be more transparent..

Take him to… * nothing

/////

Lets..

I want.. * V

/////

I want to see… *  v and SEVEN

Can the RFA members…- NOTHING

/////

Wasn’t it all recovered.. 8 nothing

Then make them…

////

Good luck… *

This will…

////

21:00 [ I missed all of you]

Zika, soon…

The messenger’s security *

///

Are you planning.. * nothing

What do you want…

‘/////

I’d be better for them not…

We did…  *

///////

What kind of text…*

Quit..

///

Thats a lie… *

I hope everyone..

////

For being…

For making v.. * V /////

You don’t…

You do know that.. * nothing

/////

Are you… *

You know..

//////

Rika, your attitude.. *V

Rika… what is it that you really want..

….

///////

Yes..

I don’t plan.. * V

/////

If it were possible.. * V

Keep away…

/////

The RFA won’t be able to.. * nothing

It’s not getting..

///

Branches out, save

***********story mode *******

707

Are you sure… *

Okay here lean on me

*****

( Embrace V)

**************************

no… * V

have…

///////

regardless..

******

I’m sure you can

**************

But, it’s night.. * nothing

Are you sure

*********

23:00 [V has been stabbed]

I have.. * nothing

ray…

///////////

….

Ray?* nothing

/////////

Then…

Wouldn’t… *

.//////////

Lets take V..

///////////

Thats.. * V

yes…

////

V’s here…

Zen,… * V

//////////

Yes… * v

/////

I’m fine..

I don’t feel.. *

/////////

I have..

////////

Did you..

Yoosung… * nothing

////

Of course.. * V

It was a fight..

/////

Yes’s seven.. * seven

Everything…

//////

Do.. * nothing

Yoosung…

////

Make.. * v

It’s frustrating..

////

Yoosung… - yoosung

Having a party..

//////

Leave V to me

Don’t worry.. * V

/////

I’m okay.. -* nothing..

I’m relieved…

///////

********story mode********

***************************

00:00[ I want to talk to you]

Seem’s like you..

I’m worried about.. * V

////

We’ll be.. *

I’n not sure

///

I’m sure it.. *

I think its

////

I think its… * V

/////

Wouldn’t Cumin.. * jumin

I just hope ..

///////

Yoosung.. * yoosung

Then..

////

yoosung… * V

/////

Maybe..* V

V was stabbed…

/////

She’ll try… * V

/////

Still..

Tommorow * nothing

///

Yoosung.. * V

Rika…

/////

I’m alright… * V

///////

*********story mode*******]

707

Its not your fault…

alright..

***********************

2:00 [see you soon]

Jumin, where are.. * nothing

Jumin, when are you…

////

This is all…

Yes…. * nothing

//////

I hope V.. * V

Thank you… - nothing

//////

Rika couldn’t accept… * V

It’s because..

/////

About…

…Let’s ask… * nothing

////

So are you..

If something… * v

/////

Can’t we.. * V

What are you…

//////

V will wake up… * V

When are you coming..

///////

I think V.. * nothing

Really..

//////

There’d …

Don’t worry,Jumin.. * V

///

Okay!

See you *

*******storymode ********

I’ve heard a lot.. *

Hello, Cumin

***************

Thank you for coming…

I’ll be here…

*******

He cared for me..

*************

I also wish…

********

I don’t think Zika..

***************

6:00 [Triangle?]

He’s.. *V

I don’t know

//////

Suprisingly..

But we don’t… * Zen

/////

Yoosung..

i’m glad the party… * nothing

/////

Seven how… *

///

It’s all because..

It seems… * jumin and V

////

Yes.. * nothin

We were…

//////

I think…

….. * V

In truth….

//////

I think… * V

We were…

/////

I don’t… * V

///////

Wouldn’t..

Didn’t… * nothing

//////

This association..

Tell us…

I don’t know.. *nothing

//////

It’s dangerous…

Lol just say you are going.. * nothing

///////

Rika…. * V

/////

But.. *nothing

Rika…

/////////////

Seven… * seven

If mint eye…

////////

Can’t you… *  V

This is unacceptable

//////

Seven,…

Yoosung… * yoosung

////

It wasn’t that bad…

Thank you,… * V

/////

I’d like…

I think you…

No.. you shouldn’t… * nothing

/////

… Yoosung…

Alright… *V

///////

*********Story mode*********

******************************

8:00 [her thoughts]

What have you… * nothing

You’re…

/////

Of course..

Now everyone… * V

///////////////

What are you hiding… *V

What do you…

//////

No,…

Rika,… * nothing

////

Can’t you see.. * nothing

It feels like you…

/////

Don’t try… * nothing

…. Rika..

/////

Jaehee, can’t you…

Jaehee… try not… * jaehee

///////

Shouldn’t we ..

I don’t think… * nothing

//////

You make…

You mean… * nothing

/////

That help… * V

Don’t try..

/////

Don’t try..

Rika… stop… * V

/////

Jaehee…

Rika… * V

//////

I don’t think..

I think talking… * nothing

////

Rika,… *V

Jaehee,….

/////

Jaehee.. * nothing

Not anymore…

//////

Rika,…

…..why do you ask * V

//////

********story mode********

Jumin Han’

Doesn’t Rika need some kind of help

*************

11:00 [ Zen worrying over Yoosung]

Did you…

Zen…. * zen

/////

Why..

I’m worried Yoosung… * yoosung

/////

Did he…

It must… * yoosung

/////

Yoosung!.. * nothing

You’re here- nothing

/////

Yoosung, why did.. *nothing

yoosung…- nothing

////

Did you…

You should… * nothing

////

Yoosung!…

Zen…

Yoosung… it must… * yoosung

////

Everything.. -Nothing

Take care!- *might be a bit better

/////

Do you think… * nothing

Yes, I think you….- nothing

//////

Look…

You should..  * nothing

///

Yes.. *

He went..

///////

Got it…

yes.. * V

////

14:00 [Yoosung’s true feelings]

Yoosung..

Yoosung , stop obssessing… * V

//////

Are you.. *

there’s…

//

Maybe.. * nothing

She probably..

Maybe seven’s…

///

A mess..

Weren’t you… * nothing

//////

Huh? Rika..

Rika…*

////

This is all…

Zika, please don’t… * yoosung..

////

Rika,… *nothing

Don’t trust…

////

Rika… what.. *

Don’t trust her..- nothing

////

Rika, your dual side..

I know what it is… * yoosung

/////

Yoosung.. * V

Someone like her…

///

Yoosung,.. * yoosung

I don’t think…

////

Even if…

Yoosung…. * V

/////

Yoosung,… * nothing

Rika’s right…

/////

Yoosung… * nothing

That’s enough….

/////

It seems.. * Yoosung

V was also..

/////

Rika…

Yoosung.. * nothing

//////

That’s enough!

… * nothing

///

Yoosung.. * Nothing

If you keep…

////

********Story mode********

Yoosung

*********************

16:00 [Tattered]

I feel…

Zen…  * yoosung

////

I think Zika.. * nothing

You should..

//////

I hope… * yoosung

You just made..

//////

Seven! * nothing

How’s it going..

////

I’m also..- nothing

Seven, what of you think… * nothing

//

Every one… * nothing

Do you know..

/////

sEVEN!…

Is there.. * nothing

/

Seven.. * seven

Isn’t there any ..

////

Plan b..* nothing

Then let’s get on…- nothing

////

You want.. * nothing

Seven…

////

I believe.. * V

How long…

/////

I’m angry..

He’ll come around very… * v

///

I hate..

He will wake up… * V

////

Can you use.. * nothing

Seven..- nothing

////

You could block..

They just won’t… * nothing.

///

I agree..- nothing

I’m sure yoosung… * nothing

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Try to cheer up with Yoosung! *

You should get going..

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We’re going to win..

Is there a peaceful… * V

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I hope both.. * nothing

Good luck..

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******Story mode*********

v

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18:00 [I want you to be happy]

You keep… * v

Why..

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You don’t… * V

It’s because…

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Rik…

It’s noW evident. That RFA… * V

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The problem.. * V

Does that mean..

I’m sick…

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Its..

Rika…* nothing

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At first..- I feel bad maybe this one

Your past… * nothing

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So you..

Is there.. * V

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Stop..

Leave V… * V

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I don’t..

… thank you. * V

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19:00 [save me]

You did.. *nothing

When do..

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Thank you..- nothing

V is my..- nothing

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hows..* nothing

Hows mint..

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Rika, did you hear..

Rika… you’re here…* nothing

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Rika… you… * nothing

Why say..

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There’s no meaning.. * V

You know there is..

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Cumin, I think…

Now that’s …. * nothing

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You’re …

But Rika,… * V

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That isn’t something… * V

Rika…

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Happiness.. * V

That’s not an endless…

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If you going.. * nothing

But you wounded…

//

Rika…. If you.. *nothing

How could you…

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So you’re saying.. * V

Rica, your words are…

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… Bye

Alright, don’t worry, Cumin… * nothing

///

Rika… what..

Are you going… * nothing

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Aren’t you..

Take care of what? * nothing

Could you just leave…

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21:00 [ My defeat ]

Status..

Jaehee, you must be… * nothing

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What’s plan b * nothing

Are you…

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It looks… * nothing

So he really…

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Then what will…

Then will all of this.. * jumin

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Jaehee,.. * jaehee

Luciel…

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Seven,..

I’m okay…. * V

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Is Ray..

Foe of your.. * nothing

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So ray.. * nothing

He might…

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So it’s all going.. * nothing

Hurry up…

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Ray * nothing

So you have..

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Ray, you’re…

Ray, it’s all over now.. * ray

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**********story mode************

We are at the hospital..

You were hurt…

No, she’s not…

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23:00  [ Goodbye]

We should find out.. * nothing

Did something happen to Ray?

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…- nothing

It’s all over…

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It’s so sad..- nothing

Goodbye, Rika…

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Everyone… * nothing

Wait a bit more..

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…

… now the end…

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That won’t happen.

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Seven… did.. * nothing

I’ll leave….

***********story mode *********

707

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Final Day:

Honestly feel like it doesn’t matter what you put ,but here you go the last chat.

Think it was 8:00 [ The ruins]

Heard what - nothing

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Then is rika… *

Or maybe you can put

Then is ray..

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Why do things…

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So Rika…

There might be a possibility *

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Yoosung *

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I feel…

You should… *

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Is there really no hope..

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Did it…*

maybe…

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I agree…

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Rika…

… This is nobody’s fault *

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We cannot…

What should… *

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Okay …*

…. I’ll give it a try…

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Make sure you have comepleted all the emails, its one of the most important parts to getting the good ending.

[lostinruans]

"If you had one last meal, who are the three people you would want to share it with?"

(Background)

Tonight my friends and I decided to go check out Metro Presb's College Group. We had checked out their Sunday service a bit over a month (?) ago and really liked the praise, the message, the vibes as well as the atmosphere of familiarity and warmth and hospitality. Everyone was very chill and welcoming and friendly, but did not cross borders in terms of being cringey or overly invasive or intimidating. As a result, we wanted to also check out the CG for the sake of experiment, experience, as well as furthering our understanding and growth in terms of fellowship, prayer, and knowing God through people and study. It was a group larger than what I was used to, but it was not suffocating or overwhelming like other settings may be; it was a cozy, enthusiastic, modest group of college students and whatnot. But that brings us to the main purpose of this post...

