#idk maybe I'm overthinking
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Just thinking out loud right now, feel free to ignore, but...
Sometimes I wonder where Loa came from. Usually Banettes are born from discarded toys, once loved by someone, and are said to seek revenge on their past owner but honestly? I don't know how much I buy into that. Loa has never once shown any signs of aggression like that, and is probably the most motherly out of all my ghost-types.
People always assume the worst out of Ghost types, like how "evil" and "malicious" they are, but I think it's all a misunderstanding born from human assumptions and stereotypes. Plus every ghost type I've met has never shown any malintent, and the only time they do is usually when a stranger is invading their territory- like no shit they're going to defend themselves, but I digress.
-And I'm not saying other types aren't stigmatized, Dark and Poison types get a bad rep too- none of it sits right with me, and I wish people would open their minds a bit more and stop being so stupid.
...Maybe that's why I'm so attracted to these types- we're all misunderstood beings trying to get by and just live our lives.
Huh. Well this went on longer than I intended, aha whoops.
#pkmn rp#pkmn irl#Nox's Thoughts#pokeblr#rotumblr#idk maybe i'm overthinking#thanks for listening to me rant
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I gotta word this very carefully else I risk summoning the Disk Horse, but... since my return to NSFW Tumblr I've noticed a lot of people being very strict about blocking anyone who doesn't have their exact ages in their bio (like, even "over 18" or "late 20s" isn't enough for some folk). And like, of course you've got the right to restrict your content as you see fit, especially when it comes to protecting your adult space from minors, but I genuinely do not get the point in being that specific?
Like, how is having your actual age in your bio any more helpful than just asserting you're over 18 when you could be lying either way? I have my age in my bio of all my blogs just cause it doesn't feel like super important info to me, but for the people who do wanna be as vague as "21+" or "thirtysomething" etc, it feels weird thinking they should be restricted from accessing adult spaces.
Idk I just remember when the norm across the internet was informing people your content was for over-18s and only taking action when you actually suspected minors were involved, and I totally support individuals deciding to be more proactive than that, but I worry that this is just another way it's becoming normalised to expect personal info from strangers on the internet.
#like#am i gonna get cancelled for just saying my content is 18+ because I'm not doing everything i physically can to prevent minors?#like you're just gonna Encourage minors to lie about their age if they're determined to see your content#idk maybe I'm overthinking#i often do#also i know the comparison is like IDing people in irl spaces#but again#that's a lot harder to fake and the ones who are gonna do it are gonna do it#and you only tend to ID people you think could be minors#its challenge 25 not challenge everybody#idk I'm rambling now
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Philza lore :D
I desperately want to make a full animation but I'm wary of losing motivation/not having enough time so I wanted to post some frames just in case I don't get farther
#qsmp#qsmp philza#qsmp chayanne#qsmp talullah#qsmp philza lore#I'm so happy with this style#I always want full animation but thats so draining so mostly still scenes with little movements seem to be a good halfway point#i have no clue if these kept the quality they had butwe shall see#also 5fps might be too quick for some of these but maybe its fine and Im overthinking idk#ratsday-art
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I was listening to the GTN audiobook and I was at the bit from chapter 21 where Camilla mentions that soul siphoning normally causes brain damage, and that Colum probably does have brain damage:


And now I can't stop thinking about Augustine basically calling Cristabel an idiot in chapter 17 of HTN

Was it just the siphoning??
#i gotta focus. i'm shifting in tlt mode#me 2 weeks ago: rereading tlt would fix me. me now that i've listened to the gtn audiobook + placed a hold on gtn at the library:#i am once again rotating cristabel and mercymorn in my mind#anyway. maybe this was already super obvious. maybe this has been noticed before. idk#tlt#the locked tomb#gtn#gideon the ninth#htn#harrow the ninth#cristabel oct#camilla hect#gideon nav#augustine the first#not to spam these character tags but since they're the characters from the quotes#alectopause#i guess djfkdjdh#i feel like i can't 100% pay attention with an audiobook but i picked up on some tiny details i'll have to overthink once#i rereread gtn weeeer
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[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]
Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?