After eating and before starting a quick bible devotional and mini bible study, we did a small ice breaker. Usually, icebreakers can be quite underwhelming or boring or just awkward, but it was quite spicy and mind whetting. The question, aside from name and school and year, was something along the lines "If you had one last meal, who are the three people you would want to share that meal with? Dead, Alive, whatever. Who are the three people?" We didn't really talk about why, but we did giggle and laugh or say "aw" and "mmm," and even mention like what we would want to share. Of course ya boy had to think about it seriously and was getting confused and flustered as to what to say as people shared and the thoughts progressed. Of course me, being indecisive af, couldn't decide between certain people or choose between dimsum or KBBQ, but the people were what got me more triggered. And don't get me wrong, of course I dont mean any hard feelings or less feelings for people I didnt share or mention about, but yeah...

My answer for the three people I would share a final meal with would be (1) my mother, (2) my church's assistant pastor, aka the collge pastor, aka the youth pastor, aka my mentor, and (3) I couldnt decide between either my counselor/mentor from high school or Job from the bible. And so we talk about who, but we didnt really talk about "why," and I'm not sure if it's because it'd take too long, it'd be too personal and intimate, or they just didnt want to. And I understood that we still got hints and assumptions of people's personalities and stories from the people, but yeah the "why" factor I guess didnt hit until maybe later as we talked and shared and prayed and fellowshipped together. But yeah so, imma just explain my answers.

I would want to share my last meal with my mother because I love her. I fail at loving her a majority of the time, I fail to be patient and caring and graceful with her. I find it hard to understand her at times and I often question her words and choices or even her hesitance for some things. But the purpose of me choosing her is because SHE loved ME unconditionally and unendlessly. I am extremely grateful and undeserving of her. She pushes me to do better, but she also lets me be who I want to be. She helps me even though I somemtimes even avoid trying to do work or help her. She waits for me even though I am barely even thinking about waiting for her in the moment and can only think of my own tiredness and weakness and laziness. Ya know, typical cheesy peasy. And there are so many people who do not have the greatest relationships with their mother or parents, or there are parents who just suck at being parents and parental figures, or there are just places of misunderstanding and lack of listening and empathy. But I'm not saying my relationship with my other is all rainbows and unicorns and sunshine, but I'd say she is a great woman and great mother, and I love her and try to love her at the end of every day.

I would want to share my last meal with my mentor and college pastor, Wayne. I barely knew Wayne a fear years ago, he was a stranger, he was just an older guy who talked and questions and drove us. I'd say it's probably only been like 4 ish years that i've known him, but overtime it's been a long ride.. I don't even remember how we got into the gist of being mentor and mentee or how we got to know each other more or how we got to be "closer." But yeah, it's been a wild ride and still is a wild ride. Wayne hasn't really changed much, other than telling more jokes and stories or having a bit more sass and sarcasm from hanging out with the members of the church, the youth, and the college kids I guess? But I think the change has mostly been with me, with my mood and depression and struggles with identity just shapeshifting and flipping and switching randomly. My feelings are quite inconsistent and amorphous and it's been both tough and easy on me just trying to live and breathe and exist. But yeah, I think having Wayne there whether it was planned, random, or reluctant for me to meet with him has been helpful. Especially as I began to try to be more honest and open with him, I've been appreciative of having him being there for me as I fought with my faith and my feels and with people. I think he's definitely one of the people who has showed so much love and grace that exemplified God's gifts and blessings to the point that I couldnt do much except accept it. And Idk. I still have lots of moments where I swerve him or get intimidated because I don't really know what to say or share with him, but he's always worried and caring and wholehearted in his conversations and notices when I am down or confused or just somewhere else. And I think that makes him a huge role model, mentor, father figure, and friend to me, and I would want to see him in my last moments or if I were to go elsewhere. And I feel like some people have even felt the sense of impact when I shared about who I'd eat with, that some people and the

The last one gets kinda tricky. I wanted to say something wholesome, but I also didn't want to be like throwing shade or comparing even though no one knew the other people I was talking about. But yeah, last one I said I couldnt choose between my youth group counselor/mentor/friend dude (Charles) or Job from the bible. I would choose Charles because, like wayne, we've also randomly been through a lot of conversations and experiences and such. Although, for Charles I haven't been completely honest or wholesome in my intentions and conversations with him. Honestly, I haven't really been honest with him until recently, and I think it's helping our relationship as friends, college. and brother grow a bit more even thogh we don't see each other much. But we also kinda started off at wrong terms because at first I was really enthused by the fact that I'd have someone to talk and fellowship and pray with one on one, but I kinda lost hope and trust because of youth group specificities, but that's an old and other story!... But yeah, we've mostly been through thick and hurtful and quiet instances, but I still try to appreciate him and learn more about him and want to meet with him even though he's busy with almost everything possible with adulting except for children (for now) and he is important to me as well as my faith.

But I also kinda would wanrt to talk with Job from the Bible. So in the Bible, they talk about this dude named Job. And Job kinda had it all, he has land he had a wife he had kids he was doing pretty well and had plenty to live with and live for. But then one day, Satan and God are just kinda having a convo and Satan's like aye, I bet Job would stumble or turn away if he was living in the rough. And so they kinda just test Job to see if his faith would last. And they did everything from like taking his family, his kids, his everything away from him. Literally everything except for his own body and being. And that's probably rough af because I get super dramatic if I like lose a snapchat streak, or money, or a job, or something smaller. But anyways, Job, after losing it all, just strips down naked, sprinkles dust on his head and sits... Like just existing. And his "Friends" come over and they're just trying to like comfort but lowkey criticize him like question if maybe his faith wasn't strong, or wasn't right, or whatever. And at the end, Job kind of confesses how he feels but ultimately sticks with God's plan and purpose and how God works and thinks (at least I think so). And so idk. Eventually God restores his things, his family, his people and stuff. And idk, i think I would just want to talk with Job before I died/if I were to die because I would want to know how he stayed faithful and continued to love and trust God even in the deepest, shittest moments. Like if everything was gone, how could he still keep his head looking up to the heavens? And usually I'd respond so such things with a "well that's now how i feel" or "thats not my situation." Especially when other people share testimonies about hpw they used to be hardcore muslim and their family disowned them, or their parents or child died, etc. But Idk, idk why I was tempted and pressured to say something Biblical and "wholesome," but it also felt right from within my heart to say "Job."

But yeah. Who knows. That was such a tricky, lowkey intense icebreaker question. But yeah. LOL idk.just blurbing and posting just for the sake of letting my thoughts spill out for abit. vvv spicy.

[me-importa-mother-blog]

it FINALLY fucking happened

i have a migraine and awful cramps from this stupid IUD rn but i have to get this out. i have to capture the authenticity of my feelings right now. it finally happened. i could cry happy tears because of how incredible and great i feel in this moment. brendon and darian are back together. i saw a pics of them on instagram w captions about how much they love each other and wanna know what i felt when i saw those pictures? fucking NOTHING. I FINALLY FEEL NOTHING. ok, i feel sad for them but thats honestly truly the only emotion that came up for me. i no longer feel the intense nausea, feeling like i am getting stabbed in the pit on my stomach, rush of emotions pouring over my entire body, ringing in my ears, dissosiation that i felt the first time i heard the words from his lips “i have a girlfriend now”. that feeling that didn’t seem to go away for MONTHS. that feeling that would resurface every time i looked at their social media and saw how fucking happy and perfect they were. it was fucking disgusting. i can finally say i don’t feel those feelings anymore and u know what that means? 

i means i have healed. it means i have moved on. it means I have successfully mended the broken pieces of my heart that he left me with. i did that. with the help of some loving and supportive friends, yes. but it was me. i’m the one that chose to live all those times i wanted to die, and i chose to pretend to be happy to the point that my bones hurt to their core because i was faking it so hard. i chose to move back home to something familiar and stable so i could feel safe, so i could get away from the torment of his memory, from the fear of running into her, or him, or worse the both of them together. 

at one point i felt that i gave everything i had built so hard for the past two years away. my life in california was ruined because of him. the reason i went out there in the first place to get clean back in april of 2014 was because he told me to. my body was deteriorating faster than i could keep track of and i mentioned, maybe i should move back to cali and get clean, and you should too and we can be together. and he told me to go out there so i fucking did. hes the reason, the motivation i had to get clean. everything i did from that point forward was for him or because of him or for us. so WE could live together happily for fucking forever. 

originally we had a plan to go to rehab for a bit then run away together but at some point something switched in me. i think it was god working in my life honestly. but at some point i decided u know what i wanna give this thing a shot. i wanna see what its like to be clean and happy and all that these weird ppl in AA rave about. and then he went down there from fresno and he got clean and holy shit that was the most incredible summer of my life. i wish i had pictures but i deleted probably 98% of them. but i had so many good times w him, riding my bike to the beach while he rode his skateboard. holding hands, going to meetings together. i was so fucking proud to tell everyone he was my boyfriend. i was so goddamn fucking in love. 

and now i’m crying, but not because i want to be with him. no, never. i’m crying because the happiness i felt was so pure and genuine and incredible and indescribable. i wouldnt change it for anything. if i could go back and relive those moments we shared that summer but i would have to relive the heartbreak again then i would probably do it. but i wouldnt change anything. i would relieve the good and the bad but i would want the result to be the same as what it is in this moment. hes with her and i’m with myself on my ellies bed in my parents house with rocky and luna sleeping at my feet. i don’t want to be with him anymore but i don’t regret what we had because it was true love and it was passionate and intense and a type of love i will never feel again. because it was extremely toxic. as intense as the good moments were so were the bad. and it got reeeeaaally bad.

he told me i deserved to be molested when i was 5. he told me this while we were in line for the screamin eagle at disneyland, because i was paying more attention to my phone than to him. he was upset and we got in an argument and thats what he said to me. that a fucking five year old deserved to get some creepy mother fuckers fingers in her asshole. real cute huh? but i’m not a saint. at some point i told him i’m glad his dad left him and that he probably did because he hated him cuz hes useless and that his mom is a slut cuz she has 4 baby daddies. i said some horrible things too that i’m not proud of but in those moments i felt so justified. as the anger wore off tho i felt guilty for saying those things, and so would he. so we would always make up. and thiings would be really good again until the next fight and shit would hit the fan. and then we started calling the cops on each other. he was never physically abusive to me, except one time he pinned me down like a pretzel cuz i was beating the living shit out of him. the position he had me in hurt a lot but he was protecting himself cuz i had lost it. i dont remember what that particular fight was about. the weather maybe? idk dude we would fight over the DUMBEST shit. 

i remember thinking and telling him, “if you act like a bitch u get treated like one”. which means youre a fucking dick to me so i’m a dick right back mother fucker. i ran him over w my car once. he smashed my phone to pieces cuz i searched a guy on facebook. he would go through my phone and find texts from months ago where i said a guy was hot and he would flip out call me a whore tell me nobody is ever gonna love me, and go spread my legs somewhere. he would accuse me of fucking literally EVERYONE. if i was off work 5 minutes late its because i was fucking my manager in the back. if i wasnt texting him back while i was w jenny or kolby its cuz i was fucking them. oh he hated all my friends also. and had no friends of his own. i was his whole world which really bugged me at the time but i lowkey miss that now. i miss feeling that important and special and loved. and i miss having that much power over someone, i’ll admit it. 

but despite all this bad shit there were good times, and they were really fucking good. specifically its the feelings. i felt safe with him. like nothing could ever hurt me or touch me, besides him. but i was addicted to the chaos so i didn’t mind the verbal and emotional abuse and i dished it right back. although lets be real here according to my sponsor, therapist, mentor, friends, anyone w a brain. he was definately the sicker one out of the two of us. we were both so fucking sick but i was a wee bit healthier i would say. there were so many times we would ride around costa mesa on harbor blvd at midnight complaining about how much it sucked to not have a car, or money, or anything. we had NOTHING. he really had nothing when he got there besides like 3 shirts and old pair of vans 2 sizes too small and shorts. i created him. everything he got from that point forward was from me. all of it. and there were weeks at a time where he had no money and he ate because i bought him food. not that he owes me anything or that he ever did, i did those things because i wanted to because i was in love and he was gonna be my life partner. everything i ever wanted i wanted with him or nobody else. anyway, we would be riding through the kmart parking lot on harbor and wilson, he would be coming w me to drop me off at fordham and we would complain about how much it fucking sucked but “one day we would look back on all of this and laugh.” because “one day were gonna make it” we said. we had so many hopes and dreams together. he was supposed to be my fucking husband. i was going to be the mother of all of his children. 

but you know what? it was all a fucking fantasy. a beautiful fantasy but a fantasy nonetheless. and after spending summer 2015 apart because he decided drugs were more important than me, we got back together in september and shit didnt get much better. it was a bit at times but mostly no. same shit. really intense good times. really intense bad times. passionate love, passionate hate. a couple days before new years 2015 going into 2016 we broke up for the last time. this is when he broke my phone cuz i searched jacob berry on fbook. after that i was done. i had been done thousands of times before but i was really done this time. we didn’t talk at all for like a week then i saw him on his birthday january 7th and we decided we were gonna get back together in august when he had a year sober. we werent gonna talk in the meantime but we were for sure getting back together. then one day i added a guy, kyle on facebook and he lost it. again with being called a slut and blah blah blah. and this time we were really done. like FORREAL. i was moving on everything was great blah blah. i dont think i actually thought i had lost him tho. it was gonna be like every other time where we will get back together again. so i wasnt really that sad. i think i was thriving off the anger i felt towards him. like are u seriously gonna be done w me over adding a dude???? how stupid. 

and then one day in late february my world came crashing down in the middle of the target electronics section. hannah texted or called me i cant remember but said she needed to tell me something. i demanded to know immedietally and she hesitated, i knew it was bad. she told me darian and brendon were talking. darian, my former client darian. darian, the girl who I TOLD STORIES ABOUT BRENDON TO WHEN SHE WAS STRUGGLING W HER EX IN HOPES THAT I COULD OFFER HER SOME EXPERIENCE STRENGTH AND HOPE. i was vulnerable w her about him. i was trying to be helpful, i shared stuff w her i dont share w everyone but since her sitution at the time was similar to my realtionship w brendon i opened up to her. how fucking dare she. that fucking stupid bitch. how dare HE. knowing she was my client. i even had considered her a friend up until this point. i had considered moving in with her for christsakes wtf. and that the first time i felt that feeling. that awful awful feeling i no longer felt tonight. and then i felt it again a month later when he told me they were officially together. and again when i learned she met his family. (oh yeah thats another reason i think i stayed as long as i did because i adore his family. )

a bunch of other shit happened in between. him and i started talking again in march briefly when he basically cheated on her w me, then he came back in my life just this past december only to leave again like the coward that he is. but i’m grateful that happened because before i had always wondered what i had done to make him basically leave me for her, or so i felt. because he DID choose her over me. he chose to start a new relationship over mending the one that we had that was supposed to be forever. and i lost my shit. was literally destroyed shell of a human for months. extremely emotionally and mentally unstable. lost a bunch of friends cuz they couldnt handle me. got kicked out of school, lost a scholarship, almost lost a job, attempted suicide, went to the psych ward. it was really really rough for a long time. but today all of that has changed. i no longer feel that deeprooted sadness, devastation, horrid unbearable pain. today i have healed. i feel very sad for the both of them because i know how unstable their relationship is. cuz i was there. i was her. and i HATED her for a long time but i dont anymore because i feel bad she is in love w him and is gonna get hurt and heartbroken like i did. 

but i’m glad he came in my life again this past december because it cleared up a lot of unanswered thoughts i had. A. he still loves me and will always love me as i will him. B. he is thankful for me being in his life and will never forget me, and C. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG. i fought w every fiber of my being for us to be together and hes the one that threw it all away. hes the one that walked away. i promised him from the moment i knew i was in love w him that as long as we both loved each other we could fix anything. but he wasnt willing to try anymore so at least i know i gave it my all and its his loss cuz he was too weak to try to work together to make things right. or maybe we just werent meant to be. or maybe both.

irregardless, my arm is so mother fucking cramped i can barley type. and i have so much more i could say, i could go on forever. but the point is that the horrid feelings i once felt are no longer there anymore and i am truly 100000% happy today when i once thought i was going to die without him. so i am proof that healing from the most excrusiating heartbreak is possible and its possible to be happier when u lose ppl u cant imagine losing, and when u get a new life that u didnt even want

[jibootaes]

hello i am here for the *cough cough* bts ask shit-thing :)))) so um like 2, 4, 6❗❗❗❗❗, 8, 9, 10, 14, 15, 16❗❗❗❗ (i enjoy to see you suffer cc: ), 21, 23❗❗❗, 24, 25❗❗, 26, 28❗, and 29 - love you, aoibheee

kassy i know for a fact that you’ve given me hard questions i sware,,,, anyWAY THANK U BABE HERE WE GO

2. describe is detail the moment where you fell in love with your bias(es)?

wHOOO so here we go lads strap yourselves in this is gonna be a wild ride. sooo, as u maybe know kass i was v deeply in love with the piece of food we call googie (jungkook that lil shit) @ first bc this boy was my first introduction to bangtan. he was the first person that caught my attention (the first vid i watched was dope so yeah he was in a police uniform and he just looked so good i literally pointed @ the screen and was like “YOU”) he was just go good-looking and charismatic an d fuck the slut was cute ok. the first pics i saw of him did not help with my utter infatuation like seriously look how could u not fall in love:

so yeah my infatuation with jungkook was not short lived but dUN DUN DUN HELLO BIAS WRECKER

taehyung slid into my dms abt two months after i had discovered bangtan anD THEN THE FATEFUL SHIP TAEKOOK,,, he was literally not there one second and i was having a peaceful relationship w kookie and then fuckiNG BAM here’s this cute lil peach with the prettiest smile ive ever seen and a laugh i would like to be played @ my funeral and literally the best personality and voice ive ever seen or heard like please taehyung if you’re reading this pls marry me bb

so yeah now taehyung is my ultimate bias of all of kpop im just so in love with him. everything abt him just makes me want to pick him up and eat him like please taehyung jUST I LOVE U. i hope this answers the question lol im just all over the place bc i love him sm :(((( well the moment i fell in love w him was p much when i was rewatching the boy in luv and war of hormone mvs and i just stared rlly hard @ him and was like?? yes thank u?? ill explain more in the next question lmaO

4. the moment you knew you wanted to commit to them 

anYWAY yeah i had a brief tussle between jk and tae, many arguments in my head but like i specifically remember the moment i decided taehyung was my bias- i was sitting up in my bed and it was abt 11 pm and i was looking @ the boy in luv music mv for like probably the seven hundredth time and he just appeared w his cute orange hair and his deep voice and i just snapped inside and everything inside me melted idk i jUST LOVE MY BOY TAEHYUNG KASS U KNOW THIS

all his awkward and endearing moments definitely made me fall for him even more, especially in the early days of knowing bangtan. i watched all the “v vs. awkward moments” like over and over and i just new that i was head over heels for him even tho i was trying to deny it bc i was adamant for jk to be my ult bias for a while lol 

one of the moments specifically!! the one where they’ve won a cruise ship and the presenters are trying to tell him whats happened and hes just so confused and blank anD SO FUCKING CUTE and hes just like?? u wot m8?? and like the presenter’s like “cruise.. travel.. hAPPY” anD HE’S JUST LIKE “WOW” o my god i love him so much dont evennnnn

6. favourite kimdaily and why?

GIRL WHAT YOU TRYNA DO THIS IS HARD,,, so ummmmmmmm dear god whICH ONE

probs this one?? its just his outfit is so cute and i love those trousers on him and namjoon!! in!! beanies!! and a pink one @ that!! i fucking agree!! and wow hes so pretty in shirts like that and just everything in this pic = perfection,, im probably missing so many kimdailys but this is the one that came to mind so ye!! i love namjoon!! whatta boY!!

(this one’s also iconic,, minions who? i only know namjoon. legends only.)

8. favourite eatjin moment and why?

oml def that time jk joined in and they were making noises and doing “interpretive dance” to say how the “food made them feel” and they just went so insane that namjoon heard them and like came into the room and they stopped immediately and sat there lookin innocent while namjoon was like “what’s going on?” and jin was like “nothin dear go away ur hearing things” i sWARE THESE BOYS IM SO :’)

9. how did you feel when yoongi released his mixtape?

does this explain? but no seriously that boy set me on fire that shit was so gooD and he deserved all the praise he got for his hard work and perseverance!! i love min yoongi :(

10. when did you realise that you’re in too deep?

i think it was the moment i watched bangtan bombs and interviews with no eng subs and just smiled so wide and laughed my ass off with them even though i had no idea what the hell they were talking abt?? and also when anyone asked me what i would want for christmas for for my birthday or anything like that and it was literally just like “buy me bangtan merch please”. o and when i forced my my mum and my grandpa to watch three whole episodes of eatjin. i loved it. 

14. top 5 ‘you’re lame but i love you anyway’ moments?

1. uhhhh so basically all of american hustle life lol but specifically that one moment where taehyung is trying to get across the room while namjoon is having an interview on one side of it, and he just fucking fails @ everything and breaks lights and trips and when he tries to slide back across the room on a fucking skateboard he falls of too and trips again and just namjoon was sO DONE i loved it even tho tae is the lamest person i swear 

2. the interview where jin confirmed namjin by telling everyone that namjoon was his celebrity crush, resulting in an awkward dude hug :’)

3. when jin said he rapped just like jay-z and yoongi just fUCKING LOST IT LMAO

4. “win. lose. at the end of the day i still have this face so who’s the real winner here?”

5. when jk sang to that dude on american hustle life and the guy said “i like your voice” and jk replied “yeah, i like you” and the rest of bangtan reacted like it was the fucking best thing in the world oml i lov my idiots 

15. the very first moment where you felt their sincere passion for music?

i mean, i always knew they really did love what they were doing, it was apparent just through how they express themselves and how invested they are in getting the music and performances just right.. but i guess it was really during the start of the wings era when i realised how much effort and time and heart that namjoon and yoongi and all of the members put into the lyrics and the whole album. what really hit me was how namjoon told us abt how they all just sat with jk and cried, and how the lyrics of begin really showed his feelings. along with all the lyrics from the wings album, especially their solo songs. it really gave me that feeling of knowing that they completely loved what they were doing and loved it enough to write about their own heartfelt experiences.

16. when was the moment when you felt ‘aw, kook is all grown up now~’?

KASSANDRA I SWEA-

?? why would u make me do this 

21. what was the reason the you believed that they would make it big one day? 

i think it’s always just their sincerity and hard work and pure talent that got them where they are. they’ve worked and grafted so hard to get to this level, but it was clear to see at the start of their career how much raw talent there was there, either with their fucking lit dancing and different style of music, there’s just something so attractive abt bangtan that you just can’t deny. they are DIFFERENT and i think that’s why so many people love them. also they’re huge dorks and i love them sm :(( also!! their music videos.. damn son. if you want just one reason out of many, there’s one. captivating storylines, amazing music, beautiful boys, beautiful dancing. need i say much more?