[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*
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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.
Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!
Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.
* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.
#Pactw#QSMP#Pac#March 18 2024#As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators#I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore#I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know#like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on#And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation#but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk.#I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about#esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources#and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive''#but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this''#''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?''#And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know#idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info#Happy to hear other folks' perspective#I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those#but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric#which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs#but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying#Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript#that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing#and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate#idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags#But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter#Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn
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Papyrus and Sans moved to Snowdin
So, for anyone who didn't know, Papyrus and Sans did not grow up in Snowdin. They moved there and its never been explained where they lived before that.
According to the bunny shopkeeper, they just showed up one day! (Similar to how Sans just shows up one day with his brother in Deltarune)
Which is why this Q&A is so neat!!!
Where did Papyrus and Sans live BEFORE Snowdin??? Somewhere with green grass, apparently. God I need more answers.
#undertale#ut newsletter#ut!papyrus#papyrus#sans#ut!sans#ut theory#papyrus theory#personally i like the idea of the skelebros being from the capital#since the human never goes there#but idk if there is grass there ;;#might be unlikely? since its near hotland?#and the capital seemed to be made of bricks etc#but the kings castle had a flower graden so MAYBE yes the capital??#AAAAA I'm overthinking this ;_;
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submitted the last course for my bachelor's degree and now I'm going to start stress-knitting the most homemade looking scarf there ever was (it's 6 diff colors that might or might not go together and also I'm bad at knitting and I have no plan nor am I going to be counting layers, I'll switch the yarn when I feel like it) I'm nervous things are gonna fall through the last second somehow and I'll get a ''u can't graduate actually''-email once I send in that "graduating now pls"-form (can't yet bc waiting for the last courses to be graded)
#I feel like I've FOR SURE forgotten something I needed to do#like I'm so super sure there's something that it's actually like it can't be just me overthinking it#but I can't for the life of me to think what it could be#so we'll see in like idk 2 weeks#maybe I'll have a badly made scarf by then#(nah I won't; this will take me like. forever and might not even ever finish it idk; it's an arts&crafts project u know how those go)#november 2024#2024
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Android AU Endings (Part 1 : Android Victories)
Thanks to the lovely @doveywovy and everyone else who gave that AU lots of love. You all inspired me to keep thinking about that universe and its possible conclusions. Here's half the endings I've come up with so far.
Ending 1: Izuna keeps Tobirama drugged and oblivious.
Inspired by a time when Tobirama was sick under his care, Izuna keeps Tobirama completely reliant on him using chemical means. Tobirama is so out of it that he doesn't realize anything is wrong - Izuna is careful to obscure the passage of time. The androids win and Tobirama is none the wiser. (Cute, domestic, incredibly fucking toxic. What more could you ask for?)
Ending 2: Tobirama is restrained but still fighting.
At some point, Tobirama caught on to the androids' plans and fought back. Izuna subdued him and is now keeping him captive in his own home. Sometimes he's lulled into complacency by the domesticity of the situation. Sometimes Izuna drugs him until he forgets why he should be wary. Either way, Izuna is watching him 24/7 from every corner of his home. Escape is unlikely. (Stockholm syndrome may be widely disputed but I mean c'mon we all know that's where this is going)
Ending 3: Tobirama dies trying to stop the androids.
Tobirama fails in a final last stand and is killed for it. Maybe he even decides to choose death when Izuna offers him a way out. The androids accomplish their dastardly goal, however, victory feels hollow for Izuna. (Izuna's breakdown may lead to an eventual human victory much later down the line. Absolutely no one wins in any case.)
Ending 4: Tobirama almost succeeds but can't follow through.
Tobirama's plan is carried out flawlessly. He's in the perfect position to shut down all the androids and free humanity. Right when victory is within reach - he looks at Izuna - and gives up. Tobirama is wracked with guilt over betraying humanity. Izuna gives him many freedoms for choosing to side with him. (Good ending?)