23. how did they impact on your life positively?

um, where do i begin??? ok so, first off, i’ve made new friends since discovering bangtan, interent and irl! they have such a huge fanbase its hard not to run into a few people you connect with. also, they have always, ALWAYS made me smile everyday since i found them around a year ago… yes hello i am that sappy stan trademark but like!! my boys!! sunshines of my life!! their music always makes me feel better, i love listening to it until i can sleep at night,, i have found my soulmate too?? mr. kim taehyung?? whatta man?? also a certain min yoongi has made my cry thoughtful, sincere tears with a lot of his lyrics.. i find this positive bc he opened my eyes up to a lot actually? his and namjoon’s lyrics are always hard hitting on a lot of down-to-earth, normal subjects like school and everyday problems. also i’ve found many more posters to fill up my walls with so thats good!! they make me feel all fuzzy ok, i love them :’)

24. were their negatives in stanning them? if there was/were, what were they?

well, there are no negatives that affect me personally really.. i mean i’ve gotten some teasing and stick @ school for like something that’s not essentially “normal”. i mean, i’m from a tiny, tiny town in rural ireland so?? please fourteen year old white boys?? give me your opinions?? bc i need them so much?? tell me how weird it is to listen to korean songs and how i dont know what they’re saying and how shit they are even tho you have never even layed eyes upon them?? :/ it’s really nothing tho, my love for bangtan outshines any hate that i’ve ever received lol 

25. what kind of role do you wish to see taehyung act as?

BITCH DONT GET ME STARTED I,,,, so i really want to see him a modern day, possibly bad boy, moterbike riding, leather jacket wearing, cocky ass motherfucker,, please i dont care what type of drama it is really i just need to live out my biker!tae fantasies,, just give me a tae that i can make head canons out of with amazing gifs for backup!! just let my baby boy act his heart out :(((((((((((((((( WITHOUT GETTING MURDERED IM LOOKING @ U HWARANG U FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING I SWEAR IM STILL SO UPSET ???

26. a song of your choice that you wish for any of them to cover?

im sorry im a sinning man but i want to hear taehyung sing strange love by halsey in his sultry, deep voice so i can die peacefully. also?? tae singing death of a bachelor by panic! at the disco?? kill me?? 

28. most touching/sentimental moment of them

i think just the whole mama 2016 awards? bc they won artist of the year and jk and yoongi and jin just broke down in tears and all i could think abt was how hard they’ve worked and all they’ve been through and how they’ve been dreaming and hoping abt a day like this… and backstage, when namjoon pulled yoongi into that hug… dont even… 

29. the proudest moment of them so far

um??? when they fucking literally blasted through the charts with spring day and the whole ynwa album?? stan legends only please?? they’ve gotten so far, everything just makes me proud :(( MY BBY GOOGIE GRADUATED TOO IM

ok dude that’s everything thank u for reading this long monster ;) LOVE YOU TOO KASSY

[in-paradox-space]

That dream keeps coming back to me.

Everything I do, I think of it.

I was in an evening class that I’m taking this year. I was late at usual, I always miss education. I don’t show up half the time. So I had to write down and retain every single thing that was being said. 

I have to catch up from what is implied in the context. I also have to work to compensate for what I’ll miss in my next absent lesson.

Quickly jotting down and scribbling. In pencil. It’s messy. Watching the teachers movements, she didn’t want us to write at that point but I had to retain it. 

This girl next to me, she was crying. I must’ve known for a while but it’s all hazy. 

Fat girl, same age, wearing a white shirt. Kind of like a school shirt. 

I didn’t even process the fact that she was fat in the dream. Maybe the subconscious of my subconscious picked it up but I wasn’t acknowledging it for a second.

I knew I had just 5 minutes to quickly write everything I had to and more until the lesson began properly. Comprehending it and shortening to keywords, underlining the pieces that I’d need to learn later.

 I knew she was crying. She was at my right side, next to me. She was on the end of the long extension of 2 person table/desks. Typical white classroom, those curved, hard plastic chairs. It’s like a white, hard, wooden/plastic table with that little pebble-dashed pale grey pattern on it. The window was to the right, behind her. It lead onto a kind of road, in my dream the room for the classroom was in an industrial area but that’s just how it goes.

That’s just how it goes.

So, I knew I needed to do my work. I also knew it was my duty to try to make sure she’s alright.

I ignored her for about a minute, tried to prioritize what I wrote. I was thinking, I’ll speak to her afterwards.

The classroom kept going on, I felt guilty, sort of conscious that other people may notice that I’m just ignoring this girl who is in tears, in tatters.

I glanced at her to assess the situation.

White shirt collar, open kind of wide in a comfortable, unrestricted manner. She had some bits of pink fleece and grey kind of high school jumper material, mixed together in dream fog. I don’t know if I saw her with a white shirt on because it’s an association from high school or if that’s just what her style is like.

She had lightish brown hair, the kind that looks like a matte, disheveled grey. It’s not technically grey, it’s brown. Not like old grey. I would tell everyone that their hair is grey - when I was younger - because to me it only looks like grey. If you put them next to someone with brown hair they look different. They didn’t like it when I said their hair looks grey. They said it’s brown; that baffled me. I didn’t understand why nobody acknowledged it

but yeah, in that sunlight it looked grey; a little greasy and sort of held back in a bobble.

She was absolutely balling her eyes out. Folder and papers on a desk, her face is slipping in and out of her hand, bottom lip opening and closing in the air to make way for the sound of her incessant crying.

I knew I couldn’t ignore it, but I went back to writing it down. My undereyes kept tensing, it was maybe painful. Knowing that I’m actively ignoring her while I hear her cries meshing in to the humdrum of the classroom.

I dropped my pen onto the desk; I couldn’t ignore it. I asked her what’s up?  She kept on crying. Normally I wouldn’t do this but it was a dream, I put my arm around her, let her know she’s not alone through human contact. I asked “what’s wrong? Are you okay?” (something like that) my arm resting into the light squishiness of her back, hand growing warmer on her shoulder. She couldn’t really get the words out, ‘its just’, still sobbing and hiding her face. I was telling her its ok, trying to comfort her. My chair was touching hers, I was embracing her from my side. 

So she told me something like: ‘your writing. It’s so perfect. The grammar. There’s not a single problem with your grammar, how is it so flawless. You know just what to write, you’re so smart’. My handwriting was a total mess. It was like a bomb hit the page. Like I was writing it on a bus. Just some keywords, messy underlinings and a couple of quick half-sentences. There was hardly any grammar there. I think she was referring to the Korean writing though (it’s a Korean class I go to at uni once a week). I’m a fresh beginner. I had a tiny bit of practice from home, like 2 months of here and there home studying before the course. It’s a little more familiar to me than most of the others and I’ve picked up on that. 

I don’t exactly know what she was implying, but I was embracing her to the point where it was basically 1/3 of a hug. I do think, however, she was implying she’s absolutely terrible at it and that was the reason she was crying. She must have had very low self esteem and felt more insecure and hopeless that she wasn’t picking it up that easily. Now that I think of it, she reminds a little of, my older sister, just a bit, a girl called Catherine I used to go to college with, who liked Minecraft lets plays, FNAF and was quite autistic. She struggled with studies and had super low self esteem. She could work untold wonders with a passion and uniquely shaped mind like hers though.

well, I was taken aback by that. I wasn’t sure what to say, ‘uh no it isn’t.’ ‘yours is a lot better’, I know nothing about her so I cant say that. I didnt know how to ask if thats the problem, I was thinking what to say. I couldnt use icebreaker questions and small talk because it was an awful time for it. She was devastated, I was slightly wondering if she went through something awful recently. It seems like her perception was telling her she had no use in the world.

I was looking at my book, at my desk, attention divided towards her, wondering what my next move would be. I was trying to comfort her, but failing. She was going into panic mode, gasping on her tears, she pulled out some herbal supplements from her bag. I recognized the bottle as Nature’s Best,  I thought they was 5-htp which I bought. People use them for depression and anxiety because they turn into serotonin. It was something else, the tablet was a see-through grey like cod liver oil pods but not orange. She drank it or put it into some cereal looking travel mug container idek its a blur whatever. It was a response to her attack, it seemed, anyway.

I thought great, that’s something we can bond on in order to get talking. I was like hey, I use supplements from them too. Natures Best, right? She got her red bag and said I’m sorry, wiping away her tears, she swiftly walked out of the door behind us, down the classroom. Then left, with her pinkish smoky coloured fleecy top. Walking and jogging slowly into the empty road, grey skies, damp from previous rainfall, in the industrial zone. The ones where there’s still houses and buildings to rent but the view is just of grey spiky fences and overgrown abandoned lots.

I was going to chase her, I looked at the teacher, asked if I could go. She looked frustrated said no. dont go. I decided teacher knows best and it’d be foolish not to listen to her.

looking back, I think the girl was a metaphor for my sister, or all the girls I’ve hurt. Hurt with my ignorance, with, idk just how I am. Maybe because I try so hard to look good and impress people, so I dont feel embarrassed or ashamed of myself or whatever, it works. Maybe they believe I’m actually as amazing as i try to seem and that makes them inferior. Maybe I don’t notice because im just trying to make sure I dont come off as sleazy, maybe i dont notice how they actually feel bc im just thinking of myself. I’ve also been fairly abusive to my sister as well. She was on the chubby side, kind of looked like that in school, cried a lot. I mean, I had my reasons for being that way, she was hard to live with but, if we actually need to blame anyone which we dont, my mother should have resolved the issues we all had with each other. Now, they’ve lived on into adulthood and we have to assume how to fix them ourselves.

or, when I’m asleep at that time, my baby nephew, one and a half, is always crying and crying AND SCREAMING AND SOBBING AND EXCLAIMING A CRYING SCREAM OF DREAD, ANGUISH, PAIN AND SUFFERING. It’s Hellish. I was at a friends house, sleeping in a comfy, cozy, quiet bed away from any noise. There was no babies crying but, every single morning without dread, I hear him screaming and howling like a jackal. So when I’m in that deep sleep state of mind, the pathways of my brain must now be wired to accommodate for the tormented squealing of his tire-screeching wails.

So, idk, there was crying, in my subcionscious and it was associated with my sister. Associated with idk, chubby girls with brown hair, who i probably see as struggling with mental tasks such as academia. Whether they lack the knowledge and capabalities or not, they certainly lack the mindset, the self belief and perseverance to keep trying... which in turn yields the same result as being incapable, if not to them then to their perception of self and world. . So, she was crying, and I think it’s a metaphor for both what my negative impact is on my baby nephew and thus, his mother, my sister. She walked out the door, she left our moment together because she idk, she didn’t want to experience any of that. She was hyperventilating crying and just wanted out of the situation; maybe to cry and be sad. Or to do something she realized she had to do, for herself or whatever. 

I basically saw that as her quitting the course and giving up for good instead of trying. Then, I knew I had to chase her. I was fully ready to go run out that door, go through a very emotional chat and get to the bottom of everything. Inspirational speech, help her with whatever troubles. Assure her that she’s great, reflect her good side to her. Calm down her breathing rate, crack a quick joke to remind her what laughter feels like and walk her back into class. 

Yet, the teacher was cross, sternly shook her head and briefly instructed me not to before continuing her lecturing. She knew I’d missed enough already and wasn’t going to just tell me to miss more because one student has disrupted the workflow. Rightly so, I understood and respected her judgement, yet my heart still felt for her. I kept peering out of my window, into the light glowed up in the poofiness of the lighter clouds, covering all trace of blue on the horizon.

So in conclusion, the crying girl was a metaphor for my family, all of those I need to look out for, compromise with and help move forward. The teacher instructing me to use mind over mood, discipline myself and focus on work is my ambition. My desire for a better life, the knowing that I need to sacrifice my desires, my relationships and even often my conscience for the greater good of my future. Of my ambitions, of my businesses, of my legacy, of what I’ll leave behind, for my self. Otherwise... I’ll be stuck crying with them, gawking at the more admirable traits that others have as opposed to myself. 

If I was to chase her, I’d be walking away in the same direction with her. All you can really do is hope she straightens up herself, otherwise, the other option would be doing nothing.

So, that’s what I think that is. I had that dream when I drifted back to sleep after 1pm, monday, 21st Oct 2019. It’s all I could think about all day that day. A fat girl crying. I was jaded all day. Contemplative, even when I got home, I lay in bed, i felt ill after being around pets the whole weekend, eating literally uncountable masses of junk food. I kept sighing mentally, thinking back to the girl who kept sobbing to my right, I didn’t notice she was chubby until after when I reflected. I felt responsible. Then the day after (today) I was thinking of it. 

Then, this evening, just today. I was in the classroom, late as usual. I creeped in, teacher talking about many points. Straight away my pad and pen was out, scribbling. I noticed after a while, a kinda chubby girl, brown hair (actually vibrant in colour though), colorful fleece, was to my right. She was on the corner part of the table, no more chairs to the right. She seemed completely emotionally intact, however.

I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Every note I made I felt bad. I felt guilty. I felt scared, that maybe I’d upset her. I didn’t want to dominate her subliminally. I did know a little extra stuff like conjugations that hadn’t been taught yet and I was writing those down, wondering if she’s noticed. I couldn’t handle it, I looked at her pad, I had to compliment her. It must have been a sign, a vision, that came in a dream. I even considered asking her what she was doing at that time, when the dream occurred, I considered telling her about the dream. All sorts of forward things to strike a conversation with.

In the end, at breaktime, I asked her name. Straight away told her “your writing is so neat. Oh my God. How is your handwriting so neat? That’s unbelievable, wow!”. It was actually incredibly neat by the way I’ll proclaim that right now. Especially the hangul characters, they’re unfamiliar for us pretty much. They was small, spaciously together, in correct proportions, no lines bending the wrong way. When I write them wow, one is too big, a middle vowel will take up the bottom then i sort of squash the last really big consonant underneath, overlapping to the below line. It’s all disproportionate, just a mess... and thats just the English writing. 

So yeah, I didn’t tell her any of that dream stuff or whatever. We got talking. She’s doing third year maths at the uni. Took the course to bump her credits up which improves her overall grade. So she’s been taking it very seriously, she said she went over every single word in the textbook last night. She wants to pass. She’s clearly strong willed, intellectual, all the admirable treats. Very admirable indeed. Her favorite number is 7, mainly because she’s born on a 7th day. She enjoys graph theory in maths, dropped mechanics but did pure and statistics, then told me a bunch of stuff about maths i didnt understand but im the one who inquired so it’s kind of what I get. she also knows her runescape fairly well, but we both grew ambitions in the real world which took over, it seems.

we certainly broke the ice a little bit. I probably wouldn’t have even chatted to her without that dream. I’ll get to know her more again next time. 

[dippedanddripped]

Corey, please share your story with us. How did you get to where you are today? I am from Los Angeles, CA by way of Sacramento, CA. My Story begins with skateboarding. It has always been a huge part of my life. Coming up, it was all I cared about at one point. I devoted all of my time to it. Early on a lot of my friends were progressing really fast and starting to get sponsored and I thought it was the craziest thing that you could make a living off of being a skateboarder. Coming from where I come from (Leimert Park) there wasn’t many of us back then that were black and skated. I vividly remember other kids calling me and my friends “white boys” because we skated. We would catch like 2-3 buses to get out of the neighborhood and hit Venice beach to skate the park because there wasn’t one near us at the time.

Off of my skateboard, I was always into sneakers. I always felt like sneakers and clothing went hand and hand. Through online forums like NSB.org, Hypebeast and Niketalk I discovered a handful of streetwear brands. I instantly fell in love with The Hundreds and Diamond Supply Co. I would frequently message the owner of Diamond Supply Co. Nick Tershay on myspace. I would tell him how much I wanted to skate for his company one day, and just let him know how big a fan of the brand I was! He was actually really cool and always replied and connected me with the skate team manager Sean Apgar. I always resonated well with Nick because I related with his background of how he came from nothing and was a skateboarder/sneakerhead and he was making a name for himself through these things. Fast forward a couple years later I was helping my friend in San Francisco Anthony Schlander promote his 18+ clubs and through a host he had booked a couple of times(who is now a good friend) Ben Baller, I got to actually meet Nick in person. Ben asked me what my favorite clothing brand was and I told him I loved Diamond. He said no problem he would have Nick come out next week. Nick ended up coming and he actually remembered me from talking to him on myspace! We exchanged numbers and I would hit him up every time I visited LA.

As my friends excelled more at skateboarding, I didn’t as much. I kind of gave up the dream of being a pro skateboarder and became more infatuated by the idea of starting my own brand one day. I went to a semester at the local city college and I did not like it all. I convinced my mom to help me enroll in Art school for graphic design down in LA. At first, I thought it was going to be everything I had ever dreamed of! I thought I’d get to learn all the programs to make graphics for my own company one day, but it ended up being lots of book work and not really hands on with a computer at all. I’d find myself ditching class frequently and going to hang out on Fairfax. I’d go visit the Diamond offices while I was there and one day I just started picking stuff up helping and kind of never left. They would let me help out at the office everyday shipping out orders and then when those guys would get off I would go hang out down at the store. Eventually, the same thing happened there, one day I just started picking up stuff helping out customers and never left. I stayed down for two years just interning which eventually turned into a full-time job.

I got to Fairfax at a good time because it was still like a hidden gem, it wasn’t as mainstream as it is today. It was awesome seeing Nick grow his business and him letting us grow with him. We watched him build a multi-million dollar brand (which was inspiring to say the least). He let us be the faces of the store and we got to connect with everyone that would come through there on a personal level, from customers to up and coming now a-list celebrities. As cliche and corny as it sounds that saying that goes “your network is your net worth” is very true. We were able to gain major personal relationships that have helped me on my journey to this day. This was around the time that Instagram and Twitter were blowing up and we would build massive followings just from being at the store and connecting with all these people. In between working at the store I was using youtube and learning from friends on how to use programs like illustrator and photoshop to make graphics. I started my first brand(idk if I would even call it a brand it was more of a project haha) Above Average. It was a lot of trial and error and more of a learning experience because it lacked structure but it taught me a lot.

After working at Diamond for 5/6 years, there wasn’t much room for growth and I became very stagnant working at the store. I decided to put in my two weeks and just go for it and figure out what was next! Dont get me wrong working there and being on Fairfax was probably one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I would go back and do it all again ten times over. I am forever grateful for Nick Tershay for giving me a chance and letting me work there, but I always knew I wanted more and to this day he still supports me and gives me props on my brand which I appreciate (one of my dream projects would be to collaborate with Diamond). My roomate at the time was doing production (manufacturing clothes) for a brand and would teach me stuff here and there (tech packs, POs, etc.). I eventually just started to do freelance production and graphics for different people and brands while running my project on the side.

I eventually ended up working for two companies (Hawkers Co & Alpina Division) which I applied my skills that I learned throughout the years to. Working for these two companies taught me one thing I was always lacking, which was structure. I can’t sit here and tell you that I know it all and still am learning day by day but if your business has no structure then it makes things that much harder. With help from Alpina Division I was able to start my latest brand (which I can actually call a brand) Circulate. I still do a lot of freelance work, but now my main focus is running Circulate. We are stocked in 10 boutiques shops around the globe and 85 Pacsun locations across the US as well as our e-commerce site. The road has not been easy especially with me doing pretty much everything (shipping, creative, sales, production and marketing) but I wouldn’t have it any other way. I love being hands on.

Great, so let’s dig a little deeper into the story – has it been an easy path overall and if not, what were the challenges you’ve had to overcome? Things have not been easy throughout any of this at all! When I was interning at Diamond I didn’t have a solid place to live but thank god one of my good friends and his mom let me crash on their couch for 2 years. I was determined to work at Diamond so I would show up everyday and work hard regardless of what was going on in my personal life and the end was very rewarding. That motivated me and still does to this day with anything I do because not everything will always be easy but if you stay true, work hard, and get the job done by any means the end result will more than likely be good. My biggest struggle through life has always been financially. Coming from not a rich family is sometimes some what hard but it makes you appreciate things more and work harder for what you want. One of the biggest struggles of starting a brand also is capital but there are ways around everything. If you find manufactures that will give you terms and keep your overhead low you can make things work. In this business you always have to remember that just because you think something is a great idea that will sell out thats not how it always works out, I want to say you have to build a fan base that trusts your ideas first.

Please tell us about Circulate. I came up with the name Circulate for a couple of different reasons. I like the idea of the life span of a clothing garment and how it can Circulate around from person to person. In example you could own a shirt forever and it becomes too small or you’re over it and you could pass it on to the next person and it kind of can just keeps cycling around. I also wanted each collection to have a theme or topic that would ‘Circulate’ around when you see people wearing the brand, thus sparking a feeling or conversation about the graphics. The thing that sets us apart from other new brands is we try to stray away from trends and stick to what we know. If I wouldn’t personally wear something I try not to make it because I want this brand to be as authentic as possible and a reflection of myself. I feel like when brands follow trends, they usually are in it for a quick buck and the brand doesn’t have any life or longevity. I would say the thing I’m most proud of thus far about our business is how much support we are getting in such a short time span. It’s really humbling to see people appreciate my ideas and spend their hard-earned money to keep us going. I am very thankful to be giving a platform to do what I love and people supporting it.

What are your plans for the future? What are you looking forward to or planning for – any big changes?

As far as future plans right now we are just taking it day by day. Working on some cut&sew pieces for our latest drop. I feel like nowadays you kind of have to have a couple of things that aren’t just t-shirts and hoodies in your line. Kids are becoming a little bit more advanced and want to see more. We would love to collaborate with some of the brands that inspire us and our friends. I feel like thats who and what a collaboration should be with, brands and/or people you admire. I also want to do a Los Angeles pop up at some point. We did Complexcon earlier this year and it was awesome putting a face to our customers that shop online. So I definitely want to do something special here in LA. I feel like people want more from brands not just clothes but experiences are just as important.

Contact Info:

Website: www.shop.circulateworldwide.com

Email: Corey@circulateworldwide.com

Instagram: Instagram.com/Circulate

Facebook: Facebook.com/Circulateworldwide

Twitter: Twitter.com/Circulate

Other: Instagram.com/YoungCorey

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Health care costs are out of control and so is the cost to insure. Because of the high cost of insurance many employers no longer offer what used to be a very common employee benefit. So now we millions of americans who are uninsured because they cant afford to go out and pay 600, 700,800, 900 dollars a month for private health insurance coverage. The rich and the fortunate ones with group insurance are taken care of. The ones who dont work and are on medicaid are taken care of, but the ones who are above the poverty line and work but are struggling as it is to make ends meet cannot afford the high insurance premiums and are left uninsured. We need to find a way to make health insurance and health care more affordable ..this is how people will get insurance on their own and the government will not have to tax us more to provide more free health care.""

Does your Insurance address have to match your registration address?