#tobiizu#fanfic idea#idk maybe tobirama doesn't feel guilty at all#actually I think he probably feels guilty about the lack of guilt he feels#he betrayed his entire species but as long as he knows his brother's okay#and he's allowed to continue his research with his android bf#he's fine with it#meanwhile Izuna's like 'come to bed babe who cares if you don't have the standard human morals you're overthinking it'#Izuna brings in Kagami as like a peace offering/distraction#stick around for the other four endings in part 2#electric boogaloo#implied noncon I suppose#Tobirama: 'I'm happier now with my synthetic family after humanity's downfall than I ever was as a member of human society'#Then he takes Kagami to the park to play catch or some shit#because Izuna decided fresh air would do them some good
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it just occurred to me that i can "casually" learn french and japanese over the winter sem since i'll have the "time." juuusst one of the many many many things i've been putting off but want to do... i wonder if that's spreading myself too thin... my novelty-seeking brain wants to hear different sounds. in different contexts. it's probably a sign i need to get out more but that's besides the point 😂 what do i dooooo there's too many thingssss
#studyblr#self study#langblr#*maybe*#indecision#also idk if i can learn anything ''casually'' anymore#like i want to *feel* like i'm making significant progress!#or else why am i doing this!!!#it's not enough to just satisfy the novelty seeking...#gggaaahhhh#AND i don't want to always be plugged in listening to ''comprehensible input'' when not studying or working#bc for better or for worse i'm not like my sister lol#so...that limits my options...#probably overthinking this#maybe maybe maybe the french will come back to me faster than i think it will#i just have doubts bc the last time i got farther than ever was through cramming lol#chaotic academia#dark academia#french#japanese#learning french#learning japanese
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#idk just seemed freaky to me. like.. feels like he's just finally noticed that i'm not ever voluntarily talking to him and now he's trying#to re-insert himself back into my life in whatever ways he can. mother thought the same and said she also got weird vibes from it#(for context he literally said nothing the entire time other than like a greeting and differing to whatever mother said.)#maybe im overthinking it tho idk!!
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I'm noticing an uptick in comments complaining that most of the current WIR fandom content is Turbo instead of the other characters and, like... you guys know you can search other characters by their specific tags, right??? Or exclude Turbo from search results by temporarily blacklisting him in your filtered tags?
Idk, it's just weird to me to be discouraging towards people making fandom content just because it's not the specific content you want to see, like, it's ok to want to see other content, but complaining about how other people aren't catering to your tastes enough instead of just making the content you want to see yourself is kinda bad vibes, y'know?? (And that's not to say that I think those comments are intended out of malice of course, I really don't think they are, I just wanted to point out that it can come off as a little entitled, as well as discouraging towards people who just want to draw Turbo, which is something that should be fine if that's what they want to do. Fandom should be fun for everybody, and there's lots of tools available to curate your experience with it!)
#Wreck It Ralph#It also doesn't help that there was a solo Fix-It Felix drawing literally right there only a few posts down from one of these posts and-#-it went ignored?? Like people are going to draw more of the characters you want if you actually show appreciation towards those posts guys#Also this isn't towards any one specific person it's a complaint I've seen like four times in the past few days and I'm like ???guys???#Like heck the entire reason I started writing a Candybug fic was because I couldn't find any SFW fics with him as a Cy-bug#So I was like “Oh ok then I guess I'll just do it myself” lol#And then there's that person who was like “I want more Ralph+Vanny content” and then drew an AWESOME VANELLOPE LIKE??#This is something I also noticed a while back with people making passive-aggressive posts about artists that don't draw Turbo chubby#Like it's ok to not vibe with that but what do you gain from making people feel bad about how they do things y'know?#Be the change you want to see in the world!! Create art for the other characters you like!!!#The one thing we all have in common is our ability to create! So if you can't find the kind of things you want to see from others then-#-try making it yourself! It's lots of fun and then you can also provide more art for other people who might be looking for what you were!#Idk maybe I'm just overthinking things I have no idea lol#I just feel like risking discouraging or making people feel bad about just creating Turbo stuff isn't the way to go about it
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AH I REMEMBERED!!!