I'm moving to a new city where the insurance rates are higher than my current town. I have to change my address on my license and registration to get a parking permit in the city, but do I have to change the address on my insurance? The permit doesn't require to know any information about your insurance.""

Im 17 make minimum wage and want a car. parents wont help pay car insurance or car payment. what can i d?

im 17 years old and make minimum wage. i want a car but my parents wont help pay for car insurance or car payment. i also need gas money and lunch money. i only make $6 an hour at my job and my insurance $115 and the car payment is $98. is i possible for me to get a car at all?

Car insurance and name transfer

Hello everybody, I have a car (well, it's under my husband's name), there are no payments on it, since it was bought cash, the insurance on it (from LA, CA) is under my name, and his name now, I'm thinking of getting a divorce, and was wondering, if I were to get a divorce, and have the car under my name, will the insurance be more expensive, I have less than 2 years experience in driving, and get a lot of discounts through the insurance. So of course If I leave, a lot of those discounts would go away, but still, just for the name change, will the insurance go up? Thank you.""

Should I pay someone to do the body work on my car or file a claim and watch my insurance rates go up?

So I bumped into an SUV the other day, and the other person's car was totally fine, so they decided not to file a claim. I drove off with a messed up hood though.. So now I don't know what to do... pay cash for the damages (roughly $2500 which i don't really have...) or file a claim and have the crash go on my record for 5 years and watch my premiums increase. I have asked my insurance company and they cannot give me an answer as to how much my insurance will go up so its a guessing game at this point... I have a good driving record and having never crashed before... Please Help!""

Sue other persons car insurance company!

I was hit from the back while sitting in traffic and the insurance company did not pay to fix my car. how would i go about suing that insurance company and what do i need?

How can i get cheap car insurance insurance?

I live in london Age 17, just got my driving licence Ive got a 1.4 L diesel Fiesta 53 Plate Where can i get decent insurance, the cheapest i got was 5k, im only willing to pay 3k Idk if i have to lie to them, i just want insurance Any help??""

Car insurance help about fully comprehensive ?

Ok so next month I have to renew my car insurance as it will be my 2nd year driving, I'm third party fire and theft at the minute and I'm planning on going fully comp. Now if I go fully comp and it includes windscreen cover and I use it (as I have a chip and a crack in my windscreen) will that mean I'm claiming on my insurance and will I loose my no claims bonus? If that makes sense.. The plan is to renew my insurance and if I can get my windscreen fixed on the insurance then hopefully it will be ok in the mot which is straight after""

""If i get a speeding ticket, will i receive a notice from insurance?

So i got a speeding ticket in CA. I got the ticket in the mail and payed it and am now going to traffic school so that my insurance wont go up. Will the insurance company send me a notice regarding the ticket even if my rates don't go up?

Is there a classic car insurance company that doesnt require you to be a certain age?

without 5 year license restriction also. i need to find one that will cover an 18 year old with a clean record.

Rental car insurance?

Do I have to get rental car insurance in va from hertZ

Average cost home insurance in UK?

How much does it cost to insure a rented property (house) in the Uk for a year? I know it depends on many different aspects but I would like to have a rough idea of the cost. Probably renting a 2 bedrooms house in Bristol with a small garden. The quoting companies ask me for too many details that I don't know

""Car Accident, how much should I expect from their insurance company?""

I was just in a car accident on Thursday. Its basically totalled my car. Two weeks before the accident, I just put $2345 into the transmission, $500 2 weeks before that, and another $500 about a month before that. Thats not to mention the $1000 I put in in 2006. It was a troubled car but with the transmission fixed, it should have been perfect. The other car hit me. I really was at no fault but the other car is a company car. The people driving don't own it. They also don't seem to be American Citizens. Here's my damage, Broken Axels, my tires leaning into the car dramatically, my tire is ripped, the driver door doesn't open, blinker is gone, just severely damage to the quarter panel, ETC I did have some injury, a seat belt burn, back and neck pain. What can I expect from the insurance company? Will they take into account the recent expensive work done on the car? Any ideas? A guess? I had a 99' Hyundai Elantra - now I have scrap metal.""

Which is the best insurance company for an 18 year old male driver?

Hey, I'm an 18 year old boy (hurdle #1) and live in South-East London (hurdle #2) and I've had my license for a month now (hurdle #3!) and just bought my VW Polo 999cc (999cc!!)..I CANNOT for the life of me find a decent insurance quote I mean i'm in full-time employment but still most of the quotes I've been given are more than half my annual salary! Public transport is NOT an option because of the shifts I've been given..I've tried the young drivers' insurance with people like Co-Op and InsureTheBox but they're not much different to anyone else.. So, if ANYONE has ANY advice/anecdotes they could share, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks in advance (:""

Where can I get the cheapest insurance for my Yamaha jogR scooter??

just bought myself a new scooter that is an 03 plate. I'm only 16 and struggling to get a paying job. where could I get the cheapest insurance in Lancashire?????????

What do I do with the rejected health insurance benefits California?

rejected by Blue Cross and Blue Shield/

pennsylvania health insurance exchange plans

pennsylvania health insurance exchange plans

Help with car insurance?

I have a 2000 Chevy silverado Ext Cab w/ the 5.3 liter v8. I am 16 and my insurance is $175 a month. I am looking into getting a Pontiac G6 05-06 model. My question is, how much more do you think i will have to pay per month, even though its a smaller car witha smaller engine, but is a newer car?""

What is the Average cost for health insurance for newlyweds?

Me and my GF are going to be getting married soon we are both 18 and have a house we are renting with steady jobs. What would our monthly average be for Health insurance?

Which insurance companies will let me drive other cars whilst fully comp at 21?

Which insurance companies will let me drive other cars whilst fully comp at 21?

How much do you pay for car insurance?

I know that you cant tell me exactly how much car insurance would cost for me so I am asking how much you pay for car insurance? If you are around 18 years old and drive and older car and have good grades how much do you pay per month for car insurance?

How do auto insurance providers calculate your payments?

I just got off the phone with my auto insurance to change my address. They informed me that my rate is going to be $16 more now because I moved to a different zip code. The problem is, I had previously had my insurance changed because it skyrocketed after my previous move. Which is strange because I had moved from the same city before and it went down about $20. I have since moved BACK to the SAME city I was in before and it's going up again?? This makes NO SENSE! I thought it was based off of your location (zip code). But now I just think these insurance companies are making up their own numbers and rules and we're all getting screwed!! Can someone please explain this insanity to me? My zip code is now and was before, 95608. The zip code I just moved from is 95628. Yes, I have moved back and forth 4 times within the same 2 cities if you're confused.""

How much would it cost to insure a used Aston Martin Vantage?

I have decided to get the Aston Martin Vantage (Used). it is around 34000. My salary is around 30,000 a year. I was wondering if insurance is expensive?""

Hello im a 18 year old male and am looking for car insurance?

the car i am looking to insure is a 1.3 tdci vauxhall corsa excite 75ps 61 plate the cheapest ive been quoted on moneysupermarket.com is 3118 but went on lv and was quoted 1620.60 fully comp and only one on policy and me as the policy holder does anyone else know where the cheapest car insurance is

What is voluntary access on car insurance?

i saw it on the go compare web site but i dont know what it is as im a 1st time driver

Insurance for Yamaha enticed 125?

I'm Looking at buying a Yamaha enticer but insurance is very dear as I haven't been riding a year yet but I'm Moving up from a 50cc Moped. If anyone had been in this situation and found cheap insurance deals for 125's please let me know.

Staying on parents health insurance in NJ?

As the title states, I am wondering if I am eligible to stay on my parent's health insurance (we live in New Jersey and my dad gets the family insurance through his job in Delaware). I am 23 years old, not in school, and my job offers health insurance. I have read that the law allows children under the age of 27 to remain on their parent's health insurance UNLESS the kid's job offers health insurance. As I stated, mine does offer it. HOWEVER, an older coworker of mine told me that her children were able to stay on the family health insurance until age 27 even though the kids' work offered insurance because the cost of the insurance at the child's job was over $25 per week. The cheapest policy at my job will cost me just over $30 per week. Unfortunately, I have not found any trace of this $25 rule anywhere online. Is this a true policy? If insurance isn't offered cheaply enough, can I stay on my parent's policy? Can anyone shed some light on this?""

What are the NON-LIFE INSURANCE PRODUCTS offered by Private insurance Companies?

Can some one tell me where i can find various non life insurance policies offered by private companies???

My daughter gave permission to an unlicensed driver to drive my car. will me insurance co pay the damages?

she is on my policy. he hit another car. will my insurance company pay for the other persona car and mine?

Cheap car insurance for teens?

I'm 17 and interested in either a Clio, Punto or Polo. I've looked everywhere!""

Are there any insurance companies that offer discounts for drivers of hybrid cars?

I know Traveler's does but their rates are really high to start with, so 10% off that is actually a ton more expensive than my regular insurance. I'm looking to insure a 2005 civic hybrid. (which for fair note I love!) Thanks in advance!""

How much does it typically cost for insurance on a 150 CC scooter?

How much does it typically cost for insurance on a 150 CC scooter?

What is the best car insurance for a first car and someone in the early 20s?

Hey guys.. So, i'm only 22 years old and i'm looking to to buy my first car really soon but first i want to find a good and affordable insurance agency. So far i'm looking to compare the following insurance companies: Geico, State Farm, Progressive, State Farm, etc. Any other suggestions would also come in handy.. Thank You!.""

""When changing auto insurance company, is there disadvantage?

I have an auto insurance with my honda civic si 2001. I got the quote last year from Johnson.Inc. comprehensive $230 every month. Someday they called me said some mistake with my quote and change the price without permission goes up to $400per month. I want to find another insurance company I mostly got quote around $300 comprehensive per month without deductable.But don't know do i have to pay any penalty or disadvantage to change it?

How expensive is it to live in California?

I live in a small town in Ohio. It's like lower middle class. I really want to go somewhere else with more people and more exciting with more places to shop and stuff. I hate Ohio and don't want to live here. I have a dream to be a fashion designer and start my own business and I want to go to California for a Fashion Design school. It was between New York and California but California seems more exciting and less crowded than NY. My parents don't think it'll ever happen. They always say it's too expensive and don't think my cousin will make it out there, who is going out there pretty much for like drug reasons. My brother went out there when he was younger with his friends, they drove there and he lived on the beach than came back. So, exactly how expensive is it in California? Food, clothing, gas, living, price differences? Is it really crowded like in Los Angeles and San Franciso or bigger cities where colleges are?""

""Is buying scion xb 2008 for me a good decision? How about insurance, after market maintenance and so on.?""

Im in early 30s, this is my first car... here are my preferences, i'm 6ft 2 inches so i want to feel comfortable in the driving seat and so the people sitting in the rear seats, Toyota for reliability, popularity & availability of parts, less maintenance overhead,nice ROI. I need good night visibility, does it comes with HID lights installed? Good range of colors (esp. nautillica metallic blue). Is stick better than automatic (if so why) ? This is mostly for my commute to work everyday (10 miles) and occasional long driving on holidays and weekends ? I'm not looking for any bells & whistles just the base model. The total cost of the car with tax comes $18K+ ... the APR is 6.39% (scion.com) , so by paying more down payment say $12K will i be able to reduce the monthly interest for the rest of the payment (6K) or should i shop around ? I believe you cant negotiate for price with the dealer. Do you have any more suggestions""

""Insurance,life?

I'm 38. my wife is 33. non smokers. which insurance make more sense. i have whole life with long term care. my wife is looking into term insurance. which is better?

How much will my insurance go up approximately after I totaled my car?

I totaled my 2009 pontiac G6. I was the only party involved. I was going about 30 in a 25 zone and the road was snowy. I hit ice and slid up over a curb. I had previously been in an accident in 2009 in my moms vechile. We share insurance and i am 19 soon to be 20.

Car insurance question?

i had a non fault accident for which the claim is still ongoing as the 3rd party is not admitting liability and we both are with same insurance. The problem is that our car is booked in for repairs but and we have fully comprehensive insurance but the insurance is saying that they cannot guarantee us courtesy car as no one is admitting liability??? and they told me to phone hire company to ask them if they can provide one, i have always thought that with fully comp you are guaranteed courtesy car but i do not understand what they are doing.""

What is public liability insurance? where can i get one?

im applying for business permit and one of the requirement is public liability insurance.

""At age 60 without employment,i need affordable insurance please help.?""

At age 60 without employment,i need affordable insurance please help.?""

Car insurance for teen?

I'm 18 and only had my license for 4 months. I can afford monthly car payments but insurance is over the ceiling, the cheapest policy I got was $270 from geico w/o collision. One with collision is $371 - month w/$500 deductible. My mom had an accident so itll be cheaper by myself. Any suggestions? It's so frustrating!""

pennsylvania health insurance exchange plans

pennsylvania health insurance exchange plans

How much will a careless driving citation affect my insurance rates?

I got both a speeding ticket and a careless driving citation for going 82 right after the speed limit went down from 50 to 45 mph. When I signed up for insurance, the entered in one ticket just to see how much my rates would be affected and they barely went up. This is my first ticket ever, but since I got a careless driving citation too, will my insurance view that as 2 tickets?""

Health insurance question?

My husband and I want to have a baby. But we do not have health insurance. Can you give me any links or names of good companies that you have heard of or that you have used before that would be good for a 3 person family?? thank you!

Need advice on qualifying for subsidized health insurance?

I'm an older full-time college student and my husband works full-time at Walmart. In the past three years, I've been through 4 cancer related surgeries, which were paid for by the breast/cervical cancer Medicaid program. Unfortunately, follow up care and monitoring aren't covered and I was dropped from Medicaid. I'm now on my husband's health insurance, which is basically worthless because our income is under $20,000/yr and the policy has a $4500 deductible plus 20% after. I haven't seen my oncologist for over a year because we can't afford the expensive scans, biopsies, and lab work associated with cancer follow-up with a deductible that high. I thought my situation would change in 2014 with Obamacare. I recently learned from the healthcare.gov website calculator that our income is low enough to qualify for expanded Medicaid (which our state decided not to expand), but I don't qualify for the health insurance subsidies I desperately need because the outrageous deductible health insurance from my husband's job covers spouses. How can a couple with an income so low they would qualify for expanded Medicaid be ineligible for subsidies? I am completely devastated over this and I don't know what to do. Not being able to afford cancer follow up care is putting my life in danger. Even if my husband's employer (Walmart) quit covering the spouses of full-time employees, I think that would only apply to new hires because of the grandfather clause. If getting subsidies was based on income alone the way it should be instead of access to employer provided coverage, I would qualify for a zero deductible policy and $3 co-pays with a monthly premium of around $60. I could then afford the expensive health care I need. We live in a college town so if my husband got a different job, he'd make even less than he does now and we would probably end up homeless. If my husband transfers and we move to a state that's expanding Medicaid, I'll have to quit school and get rid of my German Shepherd and Siberian Husky since it's almost impossible to find a landlord that allows them. We thought another option might be to get a divorce on paper and co-habitate until our situation changes (completing my degree and getting a good job so I can afford the deductible), then re-marry. When I asked about that, someone actually accused me of wanting to commit fraud! How can anyone think of something like fraud when a situation is endangering someone's life? I am desperate to somehow qualify for health insurance subsidies without lying, which could get us in trouble. Any ideas?""

Can I have two Health Insurance Policies from different states?

Before you answer, please read this thoroughly. I am a student and Illinois Resident. I have PPO health insurance in Illinois that I pay out of pocket for. $1000 deductible, 100% covered. I go to school in Florida and have employer insurance in FL (ever since Sept 2008), but it's an HMO. The PPO my job offers has no deductible but is 80/20 coverage, so I opted the HMO. For the average person, it would make no sense to have 2 policies, but I'm not ordinary. I have many pre-existing conditions (some I was born with), hence the Illinois coverage. In Dec of last year, before my FL insurance kicked in, I had a multitude of issues which caused me to have to use my BCBS of IL in Florida where I'm attending school. Many of those things are at bay now, but for doctor visits, exams, etc to arise other than routine check ups, should I start using my FL HMO insurance and just use my IL insurance for when I visit home during breaks? Or should I just drop my FL insurance altogether? The reason this is an issue is b/c I am afraid I my rates will go up or they drop me if I continue to use my insurance which was meant to be for IL, but I have been using it in another state. Yes they will cover b/c it's PPO and it falls under the BCBS umbrella, but this is the risk I take. I will NOT drop my Illinois insurance because I have pre-existing issues that is NOT covered by my FL insurance, so switching isn't even on option. Plus they keep doing layoffs and my certainty at this job isn't guaranteed. Furthermore, I keep reading about fraud, this is not my intent. I am just trying not to have my rates rise anymore b/c I am a student and not making much as it is. I am looking for the best coverage because good health care is my primary concern. I am NOT trying to file a double claim with both insurances, and I am NOT trying to collect any money out of this. Things happen like the flu, ER visits, and any other reason to visit the doctor when you are sick or injured. I have a 2 week window during open enrollment to drop my coverage thru my job. I pay only $20 per paycheck for my FL HMO insurance. So the little amount really isn't that much to fret over, but I need to know b/c I don't want my IL insurance to go up or to be denied covereage b/c I have two policies out there. Someone please give me some guidance. :) I have called my insurance company on both ends, but I can't get a straight answer from either. It's always the you need to contact the other company for the answer . So I am running around in circles. I was even told to just find out after I use my FL insurance to see. I'm afraid to take the gamble.""

What is the cheapest car insurance?

What is the cheapest car insurance?

Estimate how much it cost to add an additional car to insurance plan?

For a teens car. I know it is about sixty extra dollars just to add a teen to my car insurance. Can you estimate price for putting a whole new car on our plan for my teen?

Insurance for international trip?

I purchased an international airline ticket. In case anything happens I am thinking to buy a travel insurance to protect me from canceling the trip. Is there reliable insurance company have this service with a reasonable price? Appreciate your valuable information. Lucy

Auto insurance cost for 2007 toyota camry?

Auto insurance cost for 2007 toyota camry?

Poll: Do you have health insurance?

Do you think you have a 'good' insurance plan?

No insurance. Can I get temporary insurance so I can have surgery on my wrist?

Hello thank you for viewing my question and I appreciate any help.. I fractured my wrist a few years ago and never went to the doctor until recently. The doctor told me that my wrist was screwed up and I need surgery, but I don't have insurance and was paying him cash unfortunately He told me surgery would be like $15,000 and I think he was telling me that I can't just go get insurance now, because there is an injury on file so they won't let me. My sister who is a nurse told me to get temporary insuracne just to get it fixed, and she said she didn't think it would matter that the injury is on file. Does anyone know if I am able to get insurance at an affordable rate to get fixed or did I screw up by visiting the doctor already? Thank you very much""

""Any companies you would recommend for cheaper car insurance rates (in Ontario, Canada)?

I've been calling around some of the major companies and the quoted rates have been sky high despite my spotless record. Maybe there's some hidden gem companies out there? I hope!

Does anyone know where I could get some affordable dental insurance?

I'm on disability and my job doesnt offer benefits.

Car insurance.......?

I'm 25 years old and a first time driver and I am currently looking at car insurance and have some questions: SKODA FABIA 1 (60) 1198cc What does the (60) mean, is that the top engine speed? Also I was on Gocompare's car insurance website and I was wondering if the 'Proposer Excess' was added into the Annual Premium price or if it is to be added on top of it. I know these might sound like silly questions but I am new to this and any help would be appreciated. If you need more information just ask.""

""What can i do? i am a 20yr old male, living in southern california with no job or insurance?""

i went to the hospital a couple days ago for chest pain, ended up being fine. i got the bill today for 15,000 dollars. like i said i have no insurance or job and currently living with a friend. i do side jobs to pay a little rent and for food. do i qualify for medi cal or CSM? i move from friend to friends house. parents live back in Illinois i have only a brother that lives out here. is their anything i can do to get this bill to go away? i also have no car or own anything of significant value.. no bank accounts.""

Can someone explain health insurance to me?

We have never had health insurance. We really need to get it but cannot afford it. However, we are going to spend every dime we have to get it so we can go to the doc. Problem is--isn;t it more costly to get it because you have to pay the monthly fee plus atleast 80% of the bill and the doctors jack the bills up if you have insurance? Also, what would u estimate it would cost for a family of three(2 adults with one baby) no problems in the past, healthy, non-smokers and any companies you would recommend?""

Start up restaurant in chicago need insurance.?

I'm looking for affordable insurance that want break the bank.

How much is non onwers sr22 insurance in illinois?

I dont have a car and my license has been suspended.

Truck Insurance CHeaper then car insurance for a male?

is truck insurance cheaper then car insurance for males, and why?""

How to calculate insurance quotations?

i want to know how insurance quotations are prepared?is there any software to prepare such quotations?what are the factors to be taken into account to prepare such quotations?

Who has the cheapest auto insurance in California?

I have a second car that has been inop and I want to sell. I only need insurance for about a month.

How much would insurance cost for a 98' 4x4 Z71 Extended Cab.?

I am 15. Been driving since like December. No tickets or wrecks. I have a 01' Silverado Extended Cab 2wd would it cost the same? Also we have safeway. I am on libiaty or w/e it is.

""If i have insurance for my car, how much more will it cost to own a motorcycle?""

If i have insurance for my car, how much more will it cost to own a motorcycle?""

Yes/No: Do you have health insurance?

Yes/No: Do you have health insurance?

95 Jeep Grand Cherokee insurance Cost?

New driver, just got my licence at 18 years old.""

Car insurance help for a young driver?

I'm looking to buy this 2002(51 reg) 1.6L Volkswagen Beetle Hatchback. I'm a new driver and have looked everywhere for a cheap insurance quote. I'm just wondering whether the insurance will go down by much after my first year driving? thankyouuuuu x

pennsylvania health insurance exchange plans

pennsylvania health insurance exchange plans

Average house insurance in Canada?

What is the average amount of money you pay in house insurance in Canada? It would be nice if you have a site link, because this is for a school project. Also, how much do ...show more""

HELP! I cant affored insurance...what an i to do???

I cant afford insurance is there anything thats cheap? I need to get it legal ASAP!!!!!!! Its the only car i have PLEASE I NEED YOU HELP!!!!!!

""I Bought my first car, Its a 2004 Honda Accord, i need information about insurance.?""

I need some info. about the best and the cheapest or the most reliable one i've never had insurance before..pleaaasee tell me where to go, please help.""

Can one not tell the truth when getting a car insurance quote?

i got a violation on a previous occasion, and i can get like 40$ off with not telling them this, will it cause problems? also where can i get some accurate insurance quotes for my car?""

Car insurance for teens?

I'm 17 have had my license for about 8 months and hit a car in a parking lot. my car has no damage, the other car has damage to the side. any idea how much my insurance would go up? i know it depends on a lot of factors but in case someone has experienced something similar and can give me an estimate that be great""

Is a 2006 Hyundai Tiburon GS a good first car for a 16 year old male and about how much would insurance cost?