When you meet Michael, he says that you should NOT align with Nightbringer or "there Will be consequences", Nightbringer wants for MC to remake their pacts with the brothers....
Taking the brothers back to the Celestial Realm would "ruin" Nightbringer's plan, because If they are angels, they can't make pacts with MC (well, only Satan could, but that's still 1/7)
This Is the reason this isn't mentioned in the original timeline. Because well, MC wasn't a factor in the OG past thus no Nightbringer, so there wasn't any reason to "forgive them" (If they are really forgiving them, which I doubt)
So, this Is the way of the Celestial Realm to say that they prefer to accept a bunch of traitors back instead of whatever the hell Nightbringer Is planning to do
#post0400#obey me#obey me nightbringer#I don't think they are forgiving the brothers without a reason (for something that happened a year ago no less!!)#It must have to be something to do with Nightbringer because to me is a weird decision to#have their final arc of the season something totally unrelated to the main antagonist#maybe I'm overthinking idk
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ik no one care about my oc but.......
#shitpost#why dis look so mad#idk maybe because she is a prisoner in her own body or smth#isn't that crazy#grapes silly art#oc#original characters#charcater art#character design#hollow knight#<- like yeah kinda#but idk if I should tag it as such#they are based on the funny bugs but they themselves are not#idfk i'm overthinking this
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Beach rose...
#fire emblem#feh#she's like summer. to me#idk if i'm really satisfied tbh LMFAO but. maybe it's just cause i'm used to drawing one million things#and overthinking one million little details. feels weird to just doodle/color One Thing very quickly#only thought in my head mozu hairpins. send post.#well. hands you her.#sharena#my art
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anyways for Reasons. I'm thinking about my old Star Clock Silver animation that I made for the Silverzine, and the tutorial that I WANTED to make but it was too much work.
I want to at least make the whole raw project files (the .PSDs, the actual AE .proj files, whatever assets I'm forgetting) available for download/study for everyone, but the main barriers are:
1. I don't actually know After Effects, including how to export a whole project including every piece of media used (I'm trying to google it-)
2. I'm worried someone will steal the art assets I worked so hard on :^(
#im using words#i promise if I had more energy/planning skill I would have made a video walkthrough#but i got too much goop in my tired brain#I feel like I'm overthinking it with no.2 maybe but those art assets took so long and a bunch of designing 😭#especially the actual star clock components aaaa#not to mention idk if my AE being.....shall we say. Obtained Through Alternative Means will affect the actual export process
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It's eternally a little funny whenever I see someone say something along the lines of 'everyone in Strive is so happy now! Everyone's stories are getting resolved! It'll be hard to make a new game when everyone's retired and living peacefully and resolved their problems' and then there's a haunted semi-sentient mecha corpse in the corner constantly screaming from being trapped in limbo
#nothing against the character reworking it's just funny in a fucked up way#everyone get a happy ending!*#*(except for you Romeo)#when I go back and rewatch Xrd vs Strive it's kinda jarring since you have a whole fleshed out character and now he's just kinda conceptual#like sure obviously he's dead but he himself is just sorta mentioned in passing by a couple of people#they didn't even go with the interpretation of 'oh his spirit passed on in AS/story mode'#and based on the character theme it really just reads as 'I'm trapped in neverending hell and my sister's presence is the only distraction'#half the cast is retiring and Romeo is reenacting I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream#idk I could be overthinking it but that whole segment of plotline bugs me in the weirdest way#wish it was more conclusive. wish it had more continuity from xrd. wish more than like two people in universe acknowledged it#how it's presented and how it's treated feels like it has a schism where things don't quite match up#bleh. at the very least there could have been a special intro with Axl#the ending of arcade mode is so abrupt it's almost a little silly#'ahh okay your brother's ghost/a lingering fragment of his soul is desperate to kill himself let's not touch on that much further'#maybe it'd be better if everyone had outtro dialogue like in xrd...?#guilty gear#bedman#delilah#op back on her bullshit
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