It is a V4. I have taken Driver's Ed. I have taken Defensive Driving. Taken the State Farm test thing. The car is dark blue.

The insurance company put my name in wrong would i technicly now not be insured?

My name is Jonathan capital J! to cut a long story short i was with one insurance company phoned up for my renewal quote they did the renewal over the phone with their sister company who was the cheaper one and said they would deal with it all for me and just swap all the deatails to that insurance but they got my name wrong. On last years one it was correct ''Jonathan'' now its been sent to them someone had typed in ''jon'' not even a capital letter for my name! Would the police now be able to stop me and say well your technicly not insured because thats not your name? thanks in advance.

""Why am I paying for Car Insurance, and why is it the Law?""

Okay, I can see having a mandatory policy, or coverage plan in the event there is an accident, and someone gets hurt. That, I understand. Even though I already have health insurance, and the person that (may or may not hit me) may too have it, I still understand. But here is my real question: Every month, every year, we all pay into somthing called (car insurance), we pay, we pay, then we pay some more. So when its all said and done, and after a month, a year, whatever, why dont we get ANY of the money back that we paid, seeing as how (WE NEVER HAD AN ACCIDENT)...... I know that there will be a slew of morons who say its the law , or its to cover your butt if you get hit , and so on, and so on. Duh.... But no matter how you swing it, I've paid into it for the last 7 years, never had an accident, and I've paid thousands, so why dont I get any of that money back, what did I pay for? I can even understand a situation where we all paid for auto insurance but get a certain percentage back, but to mindlessly pay money into a machine and get nothing in return, how is this not giving money away.. Oh, and when its all said and done, imagine you pay for coverage every month, 200+, then some (fill in the blank) who dose not have insurance smashes into your car at night because he or she was drunk, you wake up in the morning, report it, your rates go up. Get hit by someone who dose'nt have insurance, your screwed, so in all honesty, whats the point. Have you every been in an accident, then tried to file a claim, its like pulling teeth. Investigators and claims agents come out of the woodwork, and did you know thier job is to find a reason to deny your cliam?""

Why did my insurance go up for switching cars?

I have liability insurance in the state of California. The company is multi state. Recently I switched the vehicle I have on the policy from a 2005 pontiac GTO to a 1995 lincoln town car. I am wondering why my monthly actually went up, vs going down. When I spoke with a representative they explained to me that the GTO is a level 21 and the town car is a level 26 . Was this true? I hardly understand how a 1995 4 door sedan is more costly than a 2005 400hp 2 door. I have had no accidents or tickets hit my record, in all, it only went up $15, but I'm still at a loss about why it went up. Thanks.""

Changing Insurance Carriers (auto)??

Hi! I've been insured with a well known company for 8-9 years. I have a clean driving record, and need to cut some costs. The gecko got to me! I recently got some new quotes, which are cheaper than my present carrier. I called my company and they will not lower their rate, so I'm thinking about changing to another company. Is there any loyalty factor at all, or should I just go ahead and change carriers? I was careful to be sure that the bids I got were for policies that exactly match what I have now...but I'm afraid of starting new, I guess. And, is there anything else I need to be concerned about? What do you think?""

Where can I get a great health insurance for a student?

Where can I get a great health insurance for a student?

Why is car insurance so expensive of or young people ?

I don't think it is fair it seems like a lot of things are expensive for young people I mean it is even unfair when your in a job and you get paid less becaues your young

AFTER BUYING A CAR..INSURANCE? HELP?

I just bought a car (used). bought from the previous owner. AND NOW IM STUCK....? i dont have my licence yet; i am 18 though. im going to register the car in my name and the title and all that stuff. i also need to do emissions testing. I know i need to do all of that be for i take my drivers test. My thing is with the insurance. The car needs to be ensured for the test. Q: can i get insurance with out a license?

Anyone claimed their Car a Wreak through their insurance before? what happens exactly?

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Can a no proof of insurance ticket be dropped? i just bought the car over the holiday weekend?

"Can a no proof of insurance ticket be dropped? i just bought the car over the holiday weekend?

yea i just bought it on 4th of july and they was closed monday. and im getting insurance tomorrow on the car. and my bill of sale says on it july 3rd which is saturday and they wasnt open til today and i got the ticket on my way home after 5 i didnt know you could call to get it i thought you had to show them the car. its in alabama also. but thanks for all your help its not like i was tryin to get by without insurance or anything. i thoguht your existing coverage covered it for like 3 days or something?

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I have a picture of the damage. I am still shaking so worried, it is my first year of driving so am looking to deal with it privately, luckily my car wasn't damaged, however it was my fault so I am going to have to do the paying! <a href= http://s7.photobucket.com/albums/y298/Gothixpixie/?action=view&current=Photo-0107.jpg target= _blank ><img src= http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y298/Gothixpixie/Photo-0107.jpg border= 0 alt= Photobucket ></a> http://s7.photobucket.com/albums/y298/Gothixpixie/?action=view&current=Photo-0107.jpg Not sure if these hyperlinks will work! Any help would be great!""

Is proof of insurance need to transfer title?

My parents are transferring the title over to me, however I do not have insurance at the time. The registration renewal isn't due yet. I don't know if that plays any part. We live in california.""

How Much Will My Car Insurance Payment Increase After An Accident?

I got into my first car accident today that was my fault I am 17 years old and I have full coverage on Geico insurance I was wondering on around how much will my payment increase after the accident? There was no damage on my car but the other persons car had a large dent on the right side of his front bumper.

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Hello all! I have fallen into the high risk category for auto insurance in Ontario and I need help in finding a company or companies that would be willing to sell auto insurance to me. I cannot seem to find any links on Google. Would anyone have the names of any companies that deal in auto insurance for high risk drivers? In terms of quotes, what are some quotes that anyone has personally experienced? As for background information, I have no accidents (knock on wood...) and no DUIs. Just one too many traffic tickets :-(. Any help would be appreciated, thank you!""

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How much a motor scooter for a girl (going to c cost in Australia? How much it cost for registration and insurance? What are other costs incured ?

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Do I have to pay for insurance on a moving van rental?

I want to rent a moving van from Uhaul. They won't let me rent the van unless I pay for their insurance coverage. Is that legal?

Where Can I get Cheap Car Insurance?

I am currently a full time student and I am trying to find Car insurance that won't cost me an arm and a leg. The cheapest quote i have gotten is 2052 (full license) yet im certain i could get it cheaper... I am looking to get a Citroen Saxo, 3 door, as they are meant to be a good first car and cheaper insurance, yet i don't call that cheap! Direct line has put their prices for young drivers up to a minimum of 3000 and the car is only worth 850! I will be the main driver of the car, if not the only driver and as my parents have polices with companies that won't put me on as a named driver I'm screwed. Im 17 year old boy and can't really afford to pay that much.... Anyone know where i can get a reasonable quote from. I expect it to be high but that much - wow Best quote came from Quinn direct""

How much will my car insurance go up if I'm a minor and got into a wreck?

I have State Farm insurance in Texas, how much do you think my rates will go up if I hit somebody, and I'm a minor who's driven for a year? **The man who I hit MIGHT need his bumper replaced, and it was my first accident.""

Liability insurance for few days for road test?

How can I get liability insurance for Driver license road test? I will take the test by car of my friend, cause I have no car. Wherever I called, they are saying that you can purchase 6-month insurance policy. Is there any other way? Or can I purchase insurance then after passing test cancel it without cancellation fee? If you know such a insurance companies in North Carolina, US, please let me know.""

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So I've been looking for a way out of my car loan lately because the payments are really too much for me right now...I know I shouldn't have got into it but I was young and VERY gullible. I just got a letter in the mail from my insurance company asking for me to verify the address I have on file with them ( where I park my car at night) or else they will cancel my coverage. So if they cancel my coverage, will I still be held accountable for the car loan? Or will I have to pay the balance off? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. :-)""

If a car is red does it cost more on a persons insurance?

a Friend is looking 2 but a car she is 19 and she wants a red car will it cost more to be on her on her mothers insurance

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Whos the cheapest car insurance companys for first time drivers?

Whos the cheapest car insurance companys for first time drivers?

Why do auto insurance quotes change day by day?

I received a quote today online, then went back to the same quote today and it was $22.00 more. I didn't change any of my info. Why do these quotes vary day by day? Is there a particular time I should search for quote? Thanks in advance for your answers!""

Health insurance deductible?

Okay, so I don't fully understand how insurance works and I can't seem to get an answer to my question. My health insurance deductible, do I get it back? As in after exhausting it through appointments/hospital visits/ect. Do my monthly payments go back towards that? Is it gone for good? I haven't even been able to get someone from the company on the phone to answer me!! Please help. Thank you!""

Registering and insuring a car for a teenager?

This may vary from state to state so for the record the state is Connecticut. When you get a car for your teenager, would you register and insure it in their name or yours? When you call to add the car to insurance, do you add the teenager or just add the car to your own policy? My husband and I are confused about how this works. Our twins who are turning 16 this year were given a car by a friend of ours. We want to make sure it's all done legal and legit so that if they were in an accident it would be covered. I thought you had to add the teenager to your insurance as in the person is covered not just the car. My husband thinks we can just ad the car to our policy and let them drive it and they will be covered. I don't think so, Otherwise why wouldn't everyone do that to save the money they charge when you add a teenager? They will be taking driver's ed which is supposed to help with insurance cost so that leads me to think even more that you need to add the teenager as someone to be insured and not just insure the car. can anyone help me out here as to what the proper thing to do is to make sure we will covered properly. And who's name should the car be registered in? Can you have a car registered in your name as a minor or not? thanks""

How much would insurance be on a 1997 dodge ram 2500?

97 ram 2500 ext cab short bed. Just wondering, also how much would insurance be on a 95 mustang gt?""

Im 16 and need car title and insurance advise?

I was wondering if it would be better to put my car in my name or my parents name. I have a 1998 toyota corolla and I was also wondering about a rough estimate for a new 16 yr old drivers insurance rates

Car insurance is very cheap or very expensive?

Car insurance is very cheap or very expensive?

What is the cheapest car insurance in california?

My parents won't even consider getting me insurance because they think it's too expensive. I'm a girl, 16, gonna be 17 in October, and have above 3.0 GPA My car is a 1996 (i think?) toyota camry.""

Can You set up your own car insurance company?

was wondering about the possibility of starting up my own insurance company covering cars. do i need a license to do this. do i have to make myself known to anyone that i am insuring people to drive, eg.The Gardai or something?Thanks for the help..I live in Ireland aswell""

Will my car insurance be able to transfer over to another car without extra fees?

My mother-n-law has an extra car that she doesn't have insurance on because she doesn't drive it shes letting me use it for a month. If i get my own policy and pay the 6 month premium in full and add that car to it when I take that car off after i give it back to her will i have a credit that I can transfer over to my car when i get one in a couple months without paying anything extra?

What is the average cost of car insurance for a 20 year old male in ct?

What is the average cost of car insurance for a 20 year old male in ct?

Can a no proof of insurance ticket be dropped? i just bought the car over the holiday weekend?

yea i just bought it on 4th of july and they was closed monday. and im getting insurance tomorrow on the car. and my bill of sale says on it july 3rd which is saturday and they wasnt open til today and i got the ticket on my way home after 5 i didnt know you could call to get it i thought you had to show them the car. its in alabama also. but thanks for all your help its not like i was tryin to get by without insurance or anything. i thoguht your existing coverage covered it for like 3 days or something?

